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queenxxxsupreme · 4 years

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Whole Lotta Love

A/N: bro I have been writing all sorts of angry readers lately.... I literally have no idea but I’m living for it. Yes the title is from Led Zeppelin’s Whole Lotta Love. I love them ok. I’ve been doing a few Avengers little drabble things or whatever these are so I guess now I’m going back to the Witcher because I miss him :)

Warnings: none

Word Count: 1.9k

Summary: Tony misses meeting your parents because he was working on something.

Bruce and Peter both jumped at the sound of the cupboard door slamming shut. You didn’t pay attention to the other Avengers in the kitchen watching you with cautious gazes. You were too busy trying to get coffee without throwing someone.

You were angry. Scratch that. You were fuming. Anger was no where near what you would use to describe how you felt. Your entire body almost vibrated from rage as you shook your head, mumbling curse words under your breath as you poured coffee into a mug.

Scott looked across the table to Sam and Steve, furrowing his brows together.

“Should someone.... Should someone say something to her?”

“Definitely not.” Steve shook his head, turning his attention back to the newspaper he was reading. Granted, reading a physical newspaper was outdated, but there were just somethings that he missed from his past. Reading the newspaper was one of the few things he could still do that made things feel normal. Even after years of being out of the ice, he still struggled to adapt to modern life.

“But she’s....” Scott trailed off as he watched you put heaping spoonfuls of sugar into your coffee. Frustrated with how long it was taking you to get the amount of sugar you wanted, you picked up the container and poured the sugar in straight from the container. “She’s literally going to give herself a sugar rush at nine in the morning.”

“If you want to say something, Tic Tac, be my guest.” Sam gestured to you.

“Hey, Y/N? You sure you have enough sugar-,” Scott yelped and ducked his head as you launched a wooden spoon at him. “Jesus-What’s your problem?”

You bit your tongue, knowing he didn’t deserve the bitter and harsh words that almost slipped out of your mouth. You took a few chugs of your coffee as if the caffeine would help with her anger problem. The mug was placed down rather harshly on the marble counter top. You could hear the elevator open up across the room. You knew who it was without even looking. There was only one person it could be. The entire team was in the kitchen with the exception of your boyfriend.

You put your hands on the edge of the counter and closed your eyes, leaning against the counter as you took a deep breath. You listened as Tony greeted his teammates, slapping a hand down on Thor’s shoulder as he asked the god about something you didn’t care to listen to.

You rocked back on to your heels, rubbing your palms together as you looked around the kitchen. You needed to find something to eat.

“Where were you last night, pumpkin?” Tony moved around the island to get to you. He started to put his hand on your lower back but you stopped him, placing your hand on his chest and stepping away from him.

“I’m not in the mood to talk to you right now, Anthony.”

He winced at the sound of his full name. You only ever used his full first name when you were angry.

“Ooh. You’re in trouble.” Peter snickered from his seat across the room. You shot the kid a brief glare. The grin immediately fell from his lips and he held his hands up. “I am so sorry, Ms. Y/L/N.”

“What’s the matter, pumpkin?” Tony furrowed his brows together. You picked up your coffee and started to move towards the elevator. “Pumpkin-,”

“We were suppose to have dinner last night with my parents, Anthony.” You turned on your heels to face him, gripping your coffee cup tightly in your hands.

His face paled and his jaw dropped.

“Son of a bitch.” He cursed, rubbing his eyes. “Shit, Y/N. I-I completely forgot.”

“It seems like you do that a lot when it comes to meeting my parents.” You snapped, then turned back to continue towards the elevator. You roughly jabbed the up button and few seconds later, the doors opened.

“I swear, I didn’t mean to do it, Y/N!” Tony followed you, slipping between the closing doors to the elevator just in time. “I was busy with.... with something.”

“You were busy with a project last time too.” You kept your eyes on the panel of buttons with floor numbers. “Too busy to do things that I want to do, but the second you want to got to some party or benefit, you’re free.”

“Come on, pumpkin. It was an honest mistake.” He stopped himself from crossing the elevator to get to you. He knew better than to try to be touchy with you while you were angry. You hated physical contact when you were upset. “Y/N-,”

“My parents think I’m fucking insane, you know that?” You finally looked to him. Tony felt sick. His stomach churned at the anger and sadness in your eyes. “They think I’m insane for putting up with you, with your bullshit, for all these years. Every time they asked why they haven’t met you in the four years we’ve been together, I tell them that you are Tony Stark. Your free days usually consist of you locking yourself in your goddamned lab.”

“I was working on something really important, Y/N-,”

“More important than meeting my parents?” You cut him off. He held your gaze for a few moments before sighing and shaking his head. He pulled his phone from his pocket and began to mess with it. “I’m so fucking glad you can find time to play on your phone though, Anthony.”

He ignored you as he redirected the elevator to take you both to the lab floor.

You shook your head, clenching your teeth together so tight that you swore you were going to lose a few teeth.

The elevator came to a stop and the doors opened. You furrowed your eyebrows together, noticing that the number on the panel lit was for the lab.

“Follow me, pumpkin.” Tony turned and walked out of the elevator.

“No.” You practically punched the up button but the doors didn’t close.

“No sense in trying, babe. I’ve got that thing frozen in place.” He tossed his phone down on to a counter and moved across the lab to a door on the other side. When he reached that door, he turned back to face you. “Y/N, just come on, please.”

“No.” You repeated, firmly holding your ground. You’d just stand in the elevator all damn day. You didn’t care.

He sighed and ruffled his fingers through his graying dark hair. He stuffed his hands into the pockets of his sweatpants as he moved back towards you. His chocolate eyes were staring at you, gazing, watching. He stopped in the doorway of the elevator and leaned against one side.

“You are absolutely stunning when you’re mad at me, you know that?”

“I’m not in the mood, Anthony.” You decided to finish off your sugary coffee. He kept his eyes on you the whole time.

“Absolutely stunning.” The corner of his lips turned up just a little. You held his gaze. “Please just let me show you what I was working on last night.” His voice was soft and gentle. He took one of his hands out of his pocket to hold it out for you.

Silently, you placed your coffee cup in his hand and moved out of the elevator. He sighed but said nothing. At least he got you out of the elevator. As you crossed the room, he put the empty coffee cup with his phone and followed you.

“I know you’re pissed at me right now, pumpkin, but I promise you I didn’t do it on purpose.” He leaned over to kiss your cheek. He then moved to place his hand on a scanner by the door. A red line traced his hand print before the door opened with a hiss. “I was working on this.”

