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neymarcouncil · 1 year

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Okay, so hear me out, it's always the jealousy imagines that are out there, but what about an imagine where a girl in the medical team or something keeps flirting with neymar and it has been going on for months or something, even tho he is married (to y/n or oc) and he always just never replies cause like, lady there is a ring on my finger, so she just assumes that he is okay with it and never tells his wife, and during a practice or something y/n decided to visit neymar on the way home and she sees that girl and tells her to stop flirting with her husband and the girl is all smug like "are you afraid he's gonna leave you for me" and y/n's like "no, I'm tired of convincing him to not tell your boss to fire you"

I got the idea from this writing prompt, so if you could please add the link in the fic, thank youu ♥️♥️

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A simple story

Tw: grammar, people tryna link up

Y/n pov?

It's been an exact year since Neymar proposed to me our relationship has been quite healthy only arumgemts that lasted a few days but we worked it out and Davi hated to see us in disputes I didn't let our little arumgemts to tare us apart of make Davi feel uncomfortable with me in anyway

His family loved me and brought me in like I was a blood he's sister especially loved me the most she treated me like a real sister

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Time skip rn

I woke up to Neymar not in bed but I heard noise's in the kitchen

I got out of bed went to the bathroom to wash my face to get my up

I got out of our room and saw Neymar was cooking for the both of us(you and Davi)

"Chef Neymar what are you making today? You said going to kiss him on the check

"F/F for one of the most important people in my life' he said to you with is casual smile

"Why don't I take over? You might be late for practice" you said to him trying to take the pan

"Fuck I forgot about practice thank you meu amor" he said letting go of the pan and quickly going upstairs

You laughed at him and quickly went to the stove to handle what he was cooking

"How does he forget a whole job just for cooking" I mumbled to myself and continuing to finishing what he was making

"Y/n what are you making" you saw a little boy call out to you, it was Davi

"Oh good morning sweetheart, I'm just finishing what your father was making, "F/F" he said out loud looking at what I was cooking

"Yep, do you like F/F?' I said to him

"I do, is it ready?" He asked me happily

"Yes it is may you go get me plate"

"Of course Y/n" he said rushing to get 3 plates for all of us"

As Davi got the plates and began to place them on the table. I dished for all of us

"There you go love" I said giving Davi the plate "Thank you Y/n" he said going to the TV room to watch his shows while eating

"No problem buddy" I said while a smile on my face

As I covered the two other dishes to go upstairs and check up on Neymar

When you opened the door to your and his shared bedroom you both bumped into each other

'Im sorry you apologized" as he did the same

"Foods ready, Come eat before you go" you said to him with a smile

'Thank you Meu amor"

As you both went down stairs you have Neymar his dish and put yours in the microwave

"You're not eating now?" Neymar said to you in confusion "I'll eat later I'm not that hunger

You said quickly going upstairs to take a shower and get ready

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"Okay, your still here goodbye tho my love" you said giving him a hug around his neck

Neymar got up from his seat getting ready to go to the car when you stopped him

"Where's Davis baby sitter?, You can't leave him, and I'm about to leave for grocerie shopping? alone security isn't enough"

You said to Neymar leaning in the kitchen table

"Oh yeah she'll be here at around 7am "

"Don't worry" he said as he Heard the baby sitter at the door with a knock

"Hello Mr and Mrs I'm sorry I'm a bit early"

"No problem I'll leave the rules at the table call if anything goes wrong byee" Neymar said quickly taking his kit and rushing outside

"Bye Sweetheart" you said to him leaving

"Bye papa" Davi waved to him

You were getting ready to leave and buy groceries for everyone, and maybe buy something for yourself"

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Neymar arrived at the Psg training private era

As Neymar Parked the car and both of you got out

"Finally you made it" Kylian said to him

"Rin has been nagging us to when you were coming, she's so annoying"

"She still hasn't stopped be so clingy to me? That's getting tiring' Neymar said with a sigh

"Have you told Y/n about her?" Kylian

Questioned

"Nah I don't wanna worry her to much about"

"Alright man wish you best of luck" kylisn said they both walked to the training yard

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"Oh my God, Neymar there you are" Rin yelled running to hug Neymar

"I thought you got hurt, never scare me like that"

"I'm fine Rin, and get off me... please" Neymar said in an annoyed tone

"Hey Ney, let's warm up"

"I have to stay with you, imagine you get hurt I could help you, Ney pleaseeeee" Rin cried out to Neymars shoulders "Yea sure whatever"

"Thank youuu Querido" Rin said taking of her jacket

"I'm sorry for not wearing something pleasant or sporty today to maybe help you guys train" Rin said trying to get Neymar's attention

"Wow a doctor wants to work with the team" Neymar said sarcastically

"Okay let's go Neyyy" Rin said going to catch up with Neymar

"On my I don't think I can run anymore I'll go sit down Ney" Rin said with her breath hitching

"Wait may I wear I shirt of yours mine looks a bit to reavling if you mind"

She wined to him

"Will you leave me alone? Then yeah whatever"

"Thank you♡" Rin said walking off to get Neymar's bag and Change as she sniffed the shirt and mumbled to herself

"God your perfect"

I walked out of the changing room just to see a random female sitting and where Neymar's seat was

I walked over slowly to her trying to Guess who she was

"Oh hello Ma'am, are you medical team or something?"

"Oh no, I just came back from somewhere and decided to visit someone"

"And that shirt looks like I've seen it who's is it?" Y/n questioned

"The Neymar jùnior let me wear it" Rin said confidently

"He did? Oh Alright" Y/n said tensely

"What's wrong?"Rin was cut of by Neymar walking by to say give you a hello and and a peck on the check he didn't know you we're coming to visit him

"Oh, your the 'Y/n' huh?"

"Yea, if i may ask how do you know me?" You asked her

"Me and Ney are close thanks to this job so he's been acting like he weird for someone named Y/n, and that's you"

"You're an imbosel going after married men" Y/n said blanky

"Why scared I'll take him from you keep thinking that, we all know it's true"

"No, I'm thinking why hasn't we report you and Leave you in fucking bloody hell, it's a real pity your parents aren't child free you know?"

"Someone's scared I'll take him huh? How cute, that ring on a finger cna always be taken off reminder!"

"And sueing can always be free you know that"

"I feel unwanted by you Y/n so I'll leave bye honet!" Rin Said leaving you pissed already

Later during the day

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Narrator pov

Neymar got injured by his ankle so the medical team had to take a inspection though his whole leg to make sure he was fine

You got a little bit worried from seeing his face in complete pain

"You guys can head out I'll take a look at him" Rin said after they placed him down

"Okay Ma'am" the two doctors lead out of the room leaving you alone with Neymar

"Are you okay Ney, don't worry I'll take care of you♡" Rin said with a glowing smile on her face

"It's just my ankle Rin, Nothing that serious" He argued

"Your a very key player Ney, everything's important you have to take of your shirt for testing"

A sudden knock played out to the door

Sigh "Come in Rin answered annoyed by seeing your figure at the door

"I just came to check if he was okay?'

"Y/n, don't worry I'm fine just an ankle problem'

"You know you're distracting me from working on Him'

"Apologies I'm advance we just really have to go"

"Oh then you'll have to wait... Outside.

"No problem, I just need the key's from his bag"

You quickly grabbed his bag and lead out"

"Okay she's gone now, Shirt off examination time"

Examination over bc I don't know what they do.

"All done, Visit me every morning to check perfectly tho"

"Uh alright thanks"

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"Are you Alright?" You quickly got out of your seat

"Yeah Rin ran some useless Tests but I'm all fine okay?"

"That's great to hear let's go home Davi's babysitter is about to leave

"Wait Ney" You both heard Rin call out

"Your shirt silly how'd you forget? I'll go change quickly"

Rin Changed and gave him back his shirt

"Thank you for leading it to me"

"Yea No problem" You watched the two blanky just walking out of the era and waiting at the car

"Hey Y/n wait up!" Neymar said quickly catching up with you

"What's up with that girl, and getting so close with you?" You questioned getting into the car as he did the same

"Who Rin?, I don't know she's been like that since she got hired"

"And you're not reporting to her boss?"

"I didn't think about it like it doesn't mean I like her"

"Yea but still, she already on my nerves" you said looking out the window as he drove back home

"Look if it makes you feel any better Meu amor, I'll talk to her boss about it Tomorrow"

You remained silent and just simply nodded to his action

The whole trip was silent you didn't want to talk to him thinking he had been okay with her busy flirting with him

You both got home and Davi rushed to hug his father's leg

"hey buddy missed me?" He crouched down to give him a hug too

As soon as you walked into the house Davi slide away from his father's hug to come hug you

"Hey there Davi, how are you" you questioned him and he simply have you a smile

Neymar stood back to his normal height and held your wrists making making you worried

All Davi did was go back to watching TV

You both went upstairs he went to take a shower and you were getting the bed ready

You saw as He got out of the bathroom with his pajamas on

"Y/n do you wanna talk?" He's face seeming worried and guilty

"He sat at the edge of the bed and you were standing Infront of him

"Look Y/n, I'll report her as soon as Tomorrow"

"Why didn't you sooner" you exclaimed

"Because I never really payed much attention to her, I have you"

"That doesn't make it better but I shouldn't be mad or jealous over small stuff I'm sorry"

"It's okay I'm sorry too, are we good?"

"Yeah we're good" you said with a smile Carling up your face

"I see that smile, Come on let's go make dinner" he said getting up and holding your hand

You and Neymar made dinner for You,Him and Davi as soon as you were all done eating you washed the plates and had to take Davi to bed and you both Also went to your shared bedroom

"I think I gonna sleep now good night my love"

You said resting your head on his chest as he switched off the lights and wished you a goodnight

Morning came and Neymar left early then usual even Davi was still asleep you decide to take a bath and get something ready to eat you woke up Davi and he quickly too a shower you gave him he's food and both you headed out of the house

"Y/n am I also coming to see dad?" Davi questioned in the back seat while you were driving

"Yep, I just need to also give him his food is that Alright?"

Davi just nodded going back to play with his iPad

You both reached The psg era you got out of the car and opened Davis door to unbuckle his safety belt

He got out of the car holding your hand but still glued to his device

You walk past to see Rin with a box of medical supplies with her and a fuming expression on her face

"This is all your fault you fucking cunt, don't worry none of this is over be warned."

She said fo you storminess out of the Psg era

"Oh she's fired" you mumbled

You and Davi both Walked out of the era looking for Neymar as you found him coming out of an office room

"I see she's fired, here's you lunch to by the way" you said with a closed eye smile

"Yeah she's fired and there isn't practice today so we can have a whole free day!"

"That's perfect we can finally have a night together" you excitedly

Narrator pov

Neymar decided to leave now as he wanted to spend most of the day with you both of you left psg's training era and decided to relax most of th day and go out at around night time

Davi was already asleep in the car drive so he decided to put him in bed and let him sleep

As you both got home you felt a weight getting lifted from you

"Love, do you think we can get take out today I don't feel like cooking today?"

"Of course, you don't always have to cook Meu Amor"

"I know Davi's already fast asleep so I thought you might be hunger"

"Don't worry about it, let's just get ready"

Neymar ended the conversation with a slight peck on the check

You went into your closet to find a dress/suit to wear

(I don't want to pick for you bc it's Y/n u🤷)

As soon as you found your outfit for you a night with your husband he already had gotten ready before you finished, he was already waiting for for you downstairs you went down as a rush

"You look beautiful as always" Neymar complicated you

"Thank you and you look handsome as always" You complicated him back

"Ready to leave?" "Yep let's head off"

Neymar went to lock Davi's door and the house you waited in the car for him busy scrolling on your phone

As he opened th car door and entered "Alrighty then let's head off"

"You still haven't said where we were going too you know?"

"It's a surprise that's why" he said rolling his eyes

As you just continued scrolling through your phone

You both finally arrived at your detention and you were shocked to see "A club?" You questioned

"No a club I helped you in"

"Oh yeah, but if there's paparazzi following us I'm out"

"There won't I promise" he laughed at you word's

"Alright let's go"

You both went Into the club era trying your best not to be spotted and go to a private line at the party

Just after a few minutes you saw bright flashes and some recorded phones around Neymar

"Are you both official?"

"Neymar you've moved on from bruna?'

"How does it feel being in a relationship with one of the best football players?"

You quickly ran away from them holding Neymar wrists

You both hide under the table and sneaked Into the car

You heard Neymar suddenly laugh

"Oh my GOD what a day" he said in between his laugh's

"Just drive"

"Alright" he said teary from laughing

You both went home you were pissed paparazzi ruined you day with him but he made it up to you by watching a movie and cuddling with each other

End.

LMFAO correct any mistake I wrote this at 2am I'm literally dying ong

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eds6ngel · 8 months

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okay I might send a few ideas for I kissed the teacher spin-offs bc I feel like I have a lot haha, but you don’t have to do any of them! so first idea: what if steve gets hurt accidentally and has to go to the hospital, so reader has to pick up alena, and they give her a hard time at pickup and then when they get to the hospital, they won’t let her in bc she’s not related or his wife. then after this happens, steve starts to think a lot more seriously about asking reader to marry him (but he’s definitely been thinking about it before) but just some good old angst and fluff pls! love your writing so much!

of course i'm doing this one!! i've loved your requests so far :)) and thank you so much for the compliment angel ♡

warnings: dad!steve. mom!reader. fem!reader. 90s!au. food mentions. steve breaks his ankle. judgement over having kids outside marriage. judgement over alena calling reader 'mom.' mentions of hospitals. pet names. kissing. mentions of marriage. fluff. comfort. teensy bit of angst. also, alena becomes protective over her mom!! [3.2k].

full 'when i kissed the teacher' masterlist.

You were currently enjoying your lunch break, catching up with the other staff as you chowed down into your poorly-made sandwich that you threw together at 7am that morning.

“I’m telling you Amelie, that kid makes me ache—” However, your conversation is interrupted by one of the front desk staff lightly tapping at the door, poking her head from around the corner.

“Sorry to disturb you guys, but Y/N, your boyfriend is on the phone asking for you.”

You gently place your sandwich down in its tin-foil wrapper, putting your hand over your mouth as you quickly chew the rest of the remaining food. “Of course lovely, give me two seconds. Amelie, just watch that for me a second?” you ask, pointing to the half-eaten chicken salad sandwich on the table, with a small nod from her.

“Great, thank you,” you say, following the front desk lady to her office, the phone currently on hold as she ventured down the hallways of Ernie Pyle to find you. She presses a button, turning off hold and passing the phone over to you. You press the speaker to your ear, calling out, “Steve?”

“Hey, honey. Yeah, you finish at three, right?”

“Yeah, same time everyday. Why, is everything okay?” you ask.

“Um… not really. Look don’t be mad at me…” Not a great start to a sentence. “But, I kind of broke my ankle, and I’m currently sat in a hospital bed at Hawkins General.”

