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dabisburntsack · 4 years

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Pay attention to me

Fandom: My Hero Academia

Pairing(s): Shigarki Tomura x GN!Reader

Genre: Fluff

Synopsis: Restless from your lack of attention to him in quarantine, Shigaraki takes matters into his own hands.

Wordcount: 2162

This is apart of a quarantine fluff collab done with the crackhead sanctuary discord server! Can’t wait to see how everyone’s fics turned out! This was fun to do I hope you all enjoy ٩( ᐛ )و

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✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:* 　　 *:･ﾟ✧*:･ﾟ✧

Shigaraki was secretly enthusiastic after a mass pandemic had broken out in Japan, usually the two of you would not be able to see much of each other due to the danger of being caught with your profession as a pro hero and his as an extremely wanted villain. Now you had no choice other than to be wrapped in each other's embrace as chaos roamed outside the solid walls of your modern apartment. No one was there to judge you guys being together and the usual paparazzi outside of your residence had been resolved as people were not stepping foot outside.

However, what he didn’t expect was for the hero commision to still call you forward as an essential worker. Villains it seemed were still up to no good, even though Shigaraki had told the rest of the league to stay put and inside; lesser known villains had decided to make their own names known in the country's vulnerable state. And if that wasn’t bad enough, the times you were home you had steadily grown yourself attached to the retro nintendo switch gaming console. What the fuck was so good about animal crossing anyway? Did you enjoy spending time with that rat Tom Nook instead of him?!

Shigaraki was used to him being the gamer between the two of you, he enjoyed it as you pleaded for him to get off whatever device he was on at the time by smothering him with kisses till he gave into you. Sometimes he would even do so on purpose to get affection from you. Being on the other end of it though, was something he quickly learned he did not enjoy. Not being one to initiate intimate gestures in the relationship, he just watched you hoping you would notice him sulking and give in to him.

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Sunday morning. No hero duties, just you and him, sleeping in till noon; but as his hand caught the coldness coming from your side of the bed, Shigaraki buried his head into his pillow and groaned. He could hear your padded footsteps going downstairs. Rolling over he yawned into his hand before checking the time, 8:45am. Why were you awake at 8:45am. Why was he awake at 8:45am on a Sunday morning.

Throwing off the sheets he winced as his feet hit the cold wooden floor of your shared bedroom, he was going to have to drag you back to your cocoon pile himself. Muttering, he walked his way downstairs before peaking into the living room to see you huddled on the

couch, switch in hand. Of course you were up so early just to go on that damn game.

“Player two, what the fuck are you doing awake right now”

Your head snapped up like a deer caught in headlights as you saw your boyfriend's tired face leaning beside the door frame. Sheepishly rubbing at your neck you pouted up at him, “But Daisy Mae is selling turnips”

“Daisy who is doing what???”

“Daisy mae” You repeated bringing your switch up so he could look at what you were referring to “look at her she's so adorable, I have to buy from her I can’t make her sad by not buying”

Shigaraki looked down to your screen and blanked. There on screen was an orange little pig with a hat full of turnips, and standing by its side smiling brightly was your avatar. You got out of bed for a pig??? A pig selling turnips from its head...and was that a snot drop hanging from its snout?!!

He looked back up at you and if emojis existed in real life, he swore you would be the pleading eyes one with the face you were pulling at him. Ok, but who gave you the right to be so fucking adorable, he was meant to be mad at you for having woken him up so early!! Over a PIG!!!

“And why do you have to ‘buy turnips from daisy mae’ so early in the morning, you can do it later on”

“You can only buy before noon” You pleaded at him “Come on who could resist look how cute she is”

“I can be cute” Shigaraki huffed under his breath “Come back to bed, I’m tired and cold”

“Ok ok after this I will, you go warm it back up for me” You had already started slotting your switch in the port that hooked it up to the TV.

Shigaraki puffed out a breath but obliged and made his way back upstairs, waiting upon your arrival. Sliding back between the covers he peered at the doorway to your bedroom patiently to see when you would come back, however something about the warmth of the sheets and the way the mattress moulded perfectly into his back pulled him back into slumber in an instant however much he tried to fight it.

When he awoke again it was 11:15 and he was content to see you rolled up on his chest. He breathed out slowly, tucking a hair strand behind your ear, before kissing the top of your head.

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Waking and sleeping at ridiculous times had seemed to turn into the norm for you after that however, as he once again caught you out of bed at 3am this time, when he awoke from feeling the coldness of your body not pressed up against his. He blearily rubbed his eyes with his forefinger and thumb before seeing a brief light flickering from downstairs through the cracks of your bedroom door. He threw his head back and protested, muttering under his breath on how much of a hassle you were, before pulling off the covers and making his way downstairs. Blinking at going into the light he found you once again curled up on the sofa, controller in hand and staring avidly at the TV screen.

“Y/N.”

“Yes?” You replied not taking your eyes off the screen.

“What are you doing awake?”

Well at least you had the dignity of alighting a blush that made its way up your neck and across your cheeks. You meekly turned your gaze to him ready to spring up your puppy eyes but he looked back at you with a deadpan expression. Still, you tried your luck by pouting at him and blinking your eyes in mock innocence.

“But shiggy there’s a meteor shower today and I had to watch it”

“It's a game, can't you do it in the morning?” Shigaraki sighed, being once more brought to weakness by your gaze. He couldn’t resist you, not when you were looking at him like that paired in an oversized t-shirt with a blanket draped over your head. HIS oversized t-shirt might he add.

“I have to do it nowww, the stars only come between 7pm and 4am”

Honestly he didn’t know how to respond, you really stayed up to watch a pixelated star fall from the sky. Is this how bad he was? He shook his head but couldn’t help at the slight smile that tugged at his lips. Making his way over to you he took off your blanket before wrapping it round the both of you.

“Lets see this damn star that has you awake all night then”

You beamed at him. He melted.

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With the days going by of you ignoring him for your switch, Shigaraki thought doing the same to you would be a good idea. But as it went on he couldn’t bring himself to carry on, he wanted your attention, and he had just thought of a way to achieve his goals.

Basing his plan on the night a few weeks ago when you had stayed up for that meteor shower, he dragged out an assortment of blankets to the old trampoline you had in your garden. Since that night he had decided if you so badly wanted to stay up for a stupid capatilist racoon, you could do so with him too and experience the real thing. He had gone ahead and checked the weather for when clear skies would take place for you guys to stargaze in your back garden, along with a nice dinner beforehand. He had already started cooking back when quarantine had begun trying to ease the load off you as you worked on your hero duties, and although not the best, his food was the least bit savagable now. (Although this did include multiple temper tantrums on his behalf and having to call Kurogiri to calm himself down.)

Coming back inside he checked on the curry he had left to simmer only to find it was burning. FUCK. Fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck, ten minutes away he looked up in exasperation at the mess in front of him, this wasn’t going well. The curry was burnt, the salad was old and the flowers he got you had disintegrated when he tried to move them into a vase as he wasn’t wearing his gloves earlier on. Maybe it wasn’t too late for Kurogiri to teleport some decent food his way…

As the door chimed from your arrival he hurriedly put down the plates and scratched at his neck, he didn’t usually do huge gestures in the relationship between you guys, that was more your thing. He showed his love in small ways, he liked touching you, having at least one body part pressed against you eased his nerves. Whether it be your thighs brushing against each other as you sat next to each other or feeling the warmth of your hand against his leathered one it never failed to put his mind at ease. This was long overdue, he wanted to show you how much he cared, if things would just go his fucking way the once.

“I’m home!” You called out, he knew your routine by now, you would go hop in the shower as to decontaminate yourself from any germs and then come eat with him before going off to spend hours on your switch. Well not tonight, you were his for tonight.

“Welcome home, brat”

His attention turned back to the utter chaos in front of him and he brought his forefinger and thumb up to massage the bridge of his nose. Picking up his phone with all fingers but his pinky he dialled Kurogiri’s number but stopped in his tracks as he heard a gasp in the room.

“Shiggy?”

His ears felt hot as he turned to face you, you were looking at the small dining table set up in the kitchen and looked up at him with tears in your eyes.

Shit.

His cooking really was so bad he had made you cry fuck this wasn-

“Shiggy you did this for me?”

...

“Well who else would I do it for”

The air was knocked out of his lungs as you flung yourself into his arms, he was still fearful whenever you made sudden movements on him as of his quirk but he relaxed as he noticed the leather adoring his hands was there.

“I had a bad day at work today, I missed you so much all day”

Shigarakis arms wrapped back around you as he buried his face into your hair. “I missed my player two aswell”

Staying in each other's embrace, Shigaraki hummed in content. “I burnt the curry by the way”

“It's the thought that counts, I’m sure it isn’t so bad”

It was bad. Shigaraki seemed to have missed out a lot of steps and he ended up calling Kurogiri after all, after eating and showering together (you had jumped straight into Shigarakis arms and needed to be clean from your day of work) Shigaraki grabbed your hand and tugged you outside.

“I thought we could stargaze together…” Shigaraki muttered out his ears turning red yet again. “Like you do with bob rook”

…

“Tom nook?” You laughed

“Yes the dumb racoon boy”

“Are you jealous of said dumb racoon boy?” You asked, amused.

“No” He replied too quickly, and was silent for a while before speaking up “You’ve been playing on that game a lot recently though”

“Finally got a taste of your own Medicine, have you?”

“I’m not as bad as you”

“I beg to differ”

He flicked the top of your forehead as you giggled and laid back in the nest he had built on your trampoline, before staring up at the sky. It really was a beautiful night to stargaze, the weather was pleasant too, with the warm summer air and no breeze. Shigaraki laid down next to you, laced his fingers with yours and brought them up to his lips, placing a chaste kiss on your knuckles.

“I love you”

“More than Tom Nook?”

Pretending to think about it you hummed. “Mmmm yes I think so”

“You think so?”

“Of course I love you more than Tom Nook dummy”

Shigaraki was quiet for a while before softly muttering out “I love you too”

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itsboketto · 3 years

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output - gojou x f!reader

genre: angsty

warnings: cussing , mentions of sex , death , Utahime mentions

disclaimer: please excuse my terrible writing state, i haven’t written in awhile so I’m just getting back into writing :) also this is in no way to shit on gojou, we all love him 🏹 and yes, i’m aware i used a different anime AMV but the song & arrangement was too good to pass off. thanks for understanding!

WC: 3231

proofreaders/editors: Amanda , Aldu , Zero , & Flora | Thank you so much for fixing my dumb mistakes 👉👈 appreciate you 4 very much!

This wasn’t what was supposed to happen. He was supposed to stay with you forever, he was supposed to go down on one knee and wrap your finger with a diamond ring, he was supposed to have a family with you and have the happiest lifetime with you.

He was too late

A week ago

“Y/n-channn“ Gojou whined while throwing a fit on the bed you both shared. You gave a soft hum, rubbing your eyes with your hand, the flat side of your elbow slightly brushing against his soft fluffy white hair. “I want to eat breakfasttt!” he huffed, wrapping his muscular arms around your waist and pulled you into his chest kissing you on the top your head. “If you hold me like this I won’t be able to cook for you. Make up your mind babe,” you yawned, digging your face into his warm embrace. “What if I want both?” “You don’t get both.” “I’ll get both anyways!” “No you won’t.”. That’s how your everyday went.

He’d wrapped his arms around your waist as you cooked breakfast for him, propping his chin on your shoulder and humming a familiar tune. The way he always ends up making your heart skip a beat every time he looked at you with his breath-taking eyes. How he always was your first priority and always will be. He was your one and only, and you both knew that.

Nothing really concerned you when it came to Gojou. You knew he was always out trying to save others or train his municipals so you never worried about what he was doing.

Today however, he seemed a bit off. He woke up on his own, cooked his own breakfast (and yours), didn’t even try giving you the slightest attention, and just went out to work after he finished getting dressed. The only thing you got was a quick head pat and a “Have a nice day”. You knew things were getting troublesome at work and he was working really hard to train your younger brother, Itadori-kun, but it still hurt that he was giving you the cold shoulder. You ate the sandwich he left on the kitchen counter, thinking about what could've happened that made him so stressed out . You decided to wait until he got home so you can talk it out with him.

He didn’t come back home.

It started getting pitch black as you watched as the clouds flowed with the silent night. You already tried text him, call him, you even called your younger brother Itadori-kun but he seemed to be busy. You were worried sick, not because he wasn’t home, no, but about him acting strange this morning. The last person you called was someone whom you’ve been close to since childhood, Utahime.

“Hello?” she answered, picking up faster than you thought

“Utahime, I know it’s quite late to be calling but I need some comforting” you sighed, hoping she’ll agree to listen

“It’s okay, tell me what’s wrong”

You ended up staying on the call until the sun rose. You apologized to her for taking up her time and suggested to buy her a cup of coffee the next time they meet and she agreed happily. You fell asleep as soon as you hung up, exhausted from the overwhelming emotion you spilled onto your best friend.

The afternoon

The sun ray peaked through the window blinds, flushing into your living room, landing right straight onto your face. You rolled over to the side to avoid the sun light but in the process you nearly fell off the couch side. “Ah!! That scared me..” you grumbled while raising yourself up, yawning and extending your arms up to stretch out the sore bones. “What time is it?” you asked, twisting your head to check the clock; 12:09pm “SHIT I’M LATE” you cussed in a panic and zoomed to your room to get your prepacked bag and went to the kitchen to grab a slice of bread. You slipped out of your slippers and grabbed the keys hanging on the right side of the door. Assuming Gojou was back, you yelled back “Okay babe, I’m leav-” the front door unlocked. It pushed wide open revealing an image you’d like to be forgotten.

Another woman was clinging onto Gojou’s arm

Not only that, but he also reeked of alcohol as well. His face was terribly red and he couldn’t stay put. “Gojou~ I thought you said no one was going to be home” the woman hummed, looking at you with a smile. “Ah? I was sureee Y/n would beee at workkk nowww~” your boyfriend whined while using the girl as support for his heavy head. What the fuck was happening? Who is this woman? Why is he bringing her to our house? Is he serious right now? Too many questions flooded your head but there was one thing clear to you: get him away from that woman. “Um Miss, would you mind letting go of him? I can handle him from here” you gave the woman a genuine smile and stood in-between them, trying your best to drive her away. “Why should I let go when he brought me here, hm?” she didn’t try letting go, her grip tightened. “I appreciate your help, Miss. But he is seeing someone right now so it’d be best to leave” you tried to emphasize your lack of patience, not waiting for her to respond you yanked his arm away from her grip and immediately shut the door after the action. You could hear the woman cuss under her breath while dragging herself away from your unit.

