me every day: yes, I understand that I have ptsd. yes, it will frequently disrupt my life in sometimes (seemingly) random ways. sometimes this will necessitate leaving work or disclosing things about myself to a supervisor or friend or bystander because it's freaking them out and THEY are now panicking and often wanting to call me an ambulance. this is just a fact. it's fine. i'm dealing with it. most years are easier than the ones before them. it's fine.
me when my ptsd is actually triggered: what is happening right now. why can't I breathe. why can't I stand up. why do I feel like I'm about to throw up and die. oh, I know!!! I must be having an allergic reaction to something!!!! I'm suddenly coming down with the flu in the span of 3 minutes!!! this is so weird!!!!!!!
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I hope you don’t mind, but I’m gonna deposit my Hero of Shadow amidst your Strangers Across Eras blorbos because holy Hylia this kid needs a good dad. It will keep him away long enough for me to figure out what the heck I’m gonna do with giving Abel a break 😂😅
Also Green Flag guy?? 👀👀👀 Is there potential with Mr Phantom Hourglass Lover?
Omg all of the dads will adopt him. He’ll be the designated child. They will dad him till he dies. It’s just their natural instinct <33
And be NICE to Abel!!! Give him kisses and hugs!! And loves!! Give him his favorite treat! Idk anything 😭😭😭 the poor dude
And yeaaaaaaah we sit by each other in math but I’m socially awkward and he doesn’t seem entirely social himself but…. I don’t knoooooow like I said I haven’t genuinely fallen for anyone in years, even when I had a bf freshman year of college it didn’t feel like romance (it lasted for a week 😭) and rn there’s nothing but… the fact that he loves phantom hourglass, he’s so based.
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Like ok I’m probably not the one to call folks out on this but my judgement for bedrock bros twt mains is unsurmountable at times. If you want a definition of flanderization and deviation from the plot. They’re right there.
They are probably the closest tbh out of all the sbi combos to folks just writing about, straight up ocs? Or in the worst cases writing uncomfortably close to this warped version of rpf. And I say that because I don’t think I’ve ever read a bedrock bros fic where it’s written ABOUT their characters.
I know the whole point of fanfiction is to explore possibilities, but in bedrock bros fics I feel like Tommy is always woobified or in some way like- unable to care for himself because frostbite made him lose a foot and/or he passed out in the snow from blood loss or something. He’s just a sopping wet creature with no bark or bite, a traumatized punching bag for the plot.
Meanwhile Techno is uncharacteristically caring, while in canon he basically is the first person to not believe Tommy. He is not cTechno, he sometimes isn’t even vaguely anarchical, he is just the idea of someone caring for someone else, with the motifs of the character his cc portrayed in videos sprinkled in.
Yes, the line between cTechno and “cc”Techno was more blurred than with other members of cSBI, or even other members of the DSMP in general, as lore was never seemed too serious with him, but like, idk how to stress the fact I don’t think I’ve ever read a bedrockbros fic ABOUT cTechno and cTommy.
You can have your own interpretations about the two, sure, but Techno literally said “he goes away for two weeks then comes back and makes everyone feel bad for him” about Tommy and his Exile.
He also (albeit jokingly) called after to Dream when he left after looking for Tommy, for him to “take him back”, and he (iirc) knew at that point that something bad had happened in exile.
AND GOD DONT EVEN GET ME STARTED ON DOOMSDAY OR THE 16TH.
Like- I don’t know. I don’t understand bedrockbro mains, especially on twitter, because 98% of the time they’re never writing or talking about bedrockbros, just these weird flanderized beyond recognition versions of them. Or like I said, in the worst cases, a bit more than borderline rpf than usual.
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