#I just wanna die

[cskinsblog]

I don't know what's wrong with me (there is a void in me that only suicide can fill)

#self h@rm #tw self destruction #su1c1d3 #i just wanna die

[jacksonthereaper]

TW// Suicidal thoughts, mental exhaustion, lack of self worth

Doubt anyone's gonna see this but fuck it i might as well drop this in here

I'm so tired

I'm 15 years old male in 10th grade and i'm just so tired of everything. Tired of doing so much and putting in all the effort i can only to be criticized at the slightest mistake, tired of always trying so hard to be nice to others yet only being noticed when i'm rude or doing something bad or embarrassing, tired of this garbage world filled with wars, pollution, genocide, hunger, poverty, discrimination, disease, etc.

I feel like i'm losing more and more motivation with each and every single day that passes, beit for doing things i like, things i don't like, things i have to do, etc. I'm not particularly angry or sad or scared or frustrated, i guess i'm a little melancholic but overall i'm just exhausted, numb, and, most of all, bitter.

I still feel some amount of joy, but it feels so vain and empty. I eat something delicious, i listen to some music, i watch something funny on YouTube, on TV, etc., then i go right back to my misery. I just want someone to hear me calling for help. I just want to feel like someone actually gives a flying fuck about what i have to say, or wants me to feel better, or even just cares about my existence at all.

I don't even know anymore man. I'm just running out of options. I'm probably just experiencing burnout, which coupled with the fact i live in what is essentially a small village in the middle of nowhere, really just makes me feel hopeless.

Fuck this shit, man.

#tw sui ideation #vent post #tw vent #tw mental health #mental exhaustion #i'm so tired #i'm so done #sad post #idk what to do anymore #mental health #lack of motivation #self worth #or lack thereof #i feel alone #i just wanna die #nothing makes sense #fml #ugh

[smokingawaymysorrows]

I've been thinking about suicide a lot more than usual.

#sad #depressed #depression #anxiety #bipolar #bpd #ed #sh #self harm #selfharm #suicide #suicidal thoughts #i just wanna die

[guildedguilt]

Doesn’t matter, nothing matters, I don’t matter. I should just kill myself.

#me #body #curvy body #i just wanna die #im going to kms #thick babe #thick legs #tw sui implied #tw sui talk #feeling so alone #so sad so sad #on the verge of a breakdown

[indicamoon]

When will I heal?

#i just wanna die #personal

[lilybonethin]

Sue Zhao will be the death of me🥲

#depressing quotes #sad poetry #i just wanna die #self destruction #starv3 #i relapsed again #Spotify

[bpdjellydyke]

why is everyone suddenly ignoring me. what did I do??? why does everyone hate me all of a sudden

#yes i am venting #yes my bpd is fucking with my brain #yes i am GENUINELY fucking parinoid that everyone has just been pretending to like me out of pity and now theyre all bored of me #i hate having mental illness #i hate feeling so unimportant #i just wanna die #jelly talks

[idontfuckingcareanymoreeee]

Comment which one you are

#hitting styro #i wanna cvt #sh cvt #self mutalition #self h@rm #i hate everything #cvtaddict #everything is so much worse #ed disorder #i just wanna die

[quintsmachete]

:(

#afraid that i will never change. afraid i’ll be wasting my life my entire life #there’s important things i need to do asap and i just can’t #my body just won’t. i can’t get up cuz it refuses #i just wanna die #vent

[x-itzzzzzz-x]

feel like i’m genuinely losing my mind bc what am i even doing my brain feels so so wrong n i’m so tired n i have no time before uni to just enjoy stuff n i have no motivation to do anything i want to and i don’t go out or do anything n i’m so miserable as is nvm going back to uni i actually just feel nothing but misery i’m so sick of it

like i don’t understand how ppl have fulfilling relationships with others , go to uni and feel motivated n good about it and do well , who work , have time to themselves as well as going out

like i can’t even just exist with no responsibilities without feeling overwhelmed and like i want to kms

my relationships w my family is shit , i ruin all my friendships and i have no other relationships

i’m failing uni embarrassingly so , the course im worst at is the whole reason i’m at uni and one of the only things i’m passionate about and i can barely even pass literally have passed only by 2 marks like

i don’t draw , i don’t read , dont play video games , don’t craft , don’t watch what i want. literally all i do is rot away

i also dont go out and everytime i go out or am around other people its horrid or i ruin it

idek how i’m supposed to go to uni so so genuinely every time i leave the house i get overwhelmed and feel sick and it’s just so horrible n exhausting n i don’t want to it’s so humiliating having to be around others and knowing they are all real people and smarter then me i just hate uni so much it makes me feel worthless

im so skint aswell otherwise id atleast buy myself stuff to feel some semblance of joy but i just cant

nothing feels good qnd i dont see the point in anything like genuinely what is even the point in anything im so spoilt and all i do is ruin stuff for myself and others then wallow in self pity

i hate myself so much i make myself sick

i’m just so tired i wanna be happy i wanna feel like a real person why am i not why can’t i just be a normal happy person

#i’m over it #i just wanna die #or ruin my life #getting better and enjoying life #is so tiring #like i’m so serious #i can’t do it #autism #lonelly #social anxiety #actually autistic #rsd #bpd #tw vent #tw sui ideation #tw sui vent

[beck404]

having an unsupportive family sucks all the time, but it’s so much worse during the holidays…

#help me #i just wanna die

[pessimistic-much]

I'm always the second opt friend. And always will be.

#pessimistic #blog #depressing shit #lonelly #alone with my thoughts #i wanna die #why am i like this #why am i this way #why am i here #best friends #friends #bad friend #fake friends #i hate yall #i hate life #i hate everything #i hate it here #i just wanna die #kill me lol

[adepressedasocial]

Le mencioné a mi mamá la posibilidad de suicidarme, y se le aguadaron los ojos. Debería decirle que estaba bromeando... pero ni yo mismo estoy seguro si de verdad era una broma. Cómo sea, creo que todo sería mejor si simplemente desapareciera.

#i just wanna die #quiero morir

[lahallucinations]

woke up with this unbearable weight on my chest haha

#tw suicide #i just wanna die #im just a fundamentally bad person #and I think it’d be easier for everyone if i wasn’t here #i am fine btw im not going to do anything

[skinny-buttlerfy]

¿Qué estoy haciendo mal? ¿Qué estoy haciendo mal?

Acabo de tener un atracón. Me siento horrible. Me siento como un puto cerdo, solo quiero morir.

#i just wanna die #estoy gorda #me quiero morir #gordo

[recovering-pessimist-here]

i ummmmmm don't feel anything (in a bad way) lol

#mental illness #bpd #mood #sadblr #tired #i just wanna die