#I like black nail polish too

[somecunttookmyurl]

my boyfriend is not any flavour of queer. he says he "wishes he was" because queer people "just seem to understand the world so much" by which i assume he means we by default actually consider society wrt sex and gender, but he is unfortunately both cis and het. he's checked.

he carries around a copy of "the little book of lgbtq" in his backpack at all times in case he needs to look something up.

a good chunk of his youtube history is queer history / queer media / 'what it's like to be x' videos. he thinks all of you with the less famous identities (ie not the L G B or T) are very cool and funky and hopes you have a good day.

he knows he's straight because he has kissed men on several occasions and was not into it sexually. one of those times was a gay dude who promised to buy him drinks all night in exchange for a kiss and my boyfriend is nothing if not a wee whore. one of the others was kissing his gay friend who was depressed about not being able to hook up with anyone, because he is a very sweet wee whore.

he would do it again because he is very neutral on the kiss itself (not into it, but not grossed out by it. it's just a kiss, innit) and because he doesn't want people to be so lonely and sad that they cry in the smoking area of the club.

#i still think he has some gender fuckery going on that he hasnt unearthed yet #he grew up in a very MEN! ARE! MEN! community and is very insecure about his masculinity #he WANTS to be perceived as male but to the extent he frequently laments not being able to wear certain things bc they are 'too feminine' #and thinks women get cooler clothes than men #i mean we do but also you can just wear them it's goth attire its basically gender neutral by default #he started wearing (black) nail polish as a regular thing after we met and is just now branching out to other colours #he gets hit on by gay/bi men a lot which is funny bc he's always like #'i'm so sorry i WISH i was but i simply am not you are very handsome though'

[odoraful]

🔔 PAUSE new limited 5-star rafayel outfit and solar cards just dropped⁉️

HE’S SO JSGDH?!:?£\¥&!!,?!???!!

#I CRIED THEY MADE HIM SO PRETTY AND MAGICAL #like the black nail polish too UGGGH POWERFUL STUFF #there’ll ​also be free matching solar 4 star cards for him too!! #love and deepspace #rafayel love and deepspace #love and deepspace rafayel #rafayel #lads rafayel

[llutik]

this shit shouldn't have come further than my telegram channel but here we are

i love jons adwd chapters he is so cringe

#asoiaf #my art #stannis baratheon #stannis #jon snow #adwd #a dance with dragons #a song of ice and fire #i kind of regret not drawing stannis in a crown #still unsure if he reads as stannis... #also i have to think on jon design properly #i feel like he looks too simple but not in a good way... #black nail polish... #actually i wanted to pile my trashiest sketches and post them all at once #but i don't want to mix up my future character vision with this...

[artbyfuji]

rosebird. but it's just hands...

#rosebird #raven branwen #summer rose #my art #GOOD hands might i add. like damn bro i'm getting a little flustered over here 😳 was gonna put all these in a collage too butttt 😴😴 #lets not ask whats goin on in the first image. it's fineeee you know how it is with friday the 13th blood pacts. or whatever. #the vampys. the bandmates. and the totally well adjusted canon versions of themselves. life is good 🍽️ #crazy about the 3rd one personally 💥🔨 whatever. look at their big knuckles matching bracelets & black nail polish boy. #okay anyway are you two done yet. do you guys wanna compare hand sizes for research ❓🔬🔍📝

[youremyonlyhope]

Living with Body Focused Repetitive Behaviors

Me: *Is super stressed over life.*

Trichotillomania: Time to pull some hair! C'mon. You won't even notice you're doing it. It'll make you feel better.

Me: NO. *Spends 4 days putting hair in a mini twist protective style* There.

Dermatillomania: Hey. Your hands are free. And restless. And dry... Pick your skin. Bleed. Bleed.

Me: Stop! *Starts up a new crochet project to keep hands busy.* Ok cool.

Onychophagia: Hi hi. Your nails are.... perfect biting length... you should do that.