You gasp, “Oh my God babe, how did you manage that?”

“Well, I was stocking some shelves, and I had to use a ladder. Some woman wasn’t looking where she was going and collided with the ladder. I lost my balance and fell onto the tiles. Fucking hurt like hell.”

“Jesus,” you hiss, imagining the scenario and somehow sensing the pain in your own body, almost as if a form of empathy. “How are you feeling, baby? Is it still painful now?”

“It’s better, but still hurts. It’s sort of more of a throbbing pain now. But, babe… I do have a request.”

“Of course honey, anything you need,” you reply, the worry starting to settle as a pit in your stomach.

“Could you pick up Alena for me? Robin’s at work later today, so she can’t collect her.”

“Yeah, sure! I’ll get Leanna to keep tabs on parental pick-up. I may be a little late, but I should get there before 3:30.”

“Thank you babe. Thanks so much.”

“Of course, baby,” you smile to yourself, “You want Alena and I to come visit you after I collect her? I’m sure she’ll want to see you as much as I do.”

“I would love that. I think opening hours are until six, so you guys should have time.”

“Mhmm,” you hum down the line, “Got it. Right babe, I would love to talk to you for longer, but I have to free up the line for other people.” You giggle, “So, I’ll see you later on? I would say around 3:45-ish?”

“3:45. Great. See you later, honey. I love you.”

“I love you too,” you softly say, “Hope you feel better soon.”

You drop the receiver, the front desk lady (also known as Sarah) looking at you with a raised eyebrow, intrigued into what was so important that your boyfriend had to disturb you during work hours.

You shake your head, rubbing your hands over your face and sighing, “Idiot broke his ankle. Needs me to pick his daughter up from school.”

She chuckles along with you, arms crossed over her chest, “Men, huh?”

“Yeah, men,” you shake your head once more, before heading back down the longing halls to the staff room, thanking Leanna as you collapse on the chair, chomping into your sandwich.

“So… what did Mr. Lovebird so desperately want?” she asks with a wiggle of her eyebrows, a smirk plastered across her face.

You let out a deep breath. You were going to be telling this story all day.

You arrived at Hawkins Elementary at 3:25, pressing the button on your car keys and entering the gates to the third grade classroom.

Many students were being sent out to their parents, you patiently waiting your turn, Alena smiling and waving to you from her seat inside, to which you reply with a wiggle of your fingers.

However, after a short while, all of the parents had seemed to have collected their children, both you and Alena sharing a confused glance through the clear glass window as she remained in her seat. You were standing right there, why wouldn’t her teacher send her out?

You could see her having a conversation with her teacher, the woman rolling her eyes as she opens the door, sharply asking you, “What do you want?”

You kept your cool, no matter how hard you felt like snapping back at her, “Hi, I’m here to pick up Alena.”

“You’re not on the list,” she simply states.

“Um… actually, I recently got added as an emergency contact for Alena, so I assumed it was okay for me to collect her.”

“I don’t care. I was not informed.”

You scorn, knowing that you were legally allowed to collect Alena. This specific teacher worked here when you did, the obvious tone being a pre-judged stereotype of your reputation.

“Why can’t I go with mom?” Alena asks sweetly, an undertone of sadness laced in her voice as her teacher blocks her from you.

You can see her roll her eyes as she turns back to Alena sneering, “She’s not your mom. She’s not even your step-mom. She’s merely a woman in your life.”

That made you snap. There was no way you would let her talk to your daughter like that. “How dare you! She can decide whether she calls me mom or not. You have no idea of our personal life and have no right to dictate that for her. Now, if you won’t let me collect my daughter, her dad is at Hawkins General because he’s broken his ankle. So, how about you call there and ask for permission from him.”

She shakes her head, scoffing, “Fine. Mr. Landbury, keep an eye on Alena for a minute, I’m going to call her father.”

The teaching assistant present was not a face you seemed to recognise, no sense of familiarity flooding your body. And by the lack of shrewdness, he too was confused by the situation at hand.

As the teacher powers out of the room, presumingly heading to the front desk, he tilts his head to the side, pointing to you, “Why can’t you collect her?”

You sigh, “You weren’t here when I worked here, were you?”

“No, I started this year.”

You lean your arm against the doorframe, “Basically, I had a thing for Alena’s dad whilst he was here, and I got fired because of it. So, now nobody here likes me.”

“Oh,” he breathes out, “But, she called you mom. Seems like it’s going perfectly well.”

You smile, “Yeah, two years this July.”

“Well, congratulations,” he replies, you quickly thanking him as her teacher returns, a sense of displeasure displayed on her features. “He said it’s fine. She can go with you.”

“Yes!” Alena cheers, jumping up from her seat and running over to you, hugging tightly onto your shirt. You could practically feel the teacher‘s resentment towards you in your own veins. Yet, you plastered a sarcastic smile on your face, burying your feelings of irritation, “Thank you.”

She simply grunts in return, waving her hand down as she turns away from the two of you. You wrap Alena’s smaller hand in yours, her skipping back to your car. As she climbs into the car seat you had placed in the front before you began your journey, you close your driver’s side door.

“What did you say happened to daddy?” she asks you.

You turn on the ignition, pulling out of the school parking lot and onto the main road, “He broke his ankle sweetpea. He was climbing a ladder at work and fell down.”

“Ow,” she hisses, almost sensing his pain, just like you had a few hours prior, “Can we go and see him at the hospital?”

“We are on the same train of thought baby, as that’s where I was about to head.”

“Yay!” she cheers, arms held up high above her head in celebration, “Will he have a cast?”

“I think he will bubs.”

She gasps, “Does that mean I get to draw on it? Because Tommy had a cast the other week as he broke his arm, and I got to draw pretty flowers on it. He wasn’t very happy about it though.”

“Well, that’s not very good, is it?” you reply, “I’m sure daddy will let you draw as many pretty flowers on it as you want.”

“I hope so too! As Tommy was really annoyed by it…”

And for the rest of your car trip to Hawkins General, Alena re-counted her entire story of drawing on her friend Tommy’s cast. She was at the perfect age where her mouth would start running and never stop. Not that you minded of course, it was very endearing. But, she sure could make a boring topic into a four-hour-long detailed presentation.

Hand in hand, you and Alena stroll to the front desk of the hospital, politely asking, “Hi. I’m looking for Steve Harrington. He came in here today with a broken ankle.”

“Name?”

“Y/N L/N, little nugget here is Alena Harrington.”

“So, you aren’t his wife?” she asks in a monotone voice, chewing loudly on her gum.

“Um… No, I’m not. But, I’m his girlfriend.”

The woman sighs, taking her glasses off the bridge of her nose and leaning back in her chair, “You can’t go in unless you are a relation. The kid can go in, someone can take her, but you can’t.”

You blink rapidly, “But, I just told you, I’m his girlfriend. Sure, we’re not married yet, but that’s my love you’re talking about.”

“I can’t let you in,” she states again, staring you in the eyes, “The kid goes and you stay, or you both stay. End of discussion.”

“No,” you put your foot down, “Not end of discussion. I shouldn’t have to be bound in by the law to see the love of my life. He’s hurt, he’s injured. I want to see how he is doing and whether he is okay.”

“Miss, if you continue raising your voice at me, I will get my colleagues to escort you out, do you understand?”

You sigh, realising there’s no way to get through to this woman. You would normally say she’s just following the required rules for her job, but from her attitude, it seems as if she was agreeing with the nonsensical attitude that love is only proved by two rings and a piece of paper.

However, the sound of a small foot hitting the floor and a huff shocks you to your core, “Let mommy see daddy!”

“Kid,” the woman leans over the desk, “Your mom, or mother-like figure I would call her, can’t go with you as her and your dad aren’t married. I can happily ask someone to take you up to see him, but she can’t go with you.”

You let your eyes naturally roll to the back of your head. People in Indiana were so judgemental. If Alena wants to call you mom, they should accept that. It’s your life, and you should be able to live by your rules, not bound by the critics of the outside world of strangers.

“Let her go!” Alena screams, the woman standing up and replying, “Right, I’m escorting you two out. You are causing too much noise for our patients around here.”

Growling out in frustration, refraining yourself from pulling your own hair out, you lift Alena up into your arms, “Come on baby, let’s go and sit in the car.”

You may have not been allowed in the building, but the parking lot was still an option. And you would stay there until six o’clock if it meant you got the chance to see Steve.

Steve’s sitting uncomfortably in his hospital bed, the bedsheets scratching at his back, his neck a little too low down for his liking, and the cast wrapped around his foot and lower leg itching away at his skin. He keeps checking the watch on his right wrist, practically counting down the minutes until you arrived. However, once the clock strikes 4:30, he starts to become worried, wondering where the two of you had gone. There was only an hour and a half left of visiting time, he was positive you wouldn’t deliberately miss it.

A nurse wanders past his bed, him squeaking out an “Excuse me,” alerting her from where she was scribbling away at her clipboard. “My girlfriend and daughter were meant to come to visit me around half an hour ago. Is there any chance I could use the phone to see where they are?”

“Oh, Mr. Harrington,” she rolls her eyes, knowing exactly which members of the public he was referring to, “Your girlfriend and daughter had to be escorted out of our building forty-five minutes ago for verbally harassing our front desk staff.”

“I’m sorry, what? Why?” He knew that wasn’t like you. Sure, you had more progressive opinions than most in the conservative town of Hawkins, but you’d never dare verbally harass someone.

“She was arguing in quite a rude manner about how she deserves to come up here purely for the fact she loves you, despite our rules clearly stating we only allow visitors on a relation-only policy. Also, on top of that, your daughter further escalated the situation by yelling at our front desk staff. We will not tolerate that kind of abuse in our building, Mr. Harrington.”

“Well, it is a bullshit policy,” he mumbles to himself, taking a sip of his well-brewed coffee a kind lady brought to him around ten minutes ago, a lot nicer than the current nurse he was dealing with. However, the nurse heard his remark, not that he was entirely bothered by it.

“Excuse me! What did you just say, Mr. Harrington?”

“I said: it’s a bullshit policy,” he firmly states, “She’s my girlfriend, I love her. I shouldn’t have to marry her for you to let her see me. Some people’s spouses in here probably don’t even love their husband or wife, at least my girlfriend actually cares enough to come and see me. I know for a fact Mrs. Black over there has a husband and he hasn’t been here all day.” He takes a breath, pinching the bridge of his nose as he relishes in everything he just blurted out. Maybe he was a little too harsh, and it seemed like the nurse completely agreed, a lot more so than him.

She sharply replies, “Mr. Harrington, you should be grateful we are even letting you recover here. I will not have you verbally attacking other patients for your own personal superiority. It’s not my fault you had a child out of wedlock.”

That was the final straw for him. He would not stand a stranger insulting his daughter. Not in a million years. He immediately lifts himself up off of the bed, grabbing the crutches that had been balanced by the side, and beginning to trudge out of his secluded space. “Mr. Harrington, you sit back down!”

He turns back, looking the nurse dead in the eyes, “If you’re going to insult my family like that, I don’t want your help at this hospital.”

And with that, he was hobbling his way to the elevator, pushing the button to take him to the first floor.

As Steve exited the building, followed by the constant yells of hospital staff, he turned to the left, about to head over to the nearest phone booth when the sound of the word, “Daddy!” caught his attention. He looks over into the distance, Alena hanging out of the passenger side window and waving to him. He can see you pull her back down into her seat, the car suddenly moving towards him. His girls were still waiting for him.

You quickly unbuckled your seatbelt, jumping out of the car and aiding to your boyfriend, “Oh my God, what are you doing out here? I thought you were supposed to stay overnight?”

Steve hisses as he lifts himself into the backseat, you grabbing his crutches so you can place them by Alena’s feet in the front. “Well, a lovely nurse decided to input her take on Alena apparently being born out of wedlock and also accused you two of verbally harassing people. I know what you are like, and you would never do that in a million years. So, I left.”

You laugh to yourself, shocked to the way that the staff exaggerated your actions, “They refused to let me up there because I wasn’t your wife. What bullsh— trash! What trash! I shouldn’t need that to care for you, our love should be enough.”

“Thank you!” he exclaims, “That’s what I said to the nurse!”

You pass the crutches forward to Alena, the metal rods looking massive compared to her small body, “Baby, can you just put them on the floor underneath you, please?”

“Yes, mommy,” she replies sweetly, dropping them down below her. “Mom, they don’t fit properly.”

You look over, the crutches too long to fit in the small gap between the door and the center console, “Just leave them balanced like that honey, it’ll be okay.”

“Okay!”

After Steve reaches over to protect himself with the seatbelt, you cup his face, changing your tone to a more serious nature, “How are you doing, my love?”

He sighs, “My back hurts, but they said there’s no injuries there, just strain. The cast is extremely itchy, I’m not gonna lie, but it’s okay.” He puts his left hand over your right, stroking the back of it, “I’m okay. I promise.”

You smile, whispering out, “Okay,” before pressing a soft kiss to his lips. You part from him, placing one more tender kiss to his forehead before shutting the back door, climbing into the driver’s seat.

Before turning on the ignition, you reach back, grabbing his hand and softly saying, “I love you.”

Alena then copies you, whipping her head back and cheesing, “Love you, daddy!”

He smiles, trying not to let tears slip from his eyes, grabbing hold of Alena’s hand and bringing yours and hers together, placing a soft kiss directly in the middle of both, “I love you too, my beautiful girls.”

And it was in that moment, he was sure. The thought had been lingering at the back of his mind for a while. You had moved in with them a couple months ago, fitting into their daily routine. Being there to have breakfast with them in the mornings, being there to cook dinner together, being there to wish Alena goodnight and fall asleep in his arms. It all felt so… natural. As if you belonged as a permanent addition to their household, to their lives.

It wasn’t a question of thought anymore. It was a need. He needed to buy a ring. He needed to plan a proposal. Because he no longer wanted you as his girlfriend anymore, he wanted you as his wife.

i hope you enjoyed!! thank you so much for the requests! you've been an absolute darling. i'm not sure what to write about for your older!alena request, so i may not be able to write something for that. but, if you have other ideas, keeping sending them in! (and that goes for all you beautiful humans! send in your lovely requests!!) ♡

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silly-l1ttle-guy · 4 months

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BUCCIARATI GANG BEDTIME ROUTINE HEADCANONS 🙏🙏

ON IT BOSS!!

