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"What's wrong?" Robin asks, bumping her arm against his as she joins him leaning against the counter, staring out the front door of Family Video.
Steve doesn't bother to lie. Robin would know, she always does. "I'm not sure wrong is the right word, but it's, it's something."
"Wanna talk about it?"
"Yeah," he says, taking a quick glance around. It's just after 11pm on Saturday. They've got another hour of work before they can officially close, but Hawkins closes down at 9. The store is empty currently, and since they're facing the door, they'll know if someone comes in. "I just don't know- I don't-"
"Gather your words. Speak when you're ready. I'm not going anywhere," Robin says, and it speaks volumes that she didn't call him dingus. Steve's never upset by the nickname, not really, but sometimes, when the conversation is heavy, he can't deal with nicknames. Especially not ones that are meant teasingly now but started as an insult.
"I feel- I feel ungrateful and, like, selfish, because I'm... I'm not happy with Eddie," Steve says, then immediately frowns because that's not right. It's not wrong, either, but it's. "I'm not unhappy with Eddie. I love him. I love him so much, Robin."
"I know you do. It's disgusting."
"And I got into this relationship knowing what Eddie's like. I love him 'cause of those things, not in spite of-"
"You don't have to convince me you love him."
"Right. Right. It's just. It's like, I thought, I don't know, that I wouldn't have to always be the guy?" Steve says, and it's followed by such a long pause that he looks over. It startles a laugh out of him at how much Robin looks like him right now. Confused, brow furrowed and mouth slightly open. That's his perplexed expression, and it's mirrored on Robin's face now.
Well. Not now because he laughed so she's glaring at him.
"Sorry. It was like looking into a mirror for a moment there."
She wrinkles her nose at him and says, "What do you mean 'always be the guy'?"
He lets out a sigh. "I just mean- Eddie's the first guy I've ever dated. And there was, like, unwritten rules when dating girls. Don't give me that face, I already know the rant about straights and their het-ro-norman-whatever-"
"Heteronormativity."
"Yes, that. I know it's bad, working on unlearning it, etcetera, etcetera. Can I just get through this using the words I do have?"
"Yes. Sorry."
He waves off her apology and continues, "So, the unwritten but absolute rules of straight dating. The guy asks. The guy plans the date. He pays, if it's something that requires money. He gets the door, offers his jacket if it's cold, gives the flowers and chocolates on Valentines Day and- sorry. The guy does all that. I do all that. And I just. I want to not, not have to?"
Robin's eyes soften and she gives a sad smile. "Eddie doesn't do those things?"
Steve frowns. "Not- he's done some of those things but it's not... It's never been romantic. Never felt... intentionally romantic. Which is why I feel so ungrateful and selfish. 'Cause Eddie's not a romantic. Not like I am. And I shouldn't expect him to be!"
She frowns. "But you don't expect him to be."
"I mean, yeah. I don't. Which just makes this worse, right? Because Eddie tries. In his own way. And I'm still..."
"What does Eddie do to try?"
"He loans me jackets when I'm cold. And it's- it's like a throwback to the upside down. He'll fold it all nice and then throw it at me full force. Like with the battle vest," Steve smiles at the memory, despite his sour mood.
"That doesn't sound very romantic. That sounds like an inside joke. He could do that same thing while not dating you and it wouldn't be weird."
"Can't an inside joke be romantic?"
Robin nods as she turns, back to the counter so she can hop up on it. "Can be. And I guess if you find get pelted in the face by jackets romantic, that's your kink."
"Why do I talk to you?" Steve groans, and Robin shrugs. "Anyway, I guess I just... I want to be the one taken care of, sometimes, but not just when- God, I'm so selfish, aren't I?" He paces away from the counter, running a hand through his hair.
Eddie's a good boyfriend. He listens when Steve rambles about sports and stats, asking questions and actually engages in conversation. He takes care of Steve when a migraine leaves him all but useless; gets him his meds and water and combs his fingers through Steve's hair softly until it lulls Steve to sleep. Eddie pays attention enough to know the little things about Steve that he doesn't say out loud.
"Not just when?" Robin prompts, and Steve realizes he quit talking.
"Not just when I'm hurt. I want doors held for me, and for him to plan a romantic night, either out or in! And I- I want him to give me his jacket by wrapping it around my shoulders like I do for him."
"I'm going to say something, and you aren't allowed to be upset by it."
Steve nods.
"You have to tell him. Eddie's not gonna know you want these things unless you say so."
He nods again, because he knows that. He does. It's just... "I got with him knowing he wasn't a romantic person. I don't want- I don't know how to say it without making it sound like I want him to change. Or make him feel like he's not enough, or that he's a bad boyfriend for not having done this and-"
"Steve! Jesus, now who's the mirror? It's Eddie. He loves you. He'll listen. Even as you fumble your way through an explanation. A conversation is not the make or break of this relationship."
Steve swallows even though it feels like there's stones piling up in his stomach. A single conversation broke his last relationship, but Eddie's not Nancy.
"Yeah. You're right. I think I'm just... I'm afraid of making Eddie feel that same way Nancy made me feel, when she called us bullshit. I was blinded-sided by it all and I don't, I can't do that to Eddie."
"You won't. 'Cause this situation is different. You love Eddie, and Eddie loves you, and that's real and true. I think it would hurt Eddie more to think there's this whole other category of shit he could be doing for you, but isn't, 'cause he doesn't even know you'd like it, much less want it."
Steve nods as she speaks. It's all true, and he feels less like there are stones in his stomach. "Thanks, Bobbin. I don't- I might give it a few days before I talk to Eddie about it, but I will."
"You better, dingus," she hopes off the counter and looks at the clock, groaning when she sees it's still not midnight. "Think Keith will kill us if we close early?"
"No way. He'd have to cover all our shifts until he can hire replacements. We're too valuable to him to die."
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blue-sadie · 9 months
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So i've seen this edit about quaritch and spider with that song "oh i love it and hate it at the same time, you and i drinking posion from the same vine" and just image it; reader who has an avatar and neteyam as her mate and she told everybody that her mom was na'vi and her dad was an avatar. When lo'ak and neteyam went to save spider they see reader in her human form and she thinks neteyam is dissapointed in her. Her avatar dies and she has to live with neteyam in her human form. The reader thinks he hates her or smtg. I thank you very much if you could write my ideea or just react <3
Sorry this might not be exactly what you wanted but I hope you like it 😁
Our Love Is Pure
Neteyam x Human Reader
Summary: sometimes our thoughts get the best of us causing us either failure or fortune
Warning: music = lyrics, reader death (kind of)
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3rd person pov
Neteyam watched the horizon hoping and praying to see Norman's helicopter but every time he does his heart just breaks all over again.
Telling myself I won't go there Oh, but I know that I won't care
You saved him, you pushed him out the way and took the bullet, the bullet that would've killed him but it killed you instead.
He held your avatar as it died he pleaded and begged for eywa to give you another chance you deserved it while he didn't he should have protected you he should have taken it not you.
With each day passing no news or sight of you, his heart arches more and more he struggles to look after himself but what he didn't know it was the same for you.
Tryna wash away all the blood I've spilt This lust is a burden that we both share Two sinners can't atone from a lone prayer Souls tied, intertwined by our pride and guilt There's darkness in the distance
It took norm days just to get you to speak but with each word becomes more shakey, what is supposed to happen between the two of you.
You never really hung out with him in your human form mostly because of safety reasons would he still want to be with you.
Those thoughts were clouding your head most of the day you would spend in your room staring at the way norman says your eyes get duller by the day, your skin has become paler and your body thinner because of the lack of food and water.
From the way that I've been livin' But I know I can't resist it Oh, I love it and I hate it at the same time You and I drink the poison from the same vine
Norman didn't know what to do he didn't know if contacting neteyam would help or just make it worse but what pushed him over the edge is when you came stumbling into the kitchen bearly holding yourself up.
You collapsed and he caught you before you hit the floor you blacked out, that was his breaking point they put you onto one of the med beds attaching an iv to your arm and made sure you were stable.
And once they knew you were safe he contacted jake to let him know about the situation and jake could almost say the same was happening there.
Oh, I love it and I hate it at the same time Hidin' all of our sins from the daylight From the daylight, runnin' from the daylight From the daylight, runnin' from the daylight Oh, I love it and I hate it at the same time
When jake finally told neteyam what happened with you neteyam finally expressed emotion other then sadness and finally did something other then stare out into the open sea.
He tried to get on his ikran but his father and mother tried to stop him and reason with him to stay.
He finally burst and let his emotions out shocking his parents screaming at them that he needs and too see you and how he would be dead without you
Tellin' myself it's the last time Can you spare any mercy that you might find If I'm down on my knees again? Deep down, way down, Lord, I try Try to follow your light, but it's night time Please, don't leave me in the end
He yelled about all the times you were there for him and now he's gonna be there for you, his parents let him go because either he was going back.
The ride was long and terrible his lack of food and sleep was making his ikran nervous and almost crash afew times.
He finally felt relieved when he saw his home land in the distance and he spoke to himself praying that you would hear him, I'm coming baby hold on.
There's darkness in the distance I'm beggin' for forgiveness (ooh) But I know I might resist it, oh Oh, I love it and I hate it at the same time You and I drink the poison from the same vine
He dodged the floating rocks and ignored as some ikran riders tried to talk to him as they flew past he didn't care all he cared about was you.
When he landed he could tell something was off when norman came running at him and telling him you need him.
He didn't even let norman finish and dashed into the lab his eyes widening as he saw the many scientists crowed around you.
Oh, I love it and I hate it at the same time Hidin' all of our sins from the daylight From the daylight, runnin' from the daylight From the daylight, runnin' from the daylight Oh, I love it and I hate it at the same time Oh, I love it and I hate it at the same time You and I drink the poison from the same vine
His heart clench and his body began to sway with dizziness he already lost you once and he wasn't gonna lose you again.
He crouched at the head of you bed looking down at your face you and your avatar were almost identical.
He slowly and softly caressed your small face with his fingers as he spoke to you as tears streamed down his face, baby please don't do this to me I can't lose you again.
Oh, I love it and I hate it at the same time Hidin' all of our sins from the daylight From the daylight, runnin' from the daylight From the daylight, runnin' from the daylight Oh, I love it and I hate it at the same time
He sat there even after the other scientists left he sat there staring at you his hand clenching yours He was to scared to let go.
To scared to lose you, it only took 2 hours before you woke you your face twisted in confusion as you felt someone holding your hand.
It took you a couple minutes to open your eyes but when they did they filled with tears, neteyam tried to hug you but all you did was push him away.
