#I still can't believe they'll have a baby girl soon

[astonmartinii]

mamma mia | formula one social media au

drivers: sebastian vettel, jenson button and fernando alonso

what the hell is in the water in greece? why are pregnancy tests so expensive and why does seb name his vehicles like that?

fernandoalo_oficial

liked by maxverstappen1, aussiegrit and 803,450 others

location: greece

fernandoalo_oficial: had a great break in greece recharging the old batteries 🔋

view all comments

user1: old man who is this woman?

landonorris: who taught you to soft launch grandpa?

fernandoalo_oficial: hey! respect your elders

landonorris: you just called yourself old? and WHO IS THIS?

fernandoalo_oficial: none of your damn business kid

user2: why is he particularly dilfy lately?

user3: he's approaching silver fox territory i fear

jensonbutton: i see that greece was a popular spot for wold champions this break?

fernandoalo_oficial: i also saw, sad not to bump into you old friend :(

maxverstappen1: where was my invite ???

jensonbutton: cool world champions only

lewishamilton: excuse me?

fernandoalo_oficial: idk what to tell you it wasn't planned, me, jenson and sebastian just have good taste

sebastianvettel: i see mary goodnight was appreciated

fernandoalo_oficial: yes thank you for lending me your boat, huge hit with the ladies

sebastianvettel: very happy with my choice to get it deep cleaned before i got there

fernandoalo_oficial: first of all, i'm not dirty. second of all, thanks for the faith in my game big man

user4: i am so confused by this comment section I DID NOT WANT TO KNOW ALONSO FUCKED ON SEB'S BOAT ???

yourusername

liked by yourbff, oliviarodrigo and 1,340.987 others

tagged: yourbff

yourusername: (sober) brunch with a side of light baby daddy investigation

view all comments

user7: only y/n would end up in a mamma mia situation, stay strong

yourusername: omg i didn't even realise, but donna was always a bad bitch, so i will just be the same

user8: i can't believe i am watching a girl investigate her own baby daddies on the internet (i love this place)

yourbff: if we can't find the lucky men, at least they'll have a cool ass aunt

yourusername: all fun and games until you have to change a nappy

user9: i'm enjoying this saga, BUT, why can't we just wait and do a paternity test

yourusernmae: i still need to know them to do that... and being nosey is far more fun

user10: all i'm thinking is this girl has to have GAME for three dilfs in the span of like three days... RESPECT 🫡

user11: i am so invested in this... please be interesting people 🤞

jensonbutton

liked by sebastianvettel, fernandoalo_oficial and 401,330 others

jensonbutton: back on sky duty and bumped into a couple of familiar faces

view all comments

user12: who let these old men talk about their sex lives on a live broadcast?

user13: i am entertained tbf

user14: obsessed with both needing to reinforce the fact that they pulled in greece

user15: i need seb to jump in on this conversation ASAP

fernandoalo_oficial: not happy with you pinning all of my success on seb's boat mate

jensonbutton: was it all your charming personality?

fernandoalo_oficial: obviously

sebastianvettel: i can confirm that it's always all the boat

jensonbutton: is that a confession?

sebastianvettel: gentleman don't kiss and tell x

charles_leclerc: jesus christ and we're the generation ruining the sport?

jensonbutton: f1 has always been slutty, you guys are letting us down

maxverstappen1: clearly you guys are still active enough to keep up the reputation yourselves

sebastianvettel

liked by charles_leclerc, jensonbutton and 902,180 others

sebastianvettel: retirement is looking fun, glad to take mary goodnight out for her first spin

view all comments

user21: did he just say mary goodnight? SEB WHAT?

user22: omfg he is potential baby daddy two??

charles_leclerc: so seb got a bit too lucky in greece?

user23: CHARLES?

user24: i am losing my mind they were right, they are the baby daddies

user25: i knew as soon as she said a nando with a samurai tattoo

user26: @yourusername he's number two !!!!!

user27: @yourusername we found him, boat and all

landonorris: YOU'RE POTENTIAL BABY DADDY TWO SEB WHAT THE FUCK

sebastianvettel: i don't understand lando

landonorris: check your texts

user28: don't forget the others lando

landonorris: @fernandoalo_oficial check your texts (and forward it to jenson i don't have his number)

fernandoalo_oficial: okay?

yourusername: WHAT THE FUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK

user29: i think someone needs to check on her

yourusername

liked by sebastianvettel, fernandoalo_oficial and 1,509,600 others

yourusername: i hot girl summer-ed a bit too close to the sun, what do you mean the three dilfs were f1 world champions?

comments are turned off on this post

sebastianvettel followed yourusername

fernandoalo_oficial followed yourusername

jensonbutton followed yourusername

note: AHHHHHH? idk if i love it or hate it? do i know who i plan on being the dad? no. but do i plan on expanding on this? yes. mamma mia chaos will return.

#f1 imagine #f1 x reader #f1 instagram au #f1 x you #f1 #sebastian vettel instagram au #sebastian vettel x you #sebastian vettel x reader #sebastian vettel #sebastian vettel imagine #fernando alonso #fernando alonso imagine #fernando alonso x reader #fernando alonso instagram au #jenson button #jenson button imagine #jenson button x reader #jenson button instagram au

[perspectivestarters]

Perspective's Sentence Starters; 1989 (Taylor's Version) by Taylor Swift (Part I)

WELCOME TO NEW YORK

The village is aglow.

Everybody here wanted somethin' more.

It's been waitin' for you.

I could dance to this beat forevermore

The lights are so bright, but they never blind me.

Everybody here was someone else before.

You can want who you want.

Like any great love, it keeps you guessing.

Like any real love, it's ever-changing.

Like any true love, it drives you crazy.

But you know you wouldn't change anything.

BLANK SPACE

I could show you incredible things

Magic, madness, heaven, sin

Oh, my God, look at that face.

You look like my next mistake.

Love's a game, wanna play?

I can read you like a magazine

Ain't it funny?

I know you heard about me.

I'm dyin' to see how this one ends.

Grab your passport and my hand.

I can make the bad guys good for a weekend.

So it's gonna be forever, or it's gonna go down in flames?

You can tell me when it's over if the high was worth thе pain.

They'll tеll you I'm insane.

I love the players and you love the game.

We'll take this way too far

I've got a blank space, baby, and I'll write your name.

You're the king, baby, I'm your queen.

Worst is yet to come.

I can make all the tables turn.

Oh, my God, who is she?

I get drunk on jealousy.

You'll come back each time you leave.

Darling, I'm a nightmare dressed like a daydream.

Boys only want love if it's torture.

Don't say I didn't warn ya.

STYLE

Could end in burnin' flames or paradise.

It's been a while since I have even heard from you.

I should just tell you to leave.

I know exactly where it leads.

You got that James Dean daydream look in your eye.

I got that red lip classic thing that you like.

When we go crashin' down, we come back every time.

We never go out of style.

I got that good girl faith and a tight little skirt.

He can't keep his wild eyes on the road.

I heard that you've been out and about with some other girl.

What you heard is true.

I can't stop thinkin' 'bout you.

I've been there too a few times.

Take me home.

OUT OF THE WOODS

Looking at it now, it all seems so simple.

The rest of the world was black and white, but we were in screaming color.

Are we out of the woods yet?

Are we in the clear yet? 

We were built to fall apart.

Your necklace hanging from my neck.

The night we couldn't quite forget.

We decided to move the furniture so we could dance.

Baby, like we stood a chance.

Remember when you hit the brakes too soon?

When you started crying, baby, I did too.

When the sun came up, I was lookin' at you

Remember when we couldn't take the heat?

I'm settin' you free.

The monsters turned out to be just trees

When the sun came up, you were lookin' at me.

ALL YOU HAD TO DO WAS STAY

People like you always want back the love they gave away.

People like me wanna believe you when you say you've changed.

The more I think about it now, the less I know.

All I know is that you drove us off the road.

All you had to do was stay

Why'd you have to go and lock me out when I let you in?

Now you say you want it back?

I don't know what to say.

I've been pickin' up the pieces of the mess you made.

People like you always want back the love they pushed aside.

People like me are gone forever when you say goodbye.

Let me remind you this was what you wanted.

You ended it.

You were all I wanted.

SHAKE IT OFF

I stay out too late.

Got nothin' in my brain.

That's what people say.

I go on too many dates.

The players gonna play.

The haters gonna hate.

I'm just gonna shake off.

I never miss a beat.

I'm lightnin' on my feet.

That's what they don't see.

I'm dancin' on my own.

I make the moves up as I go.

That's what they don't know.

You could've been gettin' down to this sick beat.

My ex-man brought his new girlfriend.

Won't you come on over, baby?

I WISH YOU WOULD

It's in the past.

You're thinkin' that I hate you now 'cause you still don't know what I never said.

I wish you would come back.

Wish I never hung up the phone like I did.

I'll never forget you as long as I live.

Wish you were right here, right now.

We're a crooked love in a straight line down.

Makes you want to run and hide.

It makes you turn right back around.

I wish we could go back.

Remember what we were fightin' for.

I miss you too much to be mad anymore.

You always knew how to push my buttons.

You give me everything and nothin'.

This mad, mad love makes you come runnin'.

BAD BLOOD (+ REMIX)

Now we got bad blood.

You know it used to be mad love.

So take a look what you've done.

Now we got problems and I don't think we can solve them.

You made a really deep cut.

Did you have to do this?

I was thinking that you could be trusted.

Did you have to hit me where I'm weak?

I couldn't breathe.

Salt in the wound like you're laughin' right at me.

It's so sad to think about the good times.

Did you think we'd be fine?

Still got scars on my back from your knife

So don't think it's in the past.

These kinda wounds, they last and they last.

Did you think it all through?

All these things will catch up to you.

Time can heal, but this won't.

So if you're comin' my way, just don't.

Band-aids don't fix bullet holes.

You say sorry just for show.

If you live like that, you live with ghosts .

If you love like that, blood runs cold.

I can't take it back.

I don't hate you, but I hate to critique, overrate you.

These beats of a dark heart, use basslines to replace you.

Take time and erase you.

No, I don't fear no more.

Respect ain't quite sincere no more.

Remember when you tried to write me off?

Remember when you thought I'd take a loss?

You thought that I would need ya.

It was my season for battle wounds, battle scars, body bumped, bruised.

Still, all my life, I got money and power.

You gotta live with the bad blood now.

You forgive, you forget, but you never let it go.

#rp sentence starters #rp sentence meme #rp sentence prompts #sentence starters #sentence meme #sentence prompts #lyric sentence starters #lyric starters #music starters #rp meme #rp memes #rp prompts #ask meme #exodusmusing #*mystarters #*1989

[krikeymate]

Any AU, Ghostface is back. Tara gets stabbed. They’re just playing with her, though, so nothing life threatening. They tell Tara that they’re going to kill anyone she tells about this encounter. “Don’t believe me? Try me?”. Tara tells someone she’s not super fond of. She makes sure no one overhears them. The person is dead the next day. That gives us Tara, trying to deal with this on her own while hiding a literal stab wound (and maybe more) from Sam. Sam finds out pretty quickly, though. Tara’s terrified when she does because of the threat.

AU? Baby this is just Scream 7. Tara's got herself a ~staaalker~

She's home alone, Sam's working late tonight. She's been home for hours, she had no idea what was coming for her. She had no idea she wasn't alone. They were waiting for the right moment, they wanted her to be fully relaxed, calm and unexpecting. They grab her from behind, one hand in her hair, the other wraps around her to trap her arms. They kick at her legs, spreading them so she can't stabilise herself.

"Hello, Tara. Have you missed me?"

They can hear the way Tara begins to hyperventilate, see her chest begin to pound, but she still manages to get out a "fuck you!" They love that about her, it's why they chose her. So much spirit. A real wildfire. They'll enjoy breaking her.