The lights in the room turned on. Your lips parted as you stepped in. There were a dozen different Iron Man suits standing around the room in different positions. Two sat at a table in the corner of the room. Another stood in an empty corner with a party hat on. Four stood towards the back of the room holding signs that read ‘Be My Mrs. Stark.’

You brought your hand up to cover your mouth as Tony pulled a black velvet box from his pocket. All of your anger fizzled away. Tears blurred your vision.

“I really wanted this to be more romantic. We were going to watch a movie and have takeout and they were going to march in with the signs. You would’ve liked that, right?”

You nodded, unable to find your voice. You wiped the tears from your cheeks, your eyes flickering back to the signs.

“I was here working on making this.” He pressed a button on his watch. A hologram was projected from the eyes of the suits. Led Zeppelin’s song Whole Lotta Love began to play as images of you and Tony through the years played. “I-I was here putting this together.”

You moved towards the hologram in absolute awe. You recognized every single picture. The one from your trip to Morocco. The picture of you two taken on the team’s first group vacation to Bali. Birthdays, anniversaries, everything was there. Every picture you had ever taken together was in the holographic slide show.

The second to last picture on the slide was of you and Tony sleeping. Natasha or Steve, you couldn’t figure out which one, had come to wake you guys up and snapped the picture. You had your back to Tony. He was curled around you. Your limbs tangled together and your fingers were locked.

“I know that’s your favorite one.” His voice was soft as he spoke from behind you. “And the last one is my favorite.”

The holographic picture of you two after your first date together made your heart race. You were in jeans and a Black Sabbath t-shirt while he was in jeans and an AC/DC shirt. Neither of you had planned on dressing that way, it just happened. IN the picture, you were laughing at something. Tony had his arm wrapped around you and his eyes were focused on you instead of the camera.

“That’s when I started to fall in love with you.”

You turned to face Tony, who was staring down at the jewelry box in his hand.

“I-I know I do stupid shit and I forget things a lot.... Time is shitty and hard to keep track of.” He shrugged his shoulders. “But you’ve dealt with my bullshit for years, and I couldn’t be more grateful.”

“Yes.” You whispered, nodding your head as your hand fell from your mouth.

“Ye-Yes?” He repeated, furrowing his brows together.

“Yes, I’ll marry you.” You threw your arms around his neck and pulled him close. He melted into your touch, his limbs wrapped around you. He tucked his nose into your neck, closing his eyes tightly as he inhaled your scent.

“Thank you.” He breathed against your skin. “I love you.”

“I love you.” You pulled away from him so that you could look into his pretty chocolate eyes.

“I’m sorry about last night.”

“It’s okay.” You told him. “I just think that you need to meet my parents before the wedding.” You chuckled softly. He nodded his head, his fingers lacing with yours.

"How did I get so lucky?”

You shrugged your shoulders and leaned in to kiss him.

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lightandwinged · 4 years

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Alright, it’s review time, and it’s going to be spoilery and rambly because I’m still parsing my thoughts on everything SO.

Sans spoilers: a solid and fitting conclusion, if a bit faster paced than I would’ve liked, but it adhered to the overarching themes of the Skywalker saga probably better than anything in the new trilogy has before, and I don’t know how, considering everything (namely that Space Mom is gone), they could have or would have done things differently. Not my absolute favorite (that will forever be RotJ), but still very good.

Spoilers below, be ye warned.

I found it utterly hilarious that the plot started with Kyle Ron finding the Macguffin and chillin out with Papa Palpatine while the Good Guys had to go on this entire huge quest to FIND the Macguffin to begin with, and the only reason he didn’t just fuck off and finish some dastardly plan while they were scurrying about and trying to find the Pyramid Of Doom was because he’s got a lot to work out in his feelings about Rey. Like shit, no wonder Papa Palpatine decided to just stick with his own bloodline for galactic domination, Skywalkers are useless.

(except Leia, who is awesome)

The inclusion of Carrie Fisher in this film was VERY well done, but it also hurt a lot because you could tell that her scenes were cobbled together from old material and not made of anything new. It was good and necessary, but it also just hurt, like a constant reminder that she’s gone and nobody could replace her ever. And I’ll get more to that in a minute.

The Macguffin questing honestly felt a lot like the first half of RotJ, where we have to go rescue Han right quick because Harrison Ford was pretty sure he didn’t want to Star Wars anymore, so here’s a sidequest for half the movie, with the only difference here being that the questline had to do with the actual Plot. I’ve been following the Star Wars leaks subreddit for a while (don’t read the comments, it’s a wretched hive of scum and villainy and bitterness), and I know that at one point, it was supposed to be this race between Team Dark Side and Team Light Side to get the Pyramid of Destiny and then they’d find out that oh shit, Sheev’s here, but that was scrapped... and I kind of wish it hadn’t been? It would’ve made the first half of frolicking through this planet... no this planet... no, no, it’s on this planet... feel a lot less distracting.

The dynamic between Finn, Poe, and Rey was fantastic, because those three actors just have amazing chemistry on so many levels. They immediately fell into the dynamic of “we’re a polyamorous triad who’ve been living together for a while, and we really love each other, but we’re also a LITTLE BIT STRESSED RIGHT NOW OK” and that’s fair. I was glad to see all of it, and I just wish that we’d had more of it in both TFA and TLJ. It reminded me a LOT of how the best parts of the OT were always when Luke, Han, and Leia were together.

And now I’m going to take a sulk break to think about what we could’ve had with that amazing dynamic.

I’m back.

The new characters were some of the weaker parts of the film, I felt, save for Lando (because Billy Deeeeeeee). Dominic Monaghan, whom I love, could’ve had his role taken entirely by Rose, or Billie Lourde, and nobody would’ve noticed. And I don’t mind the addition of extra women to the cast, but Zorii and Jannah felt like they were just there to be like “Poe fucks women! Finn might too!” And... yanno, cool? But the OT3 stands.

And then General Pryde, aptly named, should’ve been a bigger part in all three films because it was like... here’s this yahoo out of nowhere who’s apparently a really big Sheev fan and just... like... what? I mean, I’m a huge Sheev fan, too, but I wish he’d been more of a Piett, where we could’ve seen him worming his way up the ranks, which would’ve made his downfall more satisfying. Instead, it was just kind of like... eh? Cool, I guess? With Piett, you felt like “yeah, we’ve seen this guy fucking things up for our heroes for two entire movies now, and here he is, getting destroyed because of his pride, hahaha!” but with Pryde, it was like “wait, who are you? Oh you’re dead now? Okay, cool, I guess?”

