#I live to suffer

[wuffen]

#worufu draws #sheith #once again been listening to sayuri's るーららるーらーるららるーらー on repeat for 50 hours so it's sad sheith hours #i live to suffer

[the-whumpening]

yknow the best (worst) thing about being a disabled whump writer is just the endless well of experience I can pull from.

I've got 937472 different ways to describe pain and nausea and brain fog, plus all those fun tests and procedures I've had to endure.

Anyway if anyone needs me I'll be curled in a ball for the next couple days 👌

#whump community #i live to suffer #and write about it apparently #whumpblr #not whump

[dusteebowl]

you guys don’t know slow burn. i was in the trenches in 2013 reading an over 250k fanfic (that is still ongoing) about ghost hunters and they had ONLY brushed hands by then. YOU GUYS DONT KNOW. your 60k “slow burn” when they held hands in the fifteenth chapter??? are you kidding me? are you actually insane? that’s speed dating!

#i live to suffer #ghost hunt #mai taniyama #naru #shibuya kazuya #y’all don’t know #us ghost hunt fans are out here fighting for our lives

[daegorth]

Callender, what the fuck was that. Oh my god.

"What defending from Inter Miami to keep it scoreless!!" 💀💀💀💀💀💀

HOW DID HE NOT SCORE THAT???

They scored from the corner conceded there, which at least was less humiliating jfjdjdjs

#inter miami #mia v mtl #awful awful awful #i live to suffer #this is making me feel better abt the Juve match at least

[fencecollapsed]

how am I supposed to register for classes and get my semester schedule when the days and times for half of what I need are STILL marked as TBA

#i'm going to fucking kill #this is WHY I couldn't finish registering early when I tried and it's STILL TBA!!!! #this is bullshit!! #I just want my stupid schedule!!! #this would be less stressful if I didn't have to rely on other people to get me to and from my classes but I still can't drive so!!! #I live to suffer #cj says stuff

[urmuminnitt]

i hate that the 2 times lewis has posted about london ive seen it as soon as i got back from london that night

the 2 days i conveniently go into london

and last night????? he was at notting hill gate station SO WAS I???? like a few hours earlier shut up shut up shut up WHY

#i live to SUFFER #i probably shouldn’t talk about where I’ve been but I don’t live there?? so no one actually knows where I am??? It’s fine I’m sure it’s fin

[strangeracrossthestreet]

@mariyyum twitter post: Recipes that have been passed down to me by my Palestinian mother 🇵🇸, and I've had the honor of sharing them with all of you. #freepalestine

1: Cheese Manakeesh (cheese pies)

2: Homemade Hummus w/ chicken koufta

3: Msakhan (the National dish of Palestine)

4: Sfeeha (meet pies)

Follow her on: twitter instagram youtube tiktok and her own blog for more.

#I think beyond the death and suffering they are going through #we have to remember their culture and their lives as well. this is what they're fighting for #palestine #free palestine

[ajarofpickledtears]

when a book has such big part 2 potential and is kinda open ended but it came out in 2011 and no second part was ever written 😭

#cylas speaks #i live to suffer #like. what happened to cris? we don't know where he is. if he is still alive. #and what about good ol grandpa and the nosferatu #what about joaquín. will his state improve/will he somewhat revert or. get worse? #with Boris Blutlinie there is a chance that there'll be spin offs or something maybe #on that note i still gotta write a review #and hunger pangs definitely will have a continuation #but not Blutbraut 😭😭😭

[edenfelled]

me, looking at my inbox, seeing i still have 14 mistletoe asks:

#｡･ﾟﾟ･ — out of character #they're probably getting done after xmas i'm being so serious #xmas being tomorrow #because australia #oh no i don't want to send you any!! #don't be a coward #if you want to send more #i live to suffer

[1982brucespringsteen]

some good news!! the spanish state's ministry of equality has finally passed one of the most progressive trans laws on the planet, shielded free and universal access to abortion and banned conversion therapy and genital surgery for intersex babies, among a lot of other feminist policies. the minister of equality irene montero gave a speech thanking spain's lgtb and trans associations for helping her draft these legislations. couldn't be more proud!!

#spain #trans #ill always prioritize queer&trans revolution over reformism but man. man these are good news #these are gonna make people's life so much more comfortable #i was lucky enough to live in andalucia where we have THEE most advanced regional legislation on trans rights #so i didnt have to fight too many people to access hrt and to change my name on legal docs #but other ppl on the spanish state have been suffering so fucking much #and yeah this law doesnt cover non binary people or migrants but the door is fucking open. its a step forward #and after this terrible terrible week #after the antitrans antisemite game & brianna's murder and so many rampant transphobia #it feels nice to get a win #to have someone in power be so unwaveringly supportive #the queer community in the spanish state is NEVER gonna forget this. never #anyways!!! #felicidades gente trans española!!!! nos vemos en el registro civil dkkskdkkdkxkdk #mine

[mimiscappinisideblog]

Me throughout 2020-2021-2022-2023:

Me the moment AO3 has been down for more than ten hours:

#someone put me out of my misery #i don't want to live on this planet anymore #mimi talks #GOOD THING THAT SOME AO3 WRITERS ALSO POST THEIR FICS HERE #HI. I LOVE YOU ALL #AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA #ao3 #archives of our own #pain and suffering

[creekfiend]

