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stjernfaerie · 4 years

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I finally watched all of MCU

in release order because IT MAKES SENSE!!!!

special thanks to @littlegingrnut who watched ALL OF THEM with me. She’s the best.

Idk if anyone cares at all, but I feel like sharing, so here’s some thoughts and reactions, enjoy:

Phase 1:

Iron man

okay but like how was Tony such a jerk in the beginning only to become like the most lovable character ever??

YINSEN DID NOT NEED TO DIE :((

did not like the antagonist what was that

I mean he’s not bad I just didn’t like him that much

I wanna get myself a jarvis tho

all in all, really enjoyed it

got me really excited to watch more

The Incredible Hulk

didn't watch cuz aly said not necessary

we just skimmed over the important parts

oh and watched the end credits scene

Iron man 2

this was really great

okay but like I love Ivan Vanko hes such a great antagonist

I LOVE TONY

HE’S SO GREAT

THE CHARACTER DEVELOPMENT AND EVERYTHING GOSH AAH

oh damn ~Natasha Romanoff~

ma’am-

Pepper as a powerful business lady? YES

just... really great shit right here

Thor

Mmmmmm I don't see the hype about Loki??

his two faced-ness is annoying me

also Thor? I didn't love him at first,, he's a bit cliché

STELLAN SKARSGÅRD YES SWEDISH REP

okay but Thor is a good boi actually,,, I take it back he’s pretty great

Oh nooo Loki - yeah lol as if he actually died

YO WHAT WAS UP WITH THAT END CREDITS SCENE that got me all like WTF and shit

also told ya Loki didn’t die

Captain America: The First Avenger

okay full disclosure, I actually watched this one time before bc I started watching them in chronological order but never got any further than this

it made so much more sense this time

I liked it so much better this time

because THE RELEASE ORDER MAKES SO MUCH SENSE

anyway

this was good !!

I'm gay for Peggy omg

and Steve is such a good boi

DID BUCKY REALLY HAVE TO DIE

all in all not my favourite tho, not too memorable tbh

"I had a date" 😭

The Avengers

ohhh man

ALL OF THEM TOGETHER? UGH YES

Oh hello Dr. Banner nice to see u

Loki bro pls chill

OKAY HULK HELLO

NATASHANATASHANATASHA AAAHH I'M GAY

still don't get the Loki hype tbh. maybe a lil bit but idk

THOR OKAY I LOVE THOR NOW

TONY WHAT THE FUCK NO NO NO TONY DON'T

oh okay he's good

I love them all so much oh gosh

I MADE IT THROUGH PHASE ONE WOHOOOO

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Phase 2

Iron man 3

this movie changed me

aly can confirm - I was very much not okay after seeing this

literally had anxiety through all of it

I mean I LOVED it

but like

the ptsd :(((

although I do love that they showed that, just made me love Tony even more

just... showing the ugly parts - love that shit

but also like noooo tony bby :((((

HARLEY!!!! IS SO GREAT !!! AND ALY SAID HE COMES BACK AT ONE POINT!! YAY

just.... Tony Stark man.

great antagonist, love the whole mandarin thing

EXTREMIS? NO THANK U that honestly gives me like zombie ish vibes or smth I don’t like it

but like it was great

OH PEPPER JUST BECAME 10x HOTTER DAMN SHE JUST GETS MORE AND MORE ATTRACTIVE EACH MOVIE HUH

PEPPER ALMOST DYING? NOPE

THE PAIN IN TONY'S FACE? NOPE

all in all loved this so much and I am still not really okay

Thor: The Dark World

I see why people think this is the worst Thor movie.

DON’T GET ME WRONG IT WAS GREAT

but like,,, meh? the big end fight was so anti-climactic? not epic at all like what the fuck

I LOVE DARCY

but she's clearly gay so stop makin her fool around with the intern

but like Thor is such a soft boi and I love him

again, Loki's two-faced-ness – aRH

but,,,, I get the Loki hype now

I'm aboard the train

I love Loki

oh oh oh the part in his prison cell when Thor comes to talk to him and is all like "enough tricks" and then his cell is all torn up and he's all torn up and AH BABY 😭

Thor just needs cuddles

Aaaaand this is where I accidentally got the worst possible spoiler. :)))

I wanted to watch some wholesome Tony Stark content before bed and so I searched youtube for "Iron Man" and clicked on a video I thought looked nice and wholesome. I accidentally read the top comment and then proceeded to break down and freak out to Aly and Hanna on Aly’s live, and they comforted me and stuff <3

Aly then told me that “hey remember that I told you that the little boy in Iron Man 3 comes back at one point? Yeah that’s at the funeral”

STUPIDLY, I then watched the death scene on YouTube, went to bed crying, and of course, dreaming about it. I will never be okay again and I will never be ready for Endgame thank you and goodbye.

anywAY,,,,,

Captain America: Winter Soldier

*SO MUCH SCREAMING*

I thought that Bucky didn’t deserve to die - and he didn’t - but like,,, DYING WOULD HAVE BEEN BETTER THAN THIS

the ~bromance~

nat and steve I mean, so good

I AM NOT OKAY I WAS NOT PREPARED FOR THIS MOVIE BUT IT WAS AMAZING

Natasha tho mmmmmhhf

I was rly confused while watching but like everything came together at the end and it was so nice and damn this is one of my favorites so far

Sam is great I want more of Sam

Guardians of the Galaxy

multiple people had told me that they thought I’d really like this movie

honestly? I didn’t

it was kinda meh?

like I found it very predictable and cliché and not in a delightful way

idk if it’s just that I know that Chris Pratt is a dick but I don’t like Peter

I rly like Gamora and Nebula, but like I’m a lesbian, so I don’t think anyone’s surprised that I like the traumatized warrior gals

but like in general I’m kinda disappointed

I only gasped like twice, and it was barely gasp-worthy moments

Avengers: Age of Ultron

All of them together just makes me so happy, they’re so cute with each other AH

loved Ultron as the antagonist. that was great.

but,,,, I was a bit disappointed that we didn’t really get to see any regret from Tony bc he created Ultron

THE TWINS ARE FANTASTIC

whatever’s going on with Bruce and Nat, I don’t like it

TOO MANY moments that reminded me of the spoiler that I refuse to speak. Did not enjoy

everyone just needs to be hugged why doesn’t anybody HUG THEM????

not happy about Jarvis dying :((( even tho he technically didn’t die but like HE’S NOT JARVIS ANYMORE IS HE

and then Tony just replaces him with this Friday just like that??? no i’m not okay with that

in a ranking scenario this one falls in like the top of the middle range? Like it’s not one of the favorites, but it’s still up there.

I FUCKING DID IT AGAIN ARGH

I was just reading about new MCU projects that are coming up and THERE WAS A SPOILER WARNING, but STUPID AS I AM I DISREGARDED that and kept on reading. I was just skimming through the text and I read “Loki who dies” and stopped right there, because AAHH FUCKING SHIT

I was on a call with Aly as this happened and so I told her that I had given myself a spoiler again and that it was about Loki, and she was all like I can’t remember anything that happens to Loki hmm, and so I thought YAY it’s okay, they just meant one of the times when he fake died!!! so I went on to keep reading, but before I could read anything else Aly stopped me, remembering. She told me it would be gut-wrenching and terrible and I’m just-

So disappointed in myself.

Ant-Man

it was an enjoyable movie, but like,,, a little meh?

I feel kinda the same as I did with GOTG

but I like each of them better than the other for different reasons? idk???

the plot wasn’t very thick, like I could have gone away to pee without pausing and probably not miss too much

I didn’t really get invested in the story or the characters

but it was enjoyable for sure

Sam!!! Hello!!!!

Again, like with GOTG, I found it kinda cliché, but in a more delightful way this time

WE MADE IT THROUGH PHASE 2 AND PASSED THE HALF-WAY POINT WOHOOOOO

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Phase 3

Captain America: Civil War

I constantly needed to be hugged while watching this

in the end I was fine, like I’ve been way less okay after some of the other movies, but during? needed hugs and cuddles

I love that they were fighting each other it was just... umff you know

but also like,,, LOVE EACH OTHER

Wanda and Vision? no thanks I HATE IT

Steve and Sharon?? NO THANKS I HATE IT

literally that’s just weird on SO many levels

and that kiss was-- ugh I hated it.

SPIDER BOY !!!!! UGH I LOVE HIM ALREADY

Black Panther heLLOOO

ALL THE STUCKY THOOO

Tony and Steve fighting in the end got me :(

Doctor Strange

This one falls at the bottom of my list

It was the shortest movie but it felt SO LONG because I was so bored through all of it

it just never got me hooked, I didn’t get invested in the story at all.

there weren’t even any characters that I liked enough to want to see more

sure another infinity stone and getting to know doctor strange and shit, I get why you kinda need to watch it

but I doubt I’ll watch it again

Guardians of the Galaxy 2

just like with the first one, kinda meh

I didn’t really get into it until the last half hour or so

the music really carried this movie tho

and baby groot !!!

I love Nebula so much, such a great character

Yondu dying was really great, it did a lot for his character

I still don’t really like Peter Quill

I feel like it was barely contributing to the infinity saga, the only thing that’s somewhat connected is that Nebula wants to kill Thanos, and the only reason I know that’s connected is because of spoilers

because I’m not really supposed to know the significance of Thanos at this point

but then again, maybe I’ll feel differently when I’ve finished all the movies

Spiderman: Homecoming

SPIDEY BOY !!!!!!!!!