You heaped Gojou onto the living room couch and removed his mask. “Gojou, what happened?” you asked, trying to sound as calm as you could. “Y-y/n? Why are you hereeee?” he asked, adverting his gaze as if he were hiding something. “Who was that woman?” you asked again but firmly this time. “W-who are you talkinggg abouttt?”. He wasn’t in the right state to answer any questions no matter how much you push him. You let out a heavy sigh and walked towards the kettle where the already boiled water was sitting. Pouring the water into his mug, you walked back to him and handed it to him. “Get some rest, we’ll talk tomorrow.”

Gojou left.

You woke up to a cold atmosphere. The sun was up and you’re alone on the couch. It took you a few seconds to remember what happened last time. “Gojou!” you said in an instant. You panicked, hoping he didn’t leave already. The bedroom, bathroom, laundry room, closet. He was gone. You groaned in frustration as you kneaded your fingers with your hair. Why does he keep leaving? What’s going on? Is he avoiding me? The questions just won’t stop coming and it began to impact you and your mood. You knew this wasn’t good since you had shift that night. “Fuck you Gojou...” letting out one last sigh before getting dressed.

“Itadori-kun, could you do me a favour?“

After the call with your brother, you grabbed your house keys and slipped into your sneakers. If he’s going to avoid you, then you’ll just have to go find him. Itadori sent you the address of the club he was at. You weren’t the least concerned about why he was there, all you wanted to know was what was happening. You stepped on the petal and drove to the destination.

At the club

You parked your car in the parking lot at the club. The sign read Sight Eight in bright neon lights. You were unfamiliar with the place, nonetheless the surroundings. Everyone seemed to be drunk off of whatever it is they are on, your heart paced faster the more you walked into the hell hole. It was crowded, too many people made you claustrophobic and stuffy, uncomfortable to the point you wanted to throw up. That didn’t stop you though, your mission was to find Gojou and leave immediately.

“Hey sexy, would you mind dancing with me?” “Damn, your body looks beautiful!” “Come sit beside me, you little slut.”

You couldn’t help but to feel terribly uncomfortable, the way the men stared at you, the way you were out in the open for any of them to prance on you. It was horrible. You didn’t understand why the fuck Gojou would even come close to this place, he never mentioned liking clubs at all and he knew too well that you hated clubs.

You looked everywhere, yet you didn’t spot him anywhere. He would’ve been easily seen because of his tall figure and white hair but he was no where to be seen. You cursed multiple times under your breath, why did you even come here in the first place? To suffocate yourself? You lost thought of your motive, knowing you’d need some fresh air, you walked to the back door and stepped outside.

And there he was.

There he was, devouring another woman. Not just any woman though. He was passionately kissing your best friend, Utahime.

“W-what the fuck are you doing Gojou..”

He snapped out of his actions, whipping his head to the side to see the person he hoped he wouldn’t get caught by. He saw as you also looked at Utahime with an expression he couldn’t figure out. You were tearing apart, the two most important people in your life decided to go behind your back even after all the lies they’ve told you.

“I-it’s not what you think, Y/n!” he panicked, Utahime sparing him regretful looks. You couldn’t understand what was happening. Was this a nightmare? Are you hallucinating? No. No you weren’t, in fact this is at real as it gets and that took your a few moments to take it in.

Gojou told Utahime to leave and apologize next time as he wanted to talk to you privately. “Y/n, I can explain-” he started once again. He tried to approach you, but you flinched at his step, you took a cautious step back, terrified of him as he would somehow hurt you just by walking closer to you. “I don’t want to hear your bullshit anymore, Gojou” you said quietly and ran for it. You pushed the back doors open, heart pumping from the adrenaline. You couldn’t care less about the judging eyes and nasty remarks, all you wanted to do was to get as far away from the man you used to call your one and only.

Your eyes burned from the tears, your sight got blurry to the point you couldn’t see properly, the sounds outside were practically silent. You looked down to your phone when it gave a notification sound. It was Gojou. Your blood boiled from the sight of his name on your phone screen that you stepped on the pedal forgetting you were on a red light.

The driver in front of you tried to stop you with the sound of his car horn. Beep beep beep! You couldn’t hear anymore. Ha! You were practically hysterical at this point. You didn’t even think twice as you slammed on the pedal, your hands moved on it’s own on the hand wheel and your head not thinking straight. You drove right into the traffic pole, almost barely missing the opposite car. The last moments you remembered were hearing an annoying ringing sound in your ear and blurry figures yelling at your motionless body.

GOJOU (song link : loop it!)

He didn’t have any particular reason for doing what he did. He was terribly exhausted from work and he needed an output to excite him before going back to the draining place. He’s already slept with many different women behind your back, always feeling disgusted towards himself before and after the many times he’s had sex with others. However, he easily loses his mind once he starts. This distraction was effective for him, which made him feel that the idea wasn’t so bad after all.

All he had to do was keep it a secret from you and hope that he never gets caught, right?

That was a horrible bet. Even more, he made himself defenseless to many others. He’s been used too many times to count yet he didn’t mind it because he knew it was going to make him feel better.

That one day he drank, he didn’t intend to get drunk. Someone must’ve put a drug in his drink when he wasn’t watching. He passed out on the 3rd shot. The person whom took him to a spare room at the party most likely fucked him while he was asleep. The next morning, he knew he fucked up. Walking up to a person that isn’t you. He wanted to go back to you as soon as possible but the woman was too hard to resist as she seduced him. He ended up drinking before going back home, the woman apparently found him drinking by her door.

He knew he was indeed suspicious at that point. Trust was something very important to you yet he broke it so easily. He didn’t end there, even though he already at the questioning stage, he didn’t stop. He continued to hook up with random women, sleeping with them, and then not going home back to you.

He knew this would hurt you. He knew his actions were more than unacceptable. But his addiction was too hard to handle.

“W-what the fuck are you doing Gojou..”

That voice, that setting, and that person were all enough to make Gojou’s world go upside down. He hoped it wasn’t the person he was thinking of as he whipped his head towards the voice’s direction.

It was you.

On instinct, he tried to cover the woman he was kissing right there an then. The person you were the closest to, the person you trusted the most, the person you called a best friend was the person that was pushed behind his back in attempt to hide her from you.

He was caught. And caught by the last person he’d like to be caught by.

He couldn’t think of any words, the only sentence that came out was “I-it’s not what you think, Y/n!” and “Y/n I can explain-”. Really Gojou? Was that the only thing you could mutter out? That sentence obviously did no better than what she just witnessed. He tried to approach you but of course you dashed the opposite direction. He ran behind you, trying to catch up to you but you were already in your car by the time he reached the cashier counter. He exited the club and yelled your name as if it would do anything to stop you. “Y/N!”

He reached into his pocket and called you, texted you, tried anything to contact you but you didn’t answer them. He groaned in frustration, sliding his back on the glass door then sitting himself down on the ground. Look at what he’s done. What was he supposed to do now? You probably won’t even let him in the house even if he begged. It was all over now. He made the biggest mistake of his life.

He dragged himself to the street and called for a taxi home. He stared out the window, wondering what will happen now. His eyes blurred from the burning tears. Just thinking of every outcome made him realize that you were never going to forgive him.

Bringg! Bringg!

His ringtone ringed! He excitedly flipped his phone on, only to face an unknown number. His expression immediately changed, was he too hopeful? Either way, he needed to pick up that call incase it was inportant.

“Hello? Is this Mr.Satoru?“

What? “Yes, that is indeed me”

“Hello Mister, this is the JLK hospital. Miss L/n had you saved as an emergency contact, I am here to inform you that she’s in our hospital.”

What? “What do you mean in the hospital-”

“She got into a car accident, Mist-”

He hung up the phone. He couldn’t believe his ears. Y/n? In a car accident? He yelled at the driver “JLK HOSPITAL. NOW!”. He was worried enough to the point he wanted to break the land under him.

At JLK

He threw the cab whatever he had in his wallet, not caring about the amount. All he was focused on was you. He pushed the front doors open, patients looking at him as if he were a mad man. He ran straight to the reception counter, panting in every word he spoke.

“Y-y/n! W-where is s-she!?”

The receptionist, frightened, tried to calm him down as he breathed in and out deeply.

“She’s in the emergency room-“

He didn’t blink for a minute, he dashed towards the emergency arrows, running through the quiet halls, only reaching the locked door at the end of the hall. He banged the doors, praying that you were fine.

“LET ME IN! LET ME SEE Y/N!” was what he yelled continuously.

Nurses had to hold him back from disturbing the doctors and nurses trying to save your cold and still body.

He sat on the chairs right by the doors, waiting for some kind of reassurance, some kind of comfort to tell him you were still with him.

The large metal doors open from the emergency room. He beamed up, looking for a relieved or happy expression from the doctor but there was...

Nothing.

“I’m very sorry Mr.Satoru” the doctor said, pained to even look at you straight. “She was found with a glass barely missing her right lung, she also suffered from a major head injury caused from the accident..” they said but judging by his expression they decided to stop talking.

“C-can I go s-see her?“ he stuttered

There you were. Lifelessly lying on the hospital bed, covered up with a white cold sheet. He took a few steps into the room, only then stopping mid-way. He had no right to go near you, he had no right to mourn for you, he had no right to associate with you. He knew that, but he needed to see you one last time. Approaching you, seeing how your face paler than snow and your body just as cold as ice.

He squeezed your hand, crying his lungs out. Screaming at you to come back to him as if that would help. He prayed for a miracle, somehow thinking you would open your eyes and wrap your arms around his broad back. Your head resting on his chest and how you nuzzled into his embrace. How you had small arguments with him and letting him win because you just loved him that much.

But that wasn’t going to happen anymore.

He didn’t even get the chance to say sorry. To tell you how much you meant to him, how much he loved you, and how much he wished he had spent more time with you. He kept regretting every decision he made, hoping you could somehow hear him begging for you to come back.

It took him hours to take in the reality. The doctors told him he had 5 more minutes before they had to take you away to the morgue. He shook your hand one last time, finally accepting the news. You were gone and he couldn’t bring you back.

“I love you, Y/n..”

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pinkesthoney · 4 years

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Howling at the Full Moon Ch 3

The threequel no one but me asked for –– OR –– a luxurious, gratuitous chapter of Commodus pampering you

Pairing: Commodus x Reader

Warnings: smut, but like prolonged, foreplay-heavy smut. light choking kink. light d/s. fingering, no p in v penetration. not beta’d :)

“My love, you are in need of some attention, I believe.” Commodus purred in your ear when he felt you shift awake in bed. You stretched, luxuriating in the looseness in your limbs and the warmth that was radiating from Commodus, who was currently pressed against your back. You felt his hard member pressed into the clothed curve of your ass, but he didn’t seem interested in doing more than holding you close as you woke from your dreams. Waking up to Commodus holding you had lately become a treat. He’d become so busy with his duties as Emperor, planning major changes to better Rome, which delighted you, even as they required Commodus to work from early dawn to late in the evenings most days. You took full advantage of the luxury, shimmying out of your shift, rolling onto your stomach, and looking at Commodus with puppy eyes until he let out a small huff and straddled your waist, starting to massage your neck and shoulders. The concubines Commodus had before you eclipsed his life goaded about his golden tongue (which was true), but none of them got to receive the pleasure of his golden hands, kneading their muscles perfectly. Commodus’ hands dug into your shoulders, perfectly rough, drawing moans from you that were better suited to other activities. When he had meticulously worked out the knots of your shoulders and neck, his hands continued their work down your spine. He was softer here, not wanting to injure you. Instead, he dug his fingernails into the soft skin of your back, pulling the tension from you like he wanted to claw it away. You were lost in the stinging pleasure, both pushing and pulling away. You both fell into a rocking motion with the movements of his hands. You let out moans, sighs, and even soft grunts. Commodus, in turn, groaned in pleasure and dug his nails deeper.

When you were sure your back was red raw, Commodus moved on to the globe of your ass. You knew how much Commodus loved your ass, and he would claim every opportunity he had to remind you. He alternated between massaging the soft flesh and giving you harsh smacks that reverberated through you. You couldn’t decide which you loved more. “you have haunted me with another poem, my love. Do you wish to hear it?” Commodus growled. He had convinced himself that he didn’t come up with the lyrics, it was you, haunting him until he put his love into words. Maybe he was right. You hummed in pleasure and sighed out a “yes please, my lord” he took a slow breath, letting time take it’s own pace. Then,

“And let her hair fall across her cheek

That I may not see

Her smile bright as moonlight and free as the

Beasts within my chest that claw

Wanting to chase,

To feed off her I would be forever full

So let her smile stay

To herself until I may

Give her a feast in return.”

He cleared his throat then, letting you know he was done. You found it cute the way he would be so clearly uncomfortable immediately after being so vulnerable. You just felt honored that he shared such vulnerability with you anyway. You enjoyed the silence, letting Commodus collect himself as he pleased. His hands still roamed along your skin, trembling slightly, though now, they were gentle and adoring without a trance of the primal force he had used before. You shivered under his touch, delighting in the sensation. Commodus’ hands became steadier. Gently, you rolled over underneath him. Now looking up into Commodus’ face you saw fear in his eyes. You terrified him, by how deeply he loves you and the feelings you draw out of him. You reached a soft hand up to him and he obligingly leaned down, pressing a kiss to your palm, while never losing eye contact.

You let your fingers caress his ear and his eyes slipped shut. You took your time, letting the moment draw out. You tried to commit every detail to memory, knowing you could paint a thousand canvases and never fully capture it. The way the golden air lit Commodus hair in a halo, the shadow that fell across his bright eyes. Even more, no picture could every contain the feeling of heavy relaxation filling your body, nor the way your heart was fighting to burst your chest. This moment was perfect, and since you could not capture it, you could only savor it.

