#I just never photograph well

[jarchaeology]

when i first started this blog i got an anon saying that i shouldn’t tag jensen in my finds because it was unfair to embarrass him.

anyway, i wonder if that anon came from one of the twitter people who repost my finds without credit and get 20k views on “never before seen” pictures.

#if you’ve been here since the start you know that credit isn’t normally something i stress over #cause i didn’t photograph the stuff and it’s not art that i’ve lovingly crafted #BUT it does irritate me a bit when it’s something that i spent stupid amounts of time and energy and often money to find #do i need credit no but does it annoy me when someone writes that it’s a never been seen before picture and it’s something i dug up #yeah it does when i’m feeling pissy #1. well these are in national newspapers so technically they’ve been seen before by a large number of people #2. if you’re that up to date on the extant young jensen photos to know that it’s newly unearthed did you think maybe someone #did the work to find it? #i don’t care if you’re just sharing photos casually but a full time jensen account just hits different #ps i only care about this when i’m in a bad mood so i’ll go back to not caring and enjoying making shit available to everyone

[frankenfossil]

you're never going to be the most popular magical girl when your colour is orange

cassidy from sleepless domain

#i love orange #and i love creepy powers! #and i love cassidy's design the most of all the characters!!!!!! #tho i did not draw her outfit particularly accurately!!!! #sleepless domain #sd #art by ira #fanart #orange and blue #image description in alt #tarot #tagged that bc i was vibing w two of swords for composition even tho the symbolism i dont think works very well for her #you could force an interpretation that matches but nah. thatd be boring i think. i just like the pretty #i don't know which is the biggest problem when I try to scan coloured pencil drawings... #the scanner? the driver? me and the settings i have used? #they never look right and i don't really know how to fix it in gimp either #or any other software (that i don't currently have) #ah well #might try photographing things with my camera instead #idk #and NOT my phone camera like the nona drawing #my proper camera. but it's so many extra stepppppps sigh and i should do it when the sun's out but it's 10pm #whatever. posting now #if i ever take nicer photos of my drawings maybe i will post them but in the meantime have another picture with weird saturation levels #swords suit #tarot other #two of swords

[mcrunchybones]

something something photography being the art of memory and recording and basil being the photographer something something the way hes always the witness and never the subject and maybe he doesnt think he deserves to be the subject something something taking a photograph being the act of freezing a moment in time forever and basil (and sunny by extension) never being able to grow up and move on from what they witnessed the day mari died

#idk i have a lot of thoughts abt the choice to have basil be a camera guy as a photographer myself #the fact that he only takes photos of his friends mostly and kinda stumbled upon it as a kid #but also the way it suits him so well as a character both personality wise and narratively #and idk if omocat put that much thought into the choice of making basil a photographer #but some of the photos in the photo album are really artistically used #esp during the part where its revealed what happened the day of maris death #and using the photos as a framing device for the events that took place #and just. how theyll never forget. just like in a photograph #also curious to see what healing would look like under this context #maybe basil starts taking pictures of his plants more #or just the ppl and things he loves and picking up the camera again after a long time #maybe he lets someone else behind the camera and lets himself be the subject of someone elses photo for once #just some thoughts #basil omori #sunny omori #omori #omori spoilers #text post

[widevibratobitch]

my god. skinny people really just have like. No Idea huh just absolutely not a single clue lmao it's almost funny to watch fr but then id lie if i said i wouldn't fucking kill to be able to be that ignorant