He felt rejected and hurt in till he heard you speak "why are you here" you sniffled he felt confused.
"W-what do you mean baby" he murmured trying to think of reasons you would rejected him.
"Neteyam my avatar is dead" your voice was strained and raspy "what does that have to do with anything" he asked sitting beside your bed.
You didn't know if was joking or just trying to fool you "n-nete i-" "do you think I'd just leave you because your avatar is dead".
It was like he could read my mind, I looked away from him ashamed "yn I fell for you, your beautiful personality not your body" he murmured caressing my face and bringing it to look at his.
"I fell for your clumsiness, your idiotic ideas that always get us into trouble I fell for you" his words drew a quiet giggle from you making him smile.
"I feel for your mind and heart"
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submissivekillers · 1 year
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Norman with an over confident but bad at flirting reader?
(love ur stuff btw)
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y/n: has absolutely negative rizz norman: ohhh i can't not fuck them
in all seriousness after considering it.... i kinda feel like this is the ideal pairing for norman?
like, norman is a very pretty man. he probably has been hit on before. but because of The Problems, straightforward flirting - especially if it's sexual in tone - just makes him awkward at best, and completely shut down at worst (until mother bates comes out.) the flirt in turn either ends up unsettled by him or dead (or both)
but when you hit him with the silliest line he's ever heard, the sheer combination of flattery, confusion, and amusement manages to override all of that ingrained fear and shame and he just. laughs?
and MAYBE that be kind of ego crushing, except that he's still pink around the ears and hiding his face in his hands, and even when he sobers up enough to finish checking you in he's got this sweet, almost surprised grin on his face, like he'd forgotten how good laughter felt
so. obviously you're going to have to keep flirting with him, if it means he'll smile at you like that again
crucially, there's never any sense of pressure that accompanies your flirting. in fact, for a long time i think norman would operate under the assumption that you don't mean anything by it - you just seem so pleased whenever you get him giggling and clutching his sides, and you never make a single move to indicate you want anything more, so? clearly you're just a very friendly person who likes making people laugh, and he's nothing special
of course, you are So Very Into Him and screaming internally every time you get tongue-tied and end up spouting out some insane pick-up line instead of just telling him how you feel goddamnit -
but that's also fine, in a way, because from what norman shares with you about his past the last thing you'd ever want to do is make him feel trapped by your affection, and because you still get to see that cute grin. so you learn not to mind
i think norman would really admire your confidence; you seem to move through the world so easily, whereas he has so much weighing him down. he worries sometimes that he's too boring for you, plain and shy and still fighting that voice in his ear that tells him to make you disappear. but when he expresses those thoughts to you - lightly, trying to make a joke but getting a lil too self-deprecating with it - you get so earnest, taking his hands in yours and looking at him with warm, clear eyes
you tell him how happy you are to have met him, how much you admire his dedication to the motel and to becoming a better man, how you love hearing him chatter about his new taxidermy project or the strangers who pass through the hotel, and norman starts to realize that all that terrible flirting did mean something
naturally, the pick-up lines don't stop once the two of you finally make it past the pining stage. if anything, an established relationship just makes you lay it on even thicker - but it also means norman can just kiss you to quiet you down, an arrangement that neither of you have a problem with
MAJOR bonus points if, despite all your bluster, you melt whenever the attention is returned. you catch norman on a good day when he feels bold enough to respond with some teasing of his own, and you respond by turning into a blushing, stuttering mess? oh, he's hooked
local motel owner becomes absolute menace, more news at 6
in conclusion, norman bates will let you hit if you're goofy
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youredreamingofroo · 2 months
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Deliahna Quincy Norman
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15 years old, DOB: 14/2/2009 Roo's younger sister, also goes by Delilah, Deliahn and Deli. Born under Virginia and Noah Blom.
"I miss Deli everyday, I can't see her much because she lives in Sweden and I live in the US, but after I began recovery [at 21], I got a phone-call from my Mom, she was completely disheartened, Noah had left her, it was even more surprising when she told me he had left her so long ago [7 years ago], and Noah had been required by law to take Deli and Devan into his custody due to her [Virginia] conditions, she asked me to come back to Sweden to visit her, on behalf of her [Virginia], I agreed. I came to find out Deli had been bullied for being herself, she was only 7 years old, so I did what any older brother would do and stood up for her, she never left my side since. I'll never forget the pleading in her face as I began boarding my flight back to the US." - Roo
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She's the weird kid, with her silly outfits, her "out-of-place" personality and obsession with the outdoors, she wants to explore the world, she wants to see the coldest 'bergs in the Arctic, and the hottest dunes of the Deserts around the world, but this adventurous and carefree child was almost reaped of her joy, with no mother present, a father too busy arguing with his son and nobody to fend for her, she was vulnerable to bullying. Upon starting Year 1 (Lågstadiet / The equiv to first grade in the US), kids caught onto her strange behavior, while her school encouraged no bullying, it didn't stop the kids from isolating her away from the others, she adopted this behavior, becoming introverted, and when visiting her mother and telling her about school, Virginia felt uneasy, at which point she called Roo and asked for his help.
The bullying stopped, kids may not have warmed up to her quite yet, and she still had a rather introverted personality, she was... Happier, because of Roo, she went with him everywhere, she did everything with him, she didn't really realize he didn't just live in Sweden, nor could he afford to do so. When the time came for Roo to depart back to America, time stopped, Deli's savior, her brother, the only person who cared, was leaving her, she pleaded, she begged, she even suggested hiding her away in his luggage, anything to be with someone who loved her, but he didn't budge, he couldn't budge, and that didn't click with her, he was supposed to stay forever and save her. Noah practically ripped her off of Roo, she said her broken goodbyes, and Roo expressed how much he cared for her, and how much he hoped she would continue to be herself, if not for herself, then for him, and she promised him, pinky promise.
Deli continues to be weird and be outlandish compared to the other kids, but it was charming, and she has a little trio of her own that all aspire to travel the world together, while she didn't initially recover from Roo's departure, she promises him everyday in spirit to be herself, she's almost 16 (as of writing this, and will be 16 in a couple days :)) and is swiftly on her way to Year 10 (equiv = 11th grade), she does periodically experience depression and bouts of loneliness, as a trauma response to her childhood and lack of parental guidance and parental figures. She isn't sure what is wrong with her, and she doesn't really recognize it as "wrong," and rather normal. Not only that, but she's also currently interested in a fellow student...
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chidoroki · 8 months
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182 Days of TPN - Day 121
Chapter 121: "Isn't This Great"
It's kinda scary how they're so excited about violence and destroying this world, like I know y'all have experienced harsh times here and just wanna live in peace but damn.
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When someone as logical as Ray starts to believe in the new plan then you know it's gotta be a more optimal strategy. The Seven Walls is a big bag of surprises on its own anyway so they're not entirely wrong to be skeptical about it either.
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I know they're worried for Emma and it's very sweet that they see Norman's plan as a way for her to finally relax after everything she's done for them up to this point, but it's not like she's been doing absolutely everything on her own either. Yeah everyone is following her as their leader, but the whole family is supporting one another as well, whether it's proving food, safety, healthcare or assisting with gathering information about the human world, WM, the Seven Walls, etc.
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And yet something about their praise towards Norman kinda bothers me, or at least the timing of it and how they word it. Everyone was just saying how Emma was doing so much for them but now with Norman here, he's gonna do even better "this time for sure." Emma was already doubting her choices back during & after the shelter raid, do we gotta lead her down the same train of thought again? Our girl is doing her absolute best! It's not her fault a few people died while she was in charge.
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Words can't express how glad and relieved I am that Ray notices her bluff.
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It's such a tiny panel too but I'm glad the anime remembered to include it anyway. Very important for the upcoming chapters.
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I love that we get a moment away from all the drama and just see the kiddos all excited as they explore paradise. They definitely deserve some luxury after the stressful trip they enduring to get here.
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Affectionately blaming Tag because this is all I can think about whenever I see this panel of Norman.. I still dunno why I find it so funny to this day, but yeah.
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It's beyond precious to see the trio play chess together again, even if Ray's acting like their parent. Deep down he knows he can't say no to them. Just give in, sweetie!
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I hate this speech bubble so much! Let me see my boy's cute sleeping face!! He's probably feeling so safe and content around his two favorite people in the whole world, I'm certain he's got a big smile on his face as well.
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Favorite panel/moment:
The younger kids are so cute when asking Norman which name he prefers. They wanna be so proper and don't wanna make him upset or annoyed by saying the wrong thing. It's so heartwarming to see him drop the facade around his family though.
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And they're so relieved by it too! Just to have him act as their older brother again! (Ray actually imagining him as a giant is hilarious.)
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Absolutely one of my favorite panels of this lad, not even solely because he's getting tackled and knocked down by so many kids but also with the happy look on everyone's faces.
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And I especially love Anna, Sandy & Paula's reactions to finally seeing Norman; from the dramatic pause to their totally shocked expressions. Even Hayato is taken off guard as he's certainly never seen the boss act like this before. (it's a bit odd though because Paula was shown touring paradise with the others a couple pages ago so why is she suddenly surprised here? I know she and the other two were taking care of Chris & Dominic earlier and missed the initial reunion, but whatever.)
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Don and I got that same mindset.
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ghostfanwriter · 2 years
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🍓✨ Strawberries ✨🍓
Where Norman surprises you with two big boxes of strawberries.
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Hi besties!
This is a fluffy little thing I found on my phone a couple minutes ago. I know I've never finished my Chris Evans one, but this one is too good to be left on the drafts. And this is a pretty quick read as well.
Be kind to it, I really love this one!
Hope you like it. Feedback and comments are appreciated as always.
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You're on your yoga mat practicing a bit when your YouTube video is interrupted with a phone call. It's Norman, and considering he's always finding reasons to call you, you don't find it strange.
You answer with a sweet "Hello". "Hey, you home?" "Yeah, doing some yoga, why?" "Does that mean you're in yoga pants?" "No. That means I'm in my pijamas still." "Oh, that's even better." You laugh, Norman is just, how can I put it into words... Something else. He is this funny and low key weird guy who's at the same time extremely sweet and overall just that person whose vibes are craved by almost everyone he knows. No matter how hard you try (and quite honestly you were certainly not trying) to hate the guy, you just can't.
"Why do you sound like you're running?" "Oh, I'm walking actually, just left the grocery store." "Are you coming over?" "Yeah, I'm gonna give you some strawberries." Strawberries? Honestly, coming from him, strawberries are actually a pretty 'normal' answer. "Why are you bringing me strawberries?" "I've bought too many, and I won't need it. So I'm giving them to you!" Half of you believes him, but part of you certainly doesnt. You just can't tell when he's being honest and when he's just messing with you.