THIS IS A FAVORITE

I CANNOT EVEN BEGIN TO EXPRESS HOW MUCH I LOVED THIS MOVIE

THE TONY/PETER INTERACTIONS WERE SO GREAT

PETER IS A BABY AND HE’S SO GREAT AND AAAAAHH

HE’S ON MY LIST BTW

AND LIKE,,, CAN WE TALK ABOUT HIS FIGHTING SOUNDS COMPARED TO EVERYONE ELSE’S???? Like steve and thor and shit are all like huOH heeeUH oAH ya know?? and then peter’s over here like eeh heh mmmMHF

HE’S JUST REALLY GREAT AND AAH I LOVED THIS MOVIE SO MUCH

LITERALLY SMILED THROUGH ALMOST ALL OF IT

except when things were going bad and during the fight scenes and shit and when he was in big danger and stuffs

BUT LIKE AAAAAHHHHHHHHHHH

SO GOOD

OH OH OH AND STEVE’S LITTLE EDUCATIONAL VIDEOS WERE SO CUTE AH

hehehheheh and the end credits tho heheheheh

ANYWAY I LOVED THIS MOVIE SO SO SO SOO MUCH

Thor: Ragnarok

ANOTHER FAVORITE AAAAH

ALL THE BROTHERLY MOMENTS THO

Kinda mad that we didn’t get a hug there in the end but oh well

Thor is so sassy and goofy in this one I love it

ugghhhhh I love Loki so much

Hela has so much Maleficent vibes

Heimdall yESSS !!!

all the Thor/Hulk interactions were so PRECIOUS AAH

this was just such a great movie with great character development for both Thor and Loki and ughhhh IT WAS SO GOOD

“get help” was fucking ICONIC

VALKYRIE THO

oof not excited for infinity war :((

Black Panther

this one falls somewhere in the middle for me

like it was good, but it’s not up there

my main issue with it is that it didn’t really feel so much like a superhero movie, it was more just like... family drama

but Shuri tho, love her

and all the awesome ladies fighting!!! yes!!!!

BUCKY!!!

Avengers: Infinity War

I am not okay

I will never be okay again

I thought Loki dying was gonna be the worst part - and honestly, knowing about it beforehand made it less painful actually

but NO NO NO

THE LAST 15 MINUTES IS JUST A CRYFEST HUH

REAL NICE THANK YOU

oh gosh I can’t even think

I told y’all I didn’t like Peter Quill and well, HE DESERVED WHAT HE GOT

oh gosh nope

I’ve been feeling guilty that all of y’all had to wait a full year for endgame but AT LEAST THEN YOU HAD TIME TO BE OKAY AGAIN BEFORE ENDGAME

fucking shit what have I gotten myself into

Ant-Man and the Wasp

I liked this one better than the first ant-man

It’s still not up there but it was good

idk it could just be bc I know the characters more this time or because I kind of had pretty low expectations but I liked this more

oh also maybe I was just happy that I didn’t have to see like all my favorite characters die like I did yesterday :(((

still not okay

anyway, ant-man and the wasp

I really liked Ava, really great character honestly

I liked Hope a whole lot more this time around

still don’t really like her and Scott together, especially after her mother like talked through him and shit. I feel like if I was Hope and my mother talked to me through my love interest, I would feel pretty weird about it all

but maybe that’s just me idk

oh but what I do like about scott and hope is all of hank’s comments about them

he’s funny hehehe

also Luis! great dude

okay but Bill FOSTER???? as in JANE FOSTER?? SEEMINGLY HAVING NO CONNECTION AT ALL???

there’s too many double names in this whole ass franchise and I’m upset

two Peters, two Eriks, two Fosters.... like I know that’s what real life is like, people have the same names, but THIS IS FICTION

YOU CAN AVOID THE CONFUSION

that wasn’t totally related to this movie specifically but this was the third strike dudes, I couldn’t just ignore it anymore.

oh oh oh and I did not appreciate the mid credits scene, I DON’T NEED REMINDERS OF THAT PAIN THANK YOU VERY MUCH

Captain Marvel

this one falls somewhere in the middle for me

like it was good, and I enjoyed it a lot, but it just wasn’t really anything that left me all like woooaaaah omg AH you know???

I really liked how it connected back to previous movies like with Ronan and the Kree people from GOTG and the tesseract and all that jazz

where can I get myself a flerken tho I want one

I appreciate that no one turned into dust, that was nice

my main problem with this movie is that HER POWERS MAKE NO SENSE

like in the beginning it was kinda okay. I didn’t understand her powers, but at least they felt reasonable

then we got to the end and all of a sudden she’s flying and glowing and strong enough to stop and redirect a fuckin missile, and then she’s FLYING INTO BOMBS AND COMING OUT THE OTHER END COMPLETELY UNSCATHED??

OH AND THEN SHE FLIES INTO FUCKIN SPACE WITHOUT A HELMET OR ANYTHING AND SHE CAN BREATHE JUST FINE???

it just makes no sense, it’s completely unreasonable and it makes her too perfect to me. Too unbeatable. I don’t like it.

but all in all a good movie, loved seeing young Fury and shit

Avengers: Endgame I WILL NEVER BE READY

As I thought, I wasn’t ready

But, I actually think that knowing about Tony beforehand made it a bit easier

I still wish I hadn’t known

and I still bawled like a baby

but like,,, I think I would have been way worse off if I hadn’t known

I’m just so sad now

I really need a hug

and even though I just cried more than I’ve done all year I need to cry some more I think

I’m glad everyone who got dusted came back, although I kinda knew they would

well, I would have been fine with Quill staying dusted tbh. I really don’t like that guy

NATASHA WAS NOT ALLOWED TO DIE, I WILL NOT BE OKAY WITH THIS :(

oh gosh yeah I know I have more thoughts about this movie that I wanna say but I need to be more okay first oh man

okay hi again, it’s the next day and I’m still sad but here are some more thoughts:

I hated the whole Bruce/Hulk think. All the good parts about each side of his character were just erased.

I don’t even see the purpose of it.

Okay I kinda knew that Steve was gonna go back to the 40s, but I WASN’T SUPPOSED TO KNOW THAT SO SHH

anyway, I didn’t like Steve staying in the 40s, and here’s why:

he knew that this was the single one out of 14 million times they won against Thanos, so he knew that changing anything at all would fuck it up

but at the same time, I find it hard to believe that Steve could be aware that Tony and Nat dies and not want to do anything about it

even though he knows he can’t

so wouldn’t it have been easier to just go back to the present after he returned all the stones? So he wouldn’t have to live with that dilemma?

ALSO, I WILL NOT ACCEPT that after everything he did to get Bucky back, he just leaves him. Just like that.

Literally the only reason this makes sense is as a setup for the Falcon and The Winter Soldier Disney+ series.

But I still don’t like it

Spiderman: Far From Home

This was nice, I needed this.

I didn’t like it as much as homecoming, but I didn’t expect to considering how much I loved hoco

it was really nice to see some more Peter Parker bc i love him but also like,,, most of it was traumatized spidey boy :((( and that was sad :(

He’s literally just a child and he’s already so damaged and it’s big big sad

the high school vibes were immaculate

not that I’ve actually been to high school in the US but like,,, it felt like a high school movie okok

Okay but like May’s character really did a full 180? I don’t really understand where that all came from, but uhhhh okay then

Okay, Quentin Beck.

before we realized he was bad, I already didn’t like him, cuz it seemed like he was gonna start to become a new father figure for Peter and I WAS NOT COOL WITH THAT

but then I understood that that wasn’t happening so it’s all good

he’s a pretty cool antagonist. not a fave, but pretty cool.

OH OH FLASH IS SO GAY FOR SPIDERMAN THO RIGHT

he actually got some real nice character development that I had not expected, that was nice

all in all, great movie, I love my spidey boy.

pretty sad that I’m done tho... :(

but also like, I watched all of them (except incredible hulk) in 34 days. That’s kinda impressive, right?

ALSO THERE’S NO MORE SPOILER DANGER YAY !!!

and finally, here is my ranking of the movies based on how much I liked them:

0. The Incredible Hulk ( didn’t watch )

SPIDERMAN: HOMECOMING

Thor: Ragnarok

Captain America: Winter Soldier

Avengers: Age of Ultron

Iron Man 3

Avengers

Captain America: Civil War

Spiderman: Far From Home

Iron Man

Avengers: Infinity War

Thor

Avengers: Endgame

Iron Man 2

Thor: The Dark World

Captain Marvel

Black Panther

Captain America: The First Avenger

Ant-Man and the Wasp

Guardians of the Galaxy 2

Ant-Man

Guardians of the Galaxy

Doctor Strange

#i did it guys #aw man #i'm a little bit lost now tbh #like what do i do now #ooc #mcu #marvel cinematic universe #infinity saga

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morphogenetic · 4 years

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@9thdoor (xkit hasnt fixed replies yet im sorry i have to do this this way lkshsdg)

yeah it’s uh. really fuckin bad for first timers. if you’ve played it before it’s whatever but like. adventure mode (ie the “voices only” mode for the non-puzzle-room segments) is just HORRIBLE for a visual novel that’s built so much on descriptive text

and then novel mode does have everything but just smashes it entirely into one screen, which. yknow. doesnt work for obvious spoiler-related reasons

also a lot of the humor that came from some of the puzzles having descriptive dialogue on the top/the item on the bottom is lost. see: the cards of the 9 faces. that shit is SO much funnier in the original and the port kinda loses some of the charms

i also have a bone to pick w the flowchart system that they added to the port, like yes i will fully admit it’s useful but a) not knowing how many routes there are/which doors lead to what initially is part of the charm b) replaying puzzle rooms is kind of annoying but skimming through similar paths over and over again is LITERALLY what (redacted) has to do to get the true ending and In My Personal Opinion, while it’s obviously a limit of the DS to some extent, it’s also A Narrative Choice and the port loses that entirely by letting you skip around. (vlr is different about this bc it shows you the flowchart from the beginning and skipping around makes more Sense)

(also ‘safe’ is now ‘zero lost’ which is the dumbest fucking change on the planet but w/e)

also they changed the final puzzle for literally no fucking reason and the password being ‘password’ still irritates me so fucking intensely (i’ll spare you from the details bc you can look it up on youtube but my god its. so fucking bad and they DIDNT EVEN NEED TO CHANGE IT)

and the sprites got changed to drawings and i think some of them are pretty ugly (santa’s eye is pretty fucked up in one of his main sprites for example) and lose the charm of the sprites but that’s more a personal opinion

#the vlr port is fine though! it was built for the vita too so its not reliant on a dual screen like 999 is #but the 999 port is. ehhhhhghhfh not great #replies #9thdoor

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jujutsu-headcanons · 3 years

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Adult Chucky ohmygod that's exactly what he is too! With Mahito I just- I get WHY he's like that but it doesn't stop me from wanting to punch him in the nose. Which I acknowledge means he's a well written character but- I. Just. Can't. Stand. Him. 🙃🙃🙃

Ok with those hints- and this is just my gut feeling- I'm gonna say it's Geto....is it Geto??? If not that's my only guess ._.