After an eternity of this stillness, you both moved together, stretching as you rose together from the bed. Commodus draped himself over you, shielding you from the cold air of the room, though he did reluctantly have to break away from you to order a hot bath and delicacies from the servi stationed outside the chamber doors. In the interim, he gathered a lush silk robe and some olive oil. Letting you lead the way to the baths room, he took your hand and guided you to sit on a stool padded with furs. He knelt down before you and took one of your feet into his hands. He dug his nails into the arch of your foot, pressing kisses as he went. Seeing Commodus like this was more addictive than any drink. The emperor on his knees before you, massaging your feet with oil and pressing sweet kisses into your skin. Though you realized later than someone must have come with water for your bath and to bring a decadent tray of meats, cheese, and olives as well as a jug of wine and glasses, you couldn’t attend to anything but the king at your feet.

When Commodus had finished his work, he stood and pulled you with him. He helped you lower into the steaming water. You couldn’t refrain a moan from escaping your lips at the sensation of the hot water lapping at your sensitive skin. You felt every scratch mark from earlier, now burning in a pleasurable fire across your back. Commodus made a noise at the sight of your back but said nothing. Instead, he began stroking along your skin, softly working soap into a rich lather. He supported you as he instructed you to lean back against the wall of the basin. You were now submerged up to your neck in the steaming water. Commodus made his way to the side of the tub and let his arm dipped into the water, stroking along your thigh–which you parted readily. His fingers caressed your skin, teasing but not yet reaching where you wanted most.

“Please, Commodus.” You whined, wanting what he wasn’t yet giving you.

“Please, Commodus what, princess?” He goaded, his eyes shining with mirth.

“Please, Commodus I need your fingers in me nowww,” you begged

“hmmmm, well I suppose since you asked so nicely….” he croons, slipping one finger inside you. It felt so good, but nowhere near enough. You clenched around his finger, earning a chuckle from your lover. While you were dying of neglect, Commodus was watching you with heavy-lidded eyes. Watching you made him lose control. His lower lip was open in a needy pout as he felt you clench around him. He took his time pumping in and out of you, still only giving you one finger. You wanted to beg him for more but you decided to let him decide the pace. Fully relaxing into the sensation, you lay back, relaxed your shoulders, and just let the waves of pleasure wash over you as the hot water of the bath lapped at your skin.

You felt every smooth push and pull of Commodus’ finger, which seemed to be mimicking (or causing) the rocking motion of the water. While you were delighting in the sensations and Commodus’ attention, you weren’t chasing an orgasm and it showed in the relaxed pace the two of you felt. It was unhurried, and you knew Commodus was enjoying playing with you just as much as you were. When the water had begun to go from hot to lukewarm, Commodus helped you out of the bath, immediately enveloping you in a luxurious towel. He took his time massaging you with the fabric, drying you completely before letting the towel fall around your feet, leaving you standing bare. He took a jar of olive oil, pouring a generous pool in his hands. He rubbed his palms together to warm the oil before smoothing his palms flat across your shoulders. His hands were shockingly hot compared to the cool air of the room, causing you to jump before relaxing into his touch. Working every inch of your skin, he kneaded the oil into your muscles. He started standing behind you, growing more and more possessive, curling his arms around you, caging you in as his slick hands explored your soft breasts. You moaned as he paid extra attention to your tender nipples, pinching, pulling, and caressing. You were melting in his arms, but he had you. He moved one arm to wrap around your waist, taking your weight so you could lean fully back into him.

He re-oiled his hand and ran one slick finger from the valley of you chest all the way up to your neck, letting his palm flatten out over your throat. You gulped, feeling the warmth of his hand press in resistance. He wasn’t quite choking you, but it would definitely be difficult to take a full breath. The hand on your waist travelled lower just as Commodus backed both of you up, sitting down on the fur-covered stool, pulling you on to his lap, your legs spread over his thighs. From this position, he had full control of your body. You relaxed back against him and let him take care of you.

he dipped his fingers in oil, letting the excess drip down to your sensitive belly, running in glossy rivers on your soft skin. Spreading the oil across his hands, he ran both palms along your thighs, his fingertips barely grazing the sensitive skin of your inner thigh. The pressure of his hands increased as he massaged the oil into your skin. While you loved the sight of his hands adoring you, you let your eyes slip shut and you head fall back against his throat. Without the distraction of sight, you felt every touch amplified, sending waves and sparks of color across your eyelids. You jumped when Commodus’ nail grazed your thigh, causing you to jump a little and making Commodus chuckle. His left hand traveled up from your thigh, squeezing your hip, caressing his palm flat up across your belly and up all the way to your throat where his grip tightened slightly.

His right hand disappeared from your thigh, leaving cool air behind. Before you could complain, his hand returned, this time going directly to your clit, dripping in oil. You were overwhelmed with the sensation after being teased and denied for so long. You wantonly moaned, bucking up into his hand. Commodus pulled his hand back and slapped your pussy, causing your eyes to fly open with a gasp.

“Honeybee, I’m going to take care of you, you just have to let me.” He purred in your ear, momentarily tightening his hand on your throat. All you could do was nod, murmuring apologies and promises that you would be still. His hand went back to your clit, this time teasing around the sensitive bud without directly touching your clit. He carried on with this until you relaxed once again, submitting to his attention. When you were mewling into his throat, his finally dragged his thumb against your clit, pressing down with more pressure than his previously light touches. You were making breathy gasps against Commodus’ throat and it was driving him insane. Holding you tightly to him, he began to play with your clit at a furious pace. The relaxed pace of the morning was thrown out the window as your growing orgasm made your blood turn to fire and had you antsily fighting for some form of release. As you squirmed on Commodus lap, you felt his hard cock pressing into your lower back. Commodus, who was happy to indulge you, let you continue your movements grinding back on his dick. You felt his hand loose rhythm for just a second, but it was enough to let you know he was close to coming, himself.

As the heat in your center grew, your breaths came out in harsh gasps, matching Commodus. When you were sure any longer would tear you apart, the pleasure became too much and you both tipped over into bliss. You felt Commodus come in a hot wave on your lower back, as your own orgasm rocked through you, causing you to clench Commodus’ hand between your thighs. As the waves of pleasure ebbed, you finally caught your breath. You let out a long, satisfied sigh and Commodus huffed in agreement. Commodus slipped out from beneath you. Before you could miss his warmth, he was back with a soft wet washcloth. He had you lean forward while he wiped off his seed. Then, he pulled you up by his side and swept into your chambers. When he was satisfied that you were comfortably wrapped in the bed, he disappeared beck into the bath room, returning quickly with the wine. He joined you in bed and poured you both a glass of the ruby-red wine.

“My king,” you said softly in between a sip of rich wine “would it be too scandalous if we went back to bed so soon in the day? I can’t say I feel like much aside from laying gin your arms.” You asked with a teasing grin. Commodus stroked your cheek, tucked a lock of hair away from your face, and cupped your cheek. “My queen,” he said, smiling adoring down at you “there is nothing that could tear me from your side.”

#commodus x reader #my bb commodus #Commodus smut #i write sometimes

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moonstone27ls · 3 years

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Ducktales finale spoilers

You’ve been warneddddddddd

Warning

Warning you againnnn

Sooo Ducktales will be ending soon my thoughts? Not as sad as when compared to Rise of the TMNT, Venture Bros, Brooklyn 99 (though it had a good run considering), Drunk History, Dark Crystal Age of Resistance. Though there are rumors Darkwing Duck is gonna be rebooted.... uhh maybe excited? I'd say maybe becauseeeee again its on a streaming service... and no for anyone's future question don't have Disney+ and have no intention of getting it why? Cause I'm broke/on a budget and I can't buy every stupid streaming service for the sake of a few shows.

But I'm getting off topic the show in general... sorta sad but sorta not. I'll be honest some eps of Ducktales in the last season didn't fit well with me. Some felt uhh very cliche/or readable, some felt kid dumb (but its a kids show so you're gonna get a few of those more than once), some felt like they were uhh if I had to compare like when you'd watch Adventure Time and you'd be "WTF was that one for". I wouldn't say dark you're just "that one felt random". Sometimes thats not bad but heh depends on the taste.

There are a few things disappointed we didn't get to see one Donald & Della's ACTUAL parents interacting with their children, GRANDCHILDREN. Don't get me wrong their interactions with Scrooge was nice but we barely got one ep with family that WASN'T him. You'd think given what dangerous work they were involved with we'd see a flashback or actual talk of their parents talking to them. Especially with Della being a single mother oO. Kinda feel it slightly unrealistic that they'd just sit and do nothing (and no there's no sign they're dead so they should be around) when their daughter disappeared into space. I mean maybe it'd been nice to see a few eps of past Donald getting advice from his mother Hortense how to raise the triplets. Heck would have like to see Hortense & Matilda's relationship.

Second the triplets father would had been nice oO. Yes he does have a father. All these fan ships but no one actually wondering "hey who's the boys father?".

Third would had been nice to see more of Violet's family life. I mean whats the point of giving her "dads" if they never have a role beyond background character. Heck would had been nice to see a day of Violet and Lena's life with their fathers. Yes probably to the viewers it probably would had been boring but whatever 8B.

Four uhh I dunno explore space more? Maybe actually see some of Moon's home. I'll be honest that episode of "Moonlander on Earth" ep always bugged me. While I could believe some of the moon aliens wanted to stay on earth. I'm not convinced an entire planet thought Earth was so amazing they'd just stay there forever. People are fickle things, I can believe some wanted to stay like a vacation. But I feel at some point some, like Penny wanted to just go home. And I always found it... disturbing that no one attempted to really listen (no I don't count Webby cause that was written more of an experience lesson than "oh I miss home"). I mean the McDucks have all the money in the world, thats how Scrooge spent almost all his fortune finding Della. I'm just not convinced Scrooge and them thought "Hey we got extra rockets if they wanna go home we'll let them". No it was "oh they'll never get home, lets not bothering asking or giving them those extra resources. I think the show MISSED a good opportunity to let Penny go home (as well as others). And since Fenton or Gyro are often considered so smart they couldn't make a special teleport device JUST for them or ways to keep communicating with the moon. Thus meaning they could have explored space. And while some might argue "yes we needed Penny for the finale" (minor spoiler). She didn't DO anything she and Goldie were mostly used for cameo purposes. Sooo wasted use there.

Hmm anything else.... would have LIKED to seen more eps with Gandra/Fenton but hey if that Darkwing Duck spinoff is a thing maybeeee Gizmoduck will make special appearances and Gandra/Fenton can double date with Morgana & Drake(yes I wanted her to make an appearance I liked her goth look). Uhhh I don't think we ever got a Selene & Della interaction. (So far no eps were really... well friendship stuff. I mean I got a small fraction (if that) with Gods on the Block ep but it was near the literal END)

Also wish we could had more from the old show cameos Kit/Molly, Rescue Rangers, Goofy... pft plus I'll be honest before the show ended would had loved an actual cameo of Goofy, Mickey & Donald just alll together. Pfttt omg I would had loved a Max & Roxanne cameo date/wedding (yes I shipped them). Haha more interactions would had been fun. And while I enjoyed the Talespin sorta crossover... could had more (and yes sorta ship Kit/Della. heh sorta more of a crackship haha). And lets be honest that Molly cameo was wasted potential. I mean would had been cool to see Baloo & Becky. Though I understand to a degree why we didn't. At least with Baloo. But ahh well what can you do.

And same with Daisy and Donald buttttt gonna take some of the finale as something. I'm just gonna say it left enough for my imagination to think "they're having a happily ever after soon". Uhh another minor spoiler with Ludwig revealed not to be dead (which I'm glad)... just disappointed he wasn't in the credits or given more interactions with Scrooge. Yeah I know they weren't BEST friends or anything but I dunno I do associate them as friends.

Anything else... uhhh would had been nice to see more of Boyd and Doofus family moments too. I mean I dunno consideringgggg that life probably was better for Doofus' parents now that they had an ACTUAL loving child. Be nice to have seen more scenes. I mean heck that last ep with Doofus... uhh jumping? I assume it meant Doofus had closure and accepted his fate? So I dunno would had been good to see him and Boyd bond more. Heck I'd like to have seen his parents' telling Gyro in finale (yes minor spoiler) take care of "our" son.

Nowww onto the finale gonna put spoilers soo warning here.... as for the finale it was... good. I'm not gonna say "Oh it was the best everrrrrrrr". Nah it was pretty good given their budget or whatever. Yeah some felt rushed and all those cameos while I appreciate the thought felt wasted potential. I mean I get why budget/timing etc. Just saying you know could had some Goldie/Scrooge moments, more Lena & Violet, Webby friendship stuff. I mean heck when they were all "released" (and judging by that cube system) there was a lot we don't really see where they go or how the Ducktales group got everyone where they originally belonged.

What did I think of Webby's so called surprise... uhh mixed. Bigger picture wise kinda explained that need to be so clingy. To a degree I sorta agree with the split fans I like it and I don't like it. But I get it the writers NEEDED something for shock value cause lets face it they ran everything else. I say a part of me didn't like it cause I was kinda hoping this version would show us Webby's real parents. And I'm not fully convinced that photo was just a fake or some random relatives Beakley took to shut her up.

I think she sounded genuine when she said "I missed a lot". I admit when the whole "oh she's made from FOWL" was becoming obvious. I thought Beakley was subtly hinting that her daughter made Webby. I dunno could see that happening seeing that this whole ep was hinting at adults who did NOT think of their actions effects (yeap Scrooge, Della's choice to go on that rocket, Bradford's granny traumatizing the dummy), I thought "Ohh sooo she felt neglect and rebelled or fell for the enemy". But anyways yeah I still think Beakley probably DID have a daughter. Where is she? I dunno, thats kinda the whole point. Either she died or like Donald did with Scrooge, broke away from her family. I really believe whatever the reason, her daughter's gone from her life and Beakley deeply regrets she wasn't a more attentive mother. She probably to a degree saw Webby as her second chance to do better by her.

Hmmm lets see anything else.... as dark as it was with what Bradford did... not really shocked. And while he was obviously a villain I think his background did prove a point. But I could be thinking of Dean Venture and Dr Venture's childhood. Not every kid is built or for that matter wants an adventure life. Bradford was a product of his well intentional but neglectful family. Had the triplets or Donald not wanted this life that could had been them. Thankfully it wasn't 8B.

I admit the part with the villians at the end was quiet surprising. Not because they turned him into a bird pft. But because technically they saved Scrooge but heh I get it, chalk it up to either "they don't like to be used" or "Bradford was so terrible he was beneath even their level". Just somewhat made me wish Magica could have found Poe or something (I liked his design and voice actor).

