#I want this vibe so badly

[poorly-drawn-mdzs]

Lan Wangji Goes To Lotus Pier AU: Part 3: Enveloping Feelings.

(Part 1, Part 2, Part 4 (soon))

#poorly drawn mdzs #mdzs #lan wangji #Yungmeng Jiang training arc AU #I wanted to try out a different paneling style for this one - sorry I'm a day late! (there will still be a post tomorrow to keep on track) #The original 3 panel comic idea was fine but the point of this new schedule was to take time to push myself a bit more. #I was taking a look back through some comic artists I felt inspired by #and I really loved how Lynda Barry fills her gutters with patterns and doodles! #Obviously I'm not going as absolutely wild with it as she does but it was a great exercise! #I truly think the gutters are the most important and most overlooked part of any comic. There's lots going on in that space. #It's the same with timeskips. The implied movement between moments that we don't see changes depending on how wide that gap is #You're here for the funny tags so here's some that ties this time talk together: #I think LWJ was thinking about that second note from day 2 but it took him 7 days of hazing to commit it to paper. #I think he sends it a day later and immediately regrets it. Chasing down the messenger and everything. #You know if something actually happened to his brother he would never ever forgive himself for putting the bad vibes out there. #Third time skip was the hardest because there was so many possible flavours of jokes here. Day 8/9 was a personal favourite. #day 14 was also funny (week by week). I think the debate on 'how long does lwj take to catch feelings' is more or less: #'how long does it take for him to arrive at a particular stage of grief and yearning (and awareness of it all) #This is a symphony. There is an act by act structure. Every day he is fighting to keep his old sensibilities. He is losing so badly. #(I'll be returning to the main comic soon but there is more of this AU to come!)

[dontbelasagnax]

Coruscant Ballet presents Romeo and Julien--a critically acclaimed, passionate retelling of Shakespeare's Romeo and Juliet with some twists--returning this season by high demand. Equally joyous and poignant in its queerness, Romeo and Julien tells the story of two young men from families that would rather think their sons dead than accept their love. Obi-Wan Kenobi and Cody Fett have captured our hearts with their evocative performance full to the brim with yearning and a love so deep that you'll feel it from the balcony seats. Mace Windu takes Prokofiev's score and gives the haunting despair hope. Combined with Shaak Ti's inspirationally beautiful and tender choreography that simultaneously challenges and subverts the standards of masculine and feminine roles in ballet, this is a production you don't want to miss.

@codywanweek day 3: dancer au

[prints available!]

#codywan #star wars fanart #my art #obi wan kenobi #commander cody #codywan week 2023 #went back to my ballet roots for this one!! #i have soooo many thoughts about this au #it's so juicy to me #this is supposed to be a promo post for the ballet btw #some poor social media manager is fielding homophobic comments while everyone else is vibing and excited #i want to watch this balcony pas de deux SO badly but i can't because the choreography only exists in my head aaargh

[biblicalhorror]

Aroace Riz real but also Fabian is SO clearly in love with him and Riz has no idea

#honestly fabian might not even fully know yet #a core part of fabians character is that he is so deeply afraid of rejection that he is never going to pursue the people he actually wants #i do think he likes Maezy a lot but i think he only knows how to pursue hot toxic women that will discard him at a moments notice #which in a way protects him from ever actually dealing with heartbreak #is he a gay man dealing with comphet? ehh maybe #i could see that #but I think the vibe i get is more about how he has these platonic friends he completely adores and is fully devoted to #and then in another category he has the people that he does not have any actual attachment to that he will allow himself to pursue #and crossing the boundaries in between those two categories or allowing himself to pursue someone he really cares for #would require a level of vulnerability he is in no way prepared for #in his home life he has an emotionally detached mother who is well liked but kind of floats through interactions on a surface level #and a father who is extremely concerned with fame and glory and attention but doesnt seem to have ever stopped moving in his life #genuinely fabian does not know what a safe loving partnership would look like #and we see him constantly oscillating between emulating his mother and his father in relationships #but just beneath the surface is a little boy who wants so badly to cling to his loved ones so tight and be squeezed right back #with no way of knowing how to even ask for that if he wanted #and riz is his best friend in the world and he knows on some level that riz is simply not interested in having that kind of relationship #not on the level fabian needs #but that also makes riz a safe target for these feelings of devotion #theyre just friends! just besties! fabian never has to reckon with his own loneliness or harmful patterns #if he channels all of his yearning for closeness onto his best friend #anyway! this boy needs therapy #fhjy #fhjy spoilers #fabriz

