#I just don't wanna itch

[leechinfestedheart]

So Everyone was just going to ignore the fact Habit called Vinny a bad little boy???? And told him he needed to be punished??? I am this close to actually pulling the trigger

#fuck you habit #emh #vinny everyman #vinny emh #habit emh #What the fuck dude I don't wanna watch the rest of this series bro #I'm just kidding I will I've been procrastinating for so long #But like suddenly I have an itch in the back of my throat #That only a double barrel shot gun can reach

[lucyisokay]

e-sumi-yan 🌿

#e sumi yan #ffxiv #final fantasy 14 #fanart #ignore the signature from my twitter!!!! #i really would like to do a proper print/painting of him still but this scratched my itch for now #i just realized the emoji linked back to emojipedia LMAOGGH EDITED THAT FINALLY #sorry i am an old lady and i don't wanna look up how to use emoji keyboard on windows

[adozentothedawn]

Six Sentence Someday

Tagged by @orime-stories thank you!

Despite what it looks like, I am in fact ocasionally still writing, I just tend to word vomit about my current obsession and then never finish it.^^° So yeah, my last game that I finished was Fire Emblem Fates: Conquest and it made me go insane, so have a part of my 1k monologue that I wrote for a potential time travel fix it. It is only 5 sentences because 6 would have been awkward, but if I ever get to it again you'll get a lot more.

"They ordered me to kill you but I couldn't do it. I would have ruined everything because I looked at you and remembered cherry blossoms and warm nights. I remembered off key lullabies and larger hands than mine on my back. I couldn't do it. And I think when you looked at me you knew that."

Gonna tag @adraveins and @stylishanachronism if you have anything you'd like to share.^^

#thanks for tagging me! #i know I don't respond to a lot of tags these days but i promise i see and appreciate all of them #i'm just writing my bachelor's thesis and that takes a lot of my brain power #i am in fact currently procrastinating on that #anyway wanna guess what that scene is? #it's not hard for anyone who's played the game probably tbh most of that monologue right now is just recounting what happened #with a bit of personal perspective #that game is wild in how it fluctuates between legit punching me in the teeth with emotion and being absolute garbage #the idea of that potential fic is that the corrin of all paths is the same #kinda like how some 3h fics work #time travel back to the crux and try again #my excuse is magic dragon bullshit cause no one can stop me #i am ironically also somewhat itching to write an Odin and Camilla ship #cause i have opinions about that #might write a separate post for that some time if anyone's interested #would be another opportunity to procrastinate xD #anyway orime don't be confused about my follow message for some damn reason tumblr unfollowed me a while back and i didn't notice #tumblr shenanigans

[niinnyu]

Started this lame stsg video when the S2 trailer dropped and I'm struggling to actually get it done...

#i wanna post it a day before or on the of the first ep #its nothing special even #it'll just be an itch in my brain until i actually get it done #bleehhh #hopeit ends uo decent at least #gotta go fast #i don't even have the skill to do what i envision #we'll see ig. #lol okay bye #no nickel for niinnyu's thoughts

[dykeinthedark]

i need more red bull. red bull save me

#WHY ARE THEY SO FUCKING EXPENSIVE THOUGH #i don't even wanna stay up tonight i just have the random itch to drink a red bull #like an unsatiated itch to just put a redbull in my mouth. this MIGHT be caffine addiction

[princekirijo]

Honestly would love to try writing again but I don't think I would post it anywhere.

#i actually think its because of my mutuals putting out banger fics lately i've been kinda getting the itch to try it myself #i actually wrote two small pieces on here ages ago (if you remember them you the real mvp) and they were like. fine ig #but idk i wanna try it again #if i did post it would be on tumblr only tbh #i have a very specific scenario for captain au i want to write out #captain au's ultimate goal is a comic but comics take too much time and energy and i don't have a lot of energy atm #but there's a scene in hatanaka's palace that i want to write out really badly #especially after playing royal again recently #it would be the scene where the thieves encounter hatanaka's cognition of riku #i think cognitive selves are a little underutilized in the game post the second palace so i kinda wanted to go a little crazy with it #but we'll see lol i have very little experience writing so idk how confident i'd be in posting it #idk why im making this post even lol ig i just feel like talking #this blog is in a sense my diary lmao #hope y'all are having a nice day anyway. its cold here.

[morvantmortuary]

late last night, I figured out how to compile my scrivener drafts to epubs (finally)

it is. immensely surreal to see your own work show up like a book in your ereader for the first time, let me tell you that.

