#I impulsively deleted it

[serialgirlposter]

Some more outfits!

(Also i fucked up the rave one bc i don't rlly know what that is. take their little lipring as an apology )

#Honestly my art is rlly cringe i'm getting temptef to just delete the entire blog lol idk #guilty gear #testament #guilty gear testament #my art #testament undersn #guilty gear strive #fanart #testament guilty gear #I'm probably not deleting my blog i'm just very impulsive and can go into states where i make rlly bad desicions w/o thinking #Thanks for the kind words btw ;)

[lycazart]

Did I not serve you well?

#karniss #bg3 #baldurs gate 3 #art #fanart #bg3 art #baldurs gate fanart #i feel so bad for him #this is messier than usual since one i need to go to bed and two ive not used my cintiq to draw in literal years!!! #i redecorated impulsively today waiting for astarions boots to turn up in the mail and now i can actually fit my cintiq with my setup lol #also sadly a load of my fav csp brushes have been deleted so im making do w what i could get!!!! #my art

[minophus]

cant say i like it very much but ahhh its done

#ultrakill #goopart #be quick if you want to see him. i might impulse delete it. #edit included a cooler versionn.maybe ill like it more then

[demadogs]

Neil Perry in Dead Poets Society (1989)

#i posted this a while ago and it got TWO LIKES!!!! so i deleted it but im gonna try again lol #im also impulsively posting this at like 1:00am so it might flop just bc of that #ill rb it tomorrow #my gifs #dead poets society #neil perry #robert sean leonard #usergreta #filmedit #tvedit #dark academia #dailyflicks #cinemapix #dps

[radioactive-earthshine]

I get that some of you just think it's cute to have Bart Allen being uncharacteristically ignorant and naive about mature themes (even swearing) to the point of making him infantile, and you are genuinely not intending to be ableist, and are not intending to perpetuate that neurodiverse characters are infantile or participate in widespread ableist commentary surrounding people who are neurodiverse - but it is ableism.

It's not cute, it does nothing for anyone, you do not need to do this to prop up a ship that is already sailing, and there is no basis for this in ANY canon.

#bart allen #impulse #this is last time i will go off about this for a while less someone goofs around me like the last time #delete later #ableism

[frothing-at-the-mouth]

@melonlthawne I see and adore your Rabbit Bart, and I raise you a Afghan Hound Bart /lh (ID: An illustration containing three drawings of a design of Impulse as an Afghan Hound, One is a headshot, one he dashes to the left and one where he is standing idly. His fur has the impulse colors and his ears and top of the heard are colored similar to his human version's hair, his thin tail is styled like a bolt. -ID End)

#I heckin love your rabbit design #just thought it'd be fun to post my doggo design for him lol #bart allen #bart allen fanart #impulse fanart #might delete later?

[crispy-ghee]

I appreciate the people who like my characters and stories. It's nice not feeling like I'm the only one who gives a shit about them sometimes. I know that I should make art for myself, and I do, but still. Sometimes I need to feel like someone out there actually cares.

#Things feel sad and pointless sometimes #and I do get that impulsive urge to just delete everything I've ever done off the face of the earth #But then I remember that some people might actually like this stuff #and maybe it's a little pathetic #but it helps

[ghostlydeanbailiffcloud]

Bolas fans have such a superiority complex, they have done nothing wrong, they're the best, they did the most for their team...

They are so toxic and spreading such disgusting misinfo about soulfire just to up bolas that it makes me sick

You are free to hype up your team, to make content for it, to appreciate new ccs discovering them

But you can't do it to by criticizing soulfire( it literally nullifies the good stuff), you can't say that nobody did content for soulfire, you simply never saw it because you never looked for it because you were stuck in you bolas bubble full of people just has toxic has you conforting you in your behavior, we're not mad at ccs discovering bolas we're mad at the fans to immediately redo the old competition and pick up the atrocious behavior and erasing everything that blue went through

Bolas was literally the worst team in term of behavior, they were the only ones to grieve bases and burn people stuff for the sake of it, to make it impossible for the others to play ( exemple: the bounty stuff ), they also took advantage of the rules but when it's soulfire the world is falling on your heads no? Omg bad killed the red on the first day, well that costed him his whole purgatory experience because of fans and he constantly had to hold back on what he wanted to do and he still got hate. The meta gaming allegations are a goddam joke i don't even need to talk about it, the biggest argument of red fans is that they were only half the team....

