#I really needed it

[thebirthofvenusfly]

thank you to In Stars and Time for giving a close family member of mine not only ace/aro rep but ace/aro rep in a fellow black character

#ISAT giving mira a bonnet AND making her ace/aro AND such a kind and gentle personality... #this game is very important to me #i really needed it #isat #in stars and time #mirabelle #isat mirabelle

[ambeauty]

Listened to an interview with Christopher Storer and he confirmed Ayo is going to be directing next season and what would really gag me is if she directs one of the more aggressively sydcarmy forward episodes 😭

#I really needed it #I think the obvious choice would be her to direct Sydney’s backstory #which would be dope af #but I need her to come out of left field #and leave us all more confused and unhinged than we already are #either way I’m just so excited my girls talents get to flourish #the bear fx #sydcarmy #ayo edebiri #sydney adamu

[afra-blueraz]

🕊 Freedom Dance🕊

( Please listen to this song. Listen to our voice. Listen to the voice of Iranian people. We fight for freedom. )

People of Iran, don't be sad. Because one day it will be our turn to laugh from the bottom of our hearts. To hold hands in the streets and shout for freedom. They cannot silence our voices for a long time. One day the whole world will hear our voice and we will be free.

They killed Armita. The innocent teenage girl who was enjoying freedom and feeling the wind in her hair.

They killed Armita, killed Mahsa, killed Kian, killed Nika and thousands of other boys and girls who fought for freedom. But don't be upset, Iranian people. People of Iran, don't cry. Because one day we will be free and that day it will be our turn to laugh.

#admin #admin talks #admin afra #woman life freedom #jina mahsa amini #mahsa amini #armita geravand #recently they killed another girl #sorry but i needed to make this post #I really needed it

[the---hermit]

17|03|2024

Carmilla was due for a reread and this edition is so beautiful. I am loving Machado's additions and the illustrations are stunning. Finally reading the English text instead of a translation is making me fall in love with this novella even more. I am considering another reread for my next book, but I haven't decided yet. I do have a lot of unread books but I am not sure that's what I want right now. I will try to listen to my gut. I have also been reflecting on my language goals and how because of burnout I have not been studying Irish at all lately, I am keeping up daily reviews on duolingo since that is everything my brain can manage, but I also have exercise books that wait for me and no energy or motivation to pick them up. Even worse with my French since I haven't really been doing anything for so many weeks, and I haven't attempted reading a book yet.

#late afternoon reflections #i am almost done with carmilla and i loved diving into it like this #i really needed it #studyblr #studyinspo #uniblr #univeristy #journal #journaling #knife gang #bookblr #booklr #currently reading #book #mine #the---hermit

[californian-odyssey]

Before and after! Nothing like a haircut to make you feel 1000 times better 😁💇🏻‍♀️

#mine #my face #fresh haircut #i really needed it

[sopafa]

Hihi!

Nothing jacket related, I just hope you’re not stressing yourself out too much with the shit ton of orders/gen

Stay safe and take your time!

you have no idea how this made me feel in this specific moment, a lot has been happening and I just cried a lot while reading this. Thank you so much, I really appreciate it/ gen

#varsity jacket #ko fi #small business #support #thank you so much I #I really needed it

[gilligans-islands]

i had the realization recently that i do not actually present myself femininely

my everyday clothing consists of a baggy tshirt, jeans, and some sneakers, maybe a jacket if it’s cold. im never really in skirts or dresses unless im in a particular mood to wear them. despite this i was under the impression that i present myself femininely

and then i saw this post a while ago that had a line in it that stuck out to me. i couldn’t remember it now if i tried but essentially what i remember knowing afterwards was that

my body is not what dictates my gender presentation

ever since i saw the post i haven’t been able to stop thinking about it. it’s really opened my eyes to how wrong i’ve been seeing how i present myself. i’m afab and also a midsize person so i have pretty apparent chest and hip areas that make many look at me and go “ah she/her of course” i have accepted this, i know this will happen.

