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#I loved this idea Yza!!!
soonhoonsol · 2 years
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7 & 30!!
henlo anon 💖 thank you for asking hehe
7. Who are your top 3 gif makers?
I CAN ONLY PICK 3? NOOOO 😭😭😭 okie off the top of my head:
@woozi (QUALITY?? THE HD-EST QUALITY?? GIFS SHARPER THAN MY EYESIGHT?? ALL HAIL THE QUEEN OF GIFS)
@scoupsy / @971003 (speed. efficiency. TOP TIER COLOURING. very blessed to always see her content in my tag)
@softhyungkyun (literally makes the most creative content! mario kart, comics, literally ANYTHING she can make it and it's always sooooo good omg 🥰)
30. How frequently do you like to post?
if time is in my favour, once a day on each of my blogs. but since time hates me, i'm lucky if i can even post once a week to be honest :(
gifmaker ask game~
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yzashaven · 6 months
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2023 KINKTOBER︰10﹒01 / 10﹒02
꒰ —♡ B R E E D I N G ﹒ PART 2 ꒱
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EVENT MASTERLIST !
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FEATURING ! childe, tighnari, gorou, wriothesley x fem!reader
WARNINGS ! ofc breeding!!, "accidental" use of aphrodisiac, mating press, use of handcuffs, bottom-not-so-bottom gorou, ooc idk
NOTE ! yza posting late again... SORRY LOVE YOU GUYSSS i've been trying to balance my sleep sched with school so i've been doing and resting okay lately! ANDDD THIS IS NOT PROOFREAD...... also short.... anyway
event taglist— @yukiitaooo @scara6 @peakalatus @kanaedd @returningluv @im-the-ruler-here @scarafixation @kateybuggi @hanni7 @asimpforpeople @ju1yyyzzz @saturnsapothecary @alexiassleeping @cheeze-noo @supercoolusernameomg @shining_dhei @uchihaeirin @black-rxse @3herri-berri @anon-eu @gojoswife201 @abeitriz @chlebek1 @mechanical-lily @breadybuu @dawning-bliss @poisonedmoonl1ght @scaraismybbgreal @nothingfuninthislife @hellithides @eunchaeluvr @doumastip @pandash @cuntz0ne @zomzomb1e @bitchylillyrose @apocalypticchimera @wolfiafan10 @zxdksimpo @kikosaidbye
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—CHILDE
oh, him? another family oriented man, of course daily breeding is a must!! he is straight up addicted to the feeling of your walls surrounding his cock, and when you're cumming? even better.
"just a little bit more, baby~" childe says for the umpteenth time; it seems like he's just making up excuses now to keep releasing ropes of his cum inside your cunt, making you whimper at how sore your body is from the overwhelming amount of pleasure being given to you by him. his body weight holding you down in a tight mating press on his luxurious bed, "feels good, yeah?" he continues his merciless and rough pace, snapping his hips against yours in the perfect rhythm. "you need more, don't you? tell me how bad you need me to fuck you senseless—to breed you full of my seed~"
—TIGHNARI
experiment purposes... and maybe also for pleasure. an experiment including breeding and pushing your limits with the addition of a few drug testing as well to see the possible side effects of a few herbs he's using to create a new medicine. don't mind if i include some overstimulation here too <3
"this is okay, yes?" tighnari's fingers thrust in and out of you at a slow pace, creating a wet sound with each movement due to his cum that was deep inside your pussy, mixing with your own, prior to the encounter from earlier. "still aroused, huh? that drug seems to be a rather strong aphrodisiac then, hehe~" you whine from all the built up pleasure as the sensitivity of your body increases with each passing contact you have with one another. he then abruptly pushes back deep inside you, letting the fluids overflow from the sides, coating his cock in the sticky, white liquid, "let me help you sooth yourself~"
—GOROU
hear me out when i say that he's already extremely sensitive after a few rounds, and by that i mean around 3 or 4 rounds, and it'll take less time to reach that point when you focus on his ears or tail throughout the session :3 btw you're on top for this one but not the one in charge
"d-don't... sensitive..." gorou whimpers softly as your fingers tangle themselves in his hair, ever so often making contact with his ears that twitched slightly upon feeling the warmth of your touch. his hands grab onto your hips and guide you up and down his length, "oh, already so full~" he comments upon seeing how your thighs had your mixed fluids of arousal dripping down them; he then flips you over, laying you down with your legs spread wide just for him as he began to thrust deep and relentlessly, "god—you feel amazing, and you look so damn pretty... all for me~"
—WRIOTHESLEY
handcuffs. yes. he is just so in love with the idea of having you completely at his mercy below him as he breeds you full of his seed, with no choice but to take all that he has to give you. slightly rough wrio !! <3
"fuck, fuck...!" wriothesley curses as he empties out yet another load inside your pussy, the 5th creampie and counting. you weakly moan under him as your body spasms a bit due to how used your body was after hours of continuous fucking. "gotta make sure i breed you right~" he says and slams back inside you, earning a loud whine to leave your lips as you tug on the thin metal that restrained your hands just above your head, "just a few more, alright? shit—your cunt just feels too addictive not to fill up~"
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https-furina · 6 months
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this isn't like a request but more of a "may i have your thoughts on...?" :3 okay SOOO wanderer, he isn't used to the idea of love and affection right right so whenever reader tells him "i love you" instead of smiling and blushing i feel like it would hurt him (even a bit but wouldn't show it) scara angst.... sobs
omg yza !! giggling LOUDLY HI i came running when i saw this i was cooking dinner ꒰ᐢ. .ᐢ꒱₊˚⊹
okay but no literally! love isn’t something he’s familiar with, he probably mocks the thought when he sees couples interacting or families in the streets of sumeru city - nahida keeps emphasising the importance of this ‘love’ and how it’s different for everyone but he can’t help but spite it? and she knows it too when he grimaces at her attempts at affection; holding onto one of his lanky fingers when they go for walks, swinging their arms or when she makes flower crowns and places them on a crown of indigo hair.
then he realises that he has nothing but negative connotations to those who were supposed to ‘love’ him. he’s had nothing but betrayal - even if it was not intended by the person (cough, those he loves dying) - from them and perhaps he associates love with betrayal. if they truly loved him, they would have stayed, right? his creator wouldn’t have dropped him like a pin, they wouldn’t have died, he wouldn’t have ended up so cold and heartless at the mere thought of showing emotions just to protect himself.
he knows that he ties love and betrayal together when he first meets the reader, he thinks that if he lefts himself get too close again, they’ll betray him just like everyone else. he puts up his bitter front, gritting his teeth and endlessly trying to shrug the reader off in hopes they’ll get tired and leave him alone.
they’re as persistent as always and even if he doesn’t vocally admit it, he longs for their ‘annoying’ company. subconsciously, he starts to show it in small acts of affection without even trying; cupping his hand on the edge of the table when the reader bends to pick up a dropped pen when they’re visiting him in the house of daena, making sure they don’t knock their head or assisting in carrying bags of groceries for them. for a moment, his association of love to betrayal is a fleeting thought he doesn’t cling to as heavily anymore.
“i love you” stings. it tastes awful on his tongue so he refuses to even utter it but it makes the shallow pits of his body shudder, fingers tightening around whatever is closest to him until his knuckles turn white.
he’d hoped they would have never said it, he’d pushed the thought long back in his mind but he feels so heavy at the idea that he’d fell in love because he expects the reader to betray them. he considers distancing himself but he knows nahida will never let him now - she loves the reader too much. he thinks he was so foolish to let his guard down to the point where it got to this. he’s preparing for a betrayal, wary for the next upcoming days but when everything continues, business as usual, it becomes just another passing thought. <3
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Life As We Know It | Part 21
Author: Nat / @idontgiveaflyinggrayson69​
Tagging: @thirteenisles​ @matbaerzal​ @mcmo-anon​ @texanstarslove​ @matbarzyy​ @hockeywocs​ @ggggmoneyyyy​ @tysonjost-taylorsversion​ @toplinetommy​ @fiveholegoal​ @itrocksmysocks​ @joelsfarabee​ @barzysreputation​ @iangiemae​ @stlbluesbrat​ @c-tangerine​ @canadianheaters​ @jeylia-haj​ @roopehintz​ @dreamsndior​ @beauvibaby​ @2manytabsopen​ @nazdaddy​ @sorryjustafangirl​ @fallinallincurls​ @pastelpapermoons​ @hockeybabe87​ @kayt-marie​ @heatherawoowoo​ @islesnucks​ @whoeverineedtobe​ @ohpuckyeah​ @tpwkstiles​ @mf-mightyducks​ @day-dreamerr​ @ficsilove10​ @notaccurateornice​ @rapidfever​ @hoodpankow​ @oopsiedoopsie23​ @haylie-mcc​ @jostyriggslover96​ @newlibrary​ @honestreputation​ @the-philthepill13​ @justanotherfansblog​ @simpgirl-lat​ @hockeypuckspost @great-puck-work @yzas-stuff @sidscrosbyy @teenagekook @svechnikolan @lovethepreds @strong134 @dylancozzys @gravyoverall  @lena306 @caelum-the-part-time-acosmist @taiter-tots @canesjedi31 @kq9003 [let me know if you want to be added!]
Word Count: 8k
Warnings: Alcohol. Sexual references?
Comments: I know this took a million years and I’m so sorry!!! I hope it’s worth the wait!!! Thanks again to everyone who stuck with this story despite it being WAY too long between updates. And remember, Beau is an Islander for life in this story 🧡💙
(c) nat g. 2023 // do not repost, do not claim as your own
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Tess loved Valentine’s Day.
As long as he knew her, Tess had adored Valentine’s Day. Tess loved all the hearts and flowers and teddy bears and the idea of love that came with it. Not to mention, Tess had never really had a serious boyfriend, one that would spoil her with chocolates and roses and tell her 365 different reasons why he loved her. Anthony would be the first, and if he was lucky, her only, so he knew that he had to do something special for their first Valentine’s Day together; he knew he had to make it worthy of her. Even if he had never really been a fan of Valentine’s Day himself.
It wasn’t that Anthony didn’t like Valentine’s Day or had any personal vendetta against it. For several years he had played the boyfriend role perfectly with dinner and gifts and flowers, he just had never really been a fan of the holiday. Valentine’s Day marketed love and buying gifts to show that love, but Anthony firmly believed that, if you loved someone, truly loved them, you should show them every day, not just one day out of the year.
You should take them out to dinner just because, buy them flowers because the tulips reminded you of them, get them the bracelet or book or knickknack because you knew they’d like it, or go out because you love being with them. Love wasn’t something to expect or market, but something that should be given whole heartedly.
But Tess loved Valentine’s Day and he loved Tess with every ounce of his being, so he would make it the best damn Valentine’s Day he could.
The Islanders were on the road the week leading up to Valentine’s Day, so he had a lot of time to think about how he’d woo Tess. Most guys slept on the plane or played on their phone, but Anthony spent every second trying to plan the perfect day for Tess. And it didn’t take him long to realize that it was a lot easier to draw up a play than it was to come up with a Valentine’s Day plan.
Tess…
Tess was loving and kind and amazing and perfect and he knew how she used to dream of a perfect Valentine’s Day and happily ever after and he wanted to give her everything. He had let down a lot of people in his life, sometimes it felt like he still was, but he could never let Tess down. Come hell or high water, he’d do whatever he could to make her happy.
The plane wasn’t enough time to make the perfect plan, especially after he asked Barzy what his Valentine’s Day plans were and he shared a way too detailed description of all the different sex positions he was thinking of for him and Connor. “You know, the best thing to give a woman on V-Day is a mind blowing orgasm,” Mat said without looking up from his phone, and he only forced his eyes away from the screen when Anthony didn’t reply.
“Yeah, I’m not sure that’s on the menu,” he finally replied.
“You guys still haven’t?” Mat asked at the way Anthony’s lips tightened and he winced when Anthony shook his head. “Damn, I really bought that pack of condoms for nothing…”
“We’re going slow,” he shrugged. “Tess asked for slow so we’re going slow, we’ll get there when we get there. I mean…” he took a deep breath. “She’s never even mentioned sex before, for all I know…”
Mat’s eyes bugged a bit, “you think?”
“I don’t know,” Anthony replied firmly. “So, we’re going slow. So, yeah, I’m not sure mind blowing orgasm is on the menu, but I could totally give her one if she wanted,” he added quickly when Mat opened his mouth.
He was quick to close it before he shrugged. “I mean,” he started. “Are you sure? It has been a while. I could refresh you on where the clit is and how to—”
“Mat.” His voice matched the sharp look in his eyes. “I know what I’m doing. And plus, I know Connor has you by the balls. She tells Tess everything and Tess tells me everything.” His smile grew as Mat’s flush did and he contently leaned back in his plane seat as Mat went uncharacteristically quiet.
Maybe one of the married guys would yield better advice for Valentine’s Day, Anthony thought as he closed his eyes. Like Nelly or Bails or Pager. They had to know how to get Valentine’s Day right if their wives stuck with them.
Anthony’s mind was still racing when they landed in Tampa, and he was distant enough during dinner that the guys noticed, so distanced and caught up in the thought of Tess that he didn’t even hear Nelly’s question.
“He’s still in the honeymoon phase,” Mat smiled brightly as he wrapped his arm around Anthony’s shoulders. “Tess consumes his every thought.”
“Shut up,” he grumbled and pressed his thumb into Mat’s ribs hard enough to make him yelp. “Like Connor isn’t the only thing on your mind.”
“Not the point,” Mat replied and tried to jab he back, but Anthony easily blocked him.
“Whatever,” Anthony rolled his eyes. “What was your question?”
Brock shared a knowing look with Anders before he shook his head. “I asked you what you were going to order.”
“Oh,” he whispered and felt his blush creep up his neck. “Um, the steak sounds good?”
“Yeah,” Brock nodded. “I was between that and the salmon.”
“Salmon would be lighter, depends on how the flight hit you, I guess,” he replied, but suddenly he was thinking of whether steak or fish would be better for him and Tess. Or maybe chicken. Or duck. Or—
“Beau,” Anders’ voice cut through his thoughts and he winced as he looked to his captain.
“I will have my head on for the game tomorrow don’t worry,” he reassured Anders.
Anders shook his head. “I’m not worried about that,” he replied. “I just want to make sure you’re okay, offer any advice if you need. I mean, it must be difficult balancing this new phase with Tessa while trying to juggle a 12-month-old, I think I speak for all of us when I say those are a handful on their own.” Those with kids agreed with a soft laugh and Anthony nodded.  
