#I might do the rest if the brothers

[astro-b-o-y-d]

How pissed do you think Shermie was when he found out about what really happened with Stan and Ford???

#Hayley Speaks #It might not hit as hard if you headcanon him as the baby in the flashback #But if you don't and you headcanon him as older than them it's like #Okay so he comes home to find out one of his younger brothers got kicked out #And the other moved all the way to the other side of the country #And then the news about Stan being dead comes up #So I fully imagine that while Stan never outright told him about what happened; he knows damn well that he's not Ford #Even after all the time they spent apart; that is so CLEARLY Stanley Pines who is suddenly going by Stanford #Maybe Stan hides his hands around Shermie to continue the con but Shermie knows #Which means something probably happened to Ford and Stan doesn't want anyone to know #So he keeps the secret and doesn't let on that he knows #He could always confront Stan about it but also like #The last time he really saw Stan was long before he got kicked out of the house #He does NOT want to scare off what is potentially the only brother he has left #He's always felt like the third wheel when it came to them; both because of the twin thing and the 'being the oldest' thing #Combined with the whole 'Pines men don't talk about their feelings' thing; he thinks it's best to just let Stan keep pretending to be Ford #And silently mourn the loss of the brother that the rest of the family doesn't realize is even gone #But THEN the grandkids are like 'Yeah Grunkle Stan's twin brother is back now!' and he's PISSED OFF #He kept Stan's secret for THIRTY YEARS and the bastard didn't even have the gall to let him know that Ford was back face to face #Neither of the bastards had the gall to do it?! #They just took off on a fishing boat together in search of adventure?? #He's so mad at them but also...that is so painfully in character for them. At least from the memories he has of them as young kids. #But also.......he's their brother #They couldn't have told him ANYTHING???

[suffarustuffaru]

What If Julius and Subaru both met when Julius was a commoner and Subaru got transported Sooner

fun stuff im sure !! but haah okay given julius was a kid when he was a commoner - yeah theyre both kids here!! not sure how old but definitely somewhere before the age of ten. and i think theyd be up to some shenanigans together im sure!! theyre both very mischevious kids (or from what little we know of little kid julius, given iirc tappei hasnt specified just How Much of a "delinquent" little kid julius is okay. but hes definitely the type to sneak out past curfew or something. stay up late reading too, probably. that sort of thing). and also subarus a kid and no way he ISNT missing home poor guy T^TT getting ripped away from home like that is bad enough at seventeen, getting ripped away from home when you are like. no more than eight or something is Bad. but luckily!! im assuming subaru gets found by the juukuliuses (julius's parents probably?) and thats how julius and subaru form their friendship / long-term yearning for each other (if you so desire that) (okay but no way subaru ISNT gonna form long-term yearning for julius flajsdlf). but yes i think julius and subaru would be silly happy kids together and julius's parents would be like oh no this other kid is so lost where is he from :(( but hes so loved by julius already too... well we got another kid under our roof now.

except. julius's parents die in a flood. so i mean. Hypothetically.... either julisuba survive this one first try or subaru dies for the first time. which. ohh god. oh god. oh g -

#IM. IM JUST GONNA LEAVE ON THAT OMINOUS NOTE #yeah so i think this would turn into childhood friends to Possibly Mutual Pining but actually it might not be mutual if you wanna interpret #reinjuli a certain way. but then but THEN later it can become mutual if u so want #like when u know a person for such a long period of time u change over time. u know?? both you and the relationship u have with this person #has its alterations over time!! thats just how it b but if youre meant to be together youll stick it out <3 #julisuba in every universe they befriend each other for good is #Bound to be together for the rest of their lives. To Me. they are soulmates to Me okay their relationship is important #regardless of what form it takes!!! they could grow to think of each other like brothers in an au like this if u so desire too!! which i #think would be really touching <3 #yeah so. julisuba childhood friends au. shit goes haywire sometimes. its really awful bc subarus a kid so u can imagine the kind of fucked #stuff hes learning rn hahaha. or you can go the happier route and subaru doesnt learn about rbd until later </3 #either way. julisuba real. subarus an eldritch horror. these are both crucial facts for every timeline #i think julius would probs be a bit better having a companion by his side from the very beginning throughout all of this for sure!! #and someone who Gets the jealousy / do i want to be with him or Be him ;-; #i have a fondness for reinjulisuba (THE MESSIEST LOVE TRIANGLE YOUVE EVER SEEN) #and ok if subarus an eldritch horror since childhood then he and reinhard are gonna have Even More in common #hooray for childhood joys and traumas!!!!! #also julisuba visit julius's parents graves :(( leave nice flowers there im sure #subaru-joshua hostility begins also. that sort of thing #rezero #re:zero #ask #natsuki subaru #julius juukulius