this, as i have realized, does not change the fact that i don’t present femininely. my clothes are no different from some long haired man you could see walking down the street. they aren’t really gendered at all! but people look at me and assume i am a woman and i know why, it makes sense to me that they do, but it’s because of this that i at some point accepted into my facts of life that i present femininely.

i don’t, i never really have. i’ve just been convinced that i do by people who only look at my body and think they know how i identify. and i have ached because of it. i have grieved over the fact that i will forever present as feminine because of my body, because of what other people see.

this realization has made me see it’s not true. this realization has made me see how i have been perceiving myself wrong. it’s let me see that somehow despite already knowing this, despite never inflicting these same assumptions upon other people i have inflicted them upon myself.

it’s weird to have made so much progress with your gender identity only to uncover yet another thing that was buried deep underneath the expectations and stereotypes forced on you your whole life. slowly i have peeled away the layers hiding my true self and with this i am one more layer free.

it’s been freeing and i actually feel more comfortable and confident leaning into my fem side now knowing that yeah i’m actually on purpose looking like this and it’s not just “my default setting” or something

i don’t look in the mirror now and think about how my jeans accentuate my hips a little more than i would prefer today and instead when i start to think that i stop and think “am i really dressing all that different from any non fem person??” and the answer is always NO

so i guess if anyone else out there is reading this and if my ramblings make sense i just wanna let you know that your body is not your presentation and nobody else gets to decide what is.

#this is a long post but i wanted to get it off my chest #i’ve been thinking about this for about 3 weeks now #i’ve done a lot of introspection about this #shoutout to the post that made me have this realization #i really needed it #i wish i could remember what even spurred this from me but i cannot #anyways i hope this might help someone else out there #agender #genderqueer #transgender #trans #nonbinary #gender stuff #gender dysphoria

[boba-beom]

pls drunk yeonjun is the cutest🥺🥺

YES HE IS 🥹 I hadn't realised how different he had sounded until I rewatched it and I could hear the difference as well as the speed of his speech. he truly is so precious >//< no wonder yoongi was so endeared by him

#april ♡ #aprilisque ♡ #[ 🪴 ] — asks. #[ 🧸 ] — mutuals. #my btxt heart is so full #I really needed it

[illiana-mystery]

Here’s an Alfred Molina for you whenever you feel sad 💙

Oh my gosh!!! 😍😍😍 Thank you!!! 😆😁

#oh my gosh #he's so adorable #thanks for this! #i really needed it #ya girl is going through it #but i know i'll survive #asks #otto octavius #spiderman 2 #alfred molina

[tteokdoroki]

that nap was crazy like what year is it bro

#i really needed it #but my mouf is so dry now #✧ ₊˚💭੭ — aali just posted

[smolfoxbab]

to the Sky player performing ghibli amd various other musics that I sat listening to for a good long while: thank you, I love you

#sky children of the light #i really needed it #and you were very good at playing <3 #soothed my soul a little #i nicknamed you “musician” #just so ill remember <3

[danielfuckingricciardo]

I applied for my MA yesterday, got an offer for a place today!! Applied for finance, so now I just need to find some accommodation that isn’t gonna break the bank, and I’m getting more letters after my name babey! Let’s fucking gooooooo

#personal #this is the first win I’ve had in weeks #I really needed it

[faedecay]

Just slept for damn near 12 hours holy fuck

#fae talks #i really needed it

[rekhaa]

I slept soo well last night, a solid 10+ hours

#i really needed it

[queerfemboybf]

thinking about how i just randomly decided to re-join tumblr one day a couple months ago; and how that one little decision has led to me making a great friend who's quickly become my favorite person. 🥺🥰

#staticsys talks #-jay #i love my fp 🥺 #thank u tumblr for giving me a new friend #i really needed it

[azraels-eden]

Papa blowing a kiss to the audience during last night’s concert

#music #that show was just utterly breathtaking #i really needed it #ghost #ghost the band