He knew he’d probably be chirped into next week for it, which is why he’d rather go to Anders or Nelly or Bails one on one, but he resigned himself with a nod, “Valentine’s Day is coming up and Tess adores Valentine’s Day and I want to make it special for her without it being cheesy.” When the table was quiet, he took a big drink of his beer and shot Mat a death glare.
It was Brock that broke the silence. “Flowers,” he said. “Girls love flowers, but not any kind, their favourite kind, that’s very important.”
“Yeah,” Anders agreed. “And you’re a pretty decent cook, aren’t you? So cook her dinner instead of taking her out, that shows you care, and girls find that romantic as fuck.”
“And jewelry,” Bails tacked on. “It sounds cliché, but they really do love it, if it’s good. Don’t get what you like, you have to get what they’d like, even if you don’t understand it. And for the love of God, there is a huge difference between yellow gold and white gold and do not make that mistake.”
Anthony blinked back at him as he nodded, “right, got it, thanks.”
“And don’t forget the condom,” Anders added with a wink and teasing smile that made Anthony rest his forehead against the table with a groan.
“One time,” he grumbled to himself. “One fucking time…”
“One time too many,” Mat cackled as he shook Anthony’s shoulder.
Once he got back to the hotel room, he stripped down to his underwear and crawled into bed and Anthony looked up jewelry stores and florists between texts to Tess while Friends played in the background. He had always liked the show, but now it was an ever present reminder of her that made him love it so much more.
Planning the perfect Valentine’s Day kept him up at night and, despite his earlier promise to Anders, it took him longer than he wanted to admit to find his legs during the game the next day, but he finally came up with a plan and he only hoped it would live up to her expectations.
Luckily, the Islanders were home for Valentine’s Day, so the day began like any other: Tess wrapped up in his arms. Sure, she had her own room and own bed, but the only place Anthony wanted her was his arms. Once he knew how perfectly she fit in them, he’d never be able to let her go. So, Valentine’s Day began with Tess waking with her face pressed into Anthony’s chest and his arms wrapped around her and she smiled as she tried to snuggle closer. He had always been the best teddy bear she could ever ask for and she felt rather than heard Anthony’s laugh as he tightened his hold on her.
“Good morning,” he breathed, his voice thick with sleep.
“Shh, sleeping,” she mumbled and buried her face into further his chest, making Anthony laugh harder as he trailed his hand up and down her back.
“Okay,” he hummed. Tess made a soft sound against his chest and he tightened his hold on her. Perfect wasn’t a good enough word to describe her, she was his everything. His past, his present, his hope for the future, his family, his everything. All that he was began and ended with Tess. And Valentine’s Day meant a day off, so he was more than happy to stay wrapped up in Tess’s arms as long as she’d allow, or as long as Sorel would allow.
Which, of course, is exactly how the morning went.
He didn’t know how long they stayed wrapped up in each other’s arms before Sorel’s crying came through the monitor, but it wasn’t long enough. He loved Sorel more than he had words to describe, but sometimes all he wanted as an extra five minutes with her mom. They had spent longer, much longer, as friends and parents than they were as a couple and Anthony was desperate for any moment alone they could steal.
He hated jostling Tess when Sorel cried, but he knew it was long past her normal wake up time and she needed to be changed and feed. He murmured an apology when Tess groaned as he slipped out of bed before he went to get Sorel, and by the time he emerged from her room in a clean diaper and outfit, Tess was up. Her hair was messy and fluffy, and she had a sleepy smile on her lip and his shirt dwarfed her frame, all of which made Anthony’s heart flutter.
“Sit,” he told her and put Sorel in her highchair. “I will make you coffee and breakfast.” He smiled before he kissed her cheek and directed her to a chair at the island.
It didn’t take long for her coffee to finish brewing and he added the milk and sugar before he slid it across the table and started making his own. “Bacon and eggs?” He asked. “Or maybe waffles and berries?” He smiled when Tess’s face light up and reached under the island to find the waffle iron. He couldn’t remember the last time he used it and he hoped it still worked as he pulled it in and gathered the ingredients for waffles, and he gave Tess a hard look she tried to get up to get the fruit from the fridge.
He prepared the berries and fruit after he mixed the batter and the waffles didn’t take long after he added them to the iron. He added strawberries and blueberries to Tess’s plate, along with a mountain of whipped cream that made her laugh and he stole a kiss as he sat it down in front of her.
“Thank you, it looks amazing,” she smiled back at him.
“Not as amazing as you,” he replied without missing a beat and his smile widened as she blushed, and when his own waffled was ready, he added strawberries and banana.
Anthony tisked Tess when she reached for the dishes after breakfast. Today was her day, one of them at least, and he wouldn’t have her lift a finger, and he was in the middle of dishes when the florist knocked at the door.
The knock at the door surprised Tess and she furrowed her brows as she looked at Anthony but he did his best to shrug her off. “Can you get it?” He asked and she nodded before making her way over.
As soon as she answered the door, she was faced with a delivery boy and a large bouquet of flowers. “Delivery for Tessa?” He said with a smile.
“Uh, yeah, that would be me,” she replied with a confused expression and the guy handed her the big bouquet of flowers to her before he wished her a happy Valentine’s Day and got on his way. Tess was frozen for a moment as she held the flowers close to her before she took a deep breath in and her smile grew as she closed the door when she was able to give them a good look and smell. It was a bouquet of pink and red roses and lilies and other filler flowers and soft green leaves around the edges and, of course, beautiful white orchids.
“Happy Valentine’s Day,” he told her softly as he leaned against the counter and his shoulders softened at the way she smiled when she finally looked up at him.
“They’re beautiful,” she told him. “Thank you.”
“You’re welcome,” he replied and pushed himself off the counter to step closer to her. “But they’re not as beautiful as you.” Tess opened her mouth to argue but he pressed a quick kiss to her lips. “They’re not,” he repeated.
His smile grew at Tess’s blush and he got her a vase for her flowers so they could sit in the middle of the island, and they were more than happy to spend the afternoon together watching Sorel’s favourite TV shows and playing her favourite games. They were a family. Forever and always, they were a family.
When it was time, Anthony pulled everything out and started to prepared dinner before Tess could ever ask, and maybe pinot noir wasn’t the best pairing in the cookbook, but it was Tess’s favourite and her smile meant everything to him. He made her garlic parmesan chicken breasts with steamed veggies for a side. He wanted to refuse her help, wanted to make it special for her by doing everything for her, but he gave in every time she gave him her puppy dog eyes so he let her prep the veggies while he did the chicken and he couldn’t stop thinking about how nice it was to work around each other in the kitchen and how mundane it was.
Finally, the dinner was severed and Anthony smiled as he moved everything to the table. “After you,” he said and only took for himself after Tess had served herself and Sorel. And, to only mild surprise, the dinner was actually really good and Tess couldn’t stop shaking her head as she smiled.
“What?” Anthony asked with a soft laugh.
“I’m just really happy,” she told him. “I can’t count the times I thought about us spending Valentine’s Day with you and now it’s really happening.”
Anthony softened as he looked at her before he raised his glass of wine. “To us,” he said and smiled as she raised her glass too.
“To us,” she echoed and clinked her glass against his.
The rest of dinner was nice. Anthony talked about the roadie and his week ahead while Tess spoke of her plans with Connor and Anthony helped Sorel with her dinner which always made Tess look at him with soft, loving eyes.
Tess fell in love with Anthony years ago, but it was a totally different, deeper love watching him with Sorel. She always knew he’d be a good father, but it was something else entirely seeing how amazing a dad he really was. For so long, Tess had dreamt of having a family with him that it felt surreal to actually have it. There was so much love in her eyes watching him feed Sorel with a smile on his face and Tess meant every word when she said she had never been so happy in her life.
She finally had everything she could ever want.
After dinner, Tess tried to help with dishes but Anthony refused her help. So, instead she played with Sorel on her play mat while Anthony finished the dishes and then they started getting her ready for bed. Tess would have bathed her, but it was Valentine’s Day and dinner had been later than usual and Tess didn’t want to keep her up later than usual. Sorel really took after her dad and could get really cranky when she was tired so, yeah, her bath could wait till tomorrow.
Once Sorel was down, Tess changed into something more comfortable—one of Anthony’s old Islanders shirts and some sleep shorts—and she didn’t think twice about curling up next to him on the couch.
“I’ve never been a huge Valentine’s Day person,” he confessed softly.
“I know,” Tess replied and looked over at him. She had seen him through multiple girlfriends, as painful as it had been, and it had always been about what they wanted rather than about them.
“But I get it now,” he told her. “I like being your Valentine.”
Tess ducked her head as she leaned into him. “I really like being your Valentine, too, Anthony. I really like you,” she teased and Anthony kissed her temple before he gently carded his fingers through the ends of her curls, and he murmured an apology as his fingers tangled in her hair before he pressed another kiss to his temple.
When he pulled back, he held her eyes, her beautiful coffee eyes he fell in love with, before he whispered, “I got you something. I’ll just be a second while I get it.” Tess’s brows furrowed as she watched him get up and disappear into his room, but he came back a moment later with a big red gift bag and Tess’s shoulders relaxed.
“You didn’t have to,” she said softly.
Anthony gave her an almost offended look and handed her the bag before he sat back down next to her. “Like I’d fuck up our first Valentine’s Day,” he scoffed. “Now go on, open it.”
Tess laughed softly but opened the bag and she was surprised at everything in it. “Anth—“ she started but Anthony waved her off.
“C’mon, open it,” he encouraged.
Her eyes shined and the corner of her lips twitched up as she nodded and started to pull everything Anthony had stuffed into the bag. First there was a candle that smelt like vanilla. Then there was a set of bath bombs that Tess definitely didn’t think about using with Anthony and blushed when she sat them down on the coffee table. There were two sets of chocolates, and a Tiffany’s box. Just like the bracelet and the ring before, Tess’s breath caught in her throat and she looked up at Anthony. He worried his lip between his teeth but nodded and Tess looked down as she opened it and her smile softened immediately.
Had had gotten her a bracelet and a ring, it was only fitting that he got her earrings too. They were simple and beautiful, small silver, or maybe white gold, hoops with dangling pear diamonds.
“They’re beautiful,” she whispered and looked up at him. “Thank you.”
Her heart twisted knowing she hadn’t gotten him anything thinking he didn’t care about Valentine’s Day and she put the earrings down to hug him, pressing her face into his neck as she tried to pour her love for him into the hug. Anthony’s eyes closed as he melted into the hug and he buried his face into her hair. “You’re welcome,” he breathed.
Tess pulled back from the hug after a moment and cupped his jaw to kiss him softly. “You’re making me feel terrible for not getting you anything,” she told him but Anthony shook his head.
“You’re the only gift I could ever want,” he told her and kissed her again.
Tess’s thumb ran over the arch of his cheek and she couldn’t stop smiling as she pulled back from the kiss and Anthony was so incredibly in love with her. Sure, they had only really been together for a handful of weeks, but they had been friends for years and he honestly couldn’t imagine his life without her.
Tess continued to run her thumb over his cheek and the soft look in his eyes stirred something in her. Her eyes dropped to his lips and she leaned into him before kissing him again, deeper than before. Anthony was taken back but he quickly melted into the kiss and let his hand rest on her hip.
He didn’t expect the kiss to last long so he let her control it, but Tess didn’t pull back. Maybe it was the wine or the gifts or the fact that it was Valentine’s Day, or maybe it was just Anthony, but Tess didn’t want to stop and when Anthony broke the kiss, she quickly chased his lips and kissed him again. Anthony made a soft sound against her lips that sent a wave of heat through her body and Tess pressed herself closer to him, as close as she could be still sitting next to him.
Anthony kept waiting for her to pull back but she didn’t. Instead, she threaded her fingers through his hair and let her chest rest against his. She wasn’t wearing a bra, she never really had to, so Anthony could feel her breasts and the hardness of her nipples against him and he couldn’t get enough. His neck strained as he deepened the kiss and Tess made a soft sound against his lips that had his hand moving from her hip to her thigh as he pulled her onto his lap, her knees on either side of his thighs bracing her weight as her hips rested against his.
Tess broke the kiss with a gasp and looked at Anthony with wide eyes. “Sorry… Is this okay?” He asked, letting his hands rest on the bare skin of her thighs, terrified he had read her signals wrong and had gone too far.
It took Tess a moment to answer as her heart raced and her lips parted as she looked at him. He was warm beneath her and she settled her weight on his lap before she ran her hands up his arms to rest on his shoulders. “Yeah,” she nodded and kissed him again, pulling a soft groan from him.
Anthony let her control the kiss for a moment before he deepened it and pulled her hips flush against his and Tess couldn’t help the moan that slipped from her lips. It was the first time he heard her moan and it went straight to his groin and he wanted to pull more beautiful sounds from her. When she didn’t pull back from the kiss, he let his hands move to her ass and he gently kneaded the soft flesh. It would be so easy to grip her ass as she—
He shook the thought from his head as he nipped at her lip and moved his hands up to her waist. Her skin was warm and she kissed him again just as deeply as before which only spurred him on as he trailed his hands higher on her rib before he broke the kiss to trail his lips down her jaw. Never in his life had he wanted someone as badly as he wanted her and Tess threaded her fingers through his hair and titled her head to the side to give him move room as she moaned softly.
Anthony felt himself start to harden and in the back of his head he knew they should stop and talk about it. Fuck, he didn’t even know if this was something she had done before, but Tess wasn’t stopping him and he didn’t want to stop. All he wanted her.
His lips found where her jaw met her throat and he grazed his teeth over her skin before he sucked softly but not hard enough to leave a mark and he hadn’t realized his hands were moving up until the tips of his fingers brushed the underside of her breasts. Tess’s grip on his hair tightened and she tensed, pulling him from his thoughts and Anthony immediately moved his hands back down to her waist and leaned back to look at her. “I’m sorry,” he told her, his jaw slack and eyes dark.
Her chest heaved and her heart raced but she shook her head. “It’s okay.”
As much as it killed him, Anthony said, “we should stop.”
“No, Anthony, it’s okay,” she told him.
Anthony’s breath caught in his throat as he looked at her and the look in his eyes sent a wave of heat to her core where she could feel him beneath her. “You sure?” He asked breathlessly and Tess nodded, a soft throbbing starting between her thighs as Anthony held her gaze and trailed his hands back up.
He let the tips of his fingers brush the bottoms of her breasts for a few moments before he slid his hands up to cup her chest. Her breasts fit in the palms of his hands and her nipples were hard but not as hard as he was. He swore he had never been so hard in his life and Tess could feel every inch of him through his sweats and the thin material of her sleep shorts.