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BRUNO BUCCIARATI

this guy is so fucking tired

I'm convinced that he just flops down onto his bed and falls asleep

right then and there

he puts on some pajamas and then he's just out

his pajamas are white with black dots (who would've guessed)

he DOES brush his hair and have a shower first

he uses like 20 different soaps

he needs to smell nice and clean

he'll blow-dry his hair too

he doesn't like going to sleep with wet hair

Abbacchio will join him in bed later

goes to sleep at 8pm and wakes up at 6am

LEONE ABBACCHIO

let's be real right now

the only thing he does before going to bed is his hair routine

i spent like 10 minutes trying to remember how to spell routine

this guy has a TON of hair products that he puts in his hair

not as much as Giorno though

ANYWAY he sleeps naked

or in only boxers

one of the two

he finishes taking care of his hair then goes to sleep right next to Bruno

goes to sleep at 10pm and wakes up at 7am

GIORNO GIOVANNA

the longest hair routine known to man

this guy takes like an hour to get his hair ready for bed

he'll also take the longest showers literally ever

then he has to dry his hair too

he makes sure to dry it in a way that won't make his hair thinner or something idk

his hair is naturally really thick and curly too

it was much thinner and straighter before it turned blond though

also he brushes his teeth THOROUGHLY

his dentist are in shock at how clean his teeth are

he also has to water all the plants in his room before he goes to bed

he wears silk pajamas too

and they're pink

he takes like five minutes to fall asleep

but then he's the deepest sleep ever

ALWAYS gets over 8 hours of sleep

goes to bed at 7pm and wakes up at 6am

GUIDO MISTA

this guy

this dude

takes the shortest showers ever

he sleeps in boxers and that's it

no matter how warm or cold it is

his bedtime routine consists of showering for two minutes, sometimes longer if he washes his hair, brushing his teeth, then going straight to bed

that's it

he might stay up for a bit but he mostly goes to bed at like 9:30pm and wakes up at like 8am

NARANCIA GHIRGA

this guy has so much trouble sleeping

he has to take melatonin gummies to go to sleep at a reasonable time

Abbacchio will basically force them into his mouth if he refuses

then he'll have a shower and brush his teeth

he'll be nice and eepy by the time he finishes brushing his teeth

he might try to stay up a little longer but he'll eventually pass out on the couch or something

Abbacchio has to carry him back to his room and tuck him in

he wears orange boxers to bed

he falls asleep at 8:30-9pm and wakes up at 8am

PANNACOTTA FUGO

worst sleep schedule out of all of them

he rarely sleeps a full night

which also means he doesn't really have a bedtime routine

he'll have a shower and brush his teeth but he won't go to bed immediately after

the times he goes to sleep ranges from 2am to 9pm

he's lucky if he even gets six hours of sleep

and he's a really light sleeper too

but he makes sure to keep himself nice and clean

unlike Mista

sometimes if he can't sleep he'll sleep with Giorno

but most of the time he just lays there in bed

TRISH UNA

she takes FOREVER to get ready for bed

takes a 20 minute shower

then takes another 20 minutes to dry her hair

then an hour doing her hair routine

then she brushes her teeth

her and Giorno both have the best hair and teeth

she also has a skincare routine to make sure her skin is nice and soft

she'll also do her skincare routine with Giorno

sometimes she'll do HIS skincare routine on him too

besties alert

she will only wear the softest silk pjs

fat out REFUSES to wear anything else

she's probably matching with Giorno

falls asleep at 7pm and wakes up at 8am

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ficsofabotchedmind · 3 months

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Monotony

Summary? Nah.

Warnings? Yes; hurt/comfort, implied past self-harm, thoughts of self-harm, blood, injury, swords, we just stressed y'all, and Reader is gender neutral.

Translations:

Mon Chéri-My Sweetheart

(kinda how I've been feeling, heh.)

(I tried, ok. Sue me.)

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Day by day there was always something going wrong, it was growing exhausting.

Y/n sighed and thought, "Today is one of the days where it seems to be piling on and it's grating on my last shred of sanity."

Y/n trudged around the halls of Nevermore doing this and that, getting everything ready for parents day and meetings that are happening later in the day.

They can't help but count all the things that have gone wrong so far that day.

*7am*

Y/n smiled as they turned over but that quickly faded into a frown when they were met with cold sheets on either side.

"What? Where are Issa and Mo?" Y/n thought.

Listening carefully, they could hear commotion coming from the living room, "Bloody hell! All we all wanted was a morning in bed but now we have to wake them up and tell them that it's not possible."

At that Y/n heaved a sigh and climbed from bed and went ahead and gotten dressed and brushed their teeth.

"This wasn't the first time, and it certainly wouldn't be the last." Y/n thought with tears in their eyes.

"Issa, I know come parents day it gets even worse. The students get rowdier, the-" Morticia was cut off by the sound of Y/n padding into the room.

Before Morticia or Larissa could even speak, Y/n spoke, "Ready for another day in hell, aka the week before parents day?"

All the other two could do was nod and agree with equally sad expressions.

*9am*

Y/n had it, their gasket was about to blow if these students didn't pay attention to what they were doing and quit yelling.

Wednesday and Enid could see that their Opie was about to lose their shit so they tried to get everyone to calm down and listen, but before Enid could let out a growl to get everyone's attention and loud "POP!" was heard.

Enid and Wednesday stared as smoke started filling the room, they slowly turned towards Y/n and watched as the vein on their forehead pulsed steadily.

Wednesday and Enid turned to each other knowing what was about to happen, but to their surprise Y/n just deflated and hollered for everyone to calmly file out of the room so it could be vented out.

The girls approached their Opie and asked if they were ok. Y/n smiled the best they could and said, "Yeah, I'm ok, Darlings."

Enid and Wednesday looked to each other once Y/n had turned around and shared a look that clearly said, "Bullshit."

Wednesday took her girlfriends hand and pulled her along knowing there wasn't much that could be done at this point, mainly because Opie was very stubborn.

Y/n could only think one thing as they got the students to the nurse to make sure no one inhaled any poisonous fumes, "Please let lunch go as planned."

*12:30pm*

Lunch was not going as planned, everything was fine one minute, and the next Y/n had to separate a werewolf and vampire.

Blood on the ground from both students was not a pleasant sight, Y/n knew Larissa was going to be fuming once Morticia had told her.

Once out of the nurses office they were called to the principal's office, both students knew that there was going to be hell to pay and all Y/n could say was, "Tough. You two wanted to fight, now you have to face the consequences."

Now that they were in the office Larissa at once laid into the two students. Neither Larissa nor Morticia was paying much attention to Y/n, if they had they would have noticed the tears of stress pricking at the other shapeshifters eyes.

This day was not good so far, Y/n could only hope that it improved.

Larissa had finished yelling and dismissed everyone, "Now Mrs. Addams, Mx. L/n, would you kindly escort the students to their classes? Thank you."

With that everyone filed out of the office and the door shut with a soft thud.

Y/n thought with a soft defeated sigh, "What's next on the itinerary for today..."

*3pm, end of school day*

Everyone was filing out of class, and everything had been relatively quiet after the last debacle, so Y/n was a tad hopeful for the end of the day.

As Y/n shut and lock the door they heard something from above, they looked up only to be met with a sword falling from its spot and coming straight down only to catch Y/n's arm.

Bleeding and defeated on all levels, Y/n trudged back to their shared apartment with Morticia and Larissa.

*Present time*

Not wanting to disturb Larissa, Y/n pushed themselves through the back entrance of the apartment.

Going through the motions of getting undressed, cleaning and bandaging the wound but something out of the ordinary happened, Y/n looked down at their arm and traced the past scars from years back.

As their hand was drifting towards the razor, they snapped back into themselves, and they quickly grabbed their dirty clothes and made sure to drop them into the sink so they could soak.

Going back to the room, Y/n had no strength left to do anything in that moment. Numb, emotionally and physically, Y/n dropped onto the bed, curled into a ball, and broke.

*9pm*

Larissa and Morticia made their way through the door of to the side of the office, noticing it was quiet and there was nothing to show that dinner was ready, Morticia glided into the kitchen but stopped short noticing the clothes in the sink.

Hearing Morticia's gasp Larissa shot into the kitchen and stopped behind her, the sink was filled with soap and bubbles, but something was different, the color of the water was red.

The two women looked at each other and started searching the apartment, calling out Y/n's name they were only met with silence.

It was never quiet, Y/n was always shooting around a corner, smiling and greeting them but there was nothing this time around.

Morticia looked at Larissa and said, "Bedroom. They have to be in the bedroom."

They made their way towards the bedroom and softly pushed open the door, the sight that greeted them broke their hearts.

Always the happy, giggly, blushing Y/n was curled on their side staring at the wall with tears rolling down their face.

Morticia knew that she and Larissa had failed in something, they had failed to notice that Y/n was slowly breaking.

Looking at Larissa, Tish nodded towards Y/n. They walked over towards the younger of the three, Morticia slipping off her heels and climbing in on one side, Larissa doing the same and slipping in on the other side, and Larissa softly spoke, "Oh Darling, I'm so sorry."

Nothing, all they were met with was silence. The two looked at one another and carefully but tightly embraced Y/n, and that was all it took.

Body shaking, broken cries clawing their way out of Y/n's throat, they were letting it all out.

Met with murmurs of love, care, support, and validation from the women, Y/n calmed down about an hour later.

Larissa spoke with tears rolling down her face as Morticia crooned Y/n's f/s softly, "Oh sweetheart, we are so very sorry. We should have been paying attention, we should have seen it, we should have done something... anything. I'm sorry, my love. I'm so sorry."

Larissa placed a soft kiss upon the old scars and the fresh wound as Morticia spoke, "Our sweet Y/n, I'm sorry we put so much on your shoulders, I'm sorry that we weren't here to help, I'm so very sorry that we have neglected you, mon chéri. From here on out we will make sure to make time during the day and prioritize our time and well-being over work."

Y/n couldn't say anything but snuggle deeper in the hold of the two women, hearing Morticia croon softly between laying firm kisses upon their head and Larissa squeezing tighter, Y/n drifted off to sleep.

Noticing the younger of the three had fallen asleep, Morticia and Larissa made a silent promise to each other and to Y/n, they would never neglect their time together or their precious, bubbly Y/n, ever again.

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eatpoopstaymad23 · 6 months

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♡ BABYSITTER ♡

Hello !!! I wrote this original on wattpad but then I realized that no one really uses that app anymore (no one as in me) so I'm gonna post this on here too ! I hope someone enjoys this so I can get motivated on writing more parts to this story or maybe even to different stuff because I have so many ideas !!

"Please Y/N! I have this mission I have to do while Megumi and Tsumiki are off for winter break, and I need someone to babysit them while I'm away." Satoru begged, he's currently on his knees holding your legs. "No Satoru, I just got finished with the annoying exams I had to do. Its time for me to relax, and besides YOU'RE the one that decided to take these kids in, which means YOU have to take care of them." You spat. You then kick him in the stomach making him fly across the room dramatically. "Oowww" Satoru pouts on the floor, then you see his blue eyes widen. He gets up from the floor and now has a evil smirk on his face,"what if I pay you 100 dollars a day when im gone while you're babysitting them?"

"Make that 100 dollars an hour and you've got yourself a deal." You respond back with a grin now on your face. "fine, deal." Gojo rolls his eyes while walking to the front entrance of your apartment "Megumi doesn't feel comfortable when he has to sleep at somebody else's place so you're gonna have to stay with him and Tsumiki at my place for about maybe 5 days, im sure the mission won't be to long." He assured while getting up from the floor "come over at my place at 7am, I'll be waiting." Gojo said with a smile while closing the door of my apartment. 'I can't believe I just agreed to babysitting some kids while I'm on break from school' you say to yourself while going into your bedroom to start packing for probably the worst 5 days you're gonna experience.

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You're asleep in your comfortable bed all bundled up in your soft gray blanket till you hear a loud knock coming from the front door of your apartment.

"Y/N YOU BETTER NOT BE ASLEEP!! YOU WHERE SUPPOSED TO COME TO MY APARTMENT AT 7!!" You hear coming outside of your apartment, you groan loudly knowing it's your ex classmate most likely with the kids that you told him you'd babysit. 'Why the hell did I choose to babysit some kids', you scold yourself while getting up and going to your closet to put on a bra under the shirt you wear as your pajama shirt. You walk tiredly do the front door and open it slightly to be met with the one and only Gojo Satoru with two little kids. One looked upset and annoyed while the other one looked happy, both where holding onto gojo's hands.... well one of them was trying to release his hand from gojos grip "CARE TO EXPLAIN YOURSELF, Y/N?!" Satoru looked down at you with an angry expression plastered onto his face, "Jesus Satoru, its to early to hear your annoying voice" you mumbled while rubbing your left eye with your left hand, "well I wouldn't be yelling if you weren't so irresponsible!" Satoru barked back when you open your apartment door letting Satoru and the kids in. "Says the one who forgot to pick Tsumiki and I up from school 3 times in a row" the little boy uttered under his breath "Megumi dont say that! Mr. Gojo is trying his best!" The little girl told the little boy. You look down at the two kids then back up at gojo with an eyebrow raised and arms crossed, Satoru laughs nervously while he scratches the back of his head looking anywhere and everywhere but your face. "Anyways... Megumi, Tsumiki this is my friend I was telling you about yesterday during dinner, her names L/n Y/n and she's going to be looking after you two while I'm away." Gojo kneels down to the kids level, "hellooo" you chirp, waving at the little kids with a smile. "HIII MY NAMES TSUMIKI AND HIS NAME IS MEGUMI-" "she knows what are names are, he just told her dummy" "I was just trying to be nice, you should try being nice Megumi" the two kids bicker back and forth.

"Here's the key to my apartment, I dont think there allergic to anything..." Satoru gets up from the kneeling postion and hands you the key while saying bye to Tsumiki and Megumi. He then faces you and tells you Goodluck while you're looking down at the key he gave you, once you realize he hasn't left your apartment you look back up at him confused "...what?" You question him, he pouts and responds "Aren't you supposed to say 'be safe Satoru, I'll miss you!!'" He screamed in a high pitch anime girl voice while repadilty blinking his eyes big blue eyes at you. "...no, now get out grandpa." You look at him disgusted. Satoru then pouts and leaves your apartment, shutting the front door.

'Okay, this is gonna be fine. If Satoru can do this then so can I!' You say to yourself looking at door then at the kids.... "where'd your sister go?" I ask the little boy with black hair "...I dont know." A awkward silence soon falls, then you speak. "Its fine, uhm why don't you sit on the couch there's a remote on the coffee table. I just have to get ready then we can go head to gojo's" you say walking to your small living room, Megumi following not that far behind you. He goes to sit down on the couch. After that you head to your bedroom shutting the door "Do you and Mr. Gojo go to school together Miss. L/N!?" You yelp when you hear a voice coming from my bathroom. You soon realize its Tsumiki by the high pitch voice, You walk to your bathroom finding Tsumiki on her tippy toes while trying to wash her hands "we use to be classmates last year but I left the school" you tell her while handing a towel to her to dry her hands off. "So you two are like BFF's?!" She says with her adorable smile looking at me with her brown eyes, I laugh then respond "God no, im friends with one of his friends." she looks at me confused once I answer her question, "Mr. Gojo doesn't have any friends... unless you're talking about Miss. Shoko, but she told me hes not her friend. She says hes her classmate". I start brushing my teeth then laugh while the toothbrush is still in my mouth "I guess I'm his classmates friend" Tsumiki smiles at me than laughs "I guess so... Mr. Gojo is a very lonely guy. do you want to be his friend Miss. L/N?" she asks me while she's putting the towel I gave her on the counter. I stare at her through the mirror thats in my bathroom, then I soon smile giving her a so so handmotion with one of my hands while the other is still brushing my teeth, she smiles at my answer then skips away opening the door to my bedroom then once she's out she closes it.

