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I don’t want to miss you (Newt x Reader) PART 1

Requested by anon: Hey! Can you write an imagine where Newt and reader had an argument and in heat of the moment he said something really hurtful which made her walk out on him? And then maybe Grindelwald is kidnapping her as a bait for Newt and he comes for the rescue after which they make up and fluff? So basically like hella angsty in the begging and then super fluffy happy ending!😊♥️

I really wrote a lot so I had to slipt it up. Here’s PART 1! Enjoy!

Pairing: Newt Scamander x reader

Word count: 2,767 Part 2

“Can I help you?”

You stood behind Newt who was preparing some food. He had rescued three occamy-babys from an black marketeer last week. The little creatures needed good care and attention which Newt was willingly to give. At the same time he had also adopted a new creature. He studied the foreign species and nourished it, doing all this while working on his manuscript.

“No need, thanks”, the magizoologist mumbled, preoccupied.

You nodded to yourself, leaving the case by climbing up the ladder. You looked around in your shared apartment in London. There’s was nothing you could do, you’ve already cleaned every room.

You went to the bedroom, letting yourself fall on the soft mattress. A sigh escaped your lips. You turned on your left shoulder to face the empty space where Newt used to sleep.

The last time you two shared a bed was 2 months ago. Since then, Newt has been working non stop on his book. He luckily found a publisher, but the deadline they gave him was ridiculous. “I have no choice, Y/N”, he had said back then, “they are the only company that are willing to publish my book!”

You snorted at the memory. You admired your boyfriend’s passion and ambition, but he took it too far. He never left his case, he would work from morning till evening or all night long, you couldn’t tell. You brought him tea and food and every time you saw him your heart broke.

Newt looked worse each day, exhaustion drawn on his face. He had dark circles, sunken cheeks and the glow in his eyes was long gone. You were worried about his well-beeing, but you there was nothing you could do. Nothing to get him away from work, even for a few seconds. Absolutly nothing you could…

“Wait”, you said out loud, jumping out of bed and sprinted towards Newt’s office.

You had an idea! Why on earth didn’t you think about that in the first place?

You looked for something in perticular, searching all the drawers and bookshelves until you found it: a small brown leather notebook. A victorious smile formed on your lips.

“Y/N?”

Newts soft voice appeared behind you, causing you to spin around and hiding the found object behind your back. You gave him a nervous smile.

“Yes?”, you responded innocently and Newt just walked next to you, looking for some papers on his desk.

It seemed he was too engaged in his thoughts to wonder what you were doing in his room. Your eyes studies his face - the dark circles got even darker.

“Darling…” Your hand caressed his shoulder in a soothing way. Oh, how you’ve missed touching him.

“Hm?”, Newt just hummed, collecting a few papers.

You bit your lower lip, intensifying the pressure of your hand and began to massage up his neck. You pressed your body against his back to reveal your intentions, just the scent of him made your inner thighs clench in anticipation. But Newt stepped back.

“Y/N, no! You know I can’t.” You crossed your arms, trying your best to hide the book.

“You can’t or you don’t want to?”, you snaped back, causing Newt to roll his eyes.

You waited for an answer, tipping aggressively your finger against your arm. Newt sensed your frustration, observing you through his messy fringe as if you were one of his creatures. A dangerous creature.

“Please, you know that I have work to do. I don’t have time for… that”, the wizard defended himself. He locked his gaze to the ground, somewhat feeling embarressed for turning you down.

“I know…”, you sighed, the anger now replaced by sadness and Netw took notice of that.

He stepped in front you, waiting until you raised your head to meet his eyes.

He then squeezed your hand firmly and offered you a weak smile before he left you, disappearing into his case for the rest of the evening.

…

“No… leave him alone…! No, NO!!”

You tore your eyes open, panting heavily as you realized it was just another nightmare.

“Jesus…” You sat up in your bed, wiping the tears away.

It was nothing unusual. Since you got to know that Grindelwald had esccaped from the Macusa, the same nightmare terrorised you almost every night:

It ended with Newt beeing killed and there was nothing you could do to stop Grindelwald, because you were just a Muggle as the magizoologist liked to call you.

You tried to calm down, but it was sheer impossible in the dead of the night. So you decided to climb inside the case, seeking your boyfriend’s comfort to erase the pain.

You weren’t surprised to see a dimmed light in his room. Newt sat at his desk, wrting on his manuscript.

“Newt”, you whispered, your voice raspy from your sleep and crying.

A sigh escaped Newt, but you tip toed behind his back to hug him gently.

