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orcelito · 2 months

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As for my post this morning. If anyone was worried. Me personally I'm okay (I guess) but my dad's in the hospital and things r still very up in the air. So.

#speculation nation #bracing myself for the possibility of Major Grief.....2!!!!#well actualy more like 3 or 4 or 5 (lol lol lol)#but likely the worst one bc it's. my dad. that's my dad.#i left work early to visit him at the hospital. hes stable rn at least (he wasnt this morning)#he wasnt conscious though. and i really really hope he ends up okay #but. i still saw my dad unconscious in a hospital bed hooked up to like a million tubes and #thats my dad. Thats my Dad.#im really trying to not do my processing until after i know for sure how things are gonna go #dont wanna start grieving until after he's officially gone #so im trying not to think about it. but it's still... yeah. unpleasant.#and theres a part of me thats so so resentful. if i have to have a dead parent why would it be the Good one?#take my fucking mom instead. hell my life would even be BETTER without her. horrible as that is to say.#but it's my dad. he's not perfect. he has his flaws. but he's still tried in a way she never ever did.#seeing him like that makes me feel so... small. makes me remember being picked up by him.#makes me remember riding on the back of his harley as a tiny little 10 year old with a helmet that was giant on me #we'll hope for the best. we'll hope for a recovery. even if not a full recovery. i just want to have my dad.#sorry. this is probably too real for my tumblr dot com. it's just been... a lot today.#negative/#death/#hospitals ment/#idfk. sorry

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mariatesstruther · 4 months

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hmmmmmmmmmmmmmM! thinking of biker tommy and pageant queen maria

#i just want their wedding photos to be him in a leather tux snd her in full glam on the bike they built together #marias on the back so she can have her viel look good in the photos and she can hold the bouquet #but dont get it twisted she usually drives #tlou au #tommy x maria #tess and joel both bike #sarah rides but she meets maria and is like 🤩🤩🤩🤩🤩 i wanna be like YOUUU #ellie is a biker baby #(she is not allowed to rride but she does wear cute leather outfits and leather boots #idk what to call this does anyone have a name

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tieflingbi · 6 months

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trying hard lately to get good grades in socialising which, for once, is actually both normal to want and possible to achieve it seems

#ppl at my internship place are super lovely and i've had some very pleasant chats since i started last thursday #one even gave me her phone and discord and was like 'here #if you ever need to talk :)' and that was so sweet of her tbh!!!#the kids are rlly sweet too and they've talked a lot more with me today which was also nice. and yes i count that as socialising lol #and just now for once i got over my anxiety and offered to help some ppl out in the ffxiv fc i joined a lil while ago #we did some dungeons and a trial and it was super fun!!#idk. i will ride this high for as long as i can because who knows when the seasonal depression is gonna drag me back into a hole #where i don't wanna see or hear anyone #:')#anyways. i should go to bed lmao

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torra-and-the-toons · 1 year

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I’ve wanted to draw this for a while.

#my doodles #torra and the eds #ed edd n eddy #torra oc #Edd is losing his mind lmao #this GIANT tiger walking on two legs and talking just shows up one day and he's just supposed to be CALM?!#This defies all sens eof logic!#who is she!?#I want to draw moments with the others too #specifically Jonny and Kevin bc I have Ideas #Jonny goes full conspiracy theorist on her #like he's aware that she's just my self-insert and the whole reason they exist in the first place #well their older selves anyhow #Kevin I just have a very specific scene in mind where he's riding his motorcycle all casual like #and the Eds run by in the background on Torra's back #and Kevin is like 'Wtf??'#Torra would scare rolf's livestock so he shoos her away from his home #but is otherwise okay with her because she's a tiger and not a wolf therefore she is fine #Torra just wanna hold a chicken :(

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themostbritishamerican · 2 years

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okay idk why some of yall arent getting it but wanting to be brought back to life =/= wanting other people to die

