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the-sufferer · 7 months
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If you see me reblogging MK and think I know anything about it or the story you're probably wrong. I just played the same MK game so obsessively as a kid that I am forever plagued into liking it even if I have no idea wtf the fans are talking abt 90% of the time.
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Okay but that episode of Andor was so good like
I loved the contrats between the immaculate white clean Coruscant scenes and the natural fleshed scenes on Aldhani - and by fleshed I mean the texture, the rough edges, it's natural it's alive there is grass and trees and you just know it's that fresh air with no wind etc.
And again, the fact that they film on site and not in a studio makes it even more immersive, you just see how the plans are different and how they are more free to move around, to jungle with wide shots and close-ups and it's reaally cool
Now in terms of story, it's super interesting, because we see at least three layers of opposition to the Empire, with the sheepers, the senators, but also the in-betweens with Luthen kind of jungling between both territories and both 'worlds'
And of course the Empire; I just love how so far we have barely seen any military in the strict "storm-trooper" sense; here we mostly see the higher hierarchy sitting and talking in rooms, having their little internal conflicts because they are ambitious and want a bigger part od the cake, like it's really different from the usual take on the Empire, and mostly it really echoes all these Senate scenes in the previous movies/ in TCW and it put a certain twisted emphasis on how things change, but not really
Plus we see the mundane aspect of their work, and mostly how they treat terrible things with such a disinterested attitude (when they talked about the incarceration rates for example) and yeah it was a breath of fresh air to see that "mundane" aspect of the Empire, to see more of the system than the strict military approach we had seen so far
I'm also quite excited to see the rebel team at work tbh I can't wait to see who will be doing what and how they'll do it & see how everyone interact too I feel like that will be interesting! and I'm also looking forward the dinner scene (I hope they'll show the dinner scene) because I'm really interested in seeing how they'll deal with the tension and possible conflict in that scene like that could lead to a great moment of tension
Overall, and once again, Andor did not disappoint and is once again the proof that, when the efforts are there, Star Wars can be good. And honestly, I'm very happy and excited about that.
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cherrynwinesk · 8 months
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I NEED THE PART TWO OF THE HC "LIGHTS OFF" (⁠≧⁠▽⁠≦⁠), i reaally love how u write, so, You will not get rid of my male!s/o requests (⁠´⁠⊙⁠ω⁠⊙⁠`⁠)
Hope ur well!! I'm fine too, btw (⁠・ั⁠ω⁠・ั⁠)
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🍒: All your resquests with a male reader are welcome :D
Lights off ~ Quackity pt.2
pt. 1 here
Story g: sfw / soft
Language: English/Inglés
⚠️: None (?)
CC's: Quackity
Reader g: Male reader
📝: All the content is fictitious and an attempt is made to adapt the PUBLIC personality of the cc's, that is, the personality that is shown in front of cameras, I do not know the true personality and any resemblance to reality is mere coincidence.
🍒: Hello, writing requests are always open, if you want something in particular, ask without fear. I clarify that English is not my main language, I apologize for any error and I accept corrections to improve the quality of the content
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"I just want to know if everything that is circulating on the internet is true..."
Quackity left his cell phone next to his mouse, he had thought so much about sending you that message, he was afraid if this situation was just nothing more than a "ship" from the fans, that he was being ridiculous for thinking beyond a friendship with you . He send that message while work was trying to consume his mind, taking advantage of the opportunity to have a thousand things to do so as not to fall into the anxiety of your response.
He wasn't 100% sure what he was feeling, you had always been special to Quackity, someone he admired for his great talent, impressed how each of your songs matched his taste in music, feeling the need to show everyone how amazing you were .
And today, exactly two days after going to see you at your concert, among the thoughts of how to fix this problem on his YouTube channel, you came to his mind. Thinking about why he had felt so nervous about seeing you again.
That night of the concert Quackity drove to the auditorium, his sister accompanying him and talking some anecdote, but Quackity could only feel the pressure in his heart as he approached the auditorium, inadvertently ignoring his sister's words.
Both of his hands rested on the wheel of his truck, feeling his arms tingling, feeling his hands numb and heavy with nerves. He was able to relax a little by the time the night breeze hit his face as he got out into the auditorium parking lot. His extremities finally had the circulation they needed.
And today he was typing quickly on his keyboard, there was no one at home, you could only hear the click of each key on his keyboard, the place completely silent. But his mind was being noisy about why he felt that way that day. Clearly remembering the feeling of his made his body begin to feel the same way, as if he went back in the past right at that moment. His head envisioned the dark dashboard of his truck, the way he let go of the wheel to wiggle his fingers for better circulation, his stomach rumbling and heating up in sharp pain. Unconsciously the problem he was working on was being fixed automatically.
Under other circumstances, Quackity would never have sent that message, not even his mind would have put him in such a situation.