Me: Noooooooooooo *Paints nails.*

Dermatillomania: Oh look, you got some nail polish on your skin. Pick it off... now pick some more...

Me: SDJAKFDSJFKLDKAFDJKLAFJDKSAKLFDASL

#is this tmi? oh well. this is the tmi website #trichotillomania #dermatillomania #onychophagia #bfrb #body focused repetitive behavior #ocd #guys guess what? my therapist all but prescribed that i get a manicure to prevent picking at my skin #apparently after a year with this therapist i never mentioned my finger picking until this week #and she was like 'ok since you find it tough to paint them yourself get a manicure. self care and preventative' #because my cuticles are horrific due to me constantly picking at them and the sides of my fingers #so i've always been too embarrassed to go to a nail salon and my therapist was like 'exposure therapy!' #currently my nails are sloppily painted because i can't hold a brush still and they're already chipping after like 5 days #actually they probably started chipping on the second day honestly. #i need to redo my twists a bit which actually satisfies the trich urges since i'll be running my fingers through my hair to do it #but i won't actually be pulling. but also. i will be getting the shed hairs out. so. kind of fulfills that. #but right now my nails are long enough for me to feel them sometimes hit my keyboard. which. isn't normal for me. #and despite the nail polish i feel the urge to bite them shorter ahhhhh #anyway if you're Black with natural hair and have trich i HIGHLY suggest mini twists since it helps deter me from pulling #sure i have to redo it every few weeks but seriously. game changer. harder to find individual hairs to pull.

[astranauticus]

the rwd season 4 qna inspired me to start thinking about college au headcanons except a lot of these are gonna be really specific to my school and y'all are just gonna have to deal with that <3

Kyana feeds some of the school cats. she would feed all of them if she could

Dani smuggled Plug (the scrawniest black cat you've ever seen) into her dorm room illegally and somehow management hasn't caught her yet (based on a true story) (Kyana visits to see Plug all the time)

Finbar keeps an updated tier list of every canteen in the school with breakdowns of the best stalls/dishes for each

A senior from the school of engineering once said to me 'all the engineering people dress like rats cuz our classrooms don't have aircon' (context: tropics) anyway that's Dani

Kyana would probably be involved in a lot of freshman orientation events from second year onwards. she just likes talking to the new kids and giving them advice like she would be the kind of orientation group leader who'd get messages from her freshies asking about all kinds of random nonsense because she's made sure they know they can always contact her with questions

VR-LA is The Guy you go to for textbook pirating resources

(this is more of a 'wouldn't that be funny' but VR-LA is just Veerle's discord handle)

Docent is the name of VR-LA's old laptop that broke down so he gave it to Cassimere (computer engineering major he met once at a networking event) to fix except Cassimere got everything off the hard drive and then somehow managed to fuck it up Even More so he had to get a new laptop (and named it Emi)

Roy has gotten food poisoning from his dorm meal plan at least once (based on at least one true story)

The heap trio + Mandy would be those friends constantly playing majong in the dorm lounge and if all the majong tables are taken they just play in one of their dorm rooms on a towel to dampen the tile shuffling noises (it was Mandy's idea)

Every morning Dani goes to the drinks stall at her faculty and orders one iced coffee to the point where the stall owner starts preparing an iced coffee whenever they see her approach (based on my true story)

Roy would be one of those people who goes clubbing every other week and every time he tries to drag the rest of the heap trio and Egan almost always goes and Dani would go if she didn't have a good excuse but always begrudgingly. anyway Roy would always be the only one having a good time until Egan gets drunk enough to start having fun

Finbar actually uses the dorm kitchens instead of just buying canteen food and it always makes the hallways smell really good

Vhas also uses the dorm kitchen sometimes but like. one time i walked into the pantry on my floor and someone had left cut sweet potatoes and 2 eggs in an inch of water in a pan on the stove. that's Vhas

Kyana's constantly applying for overseas exchanges and international summer/winter school programmes. the world is large and she wants to see it!

