#I hate myself for this

[authoreetea]

two birds

sullys x sully f!reader

summary : two birds by regina inspired this so bad, lo'ak is your twin brother and you were his world but instead of neteyam, it was you.

warning: ANGST, lo'ak being so sad and desperate.

note: avatar has made me so depressed istg every time i remember nete dying i SOB. THEN I REMEMBER THIS SONG AND I SOB EVEN MORE. i used to think people lie when they say they cried while writing something they made BUT NOW IK ITS REAL CAUSE I'M SOBBING 😭

sullys stick together. that was the shared motto of the sully family and you all lived by it.

you and your siblings were close but you and lo'ak are closer, probably comes with sharing a womb together.

neteyam was like your mentor, he was always there ready to help you with anything. while kiri wss your confidant.

jake always thought you were a miracle child, being so different compared to nete and of course, your twin brother. you were his princess

lo'ak adores you, he was always so over protective of you and as were you. usually lo'ak does the rash and impulsive decisions while you kept him on his feet to think rationally

yet right now, you were the one making rash decisions.

as you stood on the ship that was filled with sky people, lo'ak had dragged you three into saving spider, after you guys grabbed some guns for protection.

once you guys have finally retrieved the human boy, you sighed in relief thinking all would go well but quite the opposite happened.

you were steps ahead of neteyam and you saw someone about to shoot him by his neck, and you didn't spare any time to think when you yelled

"nete! look out" you yelled as loud as you could, and jumped in his way. you felt the impact of the bullet hitting right above your heart, it took the air out of you as you and your big brother jumped down to the water with everyone else.

"y/n/n! you're bleeding, why in eywa's name did you do that!" neteyam was panicking, trying to put pressure on your wound as you bleed out, painting his hands crimson.

you coughed out, "i couldn't let them hit you, nete." your breathing became shallow and your pulse slowing.

you see lo'ak was already crying as he went to carry you to the rock nearest. "dad! help, they shot y/n. please come help" lo'ak cried for help, his voice was shaking and he was scared for his life.

he can't lose you, you were his best friend. you were two peas in a pod. two birds on a wire.

you smile at him. "oh lo'ak, i'm so proud of you, tsmukan (brother)." you said, your voice hoarse.

this just made his eyes tear up more, he was crying a waterfall at this point. "y/n please. you can't do this to me. to us." he pleaded with you as he noticed you were getting drowsy

neytiri and jake got to where you were and the yell your mother let out made you wanna reverse everything. "no, no no, y/n. stay with us, princess." jake whispered, his eyes blurring with tears as he looked at your form.

neytiri rested you on her lap as she cried and prayed to eywa.

"everything's gonna be fine. i love you guys." you whispered, your eyes getting tired and starting to close.

lo'ak yelled no and tuk and kiri were sobbing by your side. tsireya was crying, she finally had a new friend and she was gonna lose you.

"come on y/n! you can make it, please you can't leave me. who will stop me from my stupid decisions if you're gone? my tsmuke." lo'ak cried, his head on your chest and he hated how he could hear your breathing slowing and your heartbeat decreasing.

you smile, looking around at everyone. memorizing their faces as you knew this was it.

"i'm sorry brother, i am tired. but i do not regret doing this at all. sullys stick together." you said, looking at lo'ak and brushed your fingers through his hair.

lo'ak cried into you as he felt your last breath. looking up at your face, he saw you have closed your eyes and he yelled.

neytiri kissed your forehead and sobbed as well, jake rubbing her back to comfort her.

jake was trying to keep a strong face for his family but his own waterfall of tears betray him.

he caresses your lifeless face and his tears fall. he whispers, "i'm sorry baby girl. rest now."

"oh dear eywa, why do you do this to me." neytiri cried out loud. she was tired, she had lost so many and now you.

everyone was mourning as they lost you

no room will ever shine as bright as it did when you walked in. no place will be ever as joyful without you.

lo'ak felt as though he just lost half his soul, and he hated the feeling. the empty feeling as his heart just keeps dropping.

tsireya tried her best to comfort him but she herself was bawling.

this was really it. they hated it but they knew they'd had to live with it.

#i hate myself for this #neteyam sully #atwow angst #atwow x you #atwow headcanons #atwow #sullys stick together #jake sully #lo'ak x oc #lo'ak imagine #lo'ak sully #lo'ak avatar #neteyam #neteyam x reader #kiri sully #neytiri sully #ao'nung #lo'ak x tsireya #tsireya #tonowari #ronal #metkayina #avatar the way of water #avatar #omaticaya #tuk sully #neteyam x oc #neteyam imagine #avatar imagine #avatar headcanons

[crazed-rambler]

Chimney: What did you do Buck?!

Buck: I threw water on him...

