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again-please · 5 months
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20 questions for fic writers!
tagged by @septemberskye c:
YOU go ahead and do this if you want! I tag THEE. go unto the tag and prosper.
1. How many works do you have on AO3?
just the five!
2. What's your total AO3 word count? 
164,059. neat!
3. What fandoms do you write for? 
actively just BG3. in the past, Star Wars, and a couple of extremely random, disparate things exclusive to my desktop
4. What are your top five fics by kudos? 
lmao I only HAVE five but A Little Further has the crown!
5. Do you respond to comments? Why or why not? 
oh god, I'm sorry, I do reply to a few here and there especially when I see direct questions for me, but honestly I just feel so awkward bc all I can think to say is "thank you!" with varying numbers of exclamation points. and I am extremely blessed in that recently a lot tend to come at once and I feel terrible that I don't have the brain capacity to give everyone a proper reply
6. What's the fic you wrote with the angstiest ending?
of the fics I HAVE ended (slides down in chair), I don't think any of them are angsty! I will do some bittersweetness, but honestly, I like a generally happy ending. I like to include angst, but resolve it - even if the resolution is in a next part in a series
7. What's the fic you wrote with the happiest ending? 
I guess that'd have to be find a thread to pull, and we can watch it unravel. takes place post victory against the First Order (in a pre-TLJ AU setting) so everything being resolved is just FEELINGS (and we all know how we resolve FEELINGS in this house)
8. Do you get hate on fics? 
I did actually get I think literally my first purely vitriolic comment the other day (again, I am DEEPLY fortunate) but honestly it didn't sound like they even read the fic it was left on? I guess I was just overdue for the experience lmao
9. Do you write smut? If so, what kind? 
yes ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°) but uhhhh what kind...I'm not sure how I'd categorize it? I guess my aim is for it always to be predominantly romantic, but I will go where the wind takes me in a particular scene
10. Do you write crossovers? What's the craziest one you've written? 
nope!
11. Have you ever had a fic stolen? 
I don't think so?
12. Have you ever had a fic translated? 
yes, just one! I wish I could find it but someone translated find a thread to pull, and we can watch it unravel.
13. Have you ever co-written a fic before? 
I haven't! and unfortunately I would not wish me as a writing partner on my worst enemy lmao, I'm simply way too slow
14. What's your all-time favorite ship?
it's always hard to see beyond the current obsession, but reylo and spuffy are soooo dear to me
15. What's the WIP you want to finish but doubt you ever will?
I feel particularly bad about survival season because I was in the home stretch, but man, when the inspiration dies it really dies
16. What are your writing strengths?
I want to say/dialogue banter, especially big group scenes, because that's when it really feels FUN for me and I accidentally go into a trance and do 1700 words of just conversation
17. What are your writing weaknesses?
other than being sloooooooooooow (700 words is a GREAT full day of writing for me), I cannot stick to an outline for the goddamn life of me. I really try and DO outline/summarize future chapters, but in the midst of a chapter suddenly something else will grab hold of me and I realize I actually need to write the complete opposite thing happening
18. Thoughts on writing dialogue in another language for a fic? 
oh I'm not remotely up to that task
19. First fandom you wrote for? 
babes, it was Teen Titans. and NATURALLY I had an OC that joined the team and whom I (gasp) also freely used in half-baked X-Men stories. 10-year-old me had zero concept of the Marvel/DC divide and honestly I was happier for it
20. Favorite fic you've ever written?
I think A Little Further. that one kind of gave me my confidence back and in my head it's permanently associated with that "oh god why am I so obsessed with this FICTIONAL MAN" energy that gets you through the tough times
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sillysadduck · 1 year
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Ok so I scroll down on your account and read from the last thing I liked on your blog each day, so apologies if someone already said this, I haven't caught up yet and I'll forget if I don't write this down.
Also, Sorry if I just took what you and the asker was saying and just reworded it, I'm tired and I barely comprehended what was being said.