[missmako-chan]

Day 3: Roleswap! Revi is trying but this boy can fit so much repressed emotion in him

#mako draws #kamen rider revice #ReviceSummerWeek23 #kamen rider vice #ikki igarashi #i wish i could design kaijin better. i liked doing revi's face but all i did to the rest of him was add the scratch pattern #anyways i've been thinking about an au like this for a while #especially with the kagerou arc #daiji forming from kagerou's belief that he's a shitty brother and his siblings need a better brother #and then them being like ''you might be a bit of a shitty brother but you're OUR shitty brother. we wouldn't trade you for the world'' #man…

[persefoneshalott]

i don't watch biopics so this might be something they do a lot, I just think if you aren't going to be faithful at least go more fun, just make her Cathy or Heathcliff in this

#there were some stuff with her brother that was definitely meant to parallel cathy x heathcliff but the furthest they go with it is drugs. #have her actually be awful. have her slap someone and then have the guy propose. do the whole cathy i am wild conflict fr. it's not like th #rest of the movie outside of the priest add on was realistic like when they had a congratulatory dinner for her when the book was #actually very scandalous at the time #tbh I thought when they introduced the priest bc i don't learn that he'd be someone who'd split her and one of her sisters apart I thought #it was going that way specially with the start where they're like 'don't tell stories anymore' #might delete later just let me be a hater for a sec

[friendraichu]

I don't know why, but sometimes I get like tiny little interrupted occipital neuralgia episodes. Like instead of a full attack, I feel a nerve pulse with pain for a brief second as if a flare is coming on but nothing more happens. And of course then I'm on edge the rest of the day it's so fucking annoying. Feeling like my brain is about to sneak attack me at any moment.

#also my muscles or nerves or whatever always seem to do this slow ebbing ache at night its so fucking annoying #although that might be due to my terrible posture #my occipital neuralgia might be hereditary #which i know seems out there. but my mom has it too and my brother i think had a few flares in high school not sure if he still does #anyway it sucks ass and so does the rest of my spine and all surrounding nerves #occipital neuralgia #chronic pain

[elibeeline]

Its uni season and im once again debating online courses i cannot afford

#im debating some kind of english language or perhaps uhhhhhh journalism #like something like that? #algorithms have been showing me lots and lots of archival careers? like research or general archivist stuff in like museums #which initially is like. duh jon sims kinnie #but it seems doable? for the rest of my life? #i might talk to my stepmum the next time i see her to see how she started her midwifery course #cos she's doing that rn and i have many questions on how to finance that but no one in my immediate circle can help #like mum started uni 25 years ago now #my older brother had college help which i cant really get now #and neither my dad or stepdad went at all i dont think they're not really Career guys #but i have more to me than just customer service for the next 50 years or so?

[coldflasher]

currently experiencing The Horrors (thinking abt the fact that i have to start going into the office again from tomorrow)

this will either fix me entirely or cause me to descend so deeply into my burnout sinkhole that i will never be seen or heard from again

#regrettably i think maybe getting out of the house for a few hours might help. don't tell the ceo that #idk im having a really hard time keeping my head above water right now #i basically didn't have any time off last year just to do nothing. every holiday i took was to like. do an activity #like go to america or germany for cons or travel for a concert or some other event #whereas i usually use 75% of my time off to get some desperately needed rest #im really running on empty at this point but i really don't wanna use a bunch of my annual leave this early in the year #also i need to start learning how to say no to people #because last year i used probably 60% of my leave for other people #like. i used 2 weeks to go to washington with my brother as his 18th bday present. that was literally half my leave #and then i used another 3-4 days to visit relatives #and this year i was like 'im gonna be proper selfish with my a/l this year and use it ALL to do what i want to do' #then my mum rang me up and asked me to use a day of it to hang out with her and i said yes. like an idiot #like don't misunderstand me. i love my mum. but i already see her every weekend #and i also have to like. not tell her when i book leave for myself because she'll be like 'oh so we can do something!' #NO. PLEASE. LET ME ROT IN PEACE. #im just so frustrated that i im such a pushover and i already broke my promise to myself this early on #like. why can i not advocate for myself ever. why can i not just. disappoint people. and have that be okay. #personal

[astro-inthestars]

Hi guess who feels like he just experienced 8 consecutive days in a matter of 2?