But when you sang "Once more to see you", things changed. Quackity was standing in the VIP area when the basic instruments began to play, one more song for anyone in the place but for Quackity it wasn't at the moment you started singing. He could see you looking in his direction at times, you looking directly at Quackity, he noticed, and the feeling you put into each verse. Quackity could feel your energy and that was what got him sinking between feelings of doubt.
"Maybe it is"
Quackity received your message and immediately his throat tightened and his chest began to press.
"Let's see each other, we have to talk"
He turned off his cell phone once he received a positive response from you, he needed to get away from everything for a bit. Quackity felt so confused, because it was the first time he felt all this about a boy, he didn't even know what exactly he felt.
By the next day Quackity was ready to leave, letting his sister know that he was going for a walk to get rid of work and that he would go alone. He took the drive in his car to the east of Los Angeles, driving could clear his mind.
You and Quackity arrived at the place, you decided to meet in a park, the day was cloudy and it had rained a little, so the streets were empty, the park was perfect since the fresh air would help with tension that you were about to have.
Wondering about how the day was going, avoiding at all costs the real reason you were there. Until Quackity spoke about it, wanting to rush things to end the nerves in his stomach that would cause him discomfort at any moment. 'Bad time, good face' as the saying goes.
You started talking about how you didn't realize when you started thinking about him, that the whole feeling of some of your songs had been inspired by everything Quackity made you feel. Being you as sincere as possible.
And Quackity talking about how he almost drove back to his house that night because of the nerves he felt seeing you again, that he felt scared by these new feelings for you. Quackity in love for the first time with a boy, be patient, he is very scared.
You both agreed to try to be together, because you are young men after all, and you were going to let yourself fall if necessary, learn from this new stage, from new emotions. 'Cause failing and learning is what life is all about
This time, Quackity was the one looking at you
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fandom-trash-goblin · 17 days
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from the “hi, I’m not from the US” ask set:
i reaally wanna know 7,11,13,15 and 16.
love ya!! sending hugs and warmth!!
7. three words from your native language that you like the most?
jugnoo-> fireflies. chahat-> wish (like i wish for..) bikharana-> fall apart. (these are the ones i recall right now, tbh.)
11. favourite native writer/poet?
Rabindranth Tagore for both. I don't know if you know Kabuliwalla, but love, love, love it so much. There's this TV Channel called Epic where they used to show his stories, and i've watched them all. and RK Narayan for writer. i adore Malgudi Days.
13. does your country (or family) have any specific superstitions or traditions that might seem strange to outsiders?
babe. babe. where do i even start with this? gestures at the expanse of india. i genuinely don't know how to answer this. Anyways for my family alone, um. i dont know. nothing's clicking in my empty head.
15. a saying, joke, or hermetic meme that only people from your country will get?
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the absolute batshit insanity that was seema haider. lappu sachin, honestly. i hate whatever is this stupid moye moye it haunts my nightmares. between the two of us do you remember kalti.com?
16. which stereotype about your country you hate the most and which one you somewhat agree with?
Every Indian Is A Call Operator <- somewhat true.
All Indians Revere Gandhi<- false, get off the ABC news and stop watching congress rallies.
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sluckythewizard · 1 month
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EVERYONE GGET BAAACK IM ABT TO RAMBLE ABOUT FINN TIDESTRIDER. SPOILERS FOR EEVERYTHINGGGG ALL UP TO EP 113 YOU GOTTA RUN!! YOU GOTTA RUN AWAYYYY!!!!
ITS FASCINATING to speak to someone who has lived 80 years. almost every conversation involves me asking about a story of theirs, places theyve been, things theyve done. i feel like ive seen so much in only 20 something years of life, imagine that 4 times over?
all those stories, to have each and every one of them written down i feel like would be a beautiful thing. record keeping, storing that experience in an edible form, preserved for the future generations to study and cherish. imagine how many stories could be collected from not just 80 years of life, but 200? maybe more? imagine?
i LOVE characters that live to observe and document, keeping all their findings and knowledge and memories in tomes and records. i have several ocs that are functionally immortal, owning vast libraries holding all the knowledge of their lives. one of them is a man losing his memory, who has all his most vital memories tattooed onto his arms, so he will never forget what matters. FINN TIDESTRIDER. A MAGICIAN? WIZARD? SCIENTIST MAYBE. RESEARCHER ABSOLUTELY. CHRONICLER. LIBRARIAN. I HAD NO REAL STRUCTURE IN MIND FOR THIS POST. WHICH IS WHY ITLL SHOCK YA WHEN I BRING UP:
SEXUAL REPRESSION UNDER A CORRUPT RELIGIOUS ORGANIZATION. MORMONISM AND SOME OTHER JESUS CENTERED RELIGIONS WILL TELL YOU THAT YOUR BODY IS A SACRED THING. MASTURBATION IS EVIL, IT CORRUPTS YOUR BODY, WHICH SHOULD BE SAVED FOR MARRIAGE. CELIBACY PRESERVES YOUR BODY, FOR YOUR ONE AND ONLY LIFE PARTNER. SEX IS NOT AN ACTIVITY, IT IS SACRED, RESERVED ONLY FOR PROCREATION.