And super glad we didn't really lose a lot of villains. I dunno I wanted Phantom Blot & Pepper to escape, fight another day stuff. And I kinda think to a degree thats why we saw that dumbed-down clone of Bradford. He's gone but that clone could get "smarted" up to stir more trouble 8B. Maybe I dunno.

Heh but all in all I enjoyed this finale. Its was wayyyy better than Star and Tangled's finale, no flippin' drama :P. I mean I suppose you could call Donald & Daisy leaving drama? but no not really cause literally none of this bothered me. The credits kinda gave me that nostalgia of how this show got so much attention. So while it was rushed maybe and it had its flaws. All in all it kept up with the heart. Soo I enjoyed the credits a lot good way to say goodbye

(just putting that gif there cause I liked it 8B)

Anything else....KEITH FREAKING DAVID, another reason to give this finale a point best flipping part I’m just sad I have no gif to use XD

#finale #Ducktales #Disney #Ducktales spoilers

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logical-little-lies · 4 years

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The Secret Surprise Playdate- Little Vlogs (Chapter Seven)

A/N: Sorry I haven't updated this in almost a month! The chapters in this fic are longer compared to the ones in my agere au, and even my oneshots are usually shorter! I love this series and I like surprising you guys with 3000+ word chapters! Hope you enjoy it, please leave comments (wattpad)/send asks w/reactions to my inbox (tumblr)!!

Chapter Summary: The four go on another "date", this time it's a picnic at the park. It's quickly revealed that its a surprise playdate, set up by Logan. Let's see how this turns out.

Okay, Logan was willing to admit that he may have specifically picked this spot for their "date" so that the littles could regress if they wanted to. And maybe, just maybe, he packed a bag of new little stuff in the car just in case that did happen. Maybe he planned to softly push them into littlespace with said items.

And he may have possibly chosen a nice, but tucked away playground so that they all felt comfortable being vulnerable if they did just so happen to regress. . But of course, none of the others knew of this plan.

Roman and Virgil stayed at Patton's house the night prior, just like every other weekend.

"Where are you taking us? Like, why can't you tell us?" Roman complained, brushing his teeth in the hallway bathroom. Logan came by the bathroom, pausing in front of the door.

"It's a surprise, princey. I suggest you don't dress up a ton, though. Just wear something cute." Logan spoke from the doorway.

"Trick question, I'm cute in everything." Roman set his toothbrush in a cup with the rest of theirs, kissing Logan quickly.

"That wasn't a question, but yes, that statement is true." Logan chuckled.

"I'm gonna go pick something out though. Do you mind if I steal your clothes?" Roman didn't actually let Logan reply before he spoke again. "No? Thank you, you're the best." he kissed Logan's cheek and ran off before the freckle-faced man could get a word in.

Roman laughed as he shut Logan's bedroom door behind him. Logan rolled his eyes, leaving him to it and going into Patton's little room, checking if Patton was in there. He found Virgil and Patton, sitting on the bed and talking.

"Hi Lo! I was letting Virgil borrow some of my jewelry, and I keep most of it in here." he explained. Virgil was dressed in a loose black tank top, and some grayish high-waisted shorts. He also wore a black belt, accessorizing it with his own chains, and some of Patton's bracelets.

"How do you manage to stay emo, even in the heat?" Logan teased the boy, who blushed a bit. Virgil glanced down, smiling shyly. Virgil wasn't soft, ever. But when one of the other three in his house teased him, or was flirty in any way, suddenly there were a few exceptions to that rule.

Logan came over to him, lifting his face by his chin before kissing him. "You look cute, don't worry."

Virgil smiled wider. "Thank you,Mr. Freckles. Can we know where you're taking us now?" he asked, shifting the subject.

"Nope, you simply can't." Logan gave a shrug, leaving Virgil to give a playful glare. He looked at Patton, who wore a pastel blue t-shirt, paired with black shorts similar to Virgil's. He had a colorful belt, and he wore some kandi bracelets. He also wore his round glasses instead of his usual ones.

"You look adorable too. The pastel shirt goes well with your hair," Logan complimented. Patton smiled immediately.

"Thank you!" Patton thanked him as he walked out of the room.

It was a little while after that that the four headed out in the car. "Okay so we are going on some sort of picnic, we know that much. But where?" Roman asked. It was Roman's turn to sit next to Logan in the passenger seat. He had spotted Logan putting food into a picnic basket in the kitchen as they were getting ready to leave.

"You'll see where, darling. Just be patient," Logan instructed, making sure to focus on the road.

"But I wanna know nowww," Roman whined, crossing his arms.

"You sound suspiciously like a child right now. Do you want me to put you in timeout when we get there, Roman?" Logan came to a stop at a stop sign on a corner of a street. Logan looked at him, raising his eyebrow. Logan was mostly teasing, but he really had picked up on the childish undertone in Roman's voice. Patton and Virgil watched from the backseat as if this was a teen drama show, Roman giving a slight pout.

"Um,no timeout please. Sorry," he went quiet, uncrossing his arms. Virgil was the only person to see Roman regress and he knew that's what was happening. He was a mixture of excited for what was planned, and also upset that Logan wouldn't tell him. It was two conflicting emotions, and mostly excitement was taking over. It was a positive trigger for his headspace and Logan had obviously been prepared for it.

"It's alright, Ro. You're aloud to be excited, but you don't need to whine when I don't ruin the surprise just because you want me too." Logan turned onto another street. Roman nodded a bit, looking out the window.

"I've never seen Roman little," Patton whispered to Virgil in the backseat.

"He doesn't regress a ton. He's almost completely involuntary when it comes to his headspace, he had negative and positive triggers. Being excited is a positive one," Virgil explained. Patton nodded.

"Logan is good at caring for me if I regress while we are out and about. If he know's it's a bad situation, or not the right place, he will guide me out of my headspace for the time being. It we are on a walk, or somewhere where I don't need to interact with other people, he might baby me a bit and let me act discreetly little. I'm sure he can do the same for Roman," Patton assured. Virgil agreed, and they continued talking for a bit.

Eventually, Logan turned onto a car path that led into a forest. It was a community park, with lakes, different playgrounds, and even running paths.

"You've taken me here before!" Patton looked out the window, glancing around. "We go on runs together sometimes, you can see some really pretty plants on the paths here." he told Virgil.

Logan used signs to navigate, confusing everyone when he drove away from where everyone else was. "I'm going to an area farther out, no one really goes there but it's nice, I promise."

Patton's eyes widened when they finally parked, looking at the playground. It was completely empty, and there were some lunch-table benches scattered about. It was sunny, and there were some flowers in the grass. "This is the playground we found when we were looking for a quiet spot to eat! I completely forgot about it," Patton seemed shocked with himself, but also happy he recalled it in the first place.

"I've been planning to bring you back here at some point, but it's a little farther out and there's been a lot going on. Then we met Roman and Virgil and I thought it'd be the perfect place to spend the day." Logan unbuckled himself, smiling at the boy in the back seat.

"It is kinda cute..." Virgil seemed to be eyeing the swingset, shrugging before unbuckling himself and climbing out of the car. Logan opened Patton's door, moving to help him unbuckle.

"I can do that myself! I was just distracted!" Patton whined, trying to push his hands away.

"Oh shush, let me help you." Logan instructed, finishing the job before Patton could say no. Roman was out of the car by the time Patton shut the door behind him.

"You two go pick out a table for us to eat at," Logan instructed to Virgil and Patton, looking to Roman, "You help me get the stuff out of the car."

They did as they were told, splitting up. "Why are you being so quiet, Roman?" Logan questioned as he opened the trunk of the car. Logan felt a little bad for immediately threatening timeout the moment Roman started whining about something in the car, but he knew he probably wasn't actually gonna punish the boy no matter what.

"I feel like a kid and I don't wanna embarrass myself," he admitted, biting at his lip.

"You shouldn't repress your headspace if it's avoidable. I don't see anyone here, do you?" Logan asked,pulling the picnic basket out of the car and handing it to him. Roman shook his head.

"Just us."

"Which means..." Logan trailed off, looking at him. Roman tilted his head.

"You can regress if you want. There just so happens to be a playground right here for you to play in...." Logan gave him a look, and Roman smiled. "I'll even push you on the swings, if you'd like. And if you don't feel comfortable regressing in public, even when no one is around, I respect and understand that. We can always eat and play some question games if you'd rather do that."

"If it's okay, playing on the playground sounds kinda fun." Roman looked at Logan hopefully as he pulled a small cooler from the car.

"Of course it's okay, darling. Now, let's go take these to the picnic table, hmm?"

Logan had gone back to grab the super-secret bag on little gear, closing the trunk of the car after he was done. While we was doing that, the others dug into the food.

"So, I have a second surprise for all of you." Logan announced as he sat back down.

"You're just spoiling us today, aren't you?"Virgil chuckled, popping a blueberry in his mouth.

"You guys deserve it. You two work shifts at the mall on weekdays, and Patton is constantly filming and working to improve his channel. You guys work a lot, and I decided to give you guys some rewards for working so hard, that's all."

The three of them waited for him to begin. "Now,before I start, I wanna say that basically all this stuff is meant for when you're little."

Roman seemed even more excited to see said items now, taking a bite from a strawberry as he waited for Logan to keep going. "Roman, we will start with you, buddy. Okay?" He started pulling things out of the bag, and Roman nodded.

"Here's a few sticker sheets. Some of them are disney princesses, and just disney-themed in general. Others are hearts, and cute stuff like that." Roman seemed content, going through the different sheets.

"Virgil, you got mostly Halloween themed stickers. Bats, pumpkins, stuff like that." He hand ed Virgil the stack of sticker sheets.

"Thank you. You didn't have to get me anything, though." He commented.

"It'd be a bit unfair if I only got Roman and Patton stuff, though. Wouldn't it?" he raised his eyebrow, and Virgil shrugged.

"Yo! You got me a Nightmare Before Christmas pack!" He was immediately distracted and occupied while Logan got Patton's stickers out.

"Yours is mostly pastel-colors. Hearts, and other cutesy things you like," Logan knew for a fact that pushing Patton into little space was one of the easiest things ever. He was pretty sure that by the time he got through the gifts, Patton would surely be referring to him as "Daddy" and asking him to play on the playground with him.

"Roman and Patton, you two got these." He gave them each those kiddy lipglosses, the ones that didn't do much but the containers were cute and kidish so littles tend to love them anyways. Virgil pouted a bit.

"Don't worry, baby. I got you something else I thought you'd like," Logan dug through the bag, pulling out some nail polishes. They were only a few, in shades of purple mostly. "We can combine those with the stuff we have at home, I figured we could have a nail-painting day. Doesn't that sound fun?"

Virgil nodded, setting them carefully back on the table. Logan continued to go through the bag,gifting them things. The stuff was small items that you could find easily in the toy section of any store, cheap items that he knew would appeal to each boy. He gave each of them bubbles, and boxes of crayons too.

"I didn't know how old you regressed to, so I got you a kid's water bottle and a sippy cup," He gave Roman two cups. Both of them were disney princess themed, and Roman immediately loved them.

"They're pink! Thank you Lo!" he cheered. He didn't quite know much about his regression yet either, so chances were,he'd try both and decide what he liked.

Logan gave Virgil a sippy cup with a skull on it, and Patton a carebears themed one. "One last thing for each of you, and then we are done with the gifts." All three of them waited in anticipation, already happy with what they got.

"Close your eyes and clear off a spot in front of you," he instructed. They did so, closing their eyes. A few seconds later, Logan spoke again. "Open!"

Patton immediately hugged the stuffed kitten in front of him. Roman looked at the little stuffed puppy in front of him, hugging it after a few seconds. It had dark brown fur, and it was the same size as Patton's black kitten. Virgil got a gray elephant stuffie, with really soft fur.

They all said their thank you's, hugging the stuffed animals. "None of them have names yet, we can come up with those later. Now, let's eat some food, and then we can go play."

At this point, they were all at least somewhat regressed, just on different levels. Logan put the majority of the stuff back in the bag, including the stuffed animals so that that didn't get dirty. The only thing he left out was the sippy cups.

He opened the cooler, taking Patton's cup and pouring apple juice into it. "Thank you, Daddy." he replied, swinging his legs under the table.

"Would you like me to put this in the sippy cup for you?" he spoke to Virgil softly, holding up a bottle of grape juice. "If you don't want to go into littlespace here, I understand that Vee."

"Wanna but m' scared," he mumbled, hugging himself because he didn't have the stuffed animal anymore.

"No one is here, it's just us. I won't force you, but if you're okay with it, I can take care of you?" he offered. Virgil sighed, biting his lip. He nodded, pushing the sippy cup across the table. Logan filled it up quickly, giving it back to him and looking to Roman.

Roman handed him the children's water bottle without another word, and Logan put orange juice in it. He knew Roman liked orange juice, he drank a glass almost every morning when he woke up at their house. He took the sippy cup and put it back in the back. All three of the boys were little, and they had a whole park to play on.

The rest of this day was gonna be really fun.

After the boys ate, the immediately wanted to go play on the playground. Logan had made them sandwiches, and let them each more of the fruit as they pleased. Once they all ate, he sent them to play while he packed up the food. They all drank up their sippy cups, so he threw them back in the bag, leaving the stuff neatly on the table.

Roman climbed every climbable contraption on the playground. The little rock wall, the metal dome, the rope webbed-bridge. He also liked the monkey bars. Patton went down the slides, and also talked to Virgil through the "telephones", giggling every two seconds.

Virgil stayed on the swings at first. "Baby boy, do you wanna go on the roundabout?" Logan asked as his swing slowed down. He pointed to the playground's simplified carousal, and Virgil hummed.

"Will you spin me on it?" he asked. Logan nodded. Virgil got off the swing, hesitantly moving offer to the spinny contraption. He climbed onto it.

"I'll spin you slow at first, okay?" Virgil nodded. Virgil was scared at first, but he realized that it was fun quickly. He didn't like being dizzy when he got off though.

"Daddy? Can I do the monkey bars?" Patton called out after going down a slide.

"Sure thing, go ahead." Logan nodded, helping Virgil off the roundabout. Patton went on the monkey bars, no problem. One thing about them not acutally being kids, is that there was no issue with them being to small physically to do things. They did look a bit big on the playground though.

They continued their games and shenanigans for a while before they got tired. They played hide and seek, tag, and they also went to the highest spot of the playground (that you could get to without climbing something that wasn't meant to be climbed.) It was the little tower that stood above everything else, with a yellow slide coming off of it.