"Oh, alright. Waiting for you then. Bye." You say in a I'll-let-you-think-that-you're-fooling-me kind of tone, and "Be right there to help you out with those shorts" is his answer. He laughs after saying that, and so do you. You go back to your video, finishing your session.
Not even 10 minutes after you spoke to Norman on the phone, your interphone rings. You answer it. "Hi, Miss y/l/n, Norman is down here, can I let him up?" "Oh, he's there already? Does he have something with him?" "Hm, he has two boxes." "Big boxes?" "Kinda big, yes. He looks a bit tired too." "Tired from carying these over!" You hear Norman's voice. "Ask him what's inside the boxes, please." "Right. Sir, what's inside the box?" "Oh she knows what's inside the box. Strawberries! Y/n just let me go up, c'mon!" "Can I let him up?" "Yes, let him up. Thank you, sorry for the whole situation." "It's ok miss, the two of you are something else." Then Norman again: "Ask her to wait for me with the door open, please, these are kinda heavy." "Sure, did you hear that, miss?" "Yeah, I did, thank you. Will be waiting. Have a nice day, thanks and sorry again!" "My pleasure, have a nice day you too!"
You open your apartment door and look at the elevator, that stays almost in front of it. Not even one minute later, the elevator stops and the door opens, revealing a heavy breathing Norman, with his puffy black jacket, hat, sunglasses (yes, he wears them inside even when there's no strong lights where he is), and two huge boxes of strawberries.
"Hey", he says casually, smirking - or was him laughing at the confused expression in your face? "What-?" "Let me in, it's heavy." You let him enter and close the door behind you. "Why did you buy all these strawberries?" "Actually, remember how I said I was going to give half of the strawberries I bought?" "Yes?"
He looks at you, then at the box. Then at you again. You get it, but deep down you don't want to believe it.
"I'm actually giving you almost all of it!"
"WHAT?!"
"I know!" "Norman why did you buy all these strawberries?" "Because I know how much you love strawberries!" He goes to the other side of your island, sitting on one of your stools. The little shit is laughing and you just know he is lying straight to your face. "Norman, there are two boxes, EACH of 5 kilograms of strawberries on top of my counters. You don't want me to believe that you thought I would have any recipe that requires fucking 10 kilograms of strawberries, did you?"
"See? Means you can make more than one recipe!"
"Norman?!"
"Smoothies, cakes, pies, strawberry with chocolate, you love those!" You take a deep breath, not believing the man in front of you. You then say taking pauses in between each word: "Norman! Why did you buy all these strawberries?"
He hesitated a bit before answering. "I bought them using the app you told me about. But I must have gotten the sizes wrong, and when I received them at home, I didn't know what to do." "You said you were coming from the grocery store." "Lied. Thought you maybe would believe that it was a surprise?"
You were holding your laugh inside this whole time. But now, with the defeated look in his face, you can't help but burst into laughter.
He looks at you. "What?" "How did you mistake the sizes?" "I thought I was buying two boxes of 500 grams, not 5 kilograms. One for me and one for you." He says, laughing a bit at his own mistake. You think it's adorable that he was actually buying one box for each of you. "I would have loved to see the delivery person's face when you saw the boxes." He laughs, thinking about how confused he must have looked.
You go towards him, cupping his face in your hands. "How can you be so silly, old man?" "Don't know, maybe I was thinking about you while I bought the boxes. Got distracted." He grabs you by the butt, pulling you closer, placing his right thigh in between your legs. "Oh, is that so? And how can I help you focus better?" You say, while rolling your hips softly, rubbing yourself against him. "Well, you know… maybe… I don't know… you could help me clear my mind." "Would love to." You say before kissing your man. You truly love just how... Unpredictable Norman is.
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So? What did you think? I really, really love this one. I loved finding it. Let me know if you like it too!
On my profile there are a few other fics. Joel Miller, Chris Evans and Norman again, be my guest and give them a shot!
Bye besties ✨🍓
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alicebeingalice · 1 year
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Hey everyone!!!! I have a request.
Can anyone pls tell me if there's a Raimi's Parksborn fanfic where everything is exactly the same except that Harry and Peter are dating, like Harry is Peter's love interest???
I would pretty much like to know if there's one, if not maybe someone could write it, I'm not very good at writing but I have a few ideas if anyone wants to write the fic.
Like the events of the 3 movies are ALL the same but without MJ being Peter's love interest (Maybe there could still be a small love triangle and I'll touch that in a moment), like Harry and Peter are dating since the beginning of the 1st movie but Peter never tells Harry he's Spiderman, at the Thanksgiving dinner at Pete and Harry's place Harry instead of presenting MJ as his girlfriend he presents Pete as his boyfriend, and just like in the movie at that same dinner Norman finds out Pete is Spiderman and the fight Harry and Norman have about MJ being with Harry for his money (that let's be fucking for real for a moment, we all know that's true) is Norman saying the same thing about Peter and maybe throwing homophobic comments here and there, when the goblin captures MJ because is the person Peter loves the most he captures his own son instead, and while the whole fight that leads to Norman's dead happens Harry goes back home with his father like maybe to tell him that he's fine or something and that's when he sees Spiderman with his dad's body and that's where the whole angst begins. Because hey, if we're making the movies all the same except for Harry being Peter's love interest instead of MJ, then when and how did the rain kiss happened? Easy, it was between Harry and Spiderman, because just like MJ, after being saved by Spiderman twice Harry starts having a crush with Spiderman and he gives him a kiss to thank him, is a quick kiss so Harry can't identify anything familiar from it, but he leaves it at that, just a crush, because he has the love of his life waiting for him at home and he makes it very clear to Spiderman, and unlike MJ he doesn't share his crush with Spiderman with Peter, but that crush easily dies just like his father because he thinks Spiderman killed him, and that just makes everything that happens in the 2nd and 3rd movie angst at its maximum expression.
By the beginning of the 2nd movie Pete and Harry are still dating but their relationship had never been more at risk, like for start they had to stop living together and had to move to different places apart from each other and that wasn't easy for any one, Harry told Peter that he could go and live with him at the Osborn mansion but Peter didn't accept the offer because the obsession that Harry had with Spiderman was just unbearable for him (the fact that this is actually canon) and that's the other and the most principal problem, the no so subtle comments Harry made like:
Peter: Sorry I'm late I was very busy.
Harry: Oh yeah, busy taking pictures of your friend, how's the spider doing?
Or
Harry: I want you to be honest with me Peter, if you knew who he was you would tell me right?
It just makes the fight Harry and Peter had at the first half of the movie more painful, because Harry feels betrayed not just by his best friend, or for his unrequited love, nah he's been betrayed by his GOD DAMN BOYFRIEND!!!!! Like the scene is just the same and dialogue is the same too just by small changes like using the worlds love, lover, boyfriend, etc and omitting the "you stole MJ from me", let me give you an example (sorry if I'm not quoting the scene exactly I watched the movie in Spanish so I only know few lines in English)
Harry: You know what pisses me off!? You're loyalty to Spiderman and not your own boyfriend, I found him with my father's body and you defend him because he's your breath and butter.
Peter: Harry calm down.
Harry: Don't punch me!!! How can you call yourself my lover? You stole my father's love from me, you let him die, you didn't give the spider away to the authorities. *Slap* Did you!? *Slap* Uh? My love!?
And I know how we all say that that scene is basically their break up but in this case it actually is, that's the ending of their relationship, they broke up and they stayed like that for the rest of the second movie and the third movie. I mean like whoever write this I'm sure they will make this scene the most painful scene of the fic with the most painful and heartbreaking narration, along of course with Harry finding out Pete is Spiderman and has the discussion with his father's ghost about his internal conflict and also of course Harry's dead scene. And that's exactly where I'm going. Maybe after that the rest of the 2nd movie is the same and ends with Peter and MJ giving each other a chance.
In the beginning of the third movie it all goes exactly the same, Pete and MJ are going serious with their relationship and Peter is planning to propose to MJ but then Harry's memory lose happens and Harry believes he is still dating Peter, which causes a big internal conflict in Pete and he doesn't know what to do and also Pete is going through all this shit of the real killer of my uncle and the symbiote emo phase, so you see, in the scene where Harry and MJ are cooking in his house and ended up kissing, instead of Harry and MJ is Harry and Peter, Peter runs away just like MJ did crying because he's feeling guilty, that of course confuses Harry and he is feeling terrible and ends up having this crisis that gave him his memory back, then just like in the movie Harry goes with MJ and makes her do this whole I'm in love with someone else show to Peter. Then the fight happens and while Harry and Peter are fighting they start saying horrible things to each other so awful things that an "I never loved you" is a sweet kiss in comparison closing of course with Harry getting half of his face with a terrible scar and blind on one eye. Then everything goes exactly the same until is time for the most angst moment in the history of angst, Harry's dead, and the final words they both said to each other were "I love you". Or look, if so much angst is a lot for the person that decided to write this, an ending where Harry survives and him and Peter live happily ever after is great too.
So yeah those are my ideas, I know, I really gave it too much thought, it took me 5 days to finally finish writing this, so I really hope someone takes a little something from this and I would love if you could let me know if someone does. I think the best way to do that is giving credits but if not I also don't mind I just want to know if a fanfic like that exists.
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underburningstars · 2 years
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Request for a mafia au where tony is a single rich mafia bachelor meets Peter, who is a florist shop owner, who is engaged by someone who is secretly cheating on him
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Hope you like it anon!
Part Two
on ao3
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Pairing : Tony Stark/Peter Parker
Tags : Mafia AU, Florist AU, slight Quentin/Peter, sweet Tony, cute Peter
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"We need flowers boss."
Hearing Happy's voice Tony looked up, "Why do we need flowers?" he asked with furrowed brows.
"It's a funeral." without even seeing Tony could imagine Happy's eyeroll clearly.
"Funeral of the man I killed. Do I really need to take flowers?"
"Yes." Happy deadpanned causing Tony to sigh.
"Okay, just stop at some flower shop on the way." a few moments later when the car stopped Tony looked up from his phone. Looking at the flower shop he had the strangest urge to go inside himself. "Hey, Hap. You wait. I'll get the flower."
At that Happy raised an brow but didn't say anything more.
Just as Tony stepped inside a chirpy voice said, "Welcome to Your Neighborhood Florist! How can I help you?" right there standing in front of Tony was the most beautiful man he'd ever seen.
Tony cleared his throat and composed himself, "I need a bouquet. Something that represents happiness and long life, maybe."
