#I kinda wanna read a fanfic about this

[andiwriteordie]

please don’t ever become a stranger | 18.3k words

Mike isn’t sure how much time passes—how long they stay there, foreheads pressed against each other, holding onto one another’s hands like they’re scared to let go. But finally, Mike finds the courage in him to open his eyes and whisper, “I wish we had more time together.”

Because isn’t that what they’ve been missing all along? Time. They’ve never had more than a few months together before being rebooted, and even now, the longest the two of them have gotten to interact, the universe is separating them again. It’s as if every single fucking time the two of them get close and begin to fall in love, they have to start over again.

Now, knowing the full extent of their shared history, Mike just wants more time with Will. That’s all he wants.

Or:

The Good Place season 3 finale, but make it Byler.

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the tgp brain rot is so real right now, you guys. if you’ve had to interact with me at all this week, i apologize for dragging you back into your tgp brain rots with me.

also, let the record show that i gave suni @astrobei like three different tgp fic options, and she went with the most devastating idea i had. so she is an accomplice to the crime that is this fic.

anyways, enjoy this late birthday fic for my dear suni, whom i love very very very much <3 

oh and here’s the playlist full of sad songs that remind me of this fic.

(also a big thank you to @messrsbyler​ for helping me with this moodboard!!!!!)

#byler #byler fic #byler fanfic #the good place fusion #the good place spoilers #oh yeah btw do NOT read this if you haven't watched tgp #unless you don't care about spoilers #anyways i kinda wanna write more good place stuff #Send Help #also big thank you to liv and bhavna for being my unofficial betas on this #mwah <3 #ok that's a lot of tags bye now #andi writes not dies

[marty--party]

i know its a largely agreed-upon fanon that kiyotaka is autistic, but i really wished people expanded on that more. we know he's bad at social cues & has special interests, but that is just a portion in the broad spectrum of the neurodivergent identity. like i wanna know more.

what are his most frequent stims .... does he use toys or just his body ... do you think he uses communication cards when he's nonverbal .... what kind of stimulus causes him the most distress .... does he have executive dysfunction .... we know he's very orderly but is he that way naturally or is he actually really bad at keeping track of stuff. do you think he eats the same food everyday .... does he have a security item that he treasures with his life ... does he have echolalia & what does he like to repeat. literally so much to think about

#martyn talks #ishimaru nation Cmon!!! lets have group discussion!!!! #i love reading people's interps in fanfic BUT when it comes to the specifics some writers can be kinda bare-bones about it #bitches will say “i wanna dissect him like a frog” then just barely cut em open /lh #kiyotaka ishimaru #danganronpa #trigger happy havoc

[izumaki-naruto]

chapter 90

That's a pretty useful description of how chakra works, and not really one I see portrayed? Though tbf that could also just be the series retconning it.

But from Ebisu's explanation it looks like what Sakura's really outstanding at is building chakra (that is, mixing her spiritual and physical energies together in the right amount), since Sasuke and Naruto are inferior to her in that regard. Her chakra control (putting the correct amount of chakra into a jutsu) is perfect too, but so is Sasuke's, so that's not unique. Also, Naruto's issue is putting too little chakra into his jutsus, not too much, and what he has in abundance is stamina, not chakra, so he'd also be freakishly energetic at taijutsu.

#idk maybe I've just been reading too much fanfic but this went against my expectations #naruto reread #hmm I do wanna be able to find this later. kinda regretting not making a general naruto tag now. #sakura #sasuke #naruto #okay but like. what is chakra exactly #“mix of physical and spiritual energy that lets you do justu” #THEN WHY DOES INO'S POSSESSION TECHNIQUE ONLY USE SPIRITUAL ENERGY HUH #I should've saved those earlier chakra explanation panels too :/ #actually wait why do you have to make chakra if you have internal chakra veins or whatever #is it just. like. extracting it? but then why the mixing stuff? #ugh I should've gotten into martial arts novels as a kid knowing stuff about qigong would probably make this make more sense #lore

[starlooove]

If ur blaming bad writers for why you only read WFA and fanfic…boy have I got some news for you!

