#I hate myself for this 😔

[sleepytownzzz]

you’re so cool.

#semi-pierced ellie because i’ve seen a ton of art and edits and i wanted to try it myself #fan art #digital art #art #drawing #the last of us #the last of us part 2 #tlou 2 #tlou art #ellie williams #ellie williams fanart #ellie williams drawing #mostly nramvx and enbesbians inspired #this app hates letting my art be good quality 😔 #sleepytownzzzart

[luyo-mi]

Look at my cutie patootie

#idk why I keep making him look to the left #it’s like it was meant for him #I’m drawing I sWEaR #I’m just like super in lazy mode right now #ugh save me from myself frfr 😔 #I’m getting into drawing fabrics again #it’s like a love hate relationship with her #its fun to draw but also makes me want to kill myself #flowers are also gonna be the death of me #praise me for his hands #I’m very proud of them 💪🤭 #deletelaters #malleus draconia

[crybaby-bkg]

I wanna write something about terrorizing an old man bc you want him to fuck you, but he keeps holding back bc he’s scared of breaking you :(

#miguel if I knew who you were personally I would write this about you #sadly no one will take me to the movies 😔 ABSKFHFKDJF #and I’m keeping this idea until I finally see atsv so nobody look at it funny >_> #I wish I had a car and a license and no anxiety bc I would go by myself #but alas. everyone hates me I fear. #—in store chit chat! 🍫

[kakyogay]

more art <3

modernerator pebble and his emotional support cat<3

also this thing I made when I saw my cat's white paws and thought "what if persona was iterator and also mittens was slug???" and did this. messed around and gave them horns and toofies and now I got this silly goober and his weird (chunky) cat.

#rain world #modernerators #five pebbles #artificer #made another iterator oc 😔 #also gonna go out later for fireworks and shi because I'm american 🦅(I hate it here) #so just a little post before I finally clean myself to look presentable for going outside <3

[baura-bear]

Dinner is served

#I couldn’t bring myself to draw the razor over daveys face #my lack of precision 😔 #this was really fun to draw :3 #click for better quality because tumblr hates me #briefly considered changing the razor to some sort of makeup #punk au #david jacobs #jack kelly #javey #uksies #my art

[doctor-disc0]

If this gets 50 notes, I'll work on 1 wip

If this gets 100 notes, I'll publish that wip to ao3 (and post a link here)

If this gets 500 notes, I will resume working on my ginormous wip that will be 20+ chapters, and I may even post snippets of what I have so far

If this gets 1k notes, I'll try fixing my sleep schedule

If this gets 5k+ notes, I will buy the medicine I probably need but have decided to live without for some reason

Watch as this gets 0 notes lol

#notes challenge #this is partially me trying to convince myself that people actually do care about my writing #and don't think it's dogshit #but I know it probably isn't good so 😔 #I am probably the least talented fic writer ever #rb bait #<- in case people want to block #I added the self care stuff because I'm so convinced people hate my writing #hello depression how are you #don't ask what the medicine is for. please. it's embarrassing. #suffice it to say that it would greatly increase my quality of life to have it

[scaredgirlhorny]

I'd be hornyfriends with you! It'd be so fun to come over to your place while you're playing games and crawl under your desk to see if I can take you from Easy to Hard~

Good friends are each other's bitches, you're so right.

-💌

-2 points for the game pun but bad jokes also make you sexier so get under there i need to p rank ultrakill on violent difficulty and ill need some way to vent my frustration

#ask #hfkshdjsjjd hiiii sorry if the response is too much i mainly just thought it was funny >w< #but yippee ^u^ #if the world was a nice place i woukd dox myself but sadly There Is Evil 😔😔 #and having someone under my desk while i game would be 😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫 #ive mainly thought about being under the desk so this is kinda new but i def dont hate it <w<