And in conjunction with THAT, Hux was just wasted in this film. I fully accept the idea that he rose through the ranks because of nepotism or something, and I also fully accept that he’s an absolutely useless twink who can’t do anything without having Phasma top him weekly (she used to top both him and Ren, which is why they’re such disasters in this movie), but man, couldn’t we have like... taken him with us? Imagine the comedy potential as he’s brought back as a prisoner and Domhnall Gleeson gets even more screen time with Oscar Isaac. I don’t mind that he died a worthless death because he was basically a useless wretch, but I do feel like if the movie had given itself more breathing room, he could’ve been a lot of fun.

RELATED, the pacing. So in the beginning of the movie, the idea of a light skip (basically, just sort of using the hyperdrive without planning or anything) is brought up, and everyone involved in this action bounces from world to world to world in rapid fire fashion to get rid of a bunch of TIE fighters following them, and that’s roughly the pace of this film. There are a few moments of quiet and contemplation, but they’re so rare that they seem to last a lot longer than they actually do, and I think it’s mostly because this movie really feels like a Lord of the Rings style epic packed into a MCU time frame. And I’m not complaining about the time, because by the time the credits rolled, I had to pee so fucking badly, but I feel like also if we’d trimmed out a couple of things (like maybe we can get rid of Kijimi, I think it is? The snow planet? or just merge Kijimi and Pasaana?), we’d have had more time to breathe and that would’ve helped the pacing a lot.

The slow moments in the film belonged almost exclusively to Rey and Kyle Ron, and honestly, Daisy Ridley and Adam Driver both deserve some sort of award recognition for their acting, the latter particularly. Without going into wild details about the plot, Kyle Ron does change his mind and go back to being Ben Solo, and god bless you so much Adam Driver because the change is instantaneous and delightful. If we’d seen significantly more Ben Solo than Kyle Ron, I’d totally be on board with the r.3y.10.z because this child omg. As it stands, the kiiiiissssss made me do like

in real life. It felt... mm, unearned, we’ll say. Maybe as a moment of “oh fuck that was intense and now we’re both alive” I could’ve bought it, but it wasn’t that, it was supposed to be this “my looooove” moment and just... sorry, but no.

BUT that said, while I think his death was the only way this series could’ve ended for him because a redemption arc would’ve required a LOT more time and energy, and that just... wasn’t going to happen. The time to have him make the turn if we were going to see a redemption arc was during TLJ, and since he didn’t make that change, we don’t get a Zuko arc. And that’s FINE because that’s a lot of work for a three movie series. And I don’t want a TV series devoted to Ben Solo learning to not be a dick to people. That’s exhausting.

But I do wish we’d gotten more time with him. The brief time we had, the bit of Han Solo snark that came out (”ow”), that was all delightful and made me understand what people see in the character (who I hate because he’s a great character to hate).

(omg while I was writing this, someone was saying that they were in a theater with someone talking about how the movie should’ve ended with Kyle Ron giving Rey a Force baby, and Y’ALL THERE IS NOT ENOUGH NOPE IN THE WORLD)

Anyway, bullets now, for the times I cried:

Literally everything with Leia, but especially that her last word was “Ben” and her using every last bit of her energy to save her son because I GET THAT FEEL, and honestly, the only reason she wasn’t there raining death and destruction on Sheev by herself for grooming her baby was because Carrie Fisher died. But anyway, from the moment she dropped her headset on, I was a blubbering mess.

And then Han, just a memory, but looking more at peace than he ever has. He convinces his son to come home, and Ben now says, “Dad?” and Han just says, “I know,” and FUFUUFUFALSKJDLAKSJDF: SOBBING

And then CHEWIE reacting to Leia’s death just... UGH. I am destroyed utterly, still.

Luke finally managing to Force lift the X-Wing out of the water made me cry as well, weirdly enough.

And then whatever emotion I felt when Rey heard all the Jedi, and it was LITERALLY EVERYONE WHO HAS PLAYED A JEDI EVER COMING IN AND SAYING A LINE like not just the familiar ones but the ones you wouldn’t know unless you’d watched all the TV series and extra material... it was so much more than tears. I couldn’t cry because it wouldn’t have been enough to encompass everything that made me feel. Very sincerely well done.

All-in-all, yeah, it was really good. I don’t get what everyone is so fussed over with it... it ties up the themes of the entire nine-movie arc pretty neatly and does basically the best it can with what it has.

But a bigger point in its favor, for me, was seeing Sam’s reaction to it: jumping up and down in his seat, gasping, grabbing my hand, whispering, “Mommy, they’re going to be okay, right?” and then cheering at the end. Star Wars, as a thing, isn’t for just one person or one group of people, but I consider how people who were kids when the PT came out say without a hint of irony that it’s not that bad, because to them, that’s what Star Wars is and always has been. The joy of it isn’t just the OT but those three movies that were “meh” to those of us who cut our teeth on the OT only. And in a similar vein, the ST is full of that joy for kids now. Like holy moley, Sam and his best friend geeking out over seeing each other in Star Wars costumes at Halloween was just worth everything.

So in the end, like I concluded at the end of TLJ, the message here is that it’s for them. And also that there’s always hope, that ultimately, even when it seems the odds are against light, there’s more of us than there are of them.

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generousartisangladiator · 6 years

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Sam and Dean as they were. Season 4. Part 2.

04.12 Criss Angel is a Douchebag Only now Sam has come to the realization, how much broken by Hell Dean is, how he is unable even to do simple everyday hunts without casualties, not to mention killing Lilith or be a leader of angel troops, like angels have been singing into Dean’s ears. And, that’s why, when in this episode Ruby convinces him that he was the only one who can kill Lilith he starts to accept this thought. At least he clearly understands that Dean in his present condition won’t be able to do that. Nevertheless, “trainings” with Ruby frightens him, and as it is shown in this episode, not only because he is afraid to turn into something, he doesn’t want to turn into, but also because he likes the feeling these trainings give, And the fact, that he likes this feeling frightens him most of all.

