#I just. cant

[an-unraveling-unknown]

mannn I hate essays. why must there be essays. I understand the material just fine damnit why must I write five paragraphs explaining why

#my hatred for essays is unmatched #i just. cant #I don't have enough expendable brain space for this man

[camscendants]

Feeling them rn

#these are the closest to portraying me than anything else #but I don’t get how they do easily open up and Talk about what’s bothering them #Charlie and Luz when they are prompted to explain they just do it #even Norma casually talks about stuff #I just. cant #I’m not gonna get into explaining stuff rn don’t feel like typing it out #even Norma the great example of social anxiety is Way better at making friends than me #I haven’t made a new friend in three years #and I think my current and last friend is over me #so ig I’m alone again #toh #luz noceda #heartstopper #charlie spring #Amphibia #Marcy wu #mental illness #mental health #social anxiety #anxiety #adhd #autism #norma dead end paranormal park #dead end paranormal park #norma khan #lgbt

[lykaios2]

⚠️ actual real content announcement ⚠️

aaaaaaaaaaaAAAAUUGH guys i can't do it i can't make my au a comic. the commitment issues of drawing that much scares me and ik damn well me writing it would just be so much easier since i'm better at that anyway and people like it when i write more

i MIGHT do like a thing where i draw a scene or two every so often to compliment the story but idk

anyway when i have time i'll um. start writing it on here. i guess. sorry to all like 4 people who were excited for the comic anyways. also i would like to put this on ao3 since people read there more ig but god forbid i get an actual account so if anyone would like to volunteer to help me do that it would be much appreciated and i would absolutely give credit (it wouldnt be much work, just pretty much copy/paste + tagging)

#lykaios thinks #bbaib lore #i knew this would happen #i just. cant #comics arent my thing #i'm so much more efficient and better in general at writing #i'm sorry again #/hj no one really cared about this

[not-amh]

ngl i am a little bit angry at myself that even when people do outright offer me help i just cant bring myself to talk about what im going on or what i need

#i just. cant #i cant even bring myself to talk about the extent of how badly im doing #so i just sit in my mysery with no one else getting the full extent #and also knowing its 100% on me

[lunarflwrs]

i'm kinda of. unable to pronounce rosalina's name in a non-latino way

#i just. cant #like i'll start saying I WOMT EVEN CURL MY R and then it ends in leena 😭😭😭😭 #despite her being white af #rosalina mario

[semiotomatics]

im so. fucking. tired.

#i dont wanna do this anymore #i cant #i just. cant

[kdramaxoxo]

In case you haven't watched it yet please watch The Glory it's a revenge drama but so worth it imo I want to say stuff about it but don't want to spoil lol

Oh I'm so sorry anon but I'm too afraid to watch The Glory!

I've heard it's super good, but it's about bullying and revenge which really freaks me out :( I literally cannot STAND bullying scenes.

I hope you forgive me!!

#ask #kdrama #the glory #i just. cant

[angelsnaiils]

well!

#i havent texted my bf in about a week. #for context for nearly five years we have been the good morning text and goodnight text and chat all day couple #but rn #i just. cant #i want a break hahahahahahaha #idk if i want to fully BREAK UP because i do care abt him still and also i dont want to lose our friends/friend group #i just literally cannot do this right now . sigh

[yousignedupforthis]

i’m not religious and i don’t even like christmas so in theory i would hate that song but whatever production they put in that song slaps so hard😭 i need help

It's the lyrics for me 🫠 I haven't listened to it in years cause once was enough but I'm pretty sure she referred to jesus as the birthday boy

#i just. cant

[qrowpilled]

hate when you find a character whose so infuriatingly Your Type that its embarrassing like yeahg no one is gonna be surprised when i announce this is my new Guy Of The Month

#shush jesse #this post abt astarion #hes just so painfully on brand for me #i know so little about him though is the thing but i still feel insane #but i cant play the game and i dont want to watch anyone play it and i dont want spoilers #so like.....secondhand blorbo right now

[cadaverkeys]

You guys rlly don't realise how much knowledge is still not committed to the internet. I find books all the time with stuff that is impossible to find through a search engine- most people do not put their magnum opus research online for free and the more niche a skill is the less likely you are to have people who will leak those books online. (Nevermind all the books written prior to the internet that have knowledge that is not considered "relevant" enough to digitise).