[hermit-frog]

that Ukrainian dude looked scared af while Rashid is living his best life👀

#interview with the vampire #iwtvedit #louis de pointe du lac #jacob anderson #assad zaman #tvedit #iwtv #amc iwtv #out of pure curiosity how does one applies to this job? #i have a very sensitive neck and i hate blood #i guess i'm not suited for it😔 #am i trying to distract myself from the #atrocities that took place in ep5? maybe #iwtv spoilers #*gif #Armand #Vampterview

[evansbby]

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#random and emo and will prob delete but #sometimes i feel so lonely in this fandom 😔😭 #like amongst the writers of this fandom I mean #like it feels like all the cevans writers are friends with each other and I’m the local weirdo on the other side like 🤠 #obv I talk to some people and am mutuals with some people whom I loooove but like #idk I’ve always felt this low-key 😂😂😂 #it’s bc I’m so awkward and I think that they all think I’m annoying #like I automatically assume most of the big writer blogs hate me lol #which is deffo just in my head and I’m insane yall know im fucking insane and jump to conclusions 😂😂😂 #but idk sometimes I just feel sooo lonely #well not LONELY bc I love my anons and my mutuals and I’m always on here yapping about something or the other 😅😅 #but I feel like I’m not part of that amazing writer community where everyone’s friends with everyone #MAYBE BC I NEVER FUCKING TALK TO ANYONE BUT THAT IS BC I AM SCARED SO I NEVER PUT MYSELF OUT THERE #😭😭😭😭😭 #but yeah lol #no fr tho why can’t I be normal lmaoooo

[mushed-kid]

i have winter break next week and i wanna have fun

#ive been so sad tinught im gonna have my period soon #im so gonna get it so that it ruins the whole fucking break😭 #its gonna ruin all the fun if i get it next week #it better come tonight i swear #im gonna be with my friends but ill be rude and sad and its gonna ruin everything #i hate being alive #yeah no it’s definitely coming. soon cause im crying about it rn #i just ohhhhmy god does it have to be me???? specifically???!???? #im gonna kill god #can i just get it rn and have it done by the weekend please #please please please let me get what i want lord knows it would be the first time #😔😔😔😔😔 #ong its gonna start tomorrow trust with the way im so emotional rn #i fucking hate myself #i shouldve gone in the shower earlier cause its gonna be So Bad but i have to do it tonight #i wanna fucking kms #sorry im oversharing

[deadcrowcalling]

me remembering exams start next week

#they start on a MONDAY #in first period like bruh #at least give me a day to mentally prepare myself #and because of how the exam schedule is set this year i've got to do MATH first thing in the morning #bro it's gonna be like 8:00 AM #and i'm gonna have to do math #i'm literally like a few years away from being an adult and i still don't know my 7's and 8's times tables #like i know 1-6 but that's it bro #how am i supposed to do math at 8 in the morning broo 😭 #i am NOT finding the area of that shape fuck you #i want to be asleep in my bed not drawing triangles with the old broken protractors #i am not fixing to do math that early in the morning i'm sorry im not #it is 8 AM BRO i want a BAGEL and to watch reruns of FRIENDS while im half awake #not doing MATH #FUCK MATH BROO #i hate math #im yapping im sorry #yap yap yap #i hate math so much #i'm dropping out istg #but i cant #gotta finish the end of year exams for neil 😔 #do it for neil guys #gays can't do math #i sure can't #wheres cameron when you need him #can bro come do my homework #at least help me do it pls #that's all i ask #wheres a smart ginger kid when you need em

[rewritingcanon]

jaw dropping because i read a scorbus fic that had karl jenkins KISS A GIRL????