SAM: Oh, I'm game, believe me. It's not the psychic thing I got a problem with. RUBY: Yeah, I know what you got a problem with, but tough. It's the only way. SAM: No. RUBY: You know, this would all be so much easier if you'd just admit to yourself that you like it. That feeling that it gives you. SAM: You don't know what you're talking about. RUBY: Oh I don't, huh? Fine. RUBY goes to leave.

It’s clear from the previous episodes that Sam doesn’t think that personal happiness is possible for him, and his conversation with Dean only strengthens the conclusion, that he doesn’t have a future, and thus it’s pointless to be afraid of “trainings” with Ruby personally for him. But, if “cut the snake’s head”, then may be this future is possible for others because:

Ruby: It's simple. Lucifer rises, the apocalypse starts. You think that you have demons on your hands now? People are gonna die, Sam. Oceans of people. So you just let me know when you're ready.

And he agrees to Ruby’s persuasion:

SAM: I don't want to be doing this when I'm an old man.

Thus, by the end of this episode Sam sees, that Lilith is winning and has already broken 34 seals, and angels are losing this war. Dean is not strong enough after Hell and is in no condition to fight against Lilith, whatever angels may say. All this is fed with his hatred of demons, but especially Lilith, who destroyed his brother. And don’t forget, that under Dean’s influence he came to the conclusion, that he doesn’t have any hope, to think otherwise is pointless and naïve. Dean is his lowest place, and even doesn’t conceal that from Sam (even his hardcore princilple I must be strong for Sam fails). And he gives Sam a speech able to discourage anybody:

DEAN What kind of Kool-Aid you drinking, man? Sammy, it ends bloody or sad. That's just the life. SAM What if we could win? DEAN "Win"? SAM If there was a way we could just...put an end to all of it. DEAN Is there something going on you're not telling me? SAM No. DEAN Sammy. SAM No. Look, I'm just saying...I just wish there was a way we could...go after the source. That's all. Cut the head off the snake. DEAN Well, the problem with the snake is that it has a thousand heads. Evil bitches just keep piling out of the Volkswagen. SAM Yeah. Guess you're right.

04.13 After School Special

A wonderful episode, revealing Sam as a child and Dean in his youth Already at 14 Sam protects the weak and the injured, and expresses the sympathy to the people. He wants to be a normal kid, not to be special, not to be a “freak”. Has a very strong character: he didn’t give in to the teasing of a school bully. And he was a very talented child. On the other hand, he was very impulsive and couldn’t control his anger. He ignored Dirk until he accidentally shot at his vulnerable spot. Dirk called him freak, it was what Sam felt about himself and what hated in himself. Well, Dirk had it coming. He thought he bullied a weak kitten, who turned out to be a tiger’s cub. This detail, though is very important. Remember this word “freak”.

Dean. The opposite, he loves to show off and demonstrate his uniqueness, that he is different, that he is special. He thinks about himself as a hero. But it’s a façade, those thick emotional walls, behind which a little and sad child is hiding, he only wants to be strong and to be a hero, in reality he is a weak and frightened child.

Amanda: I'm not mad, Dean. I thought maybe... underneath your whole "I could give a crap," bad-boy thing, that there was something more going on. I mean, like the way you are with your brother. But I was wrong. And you spend so much time trying to convince people that you're cool, but it's just an act. We both know that you're just a sad... lonely little kid. And I feel sorry for you, Dean.

“Now”. Dean threatens to throw away the lungs even from the ghost, if it threatens Sam. And…Sam. Sam accepted that peaceful life is not for him and even stopped dreaming about it, he has responsibility and duty, and the answer to the question: “Are you happy, Sam?” is not necessary, everything is clear from a bitterness in Sam’s eyes. Sam refused a peaceful life, because of the circumstances, because of responsibility and duty, but it was not a happy choice.

04.14. Sex and Violence It may well be called Lies and Distrust. One more wonderful episode, which purpose was to open up the inner conflict between the brothers, which developed as an undercurrent from the very first episode of season 1, but has risen to the surface during season 4. This conflict is about the roles the brothers played and role reversal. Dean can’t accept Sam as an equal, he wants his little Sammy, admiring Dean and looking up to him.

MUNROE: No. I gave him what he needed. And it wasn't some bitch in a G-string. It was you. A little brother that looked up to him, that he could trust. And now he loves me. He'd do anything for me. And I gotta tell you, Sam, that kind of devotion? I mean, watching someone kill for you? It's the best feeling in the world.

I have always been surprised, that this phrase is always given by fans as the proof of Dean’s epic love to Sam. No, that’s not about that. This shows that Dean doesn’t need a brother, he needs a groupie. Tough? But at that period of time it was true. But during the last year Sam matured and can’t be cut into that template, Dean built for his little brother Sammy, and Dean can’t accept this mature Sam, Sam he can’t control:

DEAN: Well, I don't know when it happened. Maybe when I was in hell. Maybe when I was staring right at you. But the Sam I knew, he's gone.

But Sam isn’t made from the material, who follows or submitting. Sam is a rebel, an inborn leader, one to be followed. And a lot changed during the last year. His powers (and we still don’t know that it’s demon blood) give him the feeling of power, the feeling of control over the situation, which leads to the confidence boost. At the same time he sees, that after Hell Dean is weak morally, is unfit to win and full of self-pity. Sam begins to consider himself stronger and worthy of leadership in their duo.

SAM: OK, fine. You know why I didn't tell you about Ruby, and how we're hunting down Lilith? Because you're too weak to go after her, Dean. You're holding me back. I'm a better hunter than you are. Stronger, smarter. I can take out demons you're too scared to go near.

Brothers are judged toughly in this episode and everything is true, but it’s not all truth And this episode also shows that Sam is unbelievably professional in the hunt (and imagine this is able to hack the private bank information, which he suddenly forgot how to do in season 10, to give the chance for Charlie to shine) And Dean’s mistrust to Sam reached such levels, that he is ready to trust the first person he meets more, than his brother and fells the victim to a monster (the first attempt to find a better brother failed). To be fair, Sam really lies to his brother and Dean sees that.

04.15 Death takes a Holiday In some ways it’s no less dramatic episode in revealing the brothers. Dean has completely believed that he is Chosen and that God gave him the second chance

DEAN: It was you. The pain of losing my father and Sammy. I just...I wish I had gone with you for good. But I guess things are different now. TESSA: What? The angels on your shoulder? DEAN: So, you know about that, huh? Well, hey, don't get me wrong. I mean, most the ones I've met are dicks with wings. But still... You know, I've done things. Horrible things. And someone upstairs still decided to give me a second chance. It just makes me feel...I don't know.

