#I gotta hyperfixate on something

[coolnonsenseworld]

Samurai and Ninja in crappy pics because December here is under a constant cloud and I just want y'all to see them all golden and cute without learning how to take aesthetic pictures 🥴 💙❤️😆🥰

linktr.ee/Mezzy

#klance #can i tell everyone to look away before i write tags to someone privately lmao no? damn #anyway yes i meant music!! and thank you for sharing something!! #baking seems like a hyperfixation #like i know you said you baked once but then look at me #...i was thinking if i could make salads.... i gotta be medicore at least at one food thing #its a joke its a joke #i will one day get used to focusing on more complicated kitchen work than heating up meat or cooking things in salt and water #anyone else had trouble getting out of bed this december? #once i do i try to pick physical activities that dont require creative thinking because man #at the post office i had small talk with a lady waiting in line she didnt speak polish so u know me it happened #and she recommended light therapy lamp #im very tempted to try it becase i had record bad thoughts sleepless nights and jerking awake this month #it might be rooted in economic instability growing inflation costs of living and shitty working conditions while still trying to buy gifts? #but hey there are things we cant have control over and there are things we can #ive got winter wonderland comic coming though #i will try my best to speed-finish it as a christmas gift aight #i hope its going to be a nice thing!! #wow thats a long set of tags

[potatobugz]

me when i am in a incredible story + ost and loveable cast of characters competition and my opponent is Celeste

#potatart #celeste game #celeste #madeline celeste #badeline #badeline celeste #theo celeste #news: im at chapter #.... 7 i think? #this game just keeps getting better man #thinking abt drawing the characters as cats or something for funsies #very sad when there is not enough content to feed the hyperfixation so i must create the content myself ... #whats a girl gotta do

[rainbowinbeigeboots]

do you ever just cry while thinking about how tender creature is with lisa or are you normal?

#something about that peach ring proposal scene just gets me and the way he just looks at her with so much love #granted it could be because i’m really depressed rn but damn does that scene in particular get me #i’m so mad the site i usually use isn’t working for me for some reason rn #and i could go to my local theatre since they’re still showing it but god i’d have to get out #but also god i REALLY need to watch this film rn bdcause it unfortunately is my current comfort film/hyperfixation #and i can’t justify paying the digital price for it while i already preordered the physical copy #save me lisa frankenstein save me #somehow gotta make it to fucking sunday when i’m going to see it again #until then i’m just gonna stare at gifs and cry about how sweet they are #lisa frankenstein #meaghan rambles

[turnipoddity]

you would absolutely love fight club, i just know it. ever look into it?

I absolutely LOVE fight club 🥰

#i watched it when i was in highschool i think #with my dad #AND BOYYY i did have a fight club phase back then AKHDKDKF #it started my hyperfixation towards watching edward norton movies #let me tell ya something #if i like an actor obviously i gotta watch their other movies right #and most of them are (usually) not that great #but EDWARD NORTON??? all bangers #asks #fight club

[mistysblueboxstuff]

a painting a day keeps the depression (sort of) away

#painting is the main thing that keeps my mind occupied so i don't think about unaliving myself lol #this is why i paint so much because i gotta hyperfixate on something and i love painting and it also makes me feel productive #personal #not art #tw depression

[martyryo]

hi fightclub followers, I still draw pokemon.

#artists on tumblr #digital art #illustration #art #pokemon #pkmn #pokemon fan art #zubat #bat #poison pokemon #poison type #purple #kanto region #finally submited a three weeks project done in like rwo days I can finally kms #jkjk #still gotta learn for history and do italian hw #we ain't sleeping tonight guys #anyways took some time to draw something and since my hand didn't feel like doing humans I went with pokemon #I love how the pkmn hyperfixation hitting back at 16 yrs old makes me feel interest for mons I didn't give a shit abt back in middle school #like I didn't care about this thing #while drawings it I was “omg critter” #love this guy now #also did something with lighting cause I wanted to slap in colors together #I like purple with lime #1 hr doodle gone right #good night pookies #m art yryo

[moonsanoverthinker]

TMA 1-3 SPOILERS // TIM’S CHARACTER ARC

A character arc edit I made after asking the lovely @cult-of-the-eye for edit suggestions (I hope this is the kind of thing you meant!) (also this has now given me the idea to do this style of editing for more characters!)

Here’s the Winner Takes It All Version!

Song: Voulez Vous by ABBA

I also feel with my soul that Tim would be an ABBA fan

Here’s the other edits I’ve made!