They release her, throwing her to the floor. She tries to get up, to crawl away towards the door, calling out for help, and Ghostface can't do anything but laugh at the pathetic sight. They kick her back down and straddle her hips. "Shhh shhh shhh, we wouldn't want anyone to interrupt us now, would we?" they coo at her, wrapping a hand around her mouth. Ghostface spots tears dripping over their gloved fingers, and it makes a rush flow through them. It's such a beautiful sight, they only wish they had a camera.

"I'm not going to kill you, Tara. I just wanted to introduce myself. See, I've been watching you for a long time. Longer than you might think, in fact, and I think you're finally ready to meet me. We've got a lot in common, you know."

The bitch bites down on their hand and they slam her head into the floor for it. "You'll clearly need a little training first, but we're going to do great things together."

"What the fuck are you on about?!" she yells, voice cracking.

"You'll see. But first, let's play a little game."

Ghostface draws the knife across her side, blood beginning to pool on the wooden flooring. "It's called Can Tara Keep Her Mouth Shut. I hope you're good at it, because you won't like what happens when you lose."

"Oh yeah, and what happens if I don't?" She attempts to sound confident, but her voice shakes. They'll teach her to lie better.

"Well, I'll kill whoever you tell, of course. I must confess, I hope you don't believe me. I'm so hungry, you see. It's been so long."

Ghostface sits up on their knees and flips the girl over, taking her by surprise once again. Now face to face, they can finally see her tear-stained face, see the fear in her eyes, the spark of defiance. It's delicious. They hold the knife to her throat, digging it in until it leaves a small cut in her skin. They grab at her scarred hand, thumb tracing the scar on her palm.

In a flash they lift the knife from her neck and drag it up her palm, digging into the scar, tearing it away. Ghostface relishes the way she screams, the way she tries to stop them, grabbing at their wrists.

They let her go, standing up. "Are you going to test me, Tara?" They walk backwards to the door, savouring the way she curls into herself on the floor. "You best clean yourself up quick dear, Sam is due home soon, isn't she?"

The girl's head snaps up at the sound of her sister's name. "Don't you fucking touch her," she snaps, getting to her knees despite the pain and her blood-slick hands.

"Well I won't need to, will I. It's not like she's going to find out about any of this, is she?"

She stands silently staring at them, and Ghostface knows she's gotten their message. "Until next time, my dear. I'll be watching."

#/mp #ask box #Scream #Tara Carpenter #AU: exit pursued by a ghost #my writing tag

[lavenderlegends]

(header by @swiftieblink)

1989 (taylor's version) writing prompts (1 of 2)

(part two here) [i didn't see anyone else do this and was inspired by @kiddbegins] welcome to new york (taylor's version) ♡ everybody here was someone else before ♡ like any great love, it keeps you guessing / like any real love, it's ever-changing blank space (taylor's version) ♡ nice to meet you, where you been? ♡ i could show you incredible things / magic, madness, heaven, sin ♡ oh my god, look at that face / you look like my next mistake ♡ rumors fly / and i know you heard about me ♡ let's be friends / i'm dying to see how this one ends ♡ so it's gonna be forever / or it's gonna go down in flames ♡ got a long list of ex-lovers / they'll tell you i'm insane style (taylor's version) ♡ could end in burnin' flames or paradise ♡ i should just tell you to leave 'cause i know exactly where it leads ♡ you got that James Dean daydream look in your eye / and i got that red lip classic thing that you like ♡ i say, 'i heard, oh, that you've been out and about with some other girl' / he says, 'what you heard is true, but i can't stop thinkin' about you' ♡ and i got that good girl faith and a tight little skirt out of the woods (taylor's version) ♡ the rest of the world was black and white / but we were screaming in color ♡ are we out of the woods yet / are we in the clear yet ♡ we were built to fall apart / then fall back together ♡ remember when you hit the brakes too soon / twenty stitches in the hospital room

all you had to do was stay (taylor's version) ♡ people like you always want back / the love they gave away ♡ people like me wanna believe you / when you say you've changed ♡ all you had to do was stay ♡ why'd you have to go and lock me out when i let you in? ♡ you ended it / you were all i wanted shake it off (taylor's version) ♡ i go on too many dates / but i can't make them stay ♡ i never miss a beat / i'm lightnin' on my feet ♡ i'm dancin' on my own / i make the moves up as i go ♡ my ex-man brought his new girlfriend i wish you would (taylor's version) ♡ it's 2am in your car / windows down, you pass my street / the memories start ♡ you're thinking that i hate you now / 'cause you still don't know what i never said ♡ i wish you would come back / wish i never hung up the phone like i did ♡ i wish you were right here, right now ♡ wish you knew that i miss you too much to be mad anymore bad blood (taylor's version) ♡ 'cause, baby, now we got bad blood / you know it used to be mad love ♡ you made a really deep cut ♡ did you have to ruin what was shiny? / now it's all rusted ♡ did you think we'd be fine? ♡ still got scars on my back from your knife / so don't think it's in the past ♡ these kinda wounds, they last and they last ♡ time can heal, but this won't ♡ it's so sad to think about the good times wildest dreams (taylor's version) ♡ 'let's get out of this down / drive out of the city, away from the crowds' ♡ say you'll remember me / standing in a nice dress / starin' at the sunset, babe ♡ red lips and rosy cheeks / say you'll see me again / even if it's just in your wildest dreams ♡ 'no one has to know what we do' ♡ nothin' lasts forever / but this is gettin' good now ♡ and when we've had our every last kiss / my last request is ♡ someday, when you leave me / i bet these memories follow you around how you get the girl (taylor's version) ♡ say 'it's been a long six months' / and you were too afraid to tell her what you want ♡ i want you for worse or for better / i would wait forever and ever ♡ remind her how it used to be, yeah / of pictures in frames, of kisses on cheeks ♡ tell her how you must have lost your mind, oh / when you left her all alone and never told her why this love (taylor's version) ♡ clear blue water / high tide came and brought you in ♡ this love came back to me ♡ tossing, turning / struggled through the night with someone new ♡ you showed up just in time part two

#taylor swift #writing prompts #writing #writing ideas #prompts #story prompts #fic prompts #prompt list #1989 tv #1989 taylor's version #my prompts #cat swift posts

[toomuchracket]

baby boy is like elementary school age and somehow sees a pic of 2012/13 matty with the shaved sides haircut and is like you look so cool i wanna look like that!! and mom isn’t home and matty (riding the high of his son saying he’s cool) is like well i don’t see why not…the little guy LOVES it and feels so cool too…and mom comes home to her baby boy in full 24 year old matty attire (skinny jeans, leather jacket, the works) shaved head and all, prancing around like MOM LOOK IM A ROCKSTAR LIKE DAD!! and she’s like WHAT THE FUCK DID YOU DO TO OUR SON but really she’s melting bc he’s the spitting image of his dad and she’s like oh we have to show uncle george he’s gonna lose it

HAHAHAHAHA YES ok so he's like 7 (i feel like that was the age where boys started having a say in what they thought looked cool on them lol) and your daughter is 8/9 and they're rifling through some old boxes of photos for some school project while you're at work. your daughter finds some from self titled era and she's like "dad i can't believe that's you", and matty's jokingly like "because i look so young?", to which your son replies "no, dad, it's because you look really cool! like me!"; matty's immediately overcome like "really? you think i'm cool there?", and your daughter kinda shrugs while your son is like "YES the coolest! i wish my hair was like that". and like you said, matty's too busy celebrating the fact he's a kid-certified Cool Dad to think of the ramifications, before he's like "well, we COULD do it now, if you wanted" - as soon as he says "now", your son's face lights up to a level that matty cannot bring himself to dim at all. so yeah, he shaves the sides of his seven year old son's hair off, lowkey getting a ridiculous sense of deja vu to his own hair, while your daughter hovers in the bathroom doorway like "mum's not going to be happyyyyyyyy" (but the boys are too busy giggling and hairstyling to really listen to her). in fairness to matty, he triple checks with your son before he does anything to his hair, and he doesn't give him quite as close a shave as he had himself back in the day. but the effect is still the same; your daughter is adamant she's having no part in the shenanigans, but her eyes flit from the pic of her dad to her little brother right in front of her and she says "yeah, bro, you really do look exactly like dad" and the boys literally cheer lol. and matty's like "oh we need to recreate the full look. do you even have black skinny jeans?", and your son's like "no. but she does!", pointing at his sister, who's like "noooooo you're not using my clothes for this he'll get them all dirty" - matty crouches in front of her and he's like "sweetheart, it'll only be until mum comes in, alright? then we'll wash them and they'll be good as new. and i'll get you a mcdonalds as a thank you", and then she's like " ok :D" lmao.

when you get home, you're greeted by your daughter being like "hi mum, before the boys say anything, just know that i warned them and had no part in it", so naturally you're on alert like "WHAT?"; your question is shortly answered by your son barrelling into the hallway in delight, in his sister's jeans and your old cropped leather jacket and his black vans and, like "mum LOOK i'm just like dad look how cool i look!". you tilt your head and just stare at matty, who's tentatively peering round the living room door, before turning back to your son and smiling at how cute he is like "god you really are your dad's spit, aren't you? but cooler, definitely cooler" - both your kids are like "duh!", which makes you giggle and matty roll his eyes like "thanks, babies, really. tell you what, why don't you go and get a guitar for the full effect?", so the kids run off all excited and leave you and matty alone. matty's over at you immediately, hugging you and kissing all over your face like "hi, princess, my beautiful girl, love of my life", but you're unmoved; you just calmly say "i cannot believe you shaved our seven year old's head, matthew. you're lucky you're both so cute, otherwise i would NOT be happy". and matty just hides his face in your neck like "i know, i know. he just got so excited when he saw the picture and i literally couldn't resist it. s'when he reminds me most of you, when he's like that. and you know i can't say no to you either, sweetheart", and you kiss the side of his head like "you're such a sap" - matty kisses you like "and proud of it", which makes you giggle. and yeah you make out for a little bit (you're married to a dilf and your kids are preoccupied literally what else are you meant to do!), before you're like "oh my god we need to get our boy to facetime george and show him the makeover. he'll freak" and matty's like "YES let's go". and yeah, george DOES freak; he initially reacts to his nephew the exact same way he reacted to matty in the suitcase in atpoaim, then laughs so hard he cries at your son doing an (uncannily accurate) impression of his dad and offers to cut his hair for him if he needs it "cos i used to do matty's when it looked like that", to which you're like "ABSOLUTELY NOT" lmao. yeah, it's funny <3

#mads answers asks #matty asks #fluff asks #literal d word

[whysojiminimnida]

Why I'm Not Really Posting This Weekend

I live in a state where the governor has signed into law, to go into effect in 30 days, the outlawing of all abortion except to save the life of the mother - and that even is a very slippery slope for health care workers. Physicians can face life in prison if a missed miscarriage, ectopic blockage, or placental abruption is not considered life-threatening.

Abortion providers in my state closed yesterday and will remain closed. We're in the Handmaid's Tale - the Chaucer version, the Atwood version, the Republican version. I now live in early Gilead. And it was bad enough when it was at six weeks gestation - before many people know they're pregnant. It is outlawed effectively now. Yes, if you're eleven years old - or nine. Yes, if you've been raped. Yes, if it's your dad's baby. There is no recourse for abused children, raped teenagers, or women in violent relationships. Meanwhile, please feel free to carry your guns into our schools and shoot whoever you like, as long as you're not endangering your unborn child's life by doing so. So I'm angry. I'm angry because I am waiting for a radical hysterectomy for significant medical reasons but I was still asked, last week, if there was any possibility of pregnancy before I was allowed necessary medical treatment UNRELATED TO MY SCHEDULED-FOR-REMOVAL UTERUS.

I lied about my last period to avoid having a pregnancy test - not because I was pregnant (literally zero chance) but because I was angry that they didn't believe me when I said that most single people with cervical cancer aren't running out to get laid, thanks.