Nanami Kento is a tsundere?!? You heard it here folks Nanami is #1 tsundere and we stan a good dad who protects his children even though he denies it! Though I'm not like into Nanami that way, I'd still die for him to make him happy? If that makes sense? So I'm excited for those relationship headcannons because I feel hes over looked!

And someone else who reads too fast for their own good! Join the party! I don't hate spoilers so I gobble everything up and skim through everything so I've got a gist of the storyline and extra characters. But now I'm like sitting down and dissecting each chapter as I go so I can be super familiar with it for when I decide to write fanfics oops nerd alert

Throw me in that bin of anti Toji...he hurt my baby and I just- My heart and soul belongs to Megumi and if he hates him then I gotta hate him. I don't make the rules ¯\_( ツ)_/¯ Mai is another one I'm having a hard time warming up to. I've warmed up to Todo asdfghjkl him and Yuji bro fighting to best friends is perfect but besides that really everyone else I like bc the story is just THAT good. But I'm only on the exchange arc that I'm like in detail reading. But as I gobble up 5 or more chapters every time I have down time it won't take me long 👁👄👁

💛anon

I'll stand by and cheer while you beat the shit out of Mahito. I promise. I too want to see this sewer rat dissected. He's taken away two possibly three of my favorite characters and shows no sign of stopping so I hope Yuji slams his face in the concrete a couple times soon.

Nope! Although, Getou was on my shit list for a while. I kinda automatically didn't like him at first because he was a "bad guy", but that was short lived. I went from hating him to trying to force myself to hate him. It was all because of the Hidden Inventory arc (which, may I add is officially called Gojo's Past arc? I just refer to is as the flashback arc 👀) and I realized I just.... Can't hate him. For a while I was neutral toward him and then episode 7 happened and now it's game over he's pretty okay

I mean; am I in it totally for the looks?

.... No but maybe.

The person I don't like is Mai! I can't stand her. I think it's ONLY because she reminds me of Lisa from Fire Force (if you haven't watched it, ignore that reference) because I get so pissy towards people who hurt my comfort characters oh my god

I don't like what Mai does to Nobara, and how she treats Maki.

HOWEVER. I do feel like in the current arc she might show up and do something good that will get her off of my shit list. I'm not holding my breath but maybe.

Nanami Kento is the best dad and that's on GOD. Pfffft I was gonna say "what no don't die I need you 💛" but also I would die for Nanami so... I can't say shit xD ahhhh I miss Nanami. Honestly I was a Gojofucker when I started (I mean... Who wasn't?) But I'm attracted to Nanami. Gojo is kinda just a cool character, don't get me wrong like I wanna be his best friend, but I rlly do wanna get Nanamin my heart and my body if he asked politely, which he would do btw he asks before he even so much as kisses you

👀 oop- fanfics? Wanna... Drop a few links in my inbox? I haven't been reading fics lately (ahaha brain go brrrr)

Well! I am 100% not spoiler free. If you ask I'll tell you anything, unless it's something I want you to experience the way I did. I made my friend watch Cautious Hero: The Hero Is Overpowered but Overly Cautious without telling him anything just because I wanted him to be as distraught as I was. It worked.

I do be upset at Toji for what he did to Megs but also? Some events take place in this arc and 👀 I'm kinda hoping Megumi changes his standpoint. It'll be great for his character development, because he's been growing since the first chapter and it's cute. I can't see him completely forgiving his dad, however, we haven't gotten Megs' thought process on What The Fuck ™ happened in the current arc, and he might connect the dots and go "... Huh. So that happened."

... it could also go the wrong way and make him more of a gloomy piece of shit

I rlly just wanna give Megumi a hug I stg. Like. I want to be thrown into the jjk universe, not to live out my own story, but just give everyone a damn hug and just tell them it's gonna be okay l, especially Yuji, Megumi and Gojo bc the first two are having difficult times with their emotions and the second because uhhh. I had this scenario pop in my head and idk why I thought of this, but I guess Gojo and I were fighting about something? And for some reason I was beating the shit out of him. And he was letting the blows land. Like he didn't have infinity activated. He must have done something shitty to allow himself to get beat up and somehow I ended up straddling him and I was yelling shit like "oh, now you won't talk? You won't even look at me in the fucking eye, get this shit off-" and I ripped his blindfold off and I was met with the absolute heart wrenching sight of Gojo Satoru's baby blue eyes swollen with tears. And all he did was smile and say "gomen ne" in his cute little voice (kinda childish, like how he dragged out Yuji's name in the first ep. 'Itadori yuuuuuji') and this scene rlly got me thinking what if the happy go lucky attitude is just a facade he uses to hide how broken he is-

But that's its own separate post lmao

I think I answered everything, have fun reading this shit show

#.ask #long post #💛 anon

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im-the-king-of-the-ocean · 3 years

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For the record, I’m mildly annoyed at myself for looking at Martin’s wiki page bc I’m pretty sure I read a pretty big Elias identity spoiler there (or somewhere similar - it was really early in the morning so who knows)

the good news is I’ve reached most of the other tidbits I had foreknowledge of so I still don’t know everything

(for the record, I only wanted to know if Martin was gonna die cause I realized I was about to get sunk on a ship and I usually like to know that sort of thing ahead of time in those instances when its characters in a queer relationship)

(I’m still not sure he’s going to live through the end, but it feels like he’ll be around for a while longer)

(I have Concerns about Tim tho so many concerns)

(I skimmed Sasha’s page to refresh myself of plot details related to her and it said she was the first of the original trio to die, which could mean she’s not the last to die, and if Martin will likely continue being alive, then that spells misfortune for Tim)

(altho I’m not quite sure how alive Martin is going to be either cause I got the vague impression that Something is going to happen to him)

the other good news is is that it looks like the last third of Season 5 isn’t going to begin airing until January? So I’ll probably be able to listen to at least the end of tma live, which’ll be nice.

I also at some point want to go back and review/re-listen to what I have so far, so I can let it really sink in but I have apparently zero impulse control when it comes to going straight on to the next episode.

#whirl listens to the magnus archives #i just finished #ep92 nothing but remains

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spideyjlaw · 5 years

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My Avengers Endgame World Premiere experience

this is really long, lota rambling feel free to read skim anything idc, no spoilers bc this was on Monday before I saw the movie :)

Ok Ima start Saturday night, this is when I was packing making and painting my posters that said “Thank You Avengers”, I live in California so I didn’t have to fly to this event. At 12am we (my family) we arrive in Los Angeles around 5am. At this time I thought that the premiere was going to be at El Capitan Theatre where it was originally supposed to be. We drive by the theater and we see no one is in line which was weird bc normally there would be people here already so i search and find the location which was switched last min (smh) the drive to the next location wasnt too long but at least i knew i was at the right location bc of the small group of fans and the giant poster that said Avengers Endgame World Premiere. Apparently they changed the location bc they needed a larger screening room and they didnt want tons of fans showing up, there were these girls that were waiting at the El Capitan for 2 hours before they realized something was up. Anyway, we get in line. People who were in charge told the people who stayed over night to go home bc there wasnt going to be a fan area. No one left ofc who would hell no. Then some people went on twitter to talk about it made signs it was confusing but we ended up in a fan area after going through security. We got into the fan area at 12 ish and we had to stand there for another 4 and a half hours before anything exciting happens. Now its around 4pm people are starting to arrive. (THIS IS WHEN THE ACTION STARTS) Benedict Wong then Joe Russo. Not many came all the way down the line, I was the last one on the line before it wrapped around the corner. But I did want to get barricade and able to see action so Im grateful for my spot. Then Anthony Mackie arrives he’s walking to end of the fan area around the small corner but as hes walking right as he gets near me i scream at the top of my lungs, he stops right in front of me and i go “AHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!ANTHONYYYYY MACKiE I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!!” he looks at me biggest smile. We had a whole moment together its hard to explain its kinda like a ‘you had to be there moment’ i was the longest person probably a good 20 seconds (which is a long ass time in these times when they are in a rush) he was at and while im screaming and fangirling he air grabs my head to fucking sign my forehead i closed my eyes and accepted it he didnt do it ofc but he was just a fun guy i love him soooo much he signs my posters while saying “There’s no black guy on here” (i did an original 6 themed avengers poster) but he signed than signed my bosslogic poster which he was in. paul rudd comes by hes just a rocking dude i love scott lang sm, he was so sweets v cool guys sm love for him. Then at around 5pm Chris freaking Hemsworth arrives I loose my shit and so does everyone else. Just like Joe, Benedict Wong & Anthony he also went around the corner to make sure they got all of the fans (thank u to all who did this). Ive loved Hemsie for the longest time, i did get teary eyed but i didnt cry (yet) he was just the sweetest I was able to take a crappy photo with him bc i wasnt able to function properly as i took the pic my dumbass was like “iLOvEyoUsOmUCh” its oka cause he has the cutest smile and the bluest eyes oh and i cant stress enough he smelled so good sooooo good normally i hate when guys coat themselves in cologne cause it smells bad, but his didnt, his smelled so good i was so shook like chris drop what cologne u used idc its for guys mama neeeddds. THEN IT hAPPENEd CHRISTOPHER ROBERT EVANS DRIVES BY. Everyone was like “omg is that chris evans?!” I stand on the barricade to see if i can catch a peak, istg the moment the fucking moment he gets out the car i start to bawl my eyes out. This man who has meant more to me than anyone is over there i couldnt believe i was seeing my favorite human ever. I’ve only sobbed right as i saw my fave once before back in 2016 at the Passengers premiere when I met Jennifer Lawrence. People dont really understand the moment like this person has inspired me so much of course im going to cry and sure judge me for it but they helped me through so much. Anyway he looked soo hot in his blue suit and sunglasses. I kinda calm down bc i didnt know if he was going to come all the way down the line and yk my ass wanted a pic but he was cut half way though the people which was upsetting but again im extremely grateful to be able to see him. Then my main fucking man. Sebastian Stan arrives. see ive met the guy before last year at ace comic con (there was tea w my photo op being really messy and i hated it i got a refund u can read about that on my ace comic con post). anyway i see him. i dont cry im trying to wipe my tears i was more prepared cause ive seen him before it was gonna be ok. I lose my shit the man was wearing a baby blue pastel colored suit. fucking beautiful. iconic. very hot of you mr seb ty. hes walking down and hes getting close. he wasnt to smiley, he was taking pics but he was focused on the fans signing for as many fans as possible. He gets to me and he sees our pics then he looks u so we could take a pic and his smile just transforms you can just see his face just glow up it was the truly the cutest this ive ever experience. then we look up from the pic and hes smiling at me i tell him “I love you so much” i hear him chuckle but as he says something his security guy yells “thank you that enough” so ill be posting the vid of us and any lip readers can help a girl out ill love you forever. I ended up being Sebs last person from the fan area. he truly made my day, week fucking year. then other celebs such as jon favreau, benedict cumberbatch comes by. Jeremy Renner comes by. I shoot my shot and make small talk w Jeremy. I go “Hi Jermey how’s your day going?” he goes “I’m doing really good, how bout you?” he signs my things i excitingly tell him “I’m doing great thank you” then he goes “Thank you honey” and smiles at me. It made me really happy, i could tell he was a bit tired but Jeremy is such a sweetheart he doesnt get the credit he deserves i love him sm, ive always has a little part of my heart for Hawkeye. minutes go by. I see Lizzie Olsen, Danai Gurira, beautiful ofc. then i see fucking Mark Ruffalo hes just standing behind one of the SUVs and the sun is on him. He looked like a confused puppy it was so cute and soft, i love my ruffalo buffalo. I took my moment to scream “iS THat MARK ruFFALO?” i dont think he signed for many fans. Scarjo arrives she doesnt sign for many either she looked beautiful v pretty. a little while passes than the most bitching car comes by and stops where the cars stop until the drop off area clears and they can go. we all knew who ever was in that car he was important. then it was his time to go cause the drop off area was cleared. guess who was in the drivers seat. You guessed right. Robert Downey Jr rolling up in an Audi E-TRON, with his wife Susan Downey in the passenger seat. Truly the Tony Stark entrance. he doesnt sign for many ofc. at this time it was getting later near 6pm almost all celebs and guests are inside where the actual premiere set up is. then Vin Diesel comes in. He was the most fan based guy. even though he was running late he ran (literally speed walking) through the whole line of fans around the corner and everything. he had the biggest smile on. wearing his groot jacket. and if u dont know fast and furious are one of my fave franchises of all time so i was having the best time. then that was the last person and we started heading out. i didnt name all who ive seen since there was just to many and i probably missed some things but i loved my experience. i was able to see all the original avengers irl and that made me really happy. this whole cast means the world to me. ill love them forever

