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heorist · 1 year
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Otis Driftwood X GN reader [Part 2]
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• His love language is physical touch mostly
• If you wear something super nice he will not take his eyes off you for literal hours. stg. Baby will point it out and he'll get pissed off
• hes fond of neck kisses both giving and receiving
• Otis is in general really passionate in your relationship and trust me it shows
• As you know otis is brutally honest he doesnt sugarcoat anything so you really know his affections towards you are genuine.
• The longer youre with him the more spontaneous he gets honestly
• Walks with him around cemeterys late at night are a must. You guys probably end up digging up bones to use them in some craft later on
• similar to previous hc, he collects bones. Human bones and animal bones
• One way to really impress him is make a weird ass creation. Such as fishboy.
• Dates with him always involve doing a few illegal things but its okay yall are having a good time
• He has alot of knowledge on just about any serial killer there ever was so long conversations about them are frequent. Hes also probably taken you to places people were murdered
• Expect the unexpected always
• He forgets big dates such as anniversaries on occasion but always remembers specific details about you
A/N: Hope you enjoyed and I will probably be opening requests soon !
Tags: @daggersangel
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shadow--writer · 3 years
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9, 13, bonus 19 drop the memes
*fans self* I’m being spoiled I love y’all thank you thank you. Feel free to send in some modern asks for Maeve (and for some of y’all I’m a comin to attack your inboxes XD)
9. Do they have any best friends? What’s their relationship like? How did they meet?
13. Are they in a relationship? Have they been in one before?
19. Share their favorite reaction pic/gif.
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Friends: well for main LI from the actual game I’d say she’d be best friends with Portia and ofc Asra. They get into so much trouble (knife cats, all of them). But outside of that she befriends most everyone she meets because she’s very sweet and friendly. She has a fun bubbly personality and she’s pretty good at reading people. Also: plz be her friend she loves you.
Relationship: I mean depends. For main LI’s generally it’s Muriel, Julian and sometimes Nadia/Porita. (I’m sorry she has a burning hatred for Lucio. She can’t lol). And yeah I do have some apprentice ships with her (....ya know who ya are) and yes she has been in a bunch of relationships she’s a hardened veteran XDD. She knows her way around dating, but she loves how each relationship blossoms into something new!
Reaction pic and gif (under the cut it gets long lol):
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and her fav gif
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She’s the kind of person to send something horrifying to you if you haven’t talked in a while to strike up a conversation too. Her fav pic to send is:
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also ur welcome for showing that to you lol.
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dxntloseurhead · 5 years
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the queens + their “descriptions” (this part comes after “ex-wives” and is basically a mockery of historians arguing who the most ‘important’ queen is, i might have gotten some parts wrong since i just did this from memory!)
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generalskales · 4 years
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I suggest to look on artfight to see who belongs to who
But now for tumblr tagging:
@gendercryptiid @speedythecat @sugarcubeprincess @sir-incorrect @keplered @h-llow-d @bunnybinch @slowpokegamer @lunaisanartist
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tropicalfreckles · 4 years
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(reposting this because for some reason it’s not showing up in any search engine??)
*kicks down door* Meme time I actually had 3 working variations of this drawing, and one other idea I had. But I didn’t draw the forth one. I worked on all three sketches last night, though. First was with Lani (the only one who would actually go all out with beej), the second was Lydia (this one was obviously my favorite since I went with it lawl), and the third was with Antares. I put more effort into this than I was gonna but shit happens when you’re drawing memes I guess lmao Beej slightly posses Lydia to do the pose with him but she flips him off to show she isn’t gonna wear the sweaters. Dumb siblings SHIPPERS DNI
bonus
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Lani lmao And of course my dumbshit Anty
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purplepakwan · 5 years
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Doodled this post by @multi-fandom-incorrect-quotes :’DD
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kiwibirdlafayette · 5 years
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alright folks I’ve come with an important observation from someone who refuses to have his auto-updates on for any of the apps on his tablet
Turns out
If you aren’t updated to the newest version of tumblr mobile, nothing you post shows up in the tags, regardless of order
Nice
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adriftwoods · 5 years
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im abt to have a fit
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lemonadetyler · 5 years
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peter takes your virginity
pairing: peter parker x reader
type: smut // headcanon
a/n: wanna join my marvel tag list? just send me an ask :)
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- so you’ve been dating peter for a hot minute & you know damn well its time for y’all to fuck
- not just timing wise, but you’ve wanted to for a while now
- peter obviously wants to too, but the lil baby won’t say so bc he doesn’t wanna make u uncomfortable in case u don’t want to.