I'm angry for my daughter who thank GODS lives in a slightly less-restrictive state - but who knows how long that will last. At this rate, I expect her IUD to be illegal by the end of the year, and a pregnancy would likely kill her. I'm angry for every child or teenager or adult who can't say no because of fear. Now they'll be forced to carry if they become pregnant due to abuse.

I'm angry for every person with a uterus who now knows their worth here is less than that of an inanimate firearm.

I'm angry for every person who, like me, wants children but can't easily have them and will have to carry those products of conception that are not viable because doctors won't do the necessary D&Cs to remove them (I've had three of those - and they're coded as "abortions" for reimbursement. There is no difference WHEN THERE DAMN WELL SHOULD BE.)

I'm angry that my government is coming for your right to marry who you love, for your gender identity, for your right to safe birth control even - and where I live the Republicans also want to come for your ability to get a no-fault divorce, your mental health care, and further reduce Medicaid and welfare - not expand them. I'd love to move. Absolutely would in a heartbeat if I had the income and the savings set up to do so. I do not. I can't even pay my own rent right now much less set up an exit plan - and in the end I'm not the person who needs to leave the most. I'll still get my hysterectomy. Abortion or not will no longer be my concern, soon. But many other girls and women WILL need to leave to ensure their safety. I hope they get out as soon as they can. Meanwhile: buy you a vibrator while you can get one. Enjoy it alone or with your favorite person, unless that person has a penis. They want puritanical law? They can have sex with their incel palms, then. If you own a clitoris your orgasm does not depend on a babymaking factor to exist. Funny how a penis-owner's orgasm absolutely, 100% of the time, is the cause of pregnancy but ain't nobody trying to control the men.

#yeah i'm pissed off #angry rant #fucking republicans #roe vs. wade #abortion #all our other rights are in the crosshairs

[therhythmafterthesummer]

I have a question about wereroomies 🤭 so how did Chan react when he learnt that Bin and his gf got together? (and everyone else, but I say Chan specifically because he knew the whole background) I absolutely adore them and how they got together and how much they trust each other and Binnie allowing himself to be vulnerable AND UGHHHH

when it comes to chan, it was very gradual. i imagine it went something like:

three weeks after bin found out they were working at the same company:

chris: dude you... have been talking about her for like three weeks? are you sure you're 'over it', because you've said that like ten times throughout these three weeks and here we are having this conversation again.

bin: no, chris, you don't GET IT-- SHE...

and he'd continue to ramble on, and chris won't say anything because he's aware bin just wants to vent

more under the cut because this is LONG !

when bin got some alone time after chris met her at the den:

chris: yo, are you... like, okay ? i mean, you've been complaining about her for MONTHS. and now.... she's your roomie?

bin: yeah, i mean... she's not so bad i guess

that's when chris' brain will start to cook things up like 'huh, interesting....'

after bin and her started cuddling often:

chris, KNOWING changbin is developing feelings, because he can hear his heart race when he sees her almost across the walls: hey i know you live together but... you sure have a lot of her scent on you?

bin will choke out some pathetic excuse, to which chris will just give him a 'uhuh, sure. yeah. your laundry got tangled together, got it'

chris won't tease him often, though, because he knows it's a sensitive situation

after bin and his spicy gingerbread get together:

bin: hey, you know... so... her and i... i mean...

chris, in the most monotone voice he can muster: wow, i'm shocked. i can't believe this has happened. you? falling for her? unforeseeable.

bc one thing about bin is that he hadn't really spoken about his feelings in detail with anyone. he kind of figured chris had figured it out, but he wasn't ready to just talk about it

bin, being dramatic: i come here to open up my heart and this is how you treat me? i see how it is, huh....

and chris would just pull him close into a hug: alright, alright. sorry. tell me about it. are you happy? all i want is for you to be happy, and for her to be happy. you smell like gingerbread cookies right now, so i'm guessing you are... you know if you break her heart i'll have to kick you out, right??

bin: HEY I WAS HERE FIRST...

they'll fake-banter for a while, but ultimately they'll talk, and truly, chris just wants them both to be happy. and when bin shares just the tiniest details on how they usually cuddle, and their dynamic overall, chris IS happy. because he knows that's what changbin had always yearned for.

when it comes to how the rest reacted:

the rest of the pack will find out in the stupidest way possible. a couple of days after they got together for real, they hadn't said anything yet to the rest. but they were all doing something in chris' flat, she was there, changbin was still at work, and as soon as he made it to chris' and saw his girl he just went in for the kiss because he'd missed her all day.

neither of them really thought much about it, but the second their lips touched someone gasped and changbin could already feel the dread of his friends' teasing eyes.

they'll be super annoying about it but super supportive, as it's customary

during all this entire thing, the ONLY person that knew one of them had feelings for the other was for sure was chris' girl.

you see, her and changbin's girl got close pretty fast. because chris' girl is just that type of person that makes you feel safe when you talk to them.

so when changbin and his girl started to get close, when they started to cuddle often, she went to talk to her precious pack mum.

her: so listen... there's this thing going on.... and idk how to deal with it...

pack mum: well, baby, sounds like you have a crush (remember by this point changbin's girl had only ever been with her abusive alpha, so she's kind of thick headed when it comes to recognising her feelings, you know, as a coping mechanism)

so yeah changbin's girl would often go to chris' girl to vent about EVERYTHING.

her: god, he's so fucking handsome. he was wearing this shirt today... did you see his tits? HUGE. i wanna bury my face in there. need to sit on his lap SO bad. i wonder if he whines when....

chris' girl will let her go on most of the time, chuckling and giggling and laughing but when changbin's girl got too graphic she'd be like: HEY I LOVE YOU AND SUPPORT YOU BUT I DON'T NEED TO KNOW SUCH DETAILS SPARE MY EYES AND EARS.

and boy, when i tell you the second changbin's girl got her phone in her hand after they had sex for the first time, she was already informing her confidant.

the text to chris' girl probably went something like: SDKFHSKJDFHSJKFD DON'T SAY ANYTHING BUT BIN AND I JUST FUUUUUCKED. HIS TITS FEEL BETTER THAN I IMAGINED. AND HE DOES WHINE. LIKE, PRETTILY AND EVERYTHING

chris' girlfriend will receive that probably on a random tuesday evening and be like WTFFFF

but she'll be super supportive of course~

#anon #ask #wereroomies ask #wereroomies headcanons

[lucreziaq2001]

•TV show: "Criminal minds".

•Content warnings: Mentions of murder, bullying (with one of the two victims fighting back), the way people viewed unmarried girls who got pregnant in the 1960s (with them having to pretend to be married while they are out of the place they live in), a fight between two friends, with one of them threatening the other, one girl thinking her boyfriend will marry her and friend contraddicting her, the fact that three of the girls in the institute's boyfriends are fighting in the Vietnam war, mentions of the fact that all those girls are going to have to give their babies up for adoption once they'll be born, one of the girls being a pretty big troublemaker and her being taken to solitary confiment because of what she did in this chapter.

•Sorry if Emily seems out of character here too, but as I already said once, we don't know much about what she was like as a teenager.

•I've slightly changed the age of the two boys bullying Emily and JJ because I thought it worked better.

•While sometimes the girls could get out of the institute in "The goodbye room" too, but I don't know how much, so I made up the fact that they could go out three times a month.

•Tags: @lex13cm, @golden1u5t, @rynwritesreid, @reidmeister, @justalesbianwithsomegayshit, @thatonewritersstuff, @marril96, @c-m-stuff, @criminal-addict.

Between their two hearts

Chapter 11: Fake rings and a threat

On May 30, 1968, Jennifer had her first outing with the other girls from Saint Bridget's.

Three times a month, the young women who lived there could go to the nearest town and do almost anything they wanted, but before they could leave the institute, they had to prepare for that.

A few minutes before opening the gates to let them out, in addition to giving them some warnings on how to behave, Sister Margaret handed a fake wedding ring to each of the girls.

"Here, put these wedding rings on your left ring fingers" she then explained "People don't need to know about the...situation...you are in".

"Thank you, Sister Margaret" Rachel, the girl standing next to Emily, replied, also being the only one to speak in that situation.

"Thank you, Sister Margaret" Emily mocked her "Why do you always have to be the bootlicker of the group?".

Then, just like she did every day by that time, she walked away from the other girls to go talk to Jennifer.

"I'll have a real wedding ring soon and I can't wait" the girl told her, looking like she was daydreaming.

"Really, Jennifer?" Emily asked in disbelief "You still think your boyfriend will marry you?".

"He hasn't been able to tell his parents yet, but I'm sure that as soon as he'll our Sunshine, he-" Jennifer responded, but her friend interrupted her.

Sunshine was the nickname the girl had given to her unborn baby, and although a part of her considered it sweet, Emily also believed her friend shouldn't have given a name to a child that would have been taken from her just a few days after birth.

"You are living in a dream world! Wake up!" she then scolded her "Since you have been brought here, he has never tried to contact you. He is not going to marry you".

"He's busy with his finals now, Emily" Jennifer retorted, but her friend didn't believe her.

"These are all lies" she told her coldly "Your growing belly made him run away, just like my boyfriend and those of all the girls who are here now did".

"That's not true, not all of them ran away" Jennifer replied "Violet, Nancy and Joanne's boyfriends are in Vietnam, but when they'll return, they will marry them. And Derek will do it with me too. I'm sure of it. He promised me".

As a response, Emily shook her head and started to say something, but before she could open her mouth, two boys who seemed to be 14 or 15 years old came running and started throwing eggs at them.

"Everyone knows that you are not married!" one of them shouted "That's why you've been brought here!".

"Good girls stay at home, they don't go around doing what you did!" the other added, and while Jennifer didn't react in any way, Emily decided not to leave that act unpunished.

"I'll sort you out now, you stupid brats!" she yelled at them, bending down with some difficulty to pick up a few stones from the ground.

"Come on, Jennifer, throw this at them!" she then told her friend, throwing her one of the stones she was holding "Let's teach him a lesson!".

"What are you waiting for?!?" she exclaimed as she threw stones at the two kids, seeing that Jennifer wasn't doing the same thing "You literally can't do anything at all!".

"Go away and never show up here again!" she then shouted at the two kids, who were already running away.

Emily hadn't managed to hit them with any rocks, but they had been able to throw a couple of eggs at her, so she was all dirty by that time.

"Who is responsible for all this?" Sister Margaret asked, almost screaming, when she saw Emily in that state.

"Those two bastards were insulting us!" the girl tried to justify herself, but no one listened to her.

"I don't care!" the nun replied "Who responded to their provocation?".

Instinctively, Jennifer looked at Emily, who didn't deny what her friend was non-verbally implying.

"I thought so" Sister Margaret sighed, since she was well aware of Emily's personality and knew how many times that girl had already gotten into trouble "You are going to solitary confinement!".

"You are going to pay for this!" the girl shouted at Jennifer as two nuns dragged her away.

She was just angry, she didn't mean what she had just said, and when she saw Jennifer again two days later, she apologized for the way she had spoken to her.

Since her friend had forgiven her almost immediately, Emily thought the fight would have simply been forgotten.

At that moment, she couldn't even have imagined that several years later, it would have made her a suspect in a murder case.