#:)#ty to the ones who read #i didnt re read it so if there's any typos oh well ig #avengers endgame world premiere #Endgame prem!

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cerealmonster15 · 5 years

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(anon from the other day sorry i was gone lol) buddy me too i am on anon for a reason but it's so nice to infodump i totally feel u!! i cant speak for all ur followers but in my adhd having opinion i loooove seeing people gush abt their hyperfixations/special interests/stuff they love!! :D [owain voice] it gives my heart wings!! (1)

[im just gonna screenshot the other parts and paste them as i answer them to keep it all together c:!]

BWAHH THANKSSS if u ever wanna come off anon im 1000% down for jammin about fe forever lsjkfjsd naga knows i can t a l k. OWAIN WOULD SUPPORT US ;A; i too like seein people get super HYPED it’s so sweet and fun when people are havin a good time ! i still worry that i overdo it kjdsfbkj but i am glad it’s not a bother for u :D [the rest are gonna be in a readmore]

DKLSJFD YEAH HONESTLY ,, when i started conquest at the decision chapter i fuckin LOST the first time and was like ,, well,,,,,,, hmmmmm...... this is going to be Difficult LOL cryin... IM SO SAD BC THE NEXT CHAPTER I HAVE IS CALLED POSSESSED AND LIKE,,, I PLAY FEH,, I HAVE POSSESSED TAKUMI,,, I PLAYED BIRTHRIGHT I KNOW WHERE THIS IS GOING AND I DONT LIKE IT !!!!!!!!! i misss himmmmmmme the entire time i played birthright: i miss leoooooooo i miss elise im so sadddddme the entire time ive been playing conquest: i miss takumiiiiiiii ryoma is disappointed in me and im so saaaaaaaaaaaaaaaadddddddddddd and also the spoilers ive heard for what’s about to happen make me 80 times as sad i dont wannaaaaaaAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

god the end of chapter sakura w/everyone being so upset and hans + iago ruining everything LIKE ALWAYS was just. so awful. the hoshidans are so heartbroken and depressed and im SO UPSET IM SO SORRY SAKURA + CO I LOVE YOU EVEN THO YOU HATE ME RN ;0;

JDKSLKFHDS HONESTLY WHEN I MARRIED SILAS I WAS LIKE,,, SHIT,,, I HAVE A TYPE AND IT’S GOOFY + LOYAL RIDE OR DIE BEST FRIENDS TO LOVERS WHO ALSO HAVE SORTA BLUE HAIR I GUESS FKDSLJFKLSDJ and effie is so pretty i cry,, and her lines crack me up sfkjldsjkfjkds i love when shes guarding the prison and she says something like “this prison doesnt seem very secure. why dont the prisoners just bend the bars and leave?” and im like EFFIE.............................. MY LOVE...... WH................... DSLKJFL

omg ok with dating sim type games i typically make them like,,, meish, but with fun colored hair LOL so my first one in birthright has my name and similarish hair to me except it’s pink LOL , but then when i play as boys i tend to play more of a character ? tho this one is sorta just boy me with wild purple hair lksfjds, his name is Tino bc it’s partially a section of my not first name and also “cupertino” was a family name in my fam that i always thought sounded kinda cool *w* tino loves his strong wife and is bffs with keaton (THEY WERE KICKING ASS TOGETHER AS DRAGON AND WOLFSKIN SO IM LIKE,,,,, UR BESTIES NOW IT’S CANON) . and i like to imagine leo and corrin are really close bc theyre close in age so i made sure to make them really close :3 AND ALSO ODIN AND ELISE BC FAVES LOL.....

rev is probs gonna be me again bc like. im marrying odin. im in love w/him i gotta do what i gotta do fdskjlfjsjlk [THO IM FOREVER SALTY ABOUT HOW THOSE SUPPORTS GO HHHHGHHGHFD CORRIN DONT BE A COWARD AND BE NICER TO ODIN DAMMIT]

What’re ur corrins like,,, eyes emoji,,

WHAHH NO UR GOOD !! listen any lore is good lore for me , I REALLY WANNA HEAR ABOUT BRADYS CLINIC, i remember u talkin about him and owain in that one and also brady in feh mentions it and it MADE ME SO SAD MY SWEET BOY I LOVE YOU BRADYYYYYYYYYY

i need to replay awakening so i can actually get kjelle this time ;w; I RAN OUT OF MEN IM SORRY SWEETIE SKLJFSD

me cryin at intsys why wont u let chrom hold mrobins HAND they r in love,,,,, god if they made an awakening remake id cry and marry chrom 50 more times fjkslfdjdsls

PLEASE YOU GOTTA THEYRE SO FUNNY I CRY SKLLFJSKLFDS

IM GONNA POST SOME OF MY FAVE 4KOMAS HFSDKJFSJK LOOK

I THINK ABOUT THOSE TWO ALL THE TI M E JFKDSFLJS

also odin and niles are banned from the kitchen forever and i. i die:

cooking with niles uhh corrin voice: i would prefer not to fsdklfjslkdfjksdl

i saw a fancomic just like this one and i just think about both every time i put kaze or the other ninjas in the arena fkjlsdfjdsklj POOF , alas,

im in love with these two oh my god. this + skimming through felicia’s and ryoma’s supports similar to these comics made me dead set on s supporting them together when i play revelations because oh my god this is the cutest thing ive ever seen in my entire LIFE . ryoma!!!!!!!!! you blushy dork !!!!!!!

RYOMA RIPPING OFF HIS SHIRT AND TAKUMI BEING LIKE BROTHER NO WHAT THE FUCK FSJDKLFJSKL IT’S SO FUNNY , and these two have a fun rivalry about corrin fjskdflskl ive skimmed their supports and it’s Amusing

but like, best one is still

THESE STUPID LOSER BROTHERS I LOVE THEM SO MUCH FJSDKLFHGHH i cant fuckin wait to play rev and to force everyone to be best friends . also the first 60000 times i read this one i didnt even notice the arrow so i thought leo just saw a far away enemy headed for them and just punched him about it fkjsdlfjds

god theyre just

so funny

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jejublr · 7 years

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Seatmate!Jihoon

A/N: Heyyyyy, guyssssss. I’m so sorry for not updating for so long T_T School has been hectic with exams and I have soooo many things to do this August but I hope I can still find the time to post something every once in a while (like right now!). I want to say thank you to my followers and my new mutual (yay!!!) for all the support. Also, what’s this?? Another Seatmate!AU?? That as the story goes becomes less and less of a Seatmate!AU?? How about the Super!AU lmao I'm so sorry guys. (Also, this is more fluff that the usual so prepare yourself.)

Can u imagine Jihoon as a class president?

Because I can

He's really diligent in his studies

Which was one of the reasons why he was elected as class president in the first place

Is a very disciplined and strict person

And has one of the best work ethics in class

The type of student who stayed late at school until he finished his work then play at home

Doesn’t let people cheat from his paper lol

Don’t cheat, kids

The teachers love him bc he does all the scoldings in class for them

Fine, it's more of an evil side-eye rather than a scolding but it's super scary ok

Doesn't let people get away with skipping the after school duty of cleaning the classroom

“Do you wanna die or do you wanna clean the classroom?”

^high low key threat by Jihoon himself^

Doesn’t take people’s s***

Will send you a look that cuts right through you if you mention anything about his height

He once had to be restrained when one of the freshmen did and Jihoon almost pushed the kid off the balcony on the 3rd floor

But really, he’s a good person and while people respect him, they generally are scared of him lol

That’s why he mostly kept to himself and his small group of close-knit friends

This kid likes to spend his break in the music room, composing and playing music

People don’t really know about his passion for music and that’s how he preferred it to be

One of the reasons was bc his parents never really approved of his dream to become a musician

If they ever found out, Jihoon’s afraid that he will never be able to play music anymore

So he decided to keep it a secret from everyone

Anyways

So you know how there has to be the good cop to the bad cop?