Logan learned that Virgil gets nervous to do things a lot when little. He needs pushed to go down a slide, or even ask for help.

Roman likes to talk a lot, all about everything. He likes doing the "adventurous" things, while still finding a way to keep it kidish. Logan knew they weren't completely regressed because they were in a public space, but he did get to learn a bit about two littles he hoped he'd be allowed to call his own soon.

"You can go down the slides a few more times while I put the stuff in the car, okay babies?" he asked. Roman pouted a bit about leaving, but they all agreed. Logan smiled to himself a bit as he closed the trunk, happy with the outcome of today. They all had tons of fun.

He helped all three of them get buckled into the car. Virgil sat in the front seat this time.

They all seemed to slowly come out of their headspace as they drove home. "You evil genius, you planned a secret playdate, basically!" Roman huffed, figuring it out within a few moments of managing to pull himself out of his headspace.

"I wanted to give you guys the chance to regress around me for the first time in a fun, childish setting. I gave you all the option of not regressing if you didn't feel comfortable, but I'm glad you guys did, it was fun." Logan smiled.

"I've regressed around you before though," Virgil said.

"But that was when Patton was big, and he kinda took over. Today was the chance for me to learn more about Little Virgil, and Little Roman. And how you guys do when it comes to interacting with Little Patton." Logan explained.

"Today was fun, Logan. Thank you," Roman spoke from his place behind Virgil.

The other two thanked him as well, "You're welcome. We can go back to that park soon, okay?"

"yay! I can climb the metal dome again!" Roman cheered. Virgil rubbed at his eyes, yawning.

"Are you sleepy? You guys did play a lot." Virgil nodded a bit to Logan's statement.

"How does a movie night sound? You can take a nap, and do whatever you'd like while I make dinner, and then we can watch movies until we get tired again." Patton offered.

Once agreeing to this plan, their plan for the night was set. That day was an amazing one they'd all remember. The time Logan tricked them into turning what they thought was a date, into a littlespace playdate.

Logan did all that just to learn more about Roman and Virgil, and they appreciated it so much.

They could almost say they loved him for it.

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thesunshinebunny · 4 years

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Idk if your taking requests right nowww buuut can you do Erik and Damian fighting over s/o? Ahhh sorry if I’m weird nahsjshjd I love ur writing btw❤️💕💖

Oh boy…ohhhhhhh boooy!!! The house is on FIRE

Thank u so much for your sweet comment ❤️❤️❤️❤️

PD: I maaaaaaaaaaaaayyy have used as reference The Prince vs The Brute episode (maybe, it’s a big maybe)

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The day started like any other, a normal day. The sun rising at the horizon, one or two birds singing, the wind hitting lightly on the window and the heat of spring entering through the pores of the skin. Except that, in a normal life, you don't have five incubi sleeping under your same roof, waiting like any mortal for the first rays of the sun to start a productive day. Nor on a normal day is the slight knock on the door, knowing that one of the incubros awaits your response on the other side of it.

But these were normal days for you.

With a hoarse voice you allowed to enter the incubus who was waiting patiently, ignoring the reason for his morning awakening.

"I'm sorry it's too early, I couldn't go back to sleep and ... well, I made you breakfast"

Ahh, Damien, as thoughtful as ever. Even in your sleepy state you could feel the sweetness in his voice and how his feet moved on the carpet, avoiding making any noise that could bother you.

"This is the best way to wake up, thanks Damien." You felt the sheets sink to the empty side of the bed. Damien put the tray on the nightstand and waited for you to straighten up and be able to calmly open your eyes.

It took a few seconds, but when you were finally able to take your eyes off, your sight was rewarded with the warm orange-haired smile. But when your nose unconsciously smelled the aroma of toast with Nutella, your stomach growled with hunger. What a shame.

"Pff- hahaha, I'm glad to hear that you're hungry. I did a lot of things to tell the truth ”

He was right. On the tray you could see the pair of toasts, a cup of freshly made black coffee, a glass with orange juice, a bowl with small slices of fruits and some mini waffles in the shape of a bear.

"How adorable Damien, thank you very much."

"Sorry to disturb you, Your Highness, but ... oh, I see you've already been awakened." Erik was standing under the doorway, holding a huge bouquet of red roses. His gaze however didn’t find yours but his younger brother.

"Good morning Erik, the flowers look beautiful"

"Ah yes! These flowers are fresh from the gazebo, I hope they’re for your delight, your Highness ”

He put the bouquet down on my nightstand and gave you a nice smile before heading back to the door. "I was going to say that breakfast was going to be ready in a few minutes, but apparently my brother went ahead"

And with that he closed the door, leaving you and Damien alone in the room again.

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During the noon and afternoon, having the mansion almost empty, you devoted yourself to review notes and books that were left in virtual classes. But still spending boring hours just reading, you also had the time to teach Damien. For weeks you was teaching him to read and write and now he can write the whole alphabet and read kids short stories. Sometimes you can see the frustrated face when he try to read your books and don't succeed.

And that's where you come to the rescue! (baby steps Damien, baby steps)

“The audi… audio-visual montage is a process of uniting… uniting…”

"Uniting pieces of film to create sequences, ending in a final tape"

You appeared discreetly in the library doorframe. Damien was trying again to read a book from one of your subjects and from what you could hear, he had improved, but he had problems him a few words.

"You know the whole book backwards?" Damien scoffed slightly, setting the book down on the small coffee table.

"More or less, I mean, they are going to take an exam soon, it’s better to learn it as soon as possible"

You sat next to him on the sofa, leaving some children's stories on the table. A friend of your parents, who had become a father few years ago, lent them to you for a certain time.

"Thank you for helping me, but you shouldn't waste your time on me." He put his hand over yours and gave you a slight yet sad smile.

"No problem Damien, I like to help you and spend time with you" His eyes began to shine, but not because he’s about to cry, on the contrary, you could see a slight happiness in them. Which disappeared when a melody began to sound from the living room.

Someone was playing the piano.

The tune was slow and smooth, I would say even romantic. You and Damien went down the stairs to the source of the sound. In the living room, sitting at the piano, was Erik with a small glass pot with a red rose on it.

"Good afternoon, Your Highness, Damien. I'm sorry for the sound, but it had been days since I played a little ballad and seeing this little rose when I returned from work gave me the necessary energy ”

His slow voice accompanied the notes of the melody, as if he’s singing. As you went down the big stairs, Damien stayed behind you, watching as his older brother used his boring compliments. Perhaps the evening sunrays made the scene more romantic than Damien wanted to accept.

He watched how your gaze was lost between Erik's skillful fingers on the piano and how his gaze was lost on your innocent and happy smile. Damien's eyes flashed with determination; determination of not to let his brother win your heart.

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"WHAT ARE YOU DOING?!!!"

"I'm trying to make us dinner, I don't know what you are trying to do"

A great uproar could be heard coming from the kitchen. Damien and Erik were apparently trying to cook in unison, but they couldn't get along with each other, much less make a decently cooked meal.

"Erik, it should be impossible to say this, but you are burning the water."

"And you Damien, dear little brother, you don't know how to clean a fish bone"

"Do you think you can do better?!"

"What The Hell Is Going On Here?!?!" James stormed into the kitchen to find his two younger brothers barely making a pitched battle in it. Pots scattered on the countertops, small puddles of water and bits of scales on the floor. You didn't have to have the ability to read minds to know that James wasn’t just fucking them up and down, but that he was counting from 0 to 1000 in milliseconds so as not to kill them right now.

“Both of you. OUT. NOW ” Both brothers left the sight of James with their heads down and when they were about to cross the threshold the brunette spoke again “If you have something to fix or just want to have a real fight, go outside to the gazeboo”

When they went out to the dining room they could hear their brother talking on the phone, apparently ordering Chinese food since the food had been spoiled.

"If you end up destroying the plants I will kill you"

A minute later, loud screams could be heard from outside the mansion.

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"What's going on outside? Who is fighting?” You ran downstars to the dining room trying to understand the situation. You had heard a few small screams a few minutes ago, but didn’t understood a word, not even the context.

"Miss / Mister, you better stay out of this..."

"James? What do you mean?" The incubus was standing in front of the front door holding two bags, apparently of Chinese food. Weird coming from James, who was always willing to cook.

“Well… let's say… Erik and Damien have some business to settle. I don't think it's a good idea that you get involved. ”

You understood very well the fighting between brothers, it was something that an outsider to that bond couldn’t fully involve. You’re about to help James bring the food to the table when the screaming from outside increased.

"YOU THINK YOU’RE BETTER THAN ME JUST BECAUSE YOU KNOW HOW TO SEDUCE ?!"

"WITH OR WITHOUT MY GIFTS OF SEDUCTION I WILL MAKE THEM FALL IN LOVE WITH ME"

What? What they were fighting about? Or… maybe… for WHO were they fighting?

"I LOVE THEM. I LOVE (Y/N) AS I NEVER LOVED BEFORE”

Oh no. They were fighting over you.

That’s not good.

"I LOVE THEM TOO, AND I WILL NOT LET YOU TAKE THEIR HEART WITHOUT FIGHTING"

You bolted out the door of the gazebo and opened it wide. Even before opening it, you could feel a slight charge of their powers, they were about to transform into their original form and it was better to stop this.

"You better stop that RIGHT NOW"

Both brothers were frozen in their places. Damien's skin tattoos peeked over the collar of his shirt and Erik's eyes shone with that golden color characteristic of his race. They stared at you for a long time, so long it made it uncomfortable. You were about to speak again when Erik cut you off.

“You heard our fight, we have nothing to hide" His eyes returned to normal and he gave Damien and you a sad look.

"I don't want to continue fighting anymore" Damien instead tried to avoid your gaze, like a sad and wet dog, but something in the environment prevented him from avoiding it for a long time.

"Me neither" Erik looked you straight in the eyes while giving off an intense aura "The decision is yours, your Highness"

"Erik! You can't ask them like that out of nowhere”

"It’s not our place to decide who is best for them. It’s their heart”

"In that ... you're right" Damien walked to position himself in front of you "The decision is yours"

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jelanisaeed · 3 years

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Round 5: VS Turtwig- Legends Part 5

Hello everyone! Sooo, I had a whole plan for Jasper's chapters and then I scraped them lol Cause I'm chaotic like that lol. So, I made some edits to the ending of Chapter 4 which changed how this chapter begins. Basically, I removed the argument and ended it with a more diplomatic ending. The reason is that in light of everything going on in the world, I didn't want to have my male leads experiencing conflict with male leads right off the bat when I know my female lead won't experience the same. So, I decided to make all three have unique experiences core to their development and character.

There's a lot of pain in the world so I want to alleviate that. However, I feel it necessary to make this known moving forward. This author is a black queer man who supports Black Lives Matter. So a lot of my stories will have emotions and plot-lines geared towards the black experience (modified of course since this doesn't take place in our world). I feel like it's necessary to make that clear moving forward.

And before we move onto lighter things, I also wanna say Rest in Power Chadwick Boseman. You were loved and still are for your amazing contributions to the lives of black peoples and for being an icon that young black actors can strive for.

Nowww, on a lighter note. The song of choice for this chapter was all over the place lol. But I eventually settled on My Sanity by Thrii. They're amazing and that song is so beautiful.

Without further ado, I hope you enjoy the story!

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Pokémon Adventures: Turquoise, Jasper, & Ammolite

Round 5: VS Turtwig – Legends Part 5

Location: Veilstone City Date: August 4th , 3000 Time: 3:00pm

"Ight," Jasper finally said with a smooth grin. "I'll take your word for it."

Today hadn't gone as Jasper expected. Not surprised there. His days never followed a set plan. Something always came up and disrupted the course. Rocking the boat until he tumbled into the waters and swam for safety. Other times, however, he was surprised with a gift.

Much like today, he chuckled.

Jasper accepted the package from the cute guy. Had to be from Oreburgh with his purple miner hat over his short coils. Dressed the part, though the orange belt was a nice touch. Way better those gaudy belts the miners wore around Veilstone.

The package matched Jasper's aesthetic. Star-themed with his name written almost like constellations. Whoever this was from had great taste. Maybe Jasper could borrow some stationary from them? Regardless, he tore open the package and found three gifts—a timer ball, a letter, and some gadget.

"A pokémon?" Jasper snatched the ball and examined the transparent top. A turtle of some kind slept inside.

Mommy nudged him and flashed another encouraging smile. "Go on," she urged with cacturne mimicking her every move. "Let's see 'em?"

Everyone watched him, awaiting his next move. Even Kito stopped eating for this! Though the little looked fed up with all the waiting. Tapping his feet with arms folded across his tiny chest. Jasper chuckled. If Kito was ready for it then there was no reason why he shouldn't be.

"Ight—c'mon out, buddy!"

In a burst of light and smoke, the pokémon appeared. Much greener than he thought with a twig on its head. Still cute though. Even though it yawned nice and wide without care.

"A turtwig?" Mommy frowned.

Turtwig? Now that was name Jasper remembered. He learned about them in history class. Super rare pokémon that Pokémon Professors researched in Sinnoh. One of the Pokédex Holders had them too if he remembered right. Diamond, was it? Yeah, Diamond of that comedy duo.

But why me? Something soft nudged against his legs. Jasper looked down and smiled. Looks like Turtwig finally noticed him. Little guy smiled at him with those droopy yellow eyes of his.

"Professor Kapok gave you a turtwig, huh?" Baryte mused with furrowed brows. "Weird. What else is in there."

Guess this Professor Kapok didn't give out pokémon often. Much less to strangers. Jasper didn't have any teachers who matched the name. Although, there was this cool guest speaker who always asked him questions. Said something about having the eyes of a pyroar—whatever that meant. Jasper never paid it much mind.

"He gave me this weird-looking gadget," a handheld painted light yellow with purple stars, "and this letter."

A letter addressed to him in perfect script. Jasper snorted. Academics sure loved their cursive writing. Nonetheless, he opened the envelope and took the letter inside. Written in cursive as well, but on more star-themed stationary.

"Greetings, Jasper." Arceus, even the writing sounded intellectual. "I hope you remember me. Spoke at your school while you were just a litleo. Yet your eyes burned with the passion of pyroar. Such ferocity in your moments—I knew you'd be a force in the future."

So, it was them. Jasper assumed they were just another scientist. One of Daddy's colleagues perhaps? He met some of them in the past. Whenever he brought Daddy dinner during overtime hours. His coworkers always gushed about Jasper. Even teased Daddy about having the coolest son ever.