[shy-the-schizophrenic]

What have you done? You did the one thing you swore you'd never do to me, you did. Everything you said you'd never do, you did. You've gotten comfortable taking your anger out on me. I come to you broken hearted. Telling you every single day how much this breakup is killing me. Calling you out on lies only to have you gaslight me into thinking I'm the problem. Only for once I can say it's not me. I'm capable of loving someone so unconditionally and being completely loyal. It wasn't me who ruined us. It was you. You took something so pure and true and destroyed it without a second guess. You want to take it back, it was a moment of weakness. Yet you can't. You'll always be the man who cheated on me. The man who promised me the world and took it all away at the same time. You're a deceptive person. You think you're not but you are. Everything adds up yet you have such a way with wrapping me around your finger and getting me to believe everything you said. I don't believe you anymore. I don't believe IN you anymore. I've lost hope. I no longer want you. I can't want you. In a way you're abusive. You don't see it though. I do. My friends do. Everyone can see through the lies you tell except me. They all warned me about you and I didn't listen. You're not really a nice person. I'm happy you're in therapy because maybe you'll listen to the therapist when they tell you the things you're doing is manipulative, deceptive and cruel. How can you take a look at me and choose to hurt me. You know my past. You still don't care. You still think it's okay to belittle me, manipulate me and yell at me when you get angry. I'm the emotional punching bag you use for sex. No more though. I can't give you that access to me anymore. I gave you my heart. I loved you with every fiber of my being. I gave it my all while you gave me lies and anger. What happened to you? You used to be so great. So good to me. Look at us now. We were gonna have babies. Get married but you traded that for other women. Women who will never give you what I gave you. Women who can't even fathom the level of love I gave to you. Yet you still chose them over me. How? How could I not have been enough for you? What did I ever do to you to deserve the treatment I get from you? It's okay though. We're going our separate ways soon. I want to exchange our things, hug you one last time and then let go. I have to let you go. I love you with all my heart but it's time. It hurts so bad thinking about you no longer in my life. My heart is beating fast just writing this. Please do not deny me closure. If you have any ounce of love left for me you wouldn't do that. You'd help set me free. Please set me free from you. Having you in my life only causes pain. I can't keep crying over you. I can't. I'm tired of laying in bed sobbing relentlessly because I no longer have you. Seeing you adding all these girls on fb and instagram is torture. You'll deny it though. As if my eyes are the ones telling lies instead of you. And I'll believe you. This is why I can't love you anymore. I can't give you access to my life or my body anymore. I'm setting you free Kade. You're free of me. I hope the path you chose to take without me brings you happiness. I know I'll find happiness again too. I'm determined. Without you in my life, without the pictures and social media, you'll fade. I won't remember the good times, I won't remember you. I'll have the stuffies and my memories in my memory box. They'll keep your memory alive. For a while. This is what I need. To forget you. To forget the love we had. The beautiful relationship we had. Gone. Forever. But it's okay. I'll be okay. Eventually.

[britswriting]

Devotion (15)

Devotion Masterlist

Read on Wattpad

Place your guesses here: Boy or girl? - to my friends who know, zip it lol

*Leighton's POV*

"Do you think this is stupid?" I worried, Colby and I leaving the arts and crafts store with three different bags of supplies, a white canvas under Colby's arm.

"Leighton, I think they'll leave it no matter what we do. They're finding out if our baby is a boy or a girl" 

"I know, I know! I just, I don't want it to be dumb, ya know?"

"It's not dumb Leighton" He eased, slipping the canvas into the back seat, taking the bags from me. "I think everyone will be excited. I don't know why you're so worried"

"I don't know. I just want it all to be perfect. I want Gemma to enjoy it and be excited and I'm nervous as fuck for your parents to be there. I mean, everyone is finding out at the same time that I'm pregnant, and what the gender is. That's a lot to digest in one afternoon"

"I can't believe we're trusting April with this" Colby chuckled, looking over his shoulder as he reversed.

"I know. She was losing her mind last night on the phone, telling me I needed to come to her house immediately so she could tear open this piece of paper. I still can't believe that I could just like, flip it open and see, ya know? Like our baby's gender reveal is sitting in my bag. That's fucking wild"

We arrived at April and Kevin's home, April sprinting out the door before we even had our seatbelts off.

"GIVE ME IT!" She yelled, her hands slapping the window on Colby's side, both of us laughing as we got out, April's eyes wide as she looked between the two of us.

"You're not allowed to look till we're gone! I don't want to hear or see your reaction!" I warned, April glaring.

"You can't do that to me!"

"Yes I can! It's my baby!" I laughed, helping Colby grab the stuff.

"God, you guys weren't kidding when you said you bought a bunch of stuff"

"I had a vision!"

We entered her backyard, Colby filming on his phone as I laid the canvas down, going through the bag, showing April what we got.

"So I thought we could use these" I showed her the balloons, "and like we fill them with paint and then pop them on the canvas? It be like the correct colors or whatever" I showed her the different paints we got, "And I thought about using like tape or something on the canvas and put like Brock or something? Something more personal? I thought we could test it out and if it didn't work, just scrape that all together" I giggled, letting her dig through the supplies we got.

"Tell the camera what we're doing Leighton" Colby spoke up, getting me to look over my shoulder, seeing his phone pointed at me.

"I'm showing April my idea for the gender reveal" I smiled, starting to get giddy at the fact that we'll know soon.

"I can't believe you're having my baby" he teased, a smirk on his face behind the phone.

"Shut up" I laughed, turning back to focus on the project.

~

"God I'm shitting bricks" I let out a breathy laugh, knowing our guests are going to be here soon.

"I just can't believe you got everyone to come. I mean, Colby's family is flying in, and Sam and Kat are coming" Cynthia noted and I nodded, both of us helping April set up the party.

People started trickling into the house, a few questioning why the windows to the back yard were covered, no one questioning why I was wearing a 3XL hoodie that covered my dress, and bump.

Logan and Sam helped my dad get my mom downstairs in her wheelchair, Landon holding the oxygen tank, mixed feelings bouncing around in my chest as she came into my line of sight.

I was happy to see her here, to be involved, to see her... upright, but it also saddened me to see her just look soo.. lifeless? Fragile? Like with one wrong move, it was over.

I felt a hand grasp mine, causing me to jump, our two hands intertwining as I looked over, seeing Colby was next to me, a sympathetic lazy smile on his face as he squeezed my hand, mouthing "You alright?" to which I nodded.

"Do you think Lexi will show?" I asked quietly, watching Gemma and Harper mess around with Landon and Finley.

"I hope so, but I wouldn't hold your breath. Don't let her ruin your day though, okay?" 

I nodded, Gemma running up to us, Colby picking her up, "How is my Gem Gem?" He asked, a big smile shining on her face.

"Good!"

"Yeah? Are you excited for the party? Excited to see your uncles and cousins?" He asked, Gemma nodding, my hand pulling out my phone to take a photo of them.

"Can you smile for me G?" I asked, Gemma grinning, Colby kissing her cheek as I snapped the photo, snapping another when Gemma started to giggle as Colby messed with her, placing endless kisses on her face.

"Stop!" She squealed, wiggling against his grasp, "Coco!"

"What's the magic word?" He asked, Gemma's adorable laughter catching our friends and families attention, the smile on my face growing as my cheeks tightened.

"Peas!" She begged, Colby shaking his head as Harper came over to try and help, jumping up towards Gemma and Colby before tugging on his shirt, demanding that he put Gemma down.

"Say I love you" He demanded, everyone laughing, both of us knowing Gemma was quite the ham for attention.

"I wuv you!" She giggled, Colby flipping her upside down as her tickled her, his arm staying around her stomach, "I can't hear you"

"I LOOOVE YOU COOOCOOO!" She squealed, catching her breath as Colby turned her right side up again, kissing her cheek, "I love you too Gemma" before setting her down, Gemma running over to me.

"Momma!" She panted, "Coco mean!" 

"He can't be that mean if you've got a big smile on your face, bug" I teased, carefully squatting down, praying to god I didn't pee myself. "But if your feelings are hurt, go tell him" I nodded towards Colby who was now talking to Sam, his body slightly tense as his eyebrows furrowed.

I watched Gemma toddle over to Colby, his little finger stabbing him repetitively in his side, catching his attention; his eyes looking down at her as her arms crossed, there quick exchange ending in a hug and a kiss before Gemma ran back over to me; my brain using every ounce of willpower it could find to keep my arms at my side, and not caress my fluttering stomach.

"Momma!"

"Yes, baby?" I answered, this time not crouching, generally afraid of the baby pressing too hard against my bladder.

"Coco say.. say sworry!" She giggled, her face full of pride and glee.

"He did?" I played along, my eyes flickering between my daughter and my fiancé.

"Yes!"

"I'm so proud of you Gemma Lorraine" I smiled down at her, her beautiful little face reminding me far too much of my own.

Her fathers eyes twinkled bright, but her smile shined just like mine and I swore our smiles were identical to my mothers.

I took a deep breath, my hand brushing her baby hairs out of her face before she ran off to go play with Harper; my eyes glancing back over to where Colby was, only to see that he wasn't there anymore. 

"Hey sis" I heard behind me, my head whipping around quicker than I intended, Logan chuckling when I winced, my hand coming out to smack him.

"Stop doing that!"

"I didn't do anything" he laughed, pulling me into a hug, carefully giving me his big brother hug, gasping when I smacked him on the back of the head. "What the hell, Leighton!"

"You're a dick" I laughed, shoving him away from me, "And you can't hit me back because I'm.... pregnant" I whispered, checking to make sure no one was paying attention. "Now stop scaring the shit out of me every time I see you. You're going to make me pee myself" 

"You didn't even jump!" He defended himself, his eyes crinkling as we grinned at each other. 

"I didn't have to jump to still smack you, you're still an asshole"

"I'm your favorite asshole though" he shot back, both of us grimacing at the way it sounded, "You know what—"

"Actually" I heard behind me, a hand sneaking up on my waist, pulling me into their hold, "I'm her favorite asshole" he murmured against my ear.

Logan was flabbergasted, "Now why didn't you smack him?!"

"Because she loves me" Colby smirked, my hand pinching the sink on his waist, Colby jumping slightly, looking down at me, "You're both equally annoying" I grumbled, moving out of his hold, Colby quickly grabbing my hand, keeping me hostage, "Where are you going?"

My eyebrows raised, "The love of your life has to pee" Colby let go of me and I quickened my pace down the hall, locking myself in the bathroom, practically tripping over my own feet in the rush.

"You've got to stop leaning on my bladder, bubs" I quietly griped, still feeling unstratified as my dress fell down against my thighs, the sound of someone knocking getting drowned out by the toilet flushing. "One sec!"

"It's just me" Colby announced, my fingers quickly pushing in the lock, allowing him to twist open the door as I washed my hands, carefully closing the door behind him, locking it again. "You alright?"

"Mhm"

"You've been in here a while"

"What if I had to poop, huh?"

"This is not your pooping bathroom. It's too public" He snickered, my jaw dropping.

"What does that mean!"

"It means if you had to poop you would've gone upstairs" He chuckled.

"I told you I had to pee"

"When would you ever tell me you had to poop?" He asked, passing me the towel.

 "When it's an emergency"

I ignored his stifled laughter, snatching the oversized hoodie off the counter.

"I can't believe we're telling everyone today"

"I know. Do you think your mom is going to hate me more?" 

"She doesn't hate you, Leighton"

"Well she doesn't love me. I don't buy the nice act. I'd place my bet on the fact that this whole buddy buddy thing is for you. I'm pretty sure if you weren't here, she wouldn't be coming"

"Well, you are having my baby, Leigh"

"That's not the point" I huffed, double checking that my bump was hidden, Colby quickly on my trail to the living room, Katrina being the first new face I spotted.

"Hey!" I greeted, attempting to give my best friendly smile, Colby slipping past us back over towards Sam.

"Hey" She smiled, the awkwardness being enough to make me wish I hadn't said anything.

"Thank you for coming" I smiled, my hands hiding in the sleeve of my hoodie, balling the extra material in my palms.

"Anything for Colby" She passed a tight smile, my lips pursing as I nodded.

"Alight, well uh, I should um.." I pointed back towards my family, Katrina nodding.

God that was awkward.

I mingled for a bit, silently hoping the quietness of the children wouldn't end in destruction.

"Leighton, babe, are you ready?" Colby questioned, eyeing down towards my stomach.

"Your parents?" I mouthed, Colby nodding over towards Sam.

I spotted his brother, his brothers' girlfriend and his parents, confusion washing over my face.

Are they ignoring me too, or is that just something my brain is making up out of insecurity?

"Yeah, I'm ready" I sighed, Colby grabbing my hand, leading me towards the patio door, clearing his throat.