And Sam is ready to do everything he has to win this war, and a lie to achieve a goal is not a price for him:

DEAN: What are you gonna say to him? SAM: Whatever I have to. That’s why he lies to Dean too, he must win this war and he knows that Dean won’t allow to do that, not if the price Sam’s life and soul.

04.16. On the Head of a Pin One of the most dramatic episodes of the season. This episode reveals the nature of Sam’s abilities and his mysterious phrase from 04.12, that it’s not his abilities which frighten him. This episode gives the answer: it’s demon blood that frightens him. But he understands, that Dean won’t be able to wage this war, Dean is broken. And he takes this burden on himself, whater it would cost him, and there is no price for him. Because nobody but him can do that.

SAM:I need you to find out where they took Dean. RUBY: Not sure I see the problem. You know they have Alastair strung up six ways from Sunday. Dean cuts himself a slice, Al's reduced to a quivering heap, and the good guys get the goods. What's wrong with that? SAM: He can't do it. RUBY: Look, I get it. You don't want him going all torture master again. SAM: No. I mean, he can't do it. He can't get the job done. Something happened to him downstairs, Ruby. He's not what he used to be. He's not strong enough. RUBY: And you are? SAM: I will be.

He doesn’t want it, he is afraid of it, but he thinks that’s necessary. It’s his duty. In season 4 one of the main driving motives of Sam is duty, but it will be revealed in more details later. And Sam has a special paycheck for Alastair. He is an executioner of his brother, and he won’t get mercy.Sam doesn’s say long dramatic speeches about tearing off the lungs from those who will hurt his brother. He just tears them off. Sam is ruthless to anything he considers evil. And he dictates his conditions to angels:

SAM: Get in there and heal him. Miracle. Now. CASTIEL: I can't. SAM: You and Uriel put him in there— CASTIEL: No. SAM: —because you can't keep a simple devil's trap together. CASTIEL: I don't know what happened. That trap...it shouldn't have broken. I am sorry. SAM: This whole thing was pointless. You understand that? The demons aren't doing the hits. Something else is killing your soldiers. CASTIEL: Perhaps Alastair was lying. SAM: No, he wasn't. SAM goes back to DEAN. CASTIEL looks as though he has been slugged in the face.

Dean. In this episode Dean gets coup des grace. He was broken, now he is crushed. At first he was made to torture Alastair. Dean remembers that he enjoyed torturing in Hell and is afraid to start torturing here, not because it’s wrong or bad, both brothers are not softies and did that earlier. He fears that because he fears that he will like it here on Earth and won’t be able to stop.

DEAN: You ask me to open that door and walk through it, you will not like what walks back out

And he is right. He enjoys it and Alasair sees that and enjoys the moment: what Alastair started to turn Dean into is going on here:

ALASTAIR: I carved you into a new animal, Dean. There is no going back. DEAN: Maybe you're right. But now it's my turn to carve.

And yes, Sam is right. Dean was broken and is weak, he couldn’t do the job and break Alastair”s will. At this level it was not about torture, it was not about inflicting physical pain, it was the fight of wills. When the body breaks, it’s not defeat, the defeat is when the will is broken. And in this fight of wills Alastair was the winner, and he finished what he started in Hell and performed the last blow. Dean learns that his Dad turned out to be stronger than him, his Dad didn’t break. For Dean it means, that he is unworthy, he isn’t the man his father wanted him to be, he failed.

ALASTAIR: John Winchester. Made a good name for himself. A hundred years. After each session, I'd make him the same offer I made you. I'd put down my blade if he picked one up. DEAN: Just give me the demon's name, Alastair. ALASTAIR: But he said nein each and every time. Oh, damned if I couldn't break him. DEAN takes off his leather jacket. ALASTAIR: Pulled out all the stops, but John, he was, well, made of something unique. The stuff of heroes. And then came Dean. Dean Winchester. I thought I was up against it again. DEAN drinks from a bottle of something probably alcoholic. ALASTAIR: But daddy's little girl, he broke. He broke in thirty. Oh, just not the man your daddy wanted you to be, huh, Dean? But that it was not all. Dean learns that it was him, who triggered the Apocalypse: ALASTAIR: You know, it was supposed to be your father. DEAN pours out more holy water. ALASTAIR: He was supposed to bring it on. But, in the end, it was you. DEAN: Bring what on? ALASTAIR: Oh, every night, the same offer, remember? Same as your father. DEAN shakes salt onto the blade of Ruby's knife. ALASTAIR: And finally you said, "Sign me up." Oh, the first time you picked up my razor, the first time you sliced into that weeping bitch... DEAN turns to face ALASTAIR. ALASTAIR: That was the first seal. DEAN does not visibly react. He walks closer. DEAN: You're lying. ALASTAIR: And it is written that the first seal shall be broken when a righteous man sheds blood in hell. As he breaks, so shall it break. DEAN turns away. ALASTAIR: We had to break the first seal before any others. Only way to get the dominoes to fall, right? Topple the one at the front of the line. Now that DEAN is not facing ALASTAIR, his shock is visible on his face. ALASTAIR: When we win, when we bring on the apocalypse and burn this earth down, we'll owe it all to you, Dean Winchester. DEAN closes his eyes, trying not to react. ALASTAIR: Believe me, son, I wouldn't lie about this. It's kind of a religious sort of thing with me

Dean is completely devastated and he gives up:

DEAN: Well, then you guys are screwed. I can't do it, Cas. It's too big. Alastair was right. I'm not all here. I'm not—I'm not strong enough. Well, I guess I'm not the man either of our dads wanted me to be. Find someone else. It's not me.

04.17 It’s a terrible life Dean is shattered, devastated and has given up. That’s why the angels organize for him a therapeutic session, obliterating his and Sam’s memories and putting them to work in some company to show that the vocation can’t be forgotten. They were successful. Dean is an inborn hunter, he loves hunting and he can’t refuse from that.

ZACHARIAH: To prove to you that the path you're on is truly in your blood. You're a hunter. Not because your dad made you, not because God called you back from hell, but because it is what you are. And you love it. You'll find your way to it in the dark every single time and you're miserable without it. And in the next episode Dean comes back to hunting, though broken as he is.