i dont know if the undersea is Perfectly comparable to religions like that, but it is certainly a culture that upholds a very 'the elders are always right and must be followed'. polygamy is punishable by death, releasing spawn is a natural step after marriage, etc etc, i wouldnt be surprised to find that the undersea has a crazy Purity Culture thing going on. to live your whole long life down there, where so much is forbidden, and finally breaking into the surface world to explore the unknown, who knew your own body would be part of that 'unknown'?
in that episode, in the uh. Book. he says 'his first man was a (shiphand)' or whatever idk i dont feel like relistening. but HIS FIRST MAN!! ur telling me Finn Sexguy Tidestrider wasnt banging dudes down in the undersea?? maybe hes just talkin about his first Human but whateeverrrr. is homophobia a thing in the undersea?? i guess itll be a while before we know.
EITHER WAY. to break free from an oppressive climate and finally having the chance to be sexually free. to finally be familiar with your own body and the bodies of others, to LEARN so much about what makes you and others tick, to experience a unique form of intimacy with another. while having sex is not a VITAL experience, to have the freedom and choice to explore that IS SO IMPORTANT...
sex isnt a disgusting thing, its not wrong and its not naughty its not sinful its not gross. but sex also is not sacred, its not a big important thing, its not vital. sex is JUST an activity. a fun thing to do with ur homies or someone youre close to. there are dangers of course, which is why KNOWLEDGE about it is such an important thing. ohhh my god i constantly have a huge ramble locked n loaded about sexual education but ill GET INTO THAT ANOTHER TIME.
TLDR i reaally like finn tidestrider because TO ME, he is not just a wacky funny old sex-having wizard. hes a man who lived a looong fuckin time under a religious climate that discouraged sexual exploration, and after he left, got to spend decades and decades of being FREE to explore. in MY heart.
i get like, haha funny old man yaoi, the shock of the old guy havin sloppy gay fuck sex, but yknow. i dont expect it but it would be neat i think if this sorta thing would ever be taken seriously and explored.
THE TIDESTRIDERS FASCINATE ME. for finn to say YES i LOVE having SEX all the TIME; and for gill to say NO i am NOT interested in sex EVER.. those are BOTH forms of sexual freedom. its the choice!! THE CHOICE!!!!
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pixelchills · 11 months
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Honestly I’d kind of prefer the dynamic in MDD to be a sibling relationship between Sun and Solar, a partnership between Sun and Moon, and some hesitant friendship between Solar and Moon that can turn into proper friendship(not that Solar would make that easy) but the idea of Solar seeing in Moon what Sun sees in him is also adorable if I’m honest. Not entirely sure how that would work on Moon’s end compatibility wise but I think you could make it work in a slow burn sort of way.
It is funny to imagine Solar trying to make it clear to Moon that he likes him in that sense because he seems like the type to tell someone that if they died he’d be so sad he’d kill himself if he could
…Or possibly the other way around and that if he manages it they can keep his bones or something
Lol yeaah, the problem is that MDD started just as a side swing without any proper planning, so I'm just going with the flow while trying to keep the story somewhat coherent.
Previously I was leaning more towards making them a polycule, but now I'm again leaning more towards the Sun & Solar siblingship.
As I said, both sides have such an interesting ways to expand upon, and I'd honestly love writing about a polyamorous relationship since I haven't done that before.
I will make my decision clear once it comes. One idea was suggested to me where I could write Solar and Sun's relationship as something that developes from platonic love to romantic this way:
- At first, Solar would see Sun as we've expected him to see him; innocent, naive, such a baby who needs to be protected from everyone and everything.
However, when Moon joins in and Sun and Moon's relationship goes to a deeper level, Solar realises he might have been looking at Sun a bit too narrowly.
After realising that Sun is not a little baby duckling that needs to be protected from everything, but an adult man who is capable of romantic feelings and relationships just like Solar himself. And that would make Solar see and maybe feel towards Sun a bit differently.
But that's just one option; it needs a very deep thought and careful building to work as intented, as I refuse to write siblings to lovers stories because that's not what I want to write.
- Another option is to keep Solar more of as a comic relief to Sun and Moon's relationship, where he might or might not end up as Moon's second boyfriend but stays in a sibling-level of relationship with Sun.
In this case, Solar would definetly be the annoying but overprotective older brother who just won't stop bothering Sun and Moon.
Your idea of Solar's eventual friendahip or even romantic feelings for Moon would most likely go that way; it is reaally hard to pick on them first because Solar is not always very trustworthy with his words and actions. So it would be really, really slowburn on their part for both, friendship and/or romance lol.