“Okay?” He asked breathlessly and Tess nodded.
“Yeah,” she replied shakily.
Anthony gave both of them a minute as he held her chest in his hands, feeling her heart racing against his touch. Tess’s chest heaved against him and his lips were parted as he held her gaze before he pinched her nipples between his fingers.Her eyes closed as she moaned louder than before and Anthony was addicted to the sound. His bottom lip was red and worn and a moan slipped from his lips when Tess rolled her hips into his. “Fuck, Tessa,” he said breathlessly and rolled her nipples between his fingers.
Anthony had always stirred something in Tess but he was doing a lot more than just stirring and she couldn’t get enough of him. She had been terrified that it wouldn’t be good, that it would be awkward, but she was wrong. It was amazing having Anthony touch her. Her hair was a mess as she arched into him and when she ground her hips against his, she pulled a strained groan from him that made clench around nothing.
The more Anthony pinched her nipples, the louder her moans got and it was the hottest thing Anthony had ever heard and he wanted nothing more than to take her apart and see how loud he could make her. But Sorel’s room wasn’t all that far away and they couldn’t wake her. “Tessa,” Anthony breathed. “I need you to quiet a bit.”
Her hips immediately stilled and she looked at him with flushed cheeks, “fuck, I’m sorry.”
“I’m not,” Anthony replied immediately and pinched her nipples again, pulling a sharp gasp from her. “I just don’t want to stop so please don’t wake Ellie.”
Tess knew he was right, but it was so hard for her to be quiet when he was touching her like that and she could feel how much he wanted her. She rolled her hips down against his, creating beautiful friction which pulled a loud moan from her and Anthony tried to quiet her with his lips but he just ended up moaning against her.
Slowly he broke the kiss to kiss down her neck again as he pinched her nipples, pulling another moan from her and he was about to ask to take her shirt off so he could see her as well as he could feel her when the sharp sound of Sorel’s cries cut through the room.
“Fuck,” Anthony cursed and leaned his head against Tess’s shoulder with a groan before he let his hands fall to her hips. He was finally going to have her and of course Sorel had to ruin it. “Maybe she’ll cry herself out?” He tried and Tess nodded. But no matter how long they sat there, Sorel didn’t stop crying so Tess slowly untangled herself from him with a sigh.
Her hair was messy and her skin flushed and all Anthony wanted to do was ruin her.
“I’ll get her,” she told Anthony and gave his thigh a pat before she made her way to Sorel’s room, leaving Anthony alone on the couch. He ran his hand over his face as he sunk into the couch, his desire for her clearly visible through his sweats. He had been cock blocked before, but never like this.
And Sorel was usually so good so he expected it would be a quick check in and put down, but the minutes ticked by and Tess didn’t come back out. Anthony groaned and threw his head back against the couch before he got up to check on them, after he adjusted himself of course.
He found Tess swaying with Sorel in her arms while Sorel gripped her shirt tightly. “She doesn’t want to let go,” Tess sighed as she looked over at Anthony.
“You were pretty loud,” he replied softly. “Maybe… Maybe she thought I was hurting you?”
Tess couldn’t help but burst out in laughter as she blushed, but it… It wasn’t that far fetched at all. Ever since they got together and Anthony had been showing more affection toward Tess, Sorel had been getting fussy with Anthony and pushing him away, so it wouldn’t be that hard to fathom that Sorel did think he was hurting her mom… Even if he was doing the opposite.
Anthony sighed and stepped forward to take her from Tess, even if he had to gently pry her fingers from Tess’s shirt. “Daddy wasn’t hurting mommy, okay? Now why don’t you go back to sleep so mommy and daddy can go back to what they were doing.”
“Anthony!” Tess scolded as she gave him a pointed look but he just shrugged. And, of course, Sorel only cried louder as Anthony held her and reached her hand out to Tess until she took her back.
It took them too long to get Sorel back down, she really didn’t want to let go of Tess, but once her door was closed behind them, Anthony let his hand trail down Tess’s back as he bit his lip. “So…” he started. “Where were we?”
Tess took a deep breath and scrunched her nose up before she looked up at him and she didn’t have to say anything for him to know the moment was long gone. “It’s late,” Tess told him. “Tonight was fun, but I’m tired and honestly I think I’m getting a headache from the crying and I just want to go to bed.”
Anthony took a deep breath as he nodded, “yeah, yeah, of course.”
Tess gave him a soft smile and kissed the corner of his mouth before she gave his chest a pat and went to brush her teeth, and Anthony flopped onto the couch with a groan as soon as she closed the door.
He loved his daughter dearly, but fuck.
It had been over a year since the last time he got any and it was Tess and he could still feel her on his lap, the warmth of her against where he needed her most, and how perfect her breasts were in his hands. Tess was perfect, he had always known that, but feeling her, hearing her, having her like that… He hadn’t realized how truly perfect she was and—
“Are you okay?” Tess asked, snapping him out of his thoughts.
“Huh?” He replied, looking up at her like a deer in headlights.
Tess laughed and gave his thigh a pat as she sat down next to him. “I asked if you were okay because you were staring out into space,” she said.
“Oh,” he replied softly. “Yeah, I’m good. I mean, I would be lying if I said I wasn’t a little… frustrated, but yeah, I’m good.”
Tess blushed and looked down as she fiddled with her shirt. “Sorry…” she said softly but Anthony shook his head.
“You have absolutely nothing to be sorry for,” he told her. “We tested the waters tonight and it was good, right?”
Tess nodded, “yeah.”
“Then we’re good. And you should never apologize for being as hot as you are. If anything, I should be the one apologizing because I’m probably going to end up hard against your ass tonight.”
He made Tess laugh at least and she leaned into him and rested her head on his shoulder. “I love you,” she told him after a long moment.
Anthony softened and wrapped his arm around her, “I love you more.”
“Not possible,” she told him and kissed him before he could argue. Anthony melted into the kiss and gently cupped her cheek. She could disagree with him all she wanted but Anthony had never love anyone the way he loved her and he knew he’d never love anyone else the same way.
It was Tess for him.
It was always going to be Tess,
His Tess.
She bit her lip when she pulled back from the kiss and Anthony tilted his head as he looked at her, knowing she had something in mind and already feeling like he wasn’t going to like it. “Tess—” he started but she cut him off as she patted his thigh.
“We need to tell our parents about us.”
Anthony’s groan may have even been louder than her moans and he leaned over to press his face into her lap, “please don’t talk about my mother when I’m still hard.”
Tess’s laugh warmed his chest and she gently carded her fingers through his hair. “Sorry,” she whispered. “But we do, you know we do.”
“I know,” he sighed and rolled onto his back to look up at her. “You know they’ll never let us hear the end of this, right?”
Tess breathed a laugh and let her hand rest on his chest and Anthony was quick to cover it with his own. “I know. But we need to tell them before they figure it out themselves, and my mom’s gonna know the moment she sees us. Connor did.”
Anthony ran his thumb over her knuckles as he gave her a lopsided smile, “love me that much, huh?” He laughed when she scrunched her nose up and when she shoved his chest, he tightened his hold on her hand and leaned up to catch her lips in a soft kiss. “I love you that much, too, Tessa.”
She scrunched her nose up again at the use of her full name and to still the butterflies he still gave her. “So, we’ll tell them then?” She pressed.
“How about we tell yours and leave mine till the summer?” He tried and Tess shook her head.
“Mine first, but we’re not waiting till June to tell your family. I don’t want to get off on the wrong foot with your parents.”
Anthony scoffed and pushed himself up to sit beside her, his hand on her thigh. “Please,” he started. “My mom loves you almost as much as I do. I could tell her we eloped and she’d just be happy to have you in the family.” Tess could see the gears begin to turn behind Anthony’s eyes and he continued, “now that I say it, we should wait until—”
“Absolutely not,” she cut him off. “We’ll tell my mom first then you’re calling your parents to tell them.”
“What if I send her a picture and turn my phone off?” He suggested, though mostly just to rile her up some more, finding her persistence adorable.
“What if I didn’t kiss you until you told your parents?” Tess replied without missing a beat and bit her lip as she looked over at Anthony, proud of herself.
“You wouldn’t,” he breathed as his face dropped. He was right, she wouldn’t. Now that she had had a taste of him, she didn’t she’d ever be able to give him up. But Tess shrugged and Anthony made a strained sound in his throat before he pulled her back onto his lap and kissed her again. “Now that I’ve had you, I can’t go a day without you, so, okay. We’ll call my mom after we tell yours.”
Tess’s smile lit up his whole world and when she kissed the corner of his mouth, he cupped her jaw and redirected her so he could kiss her properly and deeply. She made a soft sound against his lips and fisted his shirt as she felt him again. “Anthony,” she breathed a warning and he pressed his face into her shoulder with a groan.
“I know, I know. I can’t help it,” he told her. “You just do things to me.”
She blushed as she shook her head before she patted his shoulder and pulled back to sit beside him. “TV until your friend calms down and then bed,” she told him and reached for the remote. “We’ll tell my mom the next time we see her.”
Anthony rolled his eyes but nodded, “fine.”
And he was right, even after watching TV he ended up hard against Tess’s ass that night and the next morning, but this time he didn’t pull back and Tess didn’t get flustered or push him away.
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Tess was right, Lisa knew as soon as she saw them.
It was on Anthony’s face.
It had always been in his eyes. The last couple times they had come over, he had looked at Tess with hope and possibility, but this time… This time it was different. He held the door open for her and let his hand rest on her lower back as they toed their shoes off, and his touch lingered as Tess stepped toward Lisa with Sorel in her arms, and she just had a funny suspicion.
“How’s my grandbaby?” Lisa asked as she took Sorel from her daughter and Anthony ducked his head as he smiled.
Sorel giggled and Tess smiled before she glanced back at Anthony for a moment. “She’s good. Been having some issues sleeping through the night, but she’s good,” Tess replied and blushed softly as she remembered the exact reason Sorel hadn’t slept through the night the week before.
Lisa kissed both of Sorel’s cheeks as they moved into the living room. “Issues sleeping, baby girl?” She asked Sorel in a playful voice that made her laugh again. “What kind of issues?”
“Wake up in the night, crying, that sort of thing,” Tess shrugged as she sat down on the couch and Anthony sat down next to her and gave her thigh a reassuring squeeze, though whether he was reassuring her or himself was up for debate.
“Oh,” Lisa hummed as she looked at Sorel. “Have you tried putting socks on her for bed?” She asked and looked back at Tess and Anthony.
Tess looked over at Anthony and he gave a small shrug of his shoulders. “No, we haven’t,” he replied. “But we certainly will,” he quickly added. “Thank you.”
Lisa pressed another kiss to Sorel’s cheeks and looked back at her daughter and Anthony. They were sitting closer together than normal and his hand rested on her thigh and Tess didn’t knock it away or seemed to have a dark blush to her cheeks like she’d always get. She watched as Tess pushed her hair behind her ears, a long time anxious habit, and Anthony looked over at Tess at the movement.
Lisa had seen Anthony look at her daughter a lot. She had watched his gaze go from friends to something else; watched as his eyes went from hope and possibility to confidence and sure. His thumb rubbed soft circles on her thigh and the corner of his lip twitched up as he looked at her even though Tess wasn’t looking back at him, and Lisa watched as his gaze dipped down to Tess’s lips for half a moment and his smile grew.
Lisa smiled as she settled Sorel on her lap. “So how long have you two been together?” She asked, making Anthony’s head whip toward her and neither of them had to say anything for her suspicions to be confirmed, Anthony’s deer in headlights look said it all.
Slowly, Anthony looked back at Tess and she covered his hand with hers as she smiled before she looked back at her mom. “Almost a month,” she answered, making Lisa’s smile grow.
She always knew her daughter’s feelings for Anthony, Tess had had them for years. If she was being honest, she wasn’t always fond of Anthony with him being a hot shot hockey player and all. She was terrified that he was going to break her daughter’s heart beyond repair, but she had to admit that he had really proven her wrong over the years and she was glad he did. She was happy for them.
“We came here to tell you, but…” Tess continued and looked at Anthony. “You kinda figured it out.”
“Anthony kinda made it obvious,” Lisa laughed and scrunched her nose up as Tess gave Anthony a playful shove that made Tess’s smile grow.
“I knew it,” Tess muttered and Anthony smiled as he wrapped his arm around her shoulders.
“No, you didn’t, you thought you’d give it away,” he replied as his smile widened.
“Shut up,” she muttered and leaned into him in a way that definitely said she wasn’t mad at him.
“I’m very happy for you,” Lisa told them. “The two of you…” She glanced at Sorel before looking back at them. “You’re good for each other.”
“I try to be,” Anthony replied without hesitation. “I just want to look after my girls.”
Lisa’s smile softened as she looked at him and she kissed Sorel’s cheek before she set her down on the carpet and Anthony gave Tess an unsure look as Lisa disappeared into the kitchen, but Tess could only shrug. She didn’t know either. Lisa was only gone a moment before she came back with a bottle of wine and three glasses. “This calls for celebration,” she grinned as she set the glasses and bottle down on the coffee table and Tess pressed her face into Anthony’s shoulder as she groaned. “Well, it’s not every day my daughter starts dating an NHL player.”
“Mom, please,” Tess begged and Anthony gently ran his hand up and down her back.
“What?” She asked as she poured the wine and handed the glasses to them before she settled back into her chair with her glass and crossed her legs. “Can a mother not be happy for her daughter? And come on, I want all the details.”
Anthony laughed at the very large drink of wine Tess took and kissed her temple. “There’s not much to say,” he answered for her. “It was after Ellie’s birthday and I couldn’t stop looking at her and I just couldn’t keep my feelings to myself any longer.” His gaze softened as he looked over at Tess and she smiled despite the blush clinging to her cheeks.
They continued talking over their glasses of wine while Sorel played on the floor, and it honestly didn’t take long before Anthony ended up on the floor with her, managing only a few sips of wine between Sorel and the conversation. And once it was time for Sorel’s afternoon nap, Lisa headed to the kitchen to start preparing for dinner while Tess took Sorel up for her nap.
Anthony followed Lisa, picking up his and Tess’s glasses along the way. He was happy to help however he could and he washed the veggies as Lisa pulled everything else out. She thanked Anthony as she took the veggies from him but shooed him away when he tried to help.
