#I just have to keep reminding myself <3

[melatien]

tiny yoichi (unwillingly) lures out soldiers by being his helplessness little self so his brother can strike

#bases are the most reliable way to find food afo found! #yoichi is crying bcuz he pitys them <3 #not because hes nervous #im gonna be honest i made this idea up on the spot when drawing this #pewdiepies new art video awakened something in me I NEEDED TO REMIND MYSELF I CAN STIL DRAW BANGERS TOO #i didnt disappoint myself!!!! competitiveness is my enemy and my bestie literally #anyways his right eye was an absolute horrendous nightmare to draw it was going so well until i did the hair then it ruined the eye #i actually thought yoichi was wearing shoes at this age but then i looked back at those chapters and realised yoichi was shoeless #WITH ONLY A BANDAGE ON HIS FOOT??!?!!?!? agony #can yoichi not make me wish he had something good in life for ONE SECOND #think of this as like how he responded to afo killing those people that (presumably) beat yoichi up beforehand #we dont know if hes crying because his brother is killing or if he was crying before being 'saved' #ill try do some fluff art soon ive been really interested in body horror related art lately so i wanted to play around!!! #i have a BUNCH of ideas written down ive yet to do #i just keep doing whatever i feel like #i am the master of ignoring the instructions and winging it #mha #my art #yoichi shigaraki #one for all #my hero academia #first ofa user #shigaraki yoichi #mha yoichi #tiny yoichi #tiny yoichi in his shabby little clothes #ive actually been dying to draw tiny yoichi again but KIDS ARE SO HARD TO DRAW!!!!! #i had an art moment though #HALLEJUHAH #art gods had my back fr

[welcometoteyvat]

me, watching chongming stocks go up: it's all coming together

#listen if this is going to be the first ''eye candy'' ship i get into well it's joever but its cute + oh well gotta make my two faves kiss #generally prefer chong.ming though over ming.yun because i don't like clashing ship names and we alr got a ming.yun village #i'm also haunted by that one post i made about xing.yun's name being a pun and ming.yun being a pun just reminds me of that #but most importantly chong.ming follows the ship name convention of first half of 1st chara's name x 2nd half of 2nd chara's #name and i think that's nice because i'm a stickler #ming.yun is 2nd half of name x 2nd half of name and ghsdkfhgij im nitpicky LMAO #it also doesn't clash with anything currently which i like because again i'm just pedantic with these things #chongming #why am i being such a hater towards a ship i like? it's called keeping myself humble- JKJKJKJK #if they come out and have no interaction well i guess i'll put on a clown hat and keep on shipping idk </3 my two faves.... please though #ramblings!

[benetnvsch]

maybe you could draw kunikida with flowers in her hair if you wanted maybe sorry fjdjsh

I am so perfectly normal about this idea (<-lies and deception)-

#AAAAA #sticks prompt in my mouth and runs away #u do not understand how much this prompt means to me- #also she/her Kunikida SO REAL #*flops Kunikida around like a wet towel (affectionately)* #this was def not her idea but she goes along with it bc it makes the other happy - #Kyouka def helps with the flowers #and I feel like maybaps Junichiro ? helps braid them into her hair?? bc he feel like he'd know hair stuff lmao #this is solely bc he has hair clips LMFAO #Kenji feels like he'd know how to help too - #man I wonna draw them all together just putting pretty things into Kunikida's hair KSJHSKJHSK #I have too many emotions about this character pls #Kunikida doppo #bsd #bungou stray dogs #kite draws #kite watches bsd #also didn’t draw the flesh colored vest bc it reminded me too much of Tevin and I couldn’t keep me shit together to color it AKSHSH /pos #I mean that in the best way genuinely - I love that silly beige color i just would have been laughing to myself at 3 am coloring which - #not ideal (get it??? badum tsss)

[crunchchute]

i know nobody wants to hear about my self insert bs but i had like 2 main storylines clashing so hard in my brain to the point i gave up on them cause one was in the 80s in game storyline and other in like 90s with tse dave and my mind just wanted both at once and merge them but it just did not work at all so those braincells died off. now the tse one picked up again after finishing the book but i miss the game one even if it was cheesy and unoriginal. a mans gotta do what hes gotta do (make up self insert stories in his head every day before bed) (dont read the tags its info that should only have been shared by me being waterboarded)

