#I love feeling old on this website

[crybaby-bkg]

Bakugou likes to remind you to breathe whenever you two have sex. It can get so overwhelming for you—the pleasure, the intensity, the intimacy, the eye contact that he never lets you lose. It’s a connected feeling, when you’re at the height of it all, the precipice of climaxing.

“Hey, hey, eyes on me, baby,” he’ll whisper to you, tapping your cheeks once, twice, gently to gain your attention. Your eyes flutter open, rolling once before they settle on his, whining when you catch a carmine gaze, filled only with a type of passion and adoration that it makes your hole clench around him.

“Breathe through it, will you do that for me, baby? Huh?” He talks to you like you’re some airhead and, in a sense, you guess you are at the moment. Only able to gasp, mouth dropping open for his tongue to swipe the inside of it, hands pawing at his shoulders and nape.

“Cmon, baby, breathe with me. Gonna make you feel so good,” he promises, watches how your eyebrows screw up, how your eyes struggle to stay open.

You’ve always had the bad habit of holding your breath when you orgasm, and Bakugou’s heard somewhere that breathing through it makes the feeling all the more powerful. And he’s been doing it with you ever since—pressing his chest to yours, his mouth against your own, his breath in, your breath out.

When you cum, you remember to suck in your deep breaths, eyes hopelessly rolling to the back of your head as you shake and tremble all over. Bakugou praises you the whole time though, groaning and whispering about how good you did for him, how tight you are, how you listen so, so well.

His own breath stutters as he follows you, toes curled against the mattress as his breath slows until his balls finally unclench and he can relax into your body. You’re both boneless in seconds, and you figure the mess can wait until you gain feeling back in your body again.

#I think I saw that in a video #that it intensifies your climax when you remember to breathe #which I need to do bc I always seem to hold my breath and then feel lightheaded after lmfao #anyway I love nerd bkg that looks up sex tips to help make everything better in bed #the thought of him wearing his old man glasses as he scrolls on a website #no private browser or anything #just raw dogging his search history with sex facts lmfso #the gc goes crazy if they ever catch wind of it #okay gn I’m sleepy and I feel so nauseous all of a sudden gelp #—new treat in the streets! 🍫 #bakugou treats! 🍬

[running-on-coffee-and-anxiety]

Y'all ever dig out an MP3 player that survived hell and back for you and decide to transfer the audio files to hear what your music taste was when you were a tweenager?

On that note, I found my old SanDisk (survived going flying every time I was running and my headphones came out, spent an entire winter buried in snow when I couldn't find it, survived the water of melting snow) and transferred all of the music off it.

There was an entire section of 'Stronger Than You' parodies, most of them being Undertale characters. Remember that time of the fandom?

I return to my tweenage years with glee ^_^

#music #MP3 player #Undertale #stronger than you #I've been feeling fantastic since starting therapy again #I have been reveling in the joy of life and revisiting my old loves #Including my music and dear MP3 nostalgia #I downloaded all the songs off YouTube using one of those 'YouTube to MP3' websites #I had no concept of what piracy was at the time

[crescentfool]

on spoiler tags

since reload is coming out soon, i wanted to give people some heads up for tags i'll be using as a courtesy. please curate your experience accordingly! if you haven't used the mute feature, here's how to 👍

i will continue to use #persona 3 for all posts related to p3 (it's my main tag)

for posts about reload specifically, i'll be using #persona 3 reload, but it might also be worthwhile to mute the abbreviations #p3r and #p3re.

for the people who don't know anything about p3, i will attempt to tag spoilers for p3's events as #persona 3 spoilers but i cannot guarantee that i will remember to do so...

i hope everyone enjoys their experience with the game! i will still post here occasionally, but in general i'll be steering clear of socmed until i'm finished with reload.

tangentially related- i expect splatoon 3's side order dlc to come out during this time. all stuff related to that dlc will be tagged with #side order and will also be tagged as #splatoon (main tag)

thank you for your time! enjoy gaming, and remember to drink water 🥤

#lizzy speaks #of course i will continue to tag the appropriate characters and ships and whatnot #but i wanted to get the main tags out there to whom it may concern... im very particular about spoilers so i want to curate bc i know there #are people who are also like me in that respect... #regarding my posts on reload it'll probably be stuff like art depicting the content that reload specifically added... gifsets... or meta #though for meta or analysis thoughts whatever i'll probably end up throwing that under the cut tbh #if you want clarification about my tagging system feel free to ask if it's unclear :D #i probably won't be browsing the tags that much but ITS OK because tumblr is an awesome website and you can easily find old posts again #was going to wait to post this but i heard from luca people were getting their copies of reload early SO. now is the time to mute methinks #oh and to those who have me on discord i'll be broadcasting which date im at in-game on my status. please don't message me about things- #i've yet to experience in reload. thank you! or at least ask where i'm at in-game before talking to me about it. LOL #take care everyone! love you all to bits :3