"Oh, then I'd suggest Chrysanthemum flowers for you. I'd be perfect." The florist beamed at him, confident in the choice of flowers.
"Well, if it's about perfection then I'm sure you know best." Tony's heart flipped as he saw the lovely blush rise up the florist's cheeks.
"I'll-I'll get the bouquet ready." the florist shuffled awkwardly towards the flowers. A few moments later he came back with a bouquet of beautiful Chrysanthemum flowers, "Here you go." Tony didn't think Norman Osborn deserved such pretty flowers, but he accepted them gratefully.
They walked to the counter and Tony took out his card to pay. Right as the florist was taking the card Tony noticed the ring on his finger and felt a pang of disappointment.
Tony was carefully looking at the florist to see what his reaction will be seeing Tony's name. But to his great satisfaction, although recognition colored the boy's expression, there was not fear or discomfort. "Thank you coming, Mr. Stark." the younger man said as he returned the card.
"Thank you for your help too, Mr...." Tony trailed off.
"Peter. I'm Peter Parker."
"Mr. Parker."
"Have a good day Mr. Stark." Peter called out as he was leaving.
"Oh, my day has gotten better than ever already." Tony laughed on his way out as he saw Peter blush bright red.
Tony wasn't the type to put his hands on the taken ones. But there was just something about Peter that kept pulling him. He's simple boy. Peter Benjamin Parker, no parents, has a aunt, is engaged to a guy named Quentin Beck. That's it. Nothing special. But Tony still can't help feeling drawn to him.
Afterwards, he ends up visiting the flower shop often. He never makes a move on Peter, just subtle flirting because he loves the blush too much.
Peter never says anything. Just welcomes him with a smile and indulges his behavior.
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Not in a million years Peter could've imagined that he'd have a conversation about groceries with a Mafia boss. But weirder things have happened, so Peter doesn't give it much thought.
When Tony - anything but Mr. Stark - first came to the shop, rather than being scared like any other person would be Peter felt intrigued. He wanted to know what kind of person he was (a human disaster). What was his favorite color (hot red), was he a perfectionist like he looked or was he secretly clumsy (definitely clumsy). And what his favorite flower was (sunflower).
Especially with how things with Beck are going Rocky and with Ned and MJ out of New York, the only people he talks to is May Nad Tony.
And Tony's subtle flirting does make him feel good. More so, considering how things with Beck are.
Two months after getting engaged to Beck, things became weird. The only time they spent together was when they had sex. But other than that they had close to zero interaction. Even sex had been far and between these days.
Peter and Beck have been together since high-school. So he doesn’t want to sabotage the relationship by useless suspension. But it's becoming harder and harder to not be suspicious.
Even when they live in the same place, Peter feels he's the only one there. They don't even talk during eating anymore. Beck refuses to touch Peter and dodges kisses and hugs. There are time when Peter almost breaks down.
He's always on his phone and stays out late. When he asks, Beck gets annoyed and says he was with his friends. MJ calls bullshit and even Ned tells him to be more careful.
But it all breaks down when one day Beck come home at 5 in the morning drunk, with hickies on his neck. Peter doesn't say anything right then. Just gets up takes a shower and packs his bag. Beck keeps on sleeping.
The confrontation comes in the morning, "Going somewhere, Peter? You're bags are all packed." Beck says after coming out of the bedroom.
"You're awake already? I thought you'd sleep till noon. With how late you came home yesterday." Peter was determined not to show any of his feelings on his face. He refused to give Beck the satisfaction of breaking him.
"Yeah, I-um was with my friends."
"Hmm. Was it a friend that gave you the hickies?" Peter took grim satisfaction in how Beck's eyed widened in horror and he touched his neck.
"Pete..." Beck whispers, voice slightly desperate.
"I don't wanna hear it." Peter takes his ring off and puts it on the table, "Let's not see each other ever again." with that Peter takes his bags and leaves the house, ignoring Beck calling his name.
Peter doesn't cry on his way to May's house. He refuses to shed tears for that bastard. But when May jugs him close, he let's himself drown in the sorrows and helplessness.
In the end he feels so emotionally drained that he ends up turning off his phone and closing the shop for a indefinite amount of time. On the tenth day he finally turns his phone on. He checks his texts. Ignores and deletes Beck's and texts back to MJ and Ned telling them not to worry.
An unknown number catches his eyes. At first he thinks it's Beck and decides to ignore it. But curiosity gets the best of him. Reading the text Peter's pretty sure he knows who it is.
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It takes a while for the reply to come. So in the meantime, Peter showers, eats breakfast and chats with May. She still looks concerned. But now when Peter's smiles to reassure her, it's more genuine than the previous ones. So she relaxes a little.
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Peter enjoys his last day off instead of brooding. He goes shopping with May and eats a ridiculous amount of food. It's time he moves on. He can't let some entitled asshole hold him back.
Tony, as promised, visits him the next day. Peter had noticed it a while back that when Tony is coming from 'work' or will go there after meeting Peter, he's always wearing fairly intimidating suits. But other days, he has old MIT sweats and jeans on. Peter likes that more.
"It's been so long!" Tony says in lieu of greeting.
"It's been ten days."Peter points out.
"So long." Tony huffs making Pater laugh. Seeing Tony like that makes it hard 5o believe that he is one of the most feared Mafia leaders in the world. Peter tells Tony exactly that and Tony replies with a, "Somethings aren't for everyone, honey bee."
The intensity in Tony's voice makes Peter gulp. He enjoys chatting his time away with Tony. It feels good to talk to someone while preparing endless orders. Tony doesn’t ask about his absence. For which Peter is endlessly thankful.
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Seeing Peter again feels good. Tony didn't realize how much he'd gotten used to the boy until he couldn't see Peter again. At first it worried him. But he didn’t want to be too pushy. At last he gave into temptation and texted Peter. It went better than he imagined it would, considering how he got Peter's number.
Peter didn't look unhealthy but there is a slight weariness on his face. As far as to y can tell it had something to do with his fiancée, or maybe ex-fiancée. If the missing ring was any indication.
But Peter didn't say anything and Tony didn't ask. He was too busy planning on making moves on the boy anyway, since he's single now.
After the first time, texting became a common affair between them. Tony would send Peter pictures of coffee and Peter would reply with flower pictures with their meaning. By now Tony knows all about flowers.
Peter also never brings up Tony's work life. Not even when he once went to see him with bloody knuckles and a busted lip. Peter just looked at him, sighed and brought the first aid kit. Tony is pretty sure he's in love with the boy.
Admitting to himself is easy. By now he can even admit it to Rhodey. But asking Peter out is another kind of challenge. One that Tony isn't confident about.
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For a Mafia boss, Tony can be pretty cowardly. He is working so hard to gather up courage to ask Peter out that he almost takes pity on the older man and does it himself.
They've been constantly flirting for two months now. They've went to eat together in several places. They were practically dates! Peter doesn't know why Tony is so worried. It's not like he's gonna say 'no'.
"Hey, Pete."
"Yeah?" Peter acts like he doesn't see Tony sweating like crazy.
"Do you have plans this Thursday?" Finally! Peter thinks.
"Um...no. I'm free. What is it?"
"Well, there's this gala I'm going to. Wanna come with me?"
"Your work gala?" Peter asks.
"My work gala." Tony confirms. He then sighs and rubs his face, "Look Peter, I like you. I've liked you fo a long time. But at first you're with someone else." at the mention of Beck Peter tenses, but Tony continues, "And then I didn't want to rush you. But I'm saying it now. I like you. So yeah." Tony shrugs, feigning nonchalance. "Will you go out with me."
"Yes." Peter doesn't even hesitate. He's been waiting for this for too long.
"Hey, hey. Think about it a bit first."
"I don't need to. I like you too, Tony. A lot. And I can understand why you wanted to give me time. But I don't need it anymore. I want to go out with you."Peter insists.
"You know what I do Peter. I'm not gonna suddenly turn into good guy and stop. You know that right?"
"Yes, I do. I'm not asking you to stop Tony. I'm not even going to pretend that I don't know what you're doing. I'm all okay with it. I'll be that boyfriend who will fix your wounds while scolding you." Peter beams when to us lets out a chuckle.
"Being seen with me will automatically make you and people around you a target. Can you handle that?" Tony doesn't sugarcoat his words but Peter has already thought of all that. He had even talked with MJ, Ned and May about this. May was concerned but still relented when Peter assured her that Tony made him happy. Ned was cool as long as Peter was cool. MJ demanded a donation to several charities.
"But you'll protect us all won't you? I know you will."
"You really want this." it wasn't a question. Tony's voice was filled with something that can only be called awe.
"Of course I am." Peter didn't budge. Peter was ready to say more but was stopped when suddenly Tony's lips on his. It wasn't the hurried, frantic kiss Peter imagined a lot of times. It was soft and tender with only a slightest bit of tongue.
When they pulled away Tony pushed their foreheads together, "Thursday at seven. I'll send you the suit."
"Deal."
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jerek · 2 years
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alright. bonus lore time. i literally never thought anyone was cringe if i ever had a problem w u it was ALWAYS about wrathion.
since fall 2021 ive developed a new talent which is my cortisol randomly spiking and making my stomach too acidic which can and has made me vomit 10 times in a day and put me in ER-level pain and i think it has something to do with the lil polycule of rpers i was with back then.
roster was, iirc (at the time)
26 y/o male / nb
38 y/o female
mid 20s male
mid 20s nb
early 20s female
19 y/o me
18 year old nb
26 year old was the one who made the discord, roleplayed anduin, the rest of us were literally self shippers with ocs. (except me i played sylvanas)
was a SHIT ton of wranduin in there!!! i'm not evil though so i put up with it. i asked once can they please stop putting wrathion porn in there, they were like "thats cool bro i respect your triggers" and put it in a different channel still accessible for the girlies who love to trigger themselves.
so like. heres where the mysterious food poisoning came in. when i say 'dissociative' i may not mean DID as diagnosed by a trained professional after 15-20 tests but like. i couldnt even express to a therapist how shit i felt bc i was not consistently the same type of person between appointments. if you make me come in every week, next week i will not remember why i felt the way i felt last week. i'll vaguely remember what i said, but she's not me anymore lol.
and sometimes it's THAT, the true saint norman experience, sometimes it's possession (thinking other people's thoughts) and sometimes it's dreaming but girl SOMETIMES it manifests as like.
Imagine going up to norman bates and telling him he cares too much about his sick, declining, codependent mom.