Once im done getting ready I get my backpack filled with all the stuff I need for the five days. Closing my door I head to the living room where I find both the kids watching TV. "Alright let's head out!" I tell them both with a smile, Megumi turns off the TV and heads to the front door to put on his shoes, Tsumiki also heads to the door but kneels down to help megmui put on his shoes "I can do it myself Rsumiki, im not a baby." Megumi tuggs his feet with his shoes on away from Tsumiki, he then trys to tye his laces but fails miserably, "can I do it now?" Tsumiki ask, causing megmi to mumble and moves his feet back to Tsumiki. I smile softly at the scene, soon we all head out to Gojo's place. Once I open the door to his apartment tsumiki runs to the kitchen and opens the fridge "Megumi, come! The jello is done!", Megumi rolls his eyes but heads over to the fridge. I take off my shoes and head to the kitchen, finding a huge mess of pots, pans, plates, and cups over flow the sink while there's candy wrappers all over the counters. I make a grossed out face, "how often does gojo clean the kitchen guys?" I ask the kids while taking out a a trash bag from the pantry. "Tck, he never cleans. Its always me or Tsumiki that has to", I grumble slightly "Who the does this jackass think he is...?" "i know right. He's so annoying" Megumi replies back to my comment while watching tsumiki take out the jello from the fridge "MISS. L/N CAN YOU CUT SOME FOR ME AND MEGUMI SO WE CAN EAT LUNCH?!" "Jesus Tsumiki, shes right there you don't have to yell." Megumi tells his sister "first of all you can call me y/n, and second of all why don't I make you two something like...oh curry and rice? I use to make that all the time for Satoru and Shoko" Megumi and Tsumiki stare up at me confused, "you can cook?" Megumi ask. "Yeah... wait, does gojo for real feed you two only sweets?" I look down at them shock "Mr. Gojo says that he only likes sweet food, thefore we only eat sweet food." Tsumiki tells me while putting the jello back in the fridge. 'Are these kids for real. wait no... IS GOJO FOR REAL?? IS HE AN IDIOT? Why the fuck am I even surprised, I should've expected this. Poor kids...' "wellllll, thankfully Gojo the grandpa is not here, so that means its time to eat some actual food!" Tsumiki laughs at the name I called gojo while, Megumi smiles slightly up at me "first I have to clean this mess, he didn't clean" I tell them while looking around the kitchen flowing slightly "we can help!" Tsumiki tells me, she runs to a closet bringing back a broom and some clorax wipes. "Well let's start cleaning!"

PLEASE GIVE ME FEEDBACK!!! THX SM FOR READING

#jujutsu gojo #jjk gojo #gojo satoru #jujutsu kaisen #megumi fushiguro #gojo x reader #anime and manga #gojo fluff

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thegoldenarcher · 3 months

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tw/pet death

yeah so um. idk if yall noticed ive been a bit inactive the last couple days. its because ive had to take care of my dying cat.

he was really old so it's not a surprise. just. he was technically my grammy's cat. i deleted the post, but some of yall saw i had a mini meltdown because my grammy had to leave for an emergency very suddenly a week ago. our cat's health suddenly declined very quickly a day or two after she left. then he stopped eating. then he was unable to walk. and then incontinence started. his meows were just whispers. he was never a playful kitty, but i held him to my chest last night. my hair dangled above him and he tried to swat at it to play. he didn't even have the energy to lift his paw much though. we stayed up with him until 3am last night before going to bed. we woke up at 7am to him peaceful and finally out of pain.

he was a bright orange tabby with bright orange eyes. he was sooo small, but so strong. tiny but mighty, he ran the mf neighborhood cats. he was such a warrior cat.

i started this piece last night as a way to cope, but i woke this morning to him passed away. i just spent the last two hours digging his grave and my hands are still burning from it.

i don't know if i have the heart to finish this piece any time soon. so i'm posting it now.

#bucky barnes #alpine the cat #my art

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mooninkd · 15 days

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short mun introduction here. hi, hi! i'm autumn (she/they, 21+) again and i bring you not only my baby taeho here, but also ahn kiha (@srnscng) & kim aera (@orchdaria) so feel free to contact me on any of them! i also have discord upon request ♡

short muse introduction here. moon taeho, 24 y/o. university student at jeju national uni and also part times as a barback at 88&. he's a resident in yuseong bay (for now anyway) because the rent is much cheaper than in jeju city (also for now help) so it just made sense in his head to move in here even with the extra cost of transportation than to stay in the city, so he sort of just moved in with a roommate! he studies early childhood education because he wants to be a kindergarten teacher or work in a daycare (is actually looking for an internship somewhere right now so pls root for him 🙏🙏🙏). here is his profile and here is his pinterest!

answer the following prompts, either ooc or ic!

when did your muse first arrive in yuseong bay? he arrived not so long ago on march of this year! taeho is actually from daegu and at first moved to jeju city because that's where he decided to go to university to, he has been been in jeju city for about two years (this is his third) before moving to yuseong bay. his parents aren't the greatest at parenting (at least not with him) so he's in that transitional moment of trying to heal his inner child/needing some time away from them and going to jeju for university instead of a closer educational institution. however the rent in jeju city is wildly expensive even if it's a dorm room so he was thinking about moving in somewhere else a little cheaper to cut off expenses. even then it still took him a while to find someone that was thinking the same as him and he finally took that last step to move out and here we are.

what does an average day look like for your muse? he usually wakes up at around 6:30 to 7am (when he doesn't hear his alarm) to do the bare minimum tattoo skincare (as in wash his face and put some sunscreen) and then have some breakfast, get ready to university and then he spends four to five hours seeking higher education. then he usually just goes back home for lunch to either do chores around home (or goes out to do house chores like grocery shopping/get a new shower because his broke, etc etc), assignments or simply to take a nap and eat something before starting his shift at 88&; unless it's monday, wednesday or friday, then he goes to the recreational center to work out for around one hour to two hours before going home to prepare for his shift. taeho does his shift and then goes back home for the night, still prob tries to catch up on an episode or two of any anime he's watching (and then proceeds to regret it the morning after) before going to bed.

where can your muse usually be found? he's a little of a homebody tbh so it's somewhat hard to see him out of the house unless he has something to do or a friend dragged him out, but if he's feeling adventurous, you could prob find in at andante cafe in the afternoon trying to finish some assignment while having some coffee and a little sweet treat, or the recreation center getting his weekly workout, or on either pierrot's lanes to try out some of the retro arcades or even the memoire antique shop simply to check if someone dropped any old mangas that he might be interested in, very unlikely, but it's something to get him out of the house, so.

how does your muse feel about hanhwa resort? he's surprisingly neutral about it. taeho does think it's a pity and bad that the local community are losing their space in their own hometown — either because of the higher and higher prices and because the resort is so obviously trying to own it in a way —, but he also sort of thinks it's inevitable considering capitalism how the world is; sort of only hopes that his rent will remain cheaper than the his dorm room in jeju city at least until he graduates and most likely will move out somewhere else or he gets his internship/a job that gets him a little more money than the one he has now.

is there an aspiration for your muse to stay in or leave yuseong bay? taeho has always seen yuseong bay as the place cheaper than jeju city that he's going to live until he gets his degree. even though he does enjoy the more quiet life (and despises the bad reception even if it gives him an excuse to not call his parents/to not answer their rare calls), i feel like he's a city boy through and through. he can get used to a life there if the need arises (like him getting a job/internship there, or anything like that), but i don't think that he wants to. however he isn't picky nor has this goal of living in a specific place in the end, so i guess in a way if he stays or not in yuseong bay after he gets his degree is sort of a mystery.

answer the following, ooc!

list your muse’s three favorite songs. in no specific order: super beaver - らしさ ; official髭男dism - mixed nuts ; urban zakapa - i don't love you. (was really tempted in making these three anime songs to expose this big nerd's ass but alas)

describe your muse’s wardrobe. one word: basic. he's very very very basic. jeans and a tshirt, usually slightly oversized/loose for comfort, in simple colors — nothing too bright (and god forbid neon) but he still wears colors —, simple patterns, simple prints; if he's feeling a little bolder, he'll bring out his anime tshirts. since he has tattoos, he usually is always wearing a shirt or a jacket over his tshirt to hide them (or expose them if he's feeling "safe") since sometimes he does get a little more attention because of them and he just would rather not.

what is a color, word, and emoji that you feel describes your muse? sky blue, diligence, 😑

three strong likes and dislikes for your muse. really likes anime, homemade food, coffee / really dislikes spicy food, being the center of attention in a crowded room/space, things done halfassedly.

three positive and negative traits for your muse. positive diligent, generous, well-mannered / negative critical, reticent, stubborn

three talents and shortcomings for your muse. talents is great with kids and with handcraft things, can fall asleep anywhere at anytime / shortcomings is stubborn in his ways even if it's proven it's not the best way, always pushes himself a little too hard/is too hard on himself, can't ask for help even when he needs to

what is a book/tv series/movie/video game character that you feel your character relates to? nanami kento from jujutsu kaisen and somewhat sakusa kiyoomi from haikyuu.

a relevant goal or arch for your character to overcome. taeho has a huge issue with his parents because they were pretty negligent with him but he still searches for their approval/validation/attention anyway and it'd be nice for him to realize that they won't ever really give it to him, not the same way that he does with his younger brother that is so obviously the favorite son, and not be to hung up on it and instead pay more attention to the people that genuinely care for him in his life + having a little more of self worth/love instead of just allowing himself to be taken for granted by others.

extra bits !

his parents obviously had him when they weren't prepared for it and it so obviously show. they aren't the best parents since they don't know how to interact with a kid (even more so when it's their own son) and so they were never close to each other from the start, but at least they tried even if they just ended up treating him as an older kid than he actually was.

things don’t get better when his younger brother is born as the apple of his parents’ eyes, a child that came when they actually wanted one and used the excuse that he was born with a sick body to give him more attention than to taeho (but then things didn’t change when his little brother got healthy later on).

so he learned how to be an adult a little too soon and how to look after himself; surprisingly he doesn’t really resent neither his parents nor his brother for it and he does love them dearly, would die and kill for them, even if the relationship with his parents is still awkward at best.

was always the epitome of the good kid™ (and still is tbh), always well-mannered and too worried about getting good grades and behaving/not causing trouble to really enjoy being just a kid. he was always too quiet to really make a lot of friends growing up.

as much as he just wanted to chill throughout his school years, he still ended up class president more than once and almost if not all of his group assignments he ended up as the group’s leader because at the end of the day he’s very critical and methodical about things, esp academic work, so he ends up taking charge just so things will be up to his standards. he also has very dependable vibes so people end up relying on him a lot too so in the end he does end up in positions of leadership even if the i in his mbti wants otherwise.

characteristics that he carries with himself to this day. hence why new semester is yet another broken promise that he’ll just chill in group tasks and agree with everything.

did his military service right after graduating high school because the tensions were only getting higher in his house since he started trying to demand more attention to his parents that obviously didn't know/won't give to him and one of them suggested that this would be a good thing for him, that they'd be proud of a son that didn't try to "procrastinate" his civil duties so of course he goes.

which was an experience that gave him a lot to think about his relationship with his parents so when he was done, he wasn't quite ready to go back home yet so he tries an university away from them and that's how he ends in jeju national university.

is a big— huge anime fan, has collections of mangas (that he never completes/drops midway through and reads on the shounen jump app instead), has three tattoos about shows that he enjoys/watches; but is also very lowkey about the merch that he wears/uses (i.e. wearing a sports shirt from an anime team to work out) that makes small references to what he watches, very iykyk thing.

#yshqs:intro #still need to fine out some details for kiha so his intro will come later!!

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Freak Like Me

Chapter 5

Eddie Munson x Fem!Reader

AO3 // previous // next

Y/N has just moved to Hawkins from England with her parents and is starting at the high school in the final term of her senior year. Eddie immediately takes a liking to her and they become fast friends, deciding to take her under his wing and falling to her charms. This is Hawkins however and things are never quite as they seem...

WHOLE FIC TAGS & WARNINGS: gratuitous use of Y/N (I'm not sorry), friends to lovers, slow burn, mutual pining, eventual smut, semi-fix-it-fic, angst, injury, canon dialogue and events used, canon graphic violence, no main character death :)

Chapter Tags & Warnings: lying to the Police, Y/N has Eddie brainrot (same babe, same), important conversations, use of the word 'slut' in the form of intrusive thoughts, panic attack, Eddie trying his darndest, smoking, a lot of swearing, canon-compliant events and dialogue used, heavy flirting and moves being attempted again (these fuckers just can't catch a break)

Chapter Word Count - 6.4k

A/N - so, apparently I can't write anything in a time period shorter than two months. to make up for it this chapter is incredibly eddie-heavy after the last update, so you're welcome for that.

They didn’t try to stay in the fishing shed for much longer as fatigue set in quickly, though Y/N doubted she would get any rest at all. Eddie, desperately trying to make things right, tried to convince Y/N to stay with him, so they could talk about everything, to no avail.

“Don’t, Eddie.” Y/N pulled away from him. “We have a lot to talk about, but not right now.”

“But Y/N-” Eddie pleaded but Y/N cut him off.

“I’m exhausted, I haven’t slept. And the news about alternate dimensions and monsters being real? I need to be alone for a while.” Y/N’s voice cracked as she spoke, and Eddie’s face fell, “Plus, the police are probably going to want a statement from me so I should probably be at home for when that happens.”

Eddie sighed and shook his head, “Why would they want to question you?”

“If Max saw us both go into the trailer with Chrissy, and only you leaving, chances are others did too.” Y/N reasoned, and he sat back against the wall. Y/N started to walk away, to where Steve was holding the door open for her – trying to not eavesdrop, but paused. She bit her lip in thought for a second before turning back and crouching down in front of him. Lifting up his chin, she forced him to make eye contact, “Hey, I’ll be back as soon as I can. There’s a conversation we need to finish.”

With those final words, she left the shed and found her way back to the car. Somehow, the journey back into central Hawkins felt quicker than it had last night, though that may have been just because she was in and out of consciousness; awake enough to let Steve know where to drop her off and pick her up in the morning, but not enough to remember getting there. As Steve pulled up to her resting tree, she could see her mother in a dressing gown on the front porch with an absurdly large mug of what she assumed was tea. They bid her goodbye, Dustin giving her a big hug and Steve squeezing her hand gently, and let her know that they’d be there around 8am to pick her up for a supply run.

Y/N stumbled up to the house and into her room, collapsing on her bed and passing out fully dressed. She was abruptly woken up by harsh knocks on the front door and a shout that it was the police when they didn’t get an answer. Groggily, Y/N pulled herself up, glancing at the clock reading 7am and cursing to herself before wandering to the door.

“Miss Y/L/N? Can we come in? We have a few questions.” A man asked the second she opened the door. Giving him a quick scan, she noted the chief's badge and nodded, allowing him and his fellow officer to enter without a word. At the sound of people, Mrs Y/L/N soon entered the kitchen and took a silent place next to her daughter at the dining table when she read the situation she had just walked into. “I’m Chief Powell, this is Officer Callaghan. I just have a few questions, answer with honesty and there won’t be any trouble. Are you aware of the events that have taken place at the trailer park two nights ago?”

“I have heard that there was a body found in the Munson trailer, yes,” Y/N answered as calmly as she could, though her heart was beating out of her chest.

“Can you tell us where you were on Friday night?” The chief asked, and Y/N nodded before telling her story.

“Well, after school finished, I played a long game of Dungeons and Dragons with my friends, like we do every Friday,” I thought for a second then said, “Afterwards I went to the trailer park with Eddie and Chrissy, to pick up a notepad that I had left there whilst studying on Thursday and then I came home and had dinner with my mother. Usually, I’d stay at the trailer with Eddie on a Friday - but my dad left for a business trip that morning, so I came home to spend the night with my mum.”

Mrs Y/L/N, smiled at the story though she knew it wasn’t the truth, and placed a hand on top of Y/N’s on the table. Powell and Callaghan exchanged a glance before proceeding with their next question, “Can you tell us why Chrissy was at the trailer park?”

“I assumed it was to pick up some stuff for the championship party, she’s head cheerleader and her boyfriend is on the winning team, I didn’t question it.” Y/N answered, leaning back in her chair, a quizzical raise of an eyebrow accompanied her fidgeting hands, “Why? What’s Chrissy got to do with any of this?”

Y/N allowed the world to go numb around her as Chief Powell gave her the earth-shattering news that Chrissy was dead, the memories of her murder haunting her again like they had been since it happened, more tears falling. She hadn’t been certain that she could cry any more over this, but she was proved wrong. “Do you know where Eddie Munson is?”

“What?” Y/N was pulled out of her stupor at the question, blinking tears away as she looked between the Chief and the Officer in front of her, “You think Eddie, my Eddie, did it?”

“The boy’s van was gone when we got there. There are multiple witnesses seeing the three of you entering the trailer, but not a single one saw you leave.” Officer Callaghan spoke, and his voice immediately made Y/N’s skin crawl. It seemed to Y/N like he wanted Eddie to have done this; like it would be so easy for him to lock him away without another thought. At least nobody had seen her leave. “All the evidence points to-”

“Evidence? What evidence?” Y/N questioned before she could stop herself.

Well done, this isn’t going to end well for you.

Chief Powell was taken aback by the abrupt questioning, “Miss Y/L/N, we cannot disclose case detail during an ongoing investigation, it’s-”

“Have you found a murder weapon?” she cut him off, pushing further, knowing they had nothing on him.

It was Callaghan who answered, to the shock of his Chief, “Well, no but-”

“A motive then? Or signs of a struggle in the trailer?” The pair stared back at her unsure of what to say, she had put them on the spot unexpectedly. “No? So, all you have is circumstantial ‘evidence’.” Y/N knew that would be enough to turn the town against them, but she stood her ground anyway. They were innocent. “He didn’t do this. He couldn’t have, he’s completely harmless. Yeah, he’s a bit much for most people but he would never actually hurt someone maliciously. And he definitely doesn’t have it in him to, to kill.”

Callaghan, having grown increasingly agitated, stood up and towered over her, “Do you know what I think? I think you’re covering for him. I think you know he did it and are hiding him somewhere.”

“What’s your proof?” Y/N bit back, rage consuming her at the, not-completely, false accusation.

“Tell us where he is!”

“That’s enough!” Chief Powell stood up as well slamming his hands on the table. “Callaghan, take a walk.” Callaghan huffed and stormed out of the room, Chief Powell sat back down and spoke more calmly, “Miss Y/L/N, I get the feeling you’re not telling me something. Any small detail could help us solve this.”

“I- There’s nothing to say, I don’t know what happened after I left.” The lies were bitter on her tongue but there was no other way around this. Feeling her mother's hand on her’s gripping it slightly, she took a deep breath and continued. “I told Chrissy to have fun at the party as I left and hugged Eddie goodbye, saying that I’d make it up to him for ditching our movie night tradition and that’s it.” Chief Powell sighed in defeat. Y/N couldn’t help a small scoff from escaping her, as she added with a little more bite, hoping that it stuck, “Do an autopsy, figure it out. Cause I can’t explain this any more than you can.” They stared at each other for a second before Y/N collapsed back in her seat, “I just know that he’s innocent. I just do.” Y/N pleaded with the chief, hoping to any God that would listen that she sounded like a distraught friend in shock and disbelief, instead of a lying suspect, “Why would he kill my best friend?”

“That’s what we’re trying to figure out.”

By the time Steve arrived with the others, the paranoia had started to creep up on Y/N – re-running the conversation again and again until she had the whole thing memorised, dissecting every last detail in an effort to convince herself that they had believed her and weren’t going to be back with a warrant for her arrest. Having restocked her own backpack with everything she thought she could possibly need for the day, she headed out to the car where the others waited. Mrs Y/L/N had whispered a small ‘be safe’ in her ear as she kissed her cheek goodbye, but Y/N had the feeling she couldn’t make that promise, not knowing when she’d be back. Sliding into the backseat again, the group settled into an uneasy chatter, trying to embrace the brevity of the morning before the inevitable manhunt for Eddie began throughout town. Robin fiddled with the radio until a news station reporting on the incident made her turn it off altogether.

“They have no fucking clue,” Y/N muttered under her breath, covered slightly by a deep sigh, but they all heard it.

“Who doesn’t?” Dustin immediately piped in, Robin turning in her seat to look at Y/N quizzically and Steve eyeing her in the rearview mirror to let her know he was also listening. Even Max moved a headphone off one ear so she could listen.

Groaning and massaging her temples, Y/N closed her eyes for a second to collect her thoughts, before ultimately saying, “The police. I had a visit from them this morning before you guys arrived.”

“What?!” Steve exclaimed from the driver's seat, sounding vaguely parental in his scolding, “Why did you not tell us as soon as you saw us?”

“I’m sorry!” Y/N, befuddled by his concern, apologised to Steve, who gave her a look that said, ‘you’d better be’. She continued, “Look, they have nothing on me or Eddie, nothing tangible that would hold up in a trial anyway, but it was still fucking scary to have to lie to them, about where he is and what’s going on, at 7am after a horrible nights’ sleep.”

“They really have no idea?” Robin asked for confirmation and Y/N shook her head, “Well that’s something at least, I mean when we were messing with Dustin’s Cerebro and listening in to the scanners they’re certain he’s still a suspect and they’re absolutely going to pin this on him either way but-”

“If it goes to trial somehow, it’s unlikely he’ll be charged.” Y/N finished the sentence and Robin nodded. “If we survive whatever this is anyway.”

“We’ve survived before, we can do it again,” Robin reassured her, though it sounded more like she was convincing herself. The rest of the drive to the store was mostly silent, barre Dustin going over details under his breath and occasionally asking Y/N for clarification on what happened again. As she wandered through the aisles, absentmindedly picking up Eddie's favourite snacks and drinks, her mind drifted to the what if’s.

If only you didn’t suggest that Chrissy buy something for her nightmares.

If only you’d asked earlier about what was going on with her.

If only you’d kissed Eddie in the drama room after Hellfire like you wanted to.

Maybe it wouldn’t have happened.

Maybe Chrissy would be alive.

Maybe Eddie would be with you right now.

She was still mystified that he’d abandoned her, and she was going to make him work for her forgiveness for that, but the more and more she thought about him, the more she just missed him and wanted to make it right. And the more she desperately missed Chrissy, weighed down by how she contributed to her demise.

You’re not innocent.

“Y/N? You okay?” Steve’s voice suddenly sounded in her ears, and snapped her out of her thought-spiral, shaking it off and smiling at him.

“Yeah, I’m okay.” He wasn’t convinced. “Is this too much?” Y/N referenced the growing pile of snacks in her arms.

He cocked his head looking at it then smiled back at her, “Whatever he doesn’t want, we’ll split between us.”

She laughed lightly, “Deal.”

Another hour passed in the car and they were back at Ricks’ fishing shed. In the daylight, Y/N could really see just how dilapidated the building was - dented, marked up and covered in a weird moss or algae growing from the lake brine, the few windows in desperate need of a clean, and worst of all the smell was a lot more pungent under the sun.

“Jesus!” Eddie exclaimed, panicked as they too loudly kicked open the heavy metal door, bags in hand, five of them huddled together in the doorway.

Dustin grinned cheekily, “Delivery service!”

Eddie sighed, looking at them all in exasperation, seeing them all grinning back at him, Y/N feeling Steve lift up an arm to give him a little wave. Carrying over the bags, Eddie immediately took them from Y/N with a small thanks before digging through them like a racoon in the night, smiling to himself somewhat at the plethora of things she had obviously picked out. He collapsed into a half-exposed boat and pulled a box of honeycomb cereal to his chest, diving in with handfuls, interspersed with chocolate milk. The rest of the group had dispersed themselves around the room, finding their own places to perch or lean on, but Y/N moved to sit next to him, giving him a small smile before he shifted up to give her enough space. Despite this, she elected to sit as close to him as possible, craving his presence and leaning her head on his tense shoulder as he continued to eat.

“So, we got, uh, some good news and some bad news.” Dustin broke the silence, “How do you prefer it?”

Eddie didn’t stop eating to respond, “Bad news first, always.”

“All right. Bad news.” The teen searched for the correct phrasing for a second before breaking the news to Eddie, “We tapped into the Hawkins PD dispatch with our Cerebro, and they're definitely looking for you. Also, they're, uh, pretty convinced you killed Chrissy.”

“Like, 100% kind of convinced.” Max added, looking from Eddie to Y/N, urging her to speak.

Eddie looked down at Y/N, eyes wide and accusatory, where she rested her head on him and she pulled herself up to sit straighter, “Yeah…They came for me this morning, tried to get me to rat you out and throw you under the bus- I just mixed my metaphors, anyway-” Y/N rambled, fidgeting with her hands in her lap, and flicking her eyes between all of them between looking down at her shoes, “-Obviously I didn’t say a thing…Actually no, that’s not true, I basically told them to do their jobs better, probably really reckless of me but maybe now they’ll actually do a full autopsy and realise there’s no way you could have done it-”

“You lied to the police? For me?” Eddie cut her off, cutting off her ramble with a long blink to process it all in complete disbelief, which turned quickly to awe as she gazed up at him – not needing to say a word to let him know it was the truth. “And the good news?”

Y/N gave him a weak smile, “Your name hasn't gone public yet.”

“But if we found out about you, it's a matter of time before others do.” Robin, then added gravely, “And once that gets out, everyone and their shallow-minded mother is gonna be gunning for you.”

Y/N could see him deflate slightly as he took in her words, “Hunt the freak, right?”

Robin could only confirm, and Eddie cursed to himself before Dustin tried his hand at reassurance, “So, before that happens, find Vecna, kill him,1 and prove your innocence.”

“That’s all, Dustin?” The dry sarcasm dripped off Eddie’s tongue, exhausted just at the sound of the ‘plan’, “That's all?”

Dustin just grinned sarcastically back at him, “Yeah, no, that's pretty much it.”

Before Eddie could bite back another retort, Robin jumped in, “Listen, Eddie, I know everything Dustin is saying sounds totally delusional, but we've actually been through this before.” The pair in the boat gave her a look of confused disbelief, so she continued, “I mean, they have a… a few times, and… and I have once. Mine was more human-flesh-based, theirs was more smoke-related, but bottom line is, collectively, I really feel we got this.”

At this point, Steve, who had been listening in decided to pipe up with further explanation, as though it was the most normal thing to discuss, “Yeah, see, usually we rely on this girl who has superpowers. But, uh, those went bye-bye, so…”

Robin volleyed, “So we're technically in more of the-”

“Kinda…” Steve searched for the right words when Max found them for him.

“Brainstorming phase.”

Steve clicked a point at her, “Brainstorming.”

“There…” Dustin splutters as he tries again to give Eddie peace of mind, “There's nothing to worry about.”

Steve scoffs lightly in agreement, and gives Eddie a calm and confident smile, but it quickly fell as the wail of sirens sounded. Steve cursed, “Shit.” As the sirens grew louder and closer, Robin urged to cover the boat with Eddie and Y/N were sat in with tarp for them to hide, and Eddie immediately complied by grabbing the bright blue tarp with one hand and pulling Y/N closer with the other as he covered them.

Y/N then found herself pinned to Eddie’s chest, laying uncomfortably on the bottom of the boat, the cereal he’d dropped surrounding them as it spilled from the box. Face to face, mere centimetres apart, they got to finally look at each other properly for the first time in days. Eddie was paler than usual, eyes tired and lips reds, presumably from nervous biting, hair a tangled mess a top his head. She was sure he could see that she wasn’t doing much better, if the bags forming under her eyes from restless nights weren’t evidence enough, the way she clung to him in fear like she had before would be solid reminder. The tight grip around her waist loosened slightly as the sound of sirens died down but still the tarp remained until Steve called the all-clear.

Lacing their fingers together, Y/N pulled Eddie back up to sitting with her, pushing the tarp of with her other hand. Steve was pacing, hair dishevelled from running his hands through it but it still managed to look perfect somehow, which annoyed Y/N greatly. After a few more seconds of pacing as the sirens fully died off, Steve stopped and pulled his car keys back out of his pocket.

“I think we should follow them.” He finally spoke, “Just to make sure they’re definitely not on Eddie’s trail.”

Robin shrugged and started collecting her things, followed quickly my Max and Dustin, who added, “We should probably also loop Nancy and Lucas in on what’s happening, if it is the Upside Down again, we’re gonna need all the help we can get- Y/N? You, okay?”

Y/N hadn’t moved an inch as the other made their moves to leave, “I think I should stay here with Eddie.”

“Absolutely not. Nope. Not happening.” Eddie protested, squeezing her laced hand as he turned to her. “You can’t stay here, your mom-”

“My mum told me to come look for you.” His eyes widened and mouth gaped as she stopped his rant with a hand to his chest. “She believes in you, and more importantly she believes in me. She told me to bring you home. If I don’t come back she’ll assume I’m still looking, at least for a little longer, before she starts to panic. Besides, weren’t you the one begging me to stay here with you just last night?”