[welcometogrouchland]

Stories abt teenage girls who are unabashedly cringey but still treated seriously as the hero of their stories and given depth and nuance by the narrative I am kissing you on the mouth

#ramblings of a lunatic #this post was inspired by ppl talking abt how lumity is literally a couple comprised of two teenage nd girls #who write like fanfic abt their favourite shitty ya series together. #and how it doesn't make a big deal out of it like. this is just how gay little teenage girls behave #and they're so true and correct but thinking abt luz got me thinking abt my childhood love of the first vol of ms marvel #(i never read past the first cause i pirated it off janky websites as an 11 yr old jdbsjfn( #and literally they come out the gate in that series with kamala as the epitome of a cringey fandom obsessed teen girl #and then they go all in on still letting her be a hero without sacrificing those traits #I'm forgetting other examples of stories w/ this rn (turning red comes to mind??) #and I know these are all series targeted at like a teen girl audience but a) i am a teen girl and b) bitch they need it. badly! #no more being 'that girl'! embrace the urge to be weird and off putting but happy! and still be given depth and love by the narrative! #(also. fellow audio drama enjoyers. antigne fun is just a toned down 35 yr old version of this. y/n?) #(also i took some letters out of her name in the hope that keeps it from showing up in tags cause while this feels okay to post- #-in the tags of the other examples mentioned i felt a bit bad abt putting it in the wo tag lol) #anyway yeah. literally this genre is braver than any us marine

[keeps-ache]

typing lessons >:|

#just me hi #i hate typing lessons >:( #i was doing fine yesterday and then today my fingers are all awkward again hrhghgrhhg #this is honestly inhumane. girl help me i'm diyingggh #/though since the website has dictation i'm allowed to wear my headphones while doing the typing so i've been listening to music :) #it's the only thing keeping me sane ngl fvhshd #/yea my typing kinda sucks. but this sucks more #/keep telling myself 'we'll get better it's fine it's inevitable Whatever' while i miSS THE W FIVE TIMMMESSSS #decay and destruction and despair and the rending of their car whoever thought of this #/i hate it when my hands feel awkward!!! makes me feel like i'm 3 years old again and can't explain why i am SO upset about this fhvbshf #/frustrattttinnnngggggggg auhguh #//okay. dramatics over. i will finish my 30 minutes typing lesson now. peace love and prosperity to everyone but the people who brought #about this specific kind of suffering <33 #(i say while being dramatic)

[inverse-problem]

I wonder if people on here are aware of how old I am (from my header or something) or if some people just get occasionally get jumpscared by me suddenly alluding to events that happened 15 years ago and do a double-take lol

#I am twenty-nine (29) years old #from past experience people both online and irl assume I'm younger so I try to be clear lol #feels ancient on this website even though I know it's not lmao #ultimately idgaf though I'm not too old for fandom shit I'm a grown adult and I can do what I want #just please for the love of everything don't put me on a pedestal or whatever just let me be #inverse problem.txt

[orowyrm]

the fucked part of this update is that i remember back in ye olden days when the dashboard layout was much more similar to the current look, except it had all the stuff on the right side bar (where the current dash layout has the reccommended blogs and the tumblr radar iirc) and we still had the top bar with the little icons, and the stuff on the sidebar wasnt NEARLY as cluttered as it is now. and i remember when they got rid of it in favor of the top bar with little drop down menus and everyone fucking LOATHED IT, we were all clamoring for it to be rolled back. and they somehow managed to finally put the blog info back into a sidebar like we wanted all those years ago and they somehow fucked it up so bad that we all hate it and want the old layout back . what a website

#i feel like if we jsut had the options to pick and choose what was displayed on the sidebars #it would make life a lot easier. like i honestly dont personally hate this new look #its a lot more reminiscent of the old dashboard i loved so much #but i do understand why so many people hate it and i really just wish #more websites let us customize the UI to our liking a bit more #like idgaf about having shit about post+ and tumblr blaze in my right sidebar on the activity page #but i would LOVE to be able to have other options there instead. #and honestly what is stopping them from letting us upload custom dash background images. cmon now. #i miss the fuckin stylish skin i used to use with its galaxy pattern.........feel like pure shit want her back

[fauna-and-floraa]

Getting into skz was a bad idea because I've always had a penchant for collecting things, ESPECIALLY different variations of the same thing... and boy, does this album have different variations of the same thing.

