#I showered and then forgot to eat

[shartfinz]

my problem with art is I don't have an obsession with random media that I can make cringe aus for I like mcr that's real people 😭 I miss liking Homestuck more I could actually draw when I liked Homestuck more

#it'll come back eventually #i want to artificially induce it #but i cant I've tried before #see i will always like homestuck but ny brain forces me to take breaks for it see sometimes they last for a week sometimes months or worst #of all sometimes years at a time #like the first time oh the winter's were so long i missed my love (dirk strider) #I filled my time with disney movies and stranger things #dark times #(i still love stranger things my brains just also making me take a break from that) #(last summer it almost killed me 😔 when part 2 of season 4 dropped i watched it the moment i woke up and forgot to eat or drink or shower #or piss till i finised it i was SHAKING)

[frecklystars]

I wonder if Barbie and Ken were confused when they went to the real world and discovered that their clothes weren't magically appearing on their bodies at the shop, and that they had to actually put them on themselves.

But maybe they were already aware of humans not having magic like that. Maybe they know everything in BarbieLand is based on your imagination. They seemed aware of other things for some reason? They know what genitals are even if nobody in BarbieLand has any at all, which also confuses me? They know they're dolls being played with, which makes sense bc that's their purpose. Do they have some sort of awareness of the real world automatically when they're created, because they know they're being played with? Do they HAVE to have some idea of how certain things work in the real world? Margot said there was going to be a scene where Barbie and Ken actually do try to kiss each other after the dance party but neither of them knew how kissing would work so they'd just bonk their faces together, but they couldn't pull it off without making it look awkward so they scrapped the scene. And in the movie it seems like they do know how kissing would work bc Ken goes for a kiss three times.

Barbie didn't react when she drank tea for the first time, she didn't react to the taste of it. At first I thought maybe she'd just be so focused on making sure she didn't spill it that she didn't care what was hitting her taste buds, but then I remembered that she reacted with disgust when she "drank" the imaginary expired milk. So the fake food does have taste in their world. That's interesting.

#but that last part also confuses me bc margot said in an interview that barbie DOESNT taste things #she was like 'she'd be thrilled to try any food in the real world for the first time' #'if she had crackers she'd think they're amazing just bc she's actually eating them' #but why would she be thrilled if she CAN taste in barbieland? #maybe margot forgot bc she was working on the movie for literaly years and that scene shes eating waffles is barely 2 seconds #or maybe i misunderstood and she meant she would just enjoy food that they dont make in barbieland #like idk they probably dont have plastic crackers #would barbie be surprised to turn on the shower and it's real water shooting in her face? #would she be surprised to step on the pool and actually fall into it instead of walking over it? #they experienced elements in the real world for the very first time #i wonder if they felt the heat of the sun and wondered what the hell that was #i wonder if they'd react to rain. if they knew what that is or if they'd be like 'oh kids pretend it rains when they play all the time' #do the kens magically change clothes too? they dont have closets or homes #where the hell do they get dressed? do their barbies give them clothes?? #kens got no house no car no phone no email no job no prospects he's got NOTHIN #ryan gosling rly said ken has absolutely fucking nothing but he's got all the genitals #interested in horses but not interesting as a person at all dont make that mistake thats a slippery slope #his words not mine #woof

[m1d-45]

Here’s an alternative to my previous ask. I’m not sure which works better, or which I like more…

- cryo anon

>>>

Your eyes widen. He’s panicking, you realise, desperate for you to believe him. But is it genuine, or nothing more than an act? You can’t tell anymore. You’ve lost track of how many times someone has pleaded for you to trust them, only to turn on you the moment your guard is down.

Then again, does it matter? You’ve long grown tired of running.

You make your choice.

“Captain Kaeya.”

Your voice gently pulls him from his thoughts. He blinks and sees you standing before him, his precious katana resting on your open palms. It glistens in the moonlight. An offering, he realises.

“I’m sorry. For worrying you. And for being so hostile when you went out of your way to look for me.”

i do like this one better, if that matters

like.. reader just being exhausted of running, and hating being the source of kaeya’s desperation, of taking the moment to think logically at least somewhat and recognize ‘hey, if he wanted me dead, he would have done so already.’

your hands shake as you pick up his sword, almost thankful he seems too dazed to notice your movement. it’s heavier than you’d thought—or maybe it’s just the nerves?

part of you doesn’t fully mean your apology, still wants to flee, to drop his sword and run into the thicket, hoping the thorns catch on his clothes. but you stay, and you stand, and you only flinch a little when the chill from his hands reaches yours.

but his hand hesitates over the handle. “you have a right to be afraid. the traveller told us what happened.”

you wince, hand retracting slightly, and he carefully lifts his sword from your hold before you hurt yourself.

he can tell you’re nervous, that seeing his sword in his hand makes your heart pick up. he slips it into his inventory, taking half a step back to give you space.

he doesn’t know what happened to you, nor the full story of the hunt, but… he’ll do his best to make it right.