#and then rarae says #I've gone mad with power cutting certain chapters of Vol. I in new places and swapping them around #the thing about writing this for people who aren't your nice friends on your tumblr is figuring out how much context is needed #and where they're willing to just Go With It #...ngl there is the teeniest tiniest part of me that was thinking about putting up. like. a Director's Cut on itch or smth #bc I am about to be so broke next semester #but then that fucks up publication options down the line so. probs not. #that's the hard thing about having skills that people are trying to replace with genAI slop ig #is I need to start saving like hell if I don't wanna move back in with my folks #but also. the job market [gestures exhaustedly] #anyway don't mind me I'm just sitting here thinking out loud today #epub format is a hell of a drug apparently!!

[grumpyfaceurn]

How do people remain unspoiled for a game they're playing for more than five minutes?

Even if I don't know it all going in (because I watched a whole let's play before actually wanting to play the thing myself), once something has suckered its way into my brain it just happens.

I wanna see what tumblr has to say on the matter. I have questions I need answered Now and there's always a wiki more than willing to help. Knowledge I haven't gained my playing just seeps in through the cracks in my brain.

#After the one eldritch fishing game was over far too quickly I wanted something similar to scratch the itch #And gave subnautica another go #And it quickly got me hooked #But now I just wanna see more stuff of the thing but it's all full of things I don't wanna know yet. #But the feeling that I might never find out tortures me

[baishouqijia]

i am desperately trying to be more active but i'm experiencing mental burnout. just want to say thank you for the interactions even when i'm only checking in here now and again - i'll respond when i'm feeling better! <3

#nothing really happened - work and the house just got on top of me. #for context i was promoted to a management position in october and i hit my stride so i have a lot of responsibilities and i'm hhh. #having to play catch up in terms of skillset. i'm good at my job but i'm not the best - therefore ? i must keep pushing :y #as for home... Man (horse.jpg) #we bought a house a year ago. i envy people who renovate days after moving in. we're a year in and i'm only just redoing the kitchen floor #after a leak that happened in JUNE 2022. it's expensive as fuck and takes so much time. #i'm so fortunate to be able to afford a house but like. i won't lie. it's really hard having to be responsible for everything that goes #wrong with it. my kitchen has been subfloor for months. we destroyed our kitchen island trying to make room for the floor to be done #so we're down storage and stuff is just piling up. eh i know this is like. first world problem and really not a big deal. #but when your house is in disrepair because you don't have the money to fix it quickly or time to do it yourself. shit's hard. #anyway this is a rant. don't want a wrench or a tissue- just wanna get it out. #[puts on pantalone hat] i have money anxiety too #like i earn the most i've ever earned. i won't really get much higher than this atm. i'm due a bonus and i can cash out my shares #but fixing up the house is so expensive. i'm worried i'm gonna lose it all somehow. idfk why. when things are going well i worry i'm gonna #lose it all somehow. growing up poor does a number on your resource guarding. if i spend a penny I Will Lose It All. #' dima why do you like pantalone so much ' HE JUST LIKE ME FRRRR #sry this is a ramble . i treat tumblr tags like my diary but i hope you enjoyed the read xoxox #anyways! point is! i'm alive! i'm itching to come back but i dont have the mental space for fun rn. #can't have fun until i feel safe enough to have fun if that makes sense. #aight byeee

[bibiana112]

Okay, so what is we know the devil and should I watch it? Because your reblog spam you do every so often has me intrigued and I would like to hear you talk about it if you want to

We Know The Devil is a short little indie game about three kids on a summer camp for "bad kids" that is clearly a metaphor for conversion camps and they are in charge of beating the devil with their magical girl radios, the devil is also clearly a metaphor for queerness since it's something they insist is "just a phase" and something the camp goers are encouraged to shame others for "letting into their hearts". It's a visual novel style html game iirc, the prose is really interesting, super weird and informal but full of meaning once you get the full picture and I love how the pov in it shifts depending on the ending and the segments after 3AM just feel like very poignant poetry I wanna chew on it, and the choices you get to make is which one of the trio of protagonists gets together in the end! It's marketed sort of as a choose your own ship kind of thing, and it totally definitely doesn't have heart wrenching character exploration of how it feels to be the one left out in that sort of trio dynamic, totally not :)

It really is super short and accessible, found a really good playthrough of it too if you'd still like someone making voices for the characters, I think I got an ending in less than two hours and all the endings take around the same amount of time, and there are four endings total. I call it the poly lesbian body horror game because it has very light but still eery vibes and because of that I wanted to save it to play on Halloween but I'm gay and full of gay thoughts at the moment so ended up playing it again this week akshsk still at only 2/4 endings though so I'll keep reblog spamming sporadically lol