Whenever people say that we r growing up with all the world's knowledge at our fingertips...it's not necessarily true. Is the amount of knowledge online potentially infinite? Yes. Is it all knowledge? No. You will be surprised at the niche things you can discover at a local archive or library.

#rambles #if you are a person who is into delicate skills #like lacemaking or printing or sewing #you will know fair well just how non expansive the knowledge online is in comparison to written guides from like the 50s #there was a time where at least one person in the household had to know a constructive skill #but in the modern day there is just less ans less demands for comprehensive guides #library propaganda #im stuck doing an essay rn but bc i have covid i cant go to the library and its totally fucked me #i want to source a lot of the stuff i read irl but i just cant go and get it and theres no online ver

[whaledocboi]

ai generated images make me increasingly sad and tired the more i see them in more and more casual contexts. i dont know how to explain, but it just fills the world with a bunch of nothing. no matter how visually stunning the pictures might be, there's nothing behind it for me. no dedication, no emotions, no feelings, no hard work or creativity, nothing i can truly think about, admire or enjoy. i dont think thats how art is supposed to be

#not to mention ripping off and plagirazing real artists hard work of course #which is a whole other conversation #i cant feel the same love and adoration for whatever the slop machine produces #it will never be the same #im just really tired #anti ai #anti ai art

[epicsauce]

text conversation from my dream that i desperately wish was real

#its 4m this is just scribbles but i hadddd to jot it down before i forgot #0600 #i cant get he's vagina? out of my head

[ot3]

i dont like the idea that kids these days are doing their fandom rps with ai chatbots. that's how you're supposed to make lifelong friends as a weird really online teen.

#i was never really an rper of any kind it just did not do it for me #im like im sorry actually i cant do this collaboratively i need to be controlling all of the little dolls myself. #however homestuck rp deck epicmafia. now that was another story

[hundredsofsmallbirds]

attention joann's shoppers. there is a freak in the yarn aisle buildinf a nest

#weird horse.exe #okay to reblog #theres so many nice cool optionssss cant i just burrow. please let me burrow #big notes

[corviiids]

my top bit of advice going into the new year: compliment people. especially strangers. literally everyone you interact with if you can. when you buy coffee in the morning compliment the barista's tattoos. when you're chatting with a coworker tell them that by the way you like their outfit. always find something they've chosen to do on purpose. nail polish, jewellery, tattoos, hair colour/style, statement accessory, outfit, etc are all good bets. things people hope will be noticed. things that aren't too personal so it doesn't make them uncomfortable (eg probably not their physical features). i've gotten into the habit of scanning everyone i talk to for something about them that i think is cool so i can tell them. it's a great habit because it makes me notice people and realise just how many neat little details there are in people's presentation of themselves that might pass me by if i wasn't paying attention. and it brings out so much joy. you'd be surprised how much it disarms people to receive an unexpected compliment from someone they don't know. it is the most sincere smile you will see all day long. it feels nice to make people happy but it also means you win the social interaction. establish dominance by complimenting a stranger's earrings and disappearing into the fog

#rookposting #the little 'oh!' followed by a big grin is now my highlight in every interaction i have with a stranger #you can always spot the things people hope will be noticed and you have no idea how happy it makes people when it gets noticed #i find it's always better to compliment things they did deliberately vs complimenting stuff like their voice or their face or other things #that are inherent or they cant change because that can make people uncomfortable for one thing to hear that from a stranger #but it's also just less meaningful imo because they didnt do that on purpose