#girl just say u wanna read fun shit like don’t pretend it’s genuinely that #Like if I said I don’t read fanfic I only read comics bc of bad ooc writing… #c’mon yall #and the bad writing in question is Bruce being mediocre at parenting the JL being competent and not kissing the bats asses and tim actually #having a personality that’s not easily palatable insecurities and ‘flaws’ that the masses can relate to without feeling bad about themselves #cause It’s easy for y’all to say ur overworked or do too much #It’s not easy for y’all to say ur arrogant or petty in a way that’s not ‘girl bossing’ #like can we talk about that too when y’all acknowledge Tim’s flaws it’s always in a ‘haha so real’ kinda way #Like u can never sit down and say this dude is petty and at times narrowmined and it screws him and the ppl around him over at times #It’s always ‘he’s so petty he’s real asf’ but when you talk about how weird it is to hold THAT kind of grudge against a 10 year old #now we’re victim blaming 💀 #I wouldn’t dislike fanon so much it y’all weren’t so weird about tbh #OH and god forbid the JL being competent without Bruce #god forbid they can do their fucking jobs #shocker 😱 the entire JL doesn’t revolve around Batman #most of them are not super duper intrigued by what he and his kids are doing 24/7 #woooooah #started reading GL (FINALLY SORRY) and I’m never gonna forgive what y’all did to hal Jordan 😏 #Im not fixing that emoji 😕 #BUT IM ALSO NEVER GONNA FORGIVE HOW YALL TREAT OLIVER QUEEN

[aroaessidhe]

2023 reads // twitter thread  

A Strange and Stubborn Endurance

high fantasy romance

a closeted man from a bigoted country has an arranged political marriage to a foreign princess, but when his sexuality is revealed, marries the prince instead

focus on healing from trauma with a side of court politics & mystery

#A Strange and Stubborn Endurance #aroaessidhe 2023 reads #yes i enjoyed it very much!! #it’s def like. romance with a plot. like one of those 100k slowburn fanfics where there’s a plot in there but it’s not the point #well there was enough plot for me to like it? but if you’re wanting complex political intrigue itmight not be for you #it wraps up kinda easily. also i want to know more about the magic. it was just kinda there when it came up in the plot #much prefer Velesin’s voice actor tbh. like the other one isn’t bad; but every time it switched to him I was like euahhg hm #took a minute or two to get used to #wanna reread manifold worlds now.....

[spacedoutwitch]

Quick thing to prove I'm alive! I technically have more stuff, but I've been very distracted, and I don't feel like typing up all the descriptions at the moment, and I also don't know how much of it I want to post. Eventually! When I'm paying attention!

#Some Kinda Nonsense #It is GOOD distracted to be fair #It just involves a big shift in schedule and such #And in adapting to that I miss other things #I got ideas.... I wanna draw them.... #And WRITE them too #Side note does anyone happening to notice my tags want self-indulgent fanfic #I wanna post it but am also So Scared #Might also repost a bunch of writing to AO3 #Try and fully jump ship from DA and all that #But then I gotta come up with descriptions and that means I gotta READ stuff from like a DECADE ago #It is art and it is valid but I'm still gonna struggle so much about it if I do it #Also there is....... so much of it #Gonna fill my account with so many ficlets and it'll be a mess #Saw someone else make a year's results one work? #But that's its own kind of mess #Hmmmmmm #Anyway this means nothing in relation to this art nhfgbdfs #I asked friends for prompts and one person said a dragon in a silly hat #That's.... pretty much it

[allylikethecat]

Completely the wrong day to be sending this ask topic wise but just have to say I’m SO glad All the Kings Horses has a weekly scheduled update. Genuinely don’t know how I’d survive if I didn’t know when the next chapter was going to come. I LOVE all your other stuff ofc but have made a solid attachment to the little equestrian universe and couldn’t imagine sitting waiting on edge every Tuesday for a possible update!!

Also the new chapter of the ducklings fic was SO GOOD and honestly I’m trying to hold back on rereading the whole thing but it will definitely happen sooner rather than later. Everything is building up oml there’s so much happening now and I’m LIVING for it.

Asks relating to All the King's Horses are welcome ANY and EVERY day of the week! (Also we can just call this Talk Shop Tuesday if you'd like, that's not fic specific!) I'm so happy to hear that you're enjoying my little Equestrian AU, I am honestly having so much fun working on it, and it is currently my favorite fic that I'm working on! I'm so grateful that you (and others!) have given it a chance because I know it is extremely niche but those are my babies!!