#rennikorambles #holy fuHUCK I AM SO EXHAUSTED. I AM LITERALLY EXHAUSTED #I WOULDNT BE SURPRISED IF I SAY THIS MIGHT BE THE MOST EXHAUSTING TWO DAYS OF MY FUCKING EXISTENCE... #yesterday in class our very first subject was our advisory one and since the cheer dance has been crucial we just went down to practice #great straining start to the day! (i do like our cheer dance though i think we'll beat the other sections but MAN IS IT TIRING.) #and then i had to go over to the avr to get prized and shit for winning 1st place on the spelling bee(it was nothing dont even care abt it) #and then after that immediately had to go down (since this was the end of class) and practice AGAIN for 2 more hours #good god and thats friday for you #and im pretty sure this was when i discovered that my brother (who usually goes home at 4 and my practice ended then) #had left me behind and gone home already. and like usually whenever i have practice and end at 4 we just go home w #*together #but. yeah. that didnt have me feeling good but it was okay #and when i was ready to pass out hoHOH NOO NONO #my aunt decided hey! we should celebrate your wonderful high grades by going out together (me my brother and my cousin) and h #have a sleepover! and we were just. sure ok. so we had to pack IMMEDIATELY and get on going #more stuff and more waiting in traffic happened and shit and more shit #and then we got to the street mall and hogh boy MORE WALKING. but i love the place so i didnt mind (still walking though. haugh) #and then ate at a place ive never eaten at. i liked the food really! but then my stomach decided death for me #(apparently eating dinner 9 hours after lunch isnt good..?) so the rest of the time my stomach was squeezing and i felt like throwing up #but it was fine i didnt throw up! AND THEN ALSO I FAILED TO MENTION. My class paid to reserve 4 hours at a court to practice #which was at 10 am the next day. so i had to sleep early which i did! woke up at 7 <3 watched enola holmes.... #bUT I STILL GOT SO FUCKING LATE I ARRIVED AT 11. didnt even get to savor the sleepover haugh..... and then practice OH practice. sufferings #after a whole problem with a bunch of idiots at the court that barged in we decided to cut the practice at 12:30 #i got picked up by my parents then we went home! .BUT ITS NOT OVER YET. WE HAD TO BRING OUR HOUSEHELP TO HER HOUSE #and they said it'd be quick. just a quick drop off to help her. #bUT NOOOOO WE WENT TO THE FILIPINO EQUIVALENT OF COSTCO AND THEN AN AMUSEMENT PARK #WHICH WAS SO COOL OH MY FUCK BUT ALSO HOLY SHIT. #first of all i got to finally try the Vikings ride and a roller coaster! good news i can handle roller coasters! #bad news i cannot handle vikings. theyre.... overwhelming- i couldnt even SCREAM from how scared i was #anyways i roamed phil costco it was so fun. but my poor feet. i have sustained 5 different kinds of body pain.

[catkin-morgs-kookaburralover]

I keep listening to different pieces of music that I love and then my brain comes in all helpful with 'this sounds like great music to die with doesn't it'

#tw suicide #im just. so tired #and i know that right now part of it is im sick (not covid tho) but still. #and it's like im grieving the lost friendship all over again and what might have been #i am the best version of myself when im with the boy. but now no wonder he is avoiding me. and i don't blame him! but for some reason it's #hitting rlly hard again atm and it's just. Im Sad. #i really don't know why that's so prevalent in my mind right now #and it's rlly not safe for me to drive long distances alone i think. i find driving v stressful #and any guesses what *that* leads to #tw sh #the answer was: a frightening amount. #and then there are things i don't understand #my brother begged me to destroy the suicide note i wrote yesterday #and i don't know why. because it's very unlikely to be something that i would stop to do tbh. so what there is would at least explain #*something* perhaps. i don't know #i have spent more than half of my waking hours in the last week seriously thinking of suicide. i don't know how to stop this #and given that i've read two books in full and gone to a play i enjoyed that says something about what hte rest of the time has been filled #with. i don't know how to get out of this. in some ways i feel like it's worse now than it was bc i expected it to get better when mum and #dad got back. if anything it's worse - more constant. #the lows are not quite as low but the baseline is definitely lower #i am just feeling very hopeless rn #yesterday i was driving and reciting psalm 23 and i was so overcome with emotion and i repeated it multiple times and that helped somewhat #but only in the moment ig. i don't know. i don't know how to fix this or even improve it #if im still feeling like this on monday i am so going to walk over the road and straight-up ask to borrow a kitten overnight. #and hope the kitten doesn't decide to go near all the cuts :( #a part of me is genuinely wondering if i should check myself into a psych ward. the other parts of me say either that this isn't bad enough #for that or thta i am simply too scared to. which is true. nasty stuff in psych wards for obvious reasons #anyway i need prayers thankyou