#was not relevant to the plot whatsoever but HELLO???? #in what universe is karl jenkins not completely homo??? #it did not influence the plot at all it was just there lol. no hate if anything im poking a joke at myself bcuz why am i so flabbergasted #ive been so situated in my own echo chamber of people who have collectively decided karl is homo LOL #karl jenkins #hpcc #harry potter #hp #cursed child #scorbus #ccsquad #polly chapman #<- sighh. yes it was her 😔 #rewriting

[chloelouygo]

We are coming into the year of the dragon and this is wonderful for every single yugioh fan, except me, who is the only person in the entire world apparently who doesn't like dragons 🥲

#i just dont get it !!! #like they're just mid !!! #theyre like... alright at best ?? #and i hate that i am the ONLY person to feel this way #i feel like i have to defend myself soo hard because it feels so controversial to ever admit #like i feel actual GUILT and SHAME over this #i fear people will unfollow me for this #even though it's literally just a preference for what animal i like or dont like #like if someone just isnt into horses you dont get a mob of people booing them and trying to tell them why theyre wrong #but i feel like ive had that with dragons ?? #idk its like when someone says theyre lesbian and your family are like hey have you met Derek derek is amazing you've not met a derek before #people be like og you dont like dragons have you just tried X francise ? youll love it trust #like NO!! i just want to be respected for what is apparently the weirdest and least common thing in tue whole world to not fuck with #i feel very invalid if im honest #especially as a ygo fan where so mych of everything is dragons #i dont even like the duels im literally here for the characters #im not a monster girlie 😭 #i have said ky oeace im sorry for the vent #happy year of the dragon to those who celebrate but i will be mourning the year of the rabbit for the next 11 years #whew vent over yall can hate me and unfollow me now 😔😥 #im so sorry

[mutantfactor]

Ashes Of Love Run Yu

#i hate this scene #i hate everything about this #why am i making myself relive it? #🥺😔 #ashes of love #xiang mi chen chen jin ru shuang #香蜜沉沉烬如霜 #run yu #luo yunxi #leo luo #my:gif #mf aol

[inhidingxoxo3637]

Autographed Collectables hunty why are Acosta's knee sliders the same price as Mir's and a mere £39 less than Quartararo's??

#ALSO WHY THE FUCK WERE THE PRICES SO INSANE THIS YEAR????? #last year Mir's knee sliders were £90.....RINS WERE £30 #now you want to tell me some kid who won M3 two years ago knee sliders go for OVER a hindred???? #its literally the same shop as last year too it isnt some new signed rider merch store w insane prices #and im hating rn but when i get a proper job let it be known i WILL get an acosta knee slider !! #BUT IM GONNA BE MAD ABOUT IT #£160 is outrageous! i may be Acosta's no.dickrider but more importantly i am now signed collectables no.1 hater !!! #£160 blud i could literally buy a paddock pass n have the experience of FUCKING ROBBING HIM MYSELF #ok it was supposed to say im acosta's no.1 dickrider but ig i forgot that so it just says im his number dickrider ☝️😔 #moto2 #motogp #pedro acosta

[daz4i]

i will say tho i'm p proud of myself for managing to be relatively non judgemental and mostly keeping my tendency to assume things abt strangers at a minimum. ik we all do that but i also know it's not the healthiest thing especially when it just makes me feel worse too, but i've been practicing it for years and i think i'm doing well at it. like even well enough that it's noticeable to other people and they point out how nice it is. i dunno i think it's cool i think it's a good thing abt me

#i work really really hard on being nice and seeing people in a... not negative light when i can ajdkfllhj #i try to go the extra mile to see where ppl may be coming from even if i disagree with them #(not so i can agree. but to humanize them. i think it's important) #and ofc while there are certainly people i still hate or hold a grudge against. the number is lower than it used to #and it does feel better this way i think #and it also feels nice when ppl say i make them feel safe bc i don't judge them #ig i do gotta give props to dbt for helping me with that 😔 #but. i did most of the work myself. still doing it. it doesn't end but it gets easier with time #i do recommend trying it. at least with little things. especially if you think of yourself as bitter but want to change it #(feel free to hmu for tips and pointers btw. it might be mostly examples for things to do but it helps get the general vibe)