[wow-thisismylifeiguess]

something something, rich son soap getting kidnapped by a group who want money, ghost is part of that group and got tricked by an old acquaintance into helping, didn’t realize who the target was and ends up being subjected to a soap who’s not scared at all and keeps flirting w him despite the danger he’s in

cut to price and gaz, soap’s bodyguards, busting in and saving their boss by killing everyone else in the room. before price gets a chance to fire a shot at ghost, soap yells at him to stop

“not him, he’s coming home with me”

“you sure about that, sir? what about-“

“they didn’t tell him shit, so he’s innocent anyway”

before ghost has a chance to make a quick getaway, gaz knocks him out and ghost wakes up hours later in a room w the tables turned. he’s tied to a chair with soap sitting directly across from him, legs crossed and looking at ghost w a friendly smile despite their positions

“welcome back, simon. i have a proposition for you”

#I WANNA WRITE THIS OUT FULLY BY MY BRAIN ISNT WORKING #I’ve had this idea for like three days now and I just really want pathetic ghost who’s down on his luck and RICHHHHHHH soap who’s just like #‘I want him. I want him /so/ badly/‘ #and power bottom soap 100000000% #maybe poly vibes w all four of them? or just side couple pricegaz. I DUNNO #soapghost #ghostsoap #cod #my post

[wikitpowers]

I NEED A BOOK WITH KIT HERONDALE ON THE COVER LIKE I NEED AIR PLEASE AND THANK YOU <3333

#honestly that's all i want #just him on a book cover #i can't WAIT to see tlkof cover #i hope it has kit SO badly #like i need that in my possession #i want that book on my shelf #and i want to make a shrine #candles and all #violin music playing in the background #(jem vibes anyone???) #kit herondale #the last king of faerie #the last prince of hell #the last shadowhunter #the wicked powers #twp #tsc

[yami-the-outcast]

Getting used to your pred

Gotta start small, getting used to being held, the idea those big hands aren't going to crush you, aren't going to be needlessly rough and toss you around like a doll.. Then the outside of their stomach, the way it sounds, the way it groans and grumbles as it works on actual food.. up to their chest, hearing every breath, every heartbeat in your ears as it pounds easily and steadily on.. Up to the mouth, where the teeth are sharp, but the tongue is soft and will cradle you gently as you slip inside. The gentle warmth more than a bit damp, but still pleasant all the same.. every muscle slowly relaxing as you realize that no harm will come to you.. that this gentle giant who could cause so much pain and suffering will be forever gentle as they can be with you, and here is a place where nothing in the world can possibly reach you. All your pain, all your problems, just melt away as he swallows you into that warmth, to be tucked away and allowed to forget there's a place beyond those organic sounds and that gentle thrumming heartbeat above...

#extreme cuddling #i did a bit #i don't know how I popped off this hard #made my buddy go crazy #directly copy and pasted from our discord server #I don't know how I did this #I just want to be held #so badly #g/t vibes? #IDK

[theloveinc]

i need to be the princess that knights!kiribaku are charged with guarding and taking care of..

imagine taking them on a little stroll through the castle gardens.. making them flower crowns.. making them steal some honeycomb from the hive on the tree.. sneaking little kisses in the hedge maze..

going to the market in secret.. Eijirou doing most of the talking while Katsuki bullies the vendor into lowering the price..

and yk.. having them outside my bedroom doors (in my bed snuggling me.. keeping their princess warm..) <3

Why am I like... dying at the thought of Kiri being so excited to guard your room at night because it means getting to take his big, heavy armor off early and sleep and get his nut off in your bigass royal bed???

