#I havebt wanted to be wrong this much before?

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Okay but if I am wrong about this, I'll feel so embarrassed and stupid... But like... Mmmm

#I havebt wanted to be wrong this much before? #Fabian really is. ... Hes acting weird and im like... Am i imaging it? Please say yes #I want to be acting like myself and givw compliments and such and not care how it's possibly seen but im like... #If he is into me would this just encourage him? Would that be leading him on? Please i hate this #Im the one thats supposed to be crushing on friends ... Its illegal to be crushing on me #Miranda talking shit #He keeps having his cam on with me and i asked him if.... Hes comfortable with using cam and he said he basically wasnt.... #So im like... (why are you using it with me? Why ? Youve been faceless for the three years we have known each other and now you go from that #To live camming with me like i... Youre an introvert and generally quiet and rather withdrawn so i cant see this not being a big deal for u) #I have such conflicted feelings about this i am screaming! #I hate that i kinda like the attention ): ive never had anyone act silly and such around me. . Im usually that person #And hes obviously a cute guy and i like him a lot.... My better judgment is the one holding me back here #Because i know i am... A handful at best. And i know he wants to have a family/kids. #Plus i cant help but think he might just be 'into me' because im the one girl that is giving him positive attention #I just wonder...what changed? Like where was the line? I think ive always been kinda... Giving compliments and showing interest and such #Since day 1.... I cant read this man and its driving me insane #I struggle to read most people but hes literally an entity of all the things i struggle with put together #Quiet. Poker faced. Monotone voice. So im constantly feeling im making him uncomfortable ... Like dude im sorry im asking weird shit #But like i cannot read.... Your feelings... What are you feeling ? Whats up? #miranda talking shit #Its 4 am i need to sleep im scremaing