// Anyways, I'm still interested to hear yall's thoughts on which way the relationships should go. Most people I've asked on twitter lean more towards the polycule, while people on tumblr seem to prefer the idea of keeping Sun and Solar platonic. :>
Please share your thoughts! I'm sorry for swinging so much back and forth with it, but MDD did not have a plan like ANSSW had so I'm a bit lost with my decisions 😭
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Okay, this might get a bit long~
Honestly, i find it soooo adorable to have wr!jisung in a sunshine x grumpy with a transwoman 🥺🥺🥺 i will very much read it, for sure!!! I love how you write with inclusivity so much huhu
I think it will definitely be something new since i’ve never read something with a trans s/o just cuz i feel like a lot of them feels meh in representing them properly. They’re definitely women. 😤 
Truthfully, the only writing of yours that i felt a sort of prejudice to might be Of Apples And Moss Beds, since i’m not into polygamy and open relationships BUT i did read it. I think you wrote it sooo well too. The only reason why I haven’t said anything about it is because I feel like I still haven’t read it without my own bias against the topic making it look bad when it’s actually really nice. I looove your storytelling so reading thru that was so eye-opening in a way since it’s new to me. And it all made sense too. It wasn’t forced or awkward, and it was reaally really sweet to have them find each other.
Bringing it back to jisung, i’m definitely down to see his story evolve!! Everyone deserves to love and to be loved, so i’m excited to see who he finds for himself. ALSO IMAGINE GRUMPY READER BEING, LIKE, tsundere kinda taking care of this hyperactive jisung 🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹 jisung just giggling cuz he kNOWS that she/they like like him 😩
Again, no pressure to write it anytime too soon! Just letting you know that i’ll definitely be with 🥝 in waiting for that (or any) installment.
Side note also on how I actually love that kitten has two dads and, soon, seungmin’s s/o has two moms hehe. Looking forward to what your brain lizard has for seungmin tooo!!
As always, hugs for u, Raven, and anons!!! Hope you have a nice day/night!
ps. I think i forgot to reply to the last Raven pic but,, wHAT DID THE NACHIMBONG DO TO HER 😭
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totally understand the situation with "Of Apples and Moss Beds", i personally am also very monogamous, so it was a personal challenge to write it in a way that felt like it was something written by me, you know what i mean? glad you still gave it a shot and that you thought i wrote it well, though (:
when it comes to jisung and his s/o... i'm honestly excited to develop their dynamic.i hope it goes well sdjkfhskdjf will definitely try my best to do it decently! our boy deserves all the love in the world 😭
also, no clue why Raven was looking at the nachimbong like that SDJKFHSDJKF maybe it was because i was spinning it right before taking the picture lmao
thank you for your kind words, dear. they're certainly very encouraging~
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wulvert · 1 year
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What inspired you to make TRIPTRACK? It's one of my favorite webtoons, and I'd love to know.
Oh and is it chill if I draw some fanary eventually lol?
Thank youu! im glad u like it!
a lot of little things! ive had the characters for quite a long time but their storys changed a lot over the years. I really like comics so ive wanted to make my own for years but, aesthetically: trigun and danger days (i think thats been called out in my comments before, i think i listened to it a lot when i was changing things around a couple years ago) character vibes, spider-man. not a specific iteration just the dude in general, I dont think it comes through much in current iteration of tex but that was a thing. actually tex went through a lot of changes he used to be a serious office worker who was secretly a robot. I notice I write a lot of things about basic individual who is secretly otherwordly creature anyway red was inspired by generic supervillian characters and being an extremely basic supervillian who secretly had no superpowers at all and was just faking it with suaveness and grippy shoes (but not reaally a villian) He was also very tumblr sexyman. he had a cool suit and hair. Tex and red werent in the same story then i mushed them together. Red became the crustier dead rat eating kinda dude really late in development! shae didnt speak and was a superhero. It was essentially. generic superheros in modern day city setting but red was theiving tex at the protest of vigilante justice. Terry used to just be muscleyer mildly wider tex. you didnt ask about any of this im just going on a tangent. anyway:
I think sand is cooler than pavement. and i like robots that dont look like robots.
Of course you can draw fanart! Id love to see it if you end up making some :)
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Sehyoons fancafe letter translation 221231
Title: The relationship between the beginning and the end
Dudun!!
It's the last day of 2022.
In order to write a post to Choice like this, I borrowed this day. But it seems like I'm very nervous, fluttery and happy.
There are Choices who are curious about how I've been during this time. And thanks to those Choices who lightly, and sometimes meticulously, left me (stories of their) daily lives, I got to know about how you were doing. And as I lived my life day by day, those stories also became a point of big strength.