She had just started to half the cherry tomatoes when Anthony took it upon himself to refill her wine glass and Lisa gave him a soft smile before she put her knife down and turned to him. Anthony’s smile slipped at her expression and he put the bottle down before he leaned back against the counter. “I meant it when I said I was happy for you two,” she started, making Anthony take a breath, sensing a ‘but’. “But she’s still my daughter, and without her father…” Lisa sighed before she shook her head and pushed her chin back up. “If you hurt her, I will kill you.”
Anthony breathed a small laugh and nodded. “If I hurt her, I’d let you,” he told her honestly. “But I don’t intend to do that, I promise.” He looked down at his hands as his smile softened. “I’ve never felt this way before, and I know we’ve only been together for a month, but I mean it when I tell you that I hope to marry her one day.”
Lisa softened and she nodded as she stepped closer to him and she gently squeezed his shoulder, “I hope you do, too. But that doesn’t change my warning. I like you, more than I ever thought I would actually, but she’s my little girl.”
His expression softened as he nodded. “I know,” he whispered. “I’d expect nothing less.”
“Good,” Lisa nodded and squeezed his shoulder again. She knew he meant it when he said he wanted to marry Tess, she could see it in his eyes, and though it was early, she meant it when she said she hoped he would. She could still remember the first time she realized she wanted to marry Tess’s father and her heart ached as she pulled back from him.
“And while I have you, don’t get me wrong I love Ellie, but I do hope that you and Tess are using protection. I’m not ready for another grandbaby,” she continued and Anthony’s eyes bugged as he flushed and he opened and closed his mouth as he looked at her, struggling to find his voice as Lisa turned back to preparing dinner.
And, naturally, that was when Tess stepped into the kitchen and she slowed in her steps as she took in her boyfriend’s flushed appearance before she looked to her mother. “What are you two talking about?” She asked slowly, not sure if she really wanted to know.
Lisa gave her an innocent smile that made Tess’s heart drop to her stomach. “I was just making sure you two were using protection,” she replied simply and Tess felt her heartbeat in her ears as she blushed.
“Mom,” she said sharply.
“What?” Lisa asked with a shrug. “One grandbaby is enough for at least another year. Then maybe you two could start trying for another. You don’t want to have them too far apart in age, you know.”
“Mom,” Tess begged, unable to look in Anthony’s direction, but Lisa’s smile only grew and she watched her daughter carefully as Anthony reached out to pull her close and Tess pressed her face into his chest, unable to meet either his or her mother’s gaze.
Young love, Lisa couldn’t help but think to herself. Such a beautiful and precious thing.
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yzabaw · 1 year
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Greetings people of Tumblr! I am Yza and I am new here. Our teacher asked us to make an account and we will be having our activities here. I'm so excited since I was always curious about Tumblr.
As far as I can remember, Tumblr was a trend back then in 2016. I was very young and I didn't know or had any idea about what Tumblr is about.
Now, I am 17 ½ years old and this is my first ever post^^ I can't wait to do my activities here and share my works or feelings with people.
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woozi · 1 year
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my darling beloved yza,
it's been so long i'm sorryyy, things got crazy, i got some exam results, going to be studying nonstop from now til july probably. how have you been!! I LOVE THE BSS COMEBACK all the songs are a bop but i love lunch slightly more than the others. now that i think about it though. 7pm is a BOP and ofc fighting slays so hard so idkkkk this is a tough question. do you have a favourite? what's yours?
ooh so when i was an assistant it was for kids 1-3 years younger than me, i did computer science/ict and basically helped students who were struggling w grasping concepts, helped during tests and explained things. i taught myself the ict curriculum bc i only did the computer science myself dfshldfs it was quite easy though. when i was w them we mostly did microsoft access!!
how have you beeennnn it's been so long what's going on in yza world! love you lots!
your beloved wife,
honey <3
MY HONEYBUNCH SUGARPLUM PUMPYUMPYUMPKIN <3333333 MY SWEETIEPIEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
nothing to be sorry abt at all <33333 i'm grateful u even think of me from time to time 🥺 ALSO OMGGGGGGG the slay and grind never ends w you huh, you're such a busy bee <3
I REALLY LOVED THE CBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBB <3 i love how it's a fully fleshed out concept, from the tracks themselves, the idea of the whole album having a specific track for a specific time of day, THE MV, THE MERCH, THE PACKAGING HELLO?????????? it was such a fucking slay bss deserved all those fucking wins tbh <33 ALSO UR TASTE?????????????? all of the songs had to grow on me, but i liked 7pm from the first listen <3 now though i think its fighting > lunch = 7pm for me <33 ur taste though 😋😋😋
WAIT THATS SO COOL???????? + THE FACT U TAUGHT URSELF???????? i'm 🧎‍♀️🧎‍♀️🧎‍♀️🧎‍♀️🙇‍♀️🙇‍♀️🙇‍♀️🙇‍♀️ im in the presence of Greatness <333
i've just been busy w uni and real life stuff tbh jfdkjfdjkjkfd my life is going back to its pre-pandemic routine and it's v weird for me </3 i miss coming on here sm and hanging out w u all 🥺 thank u for always checking in on me and for being such a nice kind cute friend u really r the best 🥺🥺🥺 sending u all the love in the world i hope the days always give u reasons to smile <33 ILY MWAH
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scoupssolo · 2 years
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moots with seventeen members?
ok i will try but also im terrible at this stuff so be warned. this is so all over the place... i just typed stuff so i apologize.
@dongkwan with Cheol. first of all because i trust mare to compliment him at all moments about everything like he deserves �� and also because i think that they would be cute and giggly soft beans together and they could go for walks and take pictures together and i would cry (in support)
@hwiyoungies and Wonu. they both remind me of that feeling of being in a warm, quiet little coffee shop on a cold day. Very safe and easy to talk with. also wonu i very head empty and needs someone to make sure hes doing ok and i trust belle to make sure of that lol
@heartgyus with Mingyu. he spends too much time away from her to be with Cheol ( i get it but pls gyu stop neglecting Rhys do you have any idea how many ppl are in love w her???) he needs to take her to a tiny bakery and buy her something pink and hearshaped and be cute w her ffs
@jihooned and hannie. both a little evil, theyre very unafraid to tell you their opinions, but also wants to help and cares very much. wants you to be better, and will tease you to help get you there
@reyofseokshine and Josh. looks can be deceiving. seems very soft and sweet and innocent then BAM actually insanely chaotic. would love to see how much they could get away with together. prtending they have no IDEA what you're talking about....
@coupsnim with Minghao. i think Izzie and Hao could paint together and it would be somewhere outside and calm and hao would make some tea and theyd be painting flowers and it would be beautiful.
@soonwnu with DK. theyre two of the most genuinely sweet and supportive people. and i think theyd be very adorable and happy and they both deserve to be supported the way the support everyone else
@000png and woozi. lots of head bitch in charge energy but also very willing to be helpful and kind when someone needs it. both insanely creative and absolute geniuses. I bet if Hoon showed zero how music prgrams work zero would accidentally become crazy good at it asdghjk
@seohoshi and Hosh. Hoshi is the literal sun and nele is the moon. they're opposite energy would go so perfectly together. plus hoshi would love having someone to go along with his bs and nele is always willing to humor the ppl she cares about and their (read: my) insanity <3
@soonhoonsol and Vernon. I think Chey would do well to be with Vernon and his more laid back approach. he doesnt over think and i think that would be good for Chey who is amazing and wonderful and talented as heck and Vernon would be good at reminding her of that.
@merry-kwanmas and boo. Seungkwan is bursting with energy and drama and very much needs love and attention all the time and a safe space from hoshi. he needs that too, and i think mars would be perfect.
@woozi with Dino. I think Yza's absolute Lee Chan brain rot would please Chan and that hed do so much just to purposefully torture her. but also theyre both incrediably giving and hard working ppl who would do anything for the ppl they care about. also could bond over being clowed by their friends. ya know cute things asfgx
and for fun @redberetjisung and jun. both actually the funny friend. very creative and talented but also if not doing the thing is an option they will simply judge from the sideline.
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beauvibaby · 3 years
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have a little fun – a.beauvillier
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warnings: smut, unprotected sex, oral (male receiving)
The black lace sat snug across your curves, accentuating the best parts of you, a smirk on your face as you let the jersey drop down to cover your skin, just in time for the door to open. “Y/N? I’m home!” Tito called out, letting out a huff as he dropped his bag by the door. You knew he had been extra stressed lately, he deserved a little pick me up. “Hi baby.” You spoke softly, rounding the corner, a wide smile on your face. Anthony looked over, freezing as he was scrolling through his phone on the couch, the look in your eyes gave you away. “Hi.” He hummed, tossing his phone to the other end of the couch, biting his lip as you approached him. “What are you up to?” He asked, tilting his head back as you stood in front of him, you took his hands and placed them on your hips, under the jersey, letting him feel the lace against your skin. “Just thought we could have a little fun.” You shrugged, his fingertips brushing under the material.
“I like fun.” He smirked, pushing up the jersey, moaning at the sight of your body. “You’re so fucking gorgeous.” He breathed out, sitting forward, kissing across the base of your stomach, you tangled your hands in his hair. “Let me take care of you, love.” You murmured, tilting his head back, leaning down and capturing him in a kiss, he sighed, letting you push him back into the cushions, his head falling back as you pulled away from his lips. “Relax.” You shushed him, feeling how rigid he was as you straddled his lap, pulling the shirt over his head, he nodded, giving you a bashful smile as you ran your fingers over his chest and torso. “You’re so amazing, you know that?” You whispered, giving him a genuine look as you rolled your hips into his. His breathing hitched, nodding as you made easy work of his belt, you kissed across his jaw, relishing in the breathy noises that escaped him as you unzipped his pants.
“Really, Tito, you are.” You gave him an innocent smile, despite your actions, he smirked lazily at you as he watched you slip off his lap and kneel on the floor between his legs, you tugged his pants down and let them drop beside you. His boxers were quick to follow. “Why am I the only naked one here?” He asked with a gasp as you flicked your thumb over his tip, “patience my love.” You tsked, using your hand to spread his pre-cum as he laid hard and heavy in your hand. He moaned as you blew a stream of air on him, smirking to yourself as his hand went to your hair, keeping it out of your face as you licked him from base to tip, making sure to paused at the top to moan. Giving him a real show, he gave you a pleading look as you hovered above him, he was showing restraint by not bucking up into your mouth.
His moan was deep and gravely as you finally wrapped your lips around him, swirling your tongue around his tip, still being a bit of a tease. You slowly started bobbing your head up and down, taking as much of him as you could, your hand working the rest as you looked up at him through your lashes.
He cursed under his breath as you raked your nails over his abs, you moaning as you felt them tighten under your touch. You knew he got even more worked up every time you did this, because he was your first, your first everything.
And maybe it was animalistic for him to be so turned on by that, but he didn’t care, and neither did you.
“Fuck baby.” Tito moaned, you released him with a pop, continuing to pump your hand, you looked up at him with innocent eyes, but biting your lip. “Stop it or I’m gonna cum.” He groaned, his thighs tensing, “isn’t that the whole point?” You teased, pausing to remove the jersey, his eyes snapped open when he felt you remove your hand. You pushed yourself up, giving him a little twirl, showing off the lace, or lack of rather. He lazily stroked himself as you stopped in front of him, “whatcha think?” You asked with a smirk, teasingly running your finger under the band of the panties. “I think you look amazing.” He hummed, gripping the back of your thighs, “but, I say it comes off.” He smirked, letting the material slap back against your skin, tilting his head up as you moaned. You reached behind yourself and undid the clasp of the bra, shivering as it fell to the ground, the cold air shooting straight to your breasts. He grunted in approval as he ran his fingers over the newly exposed skin, always acting as if it was the first time he saw you like this. He kissed across your chest, skipping over the most sensitive areas, smiling against your skin as you whined.
“Take them off, baby girl.” He demanded, running his fingers over the lace that covered your core, he had a cocky smirk on his face, “so wet and I haven’t even touched you.” He mused, watching as you quickly took the material off and tossed it behind you, nearly falling in the process. He didn’t give you a chance to feel embarrassed as he tugged you down onto his lap, tightly gripping your ass. “Gonna let me take care of you now princess?” He moaned into your ear, you clenched down around nothing as you nodded furiously, “if that’s what you want.” You spoke back, loving the way his face went into shock at how you were keeping this part up so well, by now you were normally putty in his hands. “Always what I want.” He reminded you, quickly lining himself up and pulling you to be seated on him fully. “Oh fuck.” You moaned with a slight hiss, always needing a minute to adjust to him, he smirked proudly at his effect on you as he ran his hands across your body, waiting for you to give him the go ahead. You began to rock yourself on him, his fingers digging into your hips, “so pretty like this.” He muttered, easing you into a steady pace, pulling you down and pushing himself up every time you bounced. You relished in his words, praise was your thing and he knew that, always being sure to tell you.
You pulled him in for a searing kiss as he hit deep inside you, your walls tightening around him with every movement. He could feel you reaching the end of your limits, your thighs beginning to burn and your desperate rutting against him, begging for friction on your clit. “Please.” You whined as he pulled away from you, he brought his thumb up to your lips, tracing them before dragging it all the way down your body, finally pushing against your sensitive mound. “Tito!” You gasped, arching towards him as he took over completely, fucking up into you as you held onto his shoulders, “come on, baby.” He encouraged you, barely being able to hold himself together as you tightened impossibly around him. Your mouth fell open in a silent moan as you let yourself succumb to your high, leaving marks along his shoulder as you rutted against him. He continued his pace, “cum for me, pretty boy.” You whispered in his ear, smirking as he drilled flush against you, your name falling from his lips as he filled you up.
He slumped back against the couch, bringing you with him as you hid in his neck, catching your breath. He ran his fingers up and down your back, despite you both being covered in a thin layer of sweat, “baby?” He asked, you had fallen so still that he thought you’d fallen asleep. You hummed in response, carefully lifting your head, he couldn’t help but smile at the peaceful expression on your face, and he was certain that he had the same one. “What a welcome home.” He murmured, kissing your forehead, then your nose and finally your lips. You melted into him, “I love you.” You mumbled, smiling softly at him, pushing his hair back, some of it stuck to his forehead. “I love you.” He gave you a lopsided smile, he grabbed your hips and you could tell he was about to help you off of him, “no, I–can we, can we just stay like this for a little while?” You asked sheepishly, never vocalizing the idea until now, he nodded, wrapping his arms around you tightly as he carefully laid on the couch, a much more comfortable position for both of you.