"Hey everyone!" he started, the volume of his voice making heads turn, "I just uh, wanted to tell everyone how much Leighton and I appreciate you showing up, especially on such short notice" I nodded, a smile plastered on my face as the nerves ate away at me. "I'm sure you've gathered that this isn't just a get together" He chuckled, a few people following suit, "Leighton and I actually have been meaning to tell you something" he led on, my eyes immediately finding the most supportive faces I could.

My dad, the small smile on his face as memories flooded through of him finding out, and then Cynthia, and the wave of emotion that brought upon me, Logan right next to her... April, how excited she was to do this whole party. To be involved. 

My eyes scanned the room, catching all of my biggest shoulders to lean on, but there was someone missing.

"Leighton?" Colby nudged, my eyes filling with tears as my smile waivered.

"Colby and I are uh.. um, expecting" I stuttered, the tears threatening to fall as I lifted the hoodie, showing off my beautiful baby's bump.

I scanned the rooms as faces lit up, cheers were let out and people began to huddle closer, hurdling a thousand questions to both of us, passing on congratulations and how they expected this to happen, and yet the person I really wanted by my side wasn't here.

I mindlessly answered the due date question, how my pregnancy has been, when we found out and even how both of us reacted to finding out before excusing myself, throwing the hoodie to the side and rushing back off to the bathroom, carefully falling to my knees as I emptied my stomach.

Tears streamed down my face as I exhaled, leaning back against the cabinets, listening to the flush cycle through.

I don't know how long I sat here, messing up my makeup until the lock clicked open, my eyes squeezed shut, not ready for Colby's reprimanding of leaving my own party.

"Hey" A soft voice surprised me, my eyes popping open as streaks of light continued to hinder my vision, "What's wrong? Everyone's excited" She said, taking a seat next to me.

"What are you doing in here? You don't have to do this" I sighed, wiping under my eyes, not wanting Katrina's pity right now.

"I know" She stated, her shoulder brushing against mine.

My eyes rolled, snatching the toilet paper roll in hope of saving some of my makeup and not looking like a girl the morning after.

Kat sighed, "Why are you hiding out?"

"I'm not hiding"

"Oh, so this isn't looking like that time in the bowling alley?" She joked, the room falling quiet.

"I'm alright. You didn't have to check up on me. I know you aren't my biggest fan—"

"I never said that"

"You don't have to Kat, and it's okay. I don't have to be everyone's friend. It's fine, I just, I don't want your pity either. For whatever reason you're here.. you don't have to be" 

I struggled to push myself up, hesitantly accepting Kat's help, the two of us staying silent as we walked back out to the party, Colby's eyes meeting mine, the room having cleared out; everyone in the backyard.

"What's wrong?" He asked and I shrugged, offering a pity smile, stepping into the backyard.

I found my best actress smile, mingling until it became time to find out what April and I have been waiting for only for Colby to pull me away.

"Leighton, why do you look like a beaten puppy? What happened? People are starting to notice, and I know that's not a big deal, but this should be a happy day. We're finding out our baby's gender!—"

"Gender doesn't even mean anything" I grumbled, snatching a cupcake off the table, undoing the wrapping and taking a bite.

"Yes, of course, we will love that baby no matter what, but it helps us figure out a name" He continued.

"We can name it anything" I huffed.

"I'm just going to stay quiet now" He noted, ignoring my glare as I grabbed another cupcake. "Are we just going to angrily eat cupcakes now or can we talk about why you were crying in the bathroom?"

"Is it that obvious?" 

"Your mascara is a little smudged"

"Shit!" I pulled out my phone, fumbling to open my camera, "I look like shit, Colby!"

"You don't look like shit"

"Shut up" I grumbled, shoving my cupcake at him, "Hold this" before scurrying away to fix my makeup.

I wiped off the smudged disaster, carefully reapplying a hopefully even coat only to be met by Colby again.

"Talk to me, please" he begged, "You're always telling me to communicate-" I shot him a glare, "So please, communicate with me, Leighton"

"Not the time. I need to plaster a happy smile on my face and go find out if we're having a mr or misses Brock"

"Please"

"It's not going to fix anything"

"At least tell me what it's about. Is this still about Lexi?" He asked and I shook my head, "Your mom?" he guessed again, my obvious glare making him continue, "Gabe? Come on, Leigh. Tell me"

"It's Aaliyah" I caved.

"Oh"

"Yeah oh" 

"Have you talked to her since you kicked her out?" He asked, throwing away the mascara covered makeup wipes.

"I've tried to. I wanted to apologize for my actions. Make it up to her, yet I got nothing in return and I'm pissed off that she won't talk to me, and It's my fault and I know that. I do. I know I fucked it up and I know that she was right.. but.. did I mess it up this fucking bad? So bad that she won't show up to my gender reveal party? How was that worse than picking me up from jail? I mean, I know we've both had our moments and shit happens, but it's always water under the bridge. It's always been okay after a little while"

"How about we go see her tomorrow? Tell her the good news, let you guys talk? I know it doesn't fix her not being here now, and I'm sorry that her absence is causing you pain and sadness, but don't let one person's grudge hold back your happiness. It's supposed to be a good day, baby. Gemma's going to tell us if it's a girl or a boy and we can go from there. Whether it be the most beautiful unisex name and nursery and upbringing, or the more basic bitch name that they'll get teased for at school.. this is our baby. Our pride and joy. A piece of our family, and I want to share this joyous moment with you. With our friends and family, our daughter. Please, let's just take a deep breath and go enjoy our day, okay?" He suggested, bringing my knuckles up to his chapped lips.

"Okay"

~

"Are you excited, G?" Colby asked, squatting behind her as we handed her the water balloon full of paint, the canvas propped up by a child size easel, a white tarp covering the fence and grass, creating what will hopefully be a stress free clean up. "You know what to do, right? Just throw this at the white board" He pointed, Gemma nodding, giggling as she messed with the water balloon, the small amount of water and paint shaking up in the black balloon.

"Cameras rolling, right?" I called out, knowing Sam was recording and April was taking photos.

"We're rolling!" He called back out and I nodded, shaking the jitters out of my hands.

We're going to know within seconds.

Blue or pink paint in that balloon changes our entire life.

Was it basic bitch colors? Yes. But it was easy, and Gemma knew what it meant, so fuck everyone else. I'll love my baby no matter what it wants to be, no matter if it's got Colby's shitty communication issues, or my crappy drug issues, or our so called gay gene as Colby puts it, this is my baby and whether it's porn with a penis or vagina, it's part of our family-

"Leighton!" Colby's fairly loud voice shook my thoughts.

"What?"

"Ready?"

"Ready" I nodded, grabbing my own paint filled balloon, Sam stood behind the canvas, capturing our reactions as everyone counted down from 10.

10

9

8

7

"I'm so fucking nervous" I muttered, Gemma practically bouncing in front of us.

"I'm excited" Colby grinned.

5

4

3

"Ready G?" He asked, Gemma nodding.

2

1

"Throw at the board, Gemma!" I gave her the green light, all three of us tossing our paint filled water balloons at the white canvas, the water mixing with the paint making it splatter in chaos against the canvas.

"OH MY GOD!" I shrieked, Colby pulling me into a hug, his arms wrapping around my back and before I knew it, my lips were placed on his.

A moment passed before our eyes fluttered open, wide smiles mirroring each other, our eyes holding gaze for a few seconds before Colby picked up Gemma and spun her around.

"It's a girl, Gemma! Can you believe it? You're going to have a baby sister, lovebug! Are you so excited?" Colby cheered, Gemma giggling as she got tossed in the air, my heart dropping to my stomach until his hands swiftly caught her, littering her in kisses.

It's a girl

We're having a baby girl!

Oh my god

OH MY GOD

"Holy shit" I muttered, my eyes wide as a million things began to go through my head.

We're doing this again.

It's Gemma all over again.

It felt like the past 4 years were replaying through my head. The labor and delivery, the late night feedings, the frills and the sparkles, the barbies and baby dolls.

Times two.

We're doing this again.

My eyes found my mothers, and as lifeless as they looked, I swear I could see life within.

She's going to be a grandmother to another baby girl.

She'll have three granddaughters.

Three beautiful bundles of joy to carry on her legacy.

I quickly walked over to her, carefully crouching in front of her as I wrapped my arms around her.

"You're going to be a grandmother to a baby girl again, mom" my voice cracked, tears starting to roll down my cheeks as I pictured introducing my second daughter to my mother. 

Showing my mother her beautiful eyes, her ten fingers and ten toes, the way her chubby cheeks smiled.

"I can't wait for you two to meet" I smiled, swiping the tear off my own mothers cheek.

"Con......grat....ulat........ions...... su......n.....sh....i....ne"  Her slow raspy voice let out, my entire body crumbling beneath my feet.

"Thank you, mom" 

~

I felt guilty for sitting, watching everyone else help clean up, my gaze lingering a little too long on Colby's mom who has yet to talk to me; in fact, his entire family seems to be avoiding me for reasons I was unsure of — quickly looking away when she'd turn around, only to land on Landon who was sitting next to Finn, Gemma and Harper appearing to be showing them something.

Cynthia plopped down next to me, mirroring my position by kicking her feet up, "Hey creeper"

"Creeper?"

"Mhm"

"I'm not a creeper" I pouted, turning my neck to look at her, taking her appearance

How did she look so good in this heat?

Her hair was pulled into a tight bun, her tight curls falling over the top of it, giving this cute messy look; the blue t-shirt popping against her dark skin, the white shorts making me raise a brow.

"Experimenting?" I half jokingly teased, motioning towards the stark white shorts.

"It's called Logan bought me them and I'm being a supportive wife" She replied, ignoring my laugh.

"He tried. Doesn't he know you never wear white pants? I mean, I think you barely own white sundresses" 

"We're being supportive, Leighton" She chuckled, her lips staying in a tight line, threatening to crack into a smile.

"HEY LOGAN!" I yelled across the yard, catching his attention, motioning towards us.

"Leighton!" Cynthia hissed.

I waved her off, watching my older brother make his way over to me.

"What?"

"Your wife? You're the only white she does. Got it?" My eyebrows raised, Logan's face masking confusion, Cynthia gasping.

"Leighton Rae!"

"What is going on? Was that a race joke? From you?" Logan asked, tossing me a weird look.

"Cynthia says she's being supportive by wearing the ugly white shorts you've bought her. I thought I'd save your marriage and let you know that your wife? Doesn't do white"

Logan and Cynthia began to converse about the drama I've stirred up, Cynthia sending me a harsh glare as I excused myself, wandering back over to the snack table that I know Colby and April have ordered no one to clean up.

"Leighton" Colby's dad greeted, nerves making the muscles in my back tense.

"Mr. Brock" I smiled, hoping he bought it and couldn't read me like the worst book ever written.

"Congratulations on your pregnancy. I can't wait to meet the little one" He tossed me a supportive look, my eyes catching Colby's blue ones, seeing he was talking with Gage and Landon, his face full of worry not setting me at ease by a landmine.

What was he so worried about?

Shouldn't he be happy I was talking to his dad?

"You and I both. I can't believe it's a girl. I honestly thought it was going to be a boy. I literally voted for boy on that game my friend set up" I giggled, my hand running over my stomach, feeling another flutter, naturally starting to rock my hips side to side a little bit, knowing the baby settles with movement, praying to god she didn't add more pressure onto my bladder.

"Take it from a Brock boy, who raised Brock boys.. be glad it's a girl" He laughed, my nerves immediately take ease at how lighthearted he was being.

"That bad, huh?"

"These gray hairs? Gage has one half and Cole has the other. Now if you ask Lesa, they're her perfect boys who've never broken a lamp in their day" He chuckled, my eyes flickering back over to Colby, catching him quickly looking away.

"Got room for more gray hairs? Something tells me  it's about to get a lot more messy" I joked, my hand going in a soothing motion over my stomach.

"You've done this before, it'll be alright" He reassured, my head tilting.