And usually he's back up at 2am trying to get his knighty tighty whities on before trading spots with Bakugo, but since your recent...... developments... with them both, Bakugo's just crowding right into the bed with both of you and getting his sloppy seconds in the morning (and hitting Kiri on his fat head for taking up you and the whole bed).

...I feel like it's a big whole scandal in the castle when your attendant walks in with your hairbrush and outfit for the day and three groggy, naked people with bedhead sit up instead of just one.

(She's scurrying away and immediately telling not only the other maids and guards, but also the king... and Bakugo and Kiri are pulled away to be lectured except you go with them and fight back and then everyone and their mama knows you have two guards wrapped around your finger and it's this WHOLE. damn. THING.)

Or like... trying to canoodle with Bakugo while he's on duty in between his salutes to other guards, and it's so embarrassing because you're a royal, for god's sake! Stop hanging offa him like a barnacle, he doesn't want the general to see!!! But he also can't get enough of it, the feeling that you are his just as much as he is your sworn knight...

And then you do get caught! But thankfully it's only by Kiri who gets all whiney for not being there to be canoodled by you, too, and it's all just. SO CUTE.

(and yes to all the moments when Bakugo harasses a gardener to pick the most perfect rose for him to bring you, or Kiri shows up with bee stings all over his ass and tears in his eyes just so your tea can be perfect for the week, or at the market when you're not royal and guard but regular civilians with no sponserbilities... I am going to CRYYYY)

#kirishima #bakugo #i wanted to talk abt ur f*cking too but i couldnt fit it in without ruining the vibe #but debauched giggly royal x guard is like... *SUCKS FOOT* #supposed to be married to someone else but just wants them and their coques #and i also like... OMF... was gonna say like maid x guard but just thought abt #maid x guard whos supposed to marry another royal but he wants you #HELLLLLLLLLL YEAHHHHHHHHHHHHJ #but all of this was so *cries* good thank you cog #i want them so badly #caitie things #gen #cognacrevived #cog!!

[rosepompadour]

UPON A FROSTED STAR ...strung together with glitter and wishes.

#god i wanted to love this book so badly #do not throw a book at me and pitch it as swan lake meets gatsby and then write it like...this #sometimes purple prose is acceptable (yes i am speaking of lucy maud and ONLY lucy maud) #but this was like a coquette fever dream written by a bot #the main character is ACTUALLY NAMED odette lakely #but with that said i enjoyed the general vibe and the winter theme and marvin and rose so...voila! #upon a frosted star #bookedit #*

[seasaltmemories]

Thinking about my boy

#aono kun #i want to hold aono kun so badly i could die #ryuhei aono #to be clear normal aono is my boy more than dark aono (yada yada how different are they yeah but their vibes are distinct enough for me) #but this screenshot was too good to ignore and I can appreciate dark aono for being a great unique antagonist #just a little freak who is scheming things but not very good at hiding that #but real aono the real costar of my heart- i need him to be happy by the end just as much as yuri #I do think his conflict with his dark side is interesting in how it reflects his trauma and everything I learn about his life #up to the present day breaks my heart #he didn't get a chance to grow up and make up for his mistakes he never got to be more than his mother's child #so I will forgive a little murder and possession as a treat #unless WEIRD REDACTED TWIST ends with him hurting Yuri for real bc she is the other costar #but yeah sad little man haunted by his trauma and goes 'don't worry about it' as he tries to be the ideal romantic partner until it all #comes crashing down all around him is very seasalt-core

[puppyeared]

for like 3 weeks i was wondering why i was sleeping so much and felt listless. and just now I managed to email 3 people and responded to a month old message in the span of an hour because I got back to TAKING MY FUCKIN MEDS..........