[hiddenbeks]

made a dragonborn paladin for a co-op campaign with my brother n im already too attached 😔

#her name is nyiredines. do not ask me how to pronounce that i just found it on fantasynamegenerators n thought it looked cool #its nessie to her friends tho! #also shes gonna romance lae'zel <3 #it Is possible to romance lae'zel with a Good and Nice character right. i hope so. #we're off to a difficult start bc im already promising my help to the tieflings n lae'zel is like chk we dont have time for this!!!!! #and shes right but um!!! nessie is oathbound to help those in need!!!! #i Might have her become an oathbreaker eventually. or i might not. we'll see #ch: nyiredines #el plays bg3 #idk how far we're gonna get in this campaign tho. our playstyles r so different lmao #i wanna long rest all the time to catch every camp conversation i possibly can while my brother will long rest only if he has to #i wanna take my time talking to all npcs n explore Everything while hes like. this is taking too long [skip] [skip] [skip] #might do a singleplayer campaign with nessie later...

[aro-aizawa]

IMPORTANT QUESTION!!!!! CAN YOU EASILY RECOGNISE CARS??? OR DO YOU HAVE TO MEMORISE UNIQUE DETAILS TO RECOGNISE THEM???

#shut up danni's talking #my mum bought a new car today and she's had the same red car for over a decade now #but the new one is going to be black and i am going to struggle to recognise it SO MUCH #i've told her i'm gonna need to slap some kind of sticker on there to make sure that i know which car is her's #she's not keen on the idea but if more ppl struggle w this.....then she might change her mind #like seriously if it weren't for the fact my dad's car is v unique (orange pickup) i would not recognise it #i still do not know my brother's car and i only recognise my bro's gf's car bc she has a bunch of decorations in it #so i have no clue which car is hers until i get close #the rest of my family??? could not tell you to save my life #a quick google says that ppl w face blindness struggle with it but i don't think i struggle w that???? #i mean i can't describe ppl's appearances but when i see them i can recognise them #so who knows maybe i do struggle with it bc rn i don't think i could describe what my mum looks like to you #my brother is a big maybe bc he's got a beard w odd lengths and a patch in the back of his head thatr's naturally darker than the rest

[kwonhochi]

last night i dreamt vernon drom seventeen was a genius cake decorator who sold string cheese for a living and became a mafia boss and i cant stop thinking about it

#he was friends with this older butch lesbian lady who looked a lot like a famous actor idk the name of and she was like #brother ur too talented you cant sell string cheese for the rest of your life. Come join my gang #it was so fucking epic im so sad my alarm clock woke me up i wanted to see how it ended </3 #do u guy s think i might be eating too much string cheese this just occurrd to me but i have been eating a LOTof string cheese recently

[heybaetae]

.

#idk how to write this #i've been debating for hours if i should say anything at all #because writing things down makes shit Real #but i figured i should just say that i don't know how active i'm gonna be after my queue runs out tomorrow #my older sister is passing away very suddenly #she's only 46 #she's a twin #there's nothing to do for her #i am terrified about what this is going to do to my dad #and i have to be present for the rest of my siblings #this is happening only four days after my brother moved out of state #and now he's turning around and coming right back #he's a mess #i don't know how to Process or cope with anything like this #it's been a few hours since i've heard an update from anyone #but all i know is they're turning off her life support #if they haven't already #so i guess i have a lot of grief coming my way and trying to help keep my family stable #i might delete this later but for now #i felt like i should get it out #idk what else to do

[sluttyten]

😠.

#so I had tentative plans to go get my nose pierced tonight #but then the other day my parents were like hey let’s go visit your brother this weekend #so I told the people I was gonna go get pierced with that I can’t do it today #which was fine and good and one of them is still going today but the rest of us are probably going like next week #but then it stormed today and knocked out the power at my grandparents’ house so my parents have been over there for damn near 2 hours #trying to prevent my grandparents basement from flooding and my mom just came home to grab something and told me that we might not be going #so you’re telling me that I could have actually gone and gotten my nose pierced #and like five minutes ago the guy who was still going tonight to get pierced sent me a snap of him there at the piercing studio and like 😭😭 #I definitely could’ve gone 😭 but also idk if my parents get this problem solved at my grandparents then we could still maybe go #but if not and they decide we can go like next weekend I’m gonna be upset because I’ve already canceled these plans plus my best friend want #wanted* me to house sit with her and I told her I couldn’t #and if we go next weekend then I’m going to have to cancel theee nose piercing plans again and they’ll just think I’m not being serious #about wanting it but I’ve literally been talking about it for like 2 weeks straight now #also not to mention I’m sitting here in my house fully packed and we were completely ready to go when my aunt called to tell my mom about #the power being out and their parents freaking out that the basement was going to flood which apparently it kinda is #anyway this is stupid but I just wanted to complain about it #because I feel like if I decide just to like settle in and start watching something or actually writing more for the new unholy chp then my #parents are gonna get home and be ready to go #but if not then I’m really just sitting here wasting time like I was ready to go #not fair that I had multiple avenues of plans tonight and now none of them are probably happening

[litt1e-prince]

living in my own home away from my dad but he still waits up for me to get home

#i was panicking cause 'whos up at 2am. who can i call at 2am- no one will pick up the pho-- my dad. his phone is ALWAYS on loud.' #it rings twice and im like 'shit dad im so sorry to call you and wake you' and hes just there like 'oh dont worry. i was waiting for you.' #turns out: my mum was suppose to message me to tell me to call my dad when i got off the coach to walk home! she must've forgot tho #cause i was initially just gonna walk home ez - it wasnt until the guy cat called me and started following me again that i thought #nOPE NOT THE NIGHT NOT THE VICTIM I GOTTA CALL SOMEONE OR SMTH #so i thought i might have woken him but nope he was already waiting on me - kinda had a moment of !!!!!! #my dad miiight have grown to become my hero or smth pfshhh anyway #ALSO U KNOW I DID THAT THING AGAIN. random stranger starts talking loudly and i looked at him - u give them a glance and they take it ALL. #gotta learn to stop doing that for my own fuckin safety jfc. BUT I MADE IT HOME SAFE ANYWAY SO #me and my dad just talked about our days and mid way he was like 'are you okay? you sound like youre shivering? is it cold or-' #'OH YEA im just cold. its freezing.' 'Ha! trust me there is nothing better than being in the freezing cold and then getting into bed. #best feeling... i know you have your own life now but its good to make sure you get home safe.' #ITS LIKE ONE OF THOSE LIKE. ARHGHGH my dad loves me fuck the rest of yall- #this is for all those people who say i have daddy issues cause i make a father figure out of every character i like- #ur correct but- #ANYWAY SOmetimes forget my dad has unmedicated anxiety. my mans out here fighting for him life on a random saturday cause his kid #didnt get home until 2am. then he wakes up at 6am to help my brother - My guy doing It All. #my art #ted talk

[loverboybrightsideghost]

sometimes i'll just be minding my own business and then a piece of a song from the prince of egypt west end recording will start playing in my brain and i just have to keep going like my brain hasn't just instantaneously fizzled into mush and evaporated

#bluebird.txt #NOOOO POWER ON EAARTTHHHHHH CAN CHANGE THE PAAAAASSST NOOOOO POWER ON EARTHHHH #CAN MAKE A LIEE BE TRUEEEEE #THOOUGHHHH IT BREAKS MY HEART TO LEAVE YOU #there's nothing i can do 😔😔😔 maybe the rest of the world can be fooled #but that still leaves us two...and no power on earth can change that brother #not even you #i'm so fucking NORMAL #no i'm not the other day i remembered that the song 'all i ever wanted' existed and i legitimately screamed #liam tamne luke brady christine allado [insert entire cast of west end prince o egypt] #if you're out there i love you #the prince of egypt #i'm so normal about this #see i haven't listened to it in a few months but i won't bc i have Big Things #coming up and i legitimately might stop functioning properly if i do listen to it again #i can't risk that i'm barely getting shit done as is