the urge to write is like a cat meowing for dear life for someone to open the goddamn door, who then shows utter disinterest in said open door
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I've been working on a pretty long comic (~20 pages) for Robin for a few days now, and after drawing the same page for the 7th time, I realized one thing:
My drawing skills have deteriorated
This is bad, very bad, for me at least. I suspect it's because, first, I've been too stressed for some time now and second, I've been focused on fast drawing (to answer ask, just sketches to capture ideas,...) for the past months without actually honing my color and render skill.
So here's the plan: I'm sorry to say this but I need to take a break from drawing fast. And by that, I mean actually stopping myself from wanting to answer every asks with a drawing :) I swear it has become a habit, my ask box is full of short-content temptations. I may not be able to post daily anymore for some time, but I hope every time I do, I can bring up something I can look back and be proud of.
This is something do to with an artist's self-esteem. I want to create something with more skill for the next months, and then after that or some time between, if I need to take some light and carefree break, I will switch back to fast sketches :D
Of course, I will still draw DoL. I love this game and my PCs. So if that's okay with you, hope you can stay and watch me grow a little more. I'm grateful for everyone's encouragement and I will never stop feeling that way.
Thanks for reading~ I should take my much-needed rest now UwU
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EVERYONE SAY THANK YOU TAFF!!!!!!!!!!! @tafferling
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SCREAMING BECAUSE YOUVE GOT NINJAGO X ROTTMNT AND ATLA X ROTTMNT AND THEYRE ALL IN MY BRAIN GOING BUZZ BUZZ ASDAHFAUFGAWLGYAWKFKAFGAYDAKIDGYAWGDAUGDAKDAGDAIUGDAYDAYKGDAKUYGDAYIUGDFUYAKGDAMHDFAJKGFAWKUDYWAGDKAWYTDGAKWYGAKWDAWKUYDGAWUKDYFGAWUKDYAFWKDUAYGDWKYUAFDAUY
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i see all ur comments and asks ab never going back again chpt 4 i PROMISE it’s coming im just BUSY - i have over 20 wips and a full inbox pls let me breathe
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And those gentle hands will roam over the beast's skin, skin scorched with fire of anger. Slowly touch jaws hanging open from pain of biting too hard on others souls and bones...
And the beast will be calm.
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overcome by the visceral need to make a short film
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Even if we both break down tonight, and you say you hate me, and we go to bed angry, I know everything will be alright. 'Cause I'll be here waiting, I promise I'm changing. I just need TIME.
NF-
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ive been struggling with my religion and faith between Hellenism and Islam for a while now. I love Hellenism truly. I have a hard time with the lack of structure and for many that helps alot for me it made me feel lost. I love the gods and still believe that in some way they do exist. That we're all connected in some way shape or form. For right now i need to give Islam a chance. In my mind, regardless of what others say, God is made up of the gods. He's everything together in many ways. I don't know how long this will last or if it's something that will stay.
The gods were never a hyperfixation. They weren't I promise. I'm just so conflicted that its stressing me out.
I'm not going go remove my Apollon necklace nor am i going to get rid of my statues or candle. i will still honor the gods in some way within a bigger context. I'm probably not making sence but i just don't know
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Maybe having to lie about key characteristics of my identity to make sure I stay loved is not as bearable as I thought.
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I see that The Profile Picture is gone...
Yes, (un) fortunately I did change it to this silly little png of little Ryan...
I recognize that I did not consult the Watcherina council about this decision and am deeply sorry for any trust that I may have broken by removing the p**g*r* profile picture without a community consensus.
In all honesty this ask has filled me with a sense of impending dread, as I can't tell whether you're happy about p**g*r*'s disappearance, or upset that I've removed his presence from my profile. After I finish typing out this post I will stand with my hands up and my back against the wall in surrender to face your judgement for the crimes I have committed (whether the crimes in question be p**g*r* or his removal). Setting my phone down on the ground now, thank you for your time...
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Forgive the inactivity, I've just been in a low and it's been hard to feel motivated to do.... Anything lol.
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The day I post a heeseung set instead of just rambling nonsense the balance of enhablr will be restored
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READ ART HEIST BABY!! you'll regret it :)))))))) but like in a good way
No❤️
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Do you have any plans to continue the Doflaw fic where Law is a psychiatrist and Doffy is a teenager?
Of course. I'm just at a snag rn. I have writer's block at the moment. But I'm trying to overcome that with a lot of my stories. I go back and read them to try to help. Sometimes it does. Other times, I just can't figure it out. But I'm trying. I'm going to finish them all someday. Even though I'm struggling with some, I'll be able to come back to them.
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