Have we watched the same event? Blue was max 3 persons on a good day and when someone tried to connect they would get killed by red before they could even understand the event ( people love to say blue lived in reds base but red did the same for the old blue base don't be hypocrite), while red had EVERYDAY like 5 people on at the same time and at the end of the day which was the best advantage ever

Red weren't victims, and I'm tired of people saying that it was the case. Open your eyes and see. Both teams were awful, and that was the objective of this event, I only wrote about bad red things because this is addressed to red fans.

#qsmp neg #qsmp discourse #qsmp #qsmp purgatory neg #qsmp purgatory #this is addressed to someone in particular #they wrote such an hypocritical message #i had them blocked actually because they had been spredding misinfo and other stuff about the blue team #already during the purgatory #i wrote this on impulse and im propably going to regret it #but ive only been seeing hate on hate and it's just too much #the delete button is eyeing me real bad bro #but toxic bolas fans are a majority not a minority #this is the only post i will ever write about purgatory 1 ok

[pup-pee]

i think about this panel a lot more than i should

#“thats m'boy” #hes so proud #yj98 #bart allen #max mercury #impulse #dc #i WAS writing a whole novel in the tags but i deleted it so ur whalecum

[mainapnifavouritehoon]

hi guys i-

#Hey so i wanted to talk about this really bad this has been bothering me for quite some time #i have been busy a lot these days and i dont get time at all to do anything but i can see myself wasting my time just scrolling #I have school and then coaching and then ofc i have to study on my own for which i barely take out time as im highly careless #My last 2 exams went absolute shit and that fucking scares me because i'll be having my JEE soon #Mummy has been telling me to stay away from my phone and ik she trusts me but she but she deserves a daughter that studies ig? #And now i kind of consider that as an option because this phone is very very distracting #I have been thinking about deactivating but i realized it would mean i would lose all my precious posts and interactions #So i wont be deleting this blog as i am too attached (i will be coming back istg) #I will be taking a break and ig thats what yall call a hiatus #I will be giving away my phone to my parents (trust me i have to) #Ik this will be hard for me to just leave all of a sudden so i'll slowly start vanishing if that makes sense? #This message also doesnt mean that i will be shutting down my phone rn at this moment and that this is goodbye #This is just to prepare the people that i love and who love me that i will be highly inactive and not come online for maybe months #This is not an impulsive decisions i have really thought through this #Also just to tell you again MAIN ABHI GAYAB NAHI HONE WAALI BUT THODE TIME MEIN I WILL GO ON A BREAK THIS IS JUST A PRE HIATUS MESSAGE #Also i hope you guys will still love me and remember me once i come back #Because coming months are going to be hard for me #I hope you understand and ily guys okay? #(Oh god why am i so dramatic about everything) xoxo

[wrylu]

idk why i'm so moody these days but i find my despair funny

aka my average day as of now

#1. impulsive silly thoughts #2. STOP FORGETTING TO EAT!!!!!!!!!!!!1 please :3 (note for myself me myself and i) #3. i get sad 🥱 #4. tired #(tumblr deleted half of my tags. isnt that nice though you wont have to listen to my essay of vents nobody wanted to hear that) #vent art #wrylu #lu's canvas #negative thoughts below :) have some flowers 💐 #sometimes i feel like i should get up more and spend time with my family i miss how it used to be #but you know what i suck and im practically glued to my chair and im lazy like if i was one of the 7 deadly sins i would be sloth #im surprised im not dead yet #this is purely for myself to speak my poor mind #no i actually hate this #i wanna die #i wish i was dead #not really #but still #i wish time just stopped so i can re evaluate my life #and whoa damn dysphoria makes an appearance ever #i wish i had a schlong (funny) #this is awful #sometimes i feel manipulative like i switch my emotions and personalities so hard #am i manipulating you guys?? #i feel like im being sad for attention #ugh i hate that the internet is my comfort #thats bad isnt it #i feel like an attention seeker #why am i even writing this 🥱🥱 #i cant wait to fall asleep forever

[voidmoth-slut]

reblogging so many cowpokeprose/maybecowboycore posts because, while searching for an old post of theirs (honey you're golden), i found out they'd changed handles and then deleted maybe a year or so ago. still haven't found the one i want to find, but i'm reblogging and screenshotting a lot of the ones i find along the way so i've at least got them stored. i don't know the motivation behind the deletion, so i don't know if my efforts are wanted, but i do know something that mattered a lot to me is a form of lost media now.