#MOTHER FFFFUCKER #to be fair. my doc said I could stop taking them while im on break since i wouldnt need to be constantly pumped on stimulants #im not sure if it was a side effect but i managed to take like 3 different naps in one day and STILL managed to sleep thru the whole night #at least 2 days into my break. the weird thing is i didnt feel more or less rested afterwards. but mentally i think im in a good place rn #to really put the level of awakeness im at rn i feel weirdly confident i could start one piece. also bc of that sick new opening it BANGS #the song is really good and im in love with the animation style. did some digging and it seems one of the lead animators is masato mori #but i could be wrong. it seems he also did some work on mp100 which could explain a lot lol.. he uses smear frames really well to convey #consistent movement and fluidity!!! someone else might have done color design but it works really really well esp with odas style!! #just love the overall vibe and aesthetic and id really love to study it and incorporate a bit of it into my art.. especially the thick #outlines which i think helps to separate characters and objects on screen. though i have to say the style is definitely more suited to #animation bc of the simpleness and smears. maybe that will help me explore shapes and perspective when i draw... i wanna get better #at drawing poses and angles but i have a hard time wrapping my head around space and using perspective guide lines NGHHHH #i wonder if it has to do with my dogshit ability to judge distance. not depth perception but like. judge how far smth is in metres etc #im also wearing an N95 for the first couple weeks back bc of the wave. absolutely NO BODY is wearing a mask its so fucking over #where im sitting ive heard 5 different people coughing probably not into their elbows!!! and im just. head in my fucking hands #there was a kid sitting a couple seats away in class coughing as he pleases and i wanted to grab him in a chokehold so badly. PLEASEE #ive been annoying my family by asking them to mask up and reminding them to bring masks when they go out and showing them news articles #but at least its working bc we ordered some KN95s and my mom is at least taking me seriously so. please dont be afraid to speak up abt your #health. take care of yourself and others however u can!! wear that mask indoors at your maskless friends house!!! stay home when u can!! #im wearing a surgical mask at home too bc my parents have '''a dry throat cough''' and they are so bad at coughing into their sleeves #also im pretty sure dry throat isnt transmissible bc my brother started coughing too so.. i also tested negative but they havent tested yet #im also not a doctor but i have to keep reminding ppl whenever i can that covid and flu work differently. covid is new and too recent to #have nearly as much research done on it. it seems its also compounding so instead of building immunity it weakens the body and spreads to #to other systems which might explain brain fog and muscle weakness. i remember someone early in the pandemic got infected and it messed up #their smell/taste receptors so bad that they cant eat most foods and that stays in the front of my mind when i think abt covid. christ #yapping

[yourthirdparent]

jason but he's more god than man.

he's become the priest of the gods, he's brought respect to their names once more, he's brought their children to safety.

he's spent more days among them than apart.

because he's not just the son of jupiter, he's descended from more of the others than he can count. he's the champion of the queen of the gods. he's favoured by his brothers, by his sisters, by the goddesses who've taken him as their child, by the deities he's worked so hard to help. he's the priest of the greek and roman pantheons.

and he was already less human than the others.

and he might not have been human to begin with.

he covers his cuts quickly so no one can see that he bleeds the wrong colour.

no nobody knows he bleeds more gold than red.

#hm. #blessed jason #it's like cursed jason but different #and worse #but different #i simultaneously want him to be like 'demigods bleed red not gold' but at the same time i want him to have incomprehensible power #anyways legacy of like almost every god ever jason is so real to me. talk to the wall #like certain gods. probably not. but like a lot of them #like he's not a legacy of like pluto or mars or something but like. athena. venus. #also yeah that's athena not minerva. 1 minerva doesn't have kids like athena #2 i like the idea that he was already greek and roman and that he was embracing it more than deciding it. #sorry about all the tags rip #jason grace #pjo #hoo #allfatherly guidance #oh yeah also pardon if this feels like a ripoff of the cursed jason blogger's format. it is #i wanted to emulate the vibe but also did it badly. sue me.