- when you climb on his lap during make out sessions (which there are so many of), peter gets so hard & when you notice or gesture to it he gets SO embarrassed
- one time you very lightly started grinding on him & he couldn’t stop apologizing for getting a boner
- “it was an accident i swear!!”
- “peter, i would be upset if u didn’t get one.”
- like my mans is really so innocent
- so it’s gonna be a challenge.
- but sis gotta plan: peter comes over everyday after school to do homework & hang out. but today you’re gonna ‘forget’ he’s coming & fall asleep in your bed with some sexy underwear on
- girls gotta do what a girls gotta do
- you get home & practically rip your clothes off trying to get ready in time
- “wish peter was the one ripping my clothes off.” 🐸☕️
- so you put the bra & panties on & god damn do u look hot
- titties? popping. booty? thriving
- & you’re positioned in literally the most sexual position possible, like these itty bitty transparent panties are showing it ALL to whomever might walk through your door ;))
- & then it happens; peter walks in your room like usual
- “hey, y/n, do you think- woah!” peter exclaims
- you’re still fake asleep like the lil sneak bitch u are lmao
- you can feel peter’s eyes on u & know he’s staring hard
- u know that’s not all that’s hard in the room ;))
- he very gently begins to cover u up
- like a true gentlemen in peter parker fashion
- u fake wake up, “oh, peter!”
- “oh, uh, hey y-y/n.”
- “sorry i was so tired i just completely passed out after school.”
- “do u, uh, usually wear that to school?” peter asks, nervous as hell, SHOOTING HIS SHOT.
- “maybe you could find out?” you say with a lil smile.
- OH GIRL YES U REALLY DID JUST
- “i don’t know- i don’t wanna do something you’re uncomfortable with.” peter confesses to you.
- “uncomfortable?” you question. “peter i’ve been trying to get in your pants for months. you’re my boyfriend, i want this.”
- “you do??” he asks sounding surprised. & yes, he did sound very excited
- “peter, please.” you beg him, need in your voice.
- peter has never taken his shirt & jeans off faster
- he’s holding himself up on top of you while y’all making out
- he’s slowly beginning to make his way towards your jaw & down your neck. you are a moaning mess. peter is grinding just a lil & honestly, homeboy got moves.
- so you’re getting really wet so you’re starting to buck your hips up to meet his.
- “okay babygirl, i’m coming.” he tells you as he moves his mouth down to your pussy.
- ALSO
- BABYGIRL
- THAT NICKNAME
- FUCK ME IN THE ASS WITH A PLASTIC SPORK THAT IS HOT
- but peter isn’t stopping there, he’s picking you up and carrying you off the bed. you’re being slammed against the wall & peter is holding you against it while beginning to leave a trail of kisses down your thigh
- your panties are still on & are so thin & they are absolutely soaked
- peter is sucking on your clit & kissing your pussy lips through the thin fabric & you just physically cant
- “oh my god peter where did u learn to that?” you cry in between moans
- “let me make u feel good, babygirl”
- alright that’s fine we can do that
- peter finally slides your panties to the side & he just goes for it, diving his tongue inside of you. you’re not gonna last long. homeboy knows how to work that tongue
- “peter i’m gonna come.”
- “come on my face, baby.”
- YOUR INNOCENT LIL PETER BEAN SAID WHAT
- as previously stated, you did not last long. not after fuckin mr. clean himself dropped that dirty talk on u
- so peter let’s you down & you look at the bulge in his pants & it is large.
- “your turn.” you tell peter.
- “i don’t have a condom.” peter confesses.
- “i do.” you tell peter.
- “of course you do.” peter says sarcastically.
- you hand the condom to peter & he slips it over his length
- you’re lying on the bed again
- “are you sure about this? we don’t have to?” peter tells you.
- he’s so caring & always wanting to make sure you’re comfortable
- “i want this peter.” you remind him.
- he slides into you so gently & you expected some pain but honestly shit slaps
- “peter you can move.” you tell him.
- he begins to rock back forth, just barely pulling the tip out before sliding back in
- he’s constantly asking you if you’re okay
- you’re constantly telling him that it feels amazing
- “am i doing okay?” peter asks worriedly
- “you’re doing great.” you tell him.
- but soon the pleasure is getting too much to handle again
- “faster peter.”
- “are you sure?”
- “peter. i want you to fuck me.”
- & so he was off to races
- slamming into you; hard, fast, deep. dick game so strong stg
- “fuck right there.” you moan
- “you’re so tight.” peter tells you.