#I listened to Daughter of God and The Dawn that Gxd Misplaced one too many times on my way to college #all the characters have very well defined perspectives and beliefs and motifs and it's just exactly the kind of thing I like #few very well defined very colorful characters (despite the game being in black and white) #those songs reminded me of that because ugh the amount of running themes from each character are so good and well illustrated in them #made me miss the source material #I think people perceive me a lot like Jupiter but I relate most to Neptune btw #that's just something I've been itching to write about #but I don't know maybe I'll get into it later? maybe not #but people have seen me try my best at like regular social things and school but when it comes to church things and moral goodness #then I don't think anyone who knows me would argue that the way I tend to view those things is more reminiscent of Neptune's approach #never had any internalized bs about being queer I just wish people would leave me alone instead of trying to fit me into their mold #and I don't know how to be nice about it even if they ''mean well'' #especially if they mean well actually fuck that #so yeah <3 #I got into this game because someone made a classpect analysis of them <3 #yo I did make the google forms about the aspect test to send you I just forgot about it. #just lwt me know if you still wanna take it and I'll send you the link •3• #a tag for asks #we know the devil #I need to put my tags for that game in order holy hell

[silverysongs]

the bridge from say don't go reminds me of something but i can't remember what

#it might be i don't wanna live forever but i listened to that and it doesn't quite scratch the itch #it's specifically the notes in “you give nothing back”/“you say nothing back” #anyway i know this will annoy some people but this album is confirming that taylor has very strong enneagram 6 vibes. fearing abandonment #and wanting stability and fidelity and being afraid of not being enough for people #or maybe it's just her being especially relatable to me. hello vanity #1989 (taylor's version) #taylor swift #ts

[hakunakii]

I need to make ts!underswap fanart so bad but but I have school :(

#I'm just itching I'm dying to make it #literally my favorite take on underswap ever :( #i don't even have ideas for a drawing but but i wanna i need to

[lunarpanda]

I finally finished cleaning up my island after doing all that time traveling for various shit and now I'm almost done. Home stretch.

Next thing I need to do is visit two other people's islands and I can put this game down for good.

#Mika shushup #I wanna play something else fr fr #I just figured doing all the Nook Miles things would be easy I just didn't think it would be this exhausting... #New Horizons was fun but uh... I'm burnt out. #And I don't wanna catalogue everything plus do all the HHD stuff tbh. #Like maybe if I get the itch again but I doubt it

[cookiescr]

.

#vent #sorry in advance for da vent feel free to scroll by #rants n rambles #i know the algorithm and shit has been so whack lately esp in twitter and instagram #but sometimes i think maybe it's not the algorithm but my art has just not been popping off lately ajsdlkssaj #plus I've been focusing more on commissions so i can't really try to grow my audience like i used to #plus it's harder to come by a show or anything to fixate on like nothing itches thhe brain anymore #or not yet #like i know you shouldn't focus on how many likes or reblogs or retweets you get #but it's kinda hard to do that esp since this is kinda my main livelihood rn idk #im avoiding calling my art shit like i don't wanna bring myself down down lakjsdskal

[nimue-hidden-lake]

So, I finished this a few hours ago I totally did not binge this or anything. I'm not gonna lie... I didn't expect to love Bungo Stray Dogs as much as I do now. But it's that good, I have nothing but praise (mostly). Also... All I will say is that these men are the end of me.

I... may or may not have started at least crushing on a few of them (and already f/oing probably) ... Or want to. I'm not sure if I should out in the open.

Anyway would totally recommend picking the series up if you didn't already! It's worth it! Love the writing overall (characters and interesting plot) and the anime has some great animation and cinematography. Season 4 & 5 especially holy! They really went all out on those.

#Nimue's Whispers #There's like at least two I wanna reveal but I'm afraid they are popular and I make people who don't wanna share uncomfortable. #I don't mind sharing any of them. Not worried about that. Just others I guess... I dunno why I make this so complicated for myself. #(Also yes... There are more than two on my list. I just happened to really love these two in particular) #I dunno... Either I need to scratch my itch by writing fics or me running on two hours of sleep is not a good idea. #Also yes a fic is planned... Not a selfship one but one focusing on the background of my OC / S/I. Looking forward to starting that! #bungou stray dogs #bsd #f/o community #fictional other community #self ship community #selfship community #self shipping community #selfshipping community

[take-ya-to-the-ghey-bar]

all the dragon related chatter on dash, aside from giving some itch for some boys over on this blog-- also lowkey tempts me with an AU thought i had a while back, but tbh probably won't do anything with... just because what i mainly wanna do would just get me frustrated lmao--

#{|ooc post|} #{|dash commentary|} #said AU for anyone wondering-- was just the fun lil thought of making Micchan a half-dragon/dragon hybrid lol-- #(basically an Au Ra for visual aide here--) #but like-- ngl i'd mainly wanna do that for the sake of cool art #yet i am broke so can't comm anyone for that-- and sure as hell don't trust my own skills enough for it-- so yeahhh lmao #i'll probably just stick with scratching that itch via my oc bois for now XD