04.18. The Monster at the End of This Book Sam. This episode reveals the tumult in Sam’s soul. He is torn apart between the feeling of duty – he understands that with Dean in such condition, it’s only him, who can stop Lilith, but he is also terrified of a possible price, and even more terrified that he understands that the power , that the demon blood gives, begins to attract him. This power gives him the feeling of control, and for a guy who always wanted to control his own life and experienced that this control is collapsing and he is loosing one by one what he held dear: his love, his family, all his life he built. And he doesn’t know if he can refuse from that feeling after he kills Lilith and that terrifies him most of all:

SAM: It scares the hell out of me. I mean, I feel it inside of me. I... I wish to god I could stop. CHUCK: But you keep going back. SAM: What choice have I got? If it helps me kill Lilith and stop the apocalypse – CHUCK: I thought that was Dean's job. That's what the angels say, right? SAM: Dean’s not... he's not Dean lately. Ever since he got out of hell. He needs help. CHUCK: So you got to carry the weight? SAM: Well, he's looked out for me my whole life. I can't return the favor? CHUCK: Yeah, sure you can. I mean, if that's what this is. SAM: What else would it be? CHUCK: I don't know. Maybe the demon blood makes you feel stronger? More in control? SAM: No. That's not true. CHUCK: I'm sorry, Sam. I know it's a terrible burden – feeling that it all rests on your shoulders. SAM: Does it? All rest on my shoulders? CHUCK: That seems to be where the story's headed. SAM: Am I strong enough to stop Lilith tonight? CHUCK: I don't know. I haven't seen that far yet.

Dean. Dean fears, that Sam will be seduced by the Dark Side, and Sam will submit to the demonic something. Dean fears that Lilith will seduce Sam and he does everything he can to prevent their meeting. What again shows that Dean doesn’t understand, what a person Sam is, because Sam is as far from being seduced as it possible. He hates Lilith for what she turned his brother into and his only wish to kill her. Dean is afraid that Sam is turning into a monster, which is as far from the reality as it can be.

04.19. Jump the Shark This episode shows how Sam’s outlook on life has changed: he feels despair and doesn’t see any hope: He is a Winchester and that’s why he is cursed” He speaks about himself too. The illusions collapsed, and he doesn’t hope for anything good. But he thinks that he should fight until the end and not give up. This episode underlines the similarity between Sam and Dad. It’s noteworthy that it’s underlines now, exactly when he learnt that John didin’t break in Hell. Sam and John are made of the same material, the hero material, they never give up, even when they are defeated, they bounce back .

DEAN: You know, I finally get why you and Dad butted heads so much. You two were practically the same person. SAM looks over. DEAN: I mean, I worshipped the guy, you know? I dressed like him, I acted like him, I listen to the same music. But you were more like him than I will ever be. And I see that now. SAM: I'll take that as a compliment. DEAN: You take it any way you want.

In this episode Sam loses a lot of blood and it has a huge significance. Dean. This episode is not about Dean. This episode only emphasizes that the will to fight hasn’t returned to him, despite the Zachariah’s therapy, and he is buoyed up only by the fear for Sam. There is an important sign about Dean, if Dean starts to speak about his disappointment in the hunting it means he is crushed, defeated and want to hide from the reality. The only things which make him go on hunting is the feeling of duty, guilt and fear for his brother. It’s an interesting trait: when Sam is in a bad place, he immerges into hunting and doesn’t see himself in the normal life, when Dean is in a bad place he stops seeing the meaning in the hunts and wants to try a peaceful life.

04.20 Rapture The episode pictures the rupture of the brothers’ relatioships. Sam, having lost a lot of blood the last episode, feels the abstinence in full, he submits to it and it ends with his drinking demon blood in front of his brother and Castiel. But even in this state he uses it to save Claire’s mother. Dean is shocked. He sees a monster in Sam, and in Dean’s eyes it’s a conviction: he feels that he failed in saving Sam and now he feels he will have to kill him. However, he attempts one thing before killing Sam: lock him up in the bunker in the hope that Sam will survive… or die. Dean is ready for that. He can’t accept Sam as he is, and for him a monster is not what you do, it’s what you are. And one little detail at the beginning of the episode: his peaceful dream about fishing – these thoughts are indication of a serious crisis in Dean. He is shattered and goes on autopilot.

04.21 When the Levee Breaks Sam. Sam analyses his motives and his fears. His first vision is about his fate which he fears is awaiting him. He fears that he is cursed because of the demon blood and think that drinking it damns himself for Hell tortures. He sees how he is tortured by Alastair. This vision is replaced by him when he was a child – he regrets about his child dreams which never came true. He wanted so much to be normal, to be usual, like everybody else, he wanted a normal life so much but all these dreams were crushed and there is no way back. And the last phrase of the little Sam:

Young Sam: Maybe you're right. Maybe there's no escape. After all, how can you run from what's inside you? – Despair from the thought that he may be the monster just because the demon blood runs in his veins.

This vision is replaced by the vision of his mother – for him in this episode she is an epitome of their family business, of his duty as a hunter. The duty which should be done even if the price is life and damnation. And Sam in this episode perceives Dean’s unwillingness to sacrifice Sam as a weakness and his inability to take difficult dicisions:

MARY: Your brother doesn't understand. I was raised a hunter from a long line. We understand that there are gonna be hard choices. And we do what we have to to get the job done. Yes, our family is cursed. But you—you have the power to turn it into a gift. You can use it against them. SAM: For revenge? MARY: No, for justice. I know how scared you are. SAM: What's in me, Mom, it's— MARY: Evil. And you know it. SAM: What if it's stronger than me? Look at me. What if Dean's right? MARY: Dean can never know how strong you are, because Dean is weak. Look at what he's done to you. Locking you in here? He's terrified. He's in over his head. You have to go on without him. You have what it takes. You have to kill Lilith. SAM: Even if it kills me. MARY: Make my death mean something. I'm counting on you, Sam. Don't let anyone or anything get in your way. Not even Dean.

This vision is replaced by Dean as Sam’s judge. And here he faces with that side of the decisions he has taken, which he is afraid to admit even to himself: addiction to the demon blood. Demon blood terrifies him not only because he might damn himself for eternal suffering, but also because he finds it attractive, it gives him the feeling of confidence, of control over his own fate. He is afraid that he won’t be able to refuse it and it will turn him into a monster. But his even bigger fear that Dean will reject him deciding that he is a monster And his last fear comes true. Dean rejects his brother, crossing him out not only from family, but from humans and in the eyes of any hunter it’s a capital sentence.

DEAN: Because it's not something that you're doing, it's what you are! It means— DEAN cuts himself off. SAM: What? No. Say it. SAM has tears in his eyes. DEAN: It means you're a monster. SAM nods. A tear falls from DEAN's eye; SAM doesn't see it before he punches DEAN. DEAN goes down hard, then gets back up and watches SAM for a moment before punching back.

It’s not surprising, that Sam steps over Dean with bitter words: You don’t know me. You never did. And you never will. At that moment Sam understands, that he goes to meet his death, and that in Dean’s eyes he will die a monster. Dean. Understanding that Lilith must be killed, but he can’t do that, and the fear that if to allow Sam to do that he will turn into a monster makes him swear to Heaven. It gives the angels the opportunity to act and Castiel let Sam out from the basement. Sam runs away and Dean is furious, and despite Bobby’s words, does the only thing he shouldn’t have done: he doesn’t return Sam, he pushes him away calling a monster. Ultimately anwering the question: What make a person a monster: his nature or his actions, chooses the first variant and doesn’t change his position for years. He doesn’t consider Sam a brother – Sam even hallucinating was exact in predicting Dean's reaction: not a brother and has never been

04.22 Lucifer Rising Sam knows that he goes to his death, and the fake text-message from Dean breaks the last hope, that may be his brother will understand him someday. Sam goes to kill Lilith, thinking that it will stop the Apocalypse and thinking that the price will be his life, his soul and he understands that people including Dean won’t remember him as a hero but will curse him as a monster. He goes to his death without hope for retribution or glory, he goes to his death, because it’s his duty as a hunter and as a human to stop the monster killing thousands of people and prevent even the bigger monster from rising. Morituri te salutant.

It’s very difficult choice for Sam what to choose lives of billions of people or the possible life of that nurse, but in fact, it’s not a choice at all. Dean’s voice in the chapel gives hope, and angel and demon plans almost crushed and burnt but now Lilith hits the most painful spot: that he may be a monster. Burst of anger is replaced with understanding what he has done and desperation. And almost complete destruction of self-confidence. Up until this moment Sam was confident, sometimes even overconfident, with well-expressed qualities of a leader, independent and stubborn rebel, ready to insist on what he thought was right. This moment destroyed that all. It will take Sam a very long time to return his confidence and even longer he will be afraid to take leadership and would prefer to follow. He would be too afraid to take decisions by himself for fear to make a mistake of such a scale as that. Dean is complaining, crying, throwing a self-pity party and meets Bobby Singer’s anger. Bobby clears Dean’s brains and makes Dean brace himself. Dean calms down and understands, that he won’t refuse from Sam even if he is a monster, and he chooses Sam, and life full of pain, but this choice he made too late – angels impose upon him their hospitality. And now he gets a crushing blow: angels are not going to kill Lilith, and they lied him that Dean can do that, they want it to be Sam. Lilith is the last seal and her killing will set Lucifer free. Dean is able to convince Castiel and he rushes to the chapel to stop Sam. Too late.

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What a Day(14 pt1)

Stanley

I was in my chemistry class working on a big project when I’m called to the main office. Of course the imitate kids oh and ah like I’m in trouble.

On the way I see Julian coming from the stair halls. As I start to call out his name a small hand grabs his.

“Hey wait up….would you show me to the gym I’m new and still learning where everything thing is.”

“Yeah sure I was headed there anyway. Julian.”

“Joan. I’ve seen you around a lot you must be pretty popular.” They walked ahead of me together.

I shouldn’t think to much into this. We know how each other feel. Then again he’s a single guy just like I’m a single girl. We’re both young still in school with the rest of our lives to worry about something like dating.

Who am I kidding my little bit of self esteem just shrieked up a bit. Rather ready or not I should’ve just made us officially. But that would just be like setting myself up for possible failure. He’s a big red target in this school. All the girls throw themselves at him constantly…I’m gonna lose him before I can even really have him.

My walk slowed down the closer I got to the main office. Eventually I did and find my dad standing.

“Um hi?”

“Hey princess-”

“Please don’t do that. What are you doing here?”

“To pick you up for your eye exam.” He smiled winking coming closer. “I know I’ve been a little MIA but I’m back.” He pulls a little stuffed kitten.

“Eric look I’m done with you. I can’t have you in my life if you only want to be around for half of it. I’m growing up quickly and the last thing I need is an unstable father.”

“W-what? Stanley I’m sorry for not being here like I should but-”

I put my hand up stopping him. “I got my last name changed. I won’t be anymore of a burden for you.”

I’ve had enough thought on this. The moment he missed my birthday after being gone for months was the day I let all hope in him go. In a way I’m glad I have him the chance because now I know for sure it wasn’t just my mom being bitter or Chris and Camila not wanting to share me. He’s not a good father I now see it for myself and don’t want that in my life.

I walked out before he could try to sweet talk me. I did keep the little kitten I guess as a reminder. Now that I’ve dealt with him I kinda miss my mom. She and I talk here and there but not a lot.

After she got out of prison then rehab she moved to Washington and became a rehab nurse. She helps people not to the point she reaches and I couldn’t be more proud of her. Maybe I can visit her.

Instead of going back to class I went to the library. A good book will bring my spirits back up.

“Oh hey Stanley.” The librarian says looking up from her computer.

I waved heading for an isle. While looking for something to read I saw someone creeping by. I knew heard the back door open and close since I was close to the back exit and got curious. I probably should just mind my business. But then again I’m sure whoever that was would prefer to be caught by a student rather than the librarian. I flipped a mental coin and just went for it.

What can I say I’m a curious girl. I snuck over slowly opening the back door.

“I’m glad you came to see me.”

“You know I couldn’t go to much longer without seeing my baby. Imma still pick you up tonight tho so be ready.”

I gasp getting their attention. This guy looked at lease by the most twenty maybe eighteen. Frowning I storm over snatching her up.

“You know she’s fourteen right?” I asked mugging this pervert.

He chuckled deep digging in his pocket pulling out a cigarette. “Yeah but it’s all good she’s mature for her age plus that shit ain’t nothing but a number.”

“Oh really is that what your gonna tell the judge. The amount of years you spend behind bars is just a number?” He rolled his eyes. “And you!”

“Stanley relax it’s not that big a deal. We just friends.”

“Please don’t insult my brain. Why are you doing this you have a boyfriend already and it’s his brother!”

“Their not serious…he can’t handle her like I can.”

