#I love anya with all I have and I will not hesitate to protect her at all costs

[yumeka-sxf]

I've been waiting to see Yor's epiphany chapter in the anime and it did not disappoint! I felt like analyzing more than usual because I loved this episode so much~ 💖

I hope that any anime-only viewers who at this point still had the opinion that Yor's just ditzy/submissive, one-dimensional, or whatever negative traits associated with her, have changed their minds. Throughout the cruise arc we've seen so many sides of her character: how she's struggling to understand the exact reason why she's taking on these dangerous assignments when her original reason for doing it (supporting Yuri) no longer exists, how her internal desire to seek her own happiness - live a peaceful life like Olka - is at constant war with her diligence to complete her mission, her yearning to be with Loid and Anya and how sad she looks when she has to tell herself that they're just a cover-up family and she'll have to leave them without a word if anything drastic happens, and how much more confident she is when doing something she excels at - assassinating - yet still retaining her kind and polite demeanor (Unlike Twilight, who dons the mask of Loid Forger, Yor Forger is not a mask for Thorn Princess, at least not in terms of personality. So everything she says as Thorn Princess can be interpreted as her true feelings, including the now two times she's hesitated during fights because of the thought of having to leave the Forgers).

And, in the moment where she's facing death right in the eye, all the doubts she's had since getting this assignment culminate, not only causing the samurai assassin to get the upper hand, but causing her to take a deep, introspective look into her reason for fighting...if it's not for the same reason as the other assassins, what is it?

What's even more amazing is that these things about her character did not come out of nowhere just for the sake of a flashy climax. We saw in previous episodes that not only does she understands that being in the Forger family makes her happy, but most importantly, how she's lived her life only thinking of the happiness of others above her own. And what's most tragic is that, upon finally realizing that her original reason for being an assassin is gone (since Yuri no longer needs support) she's ready to die then and there...until she remembers Olka's words about wanting to live a peaceful life, which in turn makes her remember her core reason for becoming an assassin was to not only support Yuri, but to make the world he lives in all the more peaceful by eliminating the villains in it.

Despite how naive Yor is about many things (due to her upbringing), she's certainly not ignorant about the needless tragedies that exist in the world. And here is where she makes her decision to keep doing her assassinating, not because she enjoys killing people, but because the result of it will make the world a better place...because now, she has even more people whose happiness she desires to protect.

Even if she sacrifice her own happiness by leaving the Forgers, that's not as important to her as preventing tragedy from befalling her loved ones, or the world in general. And these thoughts are so similar to Twilight's reasons for becoming a spy! Coincidently, as Yor has these thoughts, she thinks of how Loid complimented this aspect of her personality way back when they first met...and the thought that the man who she trusts and respects so much would approve of her decision, gives her the final push to keep on going (I love that they reanimated this scene too and didn't just use the exact frames from episode 2).

So yeah, if anyone who wasn't sure of how much depth Yor's character has, I hope this episode shed a lot of light! This is the right way to make a character both cute/sweet but also a total badass who's strong on the outside as well as the inside.

(I will probably reword a lot of this for my upcoming Twiyor analysis posts but I couldn't wait until then, lol).

#spy family #spy x family #sxf #spyxfamily #yor forger #twiyor #sxf anime

[whateversawesome]

About Spy x Family Chapter 83

Let’s talk about the latest chapter of Spy x family along with some traditional crazy theories. 

First of all, Twilight has been trained to kill the enemy and he was being attacked, so in theory, he should have killed Yuri, then...Why did Twilight hesitate? I think the whole fandom knows the answer...Could it be because of a certain person? *Coughs* YOR!

Mr. Spy has been compromised. He hasn’t realized it yet, but he’s in love.

Want further proof? Here he is in the middle of a fight, thinking about his wife 😏 Note about this: He must know at some level that Yor is different from other women. Otherwise, why did he ask himself that question?

And here Twilight was ready to do his job, meaning kill his enemy, an SSS agent who is ready to arrest him, torture him, and possibly kill him. I think at some point, he really thought about finishing him off, but then he hears a name...Yor.

And that changes everything.

He hesitated once, then the second time wasn't a hesitation, but a full conscious decision: Twilight knows it’s a risk to let Yuri live. He could discover him, but he still spares his life, not out of mercy, but out of love for his wife and his family (because Yuri is his family too).

Now about Yuri... I’ve mentioned this before, and this panel makes my suspicions stronger: Yuri will be the one who discovers Twilight’s identity. That kid is smart and if he starts putting the pieces together, he may end up discovering everything.

Also, I think Twilight not killing Yuri will be a deciding factor in the end. Right now Yuri is a KID. But at some point during the story, he’ll become an adult and will have to face some truths: That the SSS does bad things and that his brother in law is a spy. This is the point when Yuri will have to choose between duty and his family and I believe he will choose his family (at a great personal cost).

When this happens, things are going to get tough for Yuri, because the SSS high command sees him as a puppy who obeys and does the dirty work for them. What do you think it will happen when he doesn't obey? (This guy is scary 😟)

Plus, Yuri feels he owes his sister for sacrificing herself to raise him. That's why he wants to protect her: he wants to pay her back for everything she has done for him...and what better way to pay her back that to protect her family (husband and daughter).

On top of everything, he now (sort of) owes Twilight. Yuri thought he was going to die, that’s why he mumbled an apology to Yor. Once he discovers who Twilight is, he’ll know the reason why he wasn’t killed.

It’s going to be messy. 

Bonus: Did Twilight kick Yuri on the balls? Looks like Anya won't be having any cousins 🤣

#spy x family #spyxfamily #spyfamily #twiyor #loidyor #loid forger #yor forger #anya forger #agent twilight #loid x yor #sxf #spy family

[piracytheorist]

I've kinda talked about this before but I love how we get to see the Forgers' different ways and levels of keeping secrets and of accepting their place and their love for the family.

Bond is the simplest case. He's not exactly "hiding" his precognition because he has no ways to communicate it to anyone, but rather openly acts on it to protect others. However, upon meeting the family he went like "Good humans. I will love and protecc" and hasn't looked back since.

I would argue that Anya's secrets are bigger than Yor's, for the most part because her powers are constant, and also more invasive in their lives than Yor's secret job. But Anya also immediately accepts Loid and Yor as her parents and calls them Papa and Mama without hesitation because in her mind, they are her parents, end of story. She is the daughter of the Forgers and it's up to her to keep it that way, thus she keeps her powers a secret because she fears that them becoming known would mean the end of the family.

Yor's secret is more indirectly dangerous due to the nature of her job, but also more possible to cause trouble. Anya is not responsible over her powers; Yor chooses to stay an assassin (though with understandable motives behind her choice) and she is fully aware that the moment her real job is revealed she'll have to leave them. At the same time, she feels insecure because for all she knows, Loid is a kind, simple citizen who is unknowingly covering for an assassin and has welcomed her into his home and family, so she feels she needs to always do her best to pay this kindness back. So her accepting her place in the family doesn't come immediately, nor easy. But through the course of the first season, she slowly got to the place of realizing she loves that place enough to be motivated to do her best to keep it, not so much for cover anymore, but because it really is a precious place for her.

And on the far end you have Twilight, who builds this entire family based on lies as a cold, distanced requirement for his mission. He is not supposed to love them, he is not supposed to see any emotional value in his place in the family, and he is not supposed to consider any alternative other than pretending to be Loid Forger for as long as this mission lasts. Despite Anya and Yor having secrets of their own, they are honest about their past and their true characters. But everything about Loid (or almost everything) is a researched, calculated choice. The moments he reveals true parts of himself are a precious few, and come out of him in an attempt to connect with and comfort the others, and rarely benefit the mission directly. He's not only the deepest in on the lying, he's also got the longest road to walk to accept his place in the family and his love for them.

(no spoilers for the manga please)

#Spy x Family #sxf meta #the Forgers #I am so sleepy rn there's a chance I'll wake up in a few hours and this will make no sense #but I had feels and I had to share

[deathmetalunicorn1]

One Piece strawhat pirates with Anya reader from Spy x Family, I thought the interactions would be hilarious and cute

-You were bright and sparkly eyed, finding yourself in a new world, one of pirates and adventures. This is almost as cool as being a world with spies!

-You found yourself rescued by a cheerful man who just felt so warm, like a hug, after the marines had been chasing you, after you accidentally blurted out a secret that nobody was supposed to know and now they needed to shut you up.

-Luffy was so warm and kind to you, like a big brother, and when you called him big brother for the first time, he was beaming so brightly, just like the sun.

-He was pretty simple, only really thinking about food and becoming the pirate king, and protecting his crew if someone was to threaten any of them, including you.

-Zoro didn’t know what to make of you- you were so tiny and weak, but he could tell that you were smarter than you looked, as you always seemed to dodge him when he was teaching you how to use a wooden sword, reading his mind to read his moves.

-He quickly became your second big brother, and he will not hesitate to kill to protect you, which you do think is rather scary, but he was a lot like Luffy, thinking about drinking and becoming stronger, wanting to become the strongest swordsman in the world.

-Nami adored you, especially when you called her big sister, as she had never been a big sister before, as she was the little sister to Nojiko, so when you were brought into the crew, she relished the idea of being a big sister finally.

-Nami is scary at times, yelling and hitting the others, but never you, she would never hit you, only flicking your forehead when you did something reckless, but you could tell that she was a nice person, thinking about her mother, her home, her sister, and always about money for some reason.

-You loved Usopp’s stories, despite knowing that they weren’t true, as he wanted to prove himself a brave adventurer, a brave pirate, so he told stories, ones that you loved to listen to.