Eddie lets out a sigh that turns into a frustrated groan, “Harrington, just- just go, do what you need to do.”

The man didn’t need to be told twice, shepherding Dustin, Max, and Robin back out to his car. As he reached the door he paused and turned back to the pair in the boat, locking eyes with Y/N, “Stay safe.”

The door slammed shut, leaving Eddie and Y/N alone. Silence, tension palpable in the air the longer they sat, fidgeting, hip to hip. Eventually, Eddie broke the uneasy quiet, with a hushed whisper of, “Are you still mad at me?”

Y/N sighed, “Yes.” But then squeezed his hand, “And, no.” Eddie closed his eyes in slight relief, “I’m a little confused about how I’m feeling right now.”

“Do…do you wanna talk about it?” The question posed, though heavy, was asked so awkwardly but with such sincerity that Y/N’s heart skipped a beat. She knew that he was always ready to lend her his ears if ever she needed it, he had told her as much on Friday before all the chaos started but she didn’t quite believe him, part of her thinking he just said it out of courtesy, until now. “We’ve nothing else to do whilst we wait to be hunted down by townies.”

Unable to speak as her mind raced, trying figure out how best to phrase everything she needed to say, debating how much to say and devising ways to get around the whole thing, she just nodded. He unlaced their hand momentarily as he made himself a little more comfortable in the boat, straddling the bench to face her, before reaching for her hand again. Taking a few shaky breaths, she folded one leg under herself to face him and let her hands fall into his. His thumbs rubbed circles into the backs of her hands to soothe her as she collected her thoughts, opening her mouth to speak before thinking better of it and closing it again a few times over.

“Eddie…” Y/N sighed his name softly, “Look...on Friday night, before all this happened, I had this plan, I guess, to tell you everything that was going on with me – secrets from my past, plans for the future and where you fit in to it, and I had a surprise for you that I was – am! – still really excited about but it all feels…not meaningless, just…not as important anymore, not when your livelihood is at stake.” He didn’t interrupt. Though he was fidgeting, it was the quietest she’d ever seen him. Eddie was trying desperately to pay attention and hang on to every word she was saying. “All cards on the table - when you ran, it all just fell apart and I’ve been spiralling ever since. Furious that you ran. Confused about what I did wrong. Hopeless in the thought I wouldn’t find you. Mind-numbing fear that what killed Chrissy was coming back. But mostly, I’ve just been sick to my stomach thinking that you weren’t okay, that I’d find you dead, mutilated like Chrissy and I- What happened?”

Eddie licked his lips, blinking few times as he thought back to Friday night, “Y/N, no amount of explanation is going to justify me just leaving you there, believe me I know that, but please believe me when I say you did nothing wrong, I fucked up. Big time. And I’m so, so unimaginably sorry,” His big brown eyes pleaded with her to understand that he was truly remorseful, as he gripped her hands tighter, “I wanted to stay, every bone in my body willed me to stay there with you and as soon as I left, I wanted to come back, but my stupid fucking brain was screaming at me to just get the fuck outta there at all costs. Survival instincts I guess, to flee. Run away.”

Y/N looked away, squeezing her eyes shut to hold back indignant tears, taking a few breaths. Still, her hands never let his go, clinging on to him for dear life. She urged away the thoughts to snap at him again for she knew it would be of no help, no matter how badly she wanted to. Being mad at him caused an ache in her chest that made her nauseous, but full forgiveness wasn’t quite on the table yet but wasn’t far off. Her concern for him far outweighed the spite brewing in her anyway.

After a small sniffle, she finally looked back at him. Eddie was tense, chewing on his lip as his eyes racked over her again and again for any sign of her pushing him away, but found none. “I can’t stop thinking about why ‘Vecna’-” She scoffed sightly at the name Dustin had given the killer as she said it, thinking back to his notebook where she had caught the word ‘Demogorgon’ and realising that it was probably how they referred to the monsters they had previously fought and not notes from a D&D campaign like she’d initially thought, “-came for Chrissy in the first place.”

“I’ve got no idea…” He looked haunted by the memory for a second before he spoke again, “Well, she was your best friend, apart from me - though I’m not sure I deserve the title anymore,” Eddie looked down at their entwined hands in shame, before meeting her eyes again, “did you notice anything weird going on before Friday? You know, like signs that we missed?”

The nightmares and late-night phone calls came to mind. “I mean, she was having horrific nightmares, had to call me to calm her down on Thursday night. She said that they felt too real. Like they were actually happening to her. It was driving her crazy. I thought it was down to stress, she doesn’t- didn’t have the happiest home life…her mum’s a colossal bitch, trying to keep her ‘perfect’”.

“Her life seemed pretty damn perfect from the outside. And she was actually nice, unlike the preppie dickheads in that school. Where do the nightmares fit into that picture?” Eddie questioned, perplexed. He hated most of the preppies because they despised him, but Chrissy never had a bad word to say about him, so he grew fond over the limited time they spent together. But he never truly considered to be a friend, until she died, and he realised just how much he liked having her around - the girly bubble-gum blur that she was. Regret had consumed his every waking moment, for many reasons since that night, but not talking to her more niggled at the back of his mind like an itch he would never be able to scratch.

Y/N sighed before gently explaining Chrissy’s issues with food and her mother’s pressure to look and act perfect, the rage and regret bubbling up inside her again. “I should have recognised it sooner. She was always skittish whenever we ate together, and her mum always gave me the stink eye whenever we were at her house, bringing home snacks for movie nights. I assumed she just didn’t like me and didn’t pay any mind to it. But obviously there were some other reasons she didn’t want me and my cookies around.”

Eddie was simmering with the same rage that Y/N was, “And I’ll bet anything that she’s going to act like they were as thick as thieves to the press, knowing that she made her own daughter sick.”

“Chris deserved better,” Y/N muttered to herself, “Eds, I’m such a bad friend, I should’ve-”

“Sweetheart, you did everything you could.” Eddie cut her off, the familiar nickname spawning a flurry of butterflies in her stomach despite the gnawing guilt in her mind, “The fact that she even told you any of that, trusted you enough to call you in the middle of the fucking night, says how much of an effect you had on her.”

She couldn’t look at him, anxiety still crawling all over her, “…I think, apart from the guidance counsellor, I was the only one she told about any of it.” He hummed in acknowledgement.

“And,” His voice dropped, slightly hushed, testing the waters, “speaking from experience, you are not a bad friend.” Making a bold move in their reconciliation, he reached out and tilted her head up with two fingers under her chin to make her meet his gaze. She didn’t push him away, but leaned into his hold on her instinctually, “Alright, enough of the heavy for now. I need a smoke, you want one?”

An olive branch, a gesture of normalcy. She nodded as much as she could with his grip still on her jaw. Lightly dragging his thumb down her neck slightly and watching as her eyes fluttered closed for a split second, an easy smile graced his lips as he reached for the pack of cigarettes in his pocket. He lit up his own before placing a second between her slightly parted lips and lighting it, receiving a face full of smoke as a thank you. “D’ya wanna know why I came up here? Rick’s 'outta town' for a while, told me I could use the house whenever I wanted, ‘needed an escape’ or some shit like that.” Eddie scoffed at his friends’ words, making wild gestures with his hands as he spoke. It felt almost…normal, to sit and talk and smoke. Easy. Familiar. Comfortable. As though they weren’t in hiding, “I was actually planning on kidnapping you for a few days, bring you up here…just us, to hang in peace, uninterrupted…” he let the implication hang in the air - Y/N getting more and more flustered by the second as ideas flooded her mind as the memory of their previous private unfinished moments ghosted over her - before he continued “well, it doesn’t really matter anymore, anyway my point is, when I ran, it was still in my head – the idea of us here - and I guess my body kinda drove me here on autopilot.”

“You know that doesn’t absolve you, right?” Y/N said, half teasing but the underlying seriousness didn’t go unnoticed.

Eddie snickered, “Yeah, I know.” He flicked off the ash of his cigarette onto the floor beside the boat before taking a long drag and blowing it into the air. The sight of his exposed neck on display made her cheeks heat unexpectedly, not quite believe how attractive she found the simple action. Leaning into her personal space he murmured, “M’gonna do everything I can to earn your forgiveness, sweetheart, just tell me what you want.”

You.

Just you.

“Just don’t run from me again, you sure do know how to bruise a girl’s ego.” She whispered back, slightly breathless from the proximity.

The smirk he was holding back was thinly covered by the furrowed brows of a serious façade as he nodded, “You got it, no running. As for your ego…well, being stuck in this shithole whilst on the run from the police is a hell of a lot better with your sweet company.”

“Why thank you darling, that’s what I’m here for.” Letting out a sharp laugh, she lightly pushed him away, prodding her cheek with her tongue in exasperation.

Eddie laughed a little too loudly before remembering where they were and looked back at Y/N sheepishly, “You know what I meant, you just…things are easier when you’re around, is all.”

She did know exactly what he had meant. Since that first day, when he had made her feel so welcome, when they had instantly clicked, the air had felt lighter whenever he was around. Every menial, monotonous task became a game with Eddie there that ended in fits of laughter. Every study session felt less like reading a drill manual when he read the textbooks aloud like he was presenting a campaign. Seemingly simple movie nights in held some of her favourite memories, his head thrown back in carefree laughter, the sound reverberating in her ears like a symphony for her soul. Whenever he was around, the stress and anxiety simply washed away in calming, happy waves with every condescending smirk; every mischievous glint in his eye; every squeeze of his hand on her thigh; every soft breath that fanned over her lips when he crowded her space.

Her gaze softened as she gently brushed his cheek with one hand, cigarette held limply between her fingers, as the other reached for his hand to lace their fingers again, “Yeah, I know what you meant.” As he leaned in slightly, eyes scanning her face, Y/N pulled away slightly, “Eddie…I want to, I do,”

“Good, ‘cause I do too,” Eddie muttered, free hand sliding up onto her waist, before he sighed and dropped his forehead against hers, “But not right now, right?”

Y/N silently nodded against him, fingers still laced as the other hand on his face slid down to hold the nape of his neck beneath the tangled mess of curls, “Somehow it feels inappropriate, couldn’t possibly guess why…” voice low, resisting the urge to groan as he let his hand rub along her side.

“Yeah, it’s not like I’m a fugitive or anything, that’d ruin the mood,” He snickered, wrapping his arm around her back, and sliding closer to her on the bench, “One day, one glorious day, there won’t be any stupid fucking thing in the way.”

“No interdimensional monsters framing you for murder, no running from the police…” He hummed in approval, nose bumping against hers, “just me, telling you how much of a dumbass you are for waiting so long.”

“Well excuse me for trying to be a gentleman,” The statement completely undermined by the sharp squeeze to her hip, pulling a choked gasp from Y/N.

He smirked as Y/N tangled her hand in the curls at the nape of his neck, “Yeah, cause you giving me the ‘fuck me’ eyes ten times a day and almost defiling the Hellfire room on Friday, was completely gentlemanly, I feel sufficiently courted.”

“If I recall correctly, sweetheart,” condescension oozing with every word, staring her down, “you have been just as eager, dare I say needy, for me as I’ve been for you,” Y/N gulped at the phrasing, hating the immediate effect it had on her, “Don’t think I haven’t noticed you checking me out every chance you get and giving me the ‘fuck me’ eyes, as you so succinctly called it, whenever I’m DMing or playing guitar or driving - so cut the bullshit, princess.”

Make me. The phrase itched on her tongue.

Fuck, I want him.

Slut.

Your best friend dies, and Eddie is on the run and you’re horny?

You completely insensitive bitch.

You should be ashamed of yourself.

Suddenly everything became too much - his hands on her, the proximity, her spiralling thoughts – and she couldn’t breathe. “I uh- I’m sorry, I just…” Y/N completely pulled away, standing up and walking away to lean on a nearby work bench, trying to calm her ragged breathing. Her hands shook slightly against the hard wood of the table, eyes clenched shut as she attempted to focus on her breathing, counting to ten over and over again inaudibly.

“Y/N? What- are you okay? Sweetheart?” the metalhead scrambled up and out of the little boat, rushing over to where she was stood, trembling. “Oh god, was it me? I went too far I’m sorry.”

“Eddie…” Y/N’s voice, soft and weak made him pause, calling out for him as the panic consumed her, “Can’t- I can’t breathe.”

He buffered, arms frozen mid-air, half reaching for her and half wanting to give her space, “Uh…try, try taking some deep breaths. I’ll do it with you. In and out, in and out.” She tried to follow his lead but the voices in her head were getting louder and louder. Overpowering her. Collapsing under the pressure, Eddie immediately crouched down beside where she was curled into a ball on the grimy floor. “Jesus, fuck, Y/N talk to me, what’s going on?” The boy’s voice shook as he cradled her to his chest, her hands balling up his shirt in her fists, holding on for dear life.

Disgusting little slut, you deserve to feel like this.

Did you really think that this would be okay?

You’re pathetic.

He’s just playing you, feels bad for you.

Chrissy is better off dead than being your friend.

“Shut up, shut up! It’s not true…It’s not true, get out of my head.” Y/N held her hands to her head, as if to squeeze the horrific thoughts free from her mind, sobbing whilst being rocked back and forth by Eddie as his strong arms circled her protectively.

His head dropped down, to rest his cheek atop her head, “C’mon darlin’, breathe with me, don’t listen to it.” Though his voice was shaking with intense concern, Eddie tried his best to calm her down. After another fifteen minutes, Y/N breathing finally started to regulate and she was able to lift her head to lock eyes with him, following his breathing. Once she was stable, he asked softly, still holding her tightly, “There you are, where’d you go, huh?”

“Panic attack…that one was a bitch,” she sniffled through a small laugh, “My head can be pretty damn cruel sometimes.”

“What was it saying?” The question hung in the air for a couple of seconds, “Sweetheart, I can’t help you if you don’t talk to me.”

Playing with the fabric of his Hellfire shirt to distract herself, she took another breath to soothe herself before talking again. Though she had planned on telling him everything on Friday and had already done the mental gymnastics of how to say it all, actually having to say it all out loud made her stomach twist horribly.

He already has too much to deal with, he doesn’t need my baggage on top.

Before she could get another thought run wild, his hand on her face brushing away a few stray tears brought her back to reality.

“Okay, so…”

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#eddie munson #eddie x reader #eddie munson x reader #eddie munson x female reader #eddie munson x you #eddie munson fic #eddie munson fluff #eddie munson angst #eddie munson smut #stranger things vol 2 #reader insert #freak like me #leaf writes

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nicistrying · 9 months

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Monday 24th July

Saw Barbie with my sister in law yesterday! We loved it. I was kinda devastated we couldn't get photos in the box bc the queue was so big but I guess I'll just have to go and see it again 🤷🏼‍♀️ so that was a nice little break for both of us bc we are both stressed af.