Suddenly, the wizard jumped from his chair, freeing himself from your grip. You stumbled back and caught your balance in time, looking at him puzzled and hurt.

“Y/N, please, for once and for all: I need time for work!”

You were taken aback by the Hufflepuff’s harsh tone and it made you tear up again.

“I just want to see you, is that too much to ask for?”, you sobbed and Newt ran his hands through his reddish hair, massaging his temples afterwards in a frustrating way.

“No, love, no! But all I ask for you is to give me the time I need to finish my book!”

“But I miss you, Newt! I never see you!”

He fumbled with his hands between the two of you. “You see me right know!” You scoffed.

“Newt, that’s not what I mean! I miss beeing in a relationship with you, touching you, talking to you, laughing with you…”

“I don’t…-!”, Newt was interrupted by sharp loud squeaking noises.

The occamy-babys have woken up due to their argument. He turned his head to their direction and looked back to you. Newt was obviously torn between his creatures and you, hovering on his spot, but then he made a decision.

He turned his back and walked away. “Coming! Mommy’s coming!”, you heard his faint voice.

You stood there for a while, pulling yourself together before you returned to the apartment. Newt had chosen his creatures over you, but you were not willing to give up on him. Not yet.

So you opened the notebook you took from Newt’s room and it wasn’t long until you found it: a telephone number.

You grapped the receiver, tipping in the number with trembling hands while your heart was beating fast. This idea had to work. You had to take care of Newt.

You bit nervously on your lower lip when someone took up.

“Goldstein?”

You smiled. It was Queenie.

“I’m so thankul and I really appreciate your help”, you announced in front of the small group. Tina, Queenie and Jacob gave you a warm smile in response.

“Sure thing, honey. How could we not? It’s about Newt”, Queenie said in her typical tuneful voice, making you feel sure about the whole thing.

You’ve decided to invite the trio over to London in hopes to get Newt out of his case, enjoying some quality time with his friends.

It was evening and you’ve prepared a nice dinner together with the Goldtsein sisters. Jacob had baked some pastries for desserts and the whole apartment smelled deliciously inviting.

You couldn’t remember the last time when Newt and you cooked and ate a meal together…

Queenie read your mind and put a hand on your shoulder. “It’s gonna be okay, don’t worry”, she whispered and you smiled. “Thank you, Queenie.”

The food and plates were neatly placed on the table, a faint jazz melody was playing in the background to create a cozy atmosphere. You lit the last candle on and finally eyed your work.

You were impressed by it.

“Well, I think you should tell your man about his luck”, Jacob suggested, an amused grin on his lips. You nodded and excused yourself. You walked inside your bedroom and opened the case.

You took a deep breath and tugged your hair behind your ears before you stepped with your foot inside it.

Newt sat on his table, of course, wrtiting furiously on some paper. But this time he noticed your presence right away. He turned his head to you, eyes wide, but then they turned soft as he stood up.

“Y/N, love…”, he rushed over to you and embraced your body firmly.

You were surprised by his behaviour. “N-Newt?”, you asked carefully, but the wizard just sighed, burring his nose in the strands of your silky hair.

“I’m sorry for yesterday, I said some ugly things that were inappropiate and I didn’t mean it and and… and I don’t want to lo…-”, Newt stumbled over his own words but you hushed him by pressing your finger on his lips. He stared at you, his full attention on your next words.

“Newt, it’s okay. I understand that you are stressed, but I’ve got a surprise for you and I would like you to come up with me”, you explained

You could see a curious glint in his eyes, but gis gaze drifted behind you.

The magizoologist had to take care for his new adopted creature, it needed extra care due to his new surroundings and companions. But at the same time he didn’t want to ruin your conciliation. So Newt nodded and grabbed your hand as the two of you left his case.

Barely out of Newt’s world, you guided him to the living-room while Newt laughed about your child-like excitement.

“Close your eyes”, you commanded as you stood in front of the door. “What?” You rolled your eyes, positioning yourself behind your boyfriend to cover his eyes with your hands.

“Open the door” You giggled as Newt tried to grab the door knoob blindfolded, but he succeeded and you both stepped in. Tina, Queenie and Jacob behaved quietly as they tried their best to contain their laughters.

Then, you pulled your hands away. “Open your eyes!”

Newt did as he was told, his eyes falling on his friends who cheered and threw their arms in the air. “Surprise!”, they yelled synchronously and walked to the puzzled wizard to greet him.

Newt didn’t say anything, his eyes still wide in confusion, but when Jacob gave him a friendly hug the Hufflepuff got back to his senses.

“W-What are you doing here?”, he simply asked, letting himself hug by Tina.