#m1d : [chats] #cryo anon #what the fuck have i been DOING these past few days fr #like???????? #any man after the meteor shower event can’t write. all he know is character ai charge they phone hate watch on yt be gay eat chip and lie #what the fuck is going ON in my brain rn #i blame it on ‘hotel room service’ by pitbull at LEAST a little bit #god i forgot my commissions the past like two days!!!!! what the fuck!!!!!

[eggthew]

good morning every one.... today will be good im manifesting it ^_^ I have to do some online assessments for my course application, then I shall do some tidying and drawing!! Gonna try my hardest to get in some lizard time and a short walk, and if I'm very lucky some writing... but I dont have high hopes for that haha

How is everyone else today!!

#but first... shower stretches (I forgot to do them yesterday 😬) and eat #ive had my meds already!! #egg talks

[ilonacho]

i miss having time for fandom😔

#btw i forgot to mention i went to see saw x recently #i went to a dead mall after work and i was COMPLETELY by myself in the theater it was the best ever #movie was also the best!! no spoilers but def up there w/ saw n saw vi #but anyway. kinda on that note watching saw has p much been the only halloweeny thing ive had time for this month. sigh #i hate how much of my time work takes like when i come home i have to take care of shit n shower n eat and then its already 8pm #so i only have a couple hours before i gotta go to bed to do it all over again #even if i have a couple hours its not enough to draw :( i miss drawing #ive been working on some oc stuff at work and by that i mean thinking of lore and drawing quick doodles on receipt paper #but thats abt it lol #weve been catching up w/ the great north (god its so good. i forgot how damn good it is) #n bobs burgers n the simpsons. and theres still more were behind on #but i miss it!!! i miss drawing fanart and my faves n my sonas lmao!! #especially my simpsona😔 2020 was something id never had that much lore for a sona #AND I MISS IT!!!!!! #ughh dont mind me just been on my mind a lot #stupid capitalist hellscape

[baconcolacan]

guess who just read kings cross and is going through every emotion ever 😍

OH AUGH I JUST SAW THIS NOW

Wahaha thank you :3c I’m glad you liked it

#asks #shower-man #BTW: #I’m sorry if I dont reply to asks sometimes #tumblr gets kinda funky and eats asks at random #or doesnt notify me when an ask is made #that orrr I saw it and forgot to respond/am too busy to respond tjskdkf #Two Kings ao3

[toastsnaffler]

literally all I do at work is think abt how long it's gonna be until I can next play elden ring.....

#pls i need my elden ring hit.... save me elden ring... elden ring save me......... #i wanna go roundtable hold before i next do anything bc i think theres a questline i forgot to follow up on. im fucking terrible at- #keeping track of npc/story stuff lol i keep killing the bosses they want me to before i even talk to them #if my bus is on time and i do a 20 min workout as soon as i get in and then if im fast cooking and eating and showering #i can probably play before half 7 which gives me like. just less than 2 hours of playtime #might even be able to get to the next main boss fight 💪💪💪💪 #SIGH. just 1 hour and 40 mins left at work...... #.diaries

[emdotcom]

Status update! I'm still fucking tired, & i still have no money

#gale chatter #the 29th is so far away. i lucked out & found a 10 dollar bill so MAYBE i can afford gas until then #i am working a lot to not get paid at all #my body is actively flushing away all my energy & trying to kill me #so i need to go to a doctor. but i barely have gas money do you really think i can afford a doctor visit rn #if there is a bill or auto payment somewhere i forgot to stop i am fucked #anyways. time to clock in now #i slept 14 hours today & 14 hours the day before #but i am bleeding away so much that i am. still fucking tired #i woke up at 6:30 & taking the time to eat & shower robbed away what little time i had before i needed to go #every fun thing i do is a rush #bc i need to leave in an hour or so #vent #negative

[alex-just-vibing]

grah my head feels like it might explode

#this essay prompt makes 0 fucking sense #love this teacher. fucking hate how she teaches tho #we're supposed to have a rough draft by the end of class tomorrow #okay not too horrible #IF MOT FOR THE FACT SHE KEEOS CHAINGING THE ALREADY FUCKIBG CONFUSING ASS PROMPT #i can write essays about whatever stupid fucking novel you need me to #but myself?? #a significant memory i have??? that i learned a stupid fucking lesson from????? #i have like 0 significant memories from before the age of like. 10. and still not all that many after thay <3 #should i talk ab how my dad fucking died? would you like that you asshole????????? #what fucking lesson would I have learned from that? dont become a fucjibg alvoholic? #shit i feel like im gonna fucking cry again i cant do this shit #i have the general vibe for each paragraph listed out ill work on it more in homeroom tomorrow #we wont even have the full fucking class for this tomorrow cuz she's a fucking asshole who gives us like five fucking seconds in class per #assignment #fucking hell dude #especially since half the class said they hadnt even started writing by like halfway through our (shortened!) class yesterday #im gonna fucking explode #my stuff #alex is not vibing. #also pjysicially too my dumbass forgot to eat dinner cuz hehe haha omg i can sing and suddenly uts 10 and i havent showered yet and my mom #will be getting home soon so i need to shower then rush my gay ass to bed #which i am in currently. #so im also feeling the forgor to eat feeling too <3