How to loose a skin in 10 days // the stranger

A nice and happy JonMartin Edit

Also if anyone has any suggestions, ideas, songs, characters they’d want to suggest I’m happy for them and I’ll (attempt) to make them x

#the magnus archives #tma #tma shitpost #tim stoker #the magnus archives quotes #the magnus archives edit #tma the stranger #tma edit #tma fandom #tma spoilers #gotta put my media alevel to use somehow #why not combine my hyperfixations with something I have a love for yet no way of using it irl currently

[crisisaur]

So, I bought the second volume to tgci because I needed more content in my life after the ending of season two (plus I wanted to be ahead of the anime in case they ever release a season 3), and while I read it I decided to watch The Untamed because I wanted to see if I'd like mxtx's other stuff. This was my first mistake. I got so into it that I marathoned the show whenever I had free time and quickly got obsessed with it to the point I bought the first volume to mdzs.

I decided that I was going to read both volumes at the same time because I wanted to get through both. My dumbass didn't learn from my first mistake because I then proceeded to ONLY read mdzs and finished it in three days. The only reason it wasn't sooner is because I unfortunately have obligations during the week.

Anyway, mdzs is my life now and I'm gonna go draw the drunk scene from the first book while I try to be responsible and not buy the second volume with the rest of my money.

#Gotta love unexpected hyperfixations #okay but wei wuxian and lan wangji's relationship is one of my favorite ship dynamics #not that xie lian and hua cheng's relationship isn't also a ship dynamic I love #but there's just something special about a poised and proper character falling for chaos incarnate #mdzs #mo dao zu shi #the grandmaster of demonic cultivation #mxtx mdzs #mxtx #crys rambles ;; #tgcf #tian guan ci fu

[stinkyhyena9000]

Buster Moon Stimboard !!

For my Sing friends still out there, here's some food for y'all

🤍 💙 🤍 | 💙 🐨 💙 | 🤍 💙 🤍

Totally non-abrupt segway to a sentimental message:..

I just wanted to thank all of you for hosting such a lovely and wholesome fandom. I love we're a small community, but y'all have always made me feel so extremely loved, and I'm glad have had y'all be my first and sofar only fandom experience.

Please never stop making art and writing stories!

#I want to keep making sing videos so bad but there's a large assortment of reasons preventing me from doing so #(i say that like I haven't made a vid in like half a year) #anyways for starters I've fallen out of my over1yearlong Sing hyperfixation #It's kinda difficult for me to have motivation to spend hours on a video for a movie that I don't quite insanely love anymore #I've also been struggling to find time to watch the movie even though I very much have the time #something yada yada about ADHD and extreme time anxiety #I hope you all understand #(oh yeah also mental health has also been a detrimental but like ermm let's not talk about that y'all don't gotta hear about that lol) #ANYWAYSSSS #love y'all and please keep the fandom positive!! #buster moon #sing movie #sing 2016 #sing 2 #sing 2021 #mysing #koala stim #moon stim #star stim #blue stim #white stim #grey stim #eating stim #tie stim #red stim #fur stim #gray stim #yellow stim #stim #stimboard

[wondrouswendy]

I genuinely feel like Alan Wake 2 has reconfigured my brain chemistry on a completely new level. Like no joke, I feel like I was one person before this game and now I’m someone else after. No I am not being dramatic

#alan wake 2 #maybe it’s just the hyperfixating talking #but every time I think about the layers of storytelling my mind explodes #and I gotta hand it to this fandom I’m blown away by the creativity and passion of its fans #it’s fun to be here at the beginning to witness the collective hype and interest #this game is special and deserves all the love #it’s hard to explain but I feel very seen as a writer/creator in a way I hadn’t experienced before with another piece of media #like obv sam lake is not the first to write meta commentary on writing as a whole #but this one just hits hard #and maybe that’s why I’ve written 50k words in one month alone #bc this game is just doing something to my brain to inspire it

[catsharky]

If anyone was wondering where I've been the last several weeks, I've apparently reached the age where not exercising for more than a week now causes me to devolve into some kind of slug creature.

As a result I decided I'd finally let myself install mods for Stardew Valley and then lapsed into some sort of coma, only regaining consciousness on the elliptical a couple days ago with my ears ringing and 77 mods installed.