Me but when you smack Wrathion I feel it. He's a metaphor for me. I think in his voice. I damn near pray to him ig, being a mormon I can tell you he is the only reason ive ever felt 'the spirit.'
Cringe? Yes!!!!! Out of my control? Yeah 😭
There is no center to my being. i dont identify as anything. i'm not the name my parents gave me, but i am the characters i use to puppet out whatever emotions. Internet sexting for so long has eaten away at my boundaries so much there is no longer any reason for her (who i was born as) to exist or for me to relate to her.
Rping in that group gave me so much dopamine I couldn't sleep, consistently had the feeling that my stomach muscles were splitting down the center, migraines. Literal food poisoning symptoms. It was really fun still!!!!!
And then when the wrathion shit happened like. Whispers of nzoth in the back of my brain started tickling my self defense instincts for no reason. No reason bc I had put up with literally everything including the wrathion shit, the only difference was I personally didn't enjoy wrathion porn.
I knew I was irrational. Not liking a certain type of porn is one thing, I was fighting off the old gods trying not to start some shit.
Prob shoulda communicated! Communicating last time gave me a trigger myself button though. Literally the [triggered] meme.
Eventually you get the feeling that shit is going down the drain whether you like it or not. The rp's stopped, everyone's switched to FF and your laptop can't run it. It's all just kinks, someone posting once or twice a day with "imagine li-li stormstout [redacted]" getting reacted with 😏 emojis.
So I posted screenshots bc I knew the other half of the world, the one with everyone else in it, would feel as alienated as I did. I'm back in 2015 as a 13 y/o dominatrix prude and I want the feeling of 'we know what's wrong' I got from the ER. Literally went to sleep 5 minutes later because I knew I'd be guillotined.
I wake up and I have no idea why I did that. It's been years since I tore off the chunk of me that will do literally anything to be included, those two halves don't communicate anymore.
But shit's fucked now!!
It was always about wrathion. Literally always about my shitass fixation on blizzard's favorite 7 year old to unbutton the shirt on. Girl why
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measuringbliss · 4 months
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Remaking Peter Parker: The Romita Sr. era (2) - Softening the Edges
MASTERPOST
Interestingly, the next two issues of Romita's tenure feature Jameson's son being victimized by the narrative:
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In #41, he's kidnapped by Rhino, and in #42, he still can't catch a break and loses his clothes. I'm focused on Peter, but I feel this is quite notable; can't whump the same guy too much, after all. At least, not in this comic. And naturally, Jameson quickly puts on a space suit that heavily contrasts with his previous allure.
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He puts on his tie! And then, MJ finally shows up and makes history.
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By the time #44 rolls around, Peter appears noticeably less thin in his suits. It suits him perfectly.
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MJ is also quick to show she likes to manhandle her men. I think it might have been part of the perception that she was "wild". Along with her weird vocab and party girl persona, probably.
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This is also a weird sight: you rarely see Peter with such a specific area out of costume. It does make for good drama.
In #46...
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In this specific panel, Peter is drawn very romantically. The gaze and the thumb on May's chin are almost too suggestive. It doesn't really matter: Peter shows tenderness, when it seemed almost impossible under Ditko's hand. He's closer to a proper gentleman.
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Harry also made himself appear nonthreatening by removing his vest, if only for one panel.
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Naturally, I had to talk about Harry too (#47!). They barely started living together and already show physical proximity, and in a casual way. Peter shaves! We never see that. At least, I don't remember seeing that where I am currently (1978), aside from here. It's a rare occurence, but of course, a proper hero must look clean and handsome. Next to him, Harry doesn't look so dapper.
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Oh my, Pete, you stud! Your tie is all over the place, though. Careful about the tie!
Later in the issue, Norman get tied up by Kraven. His past (aka his gay drag queen acts) are catching up to him! Also, a position of weakness.
By #48, Romita has a much better handle on how he wants to order the pages. He doesn't imitate Ditko anymore (thankfully).
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Muscles! (#49)
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What. A. Slut. (#50)
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Peter's feet appear several times in this era, and they're very pretty, for feet.
More importantly...
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Oh wow, ASM #53! You took me by surprise, but it's a very good surprise indeed! Even with so many layers, Peter shows us part of his strained back. We also see his mask come out of his pants like a girlfriend's panties, and he puts his hands under his pants to hide them better. This is a lot! This is new, too. I love it, it's subtle, but definitely interesting.
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#54 gives us Forearms!Peter, but Romita style. Lovely.
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And Handsome!Peter with his thumb under his belt. Show that belly!
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And that right panel has interesting framing. The bike is an extension of his body.
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And some more forearms.
#57 features Ka-Zaar, who's always shirtless. Good for him! More importantly:
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Bridal carry!
Interestingly, those issues put Peter through the wringer and whump him quite a bit. Memory loss and brainwashing of your acquaintances will do that to you.
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Peter's even more of a romantic figure, look at his expressions! (#60) He's troubled, gentle, it contrasts quite a lot with Ditko's early Peter.
By then, the art is more similar to Romita's regular artstyle for the rest of his run, but the faces are still a little inconsistent.
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In #62, Peter's poses are very casually sexy of him. It's remarkable because of how unremarkable it's made to look.
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I just really love how his pants are drawn on the right.
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In #63, he wears a turtleneck! It gives him a different vibe. A bit more serious.
Issue #69 presents us with an original sight as well:
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That last panel is... interesting too.
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71: Peter is more often shirtless, and there's a lewdness added by him doing his best so that Harry doesn't see him like that. In the penultimate panel, Harry undoing his tie is pretty neat too.
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#73's cover is fun. Once again, the small view of Spidey's lower back is very enticing.
And we can finish this post with the end of the Clay Tablet arc in #75, when Silvermane drinks the formula... and starts getting younger and younger.
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His silhouette is slim, his figure extremely handsome, he has cake, strength... I'm pretty sure he was a biblical revelation to me when I first read this issue as a child.
While the issues in this post don't feature anything as outrageously horny as the first Romita Green Goblin arc, they have a lot of subtle beauty that makes Peter a constant marvel to gaze at. Thank you for your service!
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dreamties · 2 years
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Various Slashers W/ a Tomboy Reader Who Also Likes Lipstick/Gloss
A/n- sorry these are a little short! there were so many characters to work with :O
gender neutral reader !!!!
Characters: Bubba Sawyer, Billy Loomis, Stu Macher, Brahms Heelshire, Norman Bates, Billy Lenz, Vincent Sinclair and Tiffany Valentine
Bubba Sawyer
he thinks it's fun!!
he'd get all giggly and excited over you lettin him try some of your makeup on
you do it so pretty on your face !! even though you don't do much makeup. he'll try to be still as you lay down a pretty red or a deep pink upon the lips of his mask.
he'll show it off to you and his brothers- right after he glosses or colors in your lips though !! >:-D
Drayton ain't so pleased with your whole thing....but it's mighty heart warmin' to see his littlest brother so happy so..he allows it.
Billy Loomis
many might assume that Billy would get too caught up in managing his appearances- y'know, how other people take him. and that would extend to you, of course.
but he's anything if not adoring
he cherishes the way you're so free to express yourself - and in such a fluid manner.
sides, if anyone has something to say- he will have absolutely no qualms with fucking them up <3
Stu Macher
He still thinks your hella hot either way
You don't even have to steal his clothes. he's more than willing to let you borrow his sweaters!!!
he might be a bit confused if you wanted to wear his jeans or some other article of clothing??? he just kinda shrugs it off- but he is still gonna tease you if it's baggy on you hehe >:)
Brahms Heelshire
a few other slashers might actually really vibe with this too but- leaving lipstick kiss stains on his mask. he'll refuse to let you clean it off for him unless you promise to give him a real kiss <3
Norman Bates
oh!!! he's never seen anyone like ya :O
he's a blushin stammerin mess around ya, he ain't know what to do or what to say with such a beautiful enigma
having a partner who likes to blend and play with masc and fem physical expression- I think that would inspire Norman. Feel like it was normal and okay for him to break away from long sleeved turtle necks and slacks.
soon enough you'll be having your very own Mr Bates dressed in flowy floral dresses hehe <3
Billy Lenz
Billy's from a bit of different time! He finds you to be such a mystery and curiosity :O
he wants to see what all the little tubes and bits are used for !!
he's not very patient. . .he decides they don't taste very good. Billy's not doing that again !! :((
he thinks you're so handsome though !! always....always <3
precious pretty y/n !!! Billy's partner is so handsome !! Billy's so happy ahaha
Vincent Sinclair
Vince has definitely been given a hard time from his twin about his own self-expression before. with his long hair, the delicate features of his mask and how his work apron hung off his hips.
Bo's comments can feel rather. . .emasculating sometimes. Vinnie doesn't want ya having to deal with that. No one should be making you feel less than for how you appear. He'll make sure of it :-)
Tiffany Valentine
God, she would ADORE you!
she thinks you're so cute in your darlin lil masc clothes <3
since you still rather enjoy some makeup, she will beg ya to let her do some of it for ya.
you can take this headcanon from my cold dead hands, but you can't tell me that Tiff doesn't love "playing dress up". she wants to pick out each other's clothes and do one another's makeup and go on lil dates out on the town <3
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cuddlykillers · 2 years
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Screamtober 2021 - Day 18 : Insane
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Therapist!Reader x Norman Bates
"How are you feeling today, Norman?" You asked, your voice chipper.
"Much better today than yesterday." He replied, his hands clasped together as he took up as little space possible on the couch.
"Is that so? Why is that?" You wondered aloud as you noted his demeanor on your papers.
"Why because you're here today." He smiled
You stopped writing and looked up to him again, a smile in your pause as your brows met in slight confusion. "Oh?"
"Listen, I'll be honest with you doctor." He licked his lips and leaned in a bit, "It gets awful dreadful in here. I'm alone so much. I have to confess you're the highlight of my week. Getting to sit down and, well and talk with someone. Having a real converstation without nurses looking at me like I'm some kind of wild animal that can't be trusted. It gets to me a little, I won't hide it."
You leaned forward, crossing your arms on your knees as you listened to your patient.
"But then I get to come and talk with you. You treat me like a person ought to be treated and not like some monster."
"Is that how you feel the others see you as? A monster?" You asked, sympathy in your eyes but professional curiosity in your voice.
"Well yeah. No one believes me. They all say I'm...well."
"Insane?"
"I hate that word." He tightened his mouth.
"I'm sorry, Norman. The last thing I want to do is upset you." You explained softly.
"They all think I did it. Why can't they understand? I tried to stop her!"
"Your mother?"
"Yes! She's so...head strong. She still treats me like a boy and won't listen to me."