- “peter i’m gonna come again.”
- “not until you’re screaming my name.”
- BITCH WAS HE RIGHT
- he starts rubbing circles on your clit
- making you feel sum type of way
- you are SCREAMING his name
- your orgasm is ripping through you
- “mmm, fuck, y/n” peter moans & bites his lip as he reaches his climax.
- soon peter is collapsing besides you, your naked bodies breathing heavily together after both of your first times.
- “so how was it?” peter asks you
- “same time tomorrow?” you reply
- “i’ll be there.” peter agrees.
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crayonboxhearts · 5 years
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ok but ur annaleve tag??? just rejuvenated me this morning i stg. like the chemistry? that's some professional shit right there i mean they didnt cime to play!! ugh if eve doesnt show up for more than 5mins this season im rioting for real lmao
ty! although I feel like they pretty much closed the door on them enough in s5 for her to be gone for good, I'm always open to eve popping back in. I truly enjoy every single scene viola and famke have together.
I think I've reached the point where I won't be mad of she doesn't appear/get mentioned but since the show is ending, best believe I will still lose my shit if she does.
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zwritestuff · 5 years
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i was tagged by @tropicaldepressionkatya​ thanks luv!
1. Favorite childhood show?
winx club!! i’d wake up earlier than i should on school days just to catch winx on tv 💓
2. Favorite series? (books or show)
books wise, my all time favorite (and first) serie is the selection. show wise, i love one day at a time! it makes my latina heart burst in joy
3. Favorite food?
bombitas de queso and my granny’s empanadas!
4. What does love look like to you?
at this point in my life, love looks like someone that i can’t pull my gaze off, knows how to make me comfortable and doesnt matter at what time do i call them they pick up (its my crush. im talking about my crush)
5. If you had one, what’s something you’ve learned from a past relationship?
don’t have a long distance relationship, and dont allow them to patronize what you write and what you do
6. If you had to compare yourself to a fictional character, who would it be?
probably elle woods, because she’s pretty yet amazingly smart. i consider myself both, though im not smart to elle’s degree - she was a fucking genious, and i could write essays why
7. What’s the best pizza topping combo?
just hear me out a moment: french fries. a guy in my town delivers pizza for a living and there’s a pizza with french fries as a topping, and i stg it’s delicious
8. Best way to spend a rainly afternoon?
taking a nap
9.  If you won 100 million euros/dollars/pounds/ whatever, what would you buy fist?
first, i’d get myself a new phone ‘cause this mierda i have is from the stone age. second, i’d take my family out of this country to a one with better economy and stability. 
10. What’s your favorite thing about your family?
there are lots of (positive) unsaid things that always find their way to be known, be it with small gestures or simple looks, and i think that’s pretty cool even tho i think i’m not explaining it well
im tired cause i went to a party last night so there’s no questions nor tagging today, sorry !
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neo-shitty · 3 years
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toffee!
no dont apologise! i didnt check until just then so np :)
mmm yeah it is a bit trippy. hehe ITS TRUE THO. yeah sadly i think ur right, and tag blocking is probably a good idea. sometimes smut written well or not in excess is okay but goddamn when its abt 01 line and thats the whole fic... *silently blocks tags*
hehe i do that all the time lol this conversation is carrying on threads from a month ago :) mmm yeah ur probably right sadly, same. HA HE DIDNT HAVE A CHOICE and now i have someone to talk to abt them, so thats good! I KNOW felix was actually the one who got me into skz with his iconique gods menu line so i guess i have a soft spot for him. i always tell myself my bias is chan but ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ guess im more whipped than id like to admit. mmm yeah that does make sense dw i hope they do that as well. YES king seungmin hIMSELF. GODDAMNIT DONT GET ME STARTED ON MINHO IN GODS MENU I DIDNT EVEN KNOW HE WAS PART OF THE GROUP UNTIL I STARTED GETTING MORE INTO THEM. BITCH (affectionate) THE LINE DISTRIBUTION HAS BEEN UTTER DOG SHIT but *deep breath* its better now so were moving on adn hoping it stays that way. sis same but i may or may not have gone thru a rlly depressed phase and actively sought out the elimination episodes so i could actually force some tears out of my emotionless shell of a heart but what cna you do? lmaoo i feel that irl, binnie deserves more vocal lines. yesss channies accent is rlly prominent then, i think also the way he structures his phrasing? is more english speaking than korean? but yeah i totally get what ur saying. AJKSAL lmao
okay then! im excited for whenever it gets done! (maybe tag me?) ahh the cold shrivelled heart of a dark au writer beats again at the thought of torturing another poor characters very soul (/j) :(( yeah that would suck not being able to see them. ohhh ur on the other hemisphere to me! were just going into spring rn. mmm smth to look forward to! YES you put it into words. they rlly are pretty independent from the company (remember how jyp rejected that other dudes songs after like 3 seconds and then how he was apparently nervous to show the song hed written to chan cos chan was so good at writing hits ahhh sweet revenge) mmmYES we rlly need a mute and remove notifications button for our brains dont we?