I reaally want to talk to you a lot, and since I REALLY miss you a lot, I kept writing and deleting this post over and over again. If there existed an inbox for deleted messages, I'd think it would probably have become about 1 terabyte, wouldn't it. 😗
Even though I can't do this due to the circumstances, but I would like if you know the extent of my heart (for Choices). Just like the lovingly warm snowflakes that fall down, I want to fall next to Choi and become a warm winter for you. Heh
Last year around this time, during the time when the snow fell, my heart was complicated so I couldn't show you anything meaningful (like this).
But this year, as I was looking at the streets that pile up with snow as white mourning* clothes, these purely white streets,... I had the thought (this time) that I would like to fill it up together with Choi.
Since I've been looking back a lot and emptying (my mind), wouldn't that be why the mind and luxury to want to fill things up have arised?**
And speaking of the matter, if Choice too, were able to achieve the things they aimed for this year well, it would be good. Did you spend (this year) well?
In order to not wastefully spend (this year), I even tried buying a planner, and also wrote a todolist. I really tried to give a lot of things an attempt.
But, half was a success, and half was a fail!!!
The reason is that; that half is things I have to do with Choi in order to achieve, right? 😏
If you felt that it was short, it was short, and if you felt it was long, it was long-- no, but.. I will finish the excessively long 6 months (left) well, and to all those hearts who have been waiting in difficulty all this time, I will gather up even bigger and deeper love to be able to heal all your hearts! Compared to this year, next year I will coolly mature, so I can meet you with an even better image!!!
Ah, and also, since the same way as we keep breathing we keep thinking, don't think you are alone. You've worked hard during this year, and I hope next year will only be filled with good things!!
I love you, Choi ❤️
See you in the warm spring*** 🌸
* = when mourning the death of someone people used to wear all white clothes.
** = this is a cute reference to his picture-diary from 2018 hehe~
*** = "난춘" is a sino-korean word that comes from 暖=난=warm, 春=춘=spring. But there is a popular song that uses 亂 for 난 and it means "chaotic" instead. Turning it into "chaotic spring". So I dunno which one Sehyoon is refering to, but I will mention both so yall know ^^.
© DERPY
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boldlyshyfan · 11 months
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Books beware!
sooo a lil background,
Im a tamil girl born and raised in TN. Joined an english medium school. Fell in love with books. Got a phone in lockdown. Found wattpad, then ffn, then ao3, then tumblr.
Always preferred reading english and more fluent in it too. Then a huge news took TN by storm. The ps 1 and 2 movies. I became curious. Tried to read it(in Tamil, aunt had an old publicationed series). My Tamil is not so great so quit it). Badgered my aunt and mom to tell the story. My aunt did. Went to the first movie. Became enthralled by the plot.
Mother and aunt hated the movies and said the books were infinitely better. (Mother found a controversy in, guess where? Yeah right, its YouTube - according to history aditha karikalan was killed by pandian brahmins, kalki is a brahmin, he wrote this story to change history.)
Went to YouTube. Found kani (cwc season 2 contestant). Listened to bits and pieces. Lost interest a few days later.
Saw the second movie. Curiosity peaked again. Saw some posts on tumblr. Read the english translation of some lines by someone who is fantastic.
Felt ashamed that i am so bad in tamil and i reaally started wanting to read the ponniyin selvan in tamil. Found out from my professor that im not sooo bad in reading tamil just a little bad.
Downloaded the first book.
Imma start reading.....
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ich4 · 2 years
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A REVIEW OF CAT CITY BY ICH4 ON TUMBLR
Okay, so for my day two of this challenge I watched Cat City by Vewn because I don't have much time to watch a movie more than hour. Beside, I'm not in a mood to watch a long movie.
So let's start our review with some basic informations about this short movie!
INFORMATIONS ABOUT CAT CITY BY VEWN:
Sound Design by: Josh Yeung
Music by: Ask My Bull
Recorded by: Josh Yeung
Voices by: Jonni Phillips, Isabel Higgins, and Aster Pang
Drawing by: Victoria Vincent (Vewn)
Story by: Victoria Vincent (Vewn)
AND MANY MORE INFORMATIONS...
Okay, without any further do let's start our review!
First, let's talk about the artstyle. Vewn artstyle is unique and I always adore it. I got hooked since I watched Dead End by her. I know this might be a subjective opinion, so I rate this 10/10? YES.
Second, about the plot itself. The plot is about a cat that runaway from home to a town to live in there. He got a job at a salon, received a money, and just like that. Until one day he heard someone's scream. At first, he was okay with it. But later, he's not okay with it and his life started to go to downhill. He got fired, etc. After dealing with his problem, he back home. The end.
I think the plot is simple, reaaally simple. But there's a symbolic behind it. For me, it's about a routine that kills you slowly. *starts playing No Surprises by Radiohead. So I rate this 7/10.
For the scorring itself is reaally good! I always enjoy the scorring. So I rate 10/10.