"You just told me the Brock genes gave you gray hairs!" I laughed, "Gemma's working on it, but this one is going to have your son's DNA written all over it. I'm going to need all the help I can get"

"Speaking of" shit, now what? "I've heard you guys have been thinking about moving" double shit. Who told them? Colby... "Have you considered Arizona? I'd love to be a lot closer to my granddaughter" Granddaughter? Singular? What about Gemma?

"Sir... Mr. Brock, as much as I'd love to be closer to you guys.." I caught my lower lip between my teeth, slowly releasing it, "I wouldn't want to get hotter than California, and Arizona sounds god awful. I mean, how do you guys survive? I heard that some days you can cook an egg right on your driveway! That sounds like hell. I mean, how don't you cook alive? California is kicking my ass.. er.. butt, as it is. I can't imagine being pregnant in that kind of weather" I rambled, annoyed at myself and Mr. Brock for not having cut me off sooner. 

Colby I swear to god if you don't come save me—

"It's not terrible all the time" He attempted to coax me into an agreement and I quickly excused myself, pulling the I'm pregnant and need to pee card, praying to god I can outwait this conversation in the kitchen.

I walked into the living room, finding Landon sitting on the couch with Nova, his eyes lighting up when he spotted me, calling out "Leighton!" being a much welcomed disaster.

"Hey" I smiled, plopping down next to him, getting a closer look at his face, my jaw dropping, "How the fuck is your liner so even? What the hell?"

"Years of practice" He teased,  my face shifting into a glare of disbelief, Landon stifling his laughter, clearing his throat, "I actually have been meaning to talk to you"

"Oh?" My ears perked, my head tilting as he chewed his lower lip.

"Yeah, I uh.. It's um.. been... somewhat of a long time coming?" He started, visibly swallowing the lump in his throat.

"Well I already know you're gay" I joked, Landon rolling his eyes. "Just spit it out, you know I'll love you no matter what. I didn't think talking to me was so scary"

"It's not scary, I'm just.. nervous of you disapproving" He led on, my eyes squinting.

"Disapproving? Of what? I've already met your boyfriend"

"Yeah... that's the thing" He murmured, struggling to keep eye contact.

"What? Did you guys break up? I thought you said he was busy today" I interrupted, Landon's lip turning white from how hard he was biting it.

"No we're still together" He eased, confusing me.

"Then what?"

"Well.. uh.." He stuttered, my patience growing thin.

"Spit it out Landon Roy"

"I'm in a polyamorous relationship" He quickly slurred, my lips parting out of shock.

"A poly what now?" I gaped, Landon turning white, uncomfortably shifting away from me. "Wait, so you're in an open relationship?" I asked, my head feeling like it was spinning.

Landon quickly shook his head, "No that's different"

"Then you're a what? What's a poly— poly what? What did you say?"

"Polyamorous"

"Polyamorous" I repeated, Landon nodding. "What's that?"

"It's uh.. well, I'll explain from my perspective to make it easier" he explained, myself nodding, allowing him to continue, "So I am dating Xavier" he stated and I nodded, having already knew that, "And I'm also dating Finley" he dropped the biggest bombshell of my life.

My jaw dropped as my throat became dry, my eyes widened, Landon's reddened cheeks flushing white as he nervously licked his lips.

"You're dating Finn? Like.. like best friend Finn? Like Landon, Finley and Molly, the trio that we once knew to basically be added on siblings? That Finn?" I confirmed, feeling like I got slammed into a wall.

Landon nodded slowly and I blinked a few times, struggling to wrap around whatever the fuck he just told me.

"For how long?" I started, figuring I might as well give him the third degree if my brain wasn't going to keep up in speed. Might as well go on autopilot.

Landon hesitated, "It's been.. a while" 

My eyes narrowed, "Define a while" 

"You're how far along?" He asked, my eyes widened again.

"Landon! Oh my god" I scolded, "I'm almost five months" I glared, scared as to where this was going.

"Um... so around... seven months?"

"SEVEN MONTHS?!" I shrieked, Landon wincing. "WHAT THE FUCK?!"

"I'm sorry" He immediately apologized, his face filling with sorrow as hurt lingered in my chest.

"You've been together for almost a year, and you're just now telling me?!" 

"We uh, wanted to wait-"

"NO SHIT! Seven months is a long time, Landon!"

"I know, I'm sorry" he frowned, my anger beginning to boil.

I thought we were close?

We fucking lived together! How did I miss any sort've signs that he was interested in Finn?!

"We wanted to just test the waters. See if this is really what we wanted... and uh, a few months past, and then I was scared"

"Scared? Scared of what? Of me?" I questioned, my heart feeling heavy when he nodded. "What?" I whispered, "Why?"

"I didn't want to lose you" he confessed.

"Lose me? Lose me, how?"

How could he think that? 

"I didn't want you to judge me? Disagree?... hate me"

"Hate you? Landon, I could never hate you" I reached forward for him, frowning when he yanked his hand back.

"You hate Lexi" he shot back, the creases on my face softening.

"I don't hate her"

"You don't talk to her, and you disagree with her relationship" 

"I disagree with her relationship because of their age gap. It's different when you're older, but when you're so young.. I just.. I don't agree with it"

"You can see why I'd be nervous to tell you I'm poly" He pointed out, my lips pursing.

"I'm sorry I made you think you couldn't tell me" I apologized, hating that he felt the need to hide such a big secret for so long.

Who all knew?

"What's going on in your head?" He asked, surprising me by how mature he sounded.

I always forget he's no longer my annoying twelve year old brother.

"A lot of things" I answered honestly, not even knowing where to start.

"Well, ask away" 

Surprisingly Landon answered every question. He and Braxton broke up because Landon wanted to experiment with being polyamorous; everything slowly starting to piece together at how out of left field their breakup felt. Landon stopped hanging out with Molly as much due to her constantly feeling awkward now that Landon and Finn were in a relationship.

I decided to learn about what being polyamorous meant, Landon explaining that it meant x amount of people were committed to each other like a typical relationship, whereas an open relationship you were able to mess around with anyone. Or at least I think that's what he meant. I don't know, I'm still learning.

"So you're not mad?" He asked quietly and instead of answering I pulled him into a hug.

"I'm not mad. I'm curious and have a shit load of questions, but I'm not mad. Thank you for finally telling me, and I'm sorry that you felt like you couldn't just because of how I reacted with Lexi. I love you, Landon"

~

"Leighton, I don't understand why you're so nervous" Colby expressed, holding the door open to a somewhat nice apartment complex.

Clearly Aaliyah had to of gotten have her feet to afford this place.

"Because what if she doesn't want to ever talk to me again? Colby, you don't understand. We're never like this. Even when we're mad at each other, we get over it! It's rare for us to go this long without at least texting each other" 

"Leigh, I understand. Believe it or not, I've known you longer than you're currently giving me credit for" He snickered, my finger jabbing into the elevator button as I tried to calm the nerves in my stomach.

Colby's hand rubbed soothing circles on my lower back as I rang the bell, praying I had the right apartment.

Is she going to slam the door in my face? Will she hear me out? Can we finally patch up this ridiculous tiff we had?

We were met with silence. 

"Do I try again?" I asked softly, my voice dripping in insecurity, Colby shrugging, allowing me to hit the bell again.

I tried knocking, ringing the bell a third and fourth time before giving up.

"Maybe she's not home?" Colby suggested and I sighed, running my hand through my fairly long black hair.

With one final attempt failing, we quietly walked back to our car, no one saying a word until we reached a stoplight near my parents house.

"I'm sorry you didn't get to talk to her" Colby said softly, my head leaning back against the headrest.

"I just, I don't understand, ya know? Like I want to fix this. I want my best friend back. I want to share this with her and I feel like she wants nothing to do with me. Did I really burn our bridge over something so fucking stupid?"

"Leighton, you can't control how other people respond to things. The best you can do is keep trying. Maybe she's busy, maybe she wasn't home?" He rambled off, the feeling of his eyes on me becoming hard to ignore as I kept my gaze held outside the passenger side window. "Leigh?"

"Hm?"

"Are you okay?" He asked, his hand grabbing mine, getting me to look at him.

"I'll be fine"

"That isn't what I asked"

"I don't want to talk about it because I know it's my fault, and I regret it enough as it is"

"Okay...." he glanced back over at me, our eyes meeting for a few seconds before I looked back out the window, "Have you asked your boss about the trip?"

"I have"

"And?"

"It got approved. Four days off"

"Four days?"

"Don't push your luck Brock, I've got bills to pay" I warned, Colby smirking as he shook his head.

"I wasn't pushing my luck"

"Mhm"

"I wasn't!" He laughed, his smirk growing into a grin when he noticed my face was slipping to keep it's careless posture. "Come on! It's going to be fun, Leigh"

"I know it will be fun. I'm just nervous"

"Well don't be" He teased, my eyes rolling.

"Haven't heard that one before"

"Someone's moody" he hummed, his lips rolling inwards when I glared at him.

"I'm sad. I'm mad. I'm annoyed. I'm hungry and can't have fast food—"

"Why can't you have fast food?" he interrupted, his brows furrowed.

"Because I've had one too many McDonalds milkshakes and then thrown up afterwards"

"Ah. So we're done with the milkshakes? What's your current pregnancy obsession if it isn't hangover food?"

"Pretzels" I chuckled, "And chocolate. Anything chocolate is great"

"Oh!" he quickly opened the center console, blindly digging around before pulling out a small bag of something, "Here! I uh, I don't know how melted they are, but they were once Reeces" he snickered, handing me the orange bag.

I dug one out, seeing they were melted, and then resolidified, and slightly melted again, "How long have these things been in there?"

"I don't know"

"Colby!" I shrieked, laughter following behind my shock, "Were you planning on poisoning me?!" my chest shook from failed attempt of holding back my laugh, tossing the back into the cupholder. "You're going to need to start storing snacks in here if you want me riding with you to the Airbnb" 

"I get the pleasure of you riding with me?" He asked, his gaze lingering as we waited at a stop sign.

"Only if you bring snacks"

"I don't know if I want pregnant Leighton has my copilot" he snickered.

"Hey! You got me pregnant! I don't want to hear your complainants!"

"So I'm thinking we leave two days after Kat's birthday? That way her and Sam can go do their thing, and then we can all start the few hour drive there?" Colby checked in, his head tilting when my lips pursed, "What?"

"We're not doing anything with Kat for her birthday?"

"Baby, I think they want to just do their own thing"

"But you always do stuff with her for her birthday?" 

"We can do a bigger thing at the rental, how about that? Plus, I thought you guys didn't get along? You've made it clear that she isn't your favorite person to hang around, why I invited more people than just her and Sam to come with us"

"I don't hate her, I just... we don't mix well, ya know? We're different in a way that if we didn't have you and Sam forcing us to hang out, we wouldn't really hang out. She was great and all when I was pregnant, and had the baby, but I don't think us on our own works well"

"How is it that you and Sam are like best friends, but you and Kat don't get along?" He chuckled, my eyes lingering on his arms as he turned the wheel, biting my lower lip as I watched his muscles flex a little, doing a somewhat U-turn move.

"It's not that we are at each other's throats, it's just... we don't mix well. We have different interests, different conversations.. I just, I don't think we would make good friends outside of our common interests of you and Sam, or even just Gemma. Nothing against her, we just— It's not like how her and Stas can have sleepovers, and Stas and I can have sleepovers. We can't be alone. It's honestly kind of awkward"

"Alright well, this time around we get the master bedroom instead of them. They can have your little closet nook"

"Hey! I liked my closet nook" I frowned, not understanding what Colby had against my little cozy hobbit hole.

"It has a twin bed in it, Leighton. I don't know how you survived being pregnant in that thing"

"If I remember correctly, you squeezed into that twin bed, in fact, you yanked me out of it—"

"I was quite rough with you, wasn't I?" He chuckled, "You should've told me you were pregnant. I would've gone easier on you"

"I can't believe we're going back" I sighed, astonished that this was really happening again.

"I know. So much has changed since then" he agreed.