Well in class, you’re the good cop a.k.a the vice president

And quite the contrary to Jihoon, people think you’re really nice and really friendly

Unlike someone

They often wonder how you deal with Jihoon’s grumpiness tbh

Everyone also complain over the fact that Jihoon only seemed to be nice to you

But you’re like “Pshhh, what do you mean, guys, he’s not!”

But everybody knows they’re right

Jihoon does has a soft spot for you

You’re just too oblivious

There was this one time when he let you copy his homework bc you had forgotten that you even had one at the beginning

And you can literally see the look of betrayal everybody sent him bc Lee Jihoon does not let anybody touch his homework

Ever

Until now that is

Everybody went Oooooooh

Because what’s this???

Does the President likes the Vice President?? Bc interesting.

Jihoon knows he’s screwed if you find out

So he’s always ready with a guitar to whip out at any moment if any of y’all dare to speak of this to you

So he acted as if he’s annoyed and all but it’s mostly an act

Tbh he thinks you’re really cute and nice and everything he’s not

But he’s pretty hesitant about confessing

Bc how can someone with a heart as big as moon and a smile brighter than the sun ever like someone like him?

So he settled with being the best person he can be to you, be it a good class president, seatmate, friend

Honestly he just try to be the best person he can be for you and kinda wish you would eventually notice him one day

Spoiler: you will

A N Y W H O

Sometimes you wonder why you never see him in the cafeteria

One day you’re on your way to the cafeteria for lunch and you happen to pass the music room when you heard one of the most beautiful pieces you’ve ever heard??

And you wondered who it was so you went to check

And imagine your surprise when you found out that it was Jihoon

And imagine his surprise when he saw you

You’re both were kinda speechless as you looked at each other

You because you really did not expect Grumps Jihoon to be able to play a piano so elegantly like that

Him because oh my god, should he gO?

It was really awkward and embarrassing for you to be alone together like that in the music room despite you being seatmates in class

And it felt like you stumbled upon something you weren’t meant to see

But you’re really curious and really enchanted so you’re like

“Can I...hear you play??”

And Jihoon wanted to reject your request bc he’s so embarrassed and shy and you’re looking at him like that but he’s also like Y/N wants to hear me play!!! This is my chance!!!

So he tried to play it cool and he was like “Sure” and scooted a bit on the bench so you can sit next to him real smooth Jihoon

You’re kind of blushing bc you’re sitting so close to each other

Jihoon started to play the piano and it’s just entrancing and beautiful and you wonder how someone would hide something that’s so amazing

The song ended and you remembered something you saw on the school bulletin board and you’re like “Why don’t you go for the upcoming piano competiton!!”

Jihoon saw the look in your eyes when you said it and they were full of hope and he almost said no

Bc he saw it, but he knew he couldn’t because his parents wouldn’t support his passion

“Y/N.. I can't.. My parents..” he started

“Jihoon, your parents might be wrong. If you do something with enough passion, I know you can make it. I know you will. You always do.”

And you said it with so much conviction that you believing in him made him believe himself, too

Also you’re looking at him like that and he couldn’t say no

And just like that, Jihoon finally agreed to take his passion one step further

It was from then on that you started accompanying him when he’s practising in the music room during lunch

You started bringing him food on some days after you noticed that you’ve never saw him eat

At first, he would reject the lunchbox that you made him bc he felt so bad for burdening you

But then he saw the disappointment in your eyes when he did and he’d be damned if he ever make you feel sad so he’s like fine

And nothing makes you happier than when you see him literally devoured the food you made especially for him

lmao tbh he was hungrier than he let on

It also makes you happy, too, when he started opening up to you as you both grew closer

Sometimes you both would play around and sing along to any song he plays on the piano

And you know that feeling when you can just feel how happy you both are in each other’s company? Yeah, you feel that with him

It feels different with him; just the two of you in each other’s company, away from the prying world

It’s like a little secret you both have

Your friends started to notice your disappearance and were asking where you’ve been gone to during lunch

But you know you’d promised Jihoon not to tell anyone

So you’re like lmaoo where I’ve been?? hahah *sweats nervously*

But at that moment Jihoon was passing and your eyes met and you couldn’t help but smile a bit and send him a small wave and your friends went OH MY GODDDD LEE JIHOON?! OUT OF ALL PEOPLE???

“What?? I don’t have a crush on him!”

Yeah you do, you just don’t realize

“Really?? Bc it seems to us that he does.”

“Don’t you notice how he acts around you?”

And suddenly it made sense

The way he acts around you, how he’s so sweet yet nervous around you

You finally get it

And what a realization it was bc you might have a crush on him too????

Just thinking about it gave you the butterflies lol

You find the fact that he might only be soft only for you is kinda hot??

oh wow what a tsundere

So you start to skim the surface and test the waters, y’know

You start making him even nicer lunch boxes with heart shapes made of seaweed aaaa

And leaving him chocolates and other snacks under his desk bc you’re aware of how he loves to snack while composing

Going on convenience store errands for him when he craves for food/drinks when he’s staying longer at school

Honestly you’ve become kind of a helper to him now but you don’t mind bc he doesn’t really have anyone but you

And he’s aware of your own business and life but the fact that you’re so willing to accompany him makes him fall for you appreciate what you do even more

Time seems to pass a lot faster now since you started hanging out with Jihoon and before you know it, it’s the day of the recital

You went a little earlier bc you wanted to surprise Jihoon with flowers bc why not

And he’s like lmao why are you giving me flowers?

“Why shouldn’t I? It’s given since it’s your first piano recital!”

He couldn’t help but blush bc wow what did he ever do to deserve such an amazing person

It’s obvious that the guy is nervous as heck so you squeezed his shoulder a bit as a reassurance

“You’re gonna do fine! I only worry about the others because they don’t know they’re gonna get wrecked.”

Have he ever told you how much your support meant to him?

Bc once again, the sheer faith you have in him made him believe he could do anything

“My parents are here, Y/N..”

“Good! Because now they’ll realize what they’ve been missing out on!”

“Y/N..” he said in half-amusement, the corner of his lips turning up

“If not, I’m gonna give ‘em a piece of my mind!”

‘Ok that’s cute’ he absentmindedly thought

“But they’re my parents!” he exclaimed

“And you can do it.”

And on a spur of the moment decision, you’re like

“This is for good luck.”

And you leaned forward and landed a peck on Jihoon’s cheek before scurrying away

Screaming if I may add

To say Jihoon was shocked was an understatement

Bc did you just...kiss him?????

OH MY GOD?! Y/N JUST KISSED ME ON THE CHEEK??

What have he ever done in his past life to deserve such a treat? omg nat

Honestly it was a bad decision in your part bc now he’s even more nervous that he’s gonna flop bc all he can think now is you

But of course, it’s the Great Lee Jihoon we’re talking about

This guy will ace anything you throw at him

And he played the piano with so much emotion and passion

thinking about you ssSHHH

Although it’s his first recital, he totally wrecked it

And it just makes you proud seeing him getting the love and recognition that he deserves up on that stage and your heart just swelled with pride bc he deserved it so much

And when the recital was finally over, you went to find him

And you found him, talking to his parents

At first you were a little worried

But you watched as his parents gave Jihoon a smile, his father patted him on his shoulder and Jihoon smiling and bowing and looking perfectly happy and grateful and you thought everything’s gonna be fine

When you see him finally walking away from his parents, you set your way towards him

He did the same and while you did expect the hug from how he threw open his arms as you both met in the middle, you definitely did not see the kiss coming

And the only thing you could think of as his lips descended on yours was wow he’s getting bOLD

And boi is he passionate

And you're aware of the people watching you two and hoped his parents aren’t watching omg

But with Jihoon’s soft lips on yours, you couldn't care less

At that moment you want to let the world knows

You both were breathless when you finally broke it off and he’s like wOW

And you’re like, yeah wow is right

You still have your hands clasped on his neck, his arms on your waist as you stare into each other’s eyes

“You ok??” you ask, breathless

He grinned,”More than ok. Everything finally fell into place, all thanks to you.”

You blushed,”It’s all you, Jihoon. It’s all you.”

And he flashed you one of those radiant grins, his eyes crinkling around the edges, his dimples showing and you can feel you heart melts

And to him, everything’s perfect, bc you’re here, and whenever you’re beside him, he knows everything will be alright

“So what’s next?” you finally ask

“Next..I’m going to pursue another dream of mine.”

“And what’s that?”

And his dark eyes bored into yours and he smiled

“You.”

fffffff i’m dead asdskadhskajfhew

#seventeen scenarios #seventeen au #jihoon scenarios #woozi scenarios #seatmate au #Seventeen #Woozi #Jihoon #wooooooo boi #wow as the story went #it became less and less of a seatmate au and more of a something au???#idek at this point dude

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sharkfish · 7 years

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Ugh, stop tempting me with all your Sterek posts! I don't have time to watch a new show! Do you think I really need to watch in order to read some fic about them? Or can I just skim wiki about the show haha

oh you absolutely do not have to watch the show and in fact i would recommend you do not. i started reading fics kind of randomly a couple weeks ago and had never seen the show – i wasn’t going to bother but it’s streaming free on amazon prime so i watched a few episodes just trying to get an idea of like… their voices and mannerisms? anyway it’s real bad. like, i talk shit on supernatural for not being a good show, but teen wolf is… in another category of not-good tv. and even the fandom seems overall pretty miserable about everything that happened past s3 or so (multiple people have told me specifically to stop watching past s3 if i make it that far) (spoiler: i won’t). watching the main character (scott mccall played by tyler posey) is real painful. i’m cringing thinking about it.