"Norman, your mother is..." your words trickled off as you looked over his pleading expression, you couldn't bring yourself to remind him of the truth that his mother was dead. All it did was upset him. "Norman, your mother is sick in the mind." You redirected.
"I know. It's horrible really." He replied softly, bringing his hand to his mouth casually.
"I know you couldn't control her, that she over powered you for so long but...you're here now. With me. Safe inside this hospital where she can't hurt you or anyone else." You explained, resting your hand on his he had on his knee.
He looked to your hand on his then back up to your eyes, "See this is why I cherish our times together so much. You're the only one who understands, you're the only one I can confide in." He expressed.
"That's what I'm here for, I only want to help you through this." You smiled to him calmly.
In the blink of an eye his lips crashed into yours, he had somehow moved from his couch and over to your arm chair faster than a cheetah attacking it's prey. Your eyes widened as he sent you back into your seat, his body over top of yours as he locked you in a kiss.
You pushed him back, "Norman! What are you doing!?"
"Oh doctor, I can't hold back anymore. I love you, I love you a thousand times over. I miss you every day we're apart. I can't help but dream of kissing you and I can't deny it any longer!" He quickly kissed you again, this time longer than before as his tongue slithered between your lips.
You pushed him off of you again, "This is inappropriate! I'm your therapist, Mr.Bates!" Your face was rose red from the heat of the moment.
Soon two guards burst into the room, instantly grabbing hold of Norman and hauling him off of you roughly.
"I spoke to mother about you!" He shouted through the guards taking him out of the room.
You stood up, your hair messy and reached out for him, "Wait, guards stop!"
They held him infront of the doorway as he grinned to you.
"What did your mother say?" You asked with an intense gaze.
"She approves." He smiled through hooded eyes, before getting pulled away and back to his cell leaving you stunned in your office, alone.
You blushed with a secret smile to yourself, so he does feel the same way about you.
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cursesandcries · 3 years
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The Promised Neverland
I just finished watching this anime (Season 1 lang) kanina kasama ko kuya ko. I have a lot to say, that's why this post is here hahaha. Note that di ko pa nababasa ang manga. Legit anime pa lang napapanood ko haha.
Bago ang realizations, I just want to express na tangina, it was one hell of a ride. It kept me on the edge of my seat the whole time until the last episode, it was so so so good! The storytelling was so brilliant!!! Standing ovation to everyone behind it, really. You deserve all the recognition! Brilliant minds!!! Brilliant minds!!! I cried a lot grabe sobrang ganda lang.
Anyway eto na nga hahahaha andami kong sasabihin I hope I have all the words for it, kasi di ko siya madescribe verbally.
It somehow mirrors our reality.
While watching it kanina, at the back of my mind, inihahalintulad ko siya sa realities sa totoong buhay. Naisip ko na medyo sinasalamin din nung kwento yung existence ng uri/social class. May uring mapagsamantala, at uring pinagsasamantalahan. Yung mga monsters, yung "Them," sila ang naghaharing uri na nagpapanatili ng ganoong sistema o status quo (yung farm system nila) which only existed for their own gain--sila lang nakakabenepisyo r'on, diba. Yung mga "Moms" naman, naisip ko na biktima lang din pala sila, pero sila yung mga taong mas pinili ang pansariling interes para mas mabuhay ng matagal, kasi alam nila (o akala nila) na wala na silang magagawa sa status quo kaya mas mabuti nang tanggapin na lang ito at maghanap ng opportunities within the system just to survive and live longer--and that is to become a "Mom." Hindi ko lang sure kung matatawag ba silang mga traydor sa uri, pero parang pwede na din, 'no?
At yung uring pinagsasamantalahan naman, yung mga inosenteng bata na walang kaalam-alam. Pero sa kwento, kahit ibang klase ng pagsasamantala ang pinakita (parang hindi obvious kasi diba they were well-fed, well-dressed, etc) pero lahat ito ay para maging magandang "produkto" sila that the ruling class will soon consume. Pero, hmm, parang pwede rin na ihalintulad siya sa neoliberal system of education natin halimbawa. Na yung inaaral natin ay hindi naman siya liberating for us, but our neoliberal education system was designed for us to serve the interests of the capitalists, to meet the demands of the semi-colonial, semi-feudal society that only benefits the ruling class. Tama ba ito? Haha, I'm not sure, pero eto yung naiisip ko. Which is why siguro din,,, sobrang affected ako sa kwento. Naiyak pa nga aq sksksksks
Sobrang hinahangaan ko din ang characters nila Emma, Norman, Ray, Don, at Gilda. They remind me of the people who fights through and through because they just want everyone (and I mean everyone!!! no-student-left-behind kind of everyone) to break free from the system they're in. They knew about the rotten, harsh system, and instead of choosing to maintain the status quo, they chose to resist, they chose to struggle. Which is TAMA BEHAVIOR hahaha.
That also brought me to the realization na ang tanging solusyon lang doon is to dismantle the system at pabagsakin ang mga halimaw na nagpapanatili ng ganoong sistema. a system who leaves no choice for others but to choose to be selfish just to survive. Familiar, ano? hahahahaha. Ayun lang naman haha. Nakaka-agit siya when I think of it this way. Sulong tayo, gaya ng ginawa nila Emma!
Regarding Isabella.
To be very honest, at first, I really said na I could never empathize with Isabella, even after I learned about her backstory. I even told my brother that, after he told me that he can empathize with her. Sabi ko hindi eh, grabe naman, di ba naaantig puso niya? Ang cute ng mga bata, mahal na mahal siya, tas ipapakain niya lang? Kahit nga yung anak niya tinawag niya lang na "lapdog" amp, tas willing pa siyang i-ship out yung sarili niyang anak. Ang initial reaction ko talaga after all that is I can never imagine empathizing with a person like that. Tinweet ko pa nga yung sentiments ko haha
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Pero after I gave it a thought, well, this tweet:
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Ayun, narealize ko lang na it must have been so hard to have kept the truth a secret to yourself, not knowing what to do with the information, not knowing how to handle it. It must have been so hard on her part to say goodbye to an innocent, unknowing close friend of hers all while knowing full well what will happen to him. She just cried that night, alone, without anyone to confide in. Kaya niya siguro nasabi kay Emma yung wala na siyang magagawa at kaysa magsuffer siya kakaisip, tanggapin niya na lang and just live her life until her time and accept her fate. Kasi she went through it din, and she must know very well how Emma felt about it. Good thing na lang talaga at malakas ang fighting spirit ni Emma at di siya tumulad kay Isabella.
It just pains me to think how Isabella must have felt all those times. She endured it all alone (unlike Emma who thankfully have Norman and Ray by her side), until eventually kinagat niya na lang yung katotohanan and grabbed the only opportunity she sees to survive and live a long life, and that is to be a "Mom." Kumbaga after all that she went through, naging bato na lang yung puso niya talaga.
I also realized na that kind of character is very human din. May mga tao naman talaga na wala nang ibang choice kundi piliin yung daan kung saan sila makakasurvive diba. Kapit sa patalim, kumbaga. Basta makasurvive lang sa loob ng isang sistemang bulok at mapang-api, whatever it takes. Hindi natin maipagkakaila na due to desperation, may ganoon talaga. After all, biktima lang din naman sila.
Habang iniisip at sinusulat ko 'to, nararamdaman ko yung sakit physically at naiiyak talaga ako amp hasdhfahdfah sumisikip dibdib ko kasi kung iisipin, sobrang totoo niya eh. Malapit siya sa akin siguro dahil na din sa exposure ko at sa mga natutunan ko mula sa pagiging aktibista. And personally, I so much want to be like Emma and the others. Yung hindi inuuna ang sarili, kundi iniisip yung kung anong makakabuti hindi lang para sa kanya kundi para sa lahat.
Regarding Ray.
Very understandable din yung character ni Ray. Siya actually yung pinaka favorite ko talaga sa kanilang tatlo. Emma is very likable simula pa lang pero si Ray kasi ang ganda nung pagkaka-build up sa character niya. Nung nalaman kong spy siya ng nanay niya, taena dudang duda na ako kay badet and I thought I'd hate him, but no. He just wants his best friends to get the fuck out of there. He also endured all that all alone, for six fucking years, just to build up his plan on how to save Emma and Norman (ni hindi niya nga sinali ang sarili niya sa plano diba, kasi his plan all along is to sacrifice himself just to save his best friends. At kahit pa dun sa plano ni Emma na ililigtas lahat, still, he never considered himself to be one of the maliligtas kasi nga all along his plan was to sacrifice himself--and of course, precious Norman knew this, siya nagsabi kay Emma sa letter diba haha). He just loves his best friends so much, so so so sooooo much to the point na he's willing to sacrifice himself for them. And that is so admirable of him, yet VERY painful din. Sobrang nasaktan ako for Ray honestly. When Norman was "shipped out," I just want to hug him so tight. He felt so defeated and guilty. Andami niyang na-"sacrifice" na mga bata, who he considered as family (my god imagine how painful that must be but he has no choice!!), just to save his best friends, and knowing na hindi niya pa rin naligtas si Norman even after everything he did, tangina, I can't even imagine how he must have felt. Heart-shattering talaga siguro. Ako nga na nanonood lang, sobrang nasaktan na. Pano pa kaya siya?! (pero ehrm my kuya spoiled me about Norman's whereabouts so HAHA YEAH)
Anyway, shet ang haba na. hahaha but it feels so good to talk (or write, lol) like this again. Sad lang kasi wala akong nakakausap regarding this (and I doubt someone will read this din, but hey, if you actually did read this long-ass post and reached this part, and you've also watched the anime, baka naman gusto mong mag share ng thoughts mo din!!! I would LOVE to know what you think about the story! It's just so interesting to me I think I can never stop talking about this for days hahahaha). Maganda sana siyang discussion. Siguro bukas io-open up ko yung thoughts ko sa kuya ko na kasabay kong nanood. I'll tell him that I changed my mind after thinking it over and I actually empathize with Isabella hahaha.
I am yet to read the whole manga, so di ko pa alam how they saved everyone, including those children na nasa ibang plants, and how it all ended. At first I thought di ko na babasahin yung manga kasi Haikyuu nga di ko pa tapos bakit ko pa dadagdagan yung babasahin ko. Pero after finishing the anime's season 1, taena di ako mapakali!! I /need/ to know how it all went, so yes, I'm gonna read the manga as soon as I finish the fanfics that I'm reading hahahahaha. And NO, I'm not gonna watch the Season 2 of the anime kasi balita ko disappointing daw, and it didn't give the story justice???? BALITA Q LANG HA. So ayun, babasahin ko na lang ang manga I'm so invested in this xD magandang distraction na din sa magulo at maingay kong isip :)
Anywayyyy, ayuuunnn!!! That's all for this post hahahaha emerut.