#my life me #comic #Sharky life #I miss my teenage years when I could just not exercise or see the sun for like 2 months straight and feel no effects #Then again I also didn't enjoy exercise then the way I do now so #it's not the worst trade-off I guess #also hhghhff I gotta draw something Stardew related before the hyperfixation passes #The need to draw Stardew is just at war with my need to play Stardew #it's a whole thing #oh well more Mass Effect soon #cause I'm back baybee #also also gonna answer more asks tomorrow! I just wanna space em out a bit so it's not a whole ton of them back to back #sharky art

[maladdy]

mettaton embroidery. you know how it is

#embroidery #undertale #mettaton #my art #crafts #I’ve been hyperfixating on both undertale/deltarune and embroidery lately so naturally I gotta embroider this guy’s face #I’d love to make it into a patch or something

[rosenfey]

should I make enshrouded edits yes or yes

#ambie.txt #ambie plays enshrouded #I think I figured out a way how to make some 1st person shots but it's very finicky fbfbdb #I need the devs to give me photo mode so bad #it's okay i am gonna fill the entire tag by myself I have a hyperfixation and I need to scream abt it #I'm like so happy fr fr to have something to fixate on again?? cuz being without a hyperfixation is just so depressing and terrible. #so I will talk about it because I gotta xhsnaj

[popiellart]

Tell us ur DUNC thoughts pal! <3

what can I even say about DUNC other than i fucking love it!!! i've been a shameless dick rider for denis villeneuve ever since Sicario, and I went to the cinema to see DUNC and DUNC 2 which. one thing about me is i hate cinemas. i didn't even go to the cinema for scorsese or yorgo lanthimos or top gun 2 so you know it's serious

the visuals are straight up incredible, the casting is peak, the material is handled with a lot of what feels like genuine love and passion, the lady going ham on the arabic yodeling on the OST is a queen, and in general wrt dune fans watching DUNC, I imagine that's how people who like Tolkien felt when Peter Jackson's LOTR came out

i can't wait for the conflict between the matriarchal eugenicists with milking machines and the patriarchal eugenicists with breeding tanks

which is what the books are really about. oh, and i guess the galactic jihad also happens, so that's fun

#dune #dune 2 #dune spoilers #(sort of) #anyways dune is an incredibly hilarious series on one hand you have the very serious exploration of imperialistic politics #and manipulation of societies. and religion for herbert is what linguisitics was for tolkien. (except frank's hyperfixation actually fucks) #and u get these powerful conversations about power and fate and lady jessica says 'history will call us wives' #which. by the way. everything lady jessica says and does goes incredibly fucking hard. #one of the best and most problematicest female characters ever. <3 #one of my favourite features of dune is how vicious the women are. there is a sisterhood but theres no hand-holding and singing kumbaya #jessica uses the Voice on chani. irulan does what she gotta do to secure her interests. theres an understanding but claws come out #THEN on the other hand you have the 'hm. good effort' hitler talk between paul and stilgar xD i hope they put it in dune 3. please denis #i first read dune when i was a child and understood pretty much fuck-all from it. but i think that's what herbert would've wanted #in conclusion: i don't know. i hate cinemas and i still went to see dune #i hate heat and sun; i'm a winter child thru and thru. and denis makes me want to be there on arrakis when i watch his adaptation #i think that says something

[sightkeeper]

I’m honestly very thankful to all the folks in my fandom who make things that I never ever would, unapologetically. How great that between us all we cover such an array of niche interests for other folks to enjoy, too

#Ran Writes #every time I feel a bit guilty over focusing on my one specific AU for a while #instead of something more canon that's easily accessible #just gotta recall other folks who hyperfixate on their one specific thing and go fuck yeah we're all just having fun here

[give-soup-please]

"is it depression, or am i between hyperfixations?"

-the title of give-soup-please's latest autobiography

#god help me if it's both lmao #this is not bad depression with ideation and the like #but it's manifesting as an extreme malaise #don't care about anything. don't want to do anything. just want to sit on couch. #i don't generally do well when i'm in between the hyperfixations #i need media to think about to keep me afloat #hmmmmm #so- neurodivergence comes in many forms #for me- i take great comfort in soothing myself with repetitive media #which means it's hard to branch out into new things #which leaves me in a position of 'i need to try something new to find something to latch on to' #and the other part of my brain starts screaming #i tend to get overly attached and ride the up and down waves to the extreme when it comes to experiencing new media for the first time #i generally spoiler myself for all new media so i can watch it and be mentally prepared to deal with it #but of course this causes my brain to stagnate and desire surprises while rejecting them outright #so i find myself in a complex position of- #'this old media isn't cutting it.' #'but i can't bear to try anything new right now' #'if i try something new i gotta vet it and look up all spoilers before heading in' #'because i'm feeling too fragile to handle catharsis that is too large right now' #(insert spongebob card here) #'my god it's been more than ten months since i've tried any new tv show or video game' #'i'm stagnating. can't move forward and i can't move back.' #'FUCK' #just wanna love the stuff i remember loving- you know? #yeah... #(melts into soup puddle on the floor)/neg