ANYWAYS
So referring to this ask, I thought, "What if Warren was a part of the love cu- *ahem* "club" for a long while and had a sort of mission to go recruit some other people."
He stumbles across Lily and Todney and thinks "Well, this is good enough", and starts interacting with them so he can uh... "smoothly" slide in the question of them joining. This takes a few days, so they all bond and get to know their stories and such. Once Warren asks the big question, they have no idea what they are getting themselves into, but they heard "love" and "family", so they're all in.
Warren grows to actually like them and enjoys their company. He learns of their home situation and is... frankly a little concerned. But he's gotta focus on bringing them to Shrigs and Malcolm.
Once he brings them over, him and Shrigs talks about initiation and celebrating and stuff while Lily and Todney become fast friends with SO.
I'm getting lazy on ideas so stuff happens, Warren ends up finding out about the marriage thing, thinks "this whole situation is NOT very cash-money", and just bails with all three of the kids.
For some extra spice, I'd like to think that Shrigs is basically hunting them down to 1) Find his daughter and 2) to kill Warren for taking his sorta child away with no warning. I'd like to think that on that journey, Shrigs thinks a whole lot about SO and it kinda sinks in for him like, "damn, I care about this kid more than I thought" (like, in a father/ daughter type way) and he reflects on what he's noticed with SO and how she must be feeling and starts to actually question Malcolm.
For some MORE spice, the twins family is after them too, not out of much care or concern, but because they need the twins to find new mothers in order to get the family discount. So if they get their hands on the twins... they'll probably not be able to leave the house to get new mothers ever again. And they will kill Warren, like, for real. No hesitation.
So yea all four of them are on the run.
Then Shrigs could find them all, have a talk with SO, everyone makes up, blah blah blah, then the twins family shows up and it's like a final showdown. I'd honestly think that Warren and Shrigs would put up somewhat of a fight, but then Shrigs gets hurt real bad or something and they all just flee.
They're all just sorta... constantly on the run for a while, since Shrigs is having a hard time dealing with all of these emotions about Malcolm and he feels like he is unworthy of going back, Warren doesn't have an actual place to stay, and the kids have nowhere to go.
Eventually they do live somewhere but man I'm just here for the angst and redemption arks, I'm not good with coming up with happy endings, y'all gotta do that for yourselves XD
But anyways I'm so sorry this is loooooong.
(Idk where to put this but I HC that Shrigs is homophobic, but because he's just uneducated, not out of pure hatred. When he gets use to it and learns about the LGBTQIA+ community, then he'll be either and ally or he'll realize he's actually pan.
Also In that whole story, I saw Warren as a teenager (around 15-17 idk), not an adult. And idk about Shrigs but he's pretty young too, probably 19-21ish. Maybe a little bit older.
And this wasn't suppose to be a ship thing with any of the characters mentioned!)
Thank you for reading :,)
THIS IS SO COOL TYSM!!! I really like this concept, it would be so cool if the kids met bc of the love cult but then they end up leaving thanks to Warren. And Shrig joins them too! Maybe they end up living at the trio's house like the other teachers lol they probably have enough room😭
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woniepolyglot · 1 year
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✨ monthly recap ✨
I'm totally replicating this idea from Lindie Botes because I need to have some place to hold me accountable to my studying.
I graduated university more than a year ago and since then my foreign languages have been going 📉📉📉
this month
I studied a grand total of 19 hours and 58 minutes this month... I'm a disgrace💀
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some wins on april:
💌 decided to start a twitter (@/wonie_polyglot if you wanna follow me there) dedicated to my language learning, which was a huuuuge step for me. This tumblr thing came afterwards bc I like to write ✨long posts✨.
💌 finally found some materials for French that I feel comfortable with c:
🦉current duolingo streak : 12 days (had to restart it bc I'm dumb and forgot about it🙃)
✨ français ✨
I was feeling pretty down with it at the beginning of the month. I tried to use the book I bought for university, but the app and website were pretty shitty, so I had no real access to the audio files or the answer key.
