#I regret it immensely

[colacorvus]

Hey so I was stupid and deleted like. ALL my blogs (dont ask)

#jengu jabber #i regret it immensely

[rustyfoxxo]

#fatal frame #i decided to play this session completely in the dark #i regret it immensely #rustyfox thoughts

[polarsirens]

I should never have made you.

#dimension 20 #dimension 20 spoilers #neverafter #neverafter spoilers #d20 #d20 spoilers #pinocchio #fanart #my art #there are so many great moments this new episode #but i can’t help but keep on thinking about this #i am so fucking not okay #what is your immense regret #in the face of this child’s life #that you gave #now tatters on the floor

[jodiosmenu]

i forgot for a bit i live on an island in Africa, got myself some nasty sunburns on my knees and have been limping the past two days

#personal #i was too shy to ask for sunscreen from my friends #i regret it immensely

[surreal-duck]

es rarepair week day 6 - holiday/shopping

i think about the flambé santa bears a normal amount

#just to preface this i do not celebrate nor particularly care about christmas at all. its their season to me tho #my sincerest apologies for yesterday's one. i have no regrets though and i enjoy reading the tags immensely o7 glad it turned out ok #es rarepair week #duck scribbles #doodles #midoyuzu #yuzumido #midori takamine #yuzuru fushimi #enstars #enstars rarepair week #just noticed i tend to go for the first of each day's prompts wkjwkjghkdjs oops #i think midori absolutely wouldve gone to each flambe performance and wouldve wanted those teddy bears too but failed to get one himself #its ok tho !!! she gets one personally from yuzuru later 👍 #think maybe yuzuru also wouldve seen him in the audience and aimed in that direction but miss too. rip #also a new sketchbook for yuzuru !!! mascot themed ofc

[soldier-poet-king]

Ik the internet has collectively decided liking Hamilton is cringe bc ppl were writing real person fic, making founding father self inserts, and because anything that gets a big enough following must be mercilessly shunned after 6-12 months but like, I got surprise tickets to a matinee today as a bday gift and it really IS that good?

Like. I'm not USamerican. I'm not sitting here like "oh yes this is absolutely historically accurate and this is how everything went down and how these ppl were irl". Its a story. A historical adaptation. But it's a Damn Good Story. It's thematically compelling. It's emotionally resonant. It's about hunger and imagining death and ambition, about that desperation that drives you towards elusive satisfaction, about legacy and memory and the construction and telling of narratives, it's about UNEARNED GRACE and impossible forgiveness.

Like it really IS a good story, and as someone who only know these people as /characters/ and not historical figures, they're compelling characters? Their arcs are interesting? Hamilton and Burr as foils is so good? Washington as a model of leadership and of regret? Of legacy earned and unearned? ELIZA??MY EVERYTHING?? She's not a "main" character but the narrative hinges on her, when Hamilton is stripped bare of his ambition he thinks of her. She controls and saves the narrative, ultimately. It comes down to Eliza as the centre of it all, best of wives and best of women truly.

The music is a bop, the choreography fun, the set design simple but effective. Like? I get things that have a massive teen fandom can be annoying, and taking it as Historical Fact would be stupid. But as a story???? It really is that good?

Also we had an understudy as Hamilton and he was v young with such a soft higher voice and it REALLY worked esp in act 1 with the whole young scrappy hungry thing. He was also shorter than Eliza which imo. Perfect. Tiny man among a cast of largely very tall men and a few very tall women.

#who else is giving me martyrdom fantasies and ambitious unending hunger and legacy and history and narrative #And the UNEARNED GRACE OF IT ALL #forgiveness? can you imagine? #LIKE. IT REALLY GENUINELY IS GOOD. AND I ENJOY IT IMMENSELY #its a fuckin GOOD story #maybe i am just able to be like. completely separate from the historical aspects bc i am not american #like yeah the real goerge washington owned slaves. evil vile. #but hamilton Goerges is like. a character. they r not the same. he is a compelling portrait of leadership and regret. #one last time makes me cry. i wanna sit under my own vine and fig tree. like damn ok u got me #the hamilton burr foil is obvs contructed for thr show. but its GOOD its NARRATIVELY COMPELLING like. #anyway. i have been really uhhh ******** lately #but this was. this was good. #live theatre in general is just good for me. its just so expensive so i rarely go #but man. the arts. the arts. THIS is why we live and work

[goldenwaves]

miss oranje disco dancer

#i think about her so much #klaasje amandou #disco elysium #ts4 #sims 4 #i am aware i am creatively broke and all i do is headshots of women but heres another one #finished disco elysium and immediately devoured every fic in the f/f category on ao3 there might only be 40 fics there but i treasure them #shoutout to women who are 28 year old alcoholic international spies who already regret and feel immense sorrow about their life #ts4 edit

[communistkenobi]

sometimes I think oh actually being completely estranged from both of my parents is getting less painful now and then I see a tiktok about a guy showing off a beautiful present his daughter made for him and i have to stop watching the video so I don’t cry

#shoutout to people who don’t speak to their families. one of the most difficult things you can do in basically every single way #it does suck that immense amounts of grief don’t really go away they just become part of your daily life #I’m doing so much better than I was this time last year so i need to keep that in mind. It was a good decision I don’t regret it #I grieve for my parents a lot but I just cannot be around them. they are filled to the brim with poison #just deeply unhappy people whose only real source of power is abusing and controlling their children

[ruderubicante]

T'is I, a bug.

#I made this and almost instantly regretted it #as much as I like it #it has a rantsona vibe I dislike immensely #there will be no discourse on my blog thank you #i shall instead impart transformers lore onto everyone who asks #you will not like it or want it #but it will be there #art #illustration #bug #goat #my art #mild horror

[matchacake]

Kitty and her beloved cat Charmmy have finally settled into their new cozy cottage home in Henford-on-Bagley! Just before it started snowing, too.