#girl i am SO sorry people react with surprise when you say you're studying to be an opera singer because you're #*checks notes* skinny and attractive. so so sorry that must be literal hell for you huh how will you ever recover :(((( #no no please keep talking about how equally bad that is to the brutal fucking fatshaming and ED glorifying #in the industry that me and the only other fat girl in the room were talking about before you interrupted us <3 #anyway. we were talking about this one review of a quite famous professional music critic whose only comment about a fat mezzo in the cast #was 'miss xyz.... lose some weight'. not a single word about her singing/acting/whatever. but yeah no you're too sexy for an opera singer #and THAT is the real problem here girl i totally understand yeah <3 thoughts and prayers dearest. #earlier that same day this same girl was standing next to me in her bodycon dress and went #*pointing at her stomach that's so flat its almost concave* 'ughhhh what do i have to do to not look pregnant in this dress 😩😫' #and i said 'girl' and just looked at her and like the sudden horrified realisation on her face was lowkey hysterical #like omg you really did forget you're not talking to your other skinny friends with whom you can pat each other on the backs #and reassure each other that 'dw girl ur not fat at all ur so so sexy!' huh sjshsjshsjs #but yeah i dont like making people uncomfortable irl so i did reassure her she looks hot and pretty and skinny as all shit #let at least one of us have a nice evening and not feel Absolutely Fucking Disgusting ig <3 #and the day before that after i saw our (last ever btw never photographing myself with them ever again <3) picture and had a mini break down #the other even skinnier and smaller and petite-er crouched down next to me with the most guilty fucking expression and quietly asked me #if im alright and do i want her to delete those pictures (that she posted on two separate social media pages) and like #the look of immense fucking pity on her was even worse than seeing those pictures #like i know she meant well and was trying to be nice but my god. this really is how you all see me huh #like looking like me would be fate worse than death for yall #not even gonna mention the thing i just learned this friday that the retired ballerina who leads our ballet classes said about me #trying to cheer up the other fat girl who happened to have a bit of an emotional breakdown in the middle of the class :))))))) #like i am sooooooo so glad and honoured to be an inspiration to you. really. always happy to help. the exemplary Fat Girl Who Fucking Sucks #But Doesnt Let It Bother Her <333333 #like on one hand. yeah it really does make me wanna jump off a cliff. but on the other. its just hilarious sjdgsjsgsj #you sure are right miss ma'am. i sure don't let this bother me at all. i am famous for my uncanny ability to Not Be Bothered by all this <33 #but shes new. its ok. how could she know about the last two years when i was getting panic attacks and sobbing myself to sleep every tuesday #but yeah no. [lauren cooper voice] am i bovvered? am i bovvered tho? i aint even bovvered!

[mariocki]

A fleeting appearance by Richard Franklin as '2nd Guard' in The Saint: The Fiction Makers - Part 2 (6.12, ITC, 1968) (far right in the top picture, unconscious in the second)

#fave spotting #captain mike yates #richard franklin #doctor who #classic doctor who #the saint #the fiction makers #as parts one and two were shot back to back they reuse some actors in minor roles and in fact Richard is credited for Part 1 too #apparently appearing as a reporter or a photographer in an early scene at a film premiere; i scoured that scene several times and i just #cannot spot him whatsoever (there is one photographer who never even looks out from behind his camera‚ which seems the most likely #candidate‚ but even he doesn't look quite right). Franklin only had one prior credit before his Saint appearance‚ in an #episode of Dixon of Dock Green which may well be lost‚ so this could be his earliest surviving screen role #the eps are sometimes styled The Fiction-Makers online but that dash was only used for the assembled film release of the story

[blujayonthewing]

god I wish I had a good camera and somewhere with good lighting to take pics of the dumb dnd cocktails I've modified/ invented

#melliwyk's nightcap does not photograph well alas but I am inordinately proud of it #is it a GOOD cocktail? frankly idk I am not the right person to judge these things tbqh #is it a drinkable cocktail with Themes AND Aesthetics? yes so what else matters 😌 #I also have a goodberry for juniper (basically just a raspberry G&T straight up and down) #and a druidcraft that I pulled from online somewhere that is VERY nice but I make almost never because it's complicated #which I actually don't mind except that one of the ingredients is fresh sage which isn't something we just have onhand #and for me the fresh sage garnish is really key to the whole thing so it's not worth bothering with if I don't have any #I also have a prestidigitation for idri which is still a work in progress BUT it's sweet and bright and citrusy and also sparkly and purple #and is very good already I'm just tryna perfect it #you garnish it with a slice of starfruit 😌 this is less make or break than the aromatic sage for the druidcraft but it IS very nice #about me #potions