I wish Emma, Ray, Norman, Don, Gilda, Phil, and all the brave kids a very long and happy life and a very strength to fight the system and create a whole new world that they deserve. Ika nga ay hakbang pasulong! Emz hahahaha
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youuuimeanmee · 5 years
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TPN 128 Reaction (and bit of analysis)
I have blocked 'TPN spoilers' tag since the leak is out, and I have been patient with my college to be over so I can watch and read the newest TPN with raw feeling. And booii it's worth it.
1. YESS, WE GOT TO SEE NORMAN'S POV. And he REALLY IS Normann, I'm so sorry for doubting you 😭😭😭 I'm so sorry for thinking of you as a villain, because I still can't erase my bias when in fact, you've been trying your hardest all this time, alone 😭😭😭
And I personally like his expression better than last chapter, because he really looks pained when he break it to Emma, when in last chapter, I feel like he looked disgusted by Emma's continuous naivety (Norman stan don't hate me, but I deserved to be hated, so hrodfbdk). Okay, correction. Norman last chapter is only tired of Emma's naivety.
2. THE COVER NOOO HE'S ALONE BEING WATCHED BY MANY ADULTS WHEN EMMA IS BEING SURROUNDED BY HER FAMILY'S LOVEE 😭😭😭
They both have gone through a hard life for the past almost two years, but their circumstances is completely different. Norman is alone, experimented by adults and demons, being treated like an object, completely ISOLATED. Emma is together with her family, and while her life is hard, she is surrounded by her sibling's love, and they're FREE. UgH
3. YESSS EMMA. TELL HIM! TELL HIM THAT GENOCIDE IS NOT A SOLUTION FOR ANY PROBLEM! Norman's expression is making me feel a little bad, but still GO EMMA!
4. While I support Emma's wish for not resorting into genocide plan a 100%, her thinking that they might get accepted into the human world is pretty... uh.. (Emma stan don't hate me) Maybe because I'm a pessimistic person overall. I'd like to believe in Emma's dream too. It's just that when you think realistically, when the cattle children suddenly pop up in human world, I think their appereance is gonna start a controversy. There's gonna be people who will be against them out of fear, there's gonna be people who will support them out of sympathy. Worst thing, they can start a war. Whether it's gonna be human vs demon all over again, or human vs human for cattle children's right, it's gonna be BIG.
5. Oh no.
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What are you gonna do Normaaan???
But his reaction after hearing that isn't as bad as I expected. Like yes, he looked like he's seriously considering her words, but he didn't look so hurted either.
And yes Norman. Good point. You can't stop now. And boy I'm glad Emma didn't force him to stop his plan entirely.
6. I am happy that Emma can offer another solution, but I can't help but laugh at the picture of her sharing Noble's blood with common demons.
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Emma honey, I love you so much, but that's not how it gonna works. You're their everyday MEAL. They haven't see any alive humans before (except if there's common demon who was born before the promise), they'll only see you as stocks. And you can't just convince them directly to drink the blood.
Demons will be like, "The hell with this girl. There's a stock offering this weird blood thingy crap like some kind of of shady drug. There's no way this blood can stop us degenerating. Even if it's true, how can we satiate our hunger now if we can't eat human meat?" Norman is right on last chapter.
If you want to make them drink Musica's blood, you can't do that directly. It has to be done with another demon offering it, or trick them into drinking it (or maybe Emma needs to turn into some kind of goddes/hero to the demons so they can listen her willingly). And the process is gonna be long, we don't know how many demons out there. And you time is limited in TWO MONTHS, Emma.
And I haven't even talked about another flaws yet. Norman's right, it's a pipe dream (but with different reason, as stated above). FOR NOW. It's Emma afterall, maybe she can come up with something. And that's what I love about Emma, her positiveness is always radiating.
7. Hehehhe, Norman, you don't know? Emma really FIND that Seven Walls! How's your reaction gonna be?
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I'm ded.
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I'M DEAD GUYS
THIS HAS BECOME MY FAVOURITE CHAPTER SO FAR.
Thank you Emma, from the bottom of my heart, for bringing out this side of Norman. I missed seeing him like this.
8.
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YEEESSSSS, TELL HIMMM
JUST TALK NORMAN. JUST DO AS SHE SAYS.
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YESSSS HUG HER HUG HER HUG HER HUG HER HU-
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*FLIPS TABLE GIF HERE*
WHYYY??? YOU'RE FORCING YOURSELF AGAIN!! UGGGH
And I can't help but notice that Posuka likes to draw Norman's true smile as wobbly line and fake smile as a fine line instead.
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It's time like this that I wish they have a smartphone or something.
For the one who managed to read this far, I thank you from my heart for reading this trash rant talk.
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chidoroki · 7 months
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182 Days of TPN - Day 148
Chapter 148: "I'm Coming"
Ngl I would love if there was an actual TPN themed chess set that we could buy with one side being modeled after the demons and the other of the humans. There could be different kinds too, like one version covering Goldy Pond, another featuring the capital battle arc like Norman's here and maybe even the Grace Field raid (with you know who as that set's queen, teehee).
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How brave of Don & Gilda to venture into the demon capital without their demon disguises. I'm sure they didn't originally plan to come here at all but still. If the town wasn't in total chaos right now it would be so much harder to move around without being noticed.
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I'm so sad we couldn't even get this wholesome hug between Emma & Mujika in the anime. Our girl is so overcome with emotion from seeing Sonju & Mujika again that she's rendered speechless.
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Unfortunate the GP kids couldn't help out more during the actual battle. They really only knocked off one day of travel time since it still takes Ray & Emma two days to reach the capital by running, but it was more than enough. At least the duo arrived right after Norman wiped out all the royals instead of miss the attack on the city completely by a couple days.
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I understand the need for Oliver & them to return to the base in order to warn everyone about the several hundred soldiers snooping around for them though. We definitely don't want a repeat of the shelter ambush. Losing Yuugo, Lucas, and those few kids (whom I'll never remember the names of) is bad enough already.
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I dunno how common or uncommon this opinion is, but I can't say I'm a fan of Oliver's vest. It gives off some Yuugo vibes that I don't think fit him very well. I still prefer the jacket he had GP and while I know that kinda got destroyed as a result of Bayon's attack, the younger GF kiddos could've made him a new one like they did with Gillian's new outfit.
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Don & Gilda didn't have the time or knowledge to prepare their demon disguises for the capital city and yet they thought to bring extra cloaks for Ayshe's dogs? That's adorable.
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Sonju seriously has too much fun scaring the hell out of Hayato by acting all close and friendly. I do like how the transmitter becomes a literal life saver in the future when its original purpose was to summon backup to kill Sonju & Mujika.
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Of course I love how often morse code is used in this series too. Thrills me even more when it's Emma who eventually sends out the signal for help. Makes me wonder if our demon friends know morse code as well since the arrival shortly after, or perhaps Don or Gilda heard it first and just passed the message along to them.
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How the flashback of Norman sick in bed (since that's when he used the cup phones) serves as a nice, subtle hint at Norman's condition right now.
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Favorite panel/moment:
Absolutely in love with Ray's shocked expression when the GF kids reunite. Makes me sad though that the panel of Ayshe being introduced to Emma is like the one moment these two ever interact.
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My boy is so darn happy to see the demon parents again aaahhh!!
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jessartz4 · 4 years
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Away From You? |Parksborn
“Sometimes, the reality in which we live happiness always makes us feel good about what we have, but it hurts when we don't have that motivator to continue."
And Harry was in Peter's room sitting in bed with his best friend listening to the melody that the chestnut played with his guitar, which showed tranquility and joy, making Harry remember all the moments he spent with his best friend in childhood, Of course. That was what his heart felt when he heard that blue note in his ears.
After thinking about those moments, he realized that Peter began to cry for no reason, Harry comforted him by patting him on the back, without the green eye responding.
 After a few minutes that Peter stopped crying, he was thoughtful and without looking at anything, his eyes were lost with so much insecurity and guilt.
When Harry watched Peter's behavior, he felt a slight squeeze in his heart as if it hurt and he felt that everything that was happening to his friend caused him.
 Will Peter get mad at me?
 Why are you acting this way?
 Those questions tormented Harry's head, he didn't know why his best friend's attitude, and he decided to speak.
 - Peter, are you alright? -Take the shoulder of the aforementioned before an awkward and elongated silence.
 Without Peter's response, the green-eyed boy took his guitar to leave his room, so he addressed Aunt May.
 Harry watched as Parker looked for his beloved aunt, to warn him that he would leave, since he wanted to be alone, that fate would take him away from that reality, but above all he needed a deviation from the truth, that he could not 'Do not face because he wanted Destiny will take him to a place to inspire him.
 Peter, knowing that Aunt May was not at home, continued to leave his house, accompanied by his guitar and his best friend.
 The streets of New York, the city with large buildings were sad, because the atmosphere felt bad and the weather was not on Peter's side, since when he left his house, the drops fell on everyone.
 Harry looks at the people in a hurry with umbrellas, the children scream as they jump with excitement in the puddles and a boy with brown hair playing a melancholic song, Harry tried to start a conversation with his best friend, but Peter just played the song, as if there would be no one around him.
 The silver-eyed boy decided not to insist anymore and just remained silent to hear the melody that Peter composed, Harry thought it would be an excellent song to dedicate to someone on February 14, since exactly the Symphony was joyful and you felt that the Heart It melted accompanied by that heat when you're in love.
 Among the smiles that Peter made unconsciously while playing his guitar, Harry hummed what could be the lyrics of the song, both formed an excellent team for everything.
 The two boys since they met, made a very fast connection, and maybe their lives were meant to be together, it was what Peter always said, and in Harry's case, he just said that they met by chance and that they had what to be best friends.
 After meditating too much, Harry walked with his best friend, with his eyes closed, from one moment to the next he didn't feel his friend's footsteps, the boy turned to look at his friend, but felt a very strong pulse in his heart or was what the boy thought when he felt that heaviness.
 A salty taste ran through Peter's pink cheeks, they were tears, something Harry didn't like to witness, was that his best friend cried, he rarely cried the chestnut.
 And that was when Harry felt a pain in his head, which caused him to let out a gasp, he didn't know what to do with that pain, he just fell to his knees on the floor.
 Peter passed by, Harry with the pain in his heart also began to cry, he did not know why Peter ignored him, because he did not speak to him.
