#I was SCARED

[juliaqueendragon]

She looks so good

#i was scared #didn't disappoint #She had the glow-up she deserved #She looks less traumatized #more like she is ready to have an adventure #ssoblr #sso #star stable #star stable online #horse game #star stable screenshots #!Diceset! #sso spoilers #spoiler

[balkanradfem]

Dear gyns, I'm here to share some despair.

If you've followed me for a while, you'll know that a few months ago, I've injured my neck, and had very limited movement from then on - I can't walk for longer than 15 minutes, I can't run, can't lift anything heavy, can't sit for a long time, I can't even sleep with a pillow, I have to lie down on a flat surface. I injured my neck by falling off a tree, and then carrying heavy loads of chestnuts, or at least that's where the pain began.

I've had a CT and it showed very minimal results, and I had to wait for 2 months to get seen by a specialist - and this exam was today. The woman asked me a lot of questions, some of them personal, about my family, employment, living situation - and checked if I could move my neck in all directions, which I could. It was continuous activity that would trigger my pain.

And then she decided that the pain was from psychological cause and told me to go a psychiatrist. I was stunned and barely managed to hold back tears.

She wrote her own opinion which included 'unmarried', like it was a symptom of psychological illness, and told me to ask psychiatric help. I rebelled and tried to explain, that I already do experience psychosomatic pain, but this is different, it's caused by movement, I can feel it while walking. Then she said she would, just in case, let me take a MRI, but she's confident it wouldn't show a thing, and then I should go and seek psychiatric help.

I'm now worried to death that the MRI would show nothing, and I would be left in this pain all to myself. I don't know what is wrong, I don't know why my neck hurts this bad, but it's a world away from other psychosomatic pain I experience (which is, pain in all my muscles and back, pain in my joints, and it goes away when my psychological state is good! On good days I can be fine! Neck pain does not correlate with my psychological state, but with movements, impact to my body. I am not fine on a good day.).

If I could get appropriate psychiatric help, I would, and if it would resolve the injury pain, I'd do it in a heartbeat, but there's nobody in this country who would diagnose me with ptsd or other disorders I have, they're not believed to be true disorders for women yet. I'm scared and don't know how to proceed. I'll get the MRI, but if it shows nothing, and my pain is still there, do I just live like this? Without being able to take a walk, or lift a bag of flour? Without running, or roaming the forests, without being able to carry water to the garden?

I am falling depressed, this is more than I can deal with.

#despair #medical exam gone wrong #radfems #the doctor was really old #i can't tell what she saw when she looked at me #i was scared #i even admitted i was so scared that there will be nothing that can be done #and now i'm even more scared #i waited for this exam for months #and now i'm feeling hopeless

[mayrine]

Ok so here is my live reaction to slime and philzas streams, and a bit of bad and foolish at the end

yooo new people

so phil is a sugar daddy to forever now

pizza  pizza pizza pizza pizza pizza pizza pizza pizza pizza pizza pizza pizza pizza pizza pizza pizza pizza pizza pizza pizza pizza

mariana is geggs father

gegg fucking died

bro forever is fucking crazy i love him

THEY WENT TO THE FUCKING STRIP CLUB YOUR CHILDREN ARE GONE WHAT ARE YOU GUYS DOING????

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO FLIPAAAAAAAA

oh the eggs are cracked now

WHERE IS SHEEEEEEEE  AND TRUMP AND TILIN WHERE ARE THEYYY   IM C RYING I THOUGHT THEY WOULD BE BACK

new egg cool

Where are they :(((((

bobby don’t kill the new egg

i didn’t think that i would ship quackity with mariana and slime but here we are

why is forever crying because he found out phil is married and has a kid heLLO???

yoo mariana and slime remarrige arc coock and ball turture

chayane TECHNO WOULD HAVE BEEN PROUD OF YOU

TALLULAH IS FINE GUYS thank god

mariana and slime wholesome moment????? it’s this really possible???  misclick duo ferover <3

ok they are having sex on sream now

forever and quacity are grinding on philza. That’s cool.

did dapper just one hit bad?? the hell?? how are dapper and bobby so strong??

THEY ARE EGGS!!!!