He was almost certain that you were going to fall asleep like this, and quite honestly, he was ok with that, he pushed your hair to the side as you laid on his chest, your hand resting right over his heart. You smiled as his fingers brushed over his jersey number delicately tattooed on your rib cage, you mimicked his actions, tracing the year you two got together that was adorning his side. A very dainty tattoo for someone built like him, but that made it all the more special as you felt your eyes close, you glanced up one more time, surprised to see him asleep with a small smile on his face. Man, you got lucky.
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fwb-sidney crosby part one
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a/n- at the begging the reader hates sidney a bit but it isn’t as much as they thought, so after this chapter the reader wont hate him, ik it goes a bit fast but oh well. i absolutely love sid so i hope i did this part justice! gif not mine. lowercase intended. edit- also not proofread
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word count- 1.5k+
warnings- a bit of sexual themes but no actual smut, reader being a bit bitchy at first, other than that none i think.
if two years ago someone told you that you’d have a friends with benefits agreement with sidney crosby, well you would have laughed in their face. you had never looked at him like that. especially since you were a die hard flyers fan since birth, you were born and raised in philadelphia after all. you had never thought of being a pens fan for a moment in your life. that all changed the day you met sidney.
you met him at a bar after a long week of finals. you were in your last year of college and were insanely happy to have been done with your last set of finals ever. your best friend,jaz , dragged you out to the bar to celebrate. you had hooked up with sidney that night. you woke up the next morning to sidney still asleep in your bed and to say you were surprised was an understatement.
you pull the sheet up to cover you and nudge him, when he doesnt wake up you nudge him a bit harder. ‘what the fuck,’ he groans out. ‘you gotta go’ he looks at you with confusion clear on his face. ‘sorry what’ he laughs out. he thinks you have no idea who he is. little did he know you knew exactly who he is. ‘look crosby i don’t know how we ended up here and i don’t care that you’re a professional hockey player, get dressed and get out.’ he lies there shocked, last night you mentioned you were a hockey fan, but he didn’t expect you to seem to hate him. thats when he realizes, you must be a flyers fan. then he takes a good look around your room and sees all of the flyers merchandise you own. it clicks for him in that moment, you do hate him. it made so much sense to him now.‘alright alright, im getting up’ he mutters your way. that was the last time you saw sidney crosby for three months.
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in those three months, you managed to forget that night with sidney. in those three months your best friend jaz had actually met and started dating morgan frost. this has obviously came with perks for her, and some for you. one night there was a function for the league, meaning most players of all the teams would be there. this is when you met sidney again. morgan had told jaz that she could bring you if she wanted. you felt like it was a great opportunity considering most hockey fans would never get this chance, so you agreed.
‘y/n you done yet?’ jaz hollers through your apartment for the fifth time in the past two minutes. you roll your eyes at her, ‘ yeah give me a minute jaz im almost done let me get my shoes.’ after you finish putting your shoes on, you walk into the kitchen where she was waiting for you. when she sees you her jaw drops, ‘you look so hot y/n’ you laugh at her, ‘thanks jazzy you do too.’ she groans at the nickname you gave her, ‘ when are you gonna stop calling me that god awful nickname? it’s been years.’ you shrug ‘probably never, now lets get going don’t wanna be late,’ you joke.
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when you and jaz arrive at the building where the party is being held. as soon as you enter the front door jaz ditches you to find morgan. you shake you head having expected her to do that. you decide to head to the bar and get a drink, normally you’d order a rum and coke, but since jaz begged you to not drink so you could drive her home you decided you would just order a plain coke when you arrived to the counter. you expected the night to go smoothly, but the night went anything but smooth.
when you arrive to the counter to order your drink, you see sidney standing there already, you hope he doesn’t remember you from the night you spent together all those months ago, but when you saw the look on his face when he saw you, you knew he hadn’t forgotten. you hope that he doesn’t try and talk to you, but you look his way and see him walking in your direction. ‘hey y/n,’ he murmurs. ‘didn’t think you’d actually remember me crosby.’ he shakes his head, ‘kinda hard to forget a one night stand who seemed to love me one minute then hated my guts the next, you know?’ he jokes. you laugh, ‘ i don’t actually hate you crosby, you’re just the captain of my teams rival team, no biggie.’
you watch him as he chuckles, in the lights of the room he looks gorgeous. you had never seen sidney crosby and thought he was attractive in any way, until tonight. you were so caught up in staring at him, you miss what he says to you. he stares at you expectantly, confused as to why you hadn’t responded to him. thats when he sees the way you’re looking at him. he nudged you and repeated what he said and you finally respond. you spend the next few hours talking with sidney without even realizing it.
a few hours in though, you somehow get to the topic of friends with benefits. this is something you hadn’t done before, but you weren’t opposed to it. thats when he asks the question. he asks ‘do you want to be friends with benefits?’ he asks it so casually. you almost don’t realize what he’s asking. ‘with you?’ you stutter out. he laughs and nods, ‘if you’d like, no pressure though.’ you come to the conclusion that sidney is a great guy, he’s kind, somewhat charming, and a gentleman. before you even realize what youre doing, you agree to his proposal.
‘would you want to meet up on saturday to set some ground rules?’ you nod, ‘ yeah of course, give me your phone.’ sidneys face morphs to one of confusion, ‘what? why?’ ‘so i can put my number in, you know so we can confirm where we meet up?’ sidney mouths a short ‘oh’ and plucks his phone from his pocket and hands it to you.
to your surprise theres no passcode on it, ‘ idiot, gonna have to tell him he should probably put one on there’ you think to yourself. you open the contacts app and add yourself under the name ‘y/n<3’ you know it might be a bit odd, adding the heart by your name, considering you had only met sidney twice, but you dont think it should matter much. you quickly send yourself a text from his phone so you have his number as well.
‘alright crosby, i gotta go make sure my friend didnt do too much damage tonight,’ you jokingly say. as much as you love jaz, she can be a bit of a party animal. sidney nods and pulls you in for a quick hug before saying his goodbyes. you hear him shout ‘i’ll text you’ as you start walking away.
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the next morning you wake up to jaz shaking you crazily. ‘the fuck jaz? it’s ten am, how are you even awake? you were so drunk you could barely stand last night?’ you question. the next thing you know jaz is shoving her phone in your face, ‘ what the fuck is this y/n ? why didn’t you tell me?’ she asks. ‘what’ you mutter snatching her phone out of her hand. you take a look at the article pulled up, with the headline, ‘Sidney Crosby New Girl? Fling? Heres What We Know.’
your face drops, you had spent one night, in a party with him, why was this article coming out now? ‘jazzy there is nothing going on with me and crosby, we met again last night and spent the night talking. thats it.’ you make sure to leave out the part about becoming friends with benefits with him knowing she would ask to many questions. ‘what do you mean again? when did you mean sidney fucking crosby?’ your eyes widen, having not realized you hadn’t told her about the night you hooked up with him. ‘a couple months ago, after finals, you know the bar you dragged me to?’ you question, she nods in response. ‘ we met and hooked up that night, didn’t speak again after that.’
jaz looks at you shocked. ‘what the fuck’ she laughs, ‘and you didnt tell me because?’ ‘ dunno never came up’ she shakes her head and laughs, ‘ you y/n l/n are crazy for not telling me.’
after your conversation with jaz ends she leavs you on your own. you pick up you phone to hundreds of notifications from instagram and twitter. you knew immediately that it was probably sidneys fangirls sending you rude messages. upon opening twitter first, you found out that you were right. instead of continuing to read the messages, you send sidney a text, ‘we need to meet up. today.’ you can only hope this meeting with him goes well.
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Life As We Know It | Part 11
Author: Nat / @idontgiveaflyinggrayson69​
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Word Count: 6.7k
Warnings: Alcohol. 
Comments: Thank you guys for sticking with this story! And a special thank you to every anon who sent in ideas to get my inspiration going again! I know it’s been a hot minute since I updated, but here we are! Part 12 is already done so keep your eyes peeled for it! And welcome to the second half of the story! 
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Anthony had all but forgotten about the pictures when his alarm woke him the next morning. But then he reached over to turn his alarm off and as soon as he unlocked his phone, the picture was staring back at him.
He slumped back into bed when he saw it.
After he caught sight of them by the glass, he wasn’t thinking about anything but them the whole warm ups, so did that mean he always looked at Tess like that? Anthony swallowed as he scratched his head, but he didn’t get much more time to think about it when he heard cabinets open in the kitchen, letting him know Tess was up.
He shook his head to clear his thoughts before getting up and heading to the bathroom. When he was done, he pulled on a t-shirt and a pair of sweats before heading out to the kitchen.
Tess’s hair was up in a bun and she was wearing a shirt that used to be his with Sorel on her hip. He couldn’t help but smile when he saw them, and when Tess smiled back, he ignored the warmth in his chest as he wondered if he was looking at her the same way he did in the picture. He had to force his eyes away as he still wondered why he looked at her like that, and it made his stomach twist.
Tess wasn’t fazed and she looked back to Sorel as she made grabby hands for Anthony who took her with a smile before whispering good morning and asking her how her sleep was in French. Tess took a step back to rest against the island as she watched them with a soft smile, her mind wandering back to that one picture as he looked at Sorel. It didn’t matter how much she told herself the look in his eyes wasn’t real, that it was just in her head, she couldn’t shake that foolish sliver of hope that maybe it was more than that.
But then Anthony looked back up at her the same way he always had and she let the hope fizzle out of her like an ember in water.
He gave her a smile, the corner of his lip softening before he drifted to the other side of the kitchen to make them coffee. It didn’t matter how many times the same morning played out, he loved every single one. He never really considered himself a morning person, even if he spent more mornings getting up before the sun was up than not, but he cherished every morning with Sorel and Tess. It was their own perfect little bubble.
Tess made breakfast while Anthony sat with Sorel and he did the dishes before getting ready to head to practice. They had started the season off on a good foot so Anthony didn’t think it was going to be a heavy practice, but, honestly, he wouldn’t complain if it was. Hockey, even if it left his lungs screaming, at least gave him time to clear his mind.
He should have known that he was going to have a bad practice when he forgot to take his skate guards off and immediate ate shit when he stepped onto the ice. Of course, the guys lost it laughing at him and he wasn’t sure Barzy didn’t piss himself with how hard he was laughing. He shook his head as he shook his glove off and reached back to take his guards off before getting up and skating over to the bench to hand them to the equipment manager and did his best to ignore the teasing of his teammates, but he knew that it was going to be the talk of the month.
And… Practice never got any better. He blamed every pass he couldn’t connect with and every shot he missed on the rough start, but deep down he knew that wasn’t the case.
He lost on edge while running through the penalty kill formation and, honestly, Anthony had had enough. He cursed as he collected himself, but by the time he made it to his feet, Anders had already put the puck in the back of the net. He took a deep breath through his nose and bent over at the waist as he skated to the other side of the ice. He really couldn’t wait for the practice to be over, something he hadn’t thought before.
But, like his own personal hell, practice just kept going and it felt like everything he did was wrong and he didn’t have to look to know that Barry and his teammates were looking at him with concern and confusion.
He always liked to linger around the ice, being one of the last ones off after practice, but not this time. This time he was the first time off the ice and he took his equipment off as quick as he could before heading into the showers.
He was out of the shower and getting dressed before most of the guys were even out of their equipment. He didn’t take his time as he changed into his street clothes and Anders stopped untying his skates to watch him.
Anthony didn’t bother saying goodbye as he left the locker room and Anders pulled his skates off before following him out of the room. “Beau?” He called and Anthony let his shoulders fall as he stopped midstep but turned around.
“You don’t have to tell me, I had a bad day, I know. It won’t happen again, I promise,” he told him but Anders shook his head.
“I really don’t care about you having one bad practice, I care about what’s going on to cause you to have a bad practice,” he told Anthony. “Are you okay? Did something happen?”
Anthony shook his head, “no. No, I-I don’t know why I played like shit, okay? I’m just tired and forgot to take my guards off and it was all downhill from there.”
Anders didn’t believe him. He’d known Anthony for years and in all that time, Anthony had always given 120% every time he was on the ice, he was part of the heartbeat of team, and he never once looked half as bad as he now.
“Are you sure?” He asked softly and Anthony nodded.
“I’d tell you if I wasn’t,” Anthony replied and that Anders believed so he nodded.
“Okay,” he took a deep breath. “Well, if there’s anything you ever want to talk about, I’m just a text away, alright?”
Anthony nodded. “Yeah, yeah I know. I appreciate it,” he said, giving Anders a small smile. “Have a good day and give Grace my best, okay?”
The way Anders’ face lit up at the mention of his wife made Anthony’s stomach twist, that picture once again flashing in his mind but he did his best to push it down. “Always,” Anders smiled and he reached out to squeeze Anthony’s shoulder before he made his way back into the locker room, leaving Anthony out in the hall nauseous for a reason he couldn’t explain.
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“So remember how you didn’t go to the start of the season party?” Anthony asked Tess over dinner a few nights later.
“Yeah?” Tess hummed and looked over at him and he gave her a mischievous smile.
“Marty and Syd are having a Halloween party and since you bailed out of the start of the season party, I’m not taking no for an answer. And Sydney has mandated everyone wear a costume,” he told her, his smile widening.
“What about Ellie?” Tess asked automatically.
“We’ll get a sitter for a few hours. Relax, okay? She’ll be fine. And you are coming to the party,” he said firmly, giving Tess a pointed look and she knew this wasn’t a fight she’d win, so she nodded.
“Okay,” she resigned, even if she hated the idea of leaving Sorel with someone else. Anthony’s smile widened and he reached over to squeeze her shoulder. “You’re only bringing this up now because you’re leaving in the morning so I can’t fight you, aren’t you?”
“What? No, of course not!” Anthony replied, but he couldn’t suppress his smile making Tess role her eyes as she hummed.
And, of course, Anthony’s eyes were absolutely sparkling for the rest of the night, even as she packed his bag for the roadie. Tess tried not to think about it, but it was hard. Every time he looked at her, her heart did summersaults in her chest.
But it didn’t mean anything.
It never meant anything.
And then the next morning Tess nearly had to pry Sorel out of his arms because he didn’t want to give her up, but finally he passed her over and pressed a kiss to her cheek before saying goodbye.
“Can you say bye to daddy?” Tess asked her softly, waving as Anthony reached for the door. Sorel made a gurgling noise but shook her hand in a wave that had Tess smiling and Anthony’s heart melting.
“Okay how am I supposed to leave now?” He asked, walking back over to kiss her forehead. “I love you so much, okay? Daddy’ll be back in a few days, I promise.”