Their words…well, maybe he paraphrased a bit.

But this Professor Kapok came to his school. Taught the best lecture on dark type pokémon he ever sat through. Left without a trace, only to give him a gift years later. Jasper didn't believe much in faith, but this lined up too well not to be!

The letter soaked Jasper's mind with flowery metaphors. A few questionable ones, sure—The hell does "a blazing star in the void" mean? But he pushed through. Poetry was never his strong suit. Though Baryte took to it with ease and explained that stuff for him.

Smart guy, Jasper decided. Though, no surprise there. Baryte gave off the vibes.

He finished the letter shortly after. Only noticed then his trembling hands. The teardrops pelting the paper. And the soft arms hugging him from behind. The sensations struck at once. His heart led the sensation, pounding in beat to his sobs.

Little turtwig even hopped into his arms. Little turtwig—a pokémon he just met—came to comfort him with soft nuzzles to his chest. Jasper accepted each brush and hugged the little guy closer to his chest.

Professor Kapok gave him a gift to treasure. Not just in this new pokémon. But the opportunity of the lifetime inscribed in his words.

"I never enjoyed seeing the lights of stars dimming away," the letter had said. "So, for you, I'll send a private nurse for your mother. So, you may take your journey uninhibited and breathe life into the star burning within you."

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Jasper emerged from the bathroom refreshed. A grin slapped across his face as he hung a dry towel around his neck. Perfect for catching the water dripping from his shrunken afro. Had to love washdays. Never failed to leave him as stress-free as the towel slung around his waist. Almost made the cold shower worth it.

Almost. Jasper stilled loathed them with a burning passion.

I guess they good for something, Jasper shrugged and walked back to his room. They eased away the sores from his morning workouts. Plus, he felt less tension in his soul.

Still hate 'em though. The disdain, however, didn't last long. Once he slipped into his room, he found the cutest surprise. His new turtwig stood at the door with a fish-eating grin.

Now this made the shower worth it. "You waited for me, Kobe?" The little guy nodded. Even licked his wet legs. Jasper laughed. Such a sweet little guy—unlike Kito who lazed around on his bed.

I gotta thank Professor Kapok when I see him. Maybe buy them a gift. Though, Jasper didn't know where to start! Science wasn't his forte; maybe Baryte had some suggestions? He seemed the type.

Regardless, Jasper had more important business to attend to. Like getting dressed. And he wasted no time throwing on his clothes. Truth be told, he had this outfit picked out for years! Well, sort of —a few changes as his style evolved.

Ge unzipped his stunky track top, showing off his favorite starry night tank top. Paired well with his royal blue track shorts and silver compression tights. Finished off by slipping into a pair of purple and black sneakers.

"How do I look?" Jasper struck a pose. If he had the mass, he would look like all those famous bodybuilders! Especially the ones down in Orre. Now they were massive!

Kito only nodded, bored with it all. Figures—never gave Jasper any credit! So what if he saw it a million times? Kito needed to learn from Kobe. Now he had the perfect amount of enthusiasm as he jumped around and cheered. Jasper grinned. Finally, someone appreciated his swag.

Half of being a trainer was looking the part, right? The half came from being prepared. Jasper already packed up his murkrow travel duffle with the necessities. Now, where did he put his belt?

Ah ha! There it was, hanging off his desk. He strapped it on and clipped his dusk balls in place. Now, he was ready for anything Sinnoh threw at him!

"Jasper?" Mommy stood in the doorframe with cacturne beside her. Her eyes glossy as tears streaked down her face. "You look so handsome."

Jasper blushed and rubbed the back of his head. Maybe it was too early for handsome. He still had to pick out his hair. Couldn't go out with a shrunken 'fro! Especially if Mommy wanted pictures like always. No way he'd embarrass himself again!

"I want you to know this before you leave," Mommy started. "Something I'm sure you know, but reassurance never hurt."

Mommy walked to him. Slowly as if every step burned away at her energy. In some ways, it did. Jasper knew it did. Not just from the illness, but her pride. Back in her day, Mommy rose to the ranks of the Elite Four and mastered Dark-type pokémon. Even conducted extensive research on them. It was, honestly, how she met Daddy. And the two fell in love instantly. Or so they say. Grownups loved telling love stories.

She reached him drenched in sweat. Her breathing labored as cacturne scolded her. Thank Arceus for that guy. Mommy's partner and caretaker. He knew her better than most and never took his eyes off her. It set his heart at ease to know she had him while Jasper left.

"Your father and I are proud of you. Regardless of what path you take. And we'll support and cheer you on through hardships. So, please, don't forget to call home."

Smirking, Jasper hugged her tight. "You don't hafta worry, Mommy." After all these years, his dreams felt closer than ever. "I'll call home and I'll come back. Just you wait."

Time to follow the stars like Professor Kapok said…or whatever that letter meant.

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"So, you're ready now?" Baryte asked with a smirk.

Jasper rolled his eyes. Wasn't his fought! Mommy refused to stop taking photos. Only Arceus knew what she planned to do with them. Especially the ones with his shrunken afro! She loved showing those off to company. Parents loved embarrassing their kids, Jasper figured. Must be some form of payback from their parents or whatever. Not that he cared.

Okay, maybe he did. If only to stop her from showing those photos to his coach again.

Mommy played a cruel game, but Jasper rose above it. Besides, he had bigger issues to solve. "Yeah, just gotta swing by Lake Valor." He stated, slinging his duffle over his shoulder. "I left Kula there in the morning."

Baryte accepted that and followed him there.

Truth be told, Kula enjoyed Lake Valor more than his room. Not that he blamed her. Jasper always got up early to relax by the lake. Sometimes he spent the morning bathing in the solar rays as his pokémon played. It was easy for him. Under the soft embrace of the lake, he felt at ease. Energized with peaceful energy as the tension eased from every fiber of his being.

On the way there, Jasper boasted about the lake. Encouraged Baryte to take a swim there sometimes but backed off when the miner admitted he couldn't swim. Fit his aesthetic— swimming rock-lover? Jasper laughed.

They arrived at the lakefront easily enough. Jasper knew the route well and took all the best shortcuts. Encountered a few pokémon along the way, of course. And a few trainers who loved losing to him. What could he say? When it came to battling, Jasper held his own.

And so did Baryte. His cranidos rammed through the competition with an impish grin. Had to love it.

When they arrived, however, Jasper felt a shift in the atmosphere. Spirited pokémon lived in Lake Valor and infected the air with bursts of energy. On a good day, he heard the roars of a gyarados breaching free of the crystal blue water and blew a powerful spray to rain over the land. Much like this morning.

Yet the lake was silent. And icky energy crawled through the air and stung at his bare skin.

"This is Lake Valor?" Baryte frowned beside him with a strange look behind those glasses. "It's…somber—not like you described."

Somber…an aura that didn't blame in this lake. Over the years, Jasper only experiences roaring energy blazing through the souls of pokémon and trainers alike. Not this cold hand that strangled his inner flame.

"This is wrong." Jasper walked inside and scowled. That icky energy bit at him, whispering strange warnings in his ears. Warnings that didn't match the usual voices he heard. "Something happened here?"

A thin fog fluttered around them. Chilling as the voices grew louder and that hand tightened its grip. Beside him, Baryte shivered. Couldn't blame the guy. The lake shouldn't feel like this. Unless someone trespassed and disrupted the natural habitat. Jasper frowned. Anyone who disturbed the lake had to deal with him as a Child—

"Gah!" Baryte stumbled into him and pointed a shaky finger and at a downed body up ahead. A dark, bird-shaped…wait a minute!

"Kula!" Jasper scrambled to his murkrow and scooped her into his arms. Something attacked her! An electric-type no doubt; she had electricity dancing through her feathers.

"Jasper?" Baryte whispered, tense and with a hand at his belt. "Look ahead."

Deep in the fog, a ball of light floated. Dancing almost like a bizarre apparition as it came closer. The air thickened and Jasper swore he smelled ozone. Regardless, that icky energy gnawed at him the closer the light came. The voices now a chorus of screaming children submerged underwater. That light had a strange aura to it…much like the lake.

"The trespasser…" Eyes wide, Jasper screamed for Baryte to move. The two went separate ways as a lance of golden electricity shot through the fog and struck down a towering tree! Their attacker emerged from the fog with a ditzy look to it. But the aura it radiated sent the voices in a frenzy, Finally, Jasper understood why.

"A Shadow Pokémon."

For the first time in years, shadow pokémon returned to the lake.

…

Anddd that's the Chapter! Jasper is really fun to play with. Especially cause he has an endless pit of energy that really just writes itself. I adore him lol And Baryte kind of acts like a good balance for him. But that'll come up more later. They're good for each other. In a friendship way lol I haven't given thought to who Jasper is paired with now, but we'll see! Who knows, Jasper and Baryte might be the end result lol.

But anyways, feel free to review or pm with what you think of the chapter!

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Binan Koukou Chikyuu Bouei-bu LOVE! Novel II - Summary of Chapters 4-6

Earlier chapters (bar my quick ch3) have been translated in full by @vashtijoy!

Please excuse my incredibly boring summary skills, but here’s a casual rundown of what happens; for more detail, ask me for a full translation. My thoughts are kinda scattered in the text but I think it’s pretty easy to tell what’s textual and what’s me lol

Content warnings apply as usual with this novel for suicidal thoughts/behaviour and unhappy home situations, and also for some potentially slightly shippy comments on my part.

Chapter 4: Play-Family Time

This chapter starts the morning after Chapter 3. Yumoto wakes first out of the main five, though technically Gora was awake even earlier (he’s out chopping wood). Yumoto wakes Ash up and gushes over how fun the sleepover was.

Ash: Yeah......It was alright. But I’m a bit tired.

Even as he said that, though, he was smiling. Of course, Yumoto calls him out on it and tickles his tummy as if cuddling Wombat. The rest of the club wake to Ash’s ‘angelic laughter’ okok. Yumoto teases Ash for his bedhead since it makes him look like a chicken; Ash tells Yumoto he looks like a cream puff. Yumoto takes it as a compliment :P

The rest of the club look on. Ryuu seems a bit sour about it.

Io: What is it, Ryuu? If Ash is happy, isn’t that the most important thing?

YOU TELL HIM, IO.

Ryuu: Io, were you the type to say that sort of stuff?

Woahhhh he totally was. But anyway, Io asks what problem Ryuu could have with Ash being happy. Ryuu throws a pillow at Ash and Yumoto in frustration and Ash gets sad, so Ryuu smushes the pillow in his face to comfort him. Io tells him he’s a kid; Ryuu asks Io to join in.

En-chan is still asleep. Io comments on how poor his sleeping posture is -- his head is covered under the sheets. Atsushi says they have to wake him or they’ll be late to the zoo (oh, back to the plot now).

Yumoto’s hugging a pillow (cute). Atsushi calls out to En even though he knows En won’t wake just from that. He starts to shake him too but it doesn’t work, so Ryuu gets Ash to go under the covers and tickle him, which works well.

Yumoto is confused about the zoo thing; Atsushi realises they’d forgotten to tell him what they’d decided on. Cue short spiel on how Gora used to take Yumoto to the zoo. Ash is all tsun about wanting to go to the zoo, but Yumoto tickles that out of him and is like ‘alright, let’s go then!’ It’s like he’s the one who’d thought of the idea :P So the rest of the guys gang up on him to refute that and poor Yumoto is a little sad. The rest of the club is actually just jealous that Yumoto got to have fun with Ash they’re so petty omg.

THEIR THOUGHTS:

En: How strange; it’s not like me to get jealous...... Atsushi: I thought En-chan might be, but the same goes for me. Am I jealous of Yumoto? Ryuu: Huh? I’m a bit sulky? Io: Yumoto just wants to go to the zoo himself, but /we/ decided to go to the zoo as a result of searching Ash’s memories.....(far out Io, a couple of issues there)

Yumoto doesn’t even know a thing. He talks about how he gets touched seeing the animal parents lick their kids --- BAM TRIGGER WORD --- but it’s too late when everyone realises and Ash is like ‘huuh so that’s what zoos are like’. The seniors are all like ugh Yumoto stop in their thoughts :( BUT! Ash defies their expectations and smiles happily. Io considers buying the zoo for Ash.

Yumoto: Right? Zoos are fun. I was always watching the house alone, but when I saw the animal families it reminded me how nice families are.

Wombat understands that Yumoto instinctively wanted to convey to Ash how wonderful families are.

The seniors get jealous again (seriously guys, stop) but they kind of realise they’re all jealous and Ryuu goes for the denial. En-chan sees right through him lol. Enter Gora with a mountain of onigiri~ aaaand end of section.

***

They’d heard the zoo was small, but it’d be more appropriate to say it had been forgotten by the townsfolk. There were no lions or elephants or giraffes in this zoo! You had to pay to feed the animals and the entrance fee wasn’t cheap. And even though there was a farm-like place there, you couldn’t eat delicious soft serves or drink fresh cows’ milk, and you couldn’t ride around a track on a pony. There was a monkey mountain and you could pet the rabbits and walk with the goats, but it was pretty sparse. AKA rather than a zoo it was more like a petting zoo in the corner of a park. That panda on the homepage was a pretty big dream. However! <-- quote novel haha

According to Yumoto, up until the that month the zoo had only had a couple of animals, but they’d gotten something new in. There are capybaras! Io explains what they are; Yumoto praises him for being knowledgeable; Zaou doubts that Io bought stocks in the zoo because he liked animals. Bingo --- Io had no interest in the zoo itself but he’d heard capybaras were becoming more popular worldwide. The stocks were cheap when he bought them, too.

En: Amazing, Io. Did he sense the smell of money coming from the capybaras? Atsushi: ......Can you really make money off capybaras?

Yumoto tries to explain what capybaras are to Ash but En and Atsushi keep teasing him for his rough explanation. He gets a bit sad :( Io takes over the explanation (he’d looked it up the previous night! :P). Apparently the capybara goods (and those alone) were flying off the shelves. I could summarise what’s said about capybaras, or you could read the wiki. Just saying :P The important thing is that they like baths and are easy to get along with --- they have strong family bonds and easily get used to humans. Ash respects Io’s intelligence. Oh dear, now everyone’s getting jealous again >.>

En: ......He’s just repeating what he found word-for-word. *sigh*...... Ryuu: He only sees capybaras as a source of income. Even I could say that much with access to a search engine.