#so the meat and potatoes (because one day i will forget about the details and will want to remind myself) #80s one is just me being a photographer/artist or whatever. curious about W and wanting to know more #i work with the police momentarily to interview W (post mci) (i pretend to be a journalist or something. doesnt have to make sense #its all just for my own gain anyway and i get closer to him to answer my own questions about freddys. end up watching w so closely #i fall for him (<- cheese) and i help him with work and stuff. he does get springlocked eventually and theres some remnant shenanigans #(note: i do feel weird about keeping him a killer but i dont like aus where he isnt one. gotta suck it up and be a monsterfucker in the #different sense lol) #the tse one is. pretty straighforward.. or smth.. i live in the city and see dave around i see him patroling around the mall #i get curious get closer offer him a cig from a pack that i only buy because of him #we chat get to know eo he tries to kill me but i have delved deeper into the history and the unsolved cases and this is proof to me #(same applies here. killers irl arent cool and im closing my eyes to that here cause its fiction and i just want to put an old fictional #man on a leash. -who said that) #anyway its proof to me hes W.A. and i play around with him #i cook him dinner and repair his fursuit <3 /j #i put a SPH on his fursuit /J unless #if you read this far send me your favorite animal in my ask box. no dont actually

[legend-of-cupcake]

Fic preview

Honestly I don't think anyone really cares anymore and I cannot blame them lmao, but for those interested in my HanaNene vampire fic that I started *checks date* over 2 years ago-- I never gave up on it! Chapter 3 has 3/5 scenes fully completed, and I've found myself more motivated than ever to write so all the stars are aligning.

So in the mean time here's a tiny little preview.

#tbhk #jshk #fic preview #this is basically just a reminder that the vamp fic still lives #do i expect anyone to care? #no not really #its been way too long at this point for people to care #but I'm posting anyway #it will put pressure on myself to keep going lol #also im only going to mention in the tags but i may or may not have some vamp hananene art that I will share when chapter 3 is complete

[myfriendtheghost]

goodnight my beautiful lil dork

#I am. very afraid for this week lmao 😭 #my roommate is home and I have to drop the news on her that I’m moving out #which would be very normal and understandable under most circumstances #especially in this situation because she will soon be making $30 an hour and our rent is only $550 a month lmao so she can afford it easily #but …… she is so terrible to communicate with <3 and does not like spending money <3 so I’m afraid <3 #I just have to keep reminding myself that it will be worth it #I’ll be happier #I’ll be working towards my goals #I HAVE goals for once in my life LMAO #it’s going to be okay I just have to get through the bad parts first 💕 #on top of that I also dread work tomorrow lmao #BUT!!!! #I had THREE SEPARATE PEOPLE contact me for photography jobs today !!!!! #one of my aunts is having me photograph her crochet pieces so she can sell them online #another aunt (who owns a popular local hangout spot) is gonna have me photograph an event at the end of the month #and I got invited to photograph a CHRISTIAN MUSIC FESTIVAL ??? #LIKE OKAYYYYYY #my emotions r everywhere #and now I want 2 cry over josh being the prettiest ever like omg #anywho I am exhausted !!! love y’all sleep well

[katatty]

have some time to play some sims this weekend and maaaaaaaybe even finish the Strangetown round but.... the urge to start a brand new neighbourhood instead is strong

#i have to keep reminding myself i DO NOT have the time lmao #i always have lots of fun with my exisiting neighbourhoods when i get around to playing them its just tough carving out the time :( #sims one of those hobbies that requires a solid 3-4 hour block of time to rly get stuck in yknow

[bizarrelittlemew]

sometimes i write something and think "is this too much like is it too fucked up" but then i remember that 1. there is no such thing and 2. i do not need to write for the delicatest bad faith reader it is on them to read tags and notes and c. i do not need a fascist in my head there are too many (>0) out there already and 4. i actually do not have to analyze why i write the stuff i do i am allowed to be creative without examining my brain about it

#also i had ed get angry dragon'd in one of my first fics so. actually my most recently published fics are tamer?? or is it just me #not my wips though it's time to get properly nasty again #this post is mostly about how i keep getting fic ideas for age difference premises and i do not wanna examine that lmao #but also about second-guessing if certain aspects of sex scenes will make people back out so i have to remind myself that #i can write what i want and don't have to cater to everyone #anyway i miss writing i wanna go home and get back to it #need to get the writer cache in my brain drained there are like 3-4 second halves to wips in there #🐭📓

[kuiinncedes]

hehe

#me def not being good director w regard to one specific weird little subset of our club #but then also being reminded that #no one ever fucking responds to me in those discord channels ;-; #i wanna ask smth but like i asked it a while ago and they just . ignore the message ;-; #but still no i did like .... do rly bad there bc i just kinda let it be #and now we're coming up on show #and we're not Unprepared #but we're not ...... incredibly prepared lol just regarding this one thing but we have some time #but #i just want to stop like mentally beating myself up over it lol #and like i need to let myself ask stupid shit rn #but i've also been thinking abt it like the entireeeee afternoon and havent done shit so #😀😀😀😀 #jeanne talks #SENTTTTTT the message #i also keep telling myself like fuck u for not doing very well w it like all of last semester/this one so far lmfao but #u can try to do more now ;-; even if they hate u and r judging u for it 🤩🤩🤩🤩🤩 #which there is absolutely no evidence of except in my imagination c: <3 #bro (me) shut the fuck up ;-; #can i get OUTTA MY HEADDDDDDD BRO #doesnt help that they haven't responded LOLLL altho it has only been a couple hours . but #also lowkey . i should probably just give up on work at thihs point based on my productivity the entire evening #and go to sleep early #but i probably wont lmfao #also bc my cat is just like on my back rn and i dont want her to move #i'm laying on my stomach on the couch and she's on my back lol #c: #i feel like having my roommate .. be here would help lmfao #so im not just 100% in my head alone all the time #but ya know cant wish for the impossible <3

[uefb]

OUT-OF-CONTEXT POWER COUPLE (I love them, your honor)

from approximately Ch 21 (not yet published) of this fic

#I sometimes wonder if these updates are annoying but then I remind myself this is my blog and people don’t have to follow me I suppose #part two is getting out of control #I thought I had it all written but the characters just keep doing shit and tying together plot points that weren’t even supposed to exist #in the first place #so here we damn are #at this rate it’ll be March before this chap goes up #it’s bloating #this story is sprawling and I only mildly regret all my choices #I’ve at least written partially through 1942 at this point so that’s something #even though this bit is STILL in 19 damn 35 #also I finally finally let them have an onscreen kiss in this scene #it only took me 3 years of narrative lmao #newt scamander #tina goldstein #newtina #autistic newt scamander #current wip #my stuff #fic: with its head under one wing #uefb rambles in the tags

[wabblebees]

im like if the most useless boytoy twink was also an incredibly handy butch lesbian

#this post is about me collapsing as soon as i got home from work #where i used a garden hoe i sharpened myself to hack down+tear out a truly impressive thistle 3× my size while 3 of my coworkers watched #swung it overhead like an axe until the centre stalk (almost the size of my wrist) was felled. then hoed around it until the roots came free #& i could grab it with my hands where there werent any thorns. turned around and all 3 of em were lookin at me like 😳😳 lmao #but now im sitting in my bathtub bc i cant stand long enough to shower anymore hdksgsk #knew this morning it was a bad pain day but pushed thru it anyway bc!! there was work to do!! but now im gonna be totally useless for 24hrs #cest la vie i suppose #after the thistle was properly disposed of just kept tilling+weeding+fixin tomato cages in the fields. came home & felt sooo dykey+hot lmfao #was like ''fuck yeah man idk what was up with me this morning im feelin fine now! great even!'' #then took my knee braces off to get into the shower & almost busted my ass on the tile when both of em gave out🤦 #my shoulders are now reminding me that i Dont Have the muscle mass to use a bigass hoe like anything but a hoe w/out Paying For It later #its a good thing i have the day off tomorrow bc im going to turn into a slug as soon as im done steaming meself like a little dumpling #definitely thinkin about using my pathetic-wet-cat-charm to get someone to bring me food tonight tho... hmm #anyway. wheres that post #''im not a butch but i believe their beliefs'' #its my exectution thats lacking lmao. but in any case #mwah. mwah mwah mwah #<-for all the butches out there. ily tysm youre wonderful #and to all the useless boytoy twinks out there: o7 <3 #godspeed fellow hopeless fags. ily too. keep doin what yr doin lmao #bee speaks

[kellystar321]

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#periodical life updates #man the second artfight ends someone remind me to start working on my selfship blog FOR REAL. i keep putting it off but i have so many #things to post about my little f/os oguhg </3 wanna make it look all pretty first and draw all the little things for it :> #anyway hi happy artfight!! my drawing tablet broke </3 im working on attacks with my sib's tablet. i am trying very hard. #i have some things queued to post though its mostly easy things and things i already had tags for in my drafts #im so. tired. feeling a little inadequate because it feels like i cant keep up with anything. im behind on af attacks and talking to people #and my queue and sht (i have so many drafts) and i want to do everything and im gwaughhh that i cant #but i know its just ''dont trust anything after 9 pm'' thoughts. im doing well. im making progress. i literally made a spreadsheet and can #visibly track the progress im making. im working on 25+ attacks. im trying. i give myself a lot of work and im doing my best #almost 4 am oh no! still gotta brush my teeth; thats why im still awake really otherwise id be snork mimimi-ing it up <3 #changed my discord avatar to an attack my friend moss drew for me <3 its of my boy stickers i love him!! #tomorrow im gonna work on a background for one of my animated pieces maybe <3 #hm... do i have any other updates... man i guess thats it :P #i love you <33 hope you're all well <3