“She’ll be fine, we always are. Now go before you’re late,” Tess told him, using her free hand to gently shove him back. He didn’t want to, it was hard leaving them after spending so much uninterrupted time with them, but he knew he had to. But that didn’t mean his heart didn’t hurt as he walked out that door and made his way down to his car.
And Sorel and Tess were both so used to having Anthony around that the first road trip of the season was really tough for them.
Or, more accurately, it was tough on Tess and Anthony.
Sorel was fine.
She had Tess’s full attention all day every day, getting snuggles and play time and her favourite meals and snacks. Tess took such good care of her that she barely realized Anthony was gone.
But Tess and Anthony, the three of them, they had their routine, their perfectly little routine, and that was disturbed with Anthony being on the road. Tess was so used to having her coffee made and seeing his bright smile every morning and the silent apartment felt alien to her.
Minus her phone going off every free moment Anthony had, the apartment was quiet. Too quiet.
In the morning there was no puttering around in the kitchen, no one to laugh with Sorel, and no one to clink glasses with at dinner. She had grown so used to having Anthony in every aspect of her life that she felt… Incomplete without him. Not that she’d ever admit it out loud. But then her phone would go off with another sad Snap or FaceTime request from Anthony and even if he wasn’t really there, he was there.
But, with all the quiet and extra time, Tess thought it would be a good time to find a Halloween costume for Sorel.
It was her first Halloween and Tess wanted to make sure it was special. So, she took her time scrolling though Pinterest looking for a good costume for her. Of course, when she searched for “baby” costumes, the bulk of the results were baby’s costumes that matched parents’ costumes. Tess didn’t think about matching costumes at first, just wanting to dress Sorel up. She could just be a witch for Sydney’s party, a black dress and a hat would be easy enough.
All Tess was looking for as she scrolled was a cute and practical costume for Sorel. Like a pumpkin or cat.
But Pinterest kept showing her these precious family costumes. Dorothy and the characters from Oz, a lion with ring masters, the Flintstones, Rapunzel, Eugene and Pascal. They were so cute and Tess couldn’t help herself. She clicked on the pictures and looked through the recommended and they just were just precious.
It was Sorel’s first Halloween and it needed to be special and they did need to dress up for the party, and it would be adorable if they could coordinate…
She didn’t plan it, she really didn’t, but as she kept scrolling through Pinterest and came upon a mother dressed up as Khaleesi with her three kids as dragons, and when she scrolled down to see the similar pictures, there were couples dressed up as Khaleesi and Khal Drogo, and Tess couldn’t help herself.
Game of Thrones was one of the shows they had watched together, and she was blonde and Anthony had such a nice chest… Even without the long hair and beard, Anthony would make a good Khal, and it would be easy enough to find a Dragon costume for Sorel.
It took her less than an hour on Amazon to have everything ordered, and with Anthony’s Prime account, everything was set to arrive before he got back from his road trip out west.
It only took two days for the costumes to arrive and Tess dressed Sorel up immediately. It was big, but that’s what she wanted. She ordered it two sizes too big so she wouldn’t out grow it, and she could add a layer or two under the costume in case she was cold. But, she looked absolutely adorable dressed up as a little dragon.
Ellie gave her such a sweet smile and Tess returned it before trying her own costume on. It wasn’t perfect, after all it was only $65 on Amazon, but it was cute and it made her happy.
Anthony got back to New York two days later and he knew as soon as he saw Tess’s smile that she had something planned. He just had no idea how much it was going to affect him.
“I got us Halloween costumes,” she told him with a smile.
“Us?” He asked with a laugh and Tess nodded.
“Sorel needs a costume and you said we had to get dressed up for a Halloween party, so I ordered us costumes,” she explained and Anthony took a deep, biting his lip to hide his smile as he shook his head.
“And what did you get exactly?” He asked.
“Well…” She started. “I was trying to think of what would be super cute for Ellie and would work for us and…”
“And?” He asked, looking at her expectantly.
“And you’re going to be Khal Drogo from Game of Thrones?” She said, scrunching her nose up as she gave him an unsure smile.
Anthony couldn’t help himself, he laughed. He laughed hard, making Tess’s stomach do flips but she pushed it aside as she went into her room to get his costume. She gave him a reassuring smile as she handed it to him and Anthony laughed harder.
“You’re pulling my leg, right?” He asked as he looked at the costume in his hand—or, more accurately, the lack of costume. The only thing Tess had given him was a thick belt and a faux fur loin cloth.
“Just try it on,” Tess pushed with a big smile. “You’ll look great, I promise.”
Anthony made a noise of disagreement. “I really don’t think so, but fine,” he resigned with a sigh and slipped into his room to put it on.
He shook his head as he tossed the pieces onto his bed and pulled his shirt over his head before undoing his belt and kicking his blue jeans off. He grabbed a pair of black jeans out of his closet and pulled them on before putting on the loin cloth and belt, laughing at how stupid he looked before opening the door.
“You’re lucky I love you because I’m never going to let anyone see me looking this ridiculous,” he said as he stepped out.
Tess lifted her head at his voice, her breath catching in her throat from his words and from him. He wrung his hands in front of him, the muscles in his arms moving under his skin, his pecs easily the stand out of the costume and Tess had to force her eyes back up to his before she set Sorel down on her play mat and stood up.
“No, you look great,” she told him, crossing the space between them. “I mean, it would look better with long hair and a beard, but I know you aren’t allowed to grow one and I won’t subject you to a wig.”
“I look like an idiot,” he countered, looking down at her.
“That’s because it’s just you that’s dressed up, and it isn’t even a finished costume. Just picture it, okay? It’s Halloween and Ellie is dressed up as a precious little dragon, I’m dressed up in a blue dress, and you’re dressed up like this with some blue body paint here,” she explained, tracing her fingers down his chest, her smile faltering at how firm he was and she cleared her throat and stepped back. “It’ll be cute, I promise.”
Anthony watched her every movement, the feeling of her fingers lingering on his chest and he found himself nodding without realizing. “Okay,” he agreed before clearing his throat. “But only because I know how much thought you put into this.”
Tess smiled before she threw her arms around his shoulders in a tight hug and Anthony wrapped his arms around her waist as he held her. “It’ll be so much fun,” she reassured him before pulling back and rushing to her room to grab Sorel’s costume.
Like her father, Sorel was resistant to Tess dress dressing her up and she had a pout as Tess picked her up to show Anthony. He shook his head but couldn’t suppress his smile. It wasn’t a complex costume, just a onesie with wings and a dragon head for a hood, but it was cute.
“Can’t you just picture it?” She asked him.
He couldn’t. But Tess could. And she was so excited and, okay, his teammates would chirp him for weeks, but her smile would be worth it. Tess would always be worth it.
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They had an early dinner Halloween night. It was a holiday so Anthony happily agreed to pizza and they had an early 4pm dinner to avoid the dinner rush and so Tess would have enough time to get ready.
It was a box of greasy, extra cheesy pizza with coke, but they both welcomed it as Tess went on and on about her plan of attack for taking Sorel trick or treating. If he was being honest, Anthony didn’t see much of a point carrying Sorel around to collect candy she couldn’t eat, but Tess wanted it so badly that he just nodded and smiled.
They had ordered a party tray, but barely ate half, and Anthony put the left overs away and cleaned up the dishes so Tess could start getting ready.
She already had her costume hanging up on her closet door, so she quickly changed into it before starting on her make up. She took her time doing it, but it still didn’t take long. The challenging part was her hair. Her hair had always posed a challenge. It had a mind of its own and it took her until her late teens to figure out how to handle it.
She didn’t bother straightening and recurling her hair looser to make it more screen accurate, just braided her hair back, which was harder than it sounded and it took her more tries than she wanted to admit to get it, but, finally, she was done and content with the final product.
Anthony and Sorel were all dressed up when Tess came out in her costume.
He knew what the costume was supposed to be, he knew she was going to be Khaleesi, he knew how beautiful Khaleesi was and how beautiful Tess was, but he was still taken back seeing her in her costume.
Her hair flowed down her back perfectly messy in the curl pattern he knew so well. The braids weren’t perfect, a few strands of hair breaking free here and there, but it was perfect to him. Khaleesi was every guy’s favourite character, but she was so much more beautiful than the real Khaleesi.
“You didn’t put the paint on,” she said before he had the chance to tell her how beautiful she looked.
“I didn’t want to fuck it up,” he told her with a lopsided smile.
The corner of Tess’s lip twitched up and she nodded. Tess walked over to the island to pick up the body paint and Anthony shifted Sorel to his hip as Tess undid the cap. She gathered the paint on her fingers before stepping closer to Anthony. Her touch was gentle as she traced the blue paint down his chest and Anthony tried his best not to react. His chest was firm but soft under her touch and he watched every line she painted. She took her time, making sure each line was as perfect and as even as possible before she stepped back.
“All done,” she told him with a smile before putting the paint back on the counter and washing the rest off her fingers.
“Thanks,” he whispered, already missing her touch, but he blamed that on the coldness of the paint.
After drying her hands, Tess grabbed the little pumpkin shaped bag for Sorel. “Ready?” She asked.
“As we’ll ever be,” Anthony replied with a laugh.
“Perfect,” Tess smiled and passed the pumpkin bag to him. “Just let me take some pictures of you two.”
He had already snapped a few pictures of Sorel and he really didn’t want photo evidence of this Halloween costume, but he nodded and gave Tess his signature smile as she pulled her phone out and took more than a few pictures of them, smiling brightly at how cute they looked.
“Okay, let’s go,” she said as she closed her phone.
“Nuh uh,” Anthony said. “Your turn.” He held Sorel out to her. “You are the Mother of Dragons, are you not?”
Tess laughed low in her throat, but she took Sorel and let Anthony take their picture, doing her best to look at the camera and not at Anthony’s bright smile that had her stomach doing flips.
“Good?” She laughed as Anthony lowered his phone.
“Almost. One more,” he told her, walking over to them and wrapping his arm around her shoulders before flipping the camera. He pulled her closer as he held his arm out so they could all be in the picture and Tess’s smile softened as she looked at how perfect they looked together.
Anthony snapped a few pictures and as soon as he pulled back to make sure they were good, the smile slipped from Tess’s face and she busied herself with fussing over the hood of Sorel’s costume while Anthony’s smile softened as he flipped through the pictures. The pictures were perfect. Theywere perfect.
“Let’s go,” he said, tucking his phone into his pocket. Tess nodded and Anthony grabbed his keys before they slipped out the door to begin Sorel’s first trick or treating.
Honestly, trick and treating didn’t last very long.
Tess was so looking forward to it, but it just wasn’t as exciting as she thought it would be. Anthony held Sorel while Tess held the basket and said ‘trick or treat’ but Sorel really didn’t care. She wasn’t fond of the hood on her costume and she cared more about pulling Tess’s hair than she did whether she got candy or not and it wasn’t like she could eat it anyways. So, yeah, after a round of Anthony’s floor, Tess resigned and told Anthony they didn’t have to keep going.
“Are you sure?” He asked and she shrugged with a sigh.
“Yeah,” she told him. “I mean, I’d love to keep going, but she had no idea what’s going on and that lady in 14D was totally judging us.”
“She judges everyone,” Anthony told her. “But if you want to stop, we can stop.”
She frowned but nodded. “Yeah, let’s just go home and get to Marty’s.”
“Okay,” Anthony nodded and used his free hand to rub her shoulder as they walked back to the apartment.
Anthony had wanted to get a sitter so he and Tess could go to the team Halloween party. But Tess really didn’t like the idea of leaving Sorel with someone she didn’t know, so she had called her mom to see if she could watch her for a few hours, and she happily agreed.
And Tess had pointedly ignored when her mother said she was “always happy to watch her granddaughter.”
Sorel’s bag was already packed, so Anthony changed her out of her costume and into some jammies before putting his shirt on and they made their way down to the car. It wasn’t a long car ride, but it was a quiet one. It was already her bedtime and being in the car was messing with it and Anthony didn’t want to disturb her anymore by playing music.
When they got to her mom’s house Anthony got Sorel out of the car while Tess grabbed the diaper bag and they headed to the door. Tess didn’t bother knocking, she just walked in, and as soon as she heard the door open, her mom was rushing over to see Sorel.
“Oh my goodness! Look how big she’s gotten,” she gushed, making Anthony smile. If there was one thing he was proud of, it was his little girl. She was a big, healthy baby, a true statement of how good a job Tess was doing raising her, and Anthony was so proud.
“Thank you so much for watching her, Mrs Williams,” Anthony said with a smile.
“It’s my pleasure, really,” she said with a smile. “You both have been such good parents, you deserve a night off, so, please, go have fun. And, Anthony, I’ve told you how many times now, it’s Lisa.”
“You’re right,” he nodded. “I’m sorry. And thanks again.” She hummed but didn’t look convinced.
“We’ll be back before midnight to pick her up,” Tess spoke up but her mom waved her hand dismissively.
“No need to rush back, I can handle her for the night. Have fun, let loose, enjoy yourselves,” she told them, giving her daughter a wink that had her blushing.
“We’ll be back to get her by one?” Anthony tried but she shook her head.
“Get her tomorrow morning,” she stressed. “Have fun, drink, get a good night’s rest. I can handle this. I’ve only done it how many times before.”
“Are you sure?” Anthony asked at the same time Tess said, “mom—”
“I’m sure,” she said firmly. “The more time with this sweetie the better,” she smiled.
Tess took a deep breath but she knew her mom and she wasn’t going to win so she put Sorel’s bag down before kissing the top of her head. “I love you, okay? We’ll see you in the morning.”
Anthony nodded, following in Tess’s steps and kissing Sorel’s cheek. “Je t’aime,” he whispered. “Be good and we’ll be back before you know it.”
Just like when he left to go on the road, Sorel held her hand up in a little wave as they left and Anthony couldn’t lie, it was hard to leave Sorel. He had done it more times than he cared to count, but that was when he wasn’t in the city. It was harder knowing he was in the same city and choosing to leave her, and, quite honestly, he felt guilty. Sorel was his daughter and it was hard to ration with himself that it was okay to leave her, especially to go to a party.
Tess thought the same thing as Anthony drove to Marty’s house. She had only been away from Sorel for a handful of nights so it was hard for her to drive to a party knowing she wouldn’t see Ellie for over twelve hours.
Honestly, the drive went by quickly since she was so caught up in her thoughts of Sorel and before she knew it, Anthony was parking on the side of the road. Tess took a deep breath and undid her seatbelt before stepping out of the car and closing the door behind her.
“Remember to take your shirt off,” she told him as he got out of the car.
“Huh?” He replied instinctually.