It's also the first one I'm writing with an *extremely* detailed outline meaning that the chapters are very easy to write, which makes sticking to the weekly schedule very easy as well! Even if I had wanted to add it to the Tuesday rotation, I'm honestly too excited about this fic to only post it every few weeks 😂

In particular I am SO EXCITED for Friday's chapter omfg it's a tad longer than the previous chapters but we are FINDING OUT THINGS and my girl Fictional!Charli makes another appearance! I'm so excited for Fictional!Matty's tragic backstory to fully be revealed and WOW do I just want to wrap him up in blankets and force feed him soup lol

I'm also very happy to hear that you enjoyed the new Duckling's update! I know that one is very niche as well lol Also the fact that you have read it once is amazing and I am so grateful but that you're thinking about reading it a second time?! Oh my gosh thank you so much also I apologize if there are any major continuity errors the outline on that one was thrown out the window a few times....

Thank you so much for taking the time to read my fics and send me this ask! I'm so grateful for the continued support! I can't wait to hear your thoughts on Friday's chapter!! I hope you had a great day and that you have a great week!

❤️Ally

#allylikethecat #ask ally #anon ask #keep it kind #fanfiction #gatty #matty fic #fanfic #make way for ducklings #mpreg #All the King's Horses #Equestrian AU #gosh i just love the equestrian AU so much #i have been fully nerding out on it #im so excited for fridays chapter #we get a major piece of Fictional!Matty lore #that im hoping will explain some more things about his character and why he is the way he is #and how he ended up in the situation he was in #if that makes sense? #gonna have to read between the lines some but like WOW im so excited #i also kinda wanna give him a hug though #i hope im making sense #thank you for reading!!

[2smolbeans]

Personal ramble, but you ever had food so good you just wanna write about it in one of your stories in great detail??

Like I know, usually I tend to write more intense yan stuff-

But I wanna also write like some domestic parts of it. Like cooking meals, going out, and doing activities to kinda get into the feel of the world surrounding that scenario.

Y'know?? Idk lol- I just need an excuse to write and describe EVERY DETAIL on how fucking good that food aaaaaa--

#like a few days ago my dad made me try Coxinha and Pastel and cant stop thinking about it #and yesterday my grandma from my mom's side made Bún riêu and that was the final straw #like AHJWJD food is so GOOD AAHEJWJ #so it kinda made me realise that i wanna start implenting little snippets of (ig) home foods/cultural foods #as a way to kind of get in touch with my culture again #in my personal oc writings because why not?? my characters are apart of me ig?? lolol #also for context I'm viet and Lebanese #and also grew up with a strong brazillian cultural bg since my dad's side are brazillian immigrants #but I was also raised in canada #so I'm still learning and trying to get in touch with that side of me y'know?? #so idk yeah! #anyways gonna go back to reading fanfics while I'm on break #i just wanted to get that out my system #also random statement..Marcos Valle is goated. thats it. i will not elaborate any further #2smolbeans ramble

[shardofsun]

When nobody has written the exact fanfic you want with all of your worldbuilding headcanons:

#anyway yeah im still working on my epistolary archon war fanfic that exclusively exists to infodump about worldbuilding #ever wanted to read paragraphs about the societal and familial structures of gods. thats in there #ever wanted to learn military strategy for thousand year long attrition wars. thats in there #wanna learn about wartime agriculture and supply lines? fuck yeah babey! #also featuring excessive detail about guizhong running the guili assembly research and development department #and also probably some shit about my extensive headcanons on archon healing and medical procedures #to any genshin fans expecting me to like. actually follow through and publish this tho im sorry I will probably disappoint #it just kinda exists in my docs rn

[lipglossboy]

honestly can we consider the circumstances surrounding Vickie returning fast times at ridgemond high with it paused on boobs?

So maybe she watched it and then went back to pause on that frame to stare at it. Questioning teen girl in the 80s it makes sense.

But then how did she not think to rewind before returning it that way? She has to know her peers work there and they'll be the ones to see it when they're doing rewinds?

Maybe it was like, she had it up and then oops her dad or boyfriend or someone shows up. Quickly! Take it out of the VHR before he sees! And then she forgot to rewind it before returning it. Or like, someone was doing her a favor and returned it for her before she could.

These passing details about Vicky make her low-key mysterious but I don't think it'll take us anywhere in canon (we don't have time for that anyway). She doesn't like, come across as mysterious but our collection of knowledge about her is interesting.