Then I found the glorious Progressif du Français series. I started with Orthographe Progressif du Français et Grammaire Progressif du Français, both in niveau débutant, just to start getting back on track.
I also got Short Stories in French for Beginners. I haven't started it yet, but it looks pretty promising!
I'll also try to get into some series on Netflix for some immersion sessions!
✨deutsch✨
Similar to French, I wanted to use up the books I bought for school, but with these I actually was able to get the audio files, answer keys, and some extra worksheets!
I'm using Bild für Bild Deutsch Sprachkurs (very useful if you're self-learning, grammar points come in English) and studio d, and so far so gut!
I also started watching Dark on Netflix. My plan is to watch it like three times. First with English subtitles or (if I can get to a pc) with a chrome extension that allowes me to have dual subtitles. Then with only German subtitles, and one final time without any subtitles.
✨한국어✨
I have a lot of resources for Korean (mostly Talk to Me in Korean, but also some from Yonsei, Ehwa, etc). I think I'm trying to overcompensate because Korean is the only language where I haven't had any formal learning done before.
Right now I'm on the Level 1 TTMIK Textbooks, along with Korean Grammar in Use and 비타민 한국어. Plus Real-Life Korean Conversations for Beginners, Easy Korean Readings for Beginners, My First 500 Korean Words (all three form TTMIK), and the Soo&Carrots' 100 Day Korean Vocab Challenge (not doing it daily just here and there).
I also have one of the Yonsei Reading workbooks that I'm looking to integrate into my "routine".
next month
I'm nervous because May is a very holiday heavy month in my country, and my family likes going out on road trips and such, which means I'm most likely not gonna stick to the schedule I'd like to...
goals for may:
Create an on-the-go routine so I can still study whilst traveling.
Solidify my resources lists for German and French.
Come up with some sort of "cycle" so I always have something to do next (I tend to procrastinate by "planning" my study sessions).
Complete one "unit" of my Korean study each week (one lesson from the TTMIK Textbook and Workbook, one reading from the Easy Readings book, one dialogue from the Real-Life Convos book, and one day of the Korean Vocab book).
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baekhvuns · 2 years
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MODEL HWA STRIKES AGAIN UGHSYWHAHHAHWHHAH
I spammed him with cat emojis on Universe and during the live, I hope he gets the message. I will not let the Hwabun stans win this one!!! Also he apparently wants a puppy... Yunho is right there wdym mate. But tbh a dog would fit him so much, I can't lie and deny 😭 @ Buzzfeed where's that fucking puppy interview with Ateez???
Also this, Hongjoong is like a kid with his sophisticated mother, why is he holding the utensils like that, pls... And eat your veggies Kim Hongjoong! https://twitter.com/cryforhong/status/1518706524234915842?t=KGFiTJ7hsT_WAil2mP7k9w&s=19
Hm, hm, hm I'm gonna go with San I think, I need to pay him so respects I've been neglecting him for a while - haven't read any San fics in a looooong time, but I'm gonna be honest I usually just read for Hwa only 💀 sometimes Hongjoong and Yeosang, but there aren't many Yeo fics that suit my fancy I also can't take Hongjoong seriously sometimes when people write him as very dominant, because he's smol to me. 🥴
Those stans are OBSESSED and so weird, I have them all blocked but people still spread their photos and videos. Even yesterday some Korean fans flew to attend the Madrid FS. LET THEM LIVE?! And let others win fucking hell. Also, money, time? How? The same shit happened during their US tour, seriously that's not normal.