-Usopp taught you all about plants and taught you how to use a slingshot, something you enjoyed doing as you found it fun.

-Sanji adored being a big brother to you, always willing to dance with you and he loved when you came into the kitchen, wanting to cook with Sanji, something he treasured.

-Sanji’s mind was complex, showing his past with his family, which he tried not to think about, not wanting to think about his family, and the sad times with Zeff, whom he does miss at times.

-If he was with you, Sanji’s thoughts were about how cute you were and about what dishes you would like, but you have seen it, when he’s talking to Robin and Nami or when he sees a pretty girl. You learned why Zoro calls him Ero-Cook, but you kept that quiet.

-Chopper was easily your favorite person, you loved to cuddle and hug him and he loved your attention and affections, treating you nicely, unlike the others whom he called names, while being happy.

-You normally didn’t like doctors, as it reminded you of your own past, but you didn’t mind Chopper, mainly because he wasn’t scary, and he would have you sit in on exams before your own, showing you what he was going to do, so you don’t get scared.

-His thoughts were all over the place, his memories of the snowy land he once called home, the memories he made with the others during their time together, treats and tasty food he got to eat, and how he wanted to work hard to cure everyone!

-Robin was the only person who knew what you could do, it wasn’t that hard to figure out, as you would do things when she would think about it, like if she wanted to go and take a nap, but didn’t want to go alone, you would tug on her hand, asking her to nap with you.

-She stared hard at you when she figured it out, thinking about peanuts and your face lit up with joy, then she started to think about broccoli and your face fell, looking horrified.

-When she confirmed this, she agreed to keep it a secret, but it was amusing to see you reading the others, being able to do things or get out of doing things- you were really a smart child.

-Robin didn’t want you to read her mind, as she didn’t want you to worry, due to her childhood, which you had seen a bit, so you tried not to read her if you could avoid from doing it.

-Franky was so much fun! He taught you how to build things and how things around the ship worked and he adored you constantly asking questions as he loved explaining things to someone who would listen.

-Franky was odd- he would think about odd random things all the time, from cola, to new speedos, building things, and his memories of his mentor.

-When you first met Brook, you thought he was scary, because he was a skeleton. However, you quickly found out that he was funny, telling jokes and you loved to listen to him playing the violin.

-He was a lot like Sanji, being a pervert, except around you, he behaved around you, thinking you were adorable with all the questions you were asking him, wanting to know more about him- to see a child being so interested in him, it warmed his heart.

-You adored Jinbei- he was so cool as you had never met a fishman before, and for him to be on the crew as well, you couldn’t be happier.

-Jinbei loved to take you swimming, and you constantly asked him questions, which warmed his heart, seeing that you weren’t afraid of him in the slightest.

-Jinbei was a very wise person, most of the time, like when he would let Luffy run wild, as everyone knew not to let him do that, and he would tell you stories of his past, when he was a pirate long ago and his adventures leading up to join Luffy’s crew.

-Your crew adored you, as you always seemed to be there when they needed it most, like if they were feeling sad and needed a hug, you were there, arms open and ready, or you would just sit there, giving them an ear to talk to.

-They couldn’t understand, except for Robin, how you were easily able to figure out where things were, like if you were all looking for treasure in a marine base and nobody could find it, you always could, and if they asked, you just smiled, “Lucky guess!”

-You loved being a pirate, as you had a high bounty now too, since you knew government secrets that nobody should ever know, and you liked getting a higher bounty, as you learned that the more zeros on your bounty, the more important you are, as you really weren’t worried about danger, not with your new family protecting you.

#one piece #luffy #zoro #nami #usopp #sanji #chopper #nico robin #franky #brook #jinbei

[wuanshii]

NSFW Headcanons!

Pairing: ( Loid Forger and Yuri Briar x f!reader )

Rated 18+ , proceed with caution

LOID FORGER;

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A softie, and a gentleman outside but in bed, he's a complete different man.

Has handcuff and roleplay kinks.

"Nobody's bailing you out baby, so how about we pass some time in...private?" him as a cop on top and you as a thief below him - one of his fav plays.

Aside the roleplay fun, he's into either cuffing your hands on each side of the bed or above the bed before hitting you in the missionary position.

' Fuck !' whimpers in your ear on purpose. As a man, he just doesn't hesitate to moan.

And it sounds extra hot for some personal reason.

He has a praise kink. He just LOVES being praised by you when you're riding him. And that's why he prefers being bottom most of the time.

Hates the term 'Daddy' and 'Mommy' cause parents issue. It's either honey or baby for him.

Has a habit of spanking your ass with his lengthy and veiny hand before slipping inside. Only when the position is doggy.

Actually hates the 'doggy-position' but you cum real quick in that stance, so whenever he's in for a quickie, he'll go for the doggy style.

The speed and durality is INSANE. Lasts for 4 whole rounds.

"Beg." oh the panty vibrator- He carries the controller with him everyday and whenever he's in for some mischief, he'll cutely convince you to wear them only for you to suffer in the end.

Actually knows how to turn you on with his knee; the way he's so tall, the way he presses it in between your thighs and makes circles, the way it rubs on your heat back and forth--- lord have mercy.

No pills! He had heard that pills has a negative and dangerous side-effect on women somewhere and he doesn't want you to suffer. Although it's barely true for most females.

So he uses condom for protection and tries his best to avoid you from going in for pills.

Gentle in every sex position.

And his aftercare game is strong asf. Makes sure you're warm and cozy, all cleaned up, and if you're in pain, he'll place a hotbag on your belly before cuddling you to sleep.

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YURI BRIAR;

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"I wannaaaa have sexxxx!" whenever he's drunk, he's crazyyy.

And boy, the head he gives is soo---- damn pleasing to the point where he can actually make you squirt.

Cause he eats you out in a way as if your pussy is the best fucking thing he has ever had.

Has licked tequila off your chest and nipples once. NEVER again cause your nipples ended up burning so bad.

Wall sex is his thing. Can effortlessly bounce you up and down on his dick.

"Fuckin' slut, is that how you suck a dick?" he seems like a 'sweetie' outside but trust me when I say his mouth just automatically degrades you. Cops instincts kicking in.

Doesn't like being degraded by you though. He'll definitely cry.

Also has a breeding kink. Cumming inside a condom isn't enough, he NEEDS to do it inside you.

"How about we give Anya a cousin brother, or even a sister?~" but only if you're ready. Makes sure he actually doesn't impregnate you without consent just because he has a breeding kink.

Is also into risky sex.

Like sex inside his office without the door being locked. Funny how he once made you suck him dry from below his desk when he was dealing with his boss.

"Yor was soo embarrassed when told her! She was acting as if she's a virgin or smth, hahaha!" man loves to brag about his sex life to his sister.

Says he's in a 'competition'. Perhaps a way to indirectly show his jealousy regarding Loid since he's soo handsome. Yuri fears that Loid might charm you too.

"You see these marks on my back? These hickies? I please her in a way no man ever can, you hear me Loid Forger?? Only I can make her moan and squirt. You could neverrr," sometimes, he takes it a little too far but let him romanticize you in his own way.

Sucks at aftercares! Peppers your face with kisses for 7 seconds and instantly lays on your side to sleep. No cuddles, fuck him!

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#loid smut #loid forger #spy x family loid #loid x reader #loid drabbles #spy x family #yuri x reader #yuri briar #yor briar #yuri briar x reader #loid forger x reader #loid forger headcanons #loid headcanons #loid forger x y/n #loid forger x you #spy x family headcanons #spy x family smut #briar #anime smut #sxf yuri #sxf fanfic #sxf loid

[notallangelsaregood]

My thoughts on Spy x Family Chapter 82

Needless to say, (some real serious) manga spoilers alert

Oh, boy, I'm gasping for air. I'm panicking, and I've not panicked this much about Spy x Family since Anya's last hijack incident (which my heart has not recovered yet). Mr. Endo, may you, please, pay my cardiologist bill? I'm not joking, I'm hyperventilating, and my chest is TU DUM, TU DUM.

The mole was discovered! Poor guy (or not, who knows?). I wonder what SSS will do to him. How far will the organization go? I believe we won't even know.

I'm seriously nervous for him. Twillight is used to things getting on his way, with minimum complications and this situation is definitely not it. Of course, he could figure things could go bad, since It's a really risky operation, however, I feel his frustration in not getting much time to secure the real wheeler.

Damn, my heart is not surviving till the end of this chapter.

Our man got ✨ The Skills ✨ Still, all this shooting is getting me pretty nervous. I'm immediately getting my anxiety meds. Endo, what the actual f-

Yeah, Twilight is The Man! Still, my hands are trembling and so is my apprehensive cardiac organ. This is sure to be qualified as torture.

He is quite wise disguising as Yuri. Haha, got it? I'm not okay, Christ.

Damn, Yuri is very intelligent, as well. The brains had to go to one of the Briar's, am I right? (Poor Yor, I love you, It's not personal. Bad comedy is my coping mechanism when I'm nervous. I'm so sorry!)

He is right about that. Twilight is nervous. And I wonder why. Maybe because there's more on this game than before? He is a father. A husband. He worries. He is not the same he was before, as much as he tries to convince himself that he is not attached to his fake family dynamics.

I can clearly imagine his thoughts racing. He's thinking about Anya, about Yor, about WISE, while trying to run and get these thoughts away from him in order to not commit mistakes, like leaving a footprint behind. Just saying.

Oh Yuri, you are so sweet, in a way. And you know absolutely nothing.

The panic™  on his face. Poor Yuri, I'm truly divided right here. See? I'm calmer, not panicking at all, this is certainly my clonazepam working.