#guys I figured out how to use reshade and I'm so immensely proud of myself lmao #big thank you ashubii for helping me out tbh!! #also I decided to start this save during winter because I literally never do that #and already I am regretting my choices haha #oc:kittywhite #pet:charmmy #ts4sanriolegacy #sanriogen1 #simblr

[spaghetti-aldente]

The sanctioned action is to bleed

OC belongs to @thatspazz

#art #digital art #my art #not my ocs #fellas is it gay to kill your situationship out of immense guilt and an inability to accept your own feelings and then in your immense grie #and regret you lose your humanity and become a beast? #rip snowball #also any latin studiers if i messed up the Latin please let me know… #body horror

[thyandrawrites]

Me: *sees a cute mini chameleon amigurumi pattern*

Me: *has purple yarn*

....

....

Also me: but should I?

#I know I will #And that I will regret this immensely once I'm crocheting tiny rounds with a tiny hook #But now I want to make a tiny purple chameleon on a tiny little choki cactus #The brainrot is strong in me and no one's stopping me so #Thyandra.txt #Been a while since I last crocheted something self indulgent #I was sidetracked by gifts

[whatudottu]

...So yeah turns out I was lying in the tags butch Bulkhead actually gave me inspiration for t-swag Breakdown??? Inspired entirely by big naturals (not that you can tell) I did this in like... 30 or 40 minutes??? Never doubt the power of a butch I learnt that!

Look at this and tell me he’s not canonically trans I swear to god (projecting)

#breakdown #tfp breakdown #transformers #tfp #humanformers #maccadam #fanart #okay okay so this is fucking insane because i have been suffering making a breakdown human design for at least a year #and i came up with this shit in half an hour and everytime i look at it i don't regret it once? #maybe i forgot a headband to put on this bitch like i did with bulk but like i'm not risking changing anything i've suffered too long #imagine this bitch has a headband and he's not wearing it at the moment #also might've forgotten the whole eyepatch thing but like i was looking at two eyed breakdown forgive me #the reason why butch bulk and t-swag breaky are a combo pair because bulk introduced break to butch life #(aka the bitches are exes and our bi king found immense euphoria in being he/him he didn't notice the swag) #then plagued with both paranoia and dysphoria only really came out to bulkhead because he deserved to know #while bulkhead wasn't into guys he was at least still friendly with breakdown but like #unmedicated breakdown is utterly fucking terrified about being outed and it's really just that refusal to get help and stuff #that drives breakdown away and idk maybe bulkhead assumed he was way too jumpy to not be hiding something else #turn to con- get hit- go through transition etc because breaky gets idk either anti-anxiety or anti-psychotic (paranoia baby 😎✌) #bulkhead and breakdown meet again and it's like 'congratulations on transitioning' and literally still fighting like a bot and con would #and wheeljack who is also butch is unaware that breakdown pre and post are the same person so it's like #'remember that scout you used to date' *simultaneously* bulk: 'she's dead' break: 'she's my sister' #wheeljack: '...oh yeah i can see why you hate each other' and just gets on with it #confused euphoria and like 'i know this makes you happy so congrats but like also i don't like you that much' dynamic #yeah-

[antisocialxconstruct]

kinda gay to fall in love with your coworker :/

#shadowrun #ghost city #maksim girard #ilya kasharin #I really wanted to caption this with some like. fake details about episodes from different seasons of a fake show #but then I got the phrase 'kinda gay to fall in love with your coworker' stuck in my head and I physically couldn't write anything else #even though I think it'd be very funny and immensely satisfying if I managed to trick anyone into thinking they were real screenshots #anyway fake screenshots are all fun and games until you realize you have to render backgrounds!!!! hell on earth!!! #will I regret posting this at 6.30 pm on xmas.... it remains to be seen #artbyrom

[wearysaer]

Posting a wip to manifest the energy to finish this(these) piece(s).

#saersketches #I keep making full-body pieces and regretting it immensely because they take me a lot of time #I am also drowning in wips #help

[jyou-no-sonoko19]

'Your country needs you', she told them. 'Wars don't fight themselves.'

#Michelle Gomez #Laura De Mille #Madame Rouge #Doom Patrol #Doom Patrol Spoilers #Set 1 of 2 #At first I wanted to put the Regrets ideas in one set but then this one needed too many gifs #So the other one which has a matching colouration comes next #Aaaaanyway my heart is breaking #MG is unrelenting but I'd have it no other way #I cut out all the 'no matches found' nonsense from the set because it's obvious what she's doing #Do you like the bloody Stamp and Bloody Lips combo? #I hoped it would give that sense of ruthlessness to Laura's own memory of herself #That she chooses to remember herself as even worse than she was #Probably thinking 'Yes I didn't want to do it... but if I really didn't want to do it... then wouldn't I have fought harder against it?' #gah the way she's doing those fast little shakes of the head as she realises everyone she sent to war is dead #or almost certainly dead #except for the Sisterhood #wherever they've gone to #She's -- as usual -- having an immensely private and silent breakdown #(How very unusual for an MG character I'm sure you'll agree) #Unrelated but also related note: god these were both such excellent looks #The present day one celebrating her curls and a patterned blazer is everything #style icon Laura De Mille honestly #(I'm really upset about some of the dithering in one of these gifs #I tried everything I could to keep the contrast yet reduce the highest bits becoming noticeable #but the tech is against me #No matter what I do in Vegas the final quality is largely out of my hands #I apologise to your eyes I swear I tried to do better #Using the other type of gif conversion fixed that issue but made everything muddy imo)