“Your shirt,” she told him. “You have to take it off for people to get the costume.”
Anthony sighed but nodded and pulled the shirt over his head. “Better?” He asked. The paint was smeared a little from the shirt, but Tess still hummed. Anthony shook his head but let his hand rest on Tess’s back as they walked to the door.
He knew it was coming, but he still blushed at the first whistle he got. It was Marty because of course it was Marty, dressed like the Joker no less.
“I didn’t know Magic Mike was crashing this party,” he hollered and Anthony rolled his eyes as he tried to hide the reddening of his cheeks.
“Not Magic Mike, just Khal Drogo,” Tess told him with a laugh.
“And his wife,” Mat smirked and he shot Beau a wink when Tess looked the other way.
“Sorel was a dragon,” Anthony explained, but that only made Mat’s smirk widen.
“Oh? It was a whole family affair, eh?” He asked and Anthony rolled his eyes.
“Anthony told me about the party and Sorel needed a costume, so I thought, why not just coordinate?” Tess explained with a light laugh.
“Why not indeed,” Connor agreed with a smile. “Makes perfect sense.” It took Tess a second to figure out what she was dressed up as, the tight black pants and shirt not seeming like much of a costume, especially when Mat was just in jeans, a white t-shirt and a leather jacket. But it clicked once she caught eye of the red shoes Connor was wearing and it made her smile. They were Sandy and Danny.
“And you make a beautiful Khaleesi,” Noah told her before holding a hand up and closing an eye to block Anthony out. “Especially when you block his ugly mug out of the picture.” That made everyone laugh and Anthony gave Noah a shove as he walked past them to grab him and Tess some drinks.
It only took an hour for the party to get a little out of control, but what else could be expected when a bunch of hockey players are left unattended with large amounts of alcohol?
Anthony had taken the brunt of the chirps considering he was the only one without a shirt, but he took it with a smile, and once Marty realized he wasn’t going to be able to get under his skin, he turned his sights on Barzy.
Mat started laughing as soon as Marty put the music on. “For real?” He asked as the familiar tune of ‘You’re the One that I Want’ filled the room.
“Oh yeah,” Marty smiled and gestured out to the living room. “And it would be a damn shame if we didn’t get to see some Grease Lightning moves.”
“No way,” Mat said, tossing his head back with a laugh, but Anthony gave him a shove. He had been chirped all night and now it was Mat’s turn.
“Oh come on,” Anthony told him. “Everyone here knows how smooth you are on your feet, Barzy.”
Mat laughed harder as a blush dusted his cheeks and Connor was laughing too, but she pulled him up from the couch. “Come on, I know you have some moves in there, Mr Fastest Skater,” she told him.
Mat shook his head but he still let Connor move him over to the dance floor, and he had absolutely no rhythm as he “danced” with her, but he was laughing the whole time as they swayed and he spun her, and even if the whole group was laughing and cooing and taking videos, the only thing he was focused on was Connor and her smile.
The song was over before Anthony knew it and Mat tightened his hold around Connor’s waist before he picked her up and spun her around, making her giggle as she wrapped her arms around his neck. As soon as he put her down, he kissed her, flipping the group off as they hollered, but they didn’t care. They only thing that mattered to them was each other.
Something panged in Anthony’s chest, his smile slipping just a bit before he looked over to Tess. He only looked at her a second but it was long enough for Connor to catch and she nudged Mat as Anthony finished his drink and made his way into the kitchen to get another.
Anthony should have known better than to think nothing of Connor following him into the kitchen. “Great dance,” he told her. “I’m impressed that you got Barzy to dance, even if I’m not sure we could call that dancing.”
Connor hummed as she stepped around the island towards him, blocking one way out of the kitchen. “You know,” she started. “You look at Tess the same way I catch Mathew looking at me.”
Anthony’s scoff was habitual and he hadn’t seen Mat sneak up behind him. “It’s true,” Mat told him. “You look at Tessa with complete heart eyes.”
“I do not,” he said firmly, turning around to face Mat.
Mat met Connor’s eyes over Anthony’s shoulders before shrugging. “Fine,” he sighed. “If you say so. I mean, Noah has quite the crush on her anyways. He can’t seem to keep his eyes off her tonight, not that you can blame him. He’s been wanting to make a move for months now but hasn’t because Tess is your girl. But…” Mat drew out. “If you truly don’t feel anything for her, I should tell him to go for it, right?”
The chill Anthony had been feeling all night went right through him, his blood suddenly feeling too hot. His heart beat in his ears, but he tried his best to swallow back the bitterness crawling at his throat.
The corner of Mat’s lip twitched up and Connor took it as a sign to take it a step further. “He should take her out,” she said, making Anthony look back at her. “She deserves to get laid after all the work she’s put in with Sorel.”
Heat flashed through his body and bile tickled the back of his throat at the thought, the image of Tess with Noah, of Tess with anyone—
He didn’t say anything as he pushed his way past Connor, the drinks held tightly in his hand, but he didn’t have to say anything because the tightness of his jaw and hardening of his eyes told Connor and Mat everything.
Mat smiled and held his hand out to Connor who happily high fived him before pulling him for a kiss. Meanwhile, Anthony scanned the room for Tess, unintentionally taking a sharp breath through his nose when he saw her talking to Noah.
His shoulders squared as he approached them, interrupting Noah midsentence. “Here you go,” he told her, handing her drink to her before wrapping his arm around her waist.
“Uh, thanks?” She whispered before turning her attention back to Noah, but his eyes were locked on Anthony before he nodded and took half a step back.
“It was nice talking to you, I hope you enjoy the rest of your night,” he told her before slipping away and Anthony let his arm drop from her waist.
“That was weird,” she said, looking over at him, but Anthony continued to follow Noah across the room. “Beau?”
“Hmm?” He replied, snapping out of his trance. “Oh yeah, yeah it was.”
“Uh huh,” she said, not knowing what was up with him. “Thanks again for the drink.”
“No problem at all,” he told her, giving her a smile.
Anthony didn’t leave her side for the rest of the night, never letting her get more than an arm’s reach away. Tess did her best not to think about it, but she liked having him so close. Especially as it got later and it got colder.
Tess rubbed her hand over her arm, regretting that she hadn’t brought a jacket with her. “You can put your shirt back on,” she told Anthony, amazed that he still hadn’t put it on, she thought for sure he’d last half an hour at most. “It’ll keep you a little warmer.”
Anthony took a sip of his beer with a shrug, “I’m okay.”
“All those years in arenas made you immune to the cold,” she laughed. “Because I am freezing.”
Anthony didn’t hesitate to wrap his arm around her, pulling her flush against his chest. “Good thing you have me, eh? I’ll keep you warm.”
Tess’s breath caught in her throat, his body warm and firm against hers, but she nodded. “Yeah,” she whispered, her voice sticking to her tongue. “Good thing I have you.”
The more the night dragged on, the more drinks Anthony and Mat and Connor and Sydney put in her hands, and the more tired she became. She wasn’t used to being up this late, or drinking this much.
The older guys, Leesy, Nelly, Clutter, Bails, they were the first to leave the party and things settled down after that, most of the remaining group switching to water as they sat around the living room talking and Tess felt her eyes start to droop so she pressed herself closer to Anthony, letting her head rest on his shoulders. Anthony pulled her closer and used his thumb to trace circles on her arm.
Mat hid his smirk into the rim of his cup as he took a sip.
“It’s getting late,” Anthony whispered as he looked at Tess. “We should get going.” Tess made a noise of agreement and Anthony ordered an Uber, continuing to talk to the guys until it showed up. “Thanks for tonight,” he told Marty who waved his hand dismissively.
“Get home safe,” he told Anthony who nodded.
“Have a good night you two. I’ll see you at practice,” Mat said a wink that had Anthony rolling his eyes before he stood and helped Tess up, and Tess let him guide her through the house to the front and into the waiting Uber.
The ride went by quickly and before she knew it, they were pulling up to the apartment. Anthony got out first and came around to help Tess out, letting her lean into him as he guided her up to the apartment.
Tess wasn’t so far gone she couldn’t put herself to bed, but she didn’t bother undoing her hair or taking her make up off, she just brushed her teeth and stripped down and got into bed, falling asleep as soon as her head hit the pillow.
Anthony wasn’t much different, wiping the paint off his chest and grabbing a Gatorade to put by his bed before brushing his teeth, stripping down to his underwear, and getting into bed.
But even as sleep pulled at his eyes, his stomach twisted as his mind wandered to Tess talking to Noah and what Mat and Connor had said.
He’s been wanting to make a move.
She deserves to get laid.
Anthony rolled onto his back and blamed the nausea on all the beers he had had.
Tess didn’t belong with Noah.
Tess belonged—
He ran his hand through his hair with a sigh. Tess belonged with someone who made her happy. But Noah wasn’t it. Noah wasn’t for her.
He—
Anthony thought back to that picture at the home opener and how happy he had been to see them, how happy he was night, how happy he was when he’s with her, and whatever was flipping in his stomach melted away with the thought of her smile.
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I have an ask game for you! Tag your mutuals as members of SVT but not based on their biases. Just based on the vibes you get from them! And tell why 💜💜💜💜💜
HI ANON<33 thank you for sending this it was very fun to do ahdfahgfgh however i think i didn’t do a great job of explaining why these people give off these vibes bc in my mind they just do, and i don’t know all of these people very well so ahgdfahg mayhaps i’m 100% wrong but again they give off those ~vibes
scoups - ro ( @kdongyoung ) you have no idea, she is the sweetest, she is such a leader? she takes care of everyone, makes sure everyone feels included and loved!!!! very smart, does not hesitate to stand up for herself and her friends agdja and i know she’s not exactly a carat on main but she’d make a great kpop leader lol hence she gets cheol<3
jeonghan -  ok but hear me out, chey ( @soonhoonsol ) is funny and nice yk very sweet and considerate, thoughtful, mindful and all the virtues right, she’s a scorpio so she would 500% be attractive to me irl and she is so good with words she’s like this person who is able to bullshit her way to anything :D she’s also very honest so if she’s not interested, you’ll know it
joshua - yza ( @jonghan ) sweet, charming, beautiful, talented, funny, fun to talk to, gentle sexy,,, a whole package deal I AM IN LOVE WITH HER 😍 she’s like this perfect person everyone admires so much
jun - so i took my time with deciding which mutual gives off jun vibes and i know this may come as cliche bc she obvs biases him but - emily ( @iiasha ) her blog radiates off this attractive vibe, she’s SO funny, talks a lot about random things, mayhaps she talks fast too i wouldn’t know, is very cool, has this unique aesthetic ahsdgja pressured™ bc of work? and her art is just  😍 so different and out of this world! 
hoshi - resa ( @yutaslaugh ) ok resa gets hoshi bc she’s the one mutual that gets closes to him and here’s why: she’s this loud and funny hamster on main right, but then when she gets drunk she is very wild and very affectionate and does reckless shit :D also she is breathtakingly beautiful and i am whipped for her visuals (just as i am whipped for hoshi so that’s another similarity)
wonwoo - belle ( @gotseventeens ) i agree with everything yza said idk them very well but again, they radiate off these cool unbothered wonwoo vibes lol, very funny, lowkey savage ahdga idk they came first to mind when i thought of wonwoo
woozi - carrie ( @art-hao ) again agreeing with yza, very smart, talented, knows what she’s doing! yk how woozi is the vocal unit leader, well she is the graphic design leader, things she makes are top tier high quality, also highkey savage lol
dk - BELLE ( @xuseokgyu ) so like i know she may not be as loud and chaotic as dk? but like she is SO WARM AND SWEET oh my god as warm and kind as dk is ahgdajahdhs she’s also very hardworking i’d say and she wants everything to be perfect? yeah big dk energy
mingyu - nele ( @seohoshi ) once again i am unable to explain agshdha but like she’s this attractive v popular blog ahgdhajs yk everyone loves her, she’s so sweet and welcoming AND FUN, also i get big clumsy puppy energy from her idk why<3 ily nele ♥
minghao - anna!!! ( @haniehae ) so like anna is this cool person (also lowkey intimidating), she’s so artsy and her moodboard ideas are just AGDHJdja (esp the tmi series yeah i’ll never shut up about it) also anna is a dancer and while i never saw her dance i don’t even doubt she’s as cool as hao 😏 she’s very nice like hao yk how kind and nice and lovable hao is? yeah anna too
seungkwan - alex ( @stepmom ) again unable to explain this,,,,,,,,, alex came to mind first bc he’s very funny, wild and savage, LOVES ggs and takes shit from no one,,, big seungkwan energy
vernon - oona ( @vernons ) like the cillest person in the fandom lmao
dino - lee ( @uriboogyu ) just the wild maknae :D
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henlo yza beloved <33
oh my god <//3 love the way you put it honestly, the way you're so smart <3 the answer was right there and i managed to miss it 😭 i was lichrally like " ok so river dried up no thoughts head empty " and now it's as if the last missing puzzle piece finally fit itself in my mind jdjsksks that really explains whys and hows of haku ending up there, btw the importance of names and home in this movie was so heartwarming 🥺
also that's so sad to think about though, haku not having any place outside of the spirit world also means he might never get to meet chihiro 😭😭😭 ( unless he found a little something like home in chihiro ( yk home being a person instead of some house ) then idk he can become a water body anywhere she lives, if or when he decides on meeting her. like you know there is someone out there calling out his name or missing him which gives acknowledgement to his existence thus making a tiny place available somewhere where he is wanted even if as just a visiting guest) ok but honestly i'm also kind of okay with them never meeting hddjdj like even though it's sad there's still some kind of comfort in knowing the fact that some people only come into your life to help you grow in good way!/ intentionally or unintentionally helping e/o through tough times and then moving on )
also honestly same 😭😭😭🥺 i feel like we've been talking since ages, thank YOU for even taking out time to listen and reply to my nonsense fr, i'm so glad i sent that ask to tell you, your " im skydiving with vernon " tag was funny 😭🥺 i really enjoy talking to you
SPEAKING OF VERN how excited are you for his mixtape? would love to hear your thoughts!, i feel like he's gonna come out with some emo rock/grunge banger tbh, basing on the artwork and his love for avril lavigne songs hdjdjdkd whatever it is i know i'm gonna eat it up bc i live for his verses in hhu songs
hope you're doing well yza 🤍, and you too after 21st take some time out for yourself and recharge, you deserve it <333 love you 🥺 thank you for hanging out with me as always, bestie <333
(honestly had nothing extra to add 😭 dec is kicking me fr. days are just going by i have had no idea about which day it is this whole month 💀 also i haven't forgotten about the movie i'm gonna dm you details after i send this, feel free to check after 21st! )
MA CHERIEEEEEEEEEEEEE 😻😻😻😻
NAURRRRRRRRRRR i am not smart i'm just one for obsessing over details fjkfjdkfjdk AND I KNOW </3 it was such a good concept esp considering how our identities are so tied up with the names given to us by birth and the names with which we choose to present ourselves with!! AND UR MIND HELLO???????????? also agreed <33 i'm fine w the bittersweet ending (i… love them actually 😭)
ALSO PLS NOOOOOOOO i should be the one thanking u fr </3 lich rally where would i be without ur lil ask </3
AND URE SO REAL FOR THIS PLS FKJDFJFDJKFDJK i also find myself gravitating towards his verses we r besties fr 😋 and u r right once again omg it gave early 2000s <3 WHAT DO U FEEL ABT IT!!! i personally like the band ver more, it feels a lot more raw!! think the way mainstream kr companies (honestly cant be said for the indie ones theyre going IN on it there) produce rock music is so… tame for lack of better word, but the band ver ate fr tbh <33 IM KINDA SAD SOME OF THE SCENES OF HIM IN THE BLACK TANK TOP DIDNT SHOW UP ON THE MV THOUGH </3333333 HE LOOKED SO GOOD
i've been getting to rest a bit until i received an e-mail from one of my professors today 😭 now it's a sign for me to get back to work, i still have more finals and more deadlines for january, but after that i'd be FINALLY getting a real break 😋
AND NO PLS FDKJDFJ I FEEL U!! i hope ure getting to rest as well and that you've had a great time this holiday season <33 love u thank u for always being here 🥰 MWAH
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Tag list: @newlibrary , @luvsherleafs @spine-buster , @m00nlightdelights @lovethepreds @myhockeyworld87 @Defiant-mouse, @callllumhood @yzas-stuff , @stars-canucks @laurenairay @cutiesara23, @besthockeyfics @hockeyallthetime @tazerass , @markymarkstrom @letsgobaby, @himbos-on-ice @hockeywocs @bloodthedevil @nhlboyshavemyhart88 @whatishockey @dreamer1430 @shelbsatans
CW: people failing to be mean, some angst. We are still rated pg-13 but we will be hitting NC-17 soon.