YES CORRECT i totally agree. some people jsut dont give it a try, adn assume its bad cos its korean smh racist assholes. yes! im coming up to my 6 month anniv actually! sis sAME, i feel like theyre being tugged into appealing to the western american market and theyre not staying as true to their artistic flair as a group, especially with only writing english songs atm. *sigh* ah well, at least theyre bringing recognition to the kpop world. AHUH dead on, theyre going to be discarded pretty soon and then where will bp be? theyll prob go solo paths which is rlly sad but what can you do when the company is run by a prideful asshole? yg is not going to last much longer in the big four if they keep this up.
hehe you get it. oooh very cool! whos ur ult? (sorry if youve said this before) mmmm yeah good decision, i feel liek thats probably a wise decision. this is my first album release as a kpop stan (not counting mixtape oh) so i think ill get it for sentiments sake. yeah! im excited for the new music! mingi was the one who got me into them, but atm my bias is seonghwa followed by san, wooyoung and ateez but jonghos high notes man *swoon* he, yeah atm ive got jake, jay, nikki, jungwon and sunoo down so just trying to get the rest :) heh, yeah kard i rlly only got into cos of bm, ive seen him like interacting with a lot of idols and he seemed nice so i decided to check out the group. ikr gunshot man *another swoon*
no noe! i didnt know what it was until i got it lol. thx toffee ill try and take that to mind :) yeah lol im on a waiting list thats not going to be free until late september so hopefully i can hold on until then. hope ur okay, that sounds like it sucks, hope you can find someone. maybe ill just take you along on my phone and the therapist can get a two for one patient deal lmaooo. mmm, sorry no i havent mentioned it before, i dont rlly talk abt it much. uhhh basically hypermobility? if you google it, it doesnt seem bad, jsut joint flexibility but ive got the severe end of the stick, leaning towards ehlers danlos syndrome so thats fun. basically it just makes it hard for me to exercise, run, jump, stand or just walk for long periods of time and gives me a lot of joint and muscle pain so... thats fun! but obviously so many other people have it worse than me, so i try not to complain. normally in young people it will improve as they get older, but my doctor said bc its severe in me, its unlikely to get much better. but again, i dont have the worst lot in the bunch, so its all g.
oh its good that its not the bad type of rain, a light sprinkling can be relaxing sometimes. aww thx darl, the concern is appreciated but it went pretty well and i managed not to cough too much on stage or kill myself trying to run around to the other side of the stage in the pouring rain so thats good! oooh tea buddies! my dogs a labradoodle, but shes a bit more of a feral poodle lol not much labrador in her at all, unless its her relentless urge to hunt down every bird that has ever walked this earth smh :((( hopefully they can come back on soon, does uni have dances?
ahhh a mood if i ever heard one. hopefully things will get better for you soon, ik anxiety sucks ass. ooh thats always good! when its sunny here, its always melt ur thongs to the pavement hot so the nicely cool sunny days are a lovely change. hehe impatience is not so good for you, but good for us that get to see ur beautiful theme early. ahh no worries, itll come eventually hopefully. and if not, then just things that make you not anxious are good. it doesnt have to be black or white, sometimes gray is good. mmmmm sames i have midterms this week to catch up on and then two weeks of end of terms so thats fun! i hope u can overcome that a little, heres some channie to be ur motivation https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=a8LWyNjzOww. hah! i hear that all the time, he seems to be everywhere. did you see that tiktok of hans slowed back door rap, i stg it sounded EXACTLY like namjoon, it kinda scared me. also teh beginning of another day, sounds so much like joon i swear.
that reminds me! idk ur biases! i feel like this should be smth i should know so please! feel free to elaborate!
ahh im glad, i was worried it is. mmm same, so no hard feelings if either of us misses a day or smth. ill start worrying if weeks/months have gone by, but if its just a little while thats more than fine. ill just picture you studiously completing notes and i wont worry lol
<3 w.a. 🐺
at some point i really think i'm going to start blocking accounts because blocking tags won't be enough. i saw ask tags the other day and it just made me want to bleach my eyeballs.
i could talk about god's menu felix for hours man. the teaser for god's menu that featured his part on the bridge made me look forward to the mv release. you: biases chan, also you: lixiesbabyhands. yes you are more whipped than you think. i can't believe orange haired minho was given NOTHING during that era but they kind of made up for it in the b-sides. i also hope it stays that way. the distribution for this era was pretty fair.