I'm working night shift tonight so got up at 5 and stretched, fed Mags, had breakfast and worked out. I did full body as I didn't want to just do legs and fuck myself up for the rest of the week at work but I also didn't want to do arms & back and look weak in front of the contractors tonight bc you know they're all gonna be men 😂 I need to look somewhat capable bc being 4ft10 and looking about 16 makes me look like I should not be supervising. So just did a bit of all sorts to tire myself out. It felt so good!

Although yeah I did a few weighted bits that felt a little off and then remembered the 'stay out of the gym' section of the IUD info leaflet. Woops 😬 no pain or major discomfort though so I think it's okay. Isn't it insane what the human body bounces back from? Like 5 days ago I was laid up on the couch almost crying in pain and super tender and crampy and faint. Went back to work the next day and now am so back to normal that I did a full workout completely forgetting it was even there. Well done, body 💪

(On that note, flex for @thisgingersnapped50 as I'm finally feeling strong again!)

Sent off another job application for a food poverty charity which I would loove to get if they'll have me. Fingers crossed 🤞 Maggie helped me apply 🥺

And then back to bed for a nap. Just got up and had some pasta, now off to work 7pm-7am 🤢🤢 It's gonna be fine. It means I don't have to work Tuesday which is our busiest and most stressful day, and instead I can just crack on with whatever needs doing by myself tonight while the engineers are working. Wouldn't mind an early finish though 😬

#fitblr #health blog #fitness blog #personal #health #fitness #workout #monday #full body #flex #tag #maggie

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sunberry-strawflower · 9 months

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#curtissonweek2023

I have no excuse for being hella late. I was just procrastinating throughout the whole day😭😭I finished it thoo

This work is, like the last three, an entry for @blue-fanlady's curtisson week!

This one is just little over 1k words domestic curtisson where they literally share a house and everything and yet they're not married?? 🤨🤨 yea I'm gonna have to call bullshit (but yea I didn't make them married in this story sorry)

ALSO I'm just as tired as them in this story rn and I'm not gonna lie I wrote parts of this fanfic half asleep so‼️‼️whoops ‼️‼️I'll proofread once I wake up cause a little after I post this I'm going to bed (at...7am HEDJHFJR)

Word count: 1.2k

Curtisson Week Day 4: Sleeping

Burt was sitting on the couch in the living room of he and Sven's shared house with a book in hand. He had it open, but wasn't really paying too much attention to the story. It was mostly just to pass the time as he waited for Sven to come home from work. He looked back at his watch. 9:43pm. That's around the time Sven got off, so he should be home soon.

Burt was lucky enough to be sent off of work early. Though he was kind of upset at the same time because usually he and Sven got out of work around the same time (Sven getting out about 30 minutes after him), so he never had to wait too long for him. This time, though, he was sent off three hours earlier than he usually was. He wasn't sure why, but he didn't question it. Time off work is time off work.

Though…maybe he should've offered to work the three hours anyway. Just so he'd have something to do.

Sven and Burt had moved in together fairly recently, so while all the necessary stuff were set, such as cooking supplies, a bed, a couch, dressers, etc, etc., they were still lacking some things that they were planning on getting once they had the time.

For now, though, most things involving entertainment weren't present. Aside from like, his phone and a few books. Which he was usually alright with. He was content just sitting there, drinking his morning coffee on their porch. "Like an old man." Sven would say. But it wasn't morning, nor was it really the time for you to be chilling out on your porch. Way too cold at night.

He was feeling a little tired, but he didn't want to sleep without his boyfriend in his arms, and chances are Sven felt the same way. Though, maybe doing a relaxing activity such as reading wasn't helping his case much. But eh, nothing much else to do that'll keep him distracted.

He decided that he might as well take a shower while he waited, so he set the hardcover down on the coffee table and went into their bedroom to pick out pyjamas. A loose orange shirt and pants fit nicely. He added some matching socks there too, for extra comfort.

Once he got in and out of the shower, he put his comfy pyjamas on, and went back into the living room. He sat back on the couch and tried to read the book again. It wasn't a bad story by any means, just not what he was in the mood for. Which he finally realized and decided to just scroll through his phone instead.

A few minutes later, he heard the front doorknob rattling and assumed that it was Sven. He turned off his phone, putting it on the coffee table in front of him, and looked towards the front door expectantly. He let a gentle smile appear on his face when he saw Sven walk in, closing the door behind him. “Oh, welcome back,” he said. “How was work?”

Sven moved to sit next to Burt on the couch. “It was fine,” he sighed. “How was yours?”

“The usual,” Burt replied. "Are you up for dinner?" He asked, tilting his head over at Sven.

Sven shook his head. "Too tired…can we just go straight to bed?"

Burt smiled softly at that and nodded. "Of course." He then stood up, expecting the other to follow him to their bedroom, which he did. They walked in and Burt turned on the lights so they could see better.

Sven flopped down face first on the bed, groaning as he hit the sheets, letting said sheets suppress his voice a little.

"Hey, hey, you have to at least take a shower first," Burt chuckled, gently lifting Sven up from the bed. The other grunted once more, but reluctantly agreed. He'd feel a lot more comfortable after a shower anyway. "I already took mine, so I'll just wait for you, yeah?"

Sven nodded, and waited for Burt to leave the room so he could have some privacy.

Burt patiently waited outside of their bedroom door, letting Sven finish doing his thing.

About 10 minutes later, he heard the clear. "Okay, you can come in now."

Burt opened the door and stepped back in, greeted with Sven looking much more comfortable. And adorable. "There you go. Let's get to bed, then." Ah, yes. The moment they've both been waiting for.

Burt turned out the lights and took Sven with him on the bed. He took his headphones and top hat off, putting them on top of the nightstand. Sven had taken off his own hat right after getting out of the shower so he didn't worry about it. They were both under the covers, lying next to each other. They were pretty close together already, but apparently that wasn't enough for Sven and he slid closer to Burt, before mildly gripping onto his shirt.

"Someone's clingy." He teased, leaving the other flustered. Burt couldn't help but snicker at this. His boyfriend had always been easy to tease. He never overdid it, though. Just whenever he really wanted to see his reaction. And Sven delivered every time.

Sven looked up at him, his cheeks pink from the proximity and the teasing. He stopped gripping on his shirt for a minute, instead just laying his palms on top of his chest. He kept letting his gaze wander to Burt's lips, and couldn't resist kissing him right then and there.

Burt was taken aback by the sudden kiss, but he wasn't complaining. Not at all. He closed his eyes and kissed back, letting his hand slide up into Sven's hair, twirling it around his fingers.

Sven found Burt playing in his hair to be very relaxing, and kept the kiss going for a little longer. He loved nights like these, where he could just lay down, cuddling and kissing his boyfriend after a long day of work. Without a care in the world. It felt amazing.

Unfortunately, the kiss had to come to an end eventually. Especially whenever a thing called oxygen existed. They both pulled away, letting out a soft breath as they did so.

Burt had stopped running his fingers through Sven's hair, now just resting his hand on his head. Sven buried his face into Burt's neck. "Can you…keep doing that?" He whispered into the crook of his neck.

Burt raised an eyebrow. "Doing what?" He asked.

"Combing your fingers in my hair…" he replied. "It feels nice."

Now it was Burt's turn to get flustered. Thank God Sven couldn't see the pink in his face, but perhaps he could tell anyway and he was just too sleepy to care or say anything.

"Okay…" he obliged and started to run his fingers through the others' hair again. His hair was always soft and well-kempt, making it nice to play with.

Sven relaxed even more than he already was, which was good for both him and Burt. It was nice seeing him not so tense.

Sven then placed a soft kiss on Burt's neck. Then another, and another. At first Burt tensed up from how sudden it was, but he slowly relaxed himself. Sven planted one more soft kiss onto his neck before nuzzling into it.

They both felt themselves begin to drift off. Neither of them tried to fight it. They let themselves fall into a deep sleep.

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So sleepy 💤💤 sleepy bfs :]

#I honestly spent more time thinking abt this fic than writing it #they live in my head send help #I love them #while I was procrastinating I was listening to pjsk right #catching up on the events and stuff #and WHO WAS GOING TO TELL ME TAIGA MADE A SONG CALLED THIS IS WHERE YOU ARE CAUCASIAN #FOR THE VBS EVENT #I'M SCREAMINFNDJHD #no wonder toya's dad didn't want him to do street music #I'm getting off topic #thsc #the henry stickmin collection #sven svensson #burt curtis #curtisson #henry stickmin collection #curtissonweek2023 #cross posted on ao3

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becomingkatie · 9 months

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I do not recommend redeye flights in general, but I also do not recommend working the next day.

It could be worse - we got in at 7am yesterday. At least I'm not trying to work on the same day. Maybe this doesn't actually count as trying to work "the next day" after a redeye flight? Like maybe that would have been yesterday? But anyway, we are tired today!

Arrived at 7am after a long drive and two long flights. Ken's bag wasn't there, so we talked to the people and discovered it never made it onto the second flight. Got home, showered, and fell into bed for a few hours. Then I built my raised garden bed because if I didn't do something I was at risk of sleeping all day and just further messing up my internal clock. Ate some food, then spent an hour and a half on facetime with Ken's sister and her husband showing them our 300+ vacation photos lol. But we had fun telling the stories and they had fun listening to the stories and it was a great time. The nephews were with the grandparents for the night and when we finished sharing Becky looked at the clock and was like "oh no, we were supposed to call and say goodnight an hour ago!"

During vacation I read the second Crescent City book (y'all... no. I flippin loved ACOTAR but I can't stand CC and I am so mad about the ending and dread reading any more SJM now) and Tomorrow and Tomorrow and Tomorrow (which was FANTASTIC).

Also I'm itchy. So itchy. My skin did not love the sun and salt and being slathered in sunscreen and then scrubbed clean of sunscreen after each day of sun and salt, and it is rebelling. Also, we did a long walk after snorkling one day and I got major thigh chafing because I had on a dress-style cover-up and not pants or shorts, and now almost a week later my thighs are still not healed.

Had 108 emails when I logged in today (I have not put work email on my phone since changing jobs a few months ago and do not plan to) and it seemed like a lot but it only took ~45 minutes to go through them all.

Trying to power up my brain to start some actual work but oh man it's hard.

Also. I found a car on carmax before vacation since both Ken and I have hated my car forever (nothing is wrong with it - we just don't like the way it feels to drive) and I requested it be shipped here, but the timing worked out so that we have to go in for a test drive today lolol. I'm like "wooo, so tired from vacation travel and now we get to work AND test drive and maybe buy a car today!"

#personal #life update #vacation 2023

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fitgothgirl · 2 months

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I keep not updating because it's just felt like more and more of a weight the longer I go since the stuff I'd update about just keeps accumulating/progressing. But I'm just going to triage some things since updating on everything has apparently become a barrier lol.

Dealing with my four infections (quadfection?) is wrapping up soon; I've been on a total of five antibiotics for over three weeks straight, but I'm down to my last one and it finishes on Saturday. Been worried about how fucked my system is after all these since I've never been on antibiotics for this long, let alone five different ones (or even more than ONE), but I'm trying really hard to help out my gut microbiome. It's expensive but I've been having a kombucha basically everyday, and I've gotten some prebiotic sodas as well. Also I usually have a Greek yogurt everyday, and just am generally trying to eat well with lots of fiber and water.

Weight loss/fitness gains have been on pause during this, or technically even longer since the 10 days prior to all this was when I was in Costa Rica. Rest is good for all the fighting/healing my body has been doing with the quadfection though. When I got back I did lift a few times since I wanted to get back at it after the vacation and it was before the infections/antibiotics were getting piled on, but then I had a 2-week break from lifting until the day before yesterday. In between though I DID do a Zumba class, which was hard and I'm sure I looked like a fool but it was fun haha (gotta start somewhere!). The class was later in the evening so even though Zumba is popular, there were maybe only 10 people in that class, if that, so that was nice. I always need more cardio and just generally want to incorporate more complex/dynamic movement in my workouts because solely lifting can be kinda like tunnel vision for your muscles. I want more "real" movement, stuff you actually do in life, stuff that uses multiple body areas, etc.

Anyway, not feeling down on myself about the break or anything, my body needs it and it's been good to reassess things now that I've been a Gym Person for over 6 months. A little shake up might be good as I get back into things soon here. Even with the break, I've been trying to at least get in walks; I haven't been successful with my step goal most days and walking is just so good for everything... We're at the time of year where the season changes from day-to-day lol so when it's been nicer out I've been trying to jump on those days (rain is back now through the weekend though).

One thing I didn't even plan to work on but have just naturally fallen into since coming home is my sleep hygiene. Since Costa Rica is 2 hours ahead of my time zone, not only did I lose a couple hours of sleep, but everyday we were up somewhat early on top of that. And so when we got home, I woke up earlier than usual before work (i.e. not one minute before I'm supposed to log on lol), and I've just been keeping it going since then. I don't start work until 8:30am and I've now been waking up anywhere from 7am-8am. This is crazy for me since I've never been even close to a morning person, but the vacation gave me a bit of a leg up and I've just been riding the wave. I'm really enjoying the calm start before work, and going out and getting some morning sunlight in my backyard at least for a few minutes (Andrew Huberman fan here lol). I've even done some little dynamic warm-ups while getting that morning sun, like knee raises, jumping jacks, arm circles, etc. And all this sleep hygiene stuff means I've been going to bed earlier too.

Yesterday was really nice so I got out for a walk. The last year or so, I haven't been taking pictures as much on walks/hikes, mainly due to just trying to be in the moment. But I don't want to never take pictures again lol so yesterday I made a point to take a few. It's the wonderful time of year where everything is green and it makes me feel like we're in Scotland or something haha; albeit a nice summer day if it were Scotland. It's normal for Californian hills/fields to be "golden" for like 9 months of the year and it's even a symbol of the state, but I just love the green. 🥲 But yeah I specifically thought "I'm going to take pics to share with my fellow tumblerinas" so I was thinking of you guys when I took these. 😆😋

Bottom left is a plane-shaped kite and his idol, a real plane 🥺 lol

#mine #spring green

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alba8688 · 2 months

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Love hurts

Word count :3524

This morning I woke earlier than usual leaving Eddie asleep in the bed. I left him a note saying I had some stuff to do before heading to work .

But in reality I wasn’t going to do anything work related .i was actually headed to the only bakery here in Hawkins. Hopefully they will be able to make me a cake for Eddie for tonight .I was also hoping I wasn’t too late to order him a cake .

I open the door to the bakery and I walk in crossing my fingers praying that they would be able to make it .for today.

"Good morning ." A cheerful old lady greets me

I was barely functioning right now and the lady was so cheerful so early in the morning it was 6am .

"Good Morning I needed a cake for tonight ,I needed this design." I show the picture of the kind of cake I want ,I had taken a picture of Eddie's hellfire shirt before coming over today .