TEEN WOLF SPOILERS FOLLOW FOR ALL SEASONS PROBABLY

the main thing you’ll probably want to know about teen wolf is re: werewolf lore [link to teen wolf wiki]. even a lot of tw au fics feature werewolves, which i expected to really hate but i am actually pretty into. i’m still relatively confused about what exactly it means to be an alpha, beta, or omega werewolf in tw-land (no relation to a/b/o in an spn fandom-style omegaverse, though those exist too!!!), but as long as you realize it’s unrelated to a/b/o stuff you can generally figure out what it means in the context of whichever fic you are reading.

otherwise, here’s what you need to know: setting: beacon hills, california (fictional but probably somewhere in nocal). scott mccall got bit by a rogue alpha werewolf, turning him into a werewolf. he is not relevant, but he does accidentally fall in love with a girl (allison argent) from a family of werewolf hunters. his best friend is stiles stilinski (played by dylan o’brien, who you may know from the maze runner), the boy with a polish name so unpronounceable it isn’t even actually said in canon until later in the series (it’s Mieczyslaw, though many older fics use various difficult-for-americans polish names). stiles talks too much and is super bi. they meet derek hale, who is a hottie werewolf. (derek is played by tyler hoechlin, who is currently running around with this beard that is really upsetting to me because i am not generally into beards but i’m actually really into his beard, ugh, god dammit.) he is very broody and really just gives off some alarming edward cullen vibes in his first appearances in the show. very grumpy and mysterious and quiet and shirtless a lot. there’s a scene where he pushes stiles into a wall that is one of the gayer things i’ve ever seen since the last time dean and cas were on screen together. (seriously – there’s a similar scene between scott and stiles a couple episodes prior that is extremely non-gay, and then stiles and derek start staring at each other’s lips and fixing each other’s jackets and shit, WHOA.)

stiles is in love with lydia martin, who is a super popular pretty redheaded girl who is dating jackson. stiles’s mom died when he was younger (cancer i think but i am not sure) and his dad is the sheriff.

derek fell in love with kate argent when he was 16-18 (canon never specifies derek’s age and there is confusing info specifically in response to his age during the kate thing) (are we never told his age bc he and stiles’s antics are a little gay and stiles is only 16 at the beginning of the show? idk), not knowing she was a hunter. she used his love for her to trick him and ended up murdering his entire family (mom: talia; dad: idk his name; sisters: laura and cora [one of them may have survived the fire but died later? i am confused about this] [and then i guess cora wasn’t really dead at all?? that all happens later in canon and doesn’t come up in fics very often]) in a house fire. also i’m pretty sure derek killed this other girl he loved when he was younger (paige) – i’m not sure of the details but he’s real fucked up and guilty about it even though it is generally presented like he does not deserve that guilt.

other notable characters: erica, isaac, and boyd are members of derek’s pack. sometimes in fic isaac is in a poly thing with scott and allison which is p cool! erica and boyd are usually together. ummm there’s also a chick named kira who is a kitsune (i have no idea what that actually means in the tw verse) and might hook up with scott in later seasons. chris argent is allison’s hunter dad but some fics portray him as an ok dude. peter hale is derek’s uncle and is a creepy dick.

fics!!! k i have read a LOT of sterek fics (like.. hundreds…..) in the last couple of weeks but here are the 3 that have made it on my bookmarks list so far:

Love Runs Wild by DevilDoll derek and stiles are porn stars who do like softcore werewolf-human porn for a magazine called neckz ‘n throats. stiles shows up to a shoot with a hickey on his neck and this is Bad News cuz werewolves have this whole thing about marking (!!!) and derek is like really upset but trying to pretend it’s fine and he’s not all in love with stiles. this is probably a good intro to general ideas the tw fandom has about werewolf mating rituals. also it’s just in general A+ smutty good times.

Sell Your Body to the Night by Dira Sudis (dsudis) this one is about 16 year old sex worker stiles, hired by rich werewolf derek. so… like… warnings for all the consent implications re: being a 16 year old sex worker, and generally i stray away from underage stuff even if both characters are the same age, but this is a really beautiful sweet love story, and i can’t believe i’m describing something that is tagged with watersports as a “beautiful sweet love story,” but it really is. (i am not into watersports lmao but am glad i read this anyway. it’s one scene at the beginning of ch9 that can be skipped but tbh unless you are super squicked, i would suggest reading it bc the scene manages to come across really intense and intimate and all around great despite, you know, someone getting peed on.)

Cornerstone by Vendelin derek is a marine vet and stiles is blind. derek makes a dick out of himself and stiles kind of forcibly befriends him anyway and it’s sweet and fluffy and all-around wonderful as fuck. this was the first sterek fic i ever loved and i hope i don’t forget that feeling (i was just lamenting last night that i have zero memory of when i went from someone who was real scared of the spn fandom in general bc wincest was the only ship anyone ever talked about to dedicating 90% of my available brainpower to destiel – how did i even hear about it?? when did i start reading fics??? what kind of fics did i read??? how did i feel about them??? i have no idea!!!).

also i went through most of @bleep0bleep‘s fic rec list [link] and enjoyed the vast majority of them so i would definitely suggest checking that out for some good fics!!! (i read a bunch of bleep0bleep’s fics, too, and they are also great [link to their ao3])

keep me updated!! send me the good fic links!!!!

ps i am vaguely working on my first sterek fic. destiel is the first fandom i’ve ever completed fics for (i do have one (1) unfinished merlin fic that predates any of my spn writing, but that’s it) and the only thing i’ve written in years so it’s super weird/fun to play in another sandbox!

#robotsnchicks #sterek #sharkrecs #teen wolf #sharkprimer

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memory found || stiles stilinski (part two)

word count: 5288

warnings: season 6A finale spoilers, brief mention of sex

prompt: part two of this imagine

author’s note: i recieved many requests for a part two of memory found, so here is the next part. i got very carried away with this, it’s literally over 5k words. i got emotional at the end bc the music i was listening to. i am so in love with these two parts. also, one of the many authors i like on tumblr replied to the first part. so shoutout to @minhosmeanhoe (not my gifs)

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“Stiles, is that you?” Y/N raised her voice so the figure could hear her.

Somewhere in a supernatural train station, Stiles was looking at the places the Wild Hunt would be on their way to. Since there was no form of entertainment, or even someone to talk to, he just stared at the arrival board, waiting for something to change. At this moment, he was particularly missing Y/N. Her bright smile and warm eyes always made things better and that was something he wished he still had.

A small gust of wind came through and it brought a ticket to Stiles’ feet. “Stiles…” A voice whispered. Stiles looked up from the ticket and turned around with scrunched up eyebrows. Who said his name? As far as he was concerned, everyone here was in a catatonic state and didn’t speak, let alone know who he was.

“Stiles.” The voice was now clearer. The more the voice spoke, the louder it grew.

“Stiles.”

“Y/N?” Stiles said softly. He started walking forward, looking around to see where her angelic voice was coming from.

The intercom screeched as it turned on. “Attention, all passengers. The train will be arriving in twenty-five minutes.” Everyone in the train station stood up and began walking towards the entrance, waiting for their train.

Stiles called out her name again. “Y/N!” He began pushing through the crowd.

“Stiles.”

The people continued crowding together. “Y/N!”

“Stiles.” Her voice continued coming in flashes. “I could sit out here all night.”

“Stiles!”

“Y/N, wait!” Before anything else could happen, there was a gunshot, followed by the sound of a casing landing on the concrete. Everyone that had once been crowding stopped. Stiles looked to see where the gunshot had came from and saw the person he never would’ve expected in there.

His father.

“Give the boy some room.” Sheriff Stilinski said, lowering his gun.

“Dad?” Stiles ran to his father. “Dad!” As Stiles got closer to him, Sheriff’s smile grew. Finally they were close enough to hug each other.

“Oh, I found ya.” Sheriff whispered in Stiles’ ear, the smile still on his face. They pulled away and the two just looked at each other, happy to see they were back together. “I can’t believe I found you.”

“Dad,” Stiles spoke. “I think I can hear Y/N. I think… I think I can get to her. I think she can get us out of here.” Sheriff went to open his mouth, but was cut off by a light blue-green color flashing. Stiles and Sheriff heard horses neighing, signaling that the Ghost Riders were coming.

“You need to get out of here. Don’t worry about me.” Sheriff began walking away after clapping his son on the shoulder.

Stiles followed after him. “Wait, you’re kidding, right?”

“Go. Get help. Find your friends.” Sheriff instructed.

“Yeah, and what about you?” Stiles worried.

Sheriff smiled. “We��ll find each other again.” He turned back around and faced the opening to the tunnel, prepared for a showdown with the Ghost Riders.

“Dad.”

“Stiles… I’ll hold ‘em back. Now get the hell out of here.” Stiles hesitated, not at all willing to leave his father. Stiles nodded and ran to the other side of the train station where the tracks were. Stiles jumped over the ledge and walked through the dark tunnel where the rift was supposed to be.

As Stiles ran closer, a big hole that looked like a rift opened up. The light in the center of it was so bright Stiles needed to block out some of the intense light with his hand. It was radiating with so much power the wind coming through was blowing Stiles’ hair and red flannel back.

“The night at the beach when I kissed him…” Y/N’s voice came through once again. Stiles dropped his hand and walked closer to the rift, determined to get back to his girl.

“The night at the beach when I kissed him…” Not once did his determination waver. “When I kissed him!” Stiles brought his left hand up and started pushing toward the rift because the power was so strong. “Stiles. Keep going.”

He closed his eyes, ready for whatever would hit him as he finally jumped through the rift. “I can see you, Stiles, don’t stop!”

Y/N’s arm was outstretched towards the light, fully prepared for the love of her life to be back in her arms. With a hopeful smile on her face and tears in her eyes, the light began dying down. Eventually the light was completely gone, but there was no trace of Stiles anywhere. Y/N’s smile faded.

“Stiles?” Y/N said, hoping that he would round the corner, but it didn’t happen.

“Y/N…” Scott said carefully.

“Where is he?” Y/N’s voice broke. She whipped around and looked at Lydia, Malia, and Scott. “It was working.” Y/N saw the look of doubt on all of their faces. “You saw him, right?”

“We didn’t see anyone.” Lydia said sympathetically.

Y/N turned back around and looked down the tunnel. “No. H-he was here. He was right there. I know it. Stiles was here.”

In the school parking lot, the blue jeep’s headlights turned on. After the pack had found Stiles jeep, they didn’t know what to do with it. Scott said it would be best to just leave it in the school parking lot, so they did. Stiles’ hands gripped the steering wheel as the car started and he popped up in the driver’s seat. Stiles panted as he realized where he was and looked around his jeep.

With the unlit candle still on the table, Scott and the rest of the pack escorted Y/N back into the room. Lydia and Malia took over so that Scott could close the heavy door. Before he could close it, Liam popped up and stopped it. “Liam…” Scott whispered.

