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imissthembutitwasntadisaster · 4 months

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shout out to my father who thinks knocking on the door after he has opened it already without preamble is appropriate behaviour

#I need to get out of this house

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doom-dreaming · 19 days

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how do i tell my mother that coming into my room calling me "lazybones" if i'm still in bed at any time past 7 a.m. for YEARS has done near-irreparable damage to my self-esteem and created shame about being able to just fucking relax?

#but she can rot on the couch playing mahjong on her ipad all day it's fine #i don't feel at all angry when i come home dirty and tired from work #and she tells me i'm making dinner #while she sits curled up on the couch with a cup of tea and a book #sure mom. let me just take a shower and i'll get right on that #but please do let me know how hungry you are five times while i'm trying to scrape together some energy #i need to get out of this house #some small part of me kinda hopes she just doesn't come back from vacation #and. and .#as i'm giving her a VERY NICE vacation pedicure last night #she goes 'hey could i maybe use your hardcase on this trip? it'd just be easier in a customs search'#oh the brand new really nice hardcase suitcase that you got me for my birthday? that one?#not one of the four other suitcases you own?#sure. go ahead and take it #anythign else i can get you queen?#my belongings are not my own #my life is not my own #my time is not my own #yes i know i have control issues but i think i've earned them a little bit #i never learned to set boundaries and could never say no to my mom without being reprimanded #and i feel like a shell of a person because she's belittled my individuality if it doesn't conform to her worldview #and i feel like i'm dangling this husk in front of people and saying 'yep this is me. my whole essence'#all because i can't say no to her taking my fucking suitcase like it was never really mine to begin with #like she's just entitled to all my shit #i'm fine. i have a meeting with my therapist next week. i'm fine.

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exdivine · 1 month

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i put in an application for a really cheap but cute studio apartment :)

#i hope i get it #i need to get out of this house #it’s definitely an illegal attic unit but i’ll take it #it has a private entrance #with hazardous stairs #the landlord allows pets :)

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srkgirlblogger · 4 months

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#had a massive anxiety attack yesterday because my mom is a horrible person #first time i yelled back at her like that and she seemed scared. like so many of these things that i had wanted to say to her since i was 9 #or 10 just came out. shes a hypocrite and she deserves to die alone #as soon as i leave im not looking back #i need to get out of this house

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dr-ralph · 2 years

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My mom: do you think we should give our Alexa a different name than Alexa?

Me: demon

My mom: okay, no

#why did she get an alexa #i need to get out of this house

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senorablack · 11 months

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Mutual aid request: 30 something yo pansexual of color, going thru it TM. please consider donating a hug or a “hang in there, sis”

#money is also welcome but a tight squeeze would be better #or for someone to like step on my lower back and then my butt and thighs #health talk #mutual aid request #I need to get out of this HOUSE #but 355 sq ft is like 2500 dollars for no reasons !!!!#anxiety #anti capitalism #yearning #es talk

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dusty-daydreams · 4 months

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My mother and I working away in the kitchen all day to get everything ready for Christmas: Full of Christmas Cheer

My Father asked to do one (1) task so that we can get have Christmas Eve dinner: Face like thunder, growling under his breath the whole time

#I need to get out of this house #cw christmas

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anurarana · 6 months

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3am is a terrible time to be awake and yet I always seem to come back to this moment

#a little tired and a lot cold and contemplating inevitability of doom or whatever #sstfu.txt #fifteen minutes to go counting down the clock like i seem to be doing every morning #i need to get out of this house

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doggirlchewtoy · 1 year

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my roommate insists on keeping the bathroom door closes at all times for the safety of the cats (to protect them from the black mold that's settled in bc,, you guessed it, the door is always closed and there's no other ventilation), but he also just, never knocks, I've been walked in twice in the past month...

#i need to get out of this house #i cant stand these people

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four-armed-angel · 11 months

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Hahaaaaa. Dealing with my shitty household again. Fuck.

Please support my commissions @art-beyond-the-stars if you can. I need the money. I need to get out of here.

#vent #vent post #help #financial help #money help #commissions #tw abuse #coming to terms with my dad also being an abuser is. not fun.#i need to get out of this house #i cant take this much longer

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draconicmindandsoul · 2 years

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