Quick (but important) writer's note here, I'm actually diagnosed with intense anxiety and use prescribed medication, I joke about it, cause It's better to laugh than cry on the reality of my condition, however, never use anxiolytic/benzodiazepines drugs without valid prescription and conscience, it might cause long-term dependency and tolerance. My Pharmacy academic self felt the need to point this out. Moving on!

By the way, have you noticed the "waver"? Twilight is hesitating, deeply, which makes him more prone to aiming wrong. Haha, ha… I'm okay, I swear 😰

...

HOW THE FLOOF AM I SUPPOSED TO BE CHILL AFTER THIS, HUH?

Okay, two theories. I'm okay, I swear, my blood pressure is just fine.

Theory number 1. Twilight gets Yuri shot on some of his limbs, probably one of his legs, so our spy can buy time, run to encounter the others Wise's agents and hide. Gladly, he can aim just on the spot when no much damage is made to Yuri, even though the spy is extremely nervous. Twillight was totally not expecting to find him on that corner, and he knows that doing something so serious like UNALIVING HER WIFE'S BROTHER will tear her apart. Why else he would waver? He is the best spy of Westalis. He doesn't hesitate, but this is different.

Theory number 2. Which I believe is less likely, but still possible, Yuri gets our incredible Spy shot on some area of his body where the disguise falls off, and he realizes Twillight and Loid are the same person, but he does nothing about it, at least not for a while. Making him and the spy share this major secret for a while, due to numerous reasons, but mainly to protect Yor and take her out of her position as Loid's wife safely. But as I said, I find unlikely to Yuri shoot TwiTwi, even though the latter is quite nervous and might not dodge the shot. Besides the fact Loid has his arm aimed at Yuri first, while Yuri has his arm sideways, which gives Twilight an advantage in time.

Be sure to talk to me in the comments, I would love to hear what you guys think. Moving on to the last past of the chapter.

Lady Yor! Our grownup baby! She is still with the same outfit and hair down, so I assume it's late at night or afternoon, maybe Anya is already home or at a sleepover with Becky? Not sure.

Our poor girl is nervous due to Yuri filling her thoughts with the possibility of Loid cheating (which is dumb as floof, because he is a loyal boy) but still, even sober, Yor is worried. She cares about this family so much it probably hurts and confuses her. Her face on the left gave me chills, so much is going through her mind, almost if she senses something is wrong.

So. Much. Blood. I'm. Nervous. I. Can't. Breath. Properly. What. Was. This? Whose blood is this? (Not Yor's, I assume). I always count the days till the next chapter, but for this one, I'll be in severe mental pain until its release date. My mind racing like Yor's, wondering if Loid will come home late or come home at all.

I keep imagining scenarios where one of the boys gets shoot and the aftermath of that, Loid or Yuri at the hospital or being held by their organizations in order to get intel from them, Yor drying with worry, there are so many possibilities. This arc has been the most intense so far, for me, at least. I don't know how I will cope till June 26th.

What do you guys thinking? If my heart survived until now, yours will! Make sure to like, reblog and support my work here on Tumblr, I really appreciate it. Now I will rest, cause that chapter was (hell) difficult 🌹 (this post will be reviewed soon, so if you encounter any grammar or spelling mistakes, forgive my bilingual mess self)

#I'm waiting for my paid bill Endo #Chapter 82 #Spy x Family #Yor #Twilight #Loid #Anya #Yor Forger #Bond Forger #Loid Forger #Anya Forger #LoidYor #TwiYor #SxF #Tatsuya Endo #Manga #Chapter Analysis #Loid and Yor #Loid x Yor #SxF Yor #SxF Twilight #SSS #WISE #The Garden #Shopkeeper #Ostania #Wheeler #The Mole #My heart is fragile after this

[eternal-echoes]

One thing I noticed that the anime adaptation left out is how after Franky tried to grab Yor only for Yor to twist his arm around him, Franky was thinking:

"Come on, Twilight. You got what you wanted - We're done!"

(or whispering to him? What does the dotted lined speech bubble mean? It happened too with the jealous Director Gorey chapters)

Maybe it's just Franky being all panicky not wanting to get more hurt but he's right; if Yor is willing to strike an SSS officer, she's definitely not part of the SSS - why would she strike her brother's co-workers if she's colluding with them? There's no one around to fool that she's not part of the SSS. They already got the information they wanted at this point. This should be obvious for any spy especially a master spy like Twilight who scrutinizes every emotion and reaction to get information out of people he's targeting. But Twilight pressed on with

"You understand there are consequences for resisting. Consequences that could affect your entire family."

threatening her family.

As if to say, "Do you love me? Do you care if I get hurt?"

Then the next panel and the next page we get:

Idk if the Japanese version is different but it seems that Yor didn't hesitate to mention "my husband" like she did when they helped the old lady at the park. It's like when Yor went berserk when Anya was "being kidnapped" and shouted "GET YOUR HANDS OFF MY DAUGHTER!!!" Just as subconsciously Yor considers Anya as her daughter when emotions are running high, I feel like the same thing is happening here when Yor said "my husband" especially since Yor is operating under the same protective angry emotion.

And the thing is too is that Twilight is staring right to her eyes as she goes berserk over him being threatened. That anger is not something you can easily fake. And more than that, she's risking her own life fighting an SSS officer when the very reason she agreed to a fake marriage in the first place is to hide from the SSS. She's not even thinking about herself here anymore. She has his safety at the forefront of her mind.

And then we get this expression from Twilight:

as if to soak in this protective aura he's getting from Yor. And/or just release the tension he's been holding due to his suspicions about Yor.

Maybe Twilight was just being thorough with his job as a spy when he pressed on about the consequences that could affect Yor's family but I think he [redacted] wanted to ask if the sense of closeness they've been having as a result of co-parenting with Anya is real. Because it's important for him, too. Even though he doesn't want to admit that to himself.

#spy x family

[nekoro-san]

A christmas story

Christmas comic focus on Yuri, Anya and Chloe.

(Continue to this )

Here are full spread pages

Note:

When Yuri said Anya told him to hold her hand to not get lost, it's a reference to the lightnovel where they have an outing. Yuri was hesitate at 1st, but at the end of story, he was holding her hand without Anya telling him to after playing the games in career center.

And in the lightnovel was confirmed that Yuri 1st instinct to be over protective to Anya just like Yor. ( this is why in bus jacking manga arc, when heard of Anya's bus got abducted, he ran to his boss to ask her bus condition right away after he thought he does it for Yor) . So Yuri does showing lot of protective/caring to Anya in this comic is a part of my intention.

( manga spoiler, Chloe is a new character and Yuri's sss female collegue, and she happens to be older than Yuri, know him since he was in college and study together)

I'm sorry for the constant flirting from Chloe lol But i do enjoy her interactions to Yuri in chapter 89. I do personally think Chloe also a tsundere herself and love how she can control Yuri behavior lol

Yuri is also lost of common sense because lost of parental guidance in young age, so he does think the "ring" design is cute enough lol But of course Chloe would willing to teaching him about fashion if they hang out more.

Also sorry for the scruff color comic, i could do it better but to done this only 3 days and set in the holiday in the right time. I admit i was felt not motivated to finish this but to see all Yuri negatives ( mostly people bashing on the anime siscon joke on him) i want to make some positive comic for him. I personally think that with meeting Chloe, and spend more bonding time to Anya, anime watchers could change their opinion more.

Anyway, hope you all enjoy holiday with family and friends!

#spy x family #yuri briar #anya forger #yor forger #loid forger #bond forger #family bonding #spy x family spoiler #spy x family fanart #chloe (spy x family) #my artz #happy holidays #digital art #Ojimei #Yurikuro #chlorine #Chlori #comic

[symbioticsimplicity]

So some of my friends have never seen Buffy and we're watching through it. I haven’t seen it since I was a kid, so there's a lot I don't remember.

We're on season 6 right now and I'm just-- what the fuck yo???

I know the show was technically supposed to end after season 5, but still, holy hell season 6 is a nightmare. I'm mad about everything honestly but I specifically wanna call out how Spike gets treated???

Cause like. What. The. Fuck???

They call this dude for everything. Like the moment something goes down they call him to help and he comes running every time. Makes sure Dawn is safe, takes care of anyone injured and makes sure they get to safety, is the other strongest fighter, knows a shitload about the supernatural world and if not where to find it. He's generally super fucking useful, and he's usually pretty damn cool and friendly with them unless someone's a dick first.

So WHY do most of the characters treat him like hes still horrible?? He literally spent the entire last season helping them. He took a freakin torture session from a GOD and nearly got dusted to keep Dawn safe. He also helped take care of Dawn after Buffy died.

Yet most of the group act like he's only out for himself and like he's just fucking evil all the time!

I remember being pissed when he got frozen out of Joyce's funeral too. They clearly had a friendly relationship, they watched soap operas together ffs. Spike routinely got called in to protect her and Dawn and did so without hesitation. There were plenty of times he and Joyce just shot the shit because he actually genuinely liked her. And yet he's not allowed to mourn her???

I don't get how you can depend on someone so obviously but then act like they're not part of the group??

Especially since its pretty fuckin obvious when they hurt his feelings. Its not like he tries to come off as cool and unaffected, he wears his heart on his sleeve. He's actually probably one of the only characters to routinely demonstrate actual emotional intelligence and empathy.

It just... irks me to see him get treated like dirt routinely when he's been doing his best to show them he's friendly for years now.

And like "he tried to kill them" isn't really a good enough reason in this story?? Anya tried to kill them, and is an ex-demon. She's still welcomed into the group. Angel too, tbh and he did FAR more emotional damage. But like even though he's not around for long after, they still talk about him fondly and Buffy keeps in contact with him over the years. Amy tried to kill them too and she got brought back with all the over looked just fine too.