#started with coins and beanie boos as a kid and then as a tween/teen i got super into riot grrrl groups #and the runaways was the proto all girl rock group from the 70s so i ended up collecting so much stuff #and tbh i still love all of it like the 70s japan had the best a3 size photobooks #just huge glossy pictures and then of course i collected all the records and then all the bootleg records that were recorded live #i was on some weird ass back alley websites to find those... hilarious tho it was before the kstew dakota fanning movie came out #and the runaways were popular in japan australia and a couple european countries but the US never fucked with them #lots of the old collectable shit was in the us the bc they were an american band so i got so much of it for so cheap #no way itd be that cheap now #stray kids albums just feel like smaller versions of the 70s runaways albums #love a good picture book with an album love a good poster i cant help it #i should take a pic of all my runaways merch for my main blog i always mean to do that

[viksalos]

reading up on autism to figure out what the fuck is going on with me and making a list of personal pros and cons to figure out whether i should feel good or bad about it. as one does

pros: hyperlexia, deeply compassionate, talent for mathematics and the sciences/can do calculations of reasonable complexity in my head, visual hypersensitivity/decent artistic ability when replicating from still life/good at distinguishing subtle colors, acute hearing/good at identifying distinct sounds and sonic textures/deeply moved by music, can rotate some shapes in my head really fast i guess

cons: people can tell something is "off" about me in a fraction of a second and will be anywhere from begrudgingly polite to overtly hostile about it, terminal "not like other girls" disease/feeling of disconnect with existing in a feminine body, can pace for hours on end until my legs hurt, frequent crying & shutdowns, talk about myself and my interests extensively and can't seem to find a way to stop or better relate to others outside of mirroring them, productive work that actually *utilizes* my talents seems to only happen in increasingly infrequent bursts of hyperfocus, recurring identity issues stemming from a fundamental feeling of being born wrong and belonging nowhere, visceral hypersensitivity means i'm in pain from the normal functioning of my own organs for most of the day, people have compared me to sheldon cooper and elon musk, i am constantly begging for the sweet release of death,

#text #hmm. this post was funnier in my head #to be clear i am not one of those ''aut1sm is a superpower'' people and i'm aware that my ''gifts'' afford me significant privilege #but they also used to be things i liked about myself even when i was depressed #now that i'm anywhere from 3-5 yrs into burnout and can't rly *access* my gifts in the capacity i used to be able to anymore #it's rly hard to be positive about things. lol #i used to think that if people were going to think i was weird forever that i should at least be useful #which may not be possible to the degree it once was. and i realize was also a damaging and unhelpful mindset to begin with #tbh i'm rly jealous of the zoomers who seem to have more knowledge about/be more accepting of this stuff. #i think i was just in denial for years. but after looking into it more i'm more certain i'm aut1stic than i've been of anything in my life #which is significant considering the; yknow; identity issues. lol #it's kind of hilarious how many of my old text posts just scream ''undiagnosed aut1stic burnout'' in retrospect #sorry for all the behaviors and stuff. i love my mutuals but i think i have to be on this website less #while i figure my stuff out. i'll still check in but not as often #feel free to reach out in the meantime. i already miss a lot of my friends i lost contact with while going thru it <3 #wow these tags got away from me. ok bye

[icewindandboringhorror]

We should bring back that thing some websites used to do where whenever you made a post you could also list a bunch of random details alongside it, like the mood you’re currently feeling while writing the post, what you’re eating, music you’re currently listening to, what device you’re writing the post on, some random emoji, your personal motto at the moment, etc. It’s like additional character lore 