[sysig]

What your fave says about you: Sona/Undertale edition (Patreon)

#Doodles #UT #So many sonas and characters lol #Ended up filling the other side of the zine with something self-indulgent :) #Actually came from the same kernal as a digital-specific idea but these are what I've ended up with in the moment! #Zine doodles end up...silly lol #I draw with pen logic! And mm... I won't say I'm Displeased with them but there are things I'd change for sure #Overall the vibe is there just not completely the execution lol #I'll get it better when I do the digital version >:3c It'll be like how I see it in my head and then I'll have both! Nice #For the moment tho doing an eight-highlight reel of the who's who was fun :) #Obviously starting with myself and my fave <3 This terrible little flower whom I love with my whole heart #I really do love him - I'd go and rewatch my fave scenes with him but the in-built guilt haha #The next was easy! My fave sona gets my second fave character! Papyrus only loses to Flowey by a hair's breadth anyway lol #Anyone in the thread remember that time I compared Charm to Papyrus lol #They both want people to like them so badly! They go about it very differently tho lol #Papyrus would be a good influence on her :) Just be nice to people! Ironically she'd probably agree more with Sans lol #Speaking of! Eli would be the type of person who goes digging around in the backend and Totally claims to like Gaster the most #Y'know because secret values and stuff! Super sneaky like! But actually their fave is Snas lol #You are Basic Eli just accept this lol #Ficus was an easy pick for Napstablook - they would absolutely lay on the floor and think about being garbage with them #That deadened gaze lol #Ulex looks so uninterested in Alphys lol they're just bad at talking - dissimilar from Alphys in that they've got the stoic thing going on #They're not awkward just not good at making friends lol #Hall of Mirrors would absolutely love Undyne lol - being friends with her and cooking together would make HoM So Happy haha #Another obvious one - Othersona already comes with spider imagery! Muffet was the clear choice haha #They are having a cup of spiders and they are enjoying it :/ Lol #And finally Holosona and original calculator-body Mettaton haha - she prefers this version over EX and NEO #She'd probably like NEO - she absolutely plays the Genocide run on purpose - except for how OHKO he is lol #A different sona likes NEO tho... #Anyhow ♪ Might talk more about their different play styles in the digital version :D When I get there anyway lol

[rainofthetwilight]

im actually tempted to write a s6 rewrite

#ninjago #ninjago skybound #levi's ted talks #the problem is. i am *unskilled* as fuck #and i still havent rewatched skybound #but the vibes. holy shit theyre attacking me #i dont have any exact ideas yet but like #i have this thing where i want to do something so badly purely by the vibes #but i cant form much ideas for it yet #so uh should i do it

[andrigyn]

I bring a certain type of “let’s explore those abandoned old honeymoon resorts” vibe to the poconos day trip that my friends don’t seem to like

#I WANT TO DO IT SO BADLY #like the vibes are unmatched… I genuinely might go by myself #I guess it’s only an hour away so I can go when it’s warmer #andy’s thoughts

[thefirstknife]

Hi, I've been meaning to ask this question for ages, I just haven't found an answer to it. So, do you know why the shard is still out in the EDZ and not reconnected with the Traveler?

I love looking at the shard from the farm, I think it's dope asf, so mysterious too!

One of the biggest mysteries in the game, still!

The important thing to note is that the only real thing we know about the Shard is that it was shot off/detached from the Traveler during the Collapse. The bottom part of the Traveler where it is damaged? That's the Shard piece.

Like us, the Shard no longer knows the Light; not since the Traveler cast it off during the Collapse.

This is interesting because of two things; first, Tyra is kinda wrong here. The Shard, or at least a part of it, does know the Light. We were called to the Shard and then it restored our Light after Ghaul caged the Traveler. She also says:

For centuries, it has twisted and corrupted everything around it. Where it lies is now a place of death.