“Oh really but I bet Big Ben will be able to handle you in the showers.” He smirked looking me up and down. Disgusting! “This has to end how can you do this to Sam?”

“Sometimes you need something else. Shawn is that something else for me we don’t focuse on ages either it’s not a big deal to us. He’s really good company and don’t worry he’s a gentlemen to me at all times.”

“But he got you skipping classes and probably sneaking out the house. Mona please just stop this now no good is gonna come from this guys like him….older but prey on younger are no good and most of the time are just looking for a quick thrill until he finds a woman.”

“I am a woman.” She frowned.

“No you are a fourteen year old girl you can’t even drive yet what could you two possibly have in command. How old are you anyway?”

“I just turned twenty one I got so wasted that night shit was lit as hell! Look I came to spend my break with my girl you taking up time I could be putting to better use.” He came up wrapping her arm around Mona.

“You gave him your flower?”

“No Stanley he just means making out and…some other stuff. I know your just looking out for me and I appreciate it but I’m good. Just don’t tell anyone you’ll be the only person who knows about us.”

Camila

At the food court we both share a Cinnabon with the girls. They ended up with frosting all on their faces.

“They eat like you.” I wipe Mylan face with a baby wipe.

“True I’m a messy eater. You would know that best.” Chris winked wiping Morgan face. “We done shopping or you wanna go somewhere else?”

“I think I’m-” my phone rang cutting me off. It was Maliki pre school. “Hello?”

“Yes Mrs Washington I’m calling about a slight problem that happened with Maliki and another child.”

Damn my bad ass kids!

“Ok we’ll be there shortly.”

“Well the other parent is threatening to call the police.”

By now I had already got up taking the twins with me. Somebody gotta die today.

“Why would the police need to be involved because of some tussle between four year olds!?”

“I’m trying to talk her out of it but it would help a lot for you and your husband to be here.”

Chris was running behind me with all the shopping bags and the rest of his Cinnabon hanging out his mouth.

“Camila Rose Washington if you don’t help me with these damn bags!”

After strapping in the twins and folding up the stroller. “Man up and just stuff that shit in the trunk somebody trynna put my baby in jail!”

“Damn what Mona do now?”

To save time I’ll hit him later. I sped up to that school thanking everything and everybody when I didn’t see any cop cars. I got one of the twins while Chris got the other and followed me to the main office.

“Ki come here.”

He pouted running up hugging my leg. “Look.” He showed me his arms that had a bite mark in both.

I noticed a lady sitting with a little girl looking upset but I can guarantee she not on my level. Chris still looked confused but sat with me. Maliki teacher was next to the principle.

“Mr and Mrs Washington this is sally and her mother Ms May. During recess the altercation happened.”

“So what happen.”

“I noticed them playing then Maliki pushed her and she pushed back then leaned over bitting him on his arms and he pushed her again.” The teacher said.

I sigh pinching my nose. “Ki-”

“Come here boy.” Chris hands Morgan. “Is that true did you push that girl?”

He looked at me. “Mommy?”

Chris grabbed his shirt pulling him in front. “I’m talking to you….did you push that girl?”

“Yes.”

“Why and don’t you lie to me.”

“She…she.” He started tearing up.

Catching me off his scream made me jump. Now I’m not for hitting the kids but Chris on the other hand. “Baby-”

“I got this….you have no reason to be crying I just asked you a question. Don’t you ever put your hands on a female like that again. I don’t care what she does you man up and walk up ass away and tell your teacher what happen. Only weak boys with no home training pick on girls and you are neither. Get over there and say sorry to that young lady.”

Maliki sniffed turning. “I so-OW!”

“Talk like you four not two we stopping that shit right now.”

“I’m sorry Sally.”

“For what?”

“For pushing you.” He came back over wiping his face. “She called me stupid for not wanting to play with her.”

“That doesn’t mean you push her. Sit down.” Chris sighed sitting back.

“Uh ok….well since sally did bite Maliki I think it’s only right for her to apologize as well.” The teacher broke the silence that fell.

The other mom nods. “Go ahead sally.”

“I’m sorry for calling you stupid and bitting you Maliki.”

The teacher said both kids would go without recesss for two days. After getting his things we walk out back to the car.

“When we get home go straight to your room you hear me Maliki?”

“Yes daddy.”

“Chris did you really have to punch him?” I’m still mentality flinching.

“Yes Camila I told you we be to soft on him. He’ll be fine I didn’t even hit him hard.”

“I know I just hate when you hit any of them.”

“I know mama but one of us gotta be giving them the ass whopping that’ll help them become the next president.” He smirked.

“Whatever. Max and Isabel want us to come to dinner with them and the Willis couple tonight.” I grab his hand sitting back as he drives us home. “You talk to Carlton by the way?”

“Nah not much lately he’s been working with Robin for her album.”

“I heard Rebecca told me he’s been coming in really late. You don’t think he’s cheating do you?”

He turned up his face. “No way my boy ain’t dumb but I’ll see what’s up with him. I might try to convince him to get another producer for Robin. Honestly I told him not to take her on alone cause I knew she’s a little flirty.”

“Oh she is? Has she tried you?”

“Yeah but I put that to a end as quick as it started. You know I ain’t with no easy woman I hate when a female is so eager to be seen or be with a man where she has no standards. She knows we’re both married with kids but she don’t give a damn.”

“You told her all of that?”

“Yes Camila I did don’t worry about her you all the woman I need.” He kisses my hand. “Come on let’s get in those two are looking sleepy.”

In the house Maurice and Elias were playing his game. Maliki slowly walked up the stairs to his room like he was told. Chris was behind him with the sleeping girls. I had the boys go get all the shopping bags out the car from earlier.

“Aunt C!” Julian came out the kitchen with a sand which.

“Hey where the girls?”

“In their rooms I think.”

Going up I check on Mona first. She was sitting on doing homework while on face time on her iPad.

“I do not have a big head…ok yeah my forehead is kinda big but it’s not like out this world…shut up…boy bye I look just as good as my parents and they a fly ass couple. They ain’t make no ugly babies.”

“True who you talking to?” She jumped.

“Knocking helps.”

“My house my room. Who you talking to?”

“Sam a little privacy please?”

“Don’t get hurt little girl. We going out tonight I want you and Stanley to keep a eye on the twins and don’t just leave them in their room.”

“Ok ok I got it bye.”

Cutting my eyes I point. I swear that girl is gonna be the death of me.

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