Chimney:

Buck:

Buck: I didn't expect him to melt...

#in which eddie is the wicked witch of the west #*deadpans* i'm hilarious #i hate myself for this #911 abc #911 spoilers #eddie diaz #evan buckley #chimney han #118 firefam #buddie #911 7x04 #shitpost

[fuckthemforthis]

You have seen nothing. You have heard nothing. (Bojaner alert)

#joker out #bojan cvjetićanin #i hate myself for this #but it has been haunting me all day #sorry not sorry #shitpost

[miya-akiko]

just imagined abt asher and babe got into a car accident and almost died but darlin and sam found them when they were taking a night walk

when darlin called david and told him what happened, david heart drops.

he almost lost asher for the second time.

#i love angst #i hate myself for this #david couldn't sleep that night and he keep having a panic attack #but angel is there for him #redacted asher #redacted babe #redacted darlin #redacted sam #redacted david #redacted angel #redacted asmr #redacted audio

[idiotsnake]

parallels

(dont post w/o creds)

#my photomodes #tlou2 #tlou #ellie williams #joel miller #joel tlou #ellie the last of us #the last of us #the last of us part 2 #photomode #i hate myself for this #ellie williams x reader #ellie x fem reader #joel miller x reader #joel miller imagine #ellie williams imagine

[katinkulta]

GO BACK TO BED

#I hate myself for this #get paidaton riehuja back in town asap #käärijä #katinkulta's original

[vampirecave]

Hey y'all what if I revealed the WORST fixation I've ever had (and currently still have, tho this art is from a few months ago I think??) Oh and note that I DO NOT SUPPORT THE EUPHORIC BROS!! I've never bought the Banban games, only watched playthroughs.

yeah that's right banban got to me. and so I made my own lil rewrite and redesign except I can only draw humanoids so uhh shrugs?? anyways shout out to goat banban instead of devil banban cuz i feel like it makes more sense-

EUGH I HATE THAT I LOVE THEM

#original art #garten of banban #banban fanart #i hate myself for this #bittergiggle #redesign #rewrite #banban hyperfix goes crazy (i'm losing my mind) #im hyperfixating again #lord help me #humanized version

[booksandothersecrets]

Thinking about this and…yeah

Giovanni’s Room, James Baldwin // Black Sails (TV)

#giovannis room #black sails #web weaving #sort of #i hate myself for this #captain flint

[konigsblog]

my ‘dinner’ usually contains starbursts and lucozade, before i gag and chug water desperately in an attempt to fix the excessive sugar ... 😕

no wonder im so weak when im basically getting no protein wtaf😨

#i hate myself for THIS

[sketchxx]

this was @gladosluver 's idea pls dont kill me teehee

#caroline portal #tlg art #tlg spoilers #junko enoshima #i hate myself for this #caroline and jungle yay #gladosluver when i get u #anyways can someone kill me pls

[aejilynx]

before and after pic, so cute!

#i hate myself for this #lacho #why cant tony post a picture of himself instead smh #just had a convo about the right pic with michaelmandog #i should be sleeping

[edwardnygma635]

I look into the mirror😎😎 I am beautiful 😍😍😍😍😘😘💚prettyboy💚me

#I hate myself for this #I am suffering #you know it was very hard to find this pic without having to type in edward nygma piss scene #If I suffer you suffer #sorry #[ERROR MESSGAE]

[shaniacsboogara]

Oops new pfp

(Regular image of Ryan Bergara)

#i hate myself for this #but it had to be done #commit to the bit #ryan begara #watcher #all hail the watcher #shane madej #shane and ryan #watcher entertainment #ghost files #puppet history

[phantom-of-the-501st]

Okay so we don't know if Rex is gonna be able to turn up with help but it's got me thinking

In the event that Echo dies (please DO NOT LET THAT HAPPEN) I can't work out what's worse

Rex not being there and the Batch having to go back and tell him, at which point Rex feels riddled with guilt for not going with him and being there to help, knowing that now he'll never see Echo alive again

OR

Rex is there and has to watch Echo die, ultimately resulting in Rex still being riddled with guilt as he asks himself why he didn't save Echo

#i hate myself for this #WHY IS THIS WHERE MY BRAIN IS #I DON'T WANT TO THINK ABOUT THIS #star wars #the bad batch #the bad batch spoilers #tbb spoilers

[catsming]

happy 4/20 from gamzee and karkat bong

#homestuck #420 #happy 420 #homestuck gamzee #gamzee makara #homestuck karkat #karkat vantas #shitpost #he’s cradling him like a piece of fine china #I hate myself for this

[honeygrahambitch]

Census taker Will AU

#i hate myself for this #hannibal #hannigram #hannibal lecter #will graham #hannibal nbc