"I know, you got me pregnant and put a ring on my finger" I giggled, wiggling my fingers in front of us, the ring twinkling against the sunlight.

"If you like it then you should've put a ring on it!" He began to sing, my hand coming over to cover his mouth, shrieking when he licked me, only to feel another flutter in my stomach.

Every time I feel the baby move, it feels surreal.

There is life growing inside of me, and these little flutters keep proving that.

"Here, hand me your hand" I rushed, Colby sending me a weird look, "Shut up, just give me your hand" 

I placed his hand on my stomach, Colby constantly looking between me, my stomach and the road, "What are you doing?"

"I keep feeling a flutter and I want to know if you can feel it too!" 

"A flutter?"

"Mhm! Remember when Gemma would kick? I don't know if the baby is positioned enough to feel it on the outside of the stomach, but I keep feeling a similar sensation in my tummy. Make me laugh again" I demanded, Colby stifling his laughter.

"I can't just make you laugh on demand"

"Yes you can! Come on, do it. You're not allowed to tickle me!" I warned, not wanting to pee my pants in his car.

"This is a lot of pressure!" He exclaimed, getting me to giggle, but not enough to make my chest shake. "Oh! Remember when we went to Minnesota and I had met your Aunt and Uncle and we had that dance party in the kitchen making those pizzas? I truly thought your uncle was going to disown me" 

"I'm shocked Aunt Ginger didn't disown Melissa" I giggled, memories of dancing with the Rotty's flashing through my mind. "We should go back" I sighed, missing the environment that was my Aunt and Uncle's house. 

"Tell me when to book the flight and we'll go"

"We can't. I have too many responsibilities"

"Leighton, you've got to live a little"

"I am! I am living! This is me living! I can finally get a good job now that I don't have my record over my head. I can possibility go to college"

"You want to go to school?" He questioned, putting the car into park outside my parents house.

I chewed on the inside of my cheek, "I've thought about it"

"Really? What would you go to school for?"

"I don't know... I want to do something though, ya know?"

"Is this you wanting to go to school for yourself, or to prove to others that you aren't a fuck up?" He asked, fully turned to look at me.

"You know" I sighed, "I'm learning that doing shit for others is getting me nowhere. I think I want to do this for myself. To feel accomplished. To feel worthy of something"

"Leighton, you're worthy of everything. You've already accomplished so much. If you want to go to school, I'll support you, but you don't need to do this just to add it to a list of accomplishments to show off. You're never going to be truly happy if you don't do it for yourself. Be proud of the list you made to show yourself, not others" He gave my hand a squeeze before taking his keys of the ignition, unclipping his seatbelt and opening the door, only to turn back to look at me, "Plus, I think having two incredible daughters is already such a huge accomplishment" he winked before climbing out of the car and shutting the door, leaving me alone.

Having two kids was an accomplishment, but what about my best friend? My mother? My sister? Having those people by my side as I achieved these things?

What am I going to tell my daughters when they ask what life was like before them? Or when they were growing up? 

That I'm a drug addicted fuck up? That I lost everyone I loved and had to piece it all together, only to repeat it again?

"Leighton? Are you coming?" Colby called out, his voice muffled from the closed car doors.

I nodded, unclipping my own seatbelt and climbing out of the car, shutting the door, allowing him to lock it.

"You alright?" He asked, motioning for me to walk in front of him up the sidewalk and steps. 

I nodded, pulling the storm door open, Colby's hand reaching out to hold it above my head.

"Coco!" Gemma yelled, scooting off the couch and running over to us, Colby happily picking her up.

Having two incredible daughters is already an accomplishment... Right?

* * * * 

This was supposed to be out days ago but I was preoccupied having a birthday and seeing Taylor Swift lol I apologize 

I also apologize for it being another girl, but it was already written into the storyline when I realized how annoying that kind of is... 

My next Colby book he will have a son, I promise lol it's already planned - I kind of always write kids into my books if you can't tell lol

Lastly, did anyone suspect Landon's secret??? 

Written on: June 12th, 18th, 19th, 20th, 21st, 22nd, 26th, 27th, 28th 2023

Published on: June 28th 2023

Word Count: 7449

Part Sixteen

#colbybrock #colbybrockimagines #colbybrockimagine #colbybrockblurb #colbybrockblurbs #samandcolby #colbybrockoneshot #colbybrockoneshots #colbybrockfanfic #colbybrockfanfics #colbybrockfanfiction #colbybrockfanfictions #sasmandcolbyfanfictions #samandcolbyfanfic #colbybrockwattpad #colbybrocksmut #colbybrockbaby #samandcolbyimagines #samandcolbyoneshot #wattpad #wattpadrecs

[the-anxiety-academy]

Headcannons for Fiona Fischoeder (my oc)

Basically just a hyperfixation shitpost

A shock to no one, Fiona is pampered and spoiled. Like spoiled to the next level, any child of Felix would have to be

When she was a baby/young child she was dressed up in big, puffy princess dresses and tiaras by her father, who thought she was just the most darnest thing.

Fiona didn't like the itchy fabric and the thickness of the outfits, as it overstimed her, but she did enjoy the attention it got her so she put up with it

She always loved being center of attention whether it be in her Princess dress or preforming on stage

She went to a preforming arts school until the events of s4 when Felix had spent all of his inheritance and had to work with her uncle Calvin

Fiona was 13 when she had to be sent to public school (Wagstaff) because of this and she HATED it with every fiber of her body. She was no longer surrounded by posh kids who study art but with commoner 'peasants', as she called them.

She literally thought she was gonna contract the black death or smthin

She was a spectical in her new school, new kids weren't all that common especially not rich ones

Tammy obviously jumped on this as soon as she could, trying to be besties with the new rich girl but it didn't exactly work for her

See Tammy is richer than most kids in her class but she still isn't rich rich, she is only lower-middle class while Fiona is high class

And for that reason, Fiona kinda saw Tammy as a pest and beneath her, she wasn't at all impressed by the girls money

She didn't like most of the kids bc she didn't think they are up to her standards

But the one unlikely friend she made was Louise

Despite their different upbringings and the 4 year age difference, Louise and Fiona were peas in a pod

Louise and Fiona absolutely clicked from the first time they met, they matched each others energy so well

See Fiona, like her other relatives, has a habit of committing crime. Nothing major just small things that kids think are big deals

They definitely go smash mirrors together when one or both of them is upset

Fiona is kinda like a second older sister who Louise can relate to

The two definitely cause trouble to all those around them, especially Mr. Frond

Moving on to her family life

She's a daddy's girl obviously

You can't tell me if felix had a child he wouldn't treat them like an absolute baby. It doesn't matter how old they get they'll still be his little baby. Fiona is a pure example of this.

He definitely felt guilty for putting her in public school

He is so protective of her it's insane

Fiona and Calvin have a confusing relationship but that's pretty standard with even knowing the man

They don't have a typical uncle and neice relationship it's more like "Oh you're here? Okay". Idk how to explain it other than that, they just kinda tolerate each other

Don't get me wrong they definitely love each other they're family after all but the Fischoeders aren't normal full stop so

But one thing they do have in common is their love for sharks. Fiona loves how pretty they look and finds them cool and they bond over that

They definitely have family outings to the sea on one of their many boats

She also LOVES racoons

Like she's literally in love with them, they're her fav animal along with sharks

She and Linda will bond over the racoons in the alley

Fiona loves Litte King Trashmouth, she thinks they have a bond they don't but she likes to believe they do

Felix definitely doesn't like her around them, he thinks they're dirty and will give her a disease

But she doesn't listen, she pretends to tho

I literally have soo many more hcs for this girl but I'd be here all day

#fiona fischoeder #felix fischoeder #bobs burgers oc #bob’s burgers #bobs burgers #oc #my oc #bobs burgers headcanons #oc headcanons #calvin fischoeder #louise belcher #mr fischoeder

[batgirlsay]

Cold Like Winter

Vampire AU Playlist for Obiyuki AU Bingo 2022 by @snowwhite-andtheknight

I used this AU as an excuse to make another Obi fall/winter themed playlist…

Started rearranging some fall/Halloween themed playlists and ended up with a story where vampire Obi falls for Shirayuki and has a lot of doubts about them being together. Eventually, after sharing his feelings, Shirayuki becomes the “final girl” and thinks about becoming a vampire too. The Anthony Green and Matt Pond songs fit perfectly for this theme!

East Coast Winters- Anthony Green You’re So Dead Meat- Anthony Green Your Ghost- The Decemberists Ghosting- Mother Mother The Haunting- Anberlin Halloween- Matt Pond PA Last Light- Matt Pond PA Final Girl- Chvrches

Summary lyrics are cited after the bonus vampire obi!

East Coast Winters- Anthony Green

Anyone who walks down my path after it snows Will cover up their footprints

Anyone who walks through my door is already done for And if you walk a mile in my shoes, you'd never choose You'd never come back here

As far as I can tell, you never got it right And everyone I know is all but turned away Scattered in the dark

You’re So Dead Meat- Anthony Green

Faces of doubt Haunted by the memories of everything minus the bad stuff

Sorrow and all Don't tell me if you care, come alive with it, let it show And don't wistfully believe I would die for it

Your Ghost- The Decemberists

Along the old seawall Inside the banquet hall Below the cellar stair Maybe you'll find me there Your ghost

And at your final end When you are free again No longer long to be You will belong to me

Ghosting- Mother Mother

I've been ghosting, I've been ghosting along Ghost in your house, ghost in your arms When you're tossing, when you turn in your sleep It's because I'm ghosting your dreams

And this is why I have decided To pull these old white sheets from my head I'll leave them folded neat and tidy So that you'll know I'm out of hiding

I remember, I remember the days When I'd make you oh-so afraid

I will be kind and I'll be sweet If you stop staring straight through me

And this is why I have decided To leave your house and home unhaunted You don't need poltergeist for sidekicks You don't need treats and you don't need tricks

The Haunting- Anberlin

Up on this hill, in this uncanny house The wind makes this place creak, the lights they are flickering The moon she is lurking, the clock it stopped working At a quarter past three

There's something dancing here in the shadows And I wish it were us

You haunt me baby, you haunt me here tonight

Can't get your memory, off of my mind Just want your heartbeat, on top of mine

Up on this hill, in this uncanny house Your spirit I can't see, but I still believe I can feel your breath on me

Halloween- Matt Pond PA

Went to where the people were on a Saturday night Seems like it always seems Where I go, I want to leave

I surprised myself as my mouth started speaking There is nothing left of my nerves As I lean over to ask her Pardon the intrusion Could we leave before it gets bad?

Last Light- Matt Pond PA

Night comes in and takes our light As we turn once again in the sun We don't have to drift out of sight But shadows will fall and run

Green turns gold and the gold turns green As we turn one more time past the sun Light like no one else has seen As the shadows will shift to none Yeah, they'll run, they will run, they will run As the day's last light soon is done

You thought it was your time To give into the endless night No, you were not right

Sky hangs heavy in the lowest light As the day slips down past the sun Black and blue in the forest green Shadows are gone, they have run

I can feel your hand let go of mine Drift you to where there isn't any light And I can never sleep enough, that's right Something makes me nervous 'bout the night

Final Girl- Chvrches

Keeping secrets until everything became a bit too loud

And it feels like the weight is too much to carry I should quit, maybe go get married Only time will tell

Don't want to find your daughter in a body bag So I need to get out now while most of me is still intact

In the final cut In the final scene There's a final girl Does she look like me?