The overall review for this movie is 8/10. It's always nice to see her work ;)
I think that's all I can review about this short movie for now. Thank you so much for read this review until the end. Love you.
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iamhereforth1nspo · 2 years
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i feel so misunderstood and hurt.
today i had an argument with my bfriend, which was very unnecessary and just made me feel very bad. i came home after work with some fresh bread to enjoy some food time with him. i love to do this, thats why i bring it often. he was busy with something not important while i was cooking, even though he has nothing to do at the moment.. but he was productive at 10 am for washing the dishes and showering, so i didnt tell him i want him nearby when i was cooking. even though i told him often already that i like when he accompanies me cooking. So the time rolls up, food is ready and we sit down to eat. 1 minute later his mom calls. i grab the phone while something in my mouth and answer. "Hewwo" "Ooh are you eating?... I just wanted to ask ..." alright, i give the phone to my bf and let them finish talking. i eat one bite. two. three and so on. i have finished, 15 minutes have passed and he is still talking. i wait for him at the table to finish his food too and i probably looked a bit sad. he says "something wrong?", i decline because its dumb that im kind of sad about not eating together. i know i could have waited with my food, but i was very hungry and i wanted to eat in my work-break that was 3 hours before my shift ended, so i was getting very hungry.
(i asked in the morning if we could have our breadtime and he said yes, but then he said he didnt want to anymore, as he ate his breakfast snack. he gets full quite easily so i said, ok then we do it after my work)
anyway, we sit there, stare at each other and he goes again "are you mad?"
i still decline. he goes again and i say "well it was a little bit uncool that you talked so long on the phone.."
"why do i have to squeeze this out of you again??"
(we just recently had a discussion about the bread time thing where i asked about bread time in the morning but he didnt reaally decline nor agree. Because i had asked 3 times without a no or a yes i thought it was happening. i even said "im looking forward to BT!!" still no no/yes. So as the day progresses i ask him what kind of bread he wants. then he types, "oh i just had my breakfast". i go "whaaaaat what about our food thing?"
"i didnt tell you yes explicatly so why did you take it that way." of course i was a little shocked so i might have reacted over the top. he likes to call this "drama" when something like this happens. we talk about the food thing in person and how i thinks he miscommunicated with me and that i was really really looking forward to it because i like it so much. he says that I miscommunicated in not explicitly asking what he wants and stufd like that. i was baffled because you dont have to be so strict with explicitly communication every single bit. he still stands his ground, that we both miscommunicated. but i think he just was too lazy to say he didnt want it today... i would have understood it better than "oh i already ate")
ANYWAY. So with this in mind i didnt want to get this kind of stressful discussion again, thats why he had to squeeze it out of me. I am always very exhausted after work because i have recently started and full time is taking its toll after basically having a break for 1 year (only household duties) i dont understand why he doesnt value our time together. Yes we do stuff together and i love it but it doesnt mean that there should be a limit on how much love should suffice. He said that because we had a movie night and we went to shop for bicycle gear,
(another short story.... after shopping with him, driving home i asked him to prep the cooking we had planned. while i go and shower and then cook the actual food.. but then went to his car because there was a little bit of oil leakage on the cat seat. he hadnt used the car in a while so the oil has been leaking for at least 2 days, but there only was a small patch. he writes his dad and writes his dad. dad says to act fast and wash it with warm water and soak it up with a cloth.. i really dont want to bother but i tell him, "plllls i am very hungry. can you prep a little?" and he prepped the chicken and i was grateful for that. i prepped the other stuff and cooked the rest and we would be ready for dinner.
so as he comes back, he says what should i do with the oil water? i say i dont know. he writes his dad. dinners ready. dad says, if you want to be a correct citizen you fill the oilwater-soapthing up in jars to dispose it correctly. i help him search for a good container to dispose it in.. it takes a long time and i wait while the food is done. he says "i want to do it properly!!!" well yes but i am exhausted and i helped you with it and i basically cooked dinner and it is 8 pm i want to eat, i have to sleep basically 2 hours after eating. is what i thought. he washes his hands looong and intensely. i was understanding of this situation and i didnt say anything towards it because it was an ok emergency and its fine.)
i shouldnt be mad about this now. we did enough together, you shouldnt create such a drama. but i just told him what i feel about the situation and it always turns a negative way. i am afraid to tell him what i think in such situations... when i feel undervalued or something... i wanted to explain my feelings but he kept going defensive, that we had a great time together yesterday and so on. yes we had but right now i feel like i am secondary or a chore to be around. it stings and hurts. we go back and forth a little but he holds his opinion that i should have told them to hurry up on the phone. But my problem with this was, how unnecessary the talk was. we see his mom in 2 days and stay there for the weekend. he talked about things just to chatter. and they have proposed the goodbye 5 times until there was another thing to talk about. i just felt not valued and not good. i dont know if its my fault. if i am really such a drama queen as he claims. i feel hurt, my heart feels cold and stings. i really just wanted to tell him my true feelings but it always escalates into a fight. this time (which is actually a great achievement for me) i didnt cry as we were discussing the whole thing. after it settled down a tiny bit i went to pee. he says as i walk: "yeah go cry yourself out and maybe we can talk normally" (while he is the one getting defensive!!) i really try and explain my feelings in a neutral matter. its unfair. today after some hours and after feeling shaky for a while i just went to bed to let it out. i cry in bed right now and i feel a little better, but still not understood. i feel very mistreated and like i am of secondary importance to his life. i dont know how i should tell him this without him getting bonkers again.