"torturing another poor character's soul" in all honesty, i used to live for this. 2017 me leading up to early 2020 wrote nothing but angst. i have another aussie friend on twt and tbh i'm still really (O.o) about the seasons! jyp should be terrified skz could easily take over that company. heck if skz grow old and start their own company, they'd probably do a great job at running it. PLEASE. i have issues on muting/notifications both mentally and in real life. sometimes, i just wish to disappear.
some people in my country are just disgusting tbh. not only racist but homophobic too. they label kpop as 'gay' and it DISGUSTS me. it's a problematic behavior/mindset people in my country need to fucking get rid of. anyway, HELP ME 6 MONTHS??? and i've been in this shit for like a decade eye. tbh, i’m not fond of kpop groups trying to appeal to the western audience :// it feels like they’re losing their identity in a way. yes recognition but at what cost? yg has my favorite groups but that’s one shitty company when it comes to promoting.
okay my ult! it’s haechan from nct but i consider chan an ult too. like a close second above my whopping list of kpop boys. oh yes! you should get the album just for like a keepsake? remembrance? how did mingi appeal to you? omg did you start getting interested in ateez back when he was still on hiatus? NOT YOU BIASING THE SAME PEOPLE I DID WHEN I FIRST STARTED STANNING. the infamous ateez thot-line. jongho is easily one of the best fourth gen vocalists out here, no one can change my mind :( good luck with memorizing the rest of enhypen! just in time for the comeback too. i hope i’ll get into kard soon but i’m pretty content (and a tad bit overwhelmed) with the amount of groups i stan right now.
please hold on though, feel free to vent here if you like. thanks for the offer tho HAHA but like i’ll try to get checked here too when the cases die down a bit. i’m sorry to hear about your condition though :( please don’t ever overwork yourself to the point that your joints/muscles would ache. it’s completely valid to complain about it tho. i get that you have others in mind but keeping that mindset really doesn’t do you (like you internally) any better? so if you need to, vent your frustrations out and don’t keep it in.
oh my god, about your performance last sunday. was the stage out in the open? glad you didn’t cough too much and did well on your concert. i’m proud of you! i can never understand dogs and poor birds T_T uni doesn’t have dances unfortunately. i think there’s just one party at the end like a graduation ball. what year are you in anyway? if it’s something that you’re fine with sharing. if not, it’s cool.
good luck with your exams! and thanks for the link! AHA what a cutie. i think he does this motivation thing once in a while during his lives and it’s just comforting. yeah joon and han my irl just freaked when we made that discovery. ult crumbs for her. oh god not me forgetting about every biases when you asked. you can ask for my biases in a few groups just list down the one’s you’re interested in knowing. 
i missed yesterday because i was grinding and finishing what if we stay + school work. finally did it today. i’m sure i’ll reply in like a day or two, definitely not a month unless i state otherwise. if i ever decide to abandon this blog, i’ll let you know.
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libraryofmegharoni · 3 years
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The Heart's Invisible Furies [John Boyne]
started: March 21, 2021 finished: March 24, 2021 rating: 5/5
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its now been 2 weeks since i finished The Heart's Invisible Furies and tbh i still dont have the words to describe it.
first of all i've apparently wanted to read this book for at least 3 years. after i got it i found it on a random list of books in my notes of books i wanted that i made couple years ago. i have absolutely no idea where i heard about it the first time. i actually dont remember where i heard of it or why i put it on my list a couple months ago but evidently i did.
this was one of the (many) books that i intentionally didn't read the synopsis of and didn't want to know anything about it before reading. i knew bits going into it. i had the general info that it was about a boy born in Ireland who was adopted, it's set during The Troubles, and its gay enough to have the 'LGBT' tag on goodreads.
after a day of reading it my only comment i wrote down was: i think i cried 6 times reading the first 100ish pages.
which honestly sums up my entire experience reading the entire book.