[superfruitland]

here's a playlist i made for the au! decided to ominously drop it here before saturday to keep up the hype lol someone tell me that these match alt casey's vibed pls and thanks <3

it's currently only a few songs long, but i have so many songs i'll add after the first 4-ish parts are up. some songs match vibes for later chapters but this playlist can't spoil the story more than me in some of my mutuals' dms akshjdjkfjg

this is the thing that has kept me motivated to draw the au specifically for the past few weeks, through all my anxiety that made me want to scrap the whole thing at multiple points. more about that in the tags because i don't want to bother those who didn't ask <3

#i feel like going to explode from both sheer excitement and the ever increasing anxiety before saturday #i have to keep reminding myself that the world doesn't work the way i think it does #and that not everything i do is a disappointment in some way or another #there's a lot of people who have been supporting me since i started this blog in may #and regardless of how horrible i think i am both as a person and at art neither are true #i am just anxious and overthinking #the amount of support i've gotten these past few months is so unbelievable to me that i can barely comprehend it #and i couldn't thank you guys enough for supporting me <3 #i've returned to this draft a couple hours later and admittedly all of this is a bit embarrassing to have vented #but i don't think i care enough what the world thinks even with this mountain of anxiety behind my every thought #so the vent stays lol #love you guys #and here's to hoping my au won't disappoint <3

[lyxchen]

Me whenever I paint and it doesn't yet look the way I want to to: we'll get there, we'll get there, don't worry we'll get there <3

#literally painting is fully just #trust the process #and i have to keep reminding myself of that #but i'll get there <3 #lea's random thoughts #painting

[hella1975]

happy eurovison!! do your stretches!!!

babe it's been days since i did my stretches at this point im too scared

#in my defence idk WHAT was going on with my sunday shift bc i only waitressed 7 hours and that's a pretty normal shift for me #like im aware compared to a normal person it would be very difficult to just out of nowhere expect them to be on their feet #walking back and forth the entire length of a restaurant regularly carrying heavy things all the while keeping up ABOVE AND BEYOND socially #for SEVEN ENTIRE HOURS with ZERO BREAK like masking that entire time on top of the 7 hour physical workout #like it's insane if u think about it for more than 2 seconds and im really trying to bc every time i falter i beat the shit out of myself #and like? NO? my job is actually very physically demanding and emotionally draining compared to most people's day-to-day activity #it's gonna have impacts sometimes! #so yeah long story short i finished my shift sunday and when i tell you my legs LOCKED UP in bed that night #like mainly my thighs but it was all in my hips and knees and it was so bad that i lay there until 2am before getting painkillers #bc i couldnt hack it #which is SAYING SOMETHING for me bc im normally both quite good with pain and also a hardass for taking painkillers #ive had that happen once before (again after waitressing lol) & never worried about it but my mum recently got diagnosed with arthritis #and ever since ive been like. Looking at my own joints any time they even HINT at playing up #like i am RENOWNED for inhereting all of my mum's medical shit from mental to physical like i KNOW i'll get it it's just a matter of when #and yeah that was sunday it's now tuesday and my thighs STILL feel bruised #and im like. embarassed about it bc it's not like i did anything spectacular? and idk why it's happening? #yeah idk hiiii rori did u like me ranting about my physical health in ur stretch reminder ask sorry do u still think im hot <3 #ask

[running-in-the-dark]

my (virtual) meeting with my thesis advisor is in... 7 hours. I'm sort of almost finished writing the exposé that I was supposed to write. sort of. I'll probably need another hour or two until I feel okay enough about it to actually get any sleep.

unfortunately my left arm is realllly starting to hurt and I can't lift it much anymore (thanks to the covid booster I got today). hopefully I'll get it done anyway. and hopefully the pain won't be so bad that I can't sleep.

#I mean. if I get... idk like 3-4 hours of sleep that should be enough #I only have to be awake until the meeting is over. then I'll probably go back to bed. #and that way if it goes really really badly I can escape from that by being asleep lol #I hope it'll be okay 😭 I'm so scared #but it's this... much more quiet subtle kind of scared. I never experienced that before the anxiety meds #so it feels weird. #I haven't even cried yet! no panic attacks or anything! there have been a few meltdowns but not specifically about this #so I have to keep reminding myself that this is fine! I can handle this! it used to be sooooo much worse and I somehow got through that too #so I will definitely get through this and it will be okay #after all - no matter what happens. I'll be done with uni in February. I won't have to speak to my advisor ever again (so if he thinks I'm a #fucking idiot it doesn't matter at all!) #this is far from the hardest thing I've done! I was my dad's carer. I got my driver's license (yes that was very hard for me). I was in #therapy. I lived in abusive households until I was 25! this is easy in comparison #it just feels hard because I can't stand the feeling of being judged. and this is. just. me being judged (for what I write) #but it will be okay and I'll never write anything like this ever again and I'll get a break and I'll find a job I don't hate and it'll all #be worth it #personal #posts about my thesis