#I hate that Im hypersexual

[fideidefenswhore]

‘anne boleyn is so sanctified now that creators are afraid to portray her negatively, that’s why we’ve never gotten a mary tudor-centered biopic’, erm...ok...i feel like you are all real quick to forget that TOBG was literally only fifteen years ago.

#fifteen years is not that long...? #like don't get me wrong i am so relieved that outside of the hypersexualized and hateful blip that was tsp #so much progress has been made in her portrayals but like...we ARE still in the 21st cent. be fr #anyway i sincerely do not believe that is the reason. but. lol #nice try? #b for effort #for perspective; ives' reissue of L&DAB was 2004 #so in some sense it is a steps forward and steps back thing #unfortunately a film is actually going to be more impactful than an academic biography like...thems the breaks of pop culture #and also s2 of tudors was 2009 ofc which was a better portrayal for certain but had its shortcomings too #also that online screed i read that was like 'how dare ANYONE EVER imply that ANYONE still has a negative opinion of AB...' #im going to chalk that up to things being relative i guess #but they are vastly underestimating the length of (pop) cultur(al) memory. vastly.

[bloodielavender]

i hate being asexual ans hypersexual i wanna kms i hate myself so fucking MUCH

#FUCK #cw vent #word vomit #self mutalition #self h@rm #vent post #cvutting #tw s3lf harm #tw self destruction #tw self destructive behavior #vent tag #im so fucking stupid #hypersexual #i hate myself #at this point im gonna kms #hypersexual and asexual #asexual #asexual spectrum #asexual vent #tw vent #killing myself #tw sui implied #sui ideation #tw sui ideation #please give me advice #self h@te #sh #tw sui vent #vent #its so uncomfortable

[dq1]

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#hate avpd man i hate that ill never be able.to be close to people the way they would want me to #exgf literally left me also because i went through a phase of not really wanting to be touched and needing alone time bc of said avpd #like how could i ever have a relationship when i need to have my own room even in a relationship sometimes...or spend time separate #and its on and off bc sometimes i will b up someones ass but then 2 days later i need to not really talk much and be totally alone 4 a week #like idk ! i am not ! a lovable person ! #back and forth from hypersexual to nearly asexual sometimes. clingy to wanting to b alone. needing my own bed and stuff #half the time I'm not even good at cuddling without getting overstimulated #qpp and i basically codependents but i dont even know if either of us have the ability to have a closer relationship than that w a partner #we r only 20s but i feel like we have practically given up #add weird spiritual beliefs i have on top of that like how could someone love me when im insane and delusional and avoidant and whatever #cant believe exgf got annoyed when i would just wanna play ovw alone or something instead of sitting in bed watching her watch yt videos #like idk i need space sometimes too im just frustrated rn omfg #like am i destined to only being ok at ldr ... but even then i dont text well when j want to be Alon #kill me omfg....... this is ridiculous

[anonbinaryweirdo]

i was getting ready to strip but there's a parade in town at six and devons going so now i HAVE to go.

#also i noticed how like similarly different (bear with me) me and my brother are #like we're both panromantic #but hes a man kisser and im a woman kisser #im more asexual and hes hypersexual #i have adhd he has autism #hes feminine and im more androgynous but i have a masculine lean #but then theres the fact that hes like 4'11“ (is older) and im like 5'6” (is younger) #we both have tempers (i dont know whose is more under control. we both have bpd no thanks to our bipolar mothers) #we both have anxiety #we are both “hey. they ordered NO pickles.” #most of our trauma is the same 😭 #we both hate being touched‚ excluding by specific people..but touch is an absolute nono #we both have a bio little sibling #we're both smart aNd athletic #and probably some more things too #sorry i just got back from school and this has been on my mind all day i needed to ramble #oh and we have the same like. mannerisms. #and we're both like ambiverted too

[pallases]

halfway through bram stoker’s dracula. what the hell is going on

#personal #i expected to hate it but. hello? #everything is so hypersexualized also im pretty sure they had lucy’s eyes open when she was supposed to be sleep walking which. 🤨 #also also wtf is up w lucy’s entire characterization. also also also why did mina just stand there like a damsel in distress for that scene #also also also also not nearly as pressing but why does jonathan know who renfield is. lol #also also also also also the whole reincarnated lover thing. GAG #very scared to see where they will take it

[jackals-ships]

Restless kind of night tm spinning in my silly lil chair which is an actual spinny chair so that's great actually hf

#jackals barks #vague disc horse on my dash and im a coward so this stays in tags but #man do i hate seein 'angel dust is fetishizing survivors w his behavior-' while im sitting here looking at him going 'aha. oh god. same hat' #like i dont talk about hh bc its hashtag controversial ik the creator is shitty whatever i got it thru legal means #but just. the hypersexuality the letting people use you playing it off as a Joke turning their anger onto You instead. FUCK MAN

[sadistic-softie]

uhgggggggggg whyyyyyyyy<3

i cant escape the constant horny

its killing my braincells~

I'm so mentally ill

24/7 horny

and 24/7 pain

24/7 horny pain

My life is just being horny and in pain

And I honestly kinda fuck with it

Even though it sucks enormous tits<333 :,)

#oopsie #hypersexual #hyper sex drive #hahaha #;) <3 #:( #its kinda hot tho ngl #trauma response #high libido #high sex drive #chronic pain #i hate it #not fun times #but also love it #i dunno #im a contradiction #internal screaming #send help #lol