It just feels massively unfair and it pisses me off because there's not a good basis for it based on how his character changed. Even Spuffy, as much as I adore the ship, went all kinds of sideways largely due to Buffy being deadset on the idea that Spike could only be bad for her and treating him like it.

Yes, he rose to the bait and he shouldn’t have. But like. Imagine how painful its gotta be to have someone you love telling you how awful you are and how they could never truly love you because you're wrong somewhere deep in your core, and then sleeping with you anyway because you're hot therefore good enough to fuck, just not to love. That's FUCKED my dude.

It don't know what the hell their beef was with Spike but I hate it.

#btvs #spike btvs #honestly he deserved better #i dont know why they felt the need to make them this horrible dark secret bs #when literally he could have just been her dom #its beyond me #like when Buffy told him he couldnt come in because it was dinner time and Dawn was waiting #LIKE HE DIDN'T FUCKING LIVE WITH THE KID WHILE BUFFY WAS DEAD???? #LIKE HES NEVER FUCKING MET HER??? #LIKE THEY WEREN’T ALREADY FRIENDS BECAUSE HE BABYSITS HER LITERALLY ALL THE TIME??? #he would have been easier to explain than that one episode Riley is there again out of the blue #but she didnt hesitate to bring HIM home even though their relationship was a fuckin dumpster fire #idk it just feels fuckin DUMB

[toastess-with-the-mostess]

Panya History - The Future

Last part in my Pidge/Anya history dump! This one is going to be vaguely about them instead of specifically about them because I really don't have plans for their future once they hit a specific milestone, their adventures don't ever stop, but things get a lot more serious <3

Parts: The Past, The Present, The Future (here)

Marriage doesn't exist on Balto, it almost goes against their beliefs. For Baltons, to have experiences is part of the experiment of living and marriage as many races know it, is forever bonding and unbreakable, sometimes even in the face of death. Being practically bound to a person for the rest of one's life doesn't really fit into the ideal image of experimentation that Baltons are so attached to. While long term relationships still exist, it's just out of someone's own volition to stick with their partner instead of having a legally binding document or something related to show that. Pidge and Anya didn't need that to be together, though being raised on Earth for long enough did put some ideas in Anya's head. She was happy where she was and didn't expect Pidge to comprise his own beliefs for her. And he didn't, but he liked the idea of something physical symbolizing his love for her, so he gave her a ring. The ring turned into paperwork, and that turned into a small wedding party to celebrate the union.

The paperwork was mostly precaution for Pidge, if something happened to him on the field, it'd be Anya who would take care of everything important, especially because his family was so far away. He didn't know what would get to him first, a lion switch or being injured on the field again. Turns out it was both. He always knew it was going to happen during a mission, but not exactly how, or where. While watching Larmina, who was on foot, in his lion, he always made sure to learn from her fights to better train her. This one in particular taught him that she needed more practice with feints, before he rushed out to protect her from a blow. He also learned that he needed to step up his training too and got injured from not being able to entirely block the blow. Now Larmina was mad, first she had to be protected, then Pidge got injured because of her mistake? She wasn't going to let it slide, or let their enemy get away. Pidge refused to back out either, but with both of them focusing on not making his injury worse, their target slipped past. With the adrenaline crashing, they saw he was in worse shape than they thought, and Larmina took over green once more before getting him to medical.

Medbay wouldn't let him fly again, not for a while at least, so Larmina was slotted in green in Pidge's place. She was excited, the last time she took over in a lion was a great experience for her, and Pidge never once doubted her abilities. But that didn't mean his fears of losing green were gone. Anya had noticed it got worse over time, but not being a pilot herself left her with little she could do, she was nothing more than a supportive presence. Lance, however, knew the feeling all too well, and Pidge only hesitated for a moment before venting his fear of losing the one thing he's known and trusted in for most of his life. Larmina had heard, and when Lance left after failing to lighten his mood, she thought she knew exactly how to help him. So she grabbed green's key and tossed it back to Pidge. She wasn't ready, she told him, she needed more flight training, more of every training to get to his level. To become someone like him, to really be a pilot. They argued, and then it was settled, Pidge would stay at the castle and Larmina would take over for him full time. They cried, but neither of them would admit it, especially because they still were wary of their new places.

Yet with a similar face in a new space, they still lost one of their own. Everyone on the team watched as Daniel succumbed to a sickness brought on because of haggarium, eventually bedridden and practically motionless. Maybe they hadn't made enough of an effort to show Daniel he was valued, that he was worth the effort they were putting in to essentially keep him alive By the time anyone even thought that, it was too late. He allowed the destruction of so many cities on Arus before Maahox had arrived to collect him, Vince had seen it all. Maahox didn't hide the fact that the haggarium in Daniel was the cause of that, but he made sure not to let Daniel know that was the only reason he was useful, instead telling him he wasn't needed in the force because of the boy right in front of them trying so hard to get Daniel back. That the force only wanted Vince.

The team knew they had to find the final planet that was part of voltron creation, Maahox wasn't hindered anymore, and his creations had gotten worse. But with no map and no name to their holy grail, they had to get help. Luckily, they weren't the only giant mech team out there with the same goal. The explorer had been reinstated after Wade's arrest, with their mission to defend Earth, and when Maahox first attacked, they did their best as vehicle voltron while the force figured out their own problems before joining in as lion voltron. But now their focus was different, going into deep space like the explorer was originally built to do to search for the missing planet And to protect Earth in their stead? A long forgotten project by the GG finally let into the light, now manned by Drule twins and another stoker to really connect it all.

Everything was terrifying for Anya again, but now Pidge could really promise not to leave her side. Especially because if the moment calls for it, they'd be following their team out into space while still inside the castle, together.

#voltron force #vforce11 #voltron force 2011 #oc x canon #vf pidge #darrell pidge stoker #anya nadel #panya #voltron rant #toast talks #this is a very vague idea of my rewrite universe but nothing of this is down on paper so #here it is in post instead #things subject to change ofc but even I haven't thought hard on this stuff and it's my goddamn idea LMAO

[my-head-is-an-animal]

Home Calling

Talos x Original Female Character/Keller x Original Female Character

Chapter 6

Talos sat back in his chair and thought on what Keller had told him. It explained everything he had seen in Anya from the beginning.

    She had saved his kind from being revealed to the world, and she didn’t even know. She’d given up everything for his people, despite one of them setting her up, and she’d given up the love of her life. Talos not only promised Keller, but himself that he would not let anyone get close enough to hurt her again, at all costs.

    He remained by Anya’s bedside for another couple of hours, just thinking through everything that Keller had told him.

    He knew it was risky to call Keller, for the last thirty years he had to be very careful when using Keller’s face to get around, he needed to make sure he was never in a place that could cause any major problems.

    When Keller stepped down as Director and moved to the LA office permanently to oversee smaller operations, it became easier for Talos to move around. When Fury had been Director, he could come up with adequate cover stories where they were needed. But Talos had no idea of the true price Keller had paid in order to carry on with his work. He knew the former Director of SHIELD had completely separated himself a little over a year before, he remained secluded in his expansive home in LA, but there was no clear reason as to why he’d dropped everything. Until now.

    Talos left Anya sleeping, she had yet to move or show any signs of waking up, she would be fine for an hour or two.

    ‘She awake yet?’ Fury asked, chewing on some popcorn while he and Hill talked.

    ‘No.’ Talos shook his head, he leaned against the table and thought about how to approach things.

    ‘What’s wrong?’ Hill frowned.

    Talos took a deep breath and decided to just come out with it. ‘I called Keller.’

    ‘You what?’ Fury stood up straight, making sure he heard correctly.

    ‘Talos, you know how risky that was?’ Hill turned in her chair to face him.

    ‘I do.’ Talos nodded. ‘But I didn’t even get a chance to say hello before he asked me if Anya was okay.’ He knew that would catch their attention. ‘A man who was betrayed by someone who could reveal every secret he had if she wanted to, and the first thing he says: Is she okay?’ Talos shook his head. ‘I told you there was something wrong with this, you didn’t listen.’

    ‘Wait, I don’t understand.’ Hill frowned.

    ‘Did you know they were in love?’ Talos directed the question to Fury.

    ‘In love?’ He seemed genuinely surprised.

    ‘They were in love.’ Talos repeated. ‘She buried the memory of Keller, buried everything good she remembered about him, leaving only the bad memories, all to stop herself from running back to him, because if she did, the truth would come out.’

    ‘What truth?’

    ‘She didn’t betray you. Keller did.’ Talos ran his hand over his face. ‘One of my people infiltrated the base and took Anya’s likeness, it was the only way Keller would open up and even then, he didn’t give the information up without hesitation. She took the fall for his mistake because otherwise, my people would be exposed.’

    ‘Anya was protecting you?’ Hill was starting to put the pieces together.

    ‘And she doesn’t even know.’ Talos nodded.

    ‘What about when we asked her about Skrulls? If she’s encountered your people before-‘

    ‘She would have had to bury that as well.’ Talos stopped her, having already thought about this. ‘I don’t know about you, but if you find one out of place thread, the temptation to pull might be a little overwhelming. She had to bury everything that would lead her back to the truth, Keller sent that drug to help her keep those memories hidden, tried to make it easier for both of them. I know you have your opinions, but I believe him that that’s the truth and as far as I’m concerned, I owe them both a big one for keeping my people safe.’

    Talos waited for them to process the information, folding his arms over his chest. The room was tense, and he had no idea of what the next words out of Fury’s mouth would be.

    Hill seemed to have an easier time accepting it, but even she struggled after all she thought she knew about Anya and Keller. Fury just stood silently, presumably going through every piece of information he had to see if the new theory fit.

    ‘We still don’t have a lead on who is behind the attacks.’ Hill spoke first.

    ‘We can find the bomber again easily enough.’ Talos assured her. ‘I know a couple of places they might go. I’ll put some feelers out.’

    Hill nodded, but Fury was still silent. There was no convincing him with one conversation of what really happened, but it was clear that something was happening behind his eyes.

 Talos worked hard to find the location of the bomber, mostly for Anya’s sake, he didn’t want her efforts and her injury to be wasted on incompetence or lack of trying.

    He also decided to investigate the night Keller was referring to. If he could recognise the Skrull in question, he might have been able to help reunite the two of them. The only downside to all of this was that he may never have seen Anya again.

    He hated to admit it, blaming it mostly on the fact that he took Keller’s likeness for so long, but he had grown to like Anya in more ways than one. Talos tried to put it out of his mind as much as he could. She was in love with Keller, not him.

      It was two days before Anya woke up, she was groggy and in pain, but Talos was there by her side, ready to help where it was needed.

    ‘Hey, hey.’ He said, quietly moving into her eyeline. ‘You’re okay.’ He tried to reassure her, but there was a moment of fear in her eyes.

    It broke his heart so much more than it had the first time they had met, now knowing why she reacted to Keller’s face with immediate fear and confusion, it was just painful.

    ‘Just breathe.’ It was difficult for him to help her remain calm without being able to touch her. He just wanted her to feel some kind of comfort. ‘Are you in pain?’ He asked. Tears floated to the corners of her eyes as she nodded and Talos immediately went to increase the pain medication, he already thought it was a tad high, but if it helped, then he wanted to do it for her. ‘Better?’

    Anya began breathing more easily and closed her eyes to feel the pain meds working. ‘Thank you.’ She breathed. Her hand going to her shoulder where her wound was.

    ‘Doctor said it wasn’t a fatal strike, but you will find it uncomfortable for a few weeks.’ Talos offered, meekly. He shoved his hands in his pockets, giving a small smile. She frowned in questioning. ‘We found the bomber.’ He told her. ‘We – well, I – am going to sneak into the meeting tonight and get any other information we need to dispel the group.’

    ‘That’s good news.’ Anya whispered, her throat clearly dry.

    ‘Here.’ He moved to help her sip some water, holding the straw for her. He didn’t want her to think she was helpless, but he also didn’t want her to suffer. ‘You don’t have to do anything else. You can stay here until you’re feeling better.’

    Anya swallowed after her last gulp. ‘I can still help.’

    ‘I know.’ He assured her. ‘I know you can, but you don’t have to. Just rest. Let me do the work, yeah?’

    She was a little confused, but nodded anyway.

    Talos had been in the middle of looking through the security footage that showed the night Keller spoke with the Skrull infiltrator. He didn’t want Anya to see it, keeping his laptop turned away. She frowned at it and Talos shook his head.

    ‘Just doing some research.’ He shrugged. ‘Have some more water, you’re at risk of dehydrating.’ He didn’t actually know if she was, but it was enough of a distraction to keep her mind off of his work.

    ‘Did you find anything else?’ She asked.

    ‘No.’ Talos lied. Anya’s eyes narrowed just a little, it only occurred to him in that moment that she may have known his face much better than anyone, of course she would know he was lying. ‘There might be another Skrull of interest at the meeting, but I can’t be sure until I get there.’

    She didn’t ask any follow up questions, years of training herself not to around Keller must have allowed her to accept his first answer without hesitation.

    Anya was eventually up and about a few hours later. Talos was surprised that she bounced back so quickly, but then again, the knife hadn’t pierced anything important, it was just blood loss and pain that was keeping her bed bound. Once they were under control, there was really no need for her to remain there.

    ‘I still think you should rest a bit longer.’ Talos said, he was concerned about a fever, humans tended to be susceptible to those things.

    ‘I’ll be fine,’ she brushed it off. ‘I just want to stop these attacks.’

    ‘Your concerns have been noted, Talos.’ Fury interrupted, not pleased at the delay. ‘Can we get going now?’

    Talos folded his arms, shaking his head, but he didn’t object.

    He insisted on riding in the back of the car with Anya to keep an eye on her while they drove to the location of the meet. Talos found a new face to use to get in, Anya watched him change back to his true form and her expression was one of wonder, and something else. Longing?

    ‘It’s a cool trick.’ She smiled.

    ‘We all have our talents.’ Talos shrugged, taking on the form of a middle aged woman from across the road.

    ‘You ready?’ Fury sighed, pulling up outside the warehouse.

    ‘As ever.’

    Hill handed back a pair of glasses. ‘We’ll be able to see and hear everything in there.’

    ‘I’ll be in and out in no time.’ Talos put the glasses on and smiled once more at Anya, who at least looked happier despite her bloodshot eyes and sling keeping her arm in place.

    Talos tried to make sure he stayed at the back of the meeting, he didn’t want to draw too much attention to himself and risk exposure, but he did need to get closer to certain conversations.

    He thought about Anya briefly, sitting in the back of the care with Hill and Fury in the front, ignoring her and thinking the worst. Talos felt his heart swelling, this all felt like a betrayal, not just because of his wife, but Keller as well.

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#talos x reader #talos x ofc #director keller x reader #director keller x ofc #talos #Director Keller #secret invasion #marvel

[anya-snow]

MASTERLIST OF WANTED CONNECTIONS

OOC Note: Below you'll find a list of connections I'd love to have for my characters. These connections can be filled by existing characters within the rp, or new ones! Please don't hesitate to reach out if anything interests you. Nothing here is set in stone, all is open for discussion and fun plotting.

For YUAN ANYA ( Read more about her )

YUAN FAMILY: One or two relatives from the YiTish region of Wan. If they're cousins, Anya only has male cousins back in Wan. The WC could be other members of the extended family. Any FC filling this connection must have Chinese heritage.

Helpful links: Yi Ti lore | WC for YiTish people in the North

For CALLA LEFFORD ( Read more about her )

FIRST LOVE/CONFIDANT: Age 31 - 36. Suggested FCs are Chris Evans, Oscar Isaac, Diego Luna, Charlie Cox, Jon Bernthal. You're encouraged to contact me. This character would most likely be from the Westerlands or Westerlands-allied regions. This character's story is entirely utp, I don't have any pre-established headcanons, just that they were each other's first love but ultimately things didn't work out (Maybe his mother didn't approve of Calla's capricious nature? Perhaps Calla's mom, Lanna, didn't approve of him. We can brainstorm). What's important is that they're still close to this day (There could've been some distance during the Dance, but they've found their way back). They're refreshingly honest with each other and have a way of understanding the other, which is something Calla doesn't have with anyone else. He wouldn't have neglected her/shamed her after the disastrous end of her marriage to Garland Hightower.

CHILDHOOD FRIEND: Age 28 - 33. I would love for Calla to have a close friend that she’s known all her life. Could be a friendship that has endured through to their adulthood, or had suffered because of time and distance. Since Calla was little, she was outspoken, capricious, and stubborn af; so this girl could be someone that marches at the same speed or someone with a calmer nature who helps to ground Calla a bit. Anyway, I’d just love a friendly bond, female friendships, and sorority between women is lovely and I want more of it, please. Taken connection → Alayne Farman

For DEIMOS VELARYON ( Read more about him )

YOUNGER BROTHER: Age 27 - 28. Captain of a ship within the Velaryon fleet. The Velaryons siblings can butt heads because they all have strong personalities, but ultimately I think they're there for each other when it counts. Deimos can be stern and callous, but everything he does is for the good of the family and what he believes is in his siblings' best interests. I would love to keep exploring more sibling dynamics with this new brother! Suggested FCs are Freddy Carter, Aaron Taylor-Johnson, Bradley James, Paddy Gibson, Aneurin Barnard.

Helpful links: Velaryon family

For DAERON DONDARRION ( Read more about him )

CLOSE FRIEND: Age 31 - 35. A Stormlander, just like Daeron. These two would have been friends for years now, maybe not keeping in touch at all times, but always easing back into a sort of "found family" vibe. I'm open to any and all ideas, to explore what brings them together as friends and what makes them clash. I just want him to have a bro since his literal bros are dead and gone. Taken connection → Magnus Wylde

YOUNGER SISTER: Age 26 - 31. Suggested FCs are Blanca Suárez, Astrid Bergès-Frisbey, Ana de Armas, Isis Valverde, Alba Galocha, or any Spanish FC/FC with Hispanic heritage. Sibling dynamics are my weakness, so it would be amazing to have this lady in the game. She's the youngest Dondarrion and is a lady-in-waiting to Queen Caerella. Daeron is protective of her since she's the only sibling he has left, which can lead to some ride-or-die vibes or perhaps even her feeling smothered by his big bro protectiveness. There's a lot to unpack in terms of the family and what they've been through with the deaths of the oldest brothers and their mom. It would be interesting to explore what her stance was/is about that. Also, as a woman of Blackhaven (heavily inspired by Basque heritage and as well as the calé people), a woman has a very important role within the family structure. There are beliefs about their virtue and whatnot, sure, but they're very equal in standing to men, especially as wives (once they marry), so she wasn't raised to become anyone's shadow.

#anya: connections

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Franky x Male!Reader Headcannons (Pt2)!

*(PART 2 LETSS GOO. I was so happy and nervous to make it cause so many people liked the first one and I was like, “How do I make part 2 just as good??” A DINNER DATEE!)

-Summary: Anya, Yor, and Loid set up a dinner date for you and Franky until a couple of bad guys pop in. 

-After Anya met you and Franky, reading both of your thoughts, she goes on her own mission! Get these gay men together! She would most definitely tell Yor to help her and persuade Loid to help out aswell!

- Loid and Anya help Franky practice and gain the confidence to ask you out but once he approaches you he just is a melting blushing mess! Surprisingly though you read his mind and you asked him on a date and he shyly accepts!

-Loid obviously helps Franky with his outfit since he just doesn’t know what he’s doing! Yor helps aswell by finding a good place for them to dine at and through a lot of wine she drunkenly chooses a dinner date at night! She was just so nervous and wanted the best for you both since shes never went on a date herself! 

-Once Franky gets to the location he’s so nervous and has spaghetti legs! What if he doesn’t like the flowers?(when I mean flowers I mean your preferred kind and if you don’t like flowers than gift lol.) How do I approach him even?! His mind is all over the place and before he considers leaving here you are! This guy just all red just basking in your light! 

-Once you both get to your table at the restaurant you both seem to have your tongue tied with words until you both talk at the same time which causes the awkwardness to cease. You both talk about your experiences with love and dating but while that’s all happening Anya, Drunk Yor, and Loid are spying on your date!

-Turns out Loid had put a microphone device on Franky so he’ll know what to talk about and as much as you even knew you didn’t want to ruin the mood. Plus, you’re having a good time answering the questions so where’s the pain in that?

- After you both left the restaurant you both were hesitant to hold hands but before Franky could even try a couple of girls (from part one lol) and some guys they were with caught his attention. 

-He of course tried to mind his business but before you both had a chance to leave those girls seemed to gossip to those guys saying how Franky ‘borrowed’ some money from them but never gave it back so now they’re trying to pick up a fight! 

-Before they could even put his hands on him you grabbed that thugs hand, breaking his fingers and threatening them that if they did more that what was needed you’d make it ten times as worse. You didn’t want your date to be ruined! 

-Of course they didn’t listen yet you were able to apprehend all of them and Franky was JUST IN AWE. He was just SIMPING over how strong and protective of him you are! He can’t help it! After you were done teaching them a lesson and telling those ladies to get themselves lost with those thugs one of the ladies rudely asked that Franky was gay all along.

-”So what if I am? What does that change that I love him and want to spend my life with him?”

-He was so confidently saying that as if you weren't listening! Good job getting our male reader blushing and getting all embarrassed! 

-After that you both officially start being boyfriends and Anya always thinks you both are fighting all the time since you both seem you have alot to say to eachother when you both are just bottling up the fact you both want to say you love eachother so much with so much detail! Even Anya sometimes doesn’t want to hear it! 

-Franky is a not very PDA man but in closed doors or with the Forgers he loves holding your hand, cuddling under a blanket, and peck kissing all over your face!

-He will love watch shows with you only just to see your reactions to it. Any expression you make is breath taking! He’ll also get you things he think you would like to see you smile!

-He’ll usually call you sweetheart or my miracle (because he believes that you being with him is such a miracle :(( <3 ) 

-As for you would call him darling, my little gremlin (when you want to passionately joke with him though he doesn’t like that name lol), my wife (man will blush saying to stop calling him that but he doesn’t hate it and rather loves when you call him that because he wants to marry you and start a family together :)) <3 ), and scruffy (you usually call him that when Anya is around but he hates that nickname lol)

-He will most definitely steal two identical partner rings from a mission with Loid and make you wear one while he wears another with the inside of the ring engraved with text saying, “Together forever.”

-He will constantly find a way to include you in a conversation, often complimenting you <3 Yor: I was actually very nervous trying to subdue the bull... Franky: I bet my boyfriend can easily do it without lifting a finger (YOUR THAT MESMERIZING TO HIM)

-Often times when he spies on you during your missions to make sure you’re fine and because he loves the way you fight! You may be terrible at running because you get exhausted easily but the way you easily dodge the enemies attack and able to break their bones after makes it seem like your sliding and dancing at the same time and he just falls in love all over again! <3

-Despite you being skilled and him being confident you’ll be fine he’s still anxious that one day you’ll be hurt really badly and can’t recover :(( If you do end up slightly hurt like a cut he immediately know what to do and how to do it! He researches beforehand on how to treat wounds so you won’t have to do it yourself, he’s a such a service boyfriend <3

-(OKAY IM DONE NOW WITH PART 2 :D If you have any requests for spy x family or other such feel free to! Have a lovely day!)

#sxf #x male reader #franky x male reader #franky x reader #sxf x reader #sxf x male reader #headcannons

[piracytheorist]

Episode 35 screaming notes!

So what if I'm emotional over a fictional, fake family spending one day of vacations together?

I love Twilight's comment about how he's glad the SSS is looking out for the bombing threat (and we know it's in vain), but it still puts him on edge to be stared at like this. He trusts them to protect civilian life (and Ostania's pride and joy of a ship) but he doesn't trust trust them, you get what I mean?

We shan't forget. The one thing this man can't pretend to be is someone who is having genuine fun and we'll drag his ass about it and then cry because this is a direct result of his traumatic childhood

Loid blushing when he spots Yor is so precious. I think it might be him blushing half because she saw his dorky skipping and half because… well. He might be falling in love :)

He notices the swelling on Yor's face, but I think he wouldn't even suspect her at this point. He sounded mostly worried about her.

And of course, Anya wasn't plaguing her with questions because she knows all, but it's funny that neither went like "Isn't our super curious five six-year-old going to ask where this bruise and swelling is from?"

SCREAMS

The following montage was absolutely adorable, and the insert song just made it even cuter. I love how it was Anya who lead them to each activity; neither Loid nor Yor had to drag her around anywhere, their attention was on her and on what she wanted. They even explored a cave! She was their priority, she truly must have had an amazing time and this is such a sweet way to end this cruise!

I mean, look. One of the ways Twilight learns how to parent is by fearing 24/7 that his daughter may fall. Very normal things.

Maybe it's because I'm the youngest child, so whenever we were out as a family and I asked to do something my parents would usually decline, because they had two more kids to look after and a place to go, but I have a lot of appreciation for the Forgers going around the resort and stopping to do whatever and anything Anya asked to do.

Very normal man who is definitely not an elite-trained spy trying to fit in. Normal things.

And like. Okay. Yor looking at Anya with such a soft face as Anya is having pure unrestrained fun is one thing.

BUT THEN THEY HIT US WITH THIS???

OH MY GOD. MY GOD. THIS MAN IS IN LOVE AND HE HAS NO FUCKING CLUE.

Like, for real. I can't stop looking at this. It's just his eyes but there's so much longing and yearning in them and also some sadness because deep down he thinks that what he wants is something he'll never get but this is really deep because it'll take him about three to five business years to accept he's grown feelings.

Like. It's not just "growing feelings" anymore. You don't look at someone like THIS when you're just "warming up" to them. He'd grown so accustomed to life with the Forgers that after Yor was away - though in the very same ship as them - for a couple of days he went all yearning looks and doe-y eyes at her when he met with her again. He's in LOVE.

I am so excited to see how their dynamic will develop from now on! It's gone on an entirely new page!

Anyway. I love how Yor went like "Oh they might see the wound on my chest" for the snorkeling but when she saw they could wear wetsuits she went like oh that's okay then and DIDN'T WORRY AT ALL ABOUT THE FACT THAT SHE'D GET SALTWATER ON HER WOUNDS. THIS WOMAN EATS HOT COALS FOR BREAKFAST AND WHITE HOT IRONS FOR LUNCH.

I mean, I'm guessing she is a fast healer and her wounds are not openly bleeding anymore but still. Hardcore.

And of course she'd beat the shit out of sharks. It's funny seeing the trio try to come up with excuses now but I think it's going to be a different type of good post-reveal, cause they'll be like "I have nothing to hide" and act on their abilities without a single moment of hesitation. Imagine Yor beating up sharks and Loid and Anya looking at her with heart eyes.

Aw, but look at them snorkeling. It's Yor who is holding Anya. I wonder what Yor's thinking is on that since she thinks that Loid is Anya's biological father and has been longer in her life. I doubt she thinks anything bad about Loid, but it is something that would make someone wonder.

I was so impressed by everything in the episode up until that point that I completely missed what the dialogue there was XD I only had more thoughts after I rewatched it.

Anya is having fun looking at the colourful fish. Yor has hunting in mind. Loid is… not impressed XD

Though very light, this could be a reflection of their characters. Anya is a child full of curiosity for the world, easily impressed by new stuff; she loved the aquarium, and she loved seeing new fish from up close.

Yor's encounters with animals were either for hunting (for food) or with guard dogs from people she was sent to kill. She understands the concept of pet animals, of course, but it seems to be a "secret third option", as tumblr would say. Her first instincts are either hunting or fighting, and since those fish were too small to be any threat (I mean, she's confident about fighting sharks), her mind went to food.

And then you have Loid. His wide knowledge of the world has rendered him almost incapable of getting impressed. There's nothing new for him to learn in anything… except for child rearing, of course. And maybe human connection. And so, he seems to be looking at those two in the last shot.

Just like Gram, Anya gets thrown around by a professional, super strong assassin and she just goes like "Again!" And Loid doesn't even make a comment about Yor pushing Anya too strong. He really took to heart and meant it when he told Yor that her being strong is one of the things that make her an amazing mother.