#I think you can do this with facebook still like you can put a current mood 'feeling XYZ' BUT you have to choose from their list #of premade emotions. You can't just type your own. #and you can't add a bunch of random extra details for no reason #Also DID websites actually do this? I might just be thinking of one or two. specifically I htink on deviant art (which I rarely ever #used except for one small period when I was like 14 yrs old and thought it would be Professional to post art there lol) #when you made a journal post type of thing I think you could put information like this. And I THINK you could maybe do something similar on #the journals on gaiaonline?? maybe also myspace but I remember so little about mysapce or if they even have a journal #type function. I MISS websites randomly having journals as like..a thing #like you had your normal post feed and then also a diary type place. Kind of like how poeple used to use facebook Notes different #from just a normal facebook post. #If I ever actually do anything successful in my life and somehow defeat the mental illness and physical issues and Situational Barriers #and actually accomplish like.. anything enough to be a professional with their own website (like how famous authors will have #their own websites where they post updates that are NOT social media like a facebook but. their own custom website or whatever) #then I'l make sure that in the code it's set up so whenever I make a post I can add these options ghhbjhb #Imagine some official really imporant release of a movie or game or something and then alongside it it's just like #Feeling: Evil 🤭 Eating: Shredded cheddar cheese Drinking: water out of an old coffee tin #(I had to google some online place to copy and paste emojis ghbhjb i have no idea how they work ) #Though also it wouldn't be interesting for me because I have a limited emotional range and also love routine so I'd basically always #feel neutral and just be cycling through the same 5 foods/drinks/music/etc. at all times hjbjjh #I also always wear the same clothes like a cartoon character #BUT it'd be interesting to see about other poeple I guess lol

[neversetyoufree]

Heyo, I want you guys' feedback for something important!

Tumblr eating my post earlier got me thinking, and given the sheer amount of writing I've done on this blog, it would probably be a good idea to start backing up my meta somewhere that won't randomly make some posts (or even whole blogs) disappear out of nowhere. So:

I'm hypothetically down for any of these (or any combination thereof).

A few notes:

For those unfamiliar with Pillowfort, it does require either an invitation link or a $5 payment to join. I'm happy to send invite links, but this might be a limiter

If I start reposting (more) on Pillowfort, it'll probably be on my main grassbreads account. I already have a handful of VnC posts on there, including some that are reposts from this blog.

Please only vote for making my own website if you think you (or anyone else) would actually, like, visit it. It's a cool idea in theory, but I don't think it's worth the effort of making it if I'm the only one that ever goes there 😔.

#like to be clear this blog will always be my main home #but tumblr is kinda inherently precarious? just given the sheer ''quality'' of this website #so I think it might be wise to back up my stuff somewhere else #also I know pillowfort's not gonna win this vote. but given that I already have some vnc posts on there #I feel obligated to include it as an option #and as for the website. I kind of love the idea #making my own fansite or wordpress page or smth feels very old school fandom in a way that excites me #BUT I'm also aware that people would have little reason to like. seek out the andromeda grassbreads website when my staff's all on tumblr #and if it's only for backup purposes. ao3 would take a lot less time to set up #sooo #idk tell me what you guys want/think is best #I'm outsourcing my decision making #about andie

[rubberbandballqueen]

i am going to preface this post by saying i am not intentionally trying to make anyone feel old, But--

yesterday i found out that my coworker graduated in like 2011 right, n so i was asking her abt what Teenaged Life in the 2000s was like, and she told me that when she was in elementary/middle school, she'd submit her writing on floppy discs, and for whatever reason, that was just so unexpected to me. i just kind of assumed that people would either submit this sort of thing either handwritten or printed at home, and now i'm just kinda sitting here like "on floppy discs!!!!! (delighted discovery)" over n over to myself

#finding out that this coworker is almost 30 has immediately launched her to 'coolest coworker (to ME)' status #though i guess the fact that she is Also Queer helps with that. i asked her abt her gf n we ended up talking abt stationery #i remember looking through my dad's old stuff n finding essays he submitted that were typed on a Typewriter (in the 60s) #but like. that's a pre-computer era in my brain ofc one would use a typewriter #although when i discovered that essay i remember also being surprised it wasn't just submitted handwritten #anyway. idk i just think this stuff is cool!!! it's so cool!!!!!! i love learning the details of everyday life in now-bygone times!!!!!!! #the worm speaks #*squints out window* although i guess i should've expected the typewriter thing to have continued into the 90s at least #bc i remember seeing this cartoon called jacob two-two when i was a kid n the father char was a professional author #n he wrote using a typewriter. but i guess i must've assumed that was an anachronism? or for professionals only? #*shifting around a bunch of thoughts like tiles on a mahjong table* starting to notice that the coworkers i think are coolest are the oldes #which checks out bc everyone on this website knows that people just get cooler as they age. this is Proven. it's a Fact #like the coworkers nearer my age are Neat n all but i guess i get the feeling that i don't rlly know how to interact with/approach them #but the older coworkers are like chill and friendly n will talk to me First n generally have good n pleasant conversational skills #LOL i feel like a duckling that's imprinted on something or someone

[cynicalpluto13]

I just had some Gen Alpha tell me that Tumblr is dead and doesn’t exist anymore…I remember making my account when Tumblr was made and now I feel ancient