if you find this searching for something by them:

- check @cassandralexxx 's maybecowboycore / cowpokeprose tags. they have more than i'm reblogging, but i have it under the same tags too.

will come back to this post if i find more

#maybecowboycore #cowpokeprose #if you are them. thank you. you made something beautiful and it meant a lot to me #and if you didn't want your work being preserved #i'm sorry. something tells me though that you'd understand the impulse to hold something beautiful close for a little too long #my original screenshots live on a phone lost in the woods with no backup #and in the now deleted messages between me and the boy i was going to marry

[angel-in-your-basement]

New Dom obsession just dropped and I am trying with every fibre of my being not to just gush about him all over the place cause he fucked me up so good on call last night

#already spent an hour explaining all the hot things he did to someone #I just have been craving one s specific thing and I finally got it and now I can’t stop obsessing #I TRY to keep this blog normal and depersonalized #but sometimes the impulsive thoughts get to me and here we are #ok I will shut up now BYE #cala rambles #probably delete this later

[snixx]

rip fags the random self mutilating urge to text my ex in the middle of math won out today

#vagueposting the shit out of tumblr dot com #i just did really well on a sociology surprise quiz and idk why the old impulse to scream about it with her came back #i didn't tell her about it though i just asked how she is now boards are over #messages haven't delivered yet rip #and i deleted her contact do i just searched her bame on whatsapp to find her number #and instead i found a picture of us getting rolls at garia hat last year:') almost exactly a year ago #maybe we can fix it idk. maybe i should call her maybe we could start afresh #we've had enough space that idt well relapse into our old dynamic

[adoredmarigold]

hi lmao

#my art #eddsworld #ellsworld #ew matilda #deleted my ew blog cause I have no impulse control #might make a new one tho

[onlyrains]

[2:43am]

— t/w: angst, mention of death

the feeling of losing someone, the feeling of being alone, the feeling of your absence—these stressed this man out. murayama hadn't eaten anything since the day you left him, the day you left everything behind, and broke your own promises. but he isn't mad at you, not even for a second, not even a bit. he's angry because he tried to suppress everything he's feeling, but he couldn't. the fact that you're no longer alive and the memory of your body turning blue slowly engraved in his mind, and it hasn't stopped playing since the day he locked himself.

the grip he has on his pen tightens as he feels the heat welling up in his eyes, forcing a tear to fall down his cheek for the thousandth time.

i never knew i would be alone after i met you. i thought we were meant to be together, and you would never leave my side. but you left. you left me, but i'm not mad at you. i can't be. well, it would be so nice if you were here to wake me up from this nightmare, but i know it's impossible because i've realized now that i haven't slept for days. scold me all you want because that would be the best thing that could happen right now. i love you, really. you broke your promise to move to my place, but that's fine. i still love you.

i believe that in another life, i would run to the key shop to duplicate my door key and give it to you as a present. i believe that in another universe, we would think of the same place when we think of home. i believe that in another time, we would sleep on the same bed every night, with my hands around your waist.

i need you. you're still the best thing ever happened to me and i don't know how my life would turn out without you. the dreams i had, the goals we made, i lost them. i lost the path i was on. love, i lost everything when i lost you. but i'm fine. it's fine because you're not hurting anymore. you have the peace you deserved. i'm sorry this is so messy. i tried to express everything i feel just like you always told me to, but i'm in the worst state now. i hope you understand. i will force myself to sleep, and I'll place this on my chest because i know it's the closest to you, right? i love you so m

he fell on his back without completing the sentence. he dozed off, having drained the rest of his strength to write the letter. seki had been there the whole time, staring through the door gap, watching his friend burst into tears while trying to put his feelings on paper.

he entered the room and carefully laid his dear friend on the bed, pulling the blanket and arranging him in a more proper position to sleep, hoping he would find some rest for a while.

seki knows that it will continue for some time, until murayama reaches the phase of seeking the culprit who hit you to death. he probably kill someone for real.

#i was so impulsive to post this.. #might delete this soon.. #high & low fanfiction #high and low #high and low x reader #high&low #high & low the worst #high & low x reader #high and low the worst #high and low timestamps #oya kou #murayama x reader #yoshiki murayama #murayama yoshiki #high and low murayama #high and low angst #murayama angst #high&low angst #high & low #oya high #hnl #h&l #high&low x reader #high and low imagine