Meanwhile, Atsushi had been looking stuff up on his mobile (see, put those words into action lol). He offers a tidbit about there being a type of capybara called a carpincho.

Ash: Ahaha, what a funny name~

to which everyone else (including Yumoto) gets jealous and is like ‘ughh what useless info I can’t believe Ash was into that’. Io’s frustrated because he thought it wasn’t necessary, and yet...! Yumoto is unsure what he is feeling (it’s jealousy).

Ryuu: Damn it! I won’t lose, Kinugawa-senpai! En: It’s been a while since I’ve seen Atsushi’s smug face. Io: This isn’t like you, Kinugawa-senpai. Fine; I’ll take on this challenge.

Yumoto wonders why they’re all glaring at each other. Wombat tries to make a speech about how it’s immature to quibble over whose love is greater, but nobody listens to him. Io makes a jab at Ryuu usually only being interested in girls; Ryuu ofc says Io is usually only interested in money. En-chan agrees :P And then Atsushi joins in and asks what’s going on with En since he’s usually not interested in anything. Atsushi takes the lead again!

Thus began the defence club’s heated “Ash Contest”.

***

Location: Capybara Kingdom (a bit of an exaggeration :P). Wombat is troubled, but he figures this is their way of expressing their love for Ash. Yumoto has no idea what’s going on. As long as Ash is happy, he’s happy!

They’ve decided to take it in turns starting from Yumoto to have play dates with Ash. The order was decided by rock-paper-scissors and goes Yumoto --> Ryuu --> Io --> En --> Atsushi. Wombat is still worried about it since ‘it’s the first time he’s seen them like this’.

En notes that Atsushi seems pretty composed. Atsushi refutes the idea, but En still feels it.

Wombat: What can I do, merely sitting on the bench like this? There has to be something. I’m meant to be a specialist on love. Umm, something I can do for young Ash......

***

Yumoto gets excited seeing the capybaras but they ignore him. Ash is a bit bleh because there were supposed to be capybara families there but he only sees one kid. Apparently there’s a mother, father and three children. Ash is worried because the capybara seems cold. There’s no water in the bath! And where's the rest of the family! The zoo attendant has to come and explain that it was raining the previous day, and also that they just argue when they’re out together AHAHA. Wombat forgets he’s supposed to be a soft toy and is all like ‘oh noooo Ash will never know what familial love is like nowww’. Io starts on an impassioned rant about how he needs to reform the exhibit. blah blah how scandalous even animals fight poor ash

Ryuu tries to switch in. They’re all like ‘kids aren’t girls you know’. Io tells him that Ash doesn’t want LOVE as in the love girls want with Ryuu, but rather the warmth of familiar love. Ryuu says he knows, but that Ash needs more than that; just watch.

He tries to explain to Ash that the capybara’s being a lone wolf. Ash doesn’t get it. Everyone is all boo what’s with that explanation BUT in the end Ash is pretty happy to accept that being alone can be cool too. Yumoto suddenly starts talking about how they’ll be Ash’s family, because if Ash can’t get love from the capybaras, he’ll have to get love from the defence club. The plan changes to seeing who can be the best dad for Ash.

WOAH SHIP ALERT.

En and Atsushi lock eyes and begin to hash out a plan together.

En: Atsushi, according to Wom-san’s plan, everyone’s going to be a fatherly, but it’s not ideal to have fathers only, right? Isn’t it a bit much? Atsushi: That might be. En: So it might be good for us to change up the positions. Atsushi: Yeah. I was thinking the same thing myself. En: We’ll figure it out, but it might be good for someone to be a bit motherly. Atsushi: I see. It’s not like we can go with an older sister type. En: Nope. Atsushi: A motherly character, huh. I might be able to do that?

AND

Atsushi: Your personality isn’t quite motherly......yeah, no way. You completely miss the morning on Sundays; you just evoke the feeling of someone told things like Papa, all you do is sleep; you’re such an old man.

That’s why Atsushi feels he has no choice but to take over the mothering role by process of elimination, but he still doesn’t think it’s possible for him. Maybe it is better for everyone to be dads after all? He’ll just be a dad with some motherly traits. En asks whether they want to cooperate as a dad and a motherly dad.

Atsushi: That’s fine, but......En-chan, will you be able to be a good papa? En: It’ll be better than me trying to be a good mama, right?

As Atsushi’s explaining some stuff to Ash, En thinks about how Atsushi is totally a good mother.

Cue exposition about how Ash is so lovely and cute and wonderful etcetcetc ok next section SORRY I’M JUST VERY DONE WITH ALL THE REPETITION

***

The activity starts with Ryuu offering to carry Ash on his shoulders. En thinks that Ryuu’s short, so he won’t be as good as it as En would be. Atsushi is worried about how he can be both a father and a mother to Ash.

Io: Hmm......straight to skinship, huh. That’s so like Ryuu.

OKAY IO. He then respects how the simple act of carrying kids on one’s shoulders can resonate with them more than anything. After all, Ash’s entry to the zoo was free (thanks to Io) and that didn’t bring a smile to his face.

After ten minutes, Ryuu gets tired. Io time!

It’s a bit cloudy, so Io suggests sitting down and getting something warm (like lemonade???? Io????) to drink. Ryuu’s pretty shocked by his behaviour and wonders whether Io’s actually used to this sort of thing. Wombat tells him it’s the power of love :P

Meanwhile, En-chan is totally amused. The rest spot they’re going to is reserved for shareholders. Io’s using the power of money even with a child as his partner.

Io tries to leave Ash while he goes to buy drinks, but Ash wants to go with him. That reminds Io of how he needs to focus on the important things because the crux of it is that Ash wants love. They end up buying lemonade and coffee.

So apparently it’s about to be Summer, but it’s still cold. The rest of the club has to wait for thirty minutes out in the cold. As En reaches his limit, Io and Ash finally emerge from the break area, looking very warm and toasty. They bring hot lemonade for everyone; Yumoto drinks it and pulls faces at the sourness; Ash laughs at him.

En and Atsushi get fired up over it. They ask what Ash wants to do and it turns out he wants to wash his hands since they’re sticky from the lemonade. En offers to give him a piggy back. Atsushi does his usual ‘wow how rare for you to be fired up’ thing, and En is surprised himself at how warm and fuzzy he feels carrying Ash.

After Ash washes his hands, he’s hungry. Time for lunch! Yumoto takes over, and En/Atsushi lament how all they got to do was take him to the bathroom ahahahahaha

They get to eat Gora’s handmade onigiri ahh. According to Yumoto, they look plain white, but they’re not. One of them has a pickled plum inside (like that winner’s coin in the cake tradition in England or something, I guess?).

En: Urk, I don’t like picked plum. Atsushi: You can’t say that, En-chan. Gora-san went to the trouble of waking up early to make it for us.

En backs off :P Atsushi holds out a wet tissue to Ash and asks him which rice ball he wants. En starts another little thought about how Atsushi’s far more a mother than a father.

Ryuu: Wet wipes?! Who has those, usually? And a high school boy, at that!

On top of that, the wipes are antibacterial! NICE, ATSUSHI.

Cue sob story about how Ash’s lunch was only ever sandwiches (he wonders if his mother even knows what pickled plums are) and now that she’s in America she doesn’t make lunch for him.

Most of the defence club aren’t happy that Ash has been reminded of his mother, but Yumoto’s pretty excited over the sandwiches. He manages to turn Ash’s mood around.

Apparently making sandwiches is more effort than making onigiri I’M LAUGHING Yumoto sums up the trip by saying that he’s glad they came to the zoo, even if the capybara exhibit was a disappointment. (Everyone: That last bit was unnecessary!)

En asks Ash how the onigiri is and Ash hurries to try one. He makes a face because it’s sour; everyone laughs (the biggest laughs of the day!).

Atsushi: That ‘Ash~ How’s the umeboshi onigiri?’ was so dad-like; nice. You asked it knowing he hadn’t eaten one yet. That’s really like you. En: Shush, you......

HAHA HI

They all start to ponder whether they’ll ever be able to solve Ash’s actual problem, since they can’t be with him together. They want to bring him home wearing that angelic smile of his.

Chapter 5: The Angel’s Little Fever

Ryuu suggests that Io do something about the capybaras, at least, with his money. Usually, Io would reject these suggestions, but this time he agrees, as it’s regretful Ash only got to see one. It’s rare for Io to express regret.

Apparently Ash’s mood has been going downhill since lunch. Atsushi asks him if he’s cold, but nope. Yumoto tickles his tummy, but to no avail. Ash just says ‘it’s nothing’...while clearly looking as if there is something please communicate, child. En asks Atsushi what he thinks is going on.

Yufuin had a habit of turning to Atsushi when he didn’t know something.

And then:

Zaou, too, soon turned to Naruko when he didn’t know something.

Unfortunately, nobody knows! Yay! They figure it must be because he’s thinking about his parents or something, so they decide to change locations. They try to think of places they liked visiting as kids.

En: I’ve always been the indoor type......I can only remember going from home to school and back again. Atsushi: For me......it might have been the school grounds......and then the library or the assembly hall. Ryuu: If you’re after date spots, I know plenty, but...

Sometimes Yumoto goes camping with Gora sometimes, so they decide to go hiking/camping on Mt. Binan. Atsushi’s like ‘haven’t we been there recently’ and En-chans remembers they used to go for excursions back in primary school. According to Io, there didn’t used to be much around, but recently they built a hot spring there to revitalise the town and there are a lot more buses that go straight there. He’d been wondering whether he should invest there, but apparently a lot of others were going to make it quite extravagant, so he held back; besides, the Kurotama Bath is enough for him. They decide to go, and return to the Kurotama Baths at night.

Ash is in a bit of a better mood after that.

***

The bus carries them right into the heart of the mountain, and then it’s a twenty minute walk from there to the top. Io complains about the company being halfhearted by not taking them all the way to the top. They can see a building at the top that really doesn’t suit the overall feel of Binan City --- it’s the hot spring. Nobody likes the look of it.

Ash seems to be getting tired. Yumoto offers to piggyback him, prompting more jealousy from Ryuu. Meanwhile, Io is still complaining about the bus route ahaha

ENTER THE STUDENT COUNCIL

A limousine passes by them. It looks familiar to the third years. The only people who’d have a car like that in this town...it’s Kin-chan’s family.

***

Inside the limousine, the student council are having a nice chat. Akoya things the people they just overtook seemed familiar. Kinshirou knows it’s the defense club because only they would walk around on the road in such a disorganised manner. Arima noticed the kid. Akoya hopes they’re not going to the spa, but Kinshirou reassures him that they have private rooms. He’d just like to avoid running into them in the public areas (especially since it’s a holiday).

Arima’s watching Kinshirou out of the corner of his eyes with a bit of a teasing smile.

Ibushi: Well, it’s not that bad if we go in with them.

But Kinshirou doesn’t answer.

***

Yup, even as they get closer, the spa still looks just as gaudy to En-chan. Zaou reckons it’s like a high-class love hotel; Io retorts that he doesn’t know what they’re like.

Atsushi is optimistic, saying that they don’t usually come to these sorts of places. Yumoto, of course, is super excited. It’s like a castle to him, and he hopes there’ll be those lion fountains with water coming from the mouths.

Ash isn’t very energetic. And wait, he’s shivering? They decide to go inside quickly; it’s very nice with all its stone floors and chandeliers etc

AND THERE, UNDERNEATH THE CHANDELIERS, is the student council, sitting at a table decorated with roses. They’re elegantly enjoying welcome drinks.

Yumoto is excited to see them. En is like...ohh man. Io realises that the investors who’d made the building all extravagant are likely to be Kin-chan’s family...

Kin-chan is clearly displeased. Beside him, Arima’s smiling and enjoying the situation i like this ibushi more than the manga version tbh.

Atsushi tries to make small talk but when Kinshirou stops answering him Akoya takes over.

Akoya: You knew we might be here, and yet you still came. On purpose. In other words, you had no consideration.

Ryuu gets mad; it’s like Akoya’s saying they’re not allowed to come! Arima smiles and says it’s fine for them to be here since it is a public facility. Ryuu says he won’t get in the same tub as Akoya, to which Akoya replies that’s natural, since the student council has a private room. Yumoto tells them that baths should be for everyone to share! ‘Naked bonding!’

Kinshirou admits that this is a public space, so he has no problem with them being present. He asks what Ash is doing there, and Yumoto says that Ash is his little brother for the day. Kinshirou’s lost for words......or rather, keeping silent. Instead, Arima laughs and says, ‘your little brother for the day. You’re as interesting as ever, Hakone Yumoto-kun.’

Then, surprisingly, Kinshirou speaks again. Ash looks unwell to him, and they suddenly realise that he has a fever. Then, again, unexpectedly, Kinshirou offers to lend them the car. Even Akoya stares at him for that. Atsushi beams and thanks him, and En turns to him to tell him that the offer is appreciated, but they’ll be fine. Kinshirou doesn’t reply.

Yumoto’s about to run back the way they came, but En stops him, because there’s a faster way than a limousine! HE’S SO SMART and Yumoto understands. Love Making happens. Atsushi’s worried about the practicalities of Yumoto transforming with Ash on his back, but Wombat assures them that thanks to his highly advanced technology it’ll be okay. Wombat’s actually kinda useful in this novel ahaha

There’s some banter about why they’re still spouting lines when there’s no enemy to defeat. En and Atsushi are embarrassed. En tells everyone that only he and Atsushi need take Ash to the hospital *waggles eyes*. Everyone else is to contact Ash’s dad and bring him to the hospital. EN-CHAN. HE’S BRILLIANT.

Io is the first to agree. En picks Ash up bridal-style.

En: In the end, it’s this again. (referring to when he’d first caught Ash)

The other three start arguing over who’s going to find Ash’s father first. Io’s already looked up his workplace so they’ll branch out from there.

Atsushi: When you do that, you seem more like a knight than a dad. En: What’s with that.

The two of them sped towards town, cutting through the wind, truly looking like knights protecting a princess.

***

Meanwhile, Kinshirou is remembering Atsushi’s thanks (but not En’s, lol, bc Yufuin who???).

Ibushi: We didn’t even do anything deserving of gratitude, hm.

Kinshirou doesn’t reply. Akoya takes a sip of tea (black) and says with less bitterness than usual that they’re idiots, since it’d be warmer in the car. Kinshirou agrees. Arima says that it’s like them, though. Kinshirou leaves wordlessly but he comes back to his VIP seat not five minutes later.

Akoya asks where he was, naturally, and Kinshirou waves him off with a really vague answer. Arima’s smiling teasingly again.

Ibushi: Speaking of which, the only hospital operating at this time on a holiday would be your family, right, Kinshirou? [...] You won’t let yourself say that you called to ask them to take care of an emergency case coming now.

lol arima why you gotta call him out like that

Kinshirou: You’re talking quite a bit.

aka shut up in polite words ahaha

Chapter 6: Let’s Talk Love in the Tub

A neighbouring town to Binan city. A large road ran through the town, but the bullet train didn’t reach it, so there were only small shops etc by the road. It’s an even quieter town than Binan since it doesn’t have hot springs to liven it up.

Scarlet and Vesta are searching the town. They’re in the most residential area, but nobody’s around; they recall that Ash said his father barely came home. Io’s missing. Ryuu tells Yumoto that Io must have gone straight to Ash’s father’s workplace. Yumoto decides to yell for Ash’s dad before they leave just in case, and while Ryuu is dubious, it actually works. A tired-looking man in his thirties rushes to them all ‘did you say Ash?!?!’

Io’s shocked that Ryuu and Yumoto found Ash’s father first. There’s a short conversation where Yumoto tells Ash’s dad to spend more time with him.

***

Ash has already been examined by the time they reach. He’s calling for his parents while he’s sleeping in bed. Wombat’s finally feeling guilty but En tells him that there were problems even without that. Wombat laments that though they spread love as the Battle Lovers, they caused this poor child so much suffering.

A bit more talk on how Wombat will, try, in time, to do something about Mr Tawarayama.

***

Ash’s dad grips Ash’s small pale hands in both his own while the defence club look on from a distance. Yumoto tells him that Ash will be okay because his dad is holding his hand.

Ash’s father: Honestly...I’d been thinking he hadn’t eaten much lately. He’s never had much of an appetite, but that’s been especially true of late......Even the dinner I prepare is barely touched when I come home...... Yumoto: When I’m alone, I don’t have much appetite either. Eating alone is no fun.

YUMOTO DOESN’T MEAN TO BE CRUEL. But like, ouch. En and Atsushi try to soften the blow by saying that Ash’s dad works so it can’t be helped. Ash’s dad apologises to Ash for coming home late all the time.

There is a stilted, awkward conversation between Ash and his dad. En tries to smooth things over when it peters out. But as it turns out. Ash doesn’t want to go home.

***

Ash was fed up with being a good boy. He hated both his parents --- but there was nobody around for him to tell that to, so all he could do was cry. He called his grandfather wanting to hear his voice, but nobody picked up. Maybe he was busy. So he tried emailing him, but received no reply. He rushed out of the house, thinking that there had to be some reason why, and went to the school......He was afraid that his grandfather had gone somewhere far away, like his mother had. He climbed a tree hoping to spot a glimpse of his grandfather, and there decided he didn’t want to live anymore. Not even he knew whether he was serious. But the next thing he knew, he was falling towards the ground. As he fell, scared that it would hurt when he hit the ground, he was caught in the arms of an older boy.

***

The defence club can’t believe that they’d met Ash only the day before. They’ve all grown so attached to him. Wombat can’t talk because he’s pretending to be a toy, but he wants someone to explain that Ash’s dad really does love him and worry about him.

Yumoto addresses Ash’s dad (who startles at it) instead.

Yumoto: Ash said he doesn’t want to go home, but I don’t think that’s actually true! It’s not that he doesn’t want to go home; it’s just lonely being alone all the time!

Everyone agrees. Yumoto tells Ash that it’s okay to tell others when you’re lonely.

Yumoto: When I was younger, I felt lonely too at times. But An-chan always told me, ‘Yumoto, you can tell me if you’re lonely.’ Kids don’t have to hold things in. So Ash, you can say it too, that you’re lonely. Okay?

Ash gets a bit angry. He tells Yumoto that he’s really childlike.

Ash: I mean, my parents are both busy with work, you know? It can’t be helped......Wouldn’t it be wrong to say I was lonely? It’s not like they can take time off. They wouldn’t earn any money, and we wouldn’t be able to eat.

They all wonder how to tell Ash that there needs to be a balance, that Ash is too young to tamp down on his loneliness for those reasons. Wombat understands that Ash’s dad desperately wants to say something, but doesn’t know what; he’s the sort who isn’t good with his words, even though he’s not a bad person. mmmmwelllllll there’s always an excuse isn’t there.....

Yumoto says that Ash should tell his parents anyway.

Ash: And what would that change? Would they quit their jobs and stay with me all the time? Would they bring me to the zoo? [...] Nothing would change, okay? So if I said I was lonely and nothing changed, that would make me even lonelier......

En says that it does sound like it can’t be helped, but he puts a hand on Ash’s head. Yumoto sees that Ash’s dad does love his son, so he tells Ash about how he used to tell Gora he was lonely sometimes, and when he did, Gora would always play with him. So what Ash needs is......an older brother?!?!

That’s not right :P

They realise that Mr Tawarayama was to Ash what Gora was like to Yumoto. Then Yumoto remembers Gora used to tell him something...Atsushi gets impatient waiting for him to elaborate (as does Ryuu immediately after). Yumoto realises that there’s a deeper feeling to express than loneliness. You have to say, ‘I’m lonely! I love you!’ Then, apparently, you must hug.

Everyone is confused. But love is something you start by giving, not receiving! is it really but ok sure

En-chan explains that the reason Ash gets lonely when his parents aren’t around is.........He gets a bit embarrassed, but he finishes the sentence.

En: It’s because you love your papa and your mama. Right, Atsushi~ Atsushi: That’s right. Good explanation, En-chan. En: Shush, you.

Ryuu agrees that when you want a girl to like you, it’s fastest to say you like her first. Io retorts (as usual) that that’s a bit of a different thing. Ash’s dad wipes tears from his eyes (even though he did nothing but stand there the whole time) and Ash is a little surprised by that.

***

Back to the baths! ...Or is it, because Ash has a fever, so he really shouldn’t be taking a bath. Yumoto gets the feeling that his baths are good for colds, though! Ash’s dad promises to go with Ash when he’s recovered. Ash is still shocked, but he’s happy.

***

The defence club return to the Kurotama Bath and Ryuu tells Io to do something about the zoo again. Io’s already submitted his opinion on it as a shareholder. Atsushi tells En he’s being uncharacteristically quiet....and it’s rare for Atsushi to turn the conversation to En. (is it really??? huh) Usually, it’s En calling ‘Atsushi~’.

En’s wondering which of them represented family best to Ash. There’s a bit of a dispute, during which Ryuu tells Io he was more of a guardian, to which Io realises that while yes, he was, guardians are meant to stand in for parents, and parents are family. Apparently this is a childish rebuttal. En says that without him catching Ash, none of this would have happened, so this is all thanks to him (he uses ‘ore-sama’ cute). Ryuu doesn’t think that’s quite right.

Atsushi says that while he was plain, he managed quite alright with Ash. And En says he was a total mother; Ryuu says it’s pretty great because it was natural; Atsushi is like, ‘uh, is that a compliment???’

They all tell him it is and while Atsushi is a bit mixed about it, he doesn’t dislike it. Wombat tries to sum things up by saying love is something you give first, and Yumoto’s like ‘this time you were just a pink toy for the whole thing!’

Cue cuddle time!

The sound of wood being chopped leads Yumoto to reminisce about how Gora is always loving him, so he wants to give love to people just like that!

En and Atsushi are like, that’s fine, but saying it out loud is a very Yumoto thing to do. They tease him a bit about how Yumoto’s more of a kid than Ash.

***

Several days later. It’s drizzling at dusk. A blonde boy holding an umbrella heads to the Kurotama Bath on his father’s back.

The rain soon stops, in the sky just above father and sun, shines a rainbow, faint yet radiant with the entire spectrum of colour.

THE END

(There is an afterword, but not much is said there.)

#boueibu #boueibu novel #trans #i skipped through a lot of the exposition on how cute ash is so he might not be as endearing as he was supposed to be in the novel #I'M SORRY #I'M NOT A KID PERSON #second novel done now though?? maybe????#this totally counts right #ONE MORE TO GO but i have more emotional investment in that one so i might end up doing it properly......if i can be bothered......#(probably can't tbh)

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subconfessions · 4 years

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Day 14

It’s been 29 days and 1767 edges since my last orgasm. I just keeeeeep getting closer and closer to being able to cum again 🙌🏻

So since I started work this week I feel I didn’t do as much during the week, which makes sense considering half my time now is spent at work. Thankfully daddy hasn’t had me wear anything like my tack bra to work yet 😅 but I do love wearing my collar, especially out where everyone can see it.

But since I’m a week behind and there wasn’t as much every day, I’m going to break this up a little differently so I can catch up and feel more on top of my posts.

~Monday~

Today was my first day back at work, and Daddy had agreed to let me make coffee the night before to bring in with me and wait for him to wake up. By nine daddy let me have my coffee even though he was still in bed 😋 I was very grateful cause it had been so long since I needed to be up and functioning at work.

Daddy later asked me how my day was going, and as a daycare teacher I have challenging students to handle from time to time, and I had some new kids testing me. Daddy suggested taking away their stuffies, and in the moment, I hadn’t really thought about it. And I agreed with him heh cause these kids were just being deliberately naughty. And boy did daddy use that against meeee.

Once I got home daddy asked me to do him a favor, and that favor was to put all my stuffies in his box ☹️🥺😢

I was soooooo sad.

So so so so so so soooooo sad.

I had barely had them all back and now they were all going back into the box.

I hadn’t signed up for a credit card like daddy and I had talked about and it had been quite a long time. And littles that don’t listen get their stuffies taken away. 😞🙇🏼‍♀️.

For a little while daddy spied on me while I worked on applying for the credit cards. I’ve been running into bumps, but now I just need to find and scan some paperwork and I think I’ll be good to go 😋

Then I started my edges with daddy watching, and he suggested an idea for a fun new blog post. He suggested I write a post that was like a little manual on how to please daddy. I thought this was a fun idea, but I genuinely forgot about it until now. But I think I’d still like to write that post 😋

Once I finished edging daddy went to do his workout, and I set out to make daddy an “I’m sorry I didn’t listen” picture.

Eventually I finished my picture and showed it to daddy who told me he really liked it 😋, and then offered me a deal. I could smoke a bowl so long as I listen to an album he likes. I agreed obviously and he sent me the album. I really liked the album and added it to my phone quickly so I wouldn’t forget.

Then I sent daddy a goodnight video, an especially sad one that night of me pouting about my stuffies being stuck in the box.

~Tuesday~

Another work morning. Daddy suggested changing the coffee rule and I really appreciated that, because it was really hard waking up so early and going to work and right away needing to wait so long till I got my coffee.

Later after work I finished my edges relatively early for myself, so I floated downstairs and out the door and went home.

The night so far had been pretty uneventful aside from the new album I had been given to listen to.

After all that I was pretty pooped. So I fell asleep trying to write my blog post. Daddy was kind and agreed to let me finish my post in the morning before he woke up, and I was happy to.

After that I got my bedtime things together and sent daddy his goodnight video and kisses 😋

~Wednesday~

Work again.

Went home and was trying to get some writing for my blog done when daddy suggested putting me in the corner for awhile on Skype. I agreed and hopped into the corner, daddy said to do fifteen minutes so I set my timer. It was again hard to wait. And I knew I really really had to wait and not fidget and peek at my phone cause daddy was there watching me.

Daddy let me up before the time was up. And figured I should put on my tack bra since he wasn’t able to torment me with my mom home. I was to wear it for 25 edges, and those had to come after the 50 I had already owed daddy still.

I put them on and had some chores to do, told daddy about how the other sub has been trying to get me to be dommy. I just don’t know how and it’s hard for me to be so creative in the moment, especially when someone’s waiting. And the other sub does not make it easy to get dommy hah. But daddy encouraged me and tried to help me, giving me some tips on how to find and learn to embrace my dominant side. It’s hard for me to believe it’s there, but I bet it is. If it wasn’t why would I looove tattling. That’s like a little bit of control I get, but it’s also something very little of me to do hehe.

I started edging with daddy on Skype again, and he threw the idea of not shaving my pussy at me, and iiiii did not want to do that 🙇🏼‍♀️ no sir not one bit 🙇🏼‍♀️🙇🏼‍♀️ for as long as I can remember I’ve been getting rid of it and I couldn’t imagine growing it back nowww. But thanfully daddy was really super duper nice and decided to not make me grow out a bush. 😋

I finished my edges mostly, and told daddy about how I finally told a friend of mine about him because he is like a god to nothing.

At my last two edges I fell asleep. I dunno what happened but I just conked out with my tack bra on.

Daddy was kind again and let me finish my two edges and then take the bra off, and I was to try and finish my blog post tomorrow.

With goodnight things on I sent my video and blew kisses to daddy 😋

~Thursday~

I woke up early because daddy didn’t have work and I was supposed to get quite a few things done before he woke up. So I woke up and did my work out pretty right away, just something nice and easy for first thing. It was so hard to write my blog post so crunched first time.

Then daddy woke up and I wasn’t done, but he told me he wasn’t getting out of bed any time soon, so I was a bit relieved but wrote a bit faster. Knowing I was getting to the part about my bruises of Daddy’s bane.

But eventually daddy told me he was getting up

Noooooo 😩 I whined to daddy about it and how I would wrap it up where I was then, and daddy told me he would get back into bed so I could finish it. Once posted daddy read it and I got ready for my late shift at work.

After work was done daddy asked if I had put kitty back in my box after he’d let me sleep with her that night.

Oops. Oops oops oops. I knew I was in trouble but maybeee. I told daddy I forgot, because I did while trying to get other things done. But that’s no excuseeee cause I caused those things like the blog post to occupy me that morning. Daddy had me put her back in the box.

After that daddy let me know that he needed to take the night off from domming, and I can completely understand that when you’re not in the best mood. But daddy still wanted to be involved and I was still his so of course I still finished my daily tasks.

After finishing my edges (with daddy still teasing me a bit throughout), daddy asked if I wanted more edges, and in my last blog I’d written about how I might want more, so I agreed. Since edging has gotten quite a bit easier and faster. So daddy bumped my edges to 69 a day. Hehe funny right? 😋

Eventually I started getