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#I miss your voice
lickithrice · 6 months
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I really was in love, huh?
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goodgrlshelby · 2 years
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introvertedasf · 2 years
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And sometimes I wonder if you’d seen all my flaws .. would you still feel the same about me ?
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wanderingbell · 1 year
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if you hold me without hurting me, you'd be the first whoever did...
you asked to kiss me. before i would have laughed, would have thought it strange that he asked permission first. now, after fearful encounters with hungry wolves, after unwanted touches and unwanted lips, those words from you made me feel safe. in that very moment i thought it was the sweetest thing a man had ever said to me. and i knew you were different than all the rest. and even though we don't talk anymore, im grateful for you. thank you for making me feel safe. for kissing me gently...
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advant · 1 year
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Once upon a time.. I loved you..
It's the only story I've ever wanted to tell..
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odeto-trees · 1 year
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gahhhhh, nothing hurts more than listening to old voicemails left by people who are no longer in your life
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Words you’ll never read
It’s your birthday today and I’m not sure how to feel about it. It gets harder each year as I imagine how your life would have turned out if you were still here. But I try not to think about it too much as your life wasn’t all that great when you were here. I always eat your favourite ice cream, it just makes me feel a little closer to you even if it sounds silly.
I just miss you more than you’ll ever know. I’m sure you feel my love wherever you are. Even though my heart truly aches for you, my ears wanting to hear your voice, so every night I fall asleep and hope I meet you in my dreams. You make me feel safe so I think about you everyday, your pain and struggle keeps me in check as well as your courage and determination. It’s been 7 years and not a day goes by that I don’t think of you.
I still keep you alive in my mind, my love for you still burns so bright and people ask how you can love someone who isn’t around anymore. I guess those people have not experienced that love that always lives in the heart and soul, that love that never grows old no matter how much pain it causes you. Sometimes that love is the only thing that keeps you going. Wherever I go, I take you with me.
I hope wherever you are, is treating you better as you deserved the best and only the best. This life, these people were so cruel and unkind. I’d give you my happiness, my light and even my soul. I’d give it all to you, because you are worth it and sometimes in love you have to sacrifice. I’d give up my life in exchange of yours. However, this life caused you a lot of pain so I’d rather you be safe where you are untouched by humankind as I can handle you not being around. I could never handle watching you go through what you did ever again. I hope you know peace, and doing better wherever you are.
The special memories I have of you will always bring a smile to my face, you walk beside me every single day, you are forever in my heart until we meet again 💕
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hiddenprincessx · 2 years
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I wonder if you ever look at photos of me and miss me..
I wonder if you ever want to call me but you decide not to...
I wonder if you ever wish you were holding me..
I wonder if you miss me...
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fallinto-u · 3 months
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Sometimes I wanna listen back to your voice messages but I'm scared I'll completely break down
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creationfathers · 6 months
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When I'm away from you
my mind wanders
I try to think of all the things i miss about you my love, my heart
I long to see your smile, hear your laugh, Your voice,
Feel your touch, and be one with you
Only A few more days before i see you again
and the wait makes me go insane
When i finally do see you, i'll hold you tight
I know i missed your eyes, your lips, and every part of you
And I'll never let you go, we'll be together as one
You are my everything, my love,
More than anyone has ever been
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triggeringtommy · 6 months
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yesterday was supposed to be your 21st birthday but you didn’t even make it to 20.
i loved u more than i’ve ever loved any boy, u said you were my first boy cause it’s a choice not something you were traumatized by,,, he taught me my abuser isn’t my first….. he made me feel safe, and i’ll still never understand why we had to go separate ways, i guess im grateful for the short time we had together. i’ll love u forever. not a day goes by where i don’t think of u. i’m sorry we couldn’t remain friends after everything happened. i’ll always keep u in my heart and in my mind. <33 <333 <3333 :(
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Today I plugged my lamp back in. I thought of you, and sighed to myself. I left it unplugged to let you charge your phone because I knew you would forget to plug it back in when you left anyway. You made up for the loss of light. It's 4 days since we parted ways. Our interactions feel strained. You won't hold any kind of conversation with me. It hurts. But Aba has been keeping me good company. He stays close and comforts me. He's been healing my inner child a lot recently. I wish I could talk to you about it. I wish I could talk to
you.
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maxdermonk88 · 9 months
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Ok nun ist es soweit…. Tag X ist gekommen… Eine völlig neue Erfahrung für mich. Ich habe eine scheiss Angst und weiss überhaupt nicht wo mir gerade der Kopf steht…. Ich muss das durchziehen und meine Ängste davor einfach ausblenden!
Ich habe Angst……
Wie gern würde ich jetzt einfach nochmal schnell in Ihr Gesicht schauen… Ihr einen Kuss geben und dann los fahren…..
Ich fühle mich wie versteinert….
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fingereaterfurby · 11 months
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So... everything is fine
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advant · 10 months
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I’m not crazy, I was abused..
I’m not shy, I’m protecting myself..
I’m not bitter, I’m speaking the truth..
I’m not hanging onto the past, I’ve been damaged..
I’m not delusional, I lived a nightmare..
I’m not weak, I was trusting..
I’m not giving up, I’m healing..
I'm human..
I'm alone..
I'm hurt..
I'm here..
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le-panda-chocovore · 1 year
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Day 2 since our last call.
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