#I said it before but a college!e2l!au where you just causally bicker in class but when he’s not there you’re blankly staring at him seat

[cinanamon]

Going through a little emotional moment of love over how Jk is my ult and is probably my ult ult don’t mind me quietly sobbing in the background

#everytime he sings I just 😭 #watching him dance is! watching him smile is! the little nose scrunch with stars in his eyes!! #his competitiveness is! his dorkiness is! his caring personality is! #dude he’s. I can’t even explain it I’m quite literally head empty tears streaming #I’m so proud of him???? I’m so inspired by him??? I’m so in love with him?? #like idk he’s an ideal person and character like I want to write about him and meet him and then he so affected and winded I never forget #our encounter. or maybe he’s someone you’ve known for so long and he’s just consistent and so /him/ that it’s not until he does/says somethi #no specific or he’s not there that it /hits/ you how you can’t do it without him #I said it before but a college!e2l!au where you just causally bicker in class but when he’s not there you’re blankly staring at him seat #and worrying your bottom lip between your teeth wondering where he is is he okay is he thinking of me? #I want to mess up his hair and giggle together with stars in our eyes and our cheeks hurt and he picks you up and tosses you on the couch #before he lays on top of you with a content sigh his cheek against your stomach and you play with his hair and kiss the crown of his head wh #Ike he ramvles and jokes!!! #wtf!! wtf!!! wow!!! #Taehyung is a muse but I think he’s more like me. that’s why I’m attracted and inspired by him. Jungkook tho...is my ideal I think. every #thing about him. I want to show him love so bad. I want to give my all asked Jen #I’m delusional LMFAO oky just let me ramble as a hopeless romantic who thinks she knows something about love bc of her ability to write #and the boy she doesn’t actually have to form a relationship with adorns #rambles