[dimension-20-every-introduction]

Everyone Introduced in Dimension 20′s A Court of Fey and Flowers episode 7

#dimension 20 spoilers #acofaf #dimension 20 #acofaf spoilers #d20 introductions #OH MY GODDDDDDDD OH MY GOD OH MY GOD OH MY GOD #masquerade episode masquerade episode!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! #what a THRILL it is to catch everyone's new masquerade fits like this i feel like a fancy photographer #and oh my god the SCENES HERE................................. #rue and hob trying to set up very clear platonic besties andhera and binx and just failing was honestly so funny for what it was #i might be off bc i don't watch a lot of regency stuff- but rue/binx/hob/andhera give me much ado about nothing vibes? #mostly just the dynamics between hob and andhera's and rue and binx's friendships with each other #(person watching a regency show who's never watched regency era shows outside acofaf: man getting a lot of ACOFAF vibes from this......) #and GOD i can't believe they managed to capture the grandfather's whole 'worst part of every bird' thing in the design SO well #and rue and hob.......... listen i won't lie when i say i am going insane over all of this #this season is changing my BRAIN chemistry #i'm different now :3 #and also FUCK the plot with apollo and suntar i totally forgot oh shit #i am looking.....

[stargazerlillian]

A video montage of Geoffrey Rush's time in Romania during TIFF 22.

#🌠 #Geoffrey Rush #Video Post #Just stumbled across this a few minutes ago - and the smile that blossomed on my face was... #... immense to say the least.😊 #I am just in love with how this was edited. The charming model recreation of Geoffrey's flight at the beginning... #... as well as the changes between vintage and modern film styles feel very enchanting and playful. #Those words came to mind because Geoffrey is a very enchanting and playful person and I got similar vibes... #... from watching the various edits flicker on and off throughout the montage. #I was also stunned seeing all the moments where Geoffrey was touring the Romanian countryside... #... with a group of other curious and wide-eyed visitors. #That made me smile especially wide because I remember seeing photographs for ALL those moments... #... on IG last month while TIFF was going on. For me that was like watching those photographs... #... finally come to life right before my eyes.💖💖💖 #Truly this was an amazing surprise to stumble upon tonight. I think this has to be one of my new favorite... #... videos of the guy I've ever seen. A perfect encapsulation of the wisdom - playfulness - and charm... #... that this legendary Australian actor possesses.✨✨✨ #Also I'm never going to get over the script writer putting “Thanks for being an angel Geoffrey!” at the end... #... of his speech. Like OMG that is so sweet??💞💞💞

[treecakes]

i had to train someone on how to do this stuff 😭 bestie i don’t know <3 i just fuck around until it works out.

#which is also what my supervisor does #but my coworker was like well what if we need a real top to bottom 360 of like skulls and stuff. how do we photograph that stuff #i’m like idk !!! i’ve just been photographing pottery fragments i’ve never touched a skull. where is the biology department getting skulls. #hello? anyways. i have no clue how to do that it’s not necessary for the objects i’m supposed to work with 😭 but i told her the general #theory i have for that application. on how to do it. bc i have an idea i would just need to mess with the program #and we’d need some stands for said skulls. if you wanted to rotate them vertically instead of just horizontally #or instead of just a top down rotation. idk #there’s a lot more stuff that technically you’d need to figure out

[possession1981]

a tragedy for me that i can’t look in pics how i look in real life

#i just don’t photograph well or maybe i just never had friends who cared to take good pics idk #p

[theongreyjoyyyy]

