#I just needed proof that it'd go down well w people who'd never heard it before and it DID

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We had our first open mic at work since restrictions were lifted, and my supervisor and the guy running it let me jump on and play a song during my break and I just,,, 😭💕 I'm in love with playing music and performing 😭😭😭💕💕💕

#I don't get stage fright but it's been so long and it was so spur of the minute that I was shaking and like totally overwhelmed #as soon as I got in front of the mic 😅 #like... I used to do that 3-4 times a week and this is the first time in probably over two years now bc of other life reasons + pandemic #and... oh my god 😭😭😭💕💕💕 #people kept coming up to the bar to compliment my song and I'm like... I KNEW that song was good!!! I KNEW it!!! #I just needed proof that it'd go down well w people who'd never heard it before and it DID #the wee guy running it was like... I can hear that on the radio #and people kept asking if I was on Spotify #and one wee guy chatted to me for like 15mins about how I should take this seriously bc I'm talented and the song has so much potential #and me wee coworker was like... I know you said you're a singer but I didn't realise you could SING #and all my coworkers were like... oh yeah he was absolutely raving about your performance #like... this is it!!! this is what I love!!! this is what I've missed #!!! #God just can't believe my band were such shitebags and decided to call it quits over scheduling of all things like...we can't all have 9-5s #I'm good at this!!! I love it!!! I missed it!!! #anyway go listen to eat my heart out by mtrmth on SoundCloud... you will understand what i mean when I say this song is catchy #if I wasn't clear that's my soundcloud 😘 #my thoughts #music