“Visiting you of course!”, she spoke for their group and Queenie was next in line to give him a warm squeeze. Newt was obviously overwhelmed by the whole situation, not able to form another sentence.

The evening didn’t go as you planned. You could see that Newt wasn’t enoying himself at all. In fact, he didn’t talk much during dinner, his eyes locked on his plate. You observed him while chatting with your guests and friends, but you saw how Newt’s expression got darker.

Queenie and you took the dirty dishes to the kitchen and from the corner of your eyes you saw Newt standing in front of the window, a glas of whisky in his hand that Jacob had poured him. He was standing still, the attempts of the bakery to start a conversation with his fellow friend unseccessful.

Then, Newt placed his glas on the table. “Excuse me”, he mumbled and rushed out of the room. Everybody watched him dissapearing and you knew where he went. You were angry. How could he behave like that? Even in front if his friends who traveled from New York to London just to see him.

“I’m so sorry”, you apologized, but Tina smiled. “It’s okay. Go after him”, she encouraged you and you nodded, leaving the group behind.

As you excpected the magizoologist was inside of his beloved case. You stamped on the wooden floor of his shed.

“Care to explain me this rude behaviour of yours?!”, you confronted him, but Newt didn’t turn around, he busied himself with chopping some raw meat.

“Newt!”, you yelled at him, your patience far gone at this point. That’s when he spun around and faced you with the most angriest expression you’ve ever seen on him.

“I though you would understand me, Y/N!”

“I do!”

“No, you don’t! If you would, then Tina, Queenie and Jacob wouldn’t be here!”

You tried to calm down, your body already shaking of pure rage. “I did it for you. I though it would be a nice break to see your friends again! Get your mind off and..-”

Newt motioned you to shut up by his raised hand, his eyes were closed and his eyebrows knitted on his normally smooth freckled skin. He was trying so hard to not explode.

“Y/N, what I need is time for work and not a stupid party”, he said through gritted theeth.

“Stupid party?”, you repeated his words affected. “This STUPID party with your friends was supposed to help you!”

“I didn’t ask for that so don’t blame this on me!”, Newt hissed as he pointed up, gesturing to your visit.

“You know excatly that I can’t afford myself this much free time, I have a new creature to take care of and you forced me to stay up there with you! I do not see in any way how that was supposed to help me rather to stress me out even more!”

You pressed your lips into a thin line, fighting back the tears as Newt’s harsh words hitted you.

“So I’m a millstone round your neck?”, you asked, your vision becoming blurry due to the tears but you wanted to keep in.

Newt seemed to hesitate. “Yes… Yes you are indeed”, he confirmed and you flinched a little.

He eyed you, waiting for you to say something, but when you didn’t he simply turned around and kept chopping the meat.

“I have a lot of responsibility to take, but I assume you don’t know much about that”, he mumbled to himself but you heard every single word.

He said it. You never thought that he would say it out loud, but here was the proof. The worst scenario you’d always imagined in your darkest times went finally true: Newt got tired of you. And by now he probably hated you. It was never your intention forcing him to neglect his creature, you just wanted the best for him. But apparently you’ve chosen the wrong way.

“I see”, you whispered, tears streaming down your face because you didn’t hold back anymore. You’ve already lost.

“I wish you all the best for your life, Newt Scamander. I hope you will be finally happy without me”, you hissed and fled out of his case. For the last time.

You could hear Newt’s swearing far behind you. With all of your strength you threw the lit shut, stumbling out into the living-room just to get to the apartment-door.

“Y/N? What happened?”, Tina asked worried and stood up from her spot, but you didn’t pay attention to her. You needed fresh air, you just needed to get out of here, you couldn’t take it anymore.

You grapped your coat before you left the apartment, sprinting down the stairs. The cold night air mixed with your wet tears, making you shiver. But it didn’t stop you running. You had no destiny though, but you didn’t need one.

Newt hated you and now there was no one you could return to.

The streets of London were empty, everyone was sleeping peacfuly or spent a lovely evening with their friends and families. You were thankful for the desertion.

You came to a hault after a while, your body telling you to take a rest. You panted and leaned against a wall. You then started to inspect your surroundings. You were in a rather dark alley, there were no street lights and you had no idea where you were.

Then, there were footsteps behind you. Far in the distance, but moving straight towards you.

Your body froze and you couldn’t move a single muscle. Your eyes widened.

“Well, who do we have here?”

You knew this voice. This dark and scary voice, the voice of a man that you were most afraid of. And now he was right behind you. The most wanted wizward in the world.

“Grindelwald.”

TO BE CONTINUED… Part 2

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