“There’s something you need to see.” Liam panted.

“You’re still here.” Scott breathed out.

“But everyone else is gone. All of them. They’re all gone. You have to come with me.”

Scott was immediately alarmed as Lydia, Malia, and Y/N listened to their conversation. “What is it?”

Liam stuttered. “I-I can’t explain it. I have to show you.” Scott gave in and turned back around.

“Uh, all right. You guys stay here. Just in case.”

“In case Stiles comes back?” Malia asked.

“If there’s any hope, you need to keep trying.” Scott left quickly making sure the door closed on his way out.

The backdoor of the McCall house burst open as Stiles ran. This was the first place he went. “Scott? Scott!” He walked to the bottom of the staircase and called out his best friend’s name one more time.

“Scott!” There was no answer, so he went to the next place he could think of.

Y/N’s house. Just like Scott’s house, the door burst open. “Y/N!” He called out her name, hoping and praying that she would be here.

“Y/N, baby!” Stiles ran up to Y/N’s room and opened the door. Her usually very organized room was messy. Clothes scattered on the floor, crumbled up balls of paper overflowing the small white garbage can next to her desk.

Stiles walked over to the wall in the corner because something peculiar caught his attention. There was a cork board with pictures and notes pinned up. The pictures were all ones that had been empty of Stiles when he was forgotten, but he was back in the picture. All the notes were connected with a red string. He remembered that when all this supernatural stuff happened and he started looking at evidence for the situations the pack would find themselves in, he told her what the different colored strings meant.

Green was for solved cases.

Yellow was to be determined.

Blue was just pretty.

“Well, what about red?” Y/N’s fingers skimmed over the balls of yarn.

“Unsolved.”

She did the same thing he did as she tried to figure out the Ghost Riders problem. She used the same color of string for everything relating to Stiles, not remembering Stiles did the exact same thing. Stiles smiled as he realized just how much she cared for him. All that time in the train station let Stiles think. He thought about Y/N the whole time.

Stiles looked at her usually made bed to see the comforter pushed back and the sheets with black stains on them. Her pillowcases were the same way. The black of her mascara from the nights she cried herself to sleep, just wanting Stiles back, stained the white cloth. In the time he was gone, the other side of Y/N’s bed was always empty and each night she hoped the mattress would dip down and a pair of arms would wrap around her waist, keeping her safe throughout the night. But it never did.

Stiles sighed at the thought of her being so broken in his absence. Before he was taken, Stiles told her he loved her for the first time and eventually realized that she might have loved him back. His thoughts were confirmed just by looking at how different her room was, a sign that she changed without Stiles around. Y/N loved him back, and now he knew that.

Malia opened the metal door that was keeping them in the tunnels. “What are you doing?” Lydia asked. Y/N looked up with a broken expression still on her face.

“We’re gonna go find Stiles.” Malia said, moving her gaze to Y/N who had raised her eyebrows.

“Scott told us to stay in case he shows up here.” Lydia said.

Malia shook her head. “Stiles isn’t coming here. If he was, he would’ve and he hasn’t, so he’s not.” Y/N watched the exchange. “You still think it worked, right?” Malia asked Y/N.

“I know I saw him.” Y/N nodded.

“And you have a connection like no other with him, so if anyone is right about this, it’s you.” Malia said.

“Lydia, she’s right. Stiles is out there. I don’t know how, but I can feel it.”

“Then what are we doing standing here?” Lydia sighed. Y/N smiled and the three friends walked out of the room in search of Stiles. They made their way to the school and Y/N didn’t see Stiles’ jeep in the parking lot.

“Wait, where’s the jeep?” Y/N pointed out. Lydia shrugged and pulled into the parking lot since she was the one driving. They got out of the car and went to where Roscoe was once parked. The tire marks from the jeep looked darker, meaning they were fresh.

“Guys, look. These marks look fresh.” Y/N bent down and ran her fingers over the marks.

“It’s from Stiles’ jeep. It must have just left.” Malia told them.

“Without his keys?” Lydia asked with furrowed eyebrows.

“Half the time he got it started with a screwdriver.” Y/N smiled at the thought of how much Stiles loved the jeep even though it barely worked. “That means he’s here. We have to tell Scott.” Y/N stood up still looking at the tire tracks.

“We should probably tell Scott about that, too.” Malia said walking forward. Y/N looked up and was shocked by what she saw. The girls walked forward and past the sign reading ‘Beacon Hills High School’. There were train tracks on the ground leading through the courtyard and eventually past the school.

Walking over the newly placed train tracks, Malia, Y/N, and Lydia made their way into the school and they were faced with a train station. “Why is there a train station in the middle of the library?” Malia whispered.

Lydia sighed. “There’s also a train station in the Wild Hunt.”

“Any chance their connected?” Malia looked around.

“I would say high. Like one hundred percent.” Y/N walked deeper into the library.

“If there’s a train station, then there’s probably a train.” Lydia said.

“And if there’s a train… It’s going to the Wild Hunt.” Y/N said, looking at Malia and Lydia.

“They’re all going to be taken.” Lydia panicked.

Y/N shook her head. “They can’t get on that train.”

“Um…” Malia started pacing. “Listen up, everybody! We’ve all got to get out of here. We gotta go right now!” Malia yelled. No one flinched, not one person made an indication they were even aware of the girls’ presence. “It’s bad, we have to go!”

“Hello?” Lydia said to a random person to see if they would respond. Then she snapped her fingers in the person’s face.

“Uh, hello? Sir?” Y/N began waving her hand in front of a man’s face, but his expression remained.

“How do we get them to leave if they can’t hear us?” Malia frowned.

Y/N sighed, looking around. Then her eyes fell on a familiar person. “Maybe there’s someone who can.” Malia walked closer to get a better glimpse of the person Y/N had spotted.

Peter Hale.

Malia immediately stood in front of him and began yelling his name. “Peter!”

“Malia.” Y/N sighed.

“What?” Malia looked back at Y/N.

“The only way we were able to break through the hunt is with an emotional connection.” Y/N told her.

Malia sighed. “Ah, damn. Wish I could help.”

Lydia sighed and gave her a look, telling her what she needs to do to pull Peter back. “I’m not saying it. I’m not saying it.”

“Okay,” Lydia spun around and began to walk away. Y/N followed her actions, knowing what she was trying to do. “Well, I guess everyone dies.”

The sentence caused Malia to growl and Lydia looked at Y/N smirking because she knew she had won. Y/N and Lydia turned around and Malia was looking at Peter. “Dad.�� Malia said with no emotion. “Dad!”

“Say it like you mean it.” Y/N told her. Malia bent down and looked at Peter who was reading a newspaper.

Malia took a deep breath and closed her eyes trying to summon enough emotion. “Dad.” She said softly. “Please wake up.” Peter’s head snapped up and he dropped the newspaper, standing up he looked at Malia.

Peter had woken up and Malia told him what they needed him to do. “Me? You want me to stop them?” He referred to the rest of the people in the Wild Hunt. “Do you know how many there are?”

“Yeah, a lot of them.” Malia said. “So get going.”

Malia grabbed his wrist and pulled him forward. “There are hundreds of waiting rooms in this train station which apparently now also serves as a high school library. It’s impossible.” Peter said, looking around to see bookshelves all over the place.

“We can try.” Malia offered.

“Where do you get this implausible optimism?” Peter asked her.

“Definitely not from my father.” Malia walked forward.

“We don’t have time for this.” Lydia interjected. The people around them began crowding waiting for the train to come.

“She’s right. We need someone to hear us.” Y/N sighed.

“I think someone already did.” Peter said from behind the three girls. A Ghost Rider walked in and the crowd backed away.

Malia had transitioned with her eyes turning blue. Lydia stepped in front of Y/N and Malia. “Get behind me. They won’t take a banshee.”

Peter scoffed. “You sure about that?” The Ghost Rider advanced towards Peter and Peter kicked him, but his foot when right through.

Y/N, Malia, and Lydia turned around to run out the door, but another Ghost Rider stopped them. He whipped the whip in Y/N’s direction, but Malia pushed her out of the way, getting hit with it herself, causing her to groan in pain.

“Malia!” Peter shouted when he heard Malia groan. He walked over to her, checking her over before passing her to Lydia and Y/N. The three watched Peter fight the two Ghost Riders for a few minutes. One of them grabbed Peter by the throat and raised him in the air. “Malia, go!”

The girls ran towards the door as Peter continued fighting the supernatural creatures. Y/N and Lydia ran out the door, but Malia hesitated. She decided to stay back and help her father like he’d done so many times for her.

Y/N and Lydia got out thinking Malia was following behind. They stopped as soon as they came into the school hallway. Lydia turned around and saw Malia wasn’t behind her. “I’m going to help Malia, you go find Stiles.”

“Lyds--” Y/N was about to speak, but was caught off.

“Just go!” Lydia ran back into the library.

Y/N sighed, not knowing where to go. Suddenly, the air around her shifted. Her gut instinct was to walk down the hall, so that’s exactly what she did.

Stiles had gone to the hospital and found Scott and Liam, finally reuniting with more people. With the help of Parrish, the three learned what Mr. Douglas was up to. He was trying to diverge the two worlds together. Scott and Stiles needed to get to the diverter in order to steer the train another way. After an unsuccessful attempt, Stiles and Scott met back up, only to get separated again.

His body hit a hard surface, which he quickly realized was a locker in the boy’s locker room. Stiles’ body fell to the ground causing him to groan. “Damn it!” He yelled. He rose to his feet with a grunt. Stiles panted as he made his way back to the door.

When the door opened, Stiles did not expect to see a Ghost Rider with a gun raised, pointing at Stiles’ forehead. Before the gun could be shot, Stiles quickly grabbed his arm moving in a way so the gun wasn’t pointed towards him. The gunshot happened, but it didn’t hit Stiles. The Ghost Rider pushed Stiles off of him.

“Scott, I can’t fight this guy.” Stiles raised his voice, hoping somewhere Scott would hear him. The gun cocked and shot, just barely missing Stiles. Stiles moved to the side so he was in an aisle of lockers. He was faced with the Ghost Rider and the gun was up against his forehead. Stiles closed his eyes, ready for what was coming.