DID THE NEW EGG FUCKING DIED?????????? FUCK THIS i’m going to bed

lmao leonardas tantrum was so fun, Foolish was trying so hard to make them wear their arrmor

#qsmp #qsmp eggs #the new people seem really cool #i already love forever #this was fun #even tho i was ugly crying when Tilin Juanaflippa and Trump didn't show up #that fucked me up #stream #charlie slimecicle #el mariana #philza #badboyhalo #foreverplayerg #i went through so many emotions #i was overstimulated #i was sad #i was fucking horrified #i was scared #and i was so confused #but it was super fun #can't wait to see more #foolish gamers #thai really is the lgbtqsmp #sleep deprived ramblings

[nonbinarygerard]

besties i got into art school!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

#txt #dude they accepted WITHOUT AN INTERVIEW #LIKE HOW #i was scared #bc all over the website its about how competitive the course is lol #but im going insane

[the-voldsoy]

last night at dnd my party entered a new place and met the people there and there was a cool secret revealed about someones secret identity, and the dm said something along the lines of

"hello gang, apologies for the deception but i wanted you to....." and let me tell you i was on edge

#my man hasnt even watched tma #it was completely on accident (i can only assume) #but let me tell you #i was Scared #they were good people as well !! no reason to be scared of them !! #tma #hello jon apologies for the deception

[gagarka]

You know you fucked up when you start listening to the penumbra podcast because you like detectives and then the kissing comes in

#i was scared #the penumbra podcast #juno steel #tpp #junoverse #jupeter

[diorficent]

Was clearing out dms this is how i talk to people

#sua #i was scared #desi tumblr

[liabitez]

me wondering how my tv just switched to french

#wwe #wwe lb #wwe raw #wwe raw lb #i hate the french #i was scared #i’m slow

[fizzytoo]

good morning who wants to kiss 🫵🏽

#*fizzyspeaks #i had such a wild ass dream #i had a dream i was a young foolish mage in training #and my family i were traveling along the coast by foot. and we met these people operating out of a small tavern #i can’t remember who they were but i do remember people being afraid of them #i wanted to impress them but in my eagerness i accidentally set the building on fire #everyone worked together to put out the fire by forming a line and carrying buckets of water back and forth from the sea #i remember crying the entire time bc i felt so guilty and everyone was taking it very well #until the boss called me into this scary room with a tall door #he made me sit in this chair that had mysterious red stains. there was a knife on the chair that was covered in something red too #i was scared #and he made me hold out the palm of my hand and he dropped two plump red candies in the center #and he took the serrated knife and cut them deep into my hand while he talked about what i did #and it didn’t hurt but i could see and feel the deep wounds in my hands #the red of the candy mixing with my blood #and then i woke up :D

[velvet-pumpkin]

Outer Banks 2x01 - The Gold

Last set for today. Happy Friday!

#outer banks #OBX S2 #Pogues #Batman #I was scared #Jiara #But also Pope #Best trio #jj maybank #kie carrera #kiara carrera

[depoteka]

guys good news the girl who bought some crochet clothes from me loved them 🥰🥰

#ufff #i was scared #feels nice to hear nice things... #now i'm scared about this other package i sent #bc i had to send it thru a different company than usual and i'm like. how tf does it work #just hoping for the best

[ryekat]

RAVI!!!!! Thank God it was getting really scary without you.

#we were all scared #i was scared #missed you baby #reilly watches 911 #abc 911 #ravi #hot probie #i don't know his last name and im simply too lazy to look it up #buddie

[tricoufamily]

i knew patrick was coming i was physically bracing myself for it and his voice still jumpscared me

#this is the weirdest day of my life #i was scared #like ok patrick the song people will naturally compare this to is me. the bar is lower than hell. you can do this. and i was still scared #listen. listen. i almost never like the vault songs I'M SORRY I'M SORRY I'M S #and it's a perfectly fine song. probably won't revisit it but i'm glad they didn't embarrass me. for the second time this week. #do NOT talk to me about what fob has been doing lately i do not want to talk about it. #and i remain a mania apologist to this day #and they haven't released a piece of music since! #no wait they released bob dylan. then they just went really quiet? weird!

[bettyrightnow]

you guys are so evil for lying about haunted like that

#I WAS SCARED

[hearts4ggy]

hi dsaf lore expert here uhhh. without getting into spoilers, dsaf 1 and 2 phone guy are in fact two seperate people who are just both named scott cawthon cuz that's just how freddy's works. dw about it :] ( worry about it this is relevant later )

OKAY TY FOR CLEARING THAT UP i can sleep happily ough

#i was thinking that might be it but #i was scared #TYSM FOR EXPLAINING IT!!!! #tzu asks

[randomuniversityquotes]

"Pay attention if you're gonna get hit..." (Physics prof. swinging a tennis ball attached to a string at the front of the lecture hall)

#i was scared #okay?? #university #student life #college #student #quotes #quote blog #college quotes #university quotes #dialogue #physics #physics class