#tumblr #i feel old #gen alpha #gen z post #gen z problems #tumblr is a functioning website #is dead #why am i crying #why am i so stupid #this is a cry for help #send help #plz and thank you #we love this

[tiredsadpeach]

May not feel great rn but tomorrow I get to see my best friend and we’re exchanging gifts and then afterward I’m going with my sister to pick up a cat

#I don’t talk about this best friend on here a lot lately but he’s great and I love him #platonically and romantically #I’ve had a crush on him for uhh 9 years teehee #he doesn’t know I still feel that way or at least I hope he doesn’t because I don’t wanna make him uncomfy #we dated back in 2013 but I was a pos then and cheated on him because I give in to peer pressure #I’m serious about that btw like the chick that convinced me to cheat when we were official I went over to a friends house and she thought I #would cheat on her because I was so easy to convince the first time lmao #anyway that was forever ago and I am very very different now and would kill past me tbh for that teehee #this is the best friend that stayed with me after I cut off everyone because they stayed friends with my abuser #he’s literally the fucking best and I love him so much and I hope we always stay friends despite my Crazy lol #but also CAT INFOOOO okay so me and my sister went to our local pet store and they partner with a specific shelter? idk I can’t give the #name out because the only pet store listed on their website is the one we go to and that’s too much info about where I live lmao #ANYWAY I was more just showing her the two 4 month old brothers I saw the other day because they’re cute and I was hoping I’d see they were #adopted which they weren’t but they’re chatty kittens they’ll be gone soon tbh probably snatched up for Christmas #but so I had just been there two days ago on the 16th and we went on the 18th and one new cat was there #a 1 1/2 year old black cat named Morticia!! she was so cute they had a hot pink collar and bell on her and her file said she gets along well #with dogs and other cats (perfect for us we live with our parents still so full house) and it said she loves to be held and talked to ☹️☹️☹️ #and her arrival date? the 16th so I just missed her but ALSO that’s one of our family dog’s birthday he turned 5 that day!! #also learned today Morticia had three kittens who have all been adopted and you’ll never guess their names #Wednesday pugsly and thing teehee #the fact that cat is just named Thing is so fucking funny #anyway my sister was petting her and she rolled into it ☹️ got head scratches and ear rubs and THEN I was filling out the application for he #while we waited for our parents to call us back and Morticia LAID HER HEAD IN MY SISTERS HAND ☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️ #so yeah my sister fell in love and the naming matches so well with her other cat who is about 2 years old now who’s a long haired tortoise #named Magnolia !! she’s a really chill cat who when it comes to other cats if the cat likes her she likes the cat but she’s also the younges #cat we have rn but my cats half adore her and half dgaf like my older two just want to be left alone by the animals and loved on by humans #but my younger two (8 and 5) still act like babies and run around like kittens so they love magnolia and she loves them so I have no doubt #Morticia is gonna fit in just fine and we don’t have to change her name!! #idk about y’all but we like always change our pets’ names when we adopt them and sometimes I’m glad we do because we have an anxious big #mutt doggie and we named him Chimmy which worked out well because he’s kinda silly and goofy and yknow neurodivergent but his og name?

[branjie]

Synthia Kiss (circa 2018), photos by Mora Mora

#synthia kiss #bratpack #cdr2 #canadas drag race #my posts #vintage #using that tag for all the pre-drag race pics i post #i love looking through old photos. little brings me more joy #also unsure if these pics are actually 2018 as they’re undated on the website?? assuming based on other photos with dates #bratpack superfans feel free to correct

[skenpiel]

lol. lmao. act 5. here we go

#i dont get how people were ever like 'just skip to act 5 thats where it gets fun' #like first off....... first 4 acts are the best ones #SECONDLY. theyre so quick to read......... #i started rereading homestuck less than a week ago and i got to the end of act 4 in like. 5 separate sittings #its not even 2000 pages agghhhh what the fuck #if theres anything i can offer to help guide new homestucks #(if there even are any. like. it kinda feels like everyone who wants to read homestuck has already. kinda like bibles #like..... theres not really a market for selling bibles because everyone who has any sort of interest in owning one has one #you dont like.... BUY a new bible. you just find an old one in your house or something) #its. please for the love of god dont use the official homestuck.com website and DOUBLE please dont skip the first acts theyre the best #and also quick. so its pretty much useless #anyway i should probably call it a night..... but ooooohh this cake wont eat itself!!!!! #and if im staying up for cake i might as well read a bit more!!!!!!!! right!?!?!??!?!?!? shakes you !?????