#obiyukibingo22 #akagami no shirayukihime #snow white with the red hair #obiyuki #playlist #lyrics #anthony green #the decemberists #mother mother #anberlin #matt pond pa #chvrches #bonus vampire obi is from that scene where he tells a scary story to zen lol #all of my obi playlists end the same way

[daisyvisions]

aww daisynim wait can I call you unnie

literally I love that concept and let me expand on this now-

sunric having been on the phone with you on your whole walk home and slamming your back into the door as soon as you walk in. within seconds sunwoo has your clothes off and eric's got you pressed up against the door, making out with you harshly and tugging your hair. before too long things escalate, with sunwoo hoisting you up and wrapping your legs around his waist before rushing you both to the bedroom and slamming you on the bed to fuck you at a brutal pace, legs slung over his shoulders, free hand pressing down on your throat while eric lies next to you casually drawing circles on your clit while whispering filth in your ear. his baby had a rough day? well she should be angry, she deserves better, and she's gonna get it. but that doesn't give her an excuse to take it out on her loving boyfriends, so they're just gonna have to put their sweet baby in her place for such poor behavior, right? can't take it? too much? well surely such a good girl can take one more round right? doesn't she wanna take everything they give her like the precious baby she is? besides, only good girls get rewarded, and didn't she want to be fucked so dumb she won't remember she had a bad day? aww, still complaining? well then she can have eric's cock in her mouth to shut her up. maybe she can learn to be a good girl and let him fuck her mouth until she's numb

afterwards tho they'd totally run you a bath, cuddle you, and let you rant about your day (possibly all at the same time) and if anyone's bothering you at work you best believe they'll show up and spend the whole day making that person as uncomfortable as possible just so you can laugh at said person.

🐈

(if you wanna call me unnie sure! or any really hehe)

oof the way they would flip the script on you the moment you get home. You think you can take out all the stress and pent up frustration on them until they're all like "nuh uh. Who said you could do that? just because you're angry you can do that to us?" putting you in your place and with a mix of fake sympathy in-between too omfg that would be so 😮‍💨

but ofc they're sweethearts so the level of roughness they've brought into you, the sweetness level would be higher to make sure they didn't go overboard with you and be there for you as you rant or whatever you wanna do really!

[digitalstowaway]

This will be long

Miles is supposed to give the village its next master. He has no objections to having kids. He knows Phoenix loves kids. It's not a major issue until they start making actual plans when they're only 20 and hope, really hard, that they'll get a girl. Just to make things simple.

They set aside time to tell Gregory in person that he'll be a grandfather. They ask if he can visit them. It's just, Miles hasn't been feeling well. They don't want to travel if he's poorly. But they have big news.

Gregory is weepy. He hugs Miles and kisses his cheeks over and over. He pulls Phoenix into the hug. He cries almost his entire visit, and Miles wonders if he's crying because he's happy. Or if he's nervous for how young they are. Or if he's nervous about Miles and Phoenix plunging into the mess of village baby politics.

He likes to believe it's because he's happy.

Lana and Mia are the last to find out, only when Miles and Phoenix finally find time to travel to the city. Miles tries hiding it, but he can only do much. He wants to tell them before they can put two and two together, but they're clever.

The village doesn't do ultrasounds. When Miles is handed his son, he cries first out of joy and then out of sorrow and pity. Phoenix tells him they should be thankful for a baby. Miles agrees.

They present him to the village elders who frown at him and then frown at Miles. As if it was in his control. As if he could have willed the child to inherit their powers.

Gregory watches it, and he hears elders discuss that Miles has to get back to attending meetings soon. Unfortunate it is that there's no current village head, that Miles being in training was all they have.

Gregory dons his robes for the first time in years. He tucks Miles in bed. He kisses his grandson on the forehead. He calls Raymond that week to tell him the law office is all his. He won't be returning.

Two years later, in proper middle child fashion, they don't make a big deal out of the announcement. Miles vomits in a rose bush while trying to help his father with village duties, and he mumbles that he thinks he's expecting again.

Miles gets told that root vegetables will make a girl. He meditates. Phoenix fills the house with daisies, another village superstition.

He gets handed another boy, and he's to exhausted to think about it too hard. He kisses the tiny hands and tiny nose. He proudly shows the elders his second son even though they still frown.

Three years later, Miles tells his father he's expecting their third child with a sigh. He can't be a baby factory. He can't keep doing this. He's only 25, and he feels old. He wishes he and Phoenix had had the chance to be wait.

Three is their absolute limit. It's his limit. He knows Phoenix would love to have 10 kids, he laughs, but he can only do so much. And he doesn't want to let the elders think he's appeasing them by trying over and over for a girl.

Gregory holds him like he's a child and tells him to focus on the positive. There can be a generation without girls. It'll be okay. It's happened before. He just makes Miles promise he won't treat his boys any differently.

"I won't. I don't. I love them."

It's impressive to see Miles walk through the village with two and a half kids. They've inherited his temperament, and they're quiet and polite. The village dotes on them and then whispers when Miles is away. They wonder what the pressure must be like. They wonder what will happen if he can't have a girl.

Mia and Lana don't understand the drama, but they wish Miles well. He's no longer the bright-eyed, naive child they knew. He's tired and mature, and he can talk to them about adult things rather than how unfair it is how his father won't extend his curfew.

Baby three doesn't come without a fight. Miles cries for his dad, cries for the midwives to do something to help. Phoenix paces and bites his nails, a habit he never had before.

But then the midwives move Miles' arms for him and lay his daughter against his chest, and he cries from relief and exhaustion and shame. His daughter feels no different than his boys. She doesn't cry louder or stretch her tiny arms wider.

He doesn't present her to the village elders. He stays in bed and recovers with her while they peek in and nod. His sons kiss her head gently and stroke her soft hair.

Gregory congratulates him and tells him he understands. It feels like a weight off his shoulders. When the midwives handed Miles to him, he remembers sighing and thanking whoever was looking after them.

There's a small ceremony some weeks later. The village visits their daughter, smiles at her and coos. And Miles keeps his boys right next to him, proudly sitting on either side of their sister.

#spirits au

[the-firebird69]

Watch "Pink Floyd - Dark Side Of The Moon" on YouTube

We're going to ask several of our son's ideas and one of them is The preserve it's a hotel that has animals that are on the grounds and you're separated from them by serious barriers and it's a way to view them and their the ancient ones mostly and we're going to see what their attitude is about it and learn if they like it or not NFL survive that way by being in captivity but in a really nice setting in a large amount of area I've done it before and they don't seem to mind but lately they've been giving signals they do so another option would be to hand to plan it to them but they'll all be dead cuz they'll kill each other. The song that ended but ended well it's not usually the case but with exception of Jason being stuck inside Sarah everything else just seems to turn out okay I went to Sarah's room and somehow I was transferred into Trump and we think it's during The sopranos and that's coming out the next couple days when he gets washed ashore they find him in Tony finds them and puts the baby in which happens is a stillbirth because bja kind of beats her up and they pull them out he's not really baby but okay and just put into Trump why is Jason and the sago the Terminator begins and Jason supposedly is the guy working with Sarah Connor but Sarah Connor is not one of Jason's plan she's really a trumpster and the guy with her is a trumpster it's a son of Dan AKA Dave. And they really mix it up with them and they're out there now and Arizona is near four points it's a very ironic place because some real Old Stone ships there and honey Tommy F says he doesn't know about them but they're researching him while they're there this is two days ago and it's catching up to current times but all that starts going Monday tomorrow when I send calls in the prescription

Thor Freya

Have a lot riding on trying to make it here and say only have my my one life here and everybody's threatening me really badly they're probably going to keep doing it and I know they do there's a a strange twinge to it and kind of like we were doing it all the time because of this and I'm like no you're telling you because he's having to do it and they start getting mad they're very small and they're going to be pushed out very soon because of the mutations begin the ships are pulled out in New Jersey because of it then cesario begins and that is all kicked off very shortly by The Terminator movie. The terminators of machine it's good to check but I'm pretty sure that's what it is and there's a lot of them. These girls are in that prison and they're freed by these guys from Trump's clan and they start working together finally when it almost gone and they start fighting terminators too

You got some lessons coming up for people cuz they're very mean to our son but right now they're having a lot of emotional problems they can't believe it's real he's been fighting kind of himself trying to move them around they lost a lot of people because of it and Trump tried to fight him and lost and the sun will save you in there but he couldn't how could you.

It does kick off the series it's supposed to get a radiated and they trying to aliens which starts listen counters and other things in a dumping with all the stuff spice and they turn into aliens and they're not even possessed and then they go up to New Jersey. Alien stuff happens after and that's because of Life the movie and that happens after I think cloud city goes up to no it's really Tomorrowland it looks like it goes up to Saturn. And they get expelled after cesario it's coming pretty quick in the next few days

Zues Hera

Hey it's very nerve-wracking that we have reports that it works but it works on the health insurance companies in hospitals I would really needed this and it cleans out the rest of the idiots that stay behind but still like a half million octillion and they're in all these jobs threatening the s*** out of people like hospitals ambulances fire departments it's really the first it's the last really work though it's a lot of work keeping those keeping people safe for those idiots

Thor Freya

He's got to get some rest there's a huge evacuation on still in the Midwest and upper Midwest we put in huge alerts out because they're trying to kidnap people for mental illness and health and covid and more I've only after those groups and we're now leaving him someone tries to grab you from those groups call us our way immediately if they won't go away call the police as soon as you need to

Olympus

#Youtube

[loorain]

Sims 4 Fontenot Legacy - Calm Before the Storm

Sigrid is now in her third trimester of pregnancy. While this process has been a rollercoaster of emotions, she is both nervous and excited about being a mother. Even more so right now, she's feeling unfathomably large.

Sigrid: I honestly can't wait to have my body back. These two are stretching me thin and they're not even born yet. My back aches all the time, my ankles are swollen, and the hormones... gosh, the hormones. I'm turning into a ogre.

Robin: You still look beautiful to me. Even more now.

Sigrid: Even when I'm stuffing my face with pickles and peanut butter at 3am?

Robin: Even then.

Sigrid chuckles.

Sigrid: I don't know how much I believe you, but thanks nonetheless.

The two enjoy themselves on the porch, talking casually about the future, their plans for their family, etc. It's a peaceful moment, one of the last before they're elbows deep in dirty diapers, barf, and snot from these two little ones. They're both reasonably excited and nervous, knowing this will not be an easy task caring for two babies, but they know they have support.

The house is slowly becoming a place perfect for baby-raising, with Scarlett in full baby-proofing mode. She's designed a nursery space for Sabrina's boy. It's not as big as the repurposed downstairs office-turned-nursery for the twins, but it's right next to Sabrina's room for easy access. The twin's nursery is also complete now with the finishing touches.

Scarlett has also picked up knitting as a hobby since finding out about Sigrid and Robin's pregnancy, and now with three babies on the way she's gone full in. Becoming a grandmother for the first time and a great-aunt again has given her profound purpose, and she's cherishing each moment she can. The family as a collective is about to be forever changed!

In the evening, Robin and Sigrid prepare themselves for a slightly early bedtime. They want to be as rested as possible in the event Sigrid goes into labor, as she's due at any moment.

Sigrid: Ah, sweet relief. My joints are screaming at me.

Robin: You're almost to the finish line. Then it's the real marathon.

Sigrid: Tell me about it.

Sigrid goes to lie on her side, to which Robin turns to her and scoots closer. He places his hand on her belly gently, looking over her and their babies.

Robin: Look at you three... so beautiful.

Sigrid: Robin, do you really think I'll be a good mom?

Robin: I know you will. You're full of love, patience, and understanding. Whoever our babies turn out to be, they'll be lucky to have a mom like you.

Sigrid smiles, looking down at her belly.

Sigrid: What's your guess on the genders?

Robin: Hmm... I'm thinking two girls.

Sigrid: No boy at all?

Robin: I don't know, I see myself as a girl dad. Taking care of my three ladies.

Sigrid: Well I think it's a boy and a girl. One of each.

Robin: Well we'll find out very soon, won't we?

Sigrid: Guess so.

Robin: Thank you.

Sigrid: For what?

Robin: For giving me this life. And for going on this journey by my side. I love you, Sigrid.

Sigrid: I love you too, Robin.

#ts4 simblr #ts4 #simblr #sims 4 #sims 4 legacy #sims 4 legacy challenge #sims 4 fontenot legacy #sims 4 modded