we usually get along reaaaally well. he appreciates me, i appreciate him, we love each other we laugh and we are happy. just sometimes i cant talk about my feelings and if i do they get trashed, and he wont help me soothe myself or admit his mistakes... and in times like this i really want to cry because its so unecessary and you feel bad, i feel bad, lets tackle it together instead of headbutting ouselves and work against each other... please.
just wanted to rant. :( i need this off my soul.
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cure-typhoon · 2 years
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Alright time to talk about my fankids, I wanted to wait until I did them in digital with the mspa style and updated their designs but Homework/School is not going to let me soon so lol
The three fankids I was talking in this post, yeah they came from a joke but I got invested so here is some info about them
Louise - 16, oldest of the three, he is an "acts older for their age". Popular kid at school, he is in the cheerleader squad, likes to paint to calm down, acts like he is a relax dude but gets anxious really reaally easy.
Protective older brother type, tries to helps everyone, ends up burning himself out but "i'm totally fine what are you talking about dad", he is a Knight as you can tell, it runs in the family, sadly/jk
Prospit - Knight of Heart, might change - Color: Raspberry - He/Him and They/Them
Ophelia - 13, middle child, really shy and kinda creppy girl who likes dolls, a lot. His older cousin do outfits for her and the dolls, doesnt really have friends at school, has problems socializing because of her shyness. Loves singing when is alone at home.
The one to tell Louise to "calm down", he doesnt listens to her most of the time, sadly. Likes to makes story for her and her dolls, wants to try for the theather club but is scared to go so for now she just waits for the "right time"
Derse - Maid of Light, also might change - Color: Teal/Mint - She/Her
Aeverie/Avvy/AJ - 8, youngest, she has many names but "no one can stop me when I am on a roll!" Whatever that means. The kid with the most energy you have ever met, likes going outside and play in the dirt, fly and be "freeee!!!" In their own words, has a really creative mind to create mess, but it's fine, she can clean it! (They can't).
Just an energetic kid tbh, except that she bites, a lot, tries not to. Doesnt have friends but is "fine with it" (she is not), really likes the fauna and nature in general. Wants to be like older brother when growing up, might be a little jealous.
Prospit - I don't really know lol - Color: Lime - She/Her/ They/Them
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here I go
BHAH first came out 2 years ago during one of the hardest times of my life. I had realized I was gay the previous year (coincidentally because of Bly Manor), and I was really rEaaLly struggling to come out to my friends and family. It felt like Dani’s thoughts were my thoughts. Her panic attack when she first realized she was attracted to Jamie, her constant repression of her feelings… sigh.
This wasn’t just an amazing, comedic, dramatic, well-thought out and put together story. This was a deep dive into real-life situations that were so wonderfully crafted and emotional. You can really feel the love that you two put into this story. Bhah is the absolute best work of fiction I have ever read. It made me feel so much. It meant so much to me reading and watching Dani’s growth in a way that felt so organic and real. The lore is incredible, the characters are incredible, the story *chefs kiss*. I have resorted back to it any time I miss these characters. So much so, that I consider it canon at times haha.
I just want to thank you and Roman for putting so much time into this wonderful and beautiful story. I can’t believe it’s been almost 2 years since I opened it up and fell in love. Truly, reading this has been a huge factor in coming to terms with my sexuality. I’ve come such a long way since it first came out. You guys are amazing, you’re both excellent writers. Every little detail was so creative and detailed. I’ll gladly tag along for anything you two do in the future :)
sorry this took so long to answer but I've just been slowly digesting this whole message and it's just gksbdfs dang wow that's truly incredible and so humbling, it legit made me tear up a little. to know this silly little project roman and I created had such an impact. i'm so glad you had this fic to help you along your journey!