I kinda wanna characterize her as insecure and like, that's why she kind of tries to emulate molly ringwald lol. And that kind of gives some depth to the whole pausing on boobs thing. Just see her alone like struggling with these feelings (maybe for Robin!) and trying to test her own sexuality by staring at boobs lol. That makes the whole exchange in The War Zone more interesting too! Like she's struggling with her sexuality, specifically her feelings for Robin, and then suddenly Robin sees her being kissed by her boyfriend and she's like caught between these two worlds. The world with her boyfriend being kinda like, the familiar but increasingly unfitting, and the world of Robin being increasingly appealing yet scary and maybe even lonely (bc she only thinks her feelings are her own). But it doesn't feel lonely when she's actually With Robin! It feels all wrong, however, having those two worlds cross. They're not meant to. It's like even robin somehow knows since she runs away.

Also maybe Vickie's tendency to mimic out of an insecure sense of self is why in her nervous state she kind of emulates Robin.

Also don't get me started on her being casually in the War Zone? So much to unpack there. Is her boyfriend a big gun guy? She seemed pretty at home there lol enjoying herself. I forget if she was looking at something specific. Maybe someone in her family used to take her camping or taught her archery or something and she was Reminiscing while waiting for her bf to pick up whatever he needed. What did he need? Honestly who knows. I would say maybe he wanted to buy a gun bc recent events made him want to protect himself/Vickie, but she seemed so casual and chill it just wouldn't be fitting for that kind of shopping trip. I know the duffers like to play fast and loose with tone and the gravity of situations but I don't have to.

#I kinda feel like Vickie in fanfic is just there #Which is understandable #Even in rockie fics I don't feel like she always has much depth? #Which is interestingly how I feel about Chrissy in fics a lot too #Similarly just like #Boring #Not always #I think that's a big reason I tend to enjoy reading romance more than Robin x Chrissy #Bc Nancy is already a complex character #I do like some fics with Chrissy in them though #Kas!Chrissy by fastcardotmp3 is one of my fav fanfic series. Period. #Also I realize I've been using Vicky and Vickie interchangeably #I realized halfway through writing that I was writing Vicky with a y and didnt want to go back and change all the spellings #Also I do still feel like that scene with Robin watching wistfully at them kissing was off #Probably harsh but I think part of it was I wasn't convinced by Maya's acting in tht moment? #Can't necessarily blame her bc I wasnt convinced by the scenario itself #She sees a girl she likes who she knows has a boyfriend getting kissed by said boyfriend and is genuinely so heartbroken she has to run awa #I guess I don't buy it #Anyways. Maybe I'll write a little Vickie POV fic. Lil character study #All the fics I wanna write are like #Vickie character study #Eden character study #Argyle character study #Bunch of rarepairs #And then self insert fics djsjsbsn #Just fully me. I'd say you and yn but it's me. I'm picturing me specifically

[loverboybrightsideghost]

haha this fanfiction thing is EASY

#IT IS NOT EASY!!!! IT IS NOT EASY!!!!!!!!!!!! #the things i do for my craft....(my craft= procrastinating my work and yelling into the void of my discord server about superman instead) #i am currently writing. four fanfictions. #one good omens one (that i haven't worked on in a while but i wanna finish it! or at least work on it more it was good hehe) #three lois and clark ones because i remembered that i can do what i want #i was like gee i sure wish there was this specific situation happening to these characters #and then i was like wait! i can put guys in situations!!!!! #so yeah #not bad i think i need to get better at descriptions so i'm gonna go back and Read Stuff I Like to get a better sense of style and descript #ions and words and shit #i've read a lot of stuff but not much of it have i actually analyzed (outside of my lit class at least) so i need to go and hit all #my favorite things with a big magnifying glass :3 #bluebird.txt #superman #<- technically #oh also all of the fanfics aren't like big ass multi chapter things #that's only one of them #i mean so far. i can see another one also getting kinda long

[waywardsalt]

Hi! I hope you’re doing good in life! So it’s spooky season so I have an ask related to that. I don’t know if you play horror video games, watch horror movies/shows, or read horror books, but if you do, I have to ask: What is the most disturbing book, or video game or show/movie that you’ve played/watched/read? In my opinion, there is two types of horror: the ones that scare you, and the ones that traumatize you. If you can think of any book, movie, or game that really kind of fucked you up, I’m curious to know if you feel like answering. I hope you have a good day and a good life.