I prefer irl fan signs than video calls, but the only ones I attended happened before my major stan era kicked in. So now I will probably iduskwueujagsyehshw if Seonghwa looked at me with his boba eyes. I was a totally different person back in 2019 😭
Oh, sorry lass I didn't realise 🇬🇧 god save the queen then💂‍♀️
Stop, because I was obsessed with Magnificent Century - a Turkish classic. Sorry bestie we had more important matters at hand such as cat boys, but yes I went to India once for 2 months. I stayed in various places but that filming happened in Jaipur around 2012 👀
I wanna come back one day, because Indian food is literally one of my faves and I always wanted to learn Hindi, but I'm stuck with so many languages my brain can't take more 😩
Yes I re-read that Hwa Yeo one and remembered the hard dom Seonghwa which isn't really my cup of tea (I'm Bri'ish too), but that fic is niceeeee
That bed shitting story is... she needs serious help, cause this is majorly messed up and she's such a manipulator, looking at her makes me sick. Obviously Johnny has his own issues, but for me there's no denying Amber is the abuser. And the fact no one dropped her still?! Her lawyers are grasping at straws though I almost feel sorry for them, such clowns. - DV 💖
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MODEL HWA STRIKES AGAIN UGHSYWHAHHAHWHHAH
FIRST THING IN THE MORNING TOO 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
I spammed him with cat emojis on Universe and during the live, I hope he gets the message. I will not let the Hwabun stans win this one!!! Also he apparently wants a puppy... Yunho is right there wdym mate. But tbh a dog would fit him so much, I can't lie and deny 😭 @ Buzzfeed where's that fucking puppy interview with Ateez???
YOU ARE ONE DEDICATED SOUL OMF FBENFJEJ HWABUN STANS CAN GO SIT OUT FOR THIS ONE CATHWA WINS 🤌🏼✨☺️ he wants a puppy?? 😭😭😭😭 i can bark- BFNWDKWDWK NO BC WE NEED THAT BUZZFEED INTERVIEW SO BAD 😭😭😭😭 hwa cradling the doggo 😭😭😭😭😭😭
Also this, Hongjoong is like a kid with his sophisticated mother, why is he holding the utensils like that, pls... And eat your veggies Kim Hongjoong! https://twitter.com/cryforhong/status/1518706524234915842?t=KGFiTJ7hsT_WAil2mP7k9w&s=19
BFMWBDWNBDMW ITS LUCI AND SIMEON?? hongjoong eating dinner with his big hyung 😭😭😭
Hm, hm, hm I'm gonna go with San I think, I need to pay him so respects I've been neglecting him for a while - haven't read any San fics in a looooong time, but I'm gonna be honest I usually just read for Hwa only 💀 sometimes Hongjoong and Yeosang, but there aren't many Yeo fics that suit my fancy I also can't take Hongjoong seriously sometimes when people write him as very dominant, because he's smol to me. 🥴
BFMWBDKW PAY RESPECTS no bc same, i only be reading for hwa 😭😭😭 like the tag of seonghwa fics is my most searched 😭😭 yEHA NO the hongjoong hard dom thing i don’t dbdbd read at all 😭😭🔫 there’s some members i don’t read nsfw unLESS it’s like written incredibly dhdhdh
Those stans are OBSESSED and so weird, I have them all blocked but people still spread their photos and videos. Even yesterday some Korean fans flew to attend the Madrid FS. LET THEM LIVE?! And let others win fucking hell. Also, money, time? How? The same shit happened during their US tour, seriously that's not normal.