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It’s okay to admit that you are enough. It’s also okay to struggle with admitting that to yourself. At least, that’s what I learned when Meghan Markle still had her old blog, The Tig, up online before she became the Duchess of Sussex. Honestly, she’s one of my goals; her father is a trip and she’s managed to live well despite his issues. I’d like to be able to do whatever she did with my mom. - journal 9/2
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“The man over there says thanks.”
Jamila looked at the waiter, confused. “Um, okay,” she questioned as she looked where the waiter was discreetly pointing. A tall, brown haired guy raised a whiskey neat in salute. Jamila gave him a tentative grin. After the waiter left, she hissed, “I didn’t send him a drink, Lisa! What the hell?”
Jamila had to admit he was attractive but not her usual type. Her type was the outdoorsy type, the kind who could fish, hunt, and actually be able to live off the land if society collapsed overnight. This guy… he looked like money and power, the kind to hire someone to take care of him.
After a moment, it became obvious what happened as Alyssa and Frances came back over. Jamila put on her best movie-star fake smile as those two came by. They were the worst kind of people; backstabbers who even when they got caught, still got away with it because they knew how to suck up to the people in power. Jamila knew exactly why they didn’t like her: she had enough fame left over that she didn’t need to be their friend to earn a good reputation in their phD program.
“Meet any nice guys,” Frances asked with a sly smirk on her face.
Jamila gave Lisa a sideways look as Alyssa said, “I mean, there’s Jonathan Toews, he’s single. I bet he’d be interested in a washed-up actress.”
“Hmmm, I have no idea who you are talking about,” Jamila honestly said.
Alyssa smirked as she replied, “He plays for the Blackhawks, Meena.”
Jamila grit her teeth as Alyssa used her first name. She hated when people used her first name, it brought up too many bad memories. Before she could reply, the attractive brown-haired guy was standing next to her with a faint grin on his face. “Um, hi,” Jamila said as Lisa, Alyssa, and Frances stared at him.
“I figured I’d say hi after you sent me that drink. I would have bought you one but I don’t know what you’re drinking and it wouldn’t be nice to assume. My name is Jonathan,” he said with a flirtatious wink.
Jamila hesitantly replied, “My name is Jamila and I’m just drinking merlot tonight.”
“Another glass,” Jonathan asked, his deep voice doing things to Jamila’s insides. She bit her lip as she looked at him, trying to decide if she wanted to encourage him or not.
“Sure.”
As he found a waiter, Jamila looked at Lisa. Lisa motioned to her phone and Jamila checked her screen. That’s jonathan toews, the guy those bitches were talking about. He plays hockey and is the captain of the blackhawks
Jamila texted back, what is hockey n y should i care
Then the waiter came with a fresh glass of merlot and Jonathan passed it to her. Jamila took a deep sip, loving the taste. Merlot was truly her favorite and they had a good house vintage. Jonathan asked, “Are you new to Chicago?”
“I’ve been here for a year. It’s alright,” Jamila replied. “This is my first time going out on the North Side though.”
Jonathan gave Jamila a slow smile and her breath caught. He definitely was attractive but not her usual type. He said, “Then that’s why we’ve never met til now. I would have definitely remembered such a beautiful woman if I saw you before.”
Jamila giggled. “That’s a good one. You get one point for that.”
“Just one point? Is it an assist or a goal?”
“Um,” Jamila stalled. “I have no idea what you are talking about.”
The sly smile on Jonathan’s face turned into a wide smile. This girl was not only hot but he could tell that she was truly clueless about hockey. Tonight was a win-win for him. “I’m going to assume it’s a goal then.”
“Okay.” Jamila shrugged as she took another sip of her wine. “I’m still not completely impressed so you still need to work on it.”
Jonathan laughed, causing some people to turn towards them. Jamila caught Alyssa and Frances giving her the evil eye and she smirked. Reaching out a hand, she touched Jonathan’s upper arm. Jamila had no idea what hockey was but whatever it was, he definitely was built. Jamila turned slightly as she rubbed his arm, making sure that those two bitches could see that she was touching him.
“You like what you feel,” Jonathan asked, his voice slightly deeper with a sultry tone.
Unable to resist the bait, Jamila replied, “Of course,” licking her lips. There was no problem in flirting with him, she thought to herself as he smirked at her.
Jonathan’s eyes were on her lips. She had full lips, made for kissing. Jamila wasn’t his usual type but Jonathan didn’t have a problem with that. “There’s more that you can-,” he started before someone bellowed, “TAZER!”
Jamila whipped around towards the sound, annoyed to have been interrupted before her attention was caught by the kind of guy of her dreams. He was tall, auburn haired, and looked like a lumberjack. He was perfection and he came over to them.
“Duncs,” Jonathan called.
The lumberjack said, “Heyy Tazer.”
Jamila smiled. Maybe this whole drink mix-up thing was working out for her, she thought until she saw her LA friend, Shan, come up behind this Duncs guy. Shan’s brother Alex was with them, his ever present backwards cap covering his hair.
Jonathan loved Duncs as a brother but right now, he was annoyed and pissed. He had been close to sealing the deal but Jamila was now looking at Duncs like he was the last man on earth. Then Jamila gave him a brilliant smile and Jonathan suddenly realized that he was totally fucked.
“Hi,” Jamila purred, forgetting that her hand was still on Jonathan’s bicep. Duncan looked at that and raised an eyebrow at his captain. Jonathan gave him a glare and Duncan made a motion with his hands.
Before Duncan could reply, Shan yelled, “Jamillllaaa!! Long time no see!”
“Hi Shan,” Jamila drily replied, glad she used her preferred name instead of her first name. Shan was a fellow child actress, a Canadian who managed to get supporting roles at Disney over the years before transitioning to a character actress when she became an adult. Shan was the only one whose parents were actually on-set all of the time and paid attention to what was going on. Consequently, Shan was the only one who didn’t have substance abuse problems, etc. and the only one from her former shows that Jamila kept in contact with.
Jonathan looked at Shan and Jamila. “You two know each other?”
Shan drunkenly giggled as Alex closed his eyes. “We were both Disney kids back in the day.”
Jamila sardonically smiled. “Those were fun days.”
“I’m sorry,” Alex replied. “Shan’s got a role in one of the next Marvel movies so she decided to celebrate.”
“Congratulations,” Jamila sincerely stated. Getting a role in the MCU was a steady check and something to celebrate. Then Jonathan took a double take and looked at her and Jamila groaned. He bit one of his thin lips and then he smirked before putting a finger to his mouth. Jamila exhaled and gave him her biggest smile. He recognized her but he didn’t say anything. Jamila leaned over and whispered into Jonathan’s ear, “You just got a second point.”
“Then maybe you should let me have your number,” Jonathan purred into Jamila’s ear.
Jamila smirked, rolling her eyes but before she could respond, Shan slurred, “Wow, Jamila, you waste no time. You were just telling me yesterday that you didn’t know a damn thing about hockey and tonight, you’re talking with Captain Serious.”
Jonathan wanted to shake his teammate’s sister because Jamila shut down, pursing her lips.
Oblivious, Shan continued, “Now, you don’t have an excuse not to go with my brother to the bowling thing.”
Alex face-palmed as Jamila pinched the bridge of her nose. She had totally forgotten about that and of course, when Shan was drunk, she was loud and obnoxious.
Pasting her best fake smile on her face, Jamila said, “I think it’s time for me to go.”
“So soon,” Duncan teased.
Jamila smirked at him, looking him up and down. “I need my beauty rest and to not strangle my friend.”
Jonathan gritted his teeth as he watched Jamila eye his friend. Then she turned to him and blew him a kiss. “It was nice to meet you, Jonathan,” Jamila said, giving him a wink.
Jonathan smiled back and Jamila was taken aback for a moment. There was a promise in those dark brown eyes and she felt her body begin to respond. Then he licked his lips and for a moment, all Jamila could think about was maybe those lips on her body. Slightly shaking her head, Jamila waved her fingers before going to call an Uber. This was a night.
**
After getting home, Jamila tossed her bag onto her front table. She suddenly felt exhausted even though it was barely after 11:30pm. Walking into her living room, Jamila saw her other cell phone glowing. Picking it up, she cursed. There were fifteen messages and ten missed calls, all from Janine. The messages started off nice, asking how Jamila was doing to nasty, calling her all kinds of names for not picking up and giving her “mother” money.
Tossing the phone back onto the table, Jamila sighed. Getting a separate cell phone just for her mother’s calls was the best but it was draining just to look at it.
Janine Brown was a bit actress, stage-mother, and now two-bit manager. Janine had always wanted to be an actress, even when she was attending grad school at MIT for physics. There, she met Jayesh Vyas, a student earning a PhD in computer engineering. Within six months, they were married and expecting a child; after two years, they were divorced after pressure from Jayesh’s parents. Jayesh returned to India and Janine was stuck with an 11 month old baby with dimples made of gold.
By the time that Jamila could remember, she was in front of a camera. Her life as a child was in front of a camera; first as the adorable adopted child in Granger vs Granger, then the youngest kid in The Elliot Show as a young child. Then from age 12 to 17, Jamila starred as Jane Lee in the Disney show, Plain Jane. School was on set. Birthdays were celebrated on set. Everything revolved around a set year round until right after Jamila’s 17th birthday.
The aftermath of that birthday was a stay in rehab, a cancelled show, and living with her dad and stepmom full time in Atlanta.
Jamila promptly deleted all the messages and voicemails before going on online banking. After authorizing a transfer to Janine’s account, Jamila showered, put on pajamas, and grabbed her pink Lepidolite and pink quartz crystals. Sitting cross legged, Jamila worked to calm her anxiety so that she could have a restful night sleep.
But in her dreams, she tried to focus on a pair of blue eyes and a lumberjack look. However, she kept dreaming of a pair of deep obsidian brown eyes, a crooked smile, and a deep voice telling her everything he was going to do to her
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Check in tag 💕
I was tagged by @sangyus @xuseokgyu @wonwoosjeon @coupsnim and @miingyu (Thank you guys!!)
1. why did you choose your url?
Kinda obvious but I love jeonghan and since he started doing the haniehae thing I wanted this url so this is why hehe
2. any side blogs? if you have them name them and why you have them.
For the first time I’m answering yes to this question hehe! I have 2 actually @kkuma-coups which is dedicated to the cutest dog in the word Kkuma! and @hourlyhannie which is the hourly blog that I co-admin with yza (@jonghan)
3. how long have you been on tumblr?
hmm since 2013 if I’m not wrong kk
4. do you have a queue tag?
Yes actually ^^ is light a queue 🔥 inspired by *drum rolls* Light a Flame jhbjhgbjd
5. why did you start your blog in the first place?
Back when I started to stan svt I didn’t know about stan tumblr and my sister thought it would be a good idea to create a fan blog for them so I did it!
6. why did you choose your icon/pfp?
is no secret for anyone that I love wonu’s smile and when they release this pic I knew I was gonna use it hehe
7. why did you choose your header?
well is jeonghan do I need any further explanation? And I love this pic so much!!
8. what's your post with the most notes?
My dino birthday set! This is what our maknae deserves! and for the longest time it was this one! King Dokyeom was something else hehe
9. how many mutuals do you have?
last time I counted 39 but I’m sure I have more kk
10. how many followers do you have?
1.5k
11. how many people do you follow?
541 amazing people!
12. have you ever made a shitpost?
honestly kk all my text posts are shitposts kbgdkgbsk
13. how often do you use tumblr each day?
more than I should to be honest jfb
14. did you have a fight/argument with another blog once? who won?
nope ^^
15. how do you feel about ‘you need to reblog this’ posts?
I’d be lying if I said I don’t agree to them... but I also know that we have no power over what people do or not in their blog.. so yeah I don’t really care anymore..
16. do you like tag games?
YES! Please tag me kfbdshgv I may take I while to do them but I love them!
17. do you like ask games?
again YES! although I don’t receive that many asks hehe
18. which of your mutuals do you think is tumblr famous?
for me all my mutuals are tumblr famous kk and I still question myself on why did they followed me dkjbfjhds
19. do you have a crush on a mutual?
👀 idk maybe?
20. tags?
idk who did or who didn’t did this yet so if you already done this sorry kk @minki-s @cheolsoul @soonhoonsol @hwiyoungies @shuaway @jonghan
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