Hey, I’m doing good and I hope you are too!

the answer ended up being really long lol

Woof, this is honestly a pretty hard question, since I can't really name any horror (or otherwise) media that actually left me kind of fucked up for a bit, at least not to the degree where it affected me for a while. I probably haven't been really fucked up by anything since I was a kid, so I'll try and recall what a few things fucked me up back then...

Off the top of my head I know that two different spongebob episodes got me bad, the first being one with that tunnel of love thing (tho tbh i havent seen it in a while so it might still spook me today) and the one where i'm pretty sure for whatever reason squidward gets locked in some small locker and has some kind of fucked up dream, whatever that was. I remember there was an eagle in that one. the eagle terrified me. (i looked them up, and the first episode is titled 'tunnel of glove' and the second is 'squidward in clarinetland'. with how badly that second one got to me, i'm surprised i ended up learning to play the clarinet at all)

other than that, i think the courage the cowardly dog episode 'the house of discontent' got me pretty bad, too, but i think everyone who saw any amount of that series as a kid has at least one episode that got them fucked up.

there's probably a handful of scooby-doo stuff that got to me when i was a kid, but i could not name any specifics (asides from charlie the robot's original episode, christ) because i think i managed to see just about every bit of available scooby media around that time.

nowadays stuff still does kinda fuck me up, but it's usually only for brief bits of time. the most recent example I can think of is cowboy bebop's 20's episode, pierrot le fou, which is honestly some great horror, especially how it uses the show's typical format and flips it on it's head, but i wouldn't necessarily say it got to me because of it being scary, more because of the way the ending disturbed me for a bit. it was the only episode that had me stop afterwards and really look into it for anything other than clarifying a character's gender, lol.

the endings of both neon genesis evangelion and end of evangelion had me shaken, the latter more so than the former, but not really due to horror aspects, though. i did have to take a walk after finishing end of evangelion. i don't really watch horror movies, i just... read the wikipedia plot descriptions of them.

honestly, i think some of the more popular youtube analogue horror series have gotten to me worse (likely due to the fact that they can get a bit more fucked up than, say, a tv show or movie), specifically the walten files (which i did watch) and the mandela catalogue (which i just watched wendigoon's vids on), and those two and mostly because facial distortion is generally just an incredibly effective form of horror imo. a lot of the time (esp with the childhood examples) the way i was 'fucked up' was that id be in be visualizing the stuff that scared me, and both the mandela catalogue and the walten files had me doing that for a bit.

now that i remember it, i was really scared of fnaf when it first came out. i first learned of it second-hand from seeing some other kids looking into it, and the bits and pieces i put together about it really scared me.

honestly, it's usually straight-up disturbing sequences or imagery that gets to me the most, and i know my limits well enough to generally identify and avoid that stuff, which is probably why i don't have too many recent examples. i've got one or two examples of non-horror movies that fucked me up as a kid, but that's mostly because they were wildly inappropriate for someone of my age (at the time) to be witnessing, so that's a different sort of topic.

i mean, i think i generally have a decent tolerance for fucked up stuff in media, anyways, i mean, i enjoy berserk and haven't really been too upset or disturbed by what happens in it (look theres some nasty shit in there im not saying its not that bad) so there's definitionally some kind of line that media needs to cross to really get to me nowadays, or it just needs to be a specific kind of fucked up. books generally don't do that for me so i don't have any book examples. no games, either, though shadow mario and the haunted house segments in super mario 3d world scared me so much that i had to make my mom do the levels for me, and i'm pretty sure scooby doo: first frights scared me a bit when i first played it on ds.

other than that, though, I just think that, in pokemon x, the story that an npc tells you during your first trip to route 14 and then the strange office building encounter with the animation-less hex maniac creeped me out pretty bad.

yeah, it's kind of hard for me to think of anything (recent) that actually really fucked me up or anything. most stuff just scared me, never really fucked me up or figuratively traumatized me in recent years.