Maxim's the definition of a hall phantom. you know he lives on your dorm floor because you pass him by in the hallways sometimes and literally nowhere else. sometimes you're not convinced that he actually exists

VR-LA and Maxim's friendship stems from them being from wildly different faculties (VR-LA's in STEM, Maxim's doing anthropology so arts/social sciences) but also having lots of weird interests they cant really bug anyone in their home faculties about

Elyse is in student government and every once in a while Finbar receives a series of angry texts about the newest idiocy she's had to put up with

MR-SN and AS-TR start a stargazing club together. other notable members include AS-TR's girlfriend E-DN, MR-SN's friend C-RA (the one who always volunteers to carry the heavy ass telescopes) and MR-SN's friend K-LB who he pestered into coming to fix one of the wonky scopes even though K-LB's actually in electrical engineering but he's the only engineering person MR-SN (an arts student) knows

oh and of course VR-LA joins because he genuinely just likes space (developing a crush on his club chairperson was not on his bingo card)

Kyana and E-DN were MMA sparring buddies at one point which is how she found out about the stargazing and joined immediately

honestly i can probably think of more but this post is fuckin long LMAO

#rolling with difficulty #'do not let the internet turn you into an american' i say as i make posts that can be understood by me and me only #i mean im not sorry about it this is my house #like my experiences are just gonna be extra incomprehensible because my countrys fuckin tiny so the target audience really is me and me onl #too bad! you think its hard to read my posts? i gotta live like this! #if i sound extra confrontational i got 5 hours of sleep for the whole week unfortunately so just know its all /lh more or less #really tempted to make some kind of business major joke for roy even though obviously the heap trio would all be in engineering #bc its just common knowledge in my school that business majors are the ones with the most free time to go clubbing all the damn time #and *also* theyre the faculty that dresses the best which also tracks?? #didnt really nail down specific majors for everyone (besides the obvious ones like food science for finbar and mech eng for dani) #but i kinda like the idea of cs for VR-LA because of that 'programmers are real world wizards' joke and also.. projecting #cs with focus area in AI would even make sense bc of docent and emi. if i want to make the projecting Even Worse! #also if i ever do human designs for the old crew (doubtful cuz i find drawing robots more fun than drawing humans) #look up sally hansen hypnautical nail polish bc i wanna give human AS-TR that as a nod to her original design #didnt really get into the fashion of it all bc again i live in the tropics so nobody really dresses well here #the goal is to dress to not sweat more often than it is dress to look good #hands down my favourite line in the cqna was noir's i thermoregulate through my forearms #so in the middle of summer i still wear all black and just roll up my sleeves #like thats ME. except its summer ALL YEAR ROUND #walao #asto speaks

[asclepias-lavendula-nyctanthes]

painted my nails

#it's been ages since I did my nails so I went all out #the lil heart confetti polish I always makes me look so cute #but I when I do take the time to paint my nails it's usually an impulse decision and I don't want to wait for the extra dry time #cause it's an extra coat #I can't decide of this is pastel goth or vampirecore goth #the hearts aren't actually pastel but they kinda look it cause they're this silver and red marble-y texture #so the colors blend together #also hearts just have a pastel vibe #like unless they're a Striking blood red #or bone white #or pure silver on the hilt of a dagger only to be used to slay your cursed beloved #y'know? #but also the colors red and silver and black together are strict vampire core vibes #idk im too tired for this

[five-star-stay]

Han during Get Lit making film:

❌️Talking about the song he made that they're shooting mv for

✅️Talking happily about how he painted his nails black

I love him so much😭💞💞💞

Let's perceive him and his pretty nails:

#words can't explain how much i adore him #like he's so real for this sometimes the littlest things brighten your day the most #in this case nails!!!!!! #im gonna paint mine black soon too lol #also in case i dont post about it him getting shy when the director called him genius idol was my everything #he 💖💖💖 #han jisung #stray kids #skz #get lit #making film #han #kpop #nail polish