the novel is organized so that each section is every seven years. there's a total of 11 sections so it covers 77 years all about Cyril Avery's life. the first section is about his mother dealing with being an unwed 16 year old pregnant woman in mid-1940s Ireland. and let me say: the actions of most of the 'adults' are absolutely horrific. the first chapter is Cyril's mother, Catherine, being kicked out of her village at Sunday Mass. her entire family and the rest of the village are against her and back the priest who tells her she has like an hour to leave the village and never come back.
when she gets on a bus to Dublin, she meets Seán who is also escaping his village to Dublin. they arrive and are greeted by Seán's 'friend' Jack who reluctantly agrees to let Catherine stay with them until she can support herself. its pretty obvious that Seán and Jack are a little more than friends but Catherine doesnt think anything of it until the end of the section. before the end tho, we meet the only valid adult / person of a previous generation, Mrs. Hennessy. i absolutely loved that she makes an appearance the the following section and gets name dropped throughout the rest of the novel. this first section is where we learn her general backstory and god fucking damn it i was appalled. at this point its less than 50 pages into the book and i was nearly full on sobbing. and the tears dont let up from there either! right after finding out what Mrs. Hennessy has gone through, Catherine returns back to the apartment she shares with Seán and Jack and once again there's adult and parent who is absolutely horrendous. this is finally when Catherine learns that the two boys are actually in a relationship because, who we later learn is Seán's father, who Seán was escaping from when he left his village, forces himself into the apartment. within the next few minutes, there is a filicide , someone left on the brink of death, and a birth.
this is literally all 50 pages into a nearly 600 page book. it sets the tone for the rest of it and gives a solid understanding of the mindset of Ireland in this time.
7 years later, we finally meet Cyril as as not just the concept that is causing issues for Catherine. we're introduced to the couple that adopted Cyril, who are odd to say the least. they are the type of parents that didn't really want a child because they were ready but instead as a show piece. the Avery's also constantly remind Cyril (and others) that he is 'not a real Avery'. hmm i wonder if this will have an impact on Cyril's future relationships?????
his relationship with Julian Woodbead is one of the most important to Cyril's life. i think its talked about later in the novel how their friendship is built on a lie. from the start Cyril is obsessed with Julian and Julian doesnt acknowledge it really. the perception of their friendship is so biased since we are viewing the world from Cyril's point of view and how he is effected. because of this perceptive, its so hard to believe that Julian didn't know that Cyril was in love with him. but i think Julian was such a product of the environment his was raised in and living by the acceptable ideas of the time. from an early age one of his defining traits is essentially being a womanizer. its hard to tell how much of him is just for show and how different him, and Cyril, would be free of a society with such strict exceptions and definitions of right and wrong. was Julian truly completely straight? or was he lying to everyone and himself to fit in with society?
Cyril deals with his repression of being gay in such a detrimental way the entire time he lives in Ireland. he constantly lies to everyone in his life and forces himself to live a lie. his inability to confide in anyone leads him to getting engaged to, sleeping with, and ultimately marrying Julian's sister, Alice.
oh my god the lead up to the marriage ceremony and the events after hurt so many people and i didn't know who's side i was on for them. Cyril ends up in a relationship with Alice and somehow engaged to her. he almost breaks it off with her but every time he cant say the words. its heartbreaking thinking about Cyril was just so fearful to tell the truth to people who loved him.
its finally on the wedding day that Cyril confesses to Julian that he doesnt love Alice in any romantic way because he's gay and is actually in love with Julian. Cyril wants to Julian to allow him to not go forward with the marriage but with Alice's past (she had a previous fiance that left her at the alter) Julian tells Cyril that he's going to marry his sister and be a perfect husband to her.
Cyril does it. partially. he marries Alice then flees the entire country. coming from Cyril's point of view, i was relived that he was free from lying to everyone. but on the other side -- he just left everyone hurt and unhappy in the wake of his actions. its so easy to see how Cyril feels forced into his decisions but understanding how those decisions affect the people around him make it hard to support Cyril.
7 years later we meet the most important man in Cyril's life, Bastiaan. after leaving Ireland, Cyril ends up in Amsterdam, where it is so much more acceptable to be gay holy shit. he meets and starts dating Bastiaan there. Bastiaan helps Cyril unlearn a lot of what he was forced to live by and accept who he is as a person.
he also meets Jack who opened an Irish pub in Amsterdam with the name of Seán's last name. when i realized it was Jack from before and Jack named his pub after Seán made me weep like a fucking baby.
i could list all the times i started crying but i would end up crying all over again and have to add more to the list.
anyway in Amsterdam Cyril and Bastiaan acquire a foster son, Ignac, who just like everyone else in this novel, has a tragic past. after some events (another murder, this time the dick head is the one killed instead of the one doing the killing) and the three of them end up in New York.