[autumnhobbit]

going to jump off a bridge over……food

#I already feel like shit about the fact that I eat like garbage #but I’ve been meaning to make this damned ‘healthy’ salad for like 3 weeks and cannot for the life of me keep any of the ingredients viable #long enough to make the fucking thing #so today I had to run to the grocery to get tea and grabbed some ingredients #after work mind you #after I left I went ‘oh I forgot milk’ #which I NEEDED #so I stopped aFUCKINGGAIN #at dollar store to get some #then after I left there I realized I forgot tortilla chips #went ‘fuck it I’ll make them at home’ #get home #leap through the shower and get straight to work #I even remembered to get the chicken out of the freezer yesterday night #well guess what it’s still fucking frozen #so. forget that I guess #now the lettuce and corn and all the other ingredients are gonna fucking rot #my kitchen’s a fucking wreck #I have no time and no energy to clean any part of this damned apartment to do anything #I’m going to stop now before I go into the whole other thing but I am. done

[sorrellegiance]

worn the fuck out why did my grandparents have so many children and then why did all their children have so many children

#played THREE rounds of foosball (first to nine points each) with the eight year old and then he wanted to play animals upon animals which is #a very delightful animal stacking die rolling game and i could've played a lot more of that only then the ten year old came along and wante #to start a game of monopoly and i did some theatrics about how LONG and BORING monopoly was and i'd rather play the spinning fish game with #the four year old but then they wheedled me a bit and i said fine but i would be setting a timer for thirty minutes on my phone and then i #would be fishing but then it was thirty minutes and i said fine ten more minutes because i'd just bought boardwalk and was flush with hope #but then had some spectacularly bad rolls and had to start mortgaging everything and somewhere in all that i forgot to stick to the timer #and then i was mortgaged to the hilt and hungry (two aunts got stuck on the bridge coming and dinner was pushed back and back) until finall #i landed on a property with a hotel and then another with FOUR houses on it and that was it for my career as a landlord #after dinner i sat down at the keyboard and banged out some tunes with the four year old (her full force with her palms and me rattling up #and down the top octave with two pointer fingers which i think will be quite bruised tomorrow) and it turned into freeze when she abruptly #switches the keyboard off and runs a lap around the grand piano and continue banging when she gets back on the bench and then after that sh #started chasing me around the big living room sectional and there was a lot of slipping skidding around corners in my socks which was FUN A #HECK and then i let her roll me around on the nice thick rug and then she chased me some more around everyone eating cake (mango mousse and #a green tea three layer with red bean cream SO GOOD) and then my mom sighed a lot about how stinky i was in the car #there aren't even that many children!! two of them had just turned thirteen! teenagers!! but there was just so much children for so few #children (six of em) sheesh!! okay yeah definitely time to shower now sor #a happy thing #sor.txt

[daddysropepuppy]

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#delete later #there's nothing like a good ten or so orgasms and a shower to make you realize that you forgot to eat #and there's like nothing i wanna eat rn :(( #so random snacks it is ig #also shout out to my vibe fr that felt fuckin fantastic

[girlwithfish]

ive been so unwell all week its like been a pretty bad rock bottom comparatively bc i was mostly ok most of june besides the regular stuff but it wasnt anything too crazy but i am literally crazy this week i wont get into it <3 need to do my dbt and need to take a pill that will make me the most relaxed unbothered normal person ever

#forgot today is a holiday so my bf didnt have class today bc uni is closed and #idk i dont hav much to do.. i have a few things id like to get done #rn the plan is to eat leftovers shower probably maybe get gas maybe print some forms i need(have to go toa library . n oprinter moment) #do dbt and then buy some bday gifts and #maybe wash sheets or maybe just a load of laundry for clothes bc im running out of socks <3

[helloidkwhatimdoing-0]

Lads i fucked up and forgot to eat breakfast but its okay bc im gonna eat lunch now

#moss mumbles #tw food mention #i just forgot. i was like. well I'll shower first and I'll do this first and this first and just let me do this b4 i eat #and then bam. lunchtime #anyway its time 4 lunch im gonna eat so much bread #if we have any actually idk if we do #OH I HAVEN'T HAD A DRINK TODAY #DEFINITELY DOING THAT NOW TOO

[fentanyl-fantasies]

My apolocheese for not giving le Nei art when I got home.. I was thriving off 1 hour of sleep and needed a boy nap.. a bit of a snooze..

#rambles #sorry maybe when I get out of the shower I’ll draw her #i forgot to eat too #i have to do that grrrrr

[badolmen]

I was trying to be Productive today and I was but not to the extent I wanted to be so now I’ve been sitting here for an hour trying to will myself to manually transfer another set of photos but. I think I’m gonna not do that.

#ra speaks #personal #got 600+ pics from my 2022 initial state backed up and labeled #I still have ~300 (split between 3 sites) to transfer so I thought I’d try to get 1/3 done #nope. not happening. #guess I’ll do the other Thing I Don’t Wanna Do and go get some groceries I forgot to snag over the weekend #and then I’ll workout and shower and enjoy the rest of my day. as best I can. #edit: task one failed I listened to the voice in my head that says I don’t need tortilla shells that badly this week I can just eat raw cais