God I'm so tired of people acting like not wanting to attract a lot of (often negative) attention is somehow Capitulating To Bigots like. The other day I was talking to someone about my strategic deployment of pronouns based on how much of an issue I think a person is likely to make about it and they were like "oh I just do what I want I'm done catering to cis people" and I was like BUDDY. I LIVE IN THE RURAL SOUTH WANTING TO NOT HAVE TO CONSTANTLY GET INTO IT WITH PEOPLE ABOUT MY PERSONAL GENDER IDENTITY IS NOT CATERING TO CIS PEOPLE I HAVE A RIGHT TO WANT TO MOVE THROUGH THE WORLD WITHOUT CONSTANT INTERPERSONAL CONFLICT

Or like I was talking about how I hate swimwear options bc they're all revealing but if you choose to wear like, a t shirt and shorts, people still stare at you because that's socially unusual so it sucks either way and someone was like "I just do it anyway and if people don't like it they can die mad about it" and like... okay. I want to be able to go to the local pool and not either be uncomfortable with what I'm wearing or have people treat me weird about it. I would like for my presence and clothing choices to be considered neutral and it's fine for me to state that actually. This is not assimilationist or capitulating to people. It's going "hm I would love if stepping out my front door didn't have to be a revolutionary act!!!!!" Agghhhhh

#im visibly gnc all the time. i am not hiding who i am. but also???? #people making that choice are suffering for it and its an incredibly personal calculation and its FINE AND NORMAL #TO BE LIKE I AM SO TIRED OF DOING IDENTITY MATH #SOMETIMES I WOULD LIKE TO BE ABLE TO NOT MISGENDER MYSELF IN ORDER TO NOT GET IN FIGHTS #BUT THATS NOT THE LIVE I GET TO LIVE

[pureseasalt]

congratulations to the one piece live action team for everything, but especially for perfectly, spectacularly, and unabashedly portraying how head over heels in love the straw hat crew is with monkey d luffy

#one piece live action #one piece #IM LOOKING AT YOU MR TAZ HEART EYES TOWARDS HIS CAPTAIN SKYLAR #AND YOU MACKENYU BREATHLESS AWE STARING MAEDA #AND! ALSO! YOU! EMILY LONG SUFFERING BUT STILL PAINFULLY ENDEARED GLARE RUDD #AND DONT THINK I FORGOT ABOUT U! MR JACOB INCANDESCENTLY JOYOUS GRIN GIBSON

[bon-sides-sw]

I want to think they were friends

#star wars #bons art #my art #padawans #ahsoka tano #ahsoka #caleb dume #cal kestis #kanan jarrus #jedi temple #anakin skywalker #obi wan kenobi #jaro tapal #jedi fallen order #jedi survivor #star wars rebels #rebels #sw rebels #jedi order #anyway i really love little padawans who are about to suffer the most traumatic experience of their lives #protect cal kestis at all cost #he baby

[crengarrion]

edit: please read my additions at the bottom before reblogging this post. please do not reblog this post without also reblogging the others i've linked!

if you saw my reblog(s) of ahmed's donation posts in which he includes his crypto wallets (and my links to those posts), anyone else's posts explaining how to donate to him using those wallets, or any aid post that mentions his ability to accept cryptocurrency and decided to villianise him and accuse him of being hamas for it... you are repulsive. you are not welcome here.

people are dying. paypal and ko-fi take percentages. paypal has a monthly withdrawal limit. i'm the first to admit i know nothing about cryptocurrencies, but ahmed has said it goes directly to him without a service taking a cut. i assume there are fewer or no withdrawal limits. it is harder to track and less regulated, which, in this case, provides an additional layer of security for people being precision targeted. get over it.

anyway. donate to ahmed's ko-fi. donate to ahmed's paypal. follow ahmed @90-ghost for updates on how to help him, and check his ko-fi and tumblr posts for updates. send him a nice ask. reblog his posts depicting he and his family's life in gaza. read tumblr user neaeach (naoual sahe)'s interview with ahmed. bring hope. listen to palestinians, don't speak over them.

ahmed's reblog of his interview, with a link to it:

direct link to the interview:

edit: i don't need reblogs, but palestinians, muslims, arabs, and other people suffering directly due to zionism and islamophobia do! please reblog their posts!! @el-shab-hussein has also made a post about these accusations against ahmed, which @fairuzfan added onto. and please reblog this post with ahmed's latest ko-fi update and all the ways you can DIRECTLY donate to him! thank you

#[ whispers ] #i swear. people will do anything to derail. people need victims to fit into their perfect little box or else they deserve to suffer. #sickness. repulsive. help or get out. #ahmed is a man. a human being. his family are human. people. they want to live. they deserve to live. #how dire does it have to get for people to just. help. or at least stop trying to prevent help. #reiterating in tags: Please. please reblog ahmed's posts! please reblog palestinians' posts! elevate them directly! their voices and their #words are valuable and must be amplified. i'm just a native guy in new york. i'm just angry and scared and fighting. that is all i am.

[melverie]

Just remembered that Satan in the "A World of Our Very Own" devilgram says that he believes he was "born in order to meet MC" and it always sounded incredibly cheesy to me but then I thought about it a little more and--

Originally, Satan was just a small glimmer inside Lucifer's consciousness until Lucifer's wrath reached its peak with Lilith's death which, in turn, resulted in Satan's birth

MC is a direct descendant of Lilith after she was reborn as human

If it weren't for Lilith's death, neither of them would be here

Both of their existences are directly intertwined with one another, so in a way Satan's right

They have always been destined to be a part of each other's lives

#lilith's death is like a looming shadow that both are intrinsically tied together by #and that to this day shapes almost all moments of their lives #it's a shared pain that runs deep #yet neither of them ever actually experienced it for themselves #and yet they're the only ones that can fully understand the suffering it causes the other #i love satan & mc's relationship so mucchhhh #obey me #obey me swd #obey me satan #obey me lucifer #obey me lilith #obey me mc #mel's starry musings