they are in America during the beginning of the AIDS crisis and holy shit. yeah more balling. thats the main takeaway.
in New York, Cyril volunteers to talk to AIDS patients who are dying but have no family visiting them. one of the patients is Julian. once again i turn into a fucking baby. Julian reveals to Cyril that he has a son back in Ireland from the one time he slept with Alice. im gonna cry if i think about Julian and Cyril talking anymore i stg. but uhh Julian makes Cyril promise that he'd be the one to call Alice when he died and once Julian does pass, Cyril has every intention on doing just that. but before he can, him and Bastiaan are jumped by a group of thugs who end up seriously injuring Cyril and killing Bastiaan.
7 years later, Cyril is back in Ireland with Ignac. this time he is in Ireland as an openly gay man and is attempting to build a relationship with his son.
there's so much more that happens that i can't even convey. but holy fuck was it so god damn fucking good.
finally when Cyril is in his 60s he figures out that he is the son of Mrs. Goggins, who has never really left the story. Cyril and Julian run in to her when they are 14 in boarding school, Cyril runs into her multiple times when he works almost with her, the morning of his wedding at a cafe, and when he returns he works in the same building that she does. so throughout his life his birth mother was right there but neither of them knew it.
after 7 years, they go together back to the village that Catherine was born, raised, and kicked out of. its finally here where we learn the identity of Cyril's birth father (Catherine's aunt's husband).
bro i gotta be done now. like there's much more that i want to talk about regarding The Heart's Invisible Furies but i just cant think of them rn.
tl;dr - ballin like a baby the whole way through. also society sucks.pls read its worth it
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sarespai · 7 years
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WAS TAGGED BY: @ryuzakki
TAGGING: (far too tired to tag im sorry im a terrible tumblr user lmao)
RULES: ANSWER THESE 85 STATEMENTS AND TAG 20 PEOPLE
THE LAST
1. DRINK: decaf cappuchino 2. PHONE CALL: mother 3. TEXT MESSAGE: mother 4. SONG YOU LISTENED TO: Juventa - Superhuman (Ft. Kelly Sweet) (Au5 Remix)   5. TIME YOU CRIED: yesterday finishing persona 5 6. DATED SOMEONE TWICE: never have and never will one chance is all i allow 7. KISSED SOMEONE AND REGRETTED IT: yes 8. BEEN CHEATED ON: not explicitly, however they told they would have if they werent such a nice guy™ and i need to get my act together (so glad thats over i stg) 9. LOST SOMEONE SPECIAL: yes, last year 10. BEEN DEPRESSED: yes, recently 11. GOTTEN DRUNK AND THROWN UP: I hate vomiting so i never drink enough for that to happen, also i take a million drinks to get drunk
3 FAVOURITE COLOURS
12. grey 13. silver 14. pink
IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU
15. MADE NEW FRIENDS: yes 16. FALLEN OUT OF LOVE: nope 17. LAUGHED UNTIL YOU CRIED: yes 18. FOUND OUT SOMEONE WAS TALKING ABOUT YOU: not negatively, i don’t really care much if they do however 19. MET SOMEONE WHO CHANGED YOU: every day, i think 20. FOUND OUT WHO YOUR FRIENDS ARE: what are friends haha no, my friends are lifetime people 21. KISSED SOMEONE ON YOUR FACEBOOK LIST: yup
GENERAL
22. HOW MANY OF YOUR FACEBOOK FRIENDS DO YOU KNOW IN REAL LIFE: most 23. DO YOU HAVE ANY PETS: smol moggy cat princess called mia 24. DO YOU WANT TO CHANGE YOUR NAME: not really, i hate my last name but its not a big deal 25. WHAT DID YOU DO FOR YOUR LAST BIRTHDAY: stayed at my boyfriends for a few days playing mass effect andromeda 26. WHAT TIME DID YOU WAKE UP: today at about 7.30am 27. WHAT WERE YOU DOING AT MIDNIGHT LAST NIGHT: asleep 28. NAME SOMETHING YOU CAN’T WAIT FOR: a trip to japan 29. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU SAW YOUR MOM: she’s like 1 foot away from me rn 31. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW:  HEALTH - Blue Monday 32. HAVE YOU EVER TALKED TO A PERSON NAMED TOM: one of my boyfriend’s best friends, great guy, we talk a lot 33. SOMETHING THAT IS GETTING ON YOUR NERVES: having to be social and talk to people and work lately 34. MOST VISITED WEBSITE: youtube, tumblr, twitch 35. HAIR COLOUR: blonde 36. LONG OR SHORT HAIR: long 37. DO YOU HAVE A CRUSH ON SOMEONE: unfortunately i love my boyfriend a lot so yes i guess? 