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#going to a wedding next week #and i know my fit and hair and makeup is gorgeous like i look like a princess #but if ive learned anything from the last wedding its that i do not candidly photograph well at all #i look just. awful. #and unless its a self portrait im never good at taking nice photos either #and like this is the biggest event ill have been at with my bf and his whole fam etc and #ik the wedding isnt about me #but id just really like to have pictures of this day where we look nice together instead of me looking the way i usually do #and its even worse cuz the last wedding i was just so happy and getting pics and being like oh. is that what i look like happy. #idk man this is a dumb rant i have an ugly smile and it makes me sad that me at my happiest = ugly #this happened at my.graduation too like all the acconplishments i got publiclu awarded and all i think abt is how bad the photos look #personal #will almost defos delete #like its so self centred #and im really excited to go blah blah blah

[deus-ex-mona]

2017 was a different time…

#i’ve just been thinking about this promo a lot recently idk why #i can’t believe they freakin’ twilighted the gardening club trio’s love triangle </3 #‘team koyuki’ and ‘team kotaro’… aaaaaaa i can’t believe i missed it :(((((( #but even so i don’t post anything on fb (much less insta)… maybe i could’ve created a throwaway acc for the free merch… #but then again… taking selfies in of itself is a challenge when you despise being photographed… but the free merch…!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! #i’ll never be able to get the koyukota movie files to go along with my hina file (sad)… even after all the trouble i went to to get the hina #cringey 2017-me had gone up to the counter after walking out mid-credits and went ‘where’s my movie promo???’ at the poor counter staff #and that was after i’d sent pics of the movie poster to my mother and went ‘can you help me to reserve a ticket for this online?’… #where did the shamelessness of past me go smh. i want it back. #to think that past me was also so shameless that she tried to sell a fully intact lizard skeleton at school… #but oh well. guess i have no choice but to continue living as my present，acetic acid-huffing self… #how did i even end up having a minor life crisis while thinking about the mf hina movie? #i blame the acid fumes ig. i must’ve huffed too much of them while pouring acids out all afternoon… #it is suiyoubi my dudes #at this point my wednesday tags should read ‘weekly life crisis time’ or sth. idk. screw acids.

[pettyprocrastination]

Had a cry session in my car and then did a class presentation so I have absolutely zero energy for my digital class tonight

#tj talks #took down the picture cause i just never photograph well #i dont think i hate the peircing i think i just dont like that its made me deathly aware that i have small lips

[martyrbat]

forming parosocial relationships with the people in the medical book </3

#okay so. #its from 1917 and very dated but its so fascinating hearing the theories and practices #and then it having photographs and illustrations based on the writers experiences and exposure to different cases #and i got a little habit forming of just... mentally thanking them #like a subconscious 'thank u my friend' #for their involvement and how thwy played a factor and part in the advancement of science and knowledge #like even if its just a fraction of a sand grain in the vast dessert. its a fraction that influences all around it. #like !!! thats all lives ! long gone ! but it was actual lives that were here and played a factor and influence ! #i hope they knew theyll be remembered even if i will never know their names and story. they were important than important now #<- this is all said from someone who would sneak out at 13 and walk to the nearest graveyard to talk to the forgotten tombstones #because i was terrified at the idea that ghosts can exist/some consciousness and theyd feel lonely or forgotten #everyone deserves a friend u know? leave some flowers to a stranger. tell another u hope theyre at peace and are well. say hello & goodbye #its 10 pm. still tired. still constantly in love with humans and strangers and friends and eventually the mirror #i want to take everybody by the shoulders and shake them as i yell that i love them #alive or dead. the dead that feel alive. the live that feel dead just !! #i love you ! i love you ! i love you ! i know you and i love you ! youre a stranger and i love you !!! #these tags are all over the place #and doesnt make sense but ur all used to it by this point #im gonna read and get a shower and tuck myself into bed. remind myself i love myself too even if i dont rly believe it (yet) #crypt callings #probably delete later #depends how embarrassed i am on this word dump and oversharing hehdh

[hunting-songs]

What is Senritsu’s sexual history?

Sexual Sunday-Ask my muse questions about their relationships or sex lives! What is Senritsu’s sexual history? Senritsus sexual history is long, next question.