@romanimp
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theficblog · 2 years
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hello lil sis, which Harry Potter house are you in? (if you are into this hehe)
is it strange for me to consider myself a Hufflepuff although ive never read or watched any HP books/movies? 😭😭😭🙈😅😅😅 when i first heard the word, i liked it reaally much and asked my cousin what it was and she briefly described it and i felt that omg i belong there?? after i went to read its wikipedia description, i 100% confirmed that i want to be a hufflepuff haha 😆😆😆 then i went to do the pottermore quiz and got hufflepuff twice too (the test was hard bc i didn't know all the HP-exclusive terms and had to google them for almost every single question 😅)...
nevertheless my sister thinks that im a griffindor 🤔
Hi big sis, I’m a Slytherin, I haven’t really read the books (I’m not someone that reads a lot tbh) but I have seen the movies a lot. Okay maybe we can blame it a bit on Draco but I felt that I belonged to Slytherin and every time I take the test I always end up getting it too. I mean, not all Slytherins are bad people right lol? But like before that I was told that I am a Hufflepuff too (my best friend loves Harry Potter and she told me I’d be a Hufflepuff for a short time but then we mutually decided I was better as a Slytherin), and I kind of liked it but then I found a better home. 
And as for you, I think Hufflepuff suits you the best (I mean look at you, you're so kind, helpful, warm, optimistic and cheerful <3) I vote for you in Hufflepuff! Well maybe you could also be a Gryffindor (that would suit you too ngl) 
I think we are all deep down a mix of two houses anyways, my nine year old cousin told me he figured this out and then labelled the two mixes as “God House” recently lol
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After writing this long ass essay, I would of course leave with a gif so here is Slytherin Sungchan.
Also I’ve not been very active in terms of writing right? I think now is the time I spoil a long (never written a long story in parts before tho heheh) Jeno fic, it would also feature some of the other Neos, please wait for it <3
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Hi Carmen!! I'm going to shoot some similar questions back at you, cause they were a lot of fun to answer!
What is Halloween like in the DaVille house? Who dresses up? Who hates it? Who thinks it's stupid but gets dragged into the mess anyways? What would some of the characters dress as?
Since you said Crawford is a bit of a prankster, does he ever set up pranks or traps around Halloween? Does the hoes help? Can it decorate itself for holidays? (I just love the mansion, and I wanna know all about it. <3)
~Morri🗡️ (@memento-morri-writes)
ohohohoho Halloween in Clay River Manor is a Thing(tm)
So Isobel, Ivy and Gwen hate Halloween. They think it's a kid's festivity that portraits magic in the wrong way and that it should not be celebrated blah blah... Basically they are killjoys😒
But Crawford is the Heir and the cousins surprisingly agreed to fight their mothers/aunts and decorate everything and dress up
So, Florian, Spence, Max and Royce are always up for dressing up. The triplets do group costumes (their highlight was going as the Rowdyruff Boys (the male version of the Powerpuff Girls cause they match the colors of them), Pokémon trainers and when they were little Max would dress up as Frankenstein, Royce as Dracula and Spence as a spirit or a ghost), and Florian gets more creative, using the things he finds on the attic of the house to use as costumes (and he pulls it off reaally well)
Florian also persuades Gabrielle into dressing up with him and last Halloween they went as Wednesday and Cosimo Addams. Both groups go trick or treating downtown to Duskshore but have to be in the house before midnight.
Isaac does not particullary love nor hates Halloween, although he loves to learn about the story of the tradition and how it evolved into what it is today. Since he is dating Sol, they both dress up as a couple costume and volunteer at the library or the school to supervise the student's party.
Isadora gets invitied to all the popular parties and you bet she goes. She is popular in Duskshore, not only because of her name or power, or because she is pretty but because she makes everyone feel special. She likes dressing up but doesn't put much effort on her costumes, almost always using clothes she already has to make them. Some of her most popular costumes have been Kim Possible, Corpse Bride, Bloom from Winx and Draculaura from Monster High.
I think Carwford and Elaine are the ones who have more fun of the whole lot. Of course there's always gonna be the challenge of going up to Clay River Manor and idk taking a picture, or knocking on the door or something. And, the thing is that the house is not haunted, so nothing bad would happen...But they make it happen. Every single Halloween Elaine and Crawford become partner in crime/rivals, and they turn the little forest that surrounds the manor as well as the trail that goes up to it into a Haunted House, scaring as many children as they can. At the end of the night they compare results over a bowl of candy on the sofa.
Clay River Manor used to help until Isadora herself got scared and she stormed into the House yelling because she had fake blood all over her. Since then, the house is only allowed to do the usual stuff: open and close doors, make floors creak, blow out candles and make lights flicker... Spooky stuff that won't give a heart attack to anyone (at the end of the day, Clay loves everyone in there and wouldn't like to hurt them). It does decorate itself but not with banners or pumpkin torches, that is all Da Ville work; but somehow the house gets that...old mansion that doesn't look abandoned but you think is definitely haunted vibe (Clay just puts a bit of dust here and there on its front and maybe lets loose some roof tiles for the aesthetic haha)
Another adition to Clay was a set of speakers that Crawford asked Isaac for, and from last Halloween on it also plays some Halloween music (My Girlfriend is a Witch, the Addams Family theme song, This is Halloween.... you know the drill)
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