 He stood up and turned to where his friend was going, it was the New York cemetery, Peter's parents and uncle were resting peacefully in that place.
 He started looking for him between gravestones, Harry was worried about Peter, was that the reason he was sad? The black-haired boy wondered, when he could see Peter's brown hair, Harry, who ran to hug Peter very tightly, so he wouldn't cry anymore, but he shuddered at not feeling the presence of his dear friend.
 Harry stepped back, his heart ached, because he ignored him, but Harry was stunned and terrified when he saw his friend sitting in the middle of his father's tombstone, Norman Osborn and his, who had written.
 "Harry Osborn"
A great son and a great friend.
"This is not goodbye, it's a see you soon"
 In the blink of an eye, memories overwhelmed Harry's mind.
 ~ Flasback 1 ~
Harry and Peter were in the car driven by the crow, they talked happily, until there was a great silence, which was not uncomfortable, but quite the opposite, had a very beautiful aura and neither of them wanted this to end.
 The traffic lights passed cautiously to reach their destination, Aunt May's house.
 The young people shared something sentimental between them and they didn't know about that secret because they both didn't want to end that beautiful friendship they had.
 Harry spoke, he didn't know what topic of conversation to mention, but he simply let his words flow like a brush on a canvas.
 -Peter, friend, I can ask you something- Harry mentioned something serious.
 - Of course Harry, what's going on friend?
 -Pete, have you ever felt romantic love for a person?
 Peter after hearing Harry's question, his face turned the same color as his jacket, but I speak.
 - Well, - he put his hand behind his neck- Yes, because Harry's question? - asked the boy.
 -It's just curiosity, since I love someone too, but that person doesn't know this secret, but -he kept silent.
 - What's up Harry? - Question worried boy.
 -I just want to express this feeling and pass it on to the person I love, but it would be very difficult.
 -And why don't you tell me what you feel for that person, maybe I could help you- the boy proposed.
 -Insurance? - Harry asks.
 -Of course, what would the problem be like? - Peter said with a smile.
 Peter was interrupted by the great stop Harry made when he parked the car to start talking, it was one of the decisions that the black-haired man made on impulse and went straight to the point.
 -Peter ... Get out of the car please -The boy just whispered that, to which Peter attended the order and got out of the car, followed by Harry.
Peter was going to talk but was silenced by Harry's words.
 -I can't find the words to express that I love you, that you don't know the feeling that causes me just by looking at you. I don't know how to explain that you generate things, things so beautiful that no other person makes me feel, although tell me how I tell you all this in the face? Tell me how I can be calm when I'm in front of you-Harry's eyes were very concentrated in a puddle of water that allowed him to identify Peter's face- I know fate doesn't have to matter, but with you I learned that it's never too late to Learn to love or trust a person specifically - gently take Peter's hand and look at those eyes that connect with his and he was not surprised to feel that tingling in his stomach that always made him nervous - Stay by my side forever - I declare - What I feel for you is real, since you support me when nobody else does, the blessing that your words are ways of continuing with my life, are things that I treasure when "'I'm away from you"-For a few seconds Harry looked towards to the ground breaking that connection, but again, after sighing, he turned his gaze to Peter - this is what I really feel for the person I love, everything is so sincere, that I can't even lie. , because you. .. because believe me, you are that person who has my confidence and my heart.
 -H-Harry-sighs with eyes closed.
 -I understand that you do not want to accept this feeling, since we are only friends, I can understand that -silence -Now I can say that I am happy that you know my feelings, regardless of your response.
 -Harry listens - I shout at the brown-haired man -I feel like you, but I didn't want to tell you for fear of rejection, or what your father would think about this -Smile -But now that I know this feeling is compatible it makes me feel happy - Peter mentioned very flushed.
 - Peter - with his left hand he takes Peter's right cheek - You don't have to worry about what my father thinks or what society thinks, destiny wants to see us together. -Musited the dark-haired.
 -Then Harry-Sigh-I love you- The boy blushed.
 - I love you too Peter-smile.
 After mentioning that, both closed their eyes and approached, their breaths joined, feeling a warmth in the environment, slowly joined their delicate lips as if they were treating two petals, so a sensation began that transported them to a space-time when they joined they felt that their souls were together, they felt for the first time how important it is to share life with the person you love and imagine that from that moment their life would be like this, a feeling that they transmitted from their heart.
They separated from that dream.
 -Harry, thanks - Peter tenderly hugs Harry to what the young man accepts.
 Flashback 2
-Harry- Peter said sadly, while lying on the bed with his back to Harry.
 -Peter- Harry replied, without looking away from a book he was reading.
 -Because you love me ? - I ask in the same way as before, but accompanied by a sob, something that would make Harry leave the book on the nightstand.
 -I love you for many reasons, I couldn't even say it, or I wouldn't get a single sheet to list them, honey-he laughs softly.
 -But I'm not like pretty girls talking to you with Harry- he said discouraged.
 -Oh, come on baby, they're just friends, even some speak to me for being Norman Osborn's son, which means they look for me for my money-I explain to Peter.
 -But they are still cute and sexy -Peter mentions.
 -Harry thinks and analyzes -
 -Honey, why are you worried?-Hug Peter in the back.-You're pretty and sexy, and you don't need to show it to everyone, you know that's one of the reasons why I love you.- He clings more to Peter.
 -Then-Supira- Who was the girl you talked to outside of Horizon High, when you went to pick me up? - I ask and turn to see Harry's face.
 -What a Girl? -Doubt doubt Harry.
 -Don't play please Harry-rolled his eyes -The black-haired girl with the blue tips, long legs, good curves and good attributes, the one that was inches from you -sighs- when I saw that scene I felt little.
 -Harry interrupts Peter with a kiss on the lip.
 -Honey, he was a guy who bothered me, even he insulted me, but not only me but you, and I stopped him, since I don't like that a person hurts the person I love most
 - For real? - Peter mentioned a little discouraged
 -Of course Pete-bu, but look -Take the brown chin- you don't have to worry, my love for you will never change.
 -H-Harry I-Blush.
 -I love you Peter -Sonrie kisses Peter's forehead.
 - I love you too Harry - Smile cheerfully at Harry.
 -Promise me that you won't mention this kind of thing again, baby.
 -I promise honey.
 Flashback 3
 "In the latest news, Harry Osborn dies at the hands of Doctor Octopus"
 Peter was terrified of watching television and holding the phone since Aunt May had dialed it to give him such devastating news.
Things changed, he knew it was a mistake to reveal his identity and surrender to Octopus, because he would put at risk what he treasured most in his life, everything had been his fault, for not saving and protecting those who needed him.
 He needed Harry aside, but he couldn't, he couldn't say good things to him anymore, hug him, feel his warm lips, his words of encouragement that motivated Peter to get ahead, he needed everything they shared between them, but it wouldn't be possible anymore .
 Why making a decision is so difficult.
 End of flashback 3
~ Play song ~
 "And so we have reached the end of the stories in a hurry "
Peter sang something beautiful with the musical notes he had composed with his guitar, the chestnut knew that being with the right person would find inspiration, while the raindrops fall, his sweet voice is transmitted in the cemetery.
 -Peter-Harry spoke, but remembered what he had thought and let him continue singing.
"but dont you  worry "
"I will be comforting you as long as you don't see me, but promise me you'll still be the person I love," Harry said, hoping Peter could hear him one last time.
 "He ended up with a guy
Who writes an empty song”
 -Don't be sad about my departure, my little star, I want to see your smile every time you wake up, because that was my motivator to move on with my life.-Harry smiles.
"With a blue note
It was your note "
-A song that reminds me of a blue note, like your melodious and sweet laugh that turned my gray days into color with your company.-Harry remembered every day with Peter.
"And I can say when I hear him
youre not far away
and they"
-Because I'm not far from you honey, I'll take care of you, who takes care of a superhero? , and despite not being by your side, I will continue to love you.-Harry said
"Say there's no such thing as perfection"
-From the day I saw you, a love grew in my heart for you, for your beautiful eyes, as if they were two beautiful emeralds, which brought me balance to my life, that chocolate hair, everything was perfect when I saw you .-Harry mentioned with a smile,
"A deviation from
The truth"
-It was what you wanted to write this beautiful song, but I am surprised that today is your inspiration.-smile.
"that i see every time
that you  find me
undeniably flawed "
-You are an incredible being, at a time in my life, I thought it would not be enough for you, but you accepted me anyway, since I am Harry Osborn, not like everyone who looked at me as the son of someone very important. . , who only looked for him for his money, you considered me an equal person, with you it could be me, Harry Osborn.
"I can say
that I never  found
my way to you
I found a way for you
Whilet i'm touching ground  "
-The destiny was the one that united us since I knew we were made for each other, but ... sometimes things are not as we planned them, but everything has its reason and explanation.-Harry said keeping that smile.
"Is there a word in  all of it's expense?
everything I spend that shapes  this rhythmic song and dance ?"
-That we both had to share this love, but why? Always what begins has to end, but this is just a cycle that life has to follow.- Harry mentioned a little sad.
"Is there a sheltered spot
that i can gaze upon this
sweet romance? "
-I will protect you since you are what I treasured most in life, I can not be calm if you feel bad, I want you to follow your life, without problems and can contemplate your smile.-Harry protested.
"And if you can't be sure
If you are dreaming "
-Reality is sometimes difficult and I regret not having been by your side, we had a lot to share, but don't be sad for me.-smile.
"Or  just a circumstance"
Falling in love is just a circumstance, because I have an immense love for you that will never die, since I love you, but I have to stop clinging to you since you must continue with your life, my little star.-I mention Harry.
"Has bought you near me "
Your beautiful appearance, your way of being, how you solve your problems, to overcome yourself, you were always someone special to me and I will always be by your side.-Harry described his beloved.
 "And I can say
when you hear  him
And  i can say
whe you hear him
I'm not far away "
-As I had never loved someone like you, since I told you a lot about what I think of you, honey, but there are not enough words to describe someone like you, such a beautiful being deserves the best of his life Don't go, I will continue by your side, despite this, I will love you Peter Parker.-Harry said with a smile.
 Peter got up with a smile, and when he saw the tuba of his beloved he knew he was with him and felt a very beautiful heat.
 -Harry-a tear comes out of his eyes -If you were here, you would tell me to continue with my life -I smile- and I will do it for you, I will continue with my life -He kneels and hugs the tombstone - It will not be easy, since it will not be. You are by my side, but I assure you and I promise that I will do it for you, my little blue prince.
 Peter got up drying his tears and prepared to go home, since it was late, but he would not go alone but accompanied by his beloved prince.
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