YEAH 10 VIDEO CALLS??? SAME PERSON??? 😭😭😭😭😭 others wouldve gotten the chance to see them pls,,,, oH i respect that but also find that strange in a sense that didn’t u already go to the kr concert 😭😭 hOW MUCH MONEY DO U HAVE AND PLS LEND ME SOME,,,, yeah and quite a few fans r super mean apparently 😭😭😭
I prefer irl fan signs than video calls, but the only ones I attended happened before my major stan era kicked in. So now I will probably iduskwueujagsyehshw if Seonghwa looked at me with his boba eyes. I was a totally different person back in 2019 😭
IRL ?????? id pass out id give my winner entry to someone else if it was ever irl i would nOt look 🔫 NAURRR BOBA EYES 😭😭😭 OMG OMG HOW DID IT FEEL PLS 😭😭😭🤚🏼
Oh, sorry lass I didn't realise 🇬🇧 god save the queen then💂‍♀️
yes bruv im from birmingham innit
Stop, because I was obsessed with Magnificent Century - a Turkish classic. Sorry bestie we had more important matters at hand such as cat boys, but yes I went to India once for 2 months. I stayed in various places but that filming happened in Jaipur around 2012 👀
my sibling and i are obsessed with turkish dramas it’s insane fbdbdb omg yOU WENT JAIPUR??? STOP IT ITS THE PLACE IVE BEEN WANTING TO GO BEGGING TO GO BC OF THE PALACES THEY HAVE I JUST WANNA 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 ive never been BUT HOW WAS IT???? the pink city must’ve been crazy,,,, wait this is so crazy, when u came in 2012, i was still living there, u were around 9 hrs away from me 😧😧😧 AND there was a movie filming there in 2012,, tho it was a flop, the actors, one of them is like royalty 😭😭😭😭😭 also the second movie i recommended! is also filmed in jaipur in udaipur in one of the palaces and iVE BEEN WANTING TO HAVE AN EXCUSE TO GO 🔫 but youll def enjoy it!! the palace is this ;
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I wanna come back one day, because Indian food is literally one of my faves and I always wanted to learn Hindi, but I'm stuck with so many languages my brain can't take more 😩
AAAAAAA the food truly is so amazing, the street food is my absolute favourite even if i get sick i will eat it <3 VFMWBDKW HINDI IS EASY BUT ALSO SO HARD 😭😭 i used to be able to fluently write it but now i cannot for the sakes of anyone,,, if someone put a gun on my forehead and asked me to write something in it im saying goodbye to everyone 🥰
Yes I re-read that Hwa Yeo one and remembered the hard dom Seonghwa which isn't really my cup of tea (I'm Bri'ish too), but that fic is niceeeee
BDMWHDKS BRI’ISH TOO YES 😭😭😭😭 that fic def is so 🤌🏼🤌🏼🤌🏼🤌🏼 it’s the only time id ever read a hard dom hwa bc others write him sO aggressively
That bed shitting story is... she needs serious help, cause this is majorly messed up and she's such a manipulator, looking at her makes me sick. Obviously Johnny has his own issues, but for me there's no denying Amber is the abuser. And the fact no one dropped her still?! Her lawyers are grasping at straws though I almost feel sorry for them, such clowns. - DV 💖
yEAH!!!! like i just saw dr curry reveal her narcissistic personality disorder’s and the way she was rolling her eyes 🔫🔫 AND THE HERESAY FBWNDHWKDHWK 😭😭😭😭 no yeah! both aren’t angels, both are toxic to each other and atp it’s about who was worse and clearly amber was YEAH POOR LAWYERS MAN THEYRE SO TIRED 😭😭😭😭😭
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sheehan-sidhe · 3 years
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1. What's your favourite kind of fic to write.
Probably mutual pining but I've recently realised I have a knack for smut 🤭
2. What fic of your was the hardest to write?
Probably one of the hundreds I left unfinished. I'm undecided between "The Most Precious Thing In The Universe" (DW) and "As long as the sea is bound to wash upon the sand" (mdzs daemon au) which wasn't hard per se but so long it was still harrowing.
3. Which was the easiest?
Maybe one of my DW oneshots.
4. Favourite story you've ever written?
As long as the sea is bound to wash upon the sand, 100%.
5. Do you write from start to finish or do you hop around?
Start to finish. I might only draft some scenes if I fear I could get stuck on them or just I don't want to write them atm.
6. Have you ever deleted a published fic?
No.
7. What's the best writing advice you've ever received?
After you've written your chapter, copy it on a new sheet and type it all over again instead of just correcting it. It will improve 100%.