There was a gunshot, but nothing happened to Stiles. Stiles peeked open an eye to see the Ghost Rider lying on the floor in a pool of thick, black blood. He heard something drop followed by heeled footsteps running towards him. Y/N quickly came into view. Her chest was heaving up and down. Her heartbeat grew faster in her chest as she saw Stiles.

“I didn’t say it back.” Y/N looked at him.

Stiles shook his head and began walking towards her. “You don’t have to.”

The two immediately pulled one another in for a passionate kiss. Y/N’s hands immediately flew to his face as their lips met. Stiles and Y/N couldn’t help but feel relieved to be back with each other. For as long as Stiles couldn’t remember how long he wanted to kiss her like this. They didn’t need words to announce that they were an official couple. Stiles was entirely Y/N’s just as Y/N was entirely Stiles’.

Y/N pulled away for a split second so her lungs could be filled with air. When the kiss resumed, Y/N moved her finger under his eye, wiping away a single tear that strayed. Her hands moved from his face to the back of his neck, deepening the moment they were sharing. Stiles’ hands rested on the lower area of her back. He pulled her closer, pressing his body fully against her’s.

The kiss was broken, but Stiles face remained close to Y/N’s. His forehead laid against her’s. Stiles moved his left hand up to her Y/C/H hair. Y/N’s moved back to his left cheek as the two looked at each other. Her arms slid under Stiles’ arms as he wrapped his arms around her shoulders. Y/N rested her hands on his back. Before fully pulling her into a hug, Stiles kissed the side of her head.

Right after, the couple fully pulled each other into a warm and safe embrace. Stiles could smell her shampoo as his face buried in her hair. The longer Stiles and Y/N stayed in this position, the safer they felt. “I love you.” Y/N mumbled.

When the words left her mouth, the grip Stiles had on her grew tighter. “I love you, Y/N.” As he returned the phrase, tears filled Y/N’s Y/E/C eyes. A soft sob fell from her mouth, making Stiles pull away from their embrace. “Why are you crying?” He wiped the salty tears that began to roll from her face.

“It was absolute hell without you. I felt so alone, I felt like a piece of me was missing.” Y/N’s voice broke. “The most beautiful part of me was gone and I couldn’t deal with it, Stiles.”

“Shh.” Stiles continued wiping her tears away. “You won’t ever have to deal with that again. I promise you, I am never leaving you again.” Stiles emphasized. Y/N nodded and wrapped her arms around Stiles’ torso, pulling him in for another longer embrace.

After the defeat of the Ghost Riders and Mr. Douglas that night, Stiles and Y/N went back to the Stilinski home. Stiles took off the clothes he'd been wearing for three months. He got into a pair of grey sweatpants and a light blue t-shirt after a very long shower and walked into his room to see Y/N sleeping on the bed in one of his flannels that fell mid-thigh.

Stiles crawled into bed next to her and she woke up. “Sorry, I didn't mean to wake you.” He whispered.

Y/N shook her head and snuggled into his chest. “It's fine. I'd rather you wake me up then you not being here at all.” Stiles moved his hand and began running his slender fingers through her locks of hair softly.

Y/N hummed in content. “That feels good.” She mumbled.

Stiles kissed her hairline and whispered in her ear. “I love you.”

Instead of returning the words, the girl sat up and shifter herself so she was straddling him with her hands taking place on his shoulders. Stiles sat up against the headboard and looked up at her. The dim light of the room made her look like an angel.

She slowly leaned in and pressed her lips against his, both of their eyes fluttering shut at the touch. Y/N’s hands moved down his chest and to the hem of his shirt, slowly lifting it. Stiles pulled away and pulled it over his head.

Y/N had seen him naked many times before and every single time he somehow managed to take her breath away. Slowly, her fingertips traced every dip and curve of his abdomen and chest. She moved her gaze back up to his and he was looking right back at her intensely.

Stiles began to unbutton the flannel. He pushed it off her shoulders to see her bare chest. “God, you're beautiful.” He whispered completely awed at the gorgeous woman in front of him. Y/N blushed and gently kissed him, bare chests pressing together when her arms wrapped around his neck.

Sure, Y/N and Stiles have had sex many times, but it was never gentle and slow like that night was. Stiles never held her hand above their heads like he did that night. Y/N never let out soft moans and pants like she did that night. They'd never made love like they did that night.

After the intimate night they'd spent together, the two peacefully slept until they would awake the next morning for school. Everything in Beacon Hills had returned to normal and it seemed as if nothing ever happened. Nobody that didn't know of the supernatural occurrences in the town remembered anything that had happened over the course of three months.

Y/N and Stiles made their way to school together that morning, the smiles permanently planted on their face as they walked together hand in hand. The bell had rung at the end of they day and that signaled the end of senior year.

“Have a great summer everyone!” Mr. Croft smiled as students began packing up.

“No.” Stiles sounded panicky.

Mr. Croft spoke again. “To the seniors, I will see you at graduation.”

“No, no, no, no. That's it? What?” Stiles asked clearly disappointed.

“Last day of school ever.” Scott smiled at his best friend.

“You sound disappointed.” Y/N said from behind Stiles. He turned to look at her and sighed.

“Well, it just feels so anticlimactic.” He frowned.

“There's still the whole graduation thing.” Lydia told him.

“I’ve got to go to summer school, or I can't go to the whole graduation thing.” Malia interjected.

“Let's do it.” Scott said beginning to walk away. Malia, Lydia, and Y/N picked up following behind him.

“No, come on. Wait…” Stiles said. “Guys!” It was no use because they were already out the door. Stiles was the last one in the classroom and he looked around with a small pout on his lips.

“This can't be it.” Stiles mumbled to himself just as the light in the classroom turned off. He stood up and grabbed his backpack, walking out the door and to his locker.

Scott was already at his own, emptying out the contents. Stiles opened his and began shoving everything into his backpack. “I can't believe we're not in high school anymore.” Scott exhaled. “Kind of feels like nothing's really changed.”

Just then, Stiles looked down the row of lockers to see Y/N at her’s. She closed it and her eyes trailed down the hall and met with Stiles’. Y/N pressed her lips together in an attempt to keep her smile bursting out as she looked at the man she loved. For a moment, the two just stared at each other with soft grins on both of their faces. They didn't need words, for the looks they shared spoke loud enough.

Scott smiled as he watched the exchange. “Everything's changed.” Stiles told him as he watched Y/N. He closed his locker and then looked back at Scott, walking away from the now empty locker.

A few weeks later after graduation and everything, Y/N told Stiles that she'd be driving him down to Washington, D.C. to help him move into his dorm. Stiles had gotten accepted into George Washington University’s pre-FBI program thanks to Scott’s father. Stiles had given his jeep to Scott, which was a big deal.

Y/N and Stiles had just finished getting everything Stiles would be taking with him into the trunk of her car. Stiles hugged his dad, saying goodbye. Y/N gave the Sheriff a hug as well, thanking him for everything he'd done for her in the time she’d known him. The couple got in the car and started on their way to D.C.

“Would you be okay if I made a quick stop?” Y/N asked turning her head to look at Stiles.

“Yeah, where are we going?” His eyebrows furrowed taking a sip of his Arizona tea.

“It's a surprise.” She smirked. Stiles groaned and grabbed her hand, intertwining their fingers on the center console. It took about an hour until she reached the place she had in mind.

The beach.

Y/N and Stiles for out of the car after she parked. Stiles rounded to her side and grabbed her hand. “Why the beach?”

“It's our spot, you know. We used to come here all the time.” She slipped off her shoes and held them in her free hand. The two walked down the beach until they were at the particular spot she wanted.

The sun was setting and the sky was a lilac color with pink on the clouds. Stiles pulled Y/N into his arms as they watched the sun set. Her arms were wrapped his torso with her ear pressed against his chest. His were over her shoulders, fingers drawing circles on her smooth bare shoulder.

“Stiles?” Stiles hummed in response. “Do you remember that night we were sitting down here and I asked you if you thought we'd ever get away from the supernatural?”

“Yeah, I do.”

“Do you remember how I said I wanted to see the world with you one day?”

Stiles smiled at the memory, still watching the sun on the horizon of the water. The sun seemed to kiss the waterline. “Yes. We planned on going everywhere. I still want that.”

Y/N pulled away a bit, but she was still in his embrace. She just wanted to see him as she talked. “And then after you answered, I kissed you.”

Stiles nodded, meeting her eyes. “That one kiss, it felt different from all the rest we'd shared before that. I didn't know why it seemed so diverse, but when I woke up in this spot the next morning, I realized what it was. That kiss, that's when it changed, Stiles.”

He continued listening as she spoke, never having heard her side of the story from that night. “I woke up and you were still sleeping. The sun had just began to rise, the waves were crashing together as I thought of the night before. I thought of the moles on your face,” Y/N’s words caused Stiles to smile. Y/N was tearing up as she told him her most precious memory.

“I thought of that smile that makes me weak in the knees. Then I thought of the smile that always seemed reserved for me. The bright and genuine grin that will never fail to make my heart stop. And I realized I loved you.” Her Y/E/C eyes stayed locked with his as the tears slowly rolled over her cheeks. “I love you, Stiles.”

“I love you.” Stiles whispered and brought his hands to her face, thumbs wiping her tears away. “God, I will never stop loving you, Y/N.” His tears fell slowly and he crashed his pink lips to her’s in a rush.

Before their lips could meet, Y/N took in a sharp gasp of breath. Y/N wiped his tears away just as she'd done when they kissed in the locker room and just as he'd done to her. Her eyebrows scrunched together and her eyes squeezed shut.

Stiles’ body spray enveloped Y/N’s sense of smell. Y/N pulled him in closer as fireworks went off in her head. Butterflies in both their tummies that wouldn't ever go away. Stiles always thought that Y/N was the only one who could make his heart beat fast and slow at the same time, but he'd never told anyone that.

The two pulled away and looked at each other. “How did I get so lucky?” Stiles mumbled, noses nuzzling together, breath mingling.

“You've got me thinking the same thing, Stilinski.” Y/N said breathlessly.

Stiles placed another kiss on her lips. And then another. And another. Y/N laid her head on his chest, both panting from the intense moment they shared. There was no telling how long they stayed in that spot just enjoying the bliss of being in each other's company. In the exact spot her feeling had manifested was the same place they would come back every year.

Their spot.

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