AND THEN THAT SCENE

I had guessed right, as Yor had indeed not rested at all for the entire three days of the cruise and had a long and intense fight the night before. AND THUS FANSERVICE HAPPENS <3 <3 <3

DON'T MIND IF I DO <3

ENDO KNEW WHAT HE WAS DOING <3

No but seriously, there's a lot to love about this moment. Apart from how cute it is, Twilight at first only seems annoyed by how this attracts attention to them. He was already alert from how the SSS was looking at everyone, this would only add to his uneasiness.

But it doesn't take long for him to find an excuse for his wife. Blaming all her exhaustion on her work, being thankful for her going along with everything Anya asked to do, and smiling at her!! Bruh!! And he STILL can't see it, this man is such a good liar he can even lie to himself!!

Seriously the way Eguchi delivered those lines? Superb <3

AND THEN THE FAMILY THEME PLAYED AND I WAS LOSING MY MIND.

They didn't have to go so hard T_T It was a relaxing (and quite prolonged!) chapter to wrap up the cruise arc, but it was wonderful T_T

Even the Handler is up to him, though. Fullmetal Lady won't fall for his emotionally constipated bullshit.

AND I THOUGHT IT COULDN'T GET ANY CUTER!

She even drew the family in their colours! Yor in red, herself in pink, and Loid in a muted green! I can see Yor holding one of her stilettos, but what is the other thing? A rose? I don't think I can tell what Anya is doing in the drawing, but Loid looks like he's holding a bomb? Or a surfboard?

AAAAAHHH It was wonderful!! T_T

The parts with Yor and her coworkers and Yuri and Lieutenant Guy were actually added by the anime! I feel Yor about the gifts. I'm so bad at gifts you have no idea. And Yuri is on another level, he doesn't stop talking about his sister and he tells Lieutenant Guy "Are you psychic or something" and he's like "Sure sure". And this being this kind of show I was like "MAYBE???" but yeah no he was just messing with Yuri XD

Hey psst. You know what will look even more convincing? If you both slept on those pillows 👀👀 next to each other 👀👀

I was cringing so hard at the scene in the school! Anya! We love you as you are, you don't need to go embarrass yourself!

It was interesting, though, to see that Damian stayed out of it all. It's proof that he can mind his business and keep his opinion to himself. I hope he learns to do that more often.

Becky continues being best friend material <3 Anya is so lucky for real

It's been less than a week

It's so funny to me that the anime added the detail that it was Loid who picked the snacks for Yuri. I wonder how quickly Yuri would spit them out upon learning that XD

My mans tired. I felt kinda sad for him ngl XD

Okay, this was hilarious. His paternal instincts are starting to kick in to the point where he imagines teaching Anya the proper methods of deception. It was also funny that as Yuri was imagining his speech, I went like "Uhm you lie to your sister no?" and before I got to finish that thought, the excuses kicked in.

And Anya is starting to learn that actions have consequences.

This isn't what she manipulated two enemies of the state into adopting her for.

TWO EPISODES LEFT T_T I might have to pick up making crack recaps again for however long the next hiatus will last :'D

#Spy x Family #sxf spoilers #sxf reaction

[charliesgoodboy]

yo I'm back. ----------------------

Poly headcannons of Yor, Loid, and gender neatruel reader. Might be a bit ooc but whatever.

Readers pronouns: They/them

•Yor

•Feel like Yor would be attracted to anyone no matter gender just as long as you love her more than she loves you♡

•Will protect you like she be protecting Anya, she cares a lot about you and Loid, but Loid can take care of himself so mostly you-

•Feel like you guys would go on a walk in a peacful place like by a lake or a park, and just have conversation is all.

•You'll need to stop her from drinking to much-

•Cuz last time, oh dear god last time. You ended up in the hospital because she kicked You square in the stomach.

•And gyat damn could that woman kick, jeez even I feel you guys pain.

•Ok so if you like to sleep in the middle of 3 people, I think she would be a big spoon.

•C'mon I know you wanna- ok I'll stop being weird.

•If you don't like sleeping in middle then she'll cuddle you either way, she'll fund a way like Moana.

•Has totally taken you and Anya out to places dude, like she loves to see you two's faces when you see new things.

•Not very clingy but when she is she'll let you walk around but won't let go.

•If your shorter than her(bro me😢) she'll take your waist or stomach and rest her chin on your head, will follow you around.

•And if your taller than her, then she'll wrap her arms around you, and burry her face into your shoulder, and just follow you around as her pillow.

•Loid

•Mans is probly Omni with a preference for Woman honestly.

•Pretty overprotective of you but not really, lets you be pretty free, but he will not hesitate to beat a bitch if you got hurt.

•Will take you anywhere that you want to go, will buy you whatever, and not give a shit as long as your happy.

•I mean as long as it's safe he'll get it cause it'll be unfair to anya if u get it, and she can't sooo.

•You are little spoon to him if you like it or not, wants to hold you and will.

•You sleep in middle, side, floor, don't give a shit at all.

•Ok besides cuddling he doesn't seem like a clingy guy at all really, but when he is you shall not move, like you have no choice dude, you can't move.

•If your shorter than him than he'll grab you by your waist and bring you to the couch with him.

•If your taller than him, he'll just...idk u choose I'm tired-

•He'll just hold your hand. And lead you to wherever.

•Both

•Let me be honest the COMBIED clinginess between these two is uterlly rediculous.

•Ok let us say you have a job or something and they want you to stay with them, I mean you bout to get fired cause they will clingy to you like it's the end of the world.

•Might even call anya to help help so you can stay cause, she also hates it when you leave as her parent...🥲

•Both hide being a spy, and an assasin from you, and they do everything to keep you out if it for you yo be safe.

•When you guys are on a family date you have to bring anya.

•Why?? One, her ass will get roped into some dangerous she you don't kniw about. Two, she'll be so saaaaddd...

•So you guys might go to a childrens park and you might take Damion with you guys for a cute little like 5 thing date?? Idk🤣🤣🤣

•You are being squished between some boobs and a toned chest when cuddling like a whole SANDWHICH-

•But you should enjoy these moments with them cause of the Jobs they have❤

☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆

Sorry this is kinda short and stuff since I'm finally back and it seems lazy, but school a pain in the ass damn can't wait for breaks even tho it'll be in like a month so I can post more for my small little follower group💙

#Yor x gn reader #Loid x gn reader #Spy x family x gn reader #Loid x reader #Yor x reader #gender neutral reader #Spy x family #loid spy x family #yor spy x family #x gn reader #gn reader #spy family #Spy family headcanons #loid headcanons #yor headcanons #I'm finaly fucking backkk

[chichirichick]

New Fandom Journey!

Well, friends, we all know I love SoMa to the ends of the earth, but I have to admit that as my baby keeps me up for all hours of the night I've been able to get into Spy x Family and I'm OBSESSED with Twiyor. Since they've been taking up room rent-free in my brain, I've written a quick one-shot in hopes of breaking into the fandom. Please let me know your opinions- the good, the bad, and the ugly. Without further delay, here's:

Trying

Summary: After a failed party, both Loid and Yor have to examine feelings they've always been hesitant to explore. ((Disclaimer: marked not canon compliant because I'm 100000% sure they're not going to give us a romance this easily in the series.))

Read it on AO3, ff.net, or below!

Parties could be broken down into a simple equation that always equaled the upkeep of the mission. Parading in front of Yor's "friends"—if that's what you could call those terrible banshees from her office—added a layer of safety to the act. It was imperative regardless of Loid's personal feelings–though he had to admit the deep loathing was a thick, inky smog that often threatened to strangle him.

"How long have they been married?"

The twitter of an unfamiliar voice had Loid's ear perked, making him tilt his head ever so slightly towards the kitchen.

"Oh, who cares? Regardless of the time, it's strange."

"Strange" was never the word Loid wanted to hear.

"Well, he can't be the problem. He already has a daughter."

Regardless of the calm he tried to exude, Loid prickled, eye twitching momentarily. Yor, his mind whispered protectively.

"She's probably barren. It wouldn't be a surprise. I bet it happened when she was selling–"

This time his neck snapped towards the disgusting voices along with the involuntary stomping step of his foot. He could see his actions easily playing out: busting into the kitchen, parting those venomous harpies, and defending his wife– the woman he chose– the woman he–

Yor's delicate, cool fingers wrapped around his, catching his momentum before it could become a whirlwind. The view as he turned his head was even more infuriating than those creeping words. Yor was smiling softly—knowingly—at him with more a wisp of melancholia than the bitterness she deserved to harbor. Before that could spur his feet again, she squeezed their connection, leaving him with a message he could barely swallow:

Don't.

The taste of bile laced his tongue as he produced a grin in return. Just a loving couple exchanging a glance. Just a happily married pair weaving their fingers together in a sweet exchange. As if to make the moment count, Loid leaned down, his lips lingering closely to her ear. "I want to leave." 

To anyone else those words would be a loving whisper, not a desperate plea. 

To every other partygoer the kiss that he dusted along that elegant cheekbone would be a stereotypical exchange, not an uncalculated, knee-jerk mistake. 

To everyone but Loid Folger that moment would be a sweet interlude, not another wall crumbling.

--

Yor stared at the darkened ceiling, worrying the sheets in her fingers as they rested on her chest. The party had gone much like all the others, but this time a sour air followed them home, wrapping tightly around Loid. There was no mistaking the cause either– it was her.

That wasn't the first time she'd heard the whispers, and the subject matter itself wasn't a surprise. Married women had children. It was a natural order, one that any normal couple would follow. Instead, she was unnatural– as she always was. There was no hope, even if Loid was–

Her eyes snapped shut, desperate and tight against the thoughts and maybe even the threat of tears. In the darkness, a terrible muttering voice hit her:

How long until he realizes how wrong you are?