38. WHAT DO YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF: hair, ability to bounce back from eating 4 doughnuts with no perceptible gut gain (i’m not skinny though by any means) 39. PIERCINGS: ears 40. BLOOD TYPE: i literally do not remember 41. NICKNAME: sares, sarey 42. RELATIONSHIP STATUS: single 43. ZODIAC: Aries 44. PRONOUNS: her, she 45. FAVOURITE TV SHOW: anime: fairy tail non anime: probably supernatural or dark angel 46. TATTOOS: not yet, hoping to someday 47. RIGHT OR LEFT HANDED: right 48. SURGERY: wisdoms 50. SPORT: nothing thank god 51. VACATION: japan and italyyyyy 52. PAIR OF TRAINERS: i have pumas but i rarely wear them
MORE GENERAL
53. EATING: dried fruit 54. DRINKING: lemonade 55. I’M ABOUT TO: play some collar x malice on my vita or watch some achievement hunter on yt, haven't decided 56. WAITING FOR: dinner tonight 57. WANT: more skip beat manga, more fairy tail dvds, more anime merch 58. GET MARRIED: if i get bullied into it i guess 59. CAREER: who knows really 60. HUGS OR KISSES: hugs 61. LIPS OR EYES: eyes 62. SHORTER OR TALLER: taller cos im too tall already 63. OLDER OR YOUNGER: age doesnt matter 64. NICE ARMS OR NICE STOMACH: both they are both adorable 65. HOOK UP OR RELATIONSHIP: relationship 66. TROUBLEMAKER OR HESITANT: either
HAVE YOU EVER:
67. KISSED A STRANGER: nope 68. DRANK HARD LIQUOR: yes 69. LOST GLASSES/CONTACT LENSES: yes and it sucks let me tell you 70. TURNED SOMEONE DOWN: yes 71. SEX ON THE FIRST DATE: no 72. BROKEN SOMEONE’S HEART: yes 73. HAD YOUR HEART BROKEN: yes
74. BEEN ARRESTED: no 75. CRIED WHEN SOMEONE DIED: yes 76. FALLEN FOR A FRIEND: yes
DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
77. YOURSELF: sometimes 78. MIRACLES: yes, because life itself is one 79. LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT: nah 80. SANTA CLAUS: no
81. KISS ON THE FIRST DATE: if you’re feelin it i guess
82. ANGELS: no
OTHER:
84. EYE COLOUR: dark grey blue 85. FAVOURITE MOVIE: pirates of the Caribbean probably
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ao3feed-lokiangst · 5 years
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Need a new teacher?
read it on the AO3 at https://ift.tt/2u2WlXy
by Spideys_bagel
Harry being raised by muggles had always admired the avengers, hoping one day, against all odds that he could meet them. That seemed like a distant memory now. A little boys dream to see them and ask them a hundred questions about anything and everything.
It wasn't that Harry didn't wan to meet them anymore. No, in fact he'd very much like too. But know all he can really think of is if he met them all he would want to say is a genuine thank you. For saving his life, and countless others. Saying anything else, even meeting them for any other reason... felt wrong.
So of course the person who literally saved the universe shows up at his school claiming to be the new Norse mythology teacher.
Will harry every get what he wants?
Words: 669, Chapters: 1/?, Language: English
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling
Rating: Teen And Up Audiences
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Categories: Gen
Characters: Loki (Marvel), Harry Potter, Ron Weasley, Hermione Granger, Avengers Team (MCU), Hogwarts Students, Hogwarts Staff, Minerva McGonagall
Relationships: Loki (Marvel) & Harry Potter, Hermione Granger & Harry Potter & Ron Weasley, Loki & Minerva McGonagall
Additional Tags: loki is such a drama gay, i stg this man, Loki Being A Lil Shit, some harry angst, loki killed thanos, harry doesnt know how to react in this situation, like seriously let this boy breathe, McGonagall and loki being a power duo, death eaters thinking theyre still relavent, Death Eaters, everyone is tired of lokis shit tbh, he dosent care tho, hes that bitch, loki having extra powers, harry is a pure bean, But also A little shit, Loki is a bad influence, norse mythology professor loki, Hogwarts Eighth Year, Crossover
read it on the AO3 at https://ift.tt/2u2WlXy
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