#asks #zeldanamikaze #salty talks #i think for media to really fuck me up there has to be some kind of intense emotional aspect to it or have some specific visual stuff #my enjoying of berserk is proof that it takes specific stuff to really get to me. the way i tested if id be fine reading berserk is so #fucked in hindsight. i straight up looked up the two most infamous eclipse chapters online and read them to make sure id be fine #what the fuck. i just dove in head first fucking god #anyways yeah. like berserk is generally fine for me but cowboy bebop episode 20 did have me a lil fucked up. its so good #ive been looking more into horror stuff recently and i have a lot of respect for (well-executed) horror games like damn. i wanna play #silent hill 2 so bad. it's a really interesting genre when pulled off effectively on a level deeper than just 'oh look at this scary thing' #anyways. i recently watched mononoke and its not really horror just kinda unsettling. its so fucking good #tbh tho there are some fanfics ive read that did actually fuck me up (which is why i kinda have an aversion to angst) #but i didnt want to talk abt those bc i dont want to name names or anything. theyre good fics they just affected me pretty negatively #generally its more like. freaky irl things that fuck me up but thats not fun to talk about its just like. depressing #sorry it took so long to reply to this i hadnt really sat down to write it or anything an just. couldnt think of much lol #anyways ig bottom line is that its more likely for non-horror stuff to fuck me up? or its gotta be specific stuff idk #i played a few hours of portal 1 at a friends house years ago and for some reason it creeped me out a whole lot #strangely enough i dont think scooby doo mystery incorporated fucked me up when i first watched it #i think there was like 1 episode that scared me more than the rest but it was never too bad #and that show is regarded as likely the most actually scary scooby thing. its rlly good #im pretty sure scooby doo was my first (or one of my first) special interest #also (similarly) i dont really get nightmares too often my dreams are just kinda really weird most of the time #i did actually have like. a scary dream recently but i dont know if id fully call it a nightmare

[badfanfix]

So like.

#it’s just a fanfic #legend of Zelda #and I’m so so shy about it #but I’ve been reading way too much linked universe stuff #so now I kinda wanna put my space Zelda story out there #I DO write original stuff but I don’t put it up because I may wanna publish it for real someday #Zelda is honestly my oldest fandom and I’ve been playing with this story for ages #LoZ

[purple-and-mint]

After all that emotional and physical pain that Vegas and Pete have gone through, I just imagine

How Vegas would be afraid of hurting Pete even the slightest bit; how his trembling hands would caress Pete’s face as if it’s made of thin ice and if he pressed a bit more, it would be fractured; how at times, he would look into Pete’s eyes for a long time and start crying and sobbing endless "I’m sorry" while kissing Pete’s hands

How Pete, now completely honest with himself about his feelings and desires, would want all of Vegas, feel all of him, now more than ever before; how he would encourage Vegas to take the initiative, to touch him firmly and roughly, and Vegas wouldn’t comply; how he would snap at times and say that if he didn’t feel comfortable around Vegas, if he couldn’t forgive Vegas, he wouldn’t even be here right now; how he would understand that Vegas craves all of him as well, but he just can’t, not yet

And they would sit on the floor, holding each other in a tight embrace for hours, whispering "I love you" to each other, feeling as if someone had beat the shit out of them, but at the same time, feeling like the happiest people in this world.

#vegaspete #I’m so not okay about them #I’m kinda glad I don’t have a lot of time right now for reading fanfics #because as soon as I start #I will be doing only that #but on the other side I wanna read every single one of them #because I want these two in every minute of my life

[permanentreverie]

I can feel a reading slump coming on and I hate it 🙃

#maybe it's the books I'm reading? I started the witch hunt but it's just not grasping my interest #like they're fine but they're not hitting for me like they did for some other people #but also idk I just feel weird #like on friday I didn't pick up a book all day #which I feel IMMENSELY guilty about #I was just listening to music and fiddling around with my themes all day #I wanted to get halfway through the witch hunt today but I've just loafed around the house and doomscrolling through instagram #and since I have a week off before my next job I was gonna fully read a little life #but I just don't know anymore #Ive also been adding books to my tbr #which is stressing me out #cause I feel like it's unending and the numbers never get lower #and I feel like I'll never get around to reading all of the books on there #and now it's like I have so many books on my tbr idk what to read next #but to knock it down a bit I wanted to see if I could continue with the trend of reading 15 books a month #which I've been able to do these last couple months #but I'm definitely not making that goal now #and I just feel so weird and depressed #anyways I kinda wanna read some fanfic kinda wanna watch some run bts tonight #I don't think I can read anymore #but I feel so bad :(

[holeforlouis]

one day im gonna watch hannibal the show and become insufferable… today is not that day

#i see all the mutuals (probably one person) posting SO MUCH and its making me kinda wanna see it 😳 #but also i only consume popular things so i can read fanfic about it #hannibal