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compo67 · 7 years

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a million things i haven’t done

like writing my big bang....

today was just... PHEW.

i had a 10AM massage, so i started at 9:30, took a quick shower, grabbed an apple and left.

they’re having 90 minute massages all month (only one per person sigh) so today i had 90 glorious minutes of attention to all the sore muscles and knots all over my body. it was awesome.

then, i had an ultrasound on my hands and feet, which i made it to on time thank goodness. that took about 2 hours.

ultrasounds on your hands and feet involve submerging them underwater. it felt like i was having a mani/pedi session!

my techs loved me and begged me to stay with them the rest of the afternoon. i was like well, i do need a liver ultrasound....

but, i had places to be. i met up with one of my very best friends and we went out for korean food, then watched an episode of miss kobayashi. :D

then, i fled to therapy and made it there hella early.

my new therapist is a white cis gay man. i took a chance on him for a few reasons. but he keeps telling me things that sound like fancier ways of saying “not all men” or “gay people experience the same things as trans people.” so that has me a bit on guard.

he’s trying to get me to see that men are real people.

you don’t say. /thinky face/

my life is so different than what i thought it would be a year ago. i’m seeing this therapist. i’ve gone on two pleasant dates with a guy. it’s just so odd to me.

i’m not sold on the whole “men are real people” thing. not yet.

after therapy, i swung by and picked up my dad so we could get paletas and go to IKEA.

he spent forever looking at bathroom vanities. FOREVER.

but i helped him find one that he likes and hopefully he won’t find anything wrong with and have to start from square one.

then, i found A DESK.

i’ve been contemplating buying either a sit to stand desk or a converter. i basically used a plastic folding table for my desk, then stacked a bunch of books and set my two monitors on top. >_>

but when i saw this beauty at IKEA i was hooked. it fit my budget and gave me enough space for all my work equipment!

so we hauled it home and my dad and i spent 1.5 hours swearing at it and eventually assembling it.

i’m so excited to use it tomorrow!

i cleaned right after putting the desk together. today has been super long but super productive.

i should get those ultrasounds back by Friday. i know something is up beyond fibro and sjogren’s.

tomorrow, i have PT, then an appt with my podiatrist to get my orthodics fitted.

eventually, this week, i’ll have more BB written and an update for WIPs.

i have 3,000 words in my BB! that’s.... better than nothing....

why do i alawys do this to myself, every year. T_T

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