On a more serious note: Senritsu has a long sexual history because she is the kind of person that is easy to flirt with, easy to fall in love with but also very hard to actually love. So 99% of her sexual history are either one-night-stands or very short relationships. And with short relationships it means that Senritsus personal record is eight months of a long-distance romantic relationship before the woman met someone else and wrote Senritsu that while she still loved her, she was for the other the first priority, which Senritsu as a Hunter and travler was very understanding of. In that manner, Senritsu can say that she had actually three serious relationships from the age of fourteen to twenthy-one: Her first relationship as a teenager with the band-singer of one of the many music-bands build up in the music-consortium she studied at and of which Senritsu was a member of all of them thanks to the social butterfly she is, lasted six months and started with the two girls sleeping with eachother when the teenagers were celebrating beletaine and ended when this one of many music-bands dispatched due to the head of the band running away to become a rockstar, so the girls nolonger saw eachother regulary and eventually sepperated. Continueing with another relationship when she was eighteen to a woman she met at the Hunter-exam that lasted the mentioned eight months and started with the woman traveling first with Senritsu for three months and then settling down to train/prepare for the next Hunter- exam, which lead to them eventually sepperating. Senritsu would later find out that this woman became a Hunter herself and even met her again, although this was when she was already cursed and therefor the other did not recognized her. Senritsu preferred it that way. While between those two relationships Senritsu had numerouse flings , as she is obviously very extroverted and flirty and very often just ended up collecting friends-with benefits, she cut off ever contact she had after she was cursed. Which ended even the friendships (or friends with benefits relationships) she had had before she was cursed. After she was cursed, Senritsu had only one longer relationship of pitiful meager four months with the head of an Artmuseum in a city she had settled down for overwintering because she had been hired to restore a 500- year- old Harph and ended up clicking with that artmuseums head. They sepperated amicable (Senritsu would continue to travel and he knew he could not accompany her as his duty lay with his work in that city) and he is one of the references in Senritsus resumee. He also still has very lascivious photographes of her, which is a running gag between them for whenever Senritsu calls him so he could send the pictures of her work on the harph to a new client of hers, he also asks if he should send the other art-photographs too, which always ends with both of them just hysterically giggling.

Eventually Senritsu was very bad at keeping serious romantic relationships due to her beeing restless and unable to put those relationships over her own work. However, consideirng Senritsu and Ask were friends since nine years without barely a day appart, it shows that Senritsu can live with other peple if they would actually accompany her and share her joy in her work/ their work. In that manne rit can be said: Senritsu has a very long sexual history, because all but three of her relationships are one-night-stands or friends-with-benefits relationships and it got even worse after she was cursed, because that was also the time she started working on the wrong side of the law and even her friends-with-nebefits relationships were reduced to one-night-stands because she was worried that any long-lasting connections to her would be dangeoruse for those people.

#Senritsu also gravitates towards women more often #hunting-songs: headcanon #hunting-songs #when your longest relationship is with your best friend #who watched all your other relationships fail and just. drinks tea. watching them go down. like a good soap opera. Ask lived the good life. #he never had relationship troubles because he watched senritsu and swore he would not do the same. thats what a best friend is for. #should I draw the lascivious photographs? hmmm...maybe #Is senritsu good in bed? Yeh definitive. there is a reason why most one-night-stands stayed friends of hers. #she is a fluteplayer. she knwos hwo to use her hands and tounge well. #yehyeh I will shut up now

[espytalks]

I dunno how bud manages to make himself look incredibly pathetic by default, but he does. He looks so saaaaad but hes just hanging out in my room? This dog is a wizard that cast a spell to make people pity him and it works like a charm.

#espy talks #i dont get to take good pictures of my dogs often #they just dont photograph well lol. bud never looks at the camera and lacys mostly black and lays on dark objects #but at least occasionally i get to show you how i see em #he looks up at me like this litteraly all the time #what a cutie. the poor boy