[goldiipond]

a post-canon ray because i love fucking with his gender

#skye's doodles #his hair was so fun to draw. took a few tries to get the shape i wanted but i like it <3 #also didnt draw his hands but he wears black nail polish. gilda paints his nails along with emma norman and don's bc theyre all besties <3 #had a doodle of a design for post volume 12 timeskip ray too but i dont like it as much. consider hair abt this length in a fluffy ponytail #hopefully goes without saying but if you tag this as g//nderbend i kill you ok #the promised neverland #tpn #yakusoku no neverland #tpn ray

[tboy-boytoy]

so which fishnets are your favorite🖤

‼️op is a man‼️

#photos of me #ftm #hiding my left hand because I have to cut my nails they’re too long and my black nail polish is almost fully chipped off #wish I could wear all my cool edgy looking jewelry but I’m always weary of posting photos with my jewelry #not that this blog has a huge reach or anything but my jewelry is very distinctive and I wear a lot of it so I feel like it’d be easily #identifiable idk #so I just stick with the chain #whatever anyway am I hot or what‼️

[bumpscosity]

i finally got a G7 lps!!! i used the barcode trick to get this cutie :) as someone who has a TON of g2 pets from my childhood and was a HUGE fan the sculpt is really amazing, looks and feels super authentic to the older pets!

the paint application and quality could use some work though, mines a little off in some places and is pretty rough in others. the plastic itself feels cheaper too, slightly squishier than g2 which makes me worried they won't last as long :(

i didn't know they came with little accessories that trophy is an adorable touch, love the cards! the coin is for the roblox game i think? i've only played it a little bit but im excited to check it out again since i assume its had updates.

i also love that they come with little checklists for all the pets, i've always loved when toys show me what else i can get!

overall i feel like these are gonna be like g3 monster high, where the first releases are pretty good but with all the fan attention quality will just keep improving!

#lps #sassy speaks #i think i'll name them bolt which i know is obvious but it's kinda #it's kinda an homage to the disney movie which i was OBSESSED with as a kid #i wish they had painted the hooves tbh but that just means little kids will be painting them with nail polish so #that's a win for children everywhere #and tbh me too i never did that as a kid bc i was afraid of ruining them #maybe i shall live out that dream on bolt idk #also g7 smells wrong. hope this helps #missing magnets too like where are those black magnetic thingies that would come out of the magnets somehow i miss the black magnetic things

[todayisafridaynight]

me and my sister went to the mall today and we ran into hot topic so fucking fast it was unbelievable. me and my sister are literal opposites when it comes to fashion. she picked pink, pastel shit like she was trying to be all uwu kawaii meanwhile im just standing here with my arms full of emo and goth shit, i legit felt like daigo and masato with all this emo drip i had walked out with. (p.s. they should put yakuza stuff in hot topic if they havent already because i have yet to have any yakuza related things in my room </3 also hot topic is like the only store i will shop at)

im so sorry to say these words to you but reading this reminded me of my immortal