#every day yall make me get out here and defend ocean smh #so many people frame her argument in this way and its just simply wrong??#like her literal first question is 'why only one of us? why not all of us?'#she does NOT want them to die #but the fact of the matter is theyre already dead!#and she is fighting to be brought back!#shes not gonna just sit around and be polite like 'oh well i think we ALL deserve to be brought back to life'#no fuck that shes fighting for herself its literally life or death people!!#yall just really wanna keep a girlboss down i cant stand it #rtc #ride the cyclone #ride the cyclone musical #ocean o'connell rosenberg

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redpiperfox · 3 months

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But mainly, and really:

#red's week in music #STORYTIME WITH RED GATHER ROUND KIDDOS!#was at kids club tonight and went in knowing little 8 year olds mom had her baby this morning and lil girl was now big sis if two #and knew she hadnt come from home bc her hair was a mess of someone who didnt know curls trying to do it lol #shes generally emotional and dramatic but we can all see that shes a lil more so tonight. understandably. lotsa change #well she kinda hinges on this one thing of not getting the verses said to earn a jewel bc she wasnt able to say them-- totally fine! we'll #practice and get them later! but shes distraught bc she worked on them with mum and wont get jewel so i keep telling her when we'll work on #them together and when ill listen to her and we can get it done. cool. then lesson time shes up and down sniffly and the lesson says smth #about childbirth-- bursts into disarray. i ask her if she wants to step out and we blow her nose and she keeps talking about the verse so i #tell her solutions for that and then shes working herself up so i work thru calming down and she goes from #“i think im mad” to “mom would let me do what i want!” and i know the real issue isnt the verse but thats what shes telling me so...#adult shes staying with cautiously steps in and she calms down to tell me “its not the verse... i think i miss my mom”#oh my heart i know honey i give her a hug and we talk about the sleeover shes going to have and when shes going to see mom #and shes sleeping next to lil sis so shes going to give sis a big hug and tell her theyre going to see mom in the morning #and then i ask her if she wants to go back and she does and i just hold her and hug her the whole time #i give her another squeeze when she leaves and tell her to enjoy her sleepover #her friend shes staying with i should not did a very sweet of coming over and saying “hey lookit this new book i got do you wanna color it #with me maybe?“ which was such an emotionally mature thing for her and to see lil kiddo cheer up warmed me #teachers we debriefed and talked about kids going thru stuff at home and not being able to tell and process their emotions and stuff #and then i shared with mum on the ride back and she goes “yup. lil toddler will just miss mom-- its trauma at this age. this is why i #panicked and called my mother to come for your sis's birth bc dad said he could handle you but my heart couldnt for what you would go thru.“#i was six when my sister was born. my grandma being there before consistently made me giddly excited in that time waiting for dad to bring #us to the hospital.#anyway my heart was full and im praying extra hard for two lil girls in a sleepover missing their mom tonight.#red's personal sitcom #Spotify

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birthday-of-music · 11 months

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while november 20th did cause me irreparable damage it was much less than i expected and i think there should be more. look it hurts when canon has a bunch of angst but it hurts more when canon SHOULD have a bunch of angst but DOESNT.

#i say shit #persona 5 #WHERE is the. sojiro being really worried because he didnt know. where is the completely glossed over fact that joker probably has several #broken bones a concussion and is high on experimental and probably illegal drugs and has been tortured underground for A WHOLE DAY then had #to remember their elaborate plan while high on drugs had his whole life riding on whether or not he could remember it and VERY NEARLY FORGO #but no. he comes back and sojiro mentions being worried but BARELY and ryuji just throws his arm around him like he isnt probably in extrem #pain and really out of it because sae had to keep him awake and conscious in the interrogation room and as soon as they get back theyre all #just like. yeah hey dude do you wanna go into another palace tomorrow? takemis messages if you have her confidant maxed literally seem to #show more concern for him than anyone else?? and hes just perfectly fine even though there is NO WAY he is #and you cant even tell them youre not fine when they ask you. its just “it isnt a big deal” which is so. man get therapy #there was so little pain compared to what i was expecting. well. time to continue scouring ao3

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r0semultiverse · 2 months

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Do y'all think she's packing? 😳