I was really hoping he would like it,and not throw it in my face ,but Eddie wouldn't do that. He might look mean but he is nothing but a big teddy bear .

Plus I Wasn't gonna do anything big, just something small for him and me in my apartment .

I talk to Dustin Yesterday night before going to bed about Eddie's birthday ,Eddie was showering so I had the chance to talk to Dustin for him to give me some ideas .But instead of getting any ideas I found out Eddie doesn't like celebrating his birthday .Dustin told me Eddie doesn't like to celebrate his birthday and know-one is allowed to give him a gift because he feels that his birth shouldn't be celebrated because of him being born his mother died and his father blame it on him all his life until his father was sent to jail for some drug related things and that's how he ended with Wayne.

Dustin also told me that Eddie told him all of this one night he got really drunk during the summer when he had first met Dustin.So Dustin trusted on me by telling me all of this and I wasn’t planning to tell Eddie but I also wanted to make him a small dinner just at home him and me nothing big I mean that wasn’t nothing bad was it ?

The nice old lady at the bakery said she was able to do the cake today mostly because she had finished all the orders for the day and it would be ready after I got out of work .And for that I was grateful I even told her I pay her extra for doing the cake for today .She said no but I was still paying her a little bit more .

So After the bakery I headed to the guitar store that was nearby the bakery shop . They open at 7am and I decided to wait in my car till they open .

"Ding "I heard my phone ring and like I had the phone in my hand already I saw that it was Eddie .

Shit why is he awake so early ??

I open the message to write back but I was nervous so damn nervous .

E:"Sweetheart where are you ?"

What the fuck do I respond ?

D:"I had to run some errands baby see you at school okay love you ."

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E:"I miss You ,you weren't in bed when I woke up 🥲now I'm sad😔"

D:"Ed's I gave you a kiss before I left ,but you were asleep and snoring loudly jejeje ."

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E:"I DON'T SNORE!!!! 😮"

D:"I should récord you one of these days, baby ."

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E:"You fart when you’re asleep and I don't say anything 🤨😷"

D:" what ?!?! Liar !!! ."

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E:"But I still love you princess stinky 😷."

D:"Goodbye Edward 😡 and I don’t fart "

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E:"ok Danielle !!!"

D:"I'm sweetheart to you, not DANIELLE !!!"

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E:"Well I'm Ed's or baby to you !!! "

D:"ahhhh I hate you !!"

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E:"no ,you don't hahaha,you can't live without me and you know it ."

D:"Fuck you."

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E:"I did last night 😉 "

Cocky bastard I'm not answering him back. He thinks I can't be without him. Well that's true I don't know what I'll do without him but I'm not telling him that because he is gonna get all cocky about it and it's gonna get all over his head .

So I will not be answering his texts anymore even when they kept coming I ignore him and just waited for the guitar store to open .Even when he started calling me I ignore it and put my phone on silence .

As soon as they opened I went in and bought some guitar picks of different colors for Eddie .Then I headed to a different store to get him one of his birthday presents and I was hoping he would like it as much as I did .

I hurried back to school before my first period started so I could leave Eddie's gift on his desk without him knowing I put it there .

When I arrived i try my best not to stop and chit chat to any of my students who would usually stop me to say hi to me on the halls I wasn’t trying to be rude ,But I needed to be the first one in class before Eddie .So first I headed to the office to clock in and like always Mrs.Lopez the secretary in the front office always compliments my outfits she is a nice old lady,I think she is the only one that I talk to here in school I don't really talk to anyone else but her.

After clocking in I got out of the office and The halls were already full of Students and on the far end I spotted Eddie in his locker talking to Gareth. I try to blend in with the rest of the students so he wouldn't see me .

But trying to walk with these heels was hard ,I can already hear Eddie "babe why do you wear those shoes !!!" "Wear something more comfortable." "You know you're clumsy as it is."

"Good-morning Miss.Henderson." Someone behind me says I turn around to see Jason with the biggest smile from ear to ear .

Jesus Christ what does he want?

Act polite Danielle just act polite .

I put a fake smile on my face and did my best polite voice .

"Good-morning Jasón ." I say politely

"Hi." Was all he says and turns around and walks away

What a Weird boy.

I continued on my way to my classroom and the closer I got the faster I walked passing everyone .

"Mission accomplished." I whisper when I got to my classroom and hurry to open the door to my class before anyone else got here .I place the small gift box with the picks inside wrapped in black wrapping paper and set it on top of Eddie's desk with a bottle of Yoo-hoo with a small happy birthday card.

When I was satisfied with how I arranged the gift I went back to my desk to get my papers out for today's lesson. As the time went by I lost track of time writing down in the board today's lesson which was "The Great Depression ."

As soon as the tardy bell rang I put down my marker and faced the class and noticed that Eddie still wasn't here .

"Good-morning everyone " I smile at the class then the door to the classroom opens and Eddie walks in with a big toothy grin giving me a flower .

"Sorry I was late Miss.Henderson I was handpicking this flower for you from the school garden ." He says handing me the rose .

Jesus Christ he is so cheesy….

"Thank you Edward ,you can take your seat ." I smile looking down at the flower .I looked down feeling my cheeks turn red as a damn tomato.But was taken out of my trance by someone saying.”Freak ."and the whole class starts laughing like idiots.

"Hey, it is not nice calling people that." I snap at whoever said that .No matter who it was I didn’t like people bringing other people down .

"Teacher's pet freak." I heard Jason whisper.

"Jason!" I raised my voice and Jason panic.I have never raised my voice at my students before but one thing I hate is bullying "I'm sorry ." He says softly blushing slouching back in his seat.

I tried my best to control

Myself and try to calm down so I close my eyes and turn around to face the board and started with the lesson.

"Ok class today we will be talking about the Great Depression,what can anybody tell me about it ." I ask turning around to face the class and looking around to see who would answer and I notice Eddie opening the gift then he lifts up his head and looks at me giving me a smile .

Fucking smile I love that smile and those damn dimples ..

But I need to have self control and control myself because I’m supposed to be a teacher not another student here I need to act professional but with Eddie is so hard sometimes.

"So Knowone then ,ok then, "I went back to the white board where I had written some facts about the Great Depression that the class needed to write as soon as they walked in but I didn't notice anyone take out their paper and pen, only Eddie and Robin ."so I'm guessing everyone finish writing the notes." I say erasing everything from the white board I hated being a mean teacher but I hated more that they didn't take the class seriously .They tend to ignore thinking because I’m a young teacher I’m going to be nice to them and passed them but that’s not how it is .

I turned to face the class and sat on my desk and started giving them some facts about the Great Depression "The Great Depression (1929–1939) was an economic shock that impacted most countries across the world. It was a period of economic depression that became evident after a major fall in stock prices in the United States.The economic contagion began around September and led to the Wall Street stock market crash of October 24 (Black Thursday). It was the longest, deepest, and most widespread depression of the 20th century.."

I started teaching my class but kept my eyes on Eddie whose eyes were glued to me and wouldn’t look anywhere else .Even when I wasn't looking at him I could feel him staring at me .And that’s how it went the whole class with Eddies eyes on me .It was hard not to stared at him but I try my best and survived that class.

During my lunch period I decided to go to the mall. I didn't tell Eddie because I knew he would want to come with me so instead I took Dustin with me.I convinced him by telling him that I was buying him a burger ,fries and a milkshake.

"So what are we doing here ?" He asks with his mouth full of food .

I could literally see the food he was chewing. I know he was doing it on purpose.

"I'm buying Eddie a birthday gift ,you know how he has that pick necklace ." I tell Dustin and he nods "well I saw this really nice necklace at the jewelry store for his guitar pick ."

Dustin's eyes widened when I said to the jewelry store"how much is the necklace ?" He ask

"It doesn't matter how much it is but I need you to tell me if he would like it ." I ask nervously

"Ok let's go ." He stands up throwing his trash away only bringing his milkshake with him.I look at him and hated that he was able to eat without feeling nauseous or without puking because lately that’s all I’ve been doing except for Today.

Today was the first time since I came back from New York I was able to eat something without puking it and I was proud maybe I did have some kind of bug .

But then I felt as I was realizing that I was able to take in the food ,my stomach started to feel weird .I shouldn't have thought anything, maybe it would just go away while we walk.

Maybe I ate too much.

So I ignore that feeling and headed to the to the jewelry store to look at all of the necklaces until I found the one I had like it was a silver one. It was beautiful. It was white gold .

"HOLY SHIT!!! That's expensive !!!" Dustin shouts making a bunch of people turn our way "Dustin language ?!" I whispered, "That's expensive Eddie is not gonna accept that ." He tells me by pointing at the necklace behind the glass counter "why not?" I ask nervously "I mean he is gonna love it but he doesn't like expensive gifts ."

"But we won't tell him are we ?" I turn to look at Dustin "Or I won't take you on a vacation on spring break ." I leaned in closer to him threatening him "fine I won't say anything ." He finally says slurping on his milkshake .

So I ended up buying the necklace for Eddie and headed to the food court to buy Eddie something to eat.Hopefully we make it on time before his lunch is over.

Well now that I remember he has a free period after lunch so he will be able to eat.

I decided to buy him a double cheeseburger with Fries and Dr.pepper cause I know how that man loves his Dr.pepper but not as much as he loves his Yoo-hoo.

So Right before we were gonna leave, Dustin decided that we should buy milk shakes for Lucas ,Mike and Will, which I can't deny to my little brother even though he was annoying as hell. I would do anything for him .

When we arrived at school we got just time before lunch ended and I headed to the cafeteria with Dustin to help him with the milkshakes and Eddie's food ,we ended up buying milkshakes for Gareth and Jeff as well.

So our hands were full ,when we walked in the cafeteria Eddie turned and saw us walk in and got up running our way to help with the milk shakes .

My man always the gentleman..

"Let me help you ." He says softly, taking the tray of milkshakes "Thank you Eddie ." I tell him nicely"Thank You Eddie ." My little brother says in a high voice mocking me .

"Shut up you dingus ." I smack the back of his head slightly

"Ouch!!" He winced walking away from us flipping me off.

"Hey ,Miss.Henderson "one of my students said while I passed their table.

"Hi." I wave back at them .

"Hi ,Miss.Henderson ." Jason stops in-front of me, giving me a Hershey chocolate.

"Thank you Jasón ." I smile politely

"I heard that's your favorite chocolate and I thought it would be nice to get it for you ." He says blushing ,Jesus Christ don't tell me he has a crush on me !!!

Someone clears their throat next to me and guess who it was ? If you Guess Eddie yeah indeed it was

"Well shit someone has a crush ." Eddie lets out a sarcastic chuckle

"What?" Jason stood there standing looking like a tomato, his cheeks blushing pink .

"Just messing with you Carver ." Eddie laughs in Jason's face making him flinch.

For the first time ever Jason didn't say anything back. I was actually surprised thinking a fight was gonna start but it didn't .Eddie just walked away and headed to the Hellfire Table with the rest of the boys handing them their milkshakes .

I excuse myself from Jason and walk to the table handing Eddie the bag of Food ."Dustin made me buy you this ."I lied he didn't I was the one who bought it for Eddie cause I know how much he loves those burgers but I wasn't gonna say that in front of the whole cafeteria .

"We'll have a nice lunch guys ." I turn around to walk away but someone grabs my hand and spins me around .

"Eddie !!" I said softly, catching me off guard.

"Thank you for the guitar picks and the Yoo-hoo." He tells me giving me a smirk

"No problem,j-just a-a little "gulp" something ." I stutter with my words. I don't even know why I was stuttering if it was Eddie or it was probably the way he was looking at me right now with those brown chocolate eyes that were making me weak on my knees.

Or the fact that we were in school and he was holding my hand in the cafeteria.Which brought me back to reality janking my hand out of his grasp .

"I'm sorry ." I mouthed and he just nodded and went back to his table .

As soon as school was over I didn't even bother staying today. I grabbed all my stuff and headed to my car to go pick up the cake for Eddie .

Before leaving I asked Dustin if he needed a ride but he said he was going to Mike's house and Nancy was giving him a ride .

So I guess that left me to go to pick up the cake and head home to decorate for when Eddie gets home .

On my way home I protected the cake with my life and even put the seatbelt on it so I wouldn't tilt or something I know myself .

I really hope he did like the cake and hoping he didn't get mad at me for surprising him like this .

My nerves were killing me honestly .

I was prepared for the worse

When I arrived home I noticed my door was unlocked even though Eddie had told me he had locked it before leaving this morning .

Or was he here already ..

"Please don't be Here .please don't be Here "i said on my head

I grabbed the doorknob and turned it to open the door and to my surprise it wasn't Eddie but in fact Dustin and Gareth.They had decorated with red and black balloons they were everywhere in the apartment .

Everything looked so beautiful .

"Guys these is so beautiful." I tell them my eyes scanning all round the apartment .

"Well ,we wanted to surprise Eddie if that's ok with you ." Dustin tells me battling his eyelashes

"Well I don't mind, I had actually gotten him a cake for you guys to celebrate with him ." I placed the cake on the table and opened the white box to show it to them .

"Holy shit Dani!!" Dustin gasped "language Dustin." I said sternly

"That's the hellfire logo ." Gareth said

"Yup ,I had it done today ." I tell them

Looking at the cake proudly ..

“Eddie is going to love it!!” Dustin jumped up and down excitedly..

I was hoping Eddie had the same reaction well

At least for him to be as happy Dustin was .

"Thank you so much guys I really appreciate you helping out. I was in a hurry to get here on time before Eddie got here ."

"No problem sis ,but you owe me big time ." Dustin picks up his Thinking cap putting it on his head on his way out grabbing his backpack .

"We also left some gifts for Eddie ."Gareth points to the stack of gifts in the corner

"Thank you so much guys, you guys are the best ." I went to hug Dustin goodbye and he hugged me back "love you sis ,tell us if he gets mad ."

Jesus Christ I really was hoping he doesn't .

"Bye we leave before he gets here !!" Gareth shouted from the door and both of them left, leaving me here with nothing to do .

"I'll guess I'll order Chinese to eat ." I tell myself

After ordering our food I went to take a shower ,I still had some time. I guess Eddie usually gets here around 4 but today he said he was stopping at Wayne's after school but he didn't tell me why .

But I kind of figured out why.I didn't bother asking him, I just told him I'll wait till he got home .

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2hrs later

So here I was just In my towel looking through my closet I didn't know what to wear ,I didn't want to scare Eddie either dressing all fancy .

"Hmmm." I scanned around until I found one of Eddie's hellfire shirts and put it on without panties and no bra for easier access for Eddie .

I was gonna blow dry my hair but I decided to let it dry by itself.

"Baby I'm ....Holy shit !!" I heard Eddie's voice from the living room .

"Shit ,shit ,shit !!" I ran to open the door to my room and outside to the living room where Eddie was standing looking at the balloons with wide eyes .

"Happy birthday baby ." I got on my tiptoes and pecked his lips ......

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