Yor's breath faltered as she lunged to sit. The sheets crumpled at her waist, her hands now white knuckled fists in her lap.

How long until you lose this place? Anya? Him?

Stumbling steps brought her out of bed and into the hallway as if the whisper could be left behind, escaped from like a monster under the bed. She settled on the hopes of a cool glass of water washing away some of the constriction in her throat and started for the kitchen. As she emerged from the hallway, her feet planted, knees rocking unsteady.

Loid was standing at the window of the terrace, the moonlight painting the exquisite lines of his face as he stared into the night. He'd loosened his tie and pulled up his sleeves, but otherwise had remained unchanged from the party as if still trapped in that moment.

He's upset. Her heart lurched, making her feet follow suit and trespass closer. Graceful steps whispered across the hardwood until they reached the small square of carpet at the armchair.

He jumped, head swiveling as his eyes widened. "Yor? What are you doing awake?"

"Um…" She scooped up her elbows to hug herself around the middle. "Just getting some water."

The soft smile that she would normally enjoy slowly graced his fine lips. "Don't let me keep you. You need your rest." As swiftly as he'd turned, he was back, now only showing the clean lines of hair along his neck.

I can't. Yor's nails pressed crescents into her skin. "Loid?" His name quaked off her tongue but still earned her his gentle gaze again. "I-is something the matter?"

If she had blinked she would have missed the ever so slight shift in his eyebrows or the quick dip in his smile, but she was all too aware of every inch of him. "Why would it be?" While the tone dripped with Loid's usual nonchalant detachment, Yor couldn't shake the surety of the shadow that spread across his features.

She swallowed, mouth dry and heart thundering, but forced the words anyway: "I know what you heard."

Finally, truth came in the set of his jaw and the drop of all pretenses of a smile. "Don't concern yourself with my feelings on that. I'm only bothered that you had to hear it."

"But I'd like to…"

His eyebrows started to rise.

Yor hugged a little tighter, wishing the pleasant pressure of her own arms would bring her comfort. "I'd like to know how you feel."

His fist clenched at his side, relaxed, and then seized again. It was a heart beating in time, working away towards some end that left Yor breathless.

“Loid?” she barely managed through a trembling exhale.

His profile shone again, a moonlight halo as he glanced back at the window. “Yor…” His eyes narrowed at the night, worried lines interrupting the smooth eyebrows. “Have a drink with me?”

--

Loid stared at the deep crimson in the glass, listening to Yor’s breath and the soft clink of her nail against the stem. What was your plan? His throat constricted, his swallow clicking dryly. Your priority is the mission. What you’re thinking– what you’re having the nerve to contemplate puts everything in danger. He raised a hand, letting it settle over his mouth to keep the next volatile thought from exploding over his lips instead. Feeling– the way I feel– what I’ve avoided about her for what seems like the entirety of this ruse. A drive beyond Strix.

“I know what they said must seem cruel…” The softness of Yor’s voice betrayed her trepidation, but it seemed that no matter her fear, she always still found the words to encompass it– something Loid so desperately envied. “But I can see the logic in it. We… Our arrangement…”

A painful breath shook between his fingers before he dropped his palm to his knee. “Our arrangement is fine the way it is. Asking you to shoulder something like that for the sake of appearances would be–”

“I know”—Yor crushed the flimsy words before they could even finish—”that I have struggled to be the best wife and mother, but–”

“There is no one more qualified for either than you, Yor.” That terrifying bit of truth somehow birthed from the deep recesses of his mind, taking Loid by surprise. He floundered, that steady heart of his momentarily trembling offbeat as he risked a glance at her.

The soft blush on her cheeks, the quiver of her lip– these were things he’d produced in women a million times. Manipulation was easy with honeyed words. It was simple to claim that statement as another fabrication meant to solidify the sham, but that line was no longer black. The utterly harrowing realization was all too apparent in the moonlight: This is grey. So grey and muddled that thinking about her, looking at her is making it impossible to hold on.

In all the fluttering of his thoughts, Yor collected her own. “And I’m thankful that it’s you who I have as a, well, a partner.”

Don’t– But no matter the plea, his heart still sang with it. Grappling with that pleasure consumed him, making silence his only answer.

“So I’d never want to make trouble for you.” Her murmur was sweet, soft, and another rush of pink took over her cheeks.

“It’s no trouble, Yor.” The usual cool tempo of his tone strained as he reached for her. Don't, his mind screamed again but all muscles refused to listen. Again, he was no stranger to touching a woman, to running fingers through her hair or caressing down her arm in promises of seduction, but all had been perfunctory. These had not been impulses but categorical steps with dictated goals in mind. This though—the way his fingertips just brushed a tendril of hair along her shoulder—was anything but. This is me being weak– being stupid– being–

“Loid?” Her eyes darted from the connection to his face to her nervous fingers along the stem.

Weak– stupid– “Yor, can I kiss you?”

Ruby eyes became so wide that he could fall into them, those beautiful pink lips parting to tremble. “K-kiss?” She turned to her wine glass again, threatening to bring it up to interrupt any more stuttering.

His fingers caught the base, keeping her from tilting it to her lips. “If I tell you it’s just me asking, then do you really need to do that?”

Her mouth worked over the words silently, eyes darting over the liquid that rippled as Loid’s hand shook. “Y-you want to kiss me?”

Whatever horrific consequences the answer would produce were at least momentarily pushed from his mind. “Yes.” The glass pressed against his hand, moving it out of the way to leave before the drink rested on the coffee table.

After relinquishing it, Yor’s hands fell to her lap. “And it’s– you said ‘just you asking’–”

“This–” He so desperately wanted to reach for her again, but there was still a poisonous fear starting to seep into his veins. I can need her all I want, but if she doesn’t– Loid bit back that possibility as his hand hovered between them. “I haven’t been thinking in terms of our deal for some time now.” In all the time he’d known her, Yor’s face had never been so guarded, unreadable. He had always prided himself on the ability to pick any person apart and usually Yor’s features came just as easily as any other. In that moment—in those utterly terrifying ticking seconds—she was a complete mystery to him.

Her head slowly swiveled, chin tilting slightly as she regarded him with such scrutiny that she was most certainly paying him back tenfold. Silence continued, broken only by the slight strain of the fabric between her fingers as her fists clenched around her dress. "Close your eyes."

"What?" Loid could only do the opposite, staring to take in every inch of her face. Still, there was no discernable message in her features.

"Close your eyes. Please."

Vulnerability was rarely his forte, so accepting her orders came as easily as pulling his own teeth. All the same, he blindly followed her command.

--

As soon as those sparkling blue eyes closed, Yor let her palms cup her cheeks, trying to control the steady burn. It's not about the arrangement! But that means– As her head shook away the reality of that, her hands dropped. It was almost impossible, but she turned her head, gazing at a man that she had never tried to harbor hope for. Except there he was, eyes diligently closed, hands out still frozen in their reach for her. Has he really been waiting?

She extended her arms until her palms pressed to his, fingers lacing together easily. His eyelids twitched but did not open, holding tight to his promise. 

Even with the warm connection that sang sweetly to her heart, her mind bucked. He doesn't know– doesn't realize how different I am. How wrong, so if I–

"Yor?" It wasn't impatience but that dearest warble of concern.

But I want to! The desperate, selfish cry rang up from her bones. It's not about convenience anymore. That's not what keeps me with him and Anya. It's so much more. And he makes it sound like– almost like he could feel the same. Her hands were trembling in his until the delicate swipe of his thumb along her skin started to allow something close to hope to sink in. “Keep”—she pulled in a shaky breath—”keep them closed.”

“Alright,” he murmured.

Yor leaned forward, using his hands as leverage to keep her from pitching forward. He steadied her, letting her shift whatever way she pleased as she inched closer. Loid remained still except for his breath that parted his quaking lips. It was an entirely novel sensation as the warmth of his exhale lit across her own lips as she stopped almost nose to nose. 

Even with his eyes shut, there was no mistaking her closeness and Loid tilted his head, noses now nuzzled ever so slightly. What guide did she have? Her normal was drenched in blood, not drifting through the soft ecstasy of closeness. Saying this was new didn’t encompass the pure bliss of simply sharing his space. While her mind screamed hesitation, her body moved regardless to meet him.

Loid’s fingers squeezed on contact, but the pressure didn’t steal her attention from this unfamiliar euphoria. This can’t be real. His lips lingered on hers. I never left my bed. Another pulse of his palm against hers. I’m dreaming– or is this a nightmare because waking up to life without this–

Separation was anything but sweet, but the beautiful timbre of his voice brought back some of the warmth. “Can I open my eyes?”

No, she wanted to plead. If you do, it’s over, isn’t it? She clutched his hands and nodded.

“Will you open yours?”

Yor shook her head.

“Please.”

All she wanted was to shake her head again, to just live in the moment that had passed and never leave it. Yor forced a breath and tried to pull back her hands but found them stuck, still clasped tightly by his. Her eyes fluttered open only to stretch to their widest.

Loid was flushed—almost feverish—with eyes shining as if on the verge of tears. “Thank you.”

“Loid, I–” He answered her hesitation with a hand hovering by her cheek that after she didn’t pull away made soft contact. “I–"

His thumb rolled over her lip, silencing the stuttering. "I don't know if I can give you more than this, Yor," he murmured as he gently stroked the line of her lips. "But will you accept me if I try?"

That would always be their conundrum; living lives that offered no surety and forever falling away from normal. Nothing would ever be guaranteed, but looking in his eyes, knowing his touch, left Yor only able to nod.

They would both have to try.

#spy x family #twiyor #loid x yor #loid forger #yor forger #breaking out of my usual fandom #fanfiction