#snap chats #I ALSO HAVE NO ROOM TO TALK THOUGH CAUSE I LITERALLY JUST GOT BACK FROM HOT TOPIC AND SPENCERSLKEAKVJA #rubbing off my fucking eyeliner as we speak im no better than a goffick and im sure the stuff you got was actually real fire and im jealous #i actually wore my hakuho pin out today- i pinned it on my back jean jacket. not to flex on you or anything 🥴 #i remember the day my college friend said something about me being goth and i looked like a dumbass saying 'im not goth...' #when all i ever did was wear black. and tbf i toned it down a LOT while i was at school. i wanted to be normal-passing 😭😭 #that aside i only went in to get jewelry and a new belt chain. also a kirby keychain and nail polish #but like it was that Blackheart brand so you know i just wanted it for the skull container and the name. also i was running out #my hot topic really doesnt have any clothes- or at least clothes i fuck with like its mostly skirts and puffy-sleeved shirts #and yeah those are epic and awesome but they're not my style yk. love it on other people just not on me #i usually get my clothes from like. express or skate shops. very different fashions as you can see LMAOOO #like today i got this really pretty crane shirt and then like. i got a black-and-white striped long sleeve with a skeleton hand patch LMAO #UGH im pissed i didnt get the red and black variant too but i didnt think bout it til i already left #i want to get new boots- the ones i have now are great and i love them but i want something chunkier #my 'goth' fashion is really lowkey honestly like i hardly consider myself goth cause of it- its very casual ig #ignore the fuck-you amount of rings i wear ok. theyre pretty..... also they have certain meanings sometimes #like i wear an owl ring cause it reminds me of my sis since she loved owls growing up and went to a uni with an owl mascot #i wear a dragon ring sometimes cause dragons remind me of my dad. for whatever reason. #idk its cause he tried to convince me i was born year of the dragon when i wasnt ?? idk funny guy lmao #and then i already said i wore snake stuff and crosses cause I Hate My Mom. also i was born a snake #also my dads a christian so :] i will wear two cross rings and a cross necklace tyvm love you pops i wish you were around more #uhhh did i want to say anything else. idk im just dumping about my emo bullshit thanks for reading ☠️☠️ #if this wasnt my yakuza blog id actually just show the haul i got today BUT i will spare you lot from my emo bullshit #ok ill kill the tags here now im SILLY

[sirpepperston]

thinking about getting a mani pedi tomorrow.....

#ive been wanting a pedicure for like two weeks but ive also been growing my nails out #and im worried I'll fuck up trying to shape them and end up erasing all my progress #bc i bite my nails like crazy when im anxious and if i fuck up my nails i might get frustrated and bite them all off #but if i get them done and pay money for it i think i would be less likely to do so #too bad i cant get nail polish :( i would love to have jet black nails again #i really like my job now but i can't paint my nails so it really actually sucks and i hate it #augh. but i can have nicely shaped nails

[sapsolais]

,

#hey y'know what #i normally fall asleep holding beyonce (my favorite lil guy) #at least lately #it's just nice to hold smth #i dunno what it is about tonight but i wish i were beyonce y'know #i haven't felt that in a minute. it was too uncomfortable of a feeling y'know so i pushed it away for a bit but #dunno. smth about here and now #i would not mind being a bit vulnerable #i would like 2 curl up w someone or people that care abt me and rest for a bit #smth about love or whatever it's 3 am and i'm tired and feeling a lil small #but it's alright it's not too bad right now #just a lil achey. i reread that cat poem i keep with me on my phone and started feeling things again bc God if that isn't me #so unrelated but i'm a lil sad i had to clean up my nails bc i tried repainting them like 5 times before i realized i was #getting bubbles bc the. polish has gone bad shdjfhg #no cool black nails 2 go w my ken fit but that's okay 😔 #anyways #g'night #sap says

[psychic-waffles]

So I only ever watched the first couple episodes of bu liang ren cos it doesn't have subs but uuhhh thinking now maybe I should go back and watch the rest...

#like i truly never got over the black nail polish but this is too much #im gnawing at my arm #ji chen #bu liang ren

[heartyearning]

in my opinion every man should have a nail polish that is his colour. and it can only be black if youve really thought about it but thats not the point the point is it doesnt matter how u get to this colour, what matters is that one day you, for example, pick up your mothers gold nailpolish that she never wears & then you start painting your thumbs gold every so often & then it slowly becomes part of your personality to, on occasion randomly and without any real reason paint your nails in that colour. grow older. move houses. move out. take the nail polish with you. keep it in your bathroom cabinet next to your vitamins and toothpaste. change as a person. grow. keep your thumbs gold. maybe he’s born with it... maybe its maybelline super stay gel nail color in 820 “winner takes it all!”

#genuinely love this colour have been sorta considering branching out in some of their other nail polishes cause like #i just love this polish too like its so opaque i love the little brush its just . good ! #ive been thinking of getting a black but idk if thats me #& this gold is so good bc its a pretty cold gold & its not at all sparkly or whatever and idk i just like it so much #but yes men. wear nailpolish. not black.