8. What's the worst?
Do people give bad advice? I think it depends on what works for you.
9. Have you ever collabed with a another writer?
Yes! We wrote a comic crackfic with final fantasy's characters. Soooo many years ago. It was hilarious.
10. How many WIPs do you have right now?
So. TECHNICALLY one, since I'm finishing writing "As long as the sea is bound to wash upon the sand". If we consider two fics I have on hiatus... then three. But I have like 6 plot bunnies running wildly in my head atm.
11. Story you are most proud of?
Maybe "I've hungered for your touch". My first smut. My first fic in English. And a lot of people liked it ❤
12. Favourite story of another author?
I'm going to be here all day!!! There is so many... I'll focus on mdzs fic since I've been reading those lately (bc you have NO idea of the number of fic I've read in my life). Beneath six layers of silk by darkredloveknot; Maybe you're the reason by clearpearls; no new age by everythingispoetry; Survival by jinko. And so much more. There are so many talented author out there 😭
13. Best review you've ever gotten?
"GUH. Excuse me while I compose myself.
... ok I’m good now.
WOW, this was amazing. You described LWJ’s headspace so vividly. And the praise kink *chef’s kiss* Incredible. 10/10. This part here:
Lan Wangji quivers at the praise. “Am I still good?”
BROKE me 🥺 I am SO WEAK for a Lan Zhan with a praise kink and this was so so good.
And Wei Wuxian was such a good dom. So sweet and gentle. He loves his husband so much 😭
Thank you for this lovely fic. And thank you also for contributing to the noble cause that is sub!bottom!LWJ."
By Milk_Tea_Fantasy on my fic "I've Hungered For Your Touch"
14. Worst review you ever gotten.
Every comment was out of love, so no it doesn't apply.
15. If you could write the sequel or prequel to a fic currently on AO3 other than your own, which fic would it be?
Listen. It's hard enough writing my own fics. Should I write someone else's? But of I could FORCE a writer to finish their own stories it would be "Maybe you're the Reason" by clearpearls, the "Yin and Yang" series by Milk_Tea_Fantasy, "Survival" and "Power Addict" by Jinko.
16. Do you reread your own stories?
Generally, no.
17. Do you want to be published some day?
First I should write something that is not fanfic.
18. Favourite character to write?
LAN WANGJI.
19. Least favourite character to write?
Maybe Jiang Cheng. I don't know.
20. Do you set yourself deadlines or goals?
Write everyday. One line is enough. But everyday.
21. Name three favourite fic writers.
@tierfal @jinkohhh @loquaciousquark
22. Is there a trope you've never written, but want to?
Omegaverse. Soulmate AU. Time Travel.
Listen, I've been back to the writing scene only recently. There's a lot of things I still need to write.
23. Is there a trope you will never write?
MPREG.
24. How long have you been a writer? I think I started when I was in middle school. I wrote occasionally up to 2010 more or less... 10 years of hiatus and now I'm back all thanks to The Untamed.
25. What/who are some influences on your writing?
Tierfal writing style, for sure. And all the bottom!sub!lwj I read shaped the way I write Lan Wangji.
26. Hardest part of writing?
Finding a way to make the sentences flow smoothly.
27. Easiest part of writing?
Is there an easy part? Deciding what should happen, probably.
28. Best part of writing a fic?
Seeing your vision coming to life.
29. Share the plot of a WIP you haven't published yet.
The Untamed/Mo Dao Zu Shi Daemon AU. Starting from the school days and questioning what can influence a Daemon settling in their final form. It's a drama retelling where the Daemons save the day. Featuring: pining Lan Wangji.
30. Tell us something unique that you bring to all your stories.
I... don't know? 😅
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noblueskies · 4 years
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Here's something else
Well this is fun it's now almost 4:30AM!