Which is true, sort of. The area where the Shard is located is corrupted, mostly by the Taken. We could also see that in the Harbinger mission to get Hawkmoon for Crow; the Taken were gathering there, drawn to the Light. The Dark Forest, are where the Shard is located, is generally considered to be unsafe and dangerous place full of corruption.

The second thing is, obviously, why didn't the Traveler get it back when it reformed itself? No clue. It is possible that the nature of the damage is such that the Shard is completely cut off and can't be reconnected. Maybe something to do with whatever happened to it in the Collapse. If the damage is paracausal in nature, especially Darkness-related, it might be impossible for the Traveler to stitch itself back together.

But the Shard did react to Traveler's reformation back in Arrivals. We know this because there was an eyewitness at the scene at the time, Chalco Yong:

It wasn't until she reached the wavery top branches that she saw it. Cresting over the tree line was the Shard of the Traveler, bleeding polychrome rays. Chalco turned her gaze up, following the arc into the stratosphere. What was happening?

Keeping her eyes fixed on the sky, she flipped on her radio. Immediately, Eris Morn's voice echoed over the Vanguard's public frequency: "This will not be the end. It will be an escalation."

A flash, piercing in its brilliance, lit up the southeastern sky. Chalco braced herself against the tree, squeezing her eyes shut. When she opened them, the sky had returned to clear blue and the Shard had returned to its dim, jagged state.

While the Traveler was reforming, the Shard reacted, beaming some sort of "polychrome rays" into the sky. This is pretty intriguing as, usually, pieces of the Traveler and the Traveler itself only emits white/silver substance. When the Traveler finished with it, the Shard stopped emitting these rays and returned to how it was. Interesting! Maybe the Traveler attempted to bring it back to reform itself fully, but couldn't. I'd maybe consider that the problem is the distance, but that's kinda odd given the sheer paracausal power of the Traveler.

With the new stuff we know about the Collapse, most notably Savathun's involvement, it brings more questions about the Shard. Did she do something that made the Shard? Possible, but also less likely since her goal was to protect the Traveler so she wouldn't have risked it by damaging it. Could've been an accident or perhaps she even saved it from further damage but couldn't prevent it entirely. Maybe the Witness was creating the link with the Veil, as it did in Lightfall, but Savathun cut off that part of the Traveler and stole the Veil away. Or maybe the damage was done just by removing the Veil during the link.

But the question still remains; what happened and why couldn't the Traveler attach it back during its reformation? Before Lightfall, I thought we might get some answers about the Collapse in there, but there was nothing new to answer these questions. Yet! We might still get something, I assume once Savathun returns or when we learn more about the Witness. I still think that getting the full scope of the Collapse should be coming at some point and it might be at any point this year. We should definitely get some information on the Shard of the Traveler. It's a sort of a loose end that's not been explained, mostly as how it ties to the events of the Collapse and especially the new information about the Witness, the Veil and the portal it made.

#destiny 2 #traveler #shard of the traveler #long post #lore vibing #ask #the shard is really fascinating to me i want more info so badly #and as always. i want a 4 hour 4kHD film about the collapse with all details

[ravenalla]

The way before mando season 3 came out when I heard we were getting a 4th season I could not have been more hyped it wasn’t gonna be ending, and now when I see updated filming news about I couldn’t care less :/

#sigh #past me would have been going crazy waiting for news about when season 4 will start filming #speaks to how badly I hated season 3 when I don’t even want more of what was my favorite show #Also I genuinely just don’t think we are going back to the same Din and Grogu adventures vibes ever again #it seems pretty clear they are only interested in setting up an expanded universe for their other characters and the sequels now #plus I mean most of Din’s development have been rushed or ignored we can never get those missed opportunities back #so idek know anything they can do with his character anymore besides jut using him as a prop again to dump thrawn exposition #especially now that he’s working with cops 🤦‍♀️ #the mandalorian #mando critical