This is on and it's kinda depressing from old memories but it's nice. I've just woken my parents up by crawling up the hallway to get to the bathroom BC I needed to go to the toilet but I was loud and I didn't mean to be it was just the boots and if you've ever been up in the night then you've 'tip toed' places and as I've explained I can't even stand so that was made hard and crawling was loud so don't try that if you're thinking of using it. I've solved a couple of puzzles and now idrk what to do but listen to music and vent about how I hate but also like paracetamol extra and I'm really sensitive to caffeine before you say I'm a lightweight I'm not a coffee drinker I prefer tea and yeah it's not fill of caffeine so I have no tolerance. But yeah I'm sat in bed listening to Spotify and thinking about how I'm missing more school but you know what screw it is mean there's nothing that I can do about it now and I'll end up catching up later I'll be fine it'll just be a heavy Saturday. Also I forgot to say earlier if it is what the spine surgeon suggested then it could take surgery which really is not good BC even though it's not very invasive it still is a little invasive and it has its risks and if I didn't get it with the NHS then that'll be very very very expensive BC you know it's pricey private but well worth it BC I need to get this sorted by it's knocking the shit out of me at the moment. Oh well I guess this is all I can do for the moment. Bless my dad he's been on the phone lots and trying to get me the next appointment ASAP but idk how long it'll be we should get a phone call tomorrow (today but if I fall asleep it'll be tomorrow BC it's 4am in the morning 12-11-19) and ooh it's A's birthday!! Yeah I should text him.
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Anyways where was I oh yeah basically the person we saw first privately was a spinal surgeon BC we thought it was to do with our spine but here's the kicker... It wasn't so now we have been reffered to the next person and today we found out that he doesn't deal with children which is really weird bc im 15 and fully grown almost as a man well my feet are fully grown at least. But yeah so now we're trying to get to another person who can help but that's the story so far and if we could have done anything quicker we would have. I got my MRI on a disc also it came when I was ill Friday last week which is really cool they look awesome and I also have my feet which I haven't seen anyone about yet so yeah if there's a orthopaedic Doctor out there who reads MRIs and deals with children that'd be awesome but yeah it's specialist and it's annoying BC I'm slightly worried that we won't get someone to see me quickly but it should be ok it will be ok. I feel sorry for the people around me more than me I'm literally being waited on I'm experiencing what it is like to be my bother right now that's funny (he never does anything) but still it's a lot of pressure on my family and ontop of all this since close friends are going through a tough time and that's going to be a bit overwhelming for everyone but it should be ok I mean worst case scenario I'll just wheel around the house and help out where I can but it's really hard to do that because even though I live in a bungalow which is amazing can I say and some of it is more open planned it's also really awkward to get into my room, bathroom, utility room, spare room and out of the house that's one thing I really miss that I cannot do normal things that other people can you really don't realise the amount of things I can't do anymore. I was ok with sitting out of PE or doing things that wasn't running (4 months ago I could easily stand and walk mostly) but now I can't do that at all it's just too bad. I can't go into town to meet people and for the most part they have to come to me. I haven't left the house in 3 days since I went to a party and that was hard with the codiene - also there's an update on that I'll say in a minute yeah an update within 3 Hours of rambling but I just forgot to say I'll explain in a minute - but yeah I was shattered like almost falling asleep on the sofa shattered which for me is impressive BC I used to not sleep well and I got by with lots of sugar in my system.
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Now back to the medicine/drugs. The medicine I'm taking isn't fully effective BC codiene is not an anti inflammatory which isn't what would help tarsal tunnel (js all of my symptoms fit it and this was before I heard of it I'm not saying it is it it just gives me a smidge of hope that this shit show might soon come to a close) so it'll stop me feeling shattered if I stop taking those but I can keep my naproxen and amitriptyline so I might trial that BC I feel like crap with or without the painkillers but feeling tired is rubbish also so I'll just give it a go. I hope there's no withdraw from codiene like ik I'm not addicted but just wonder BC it's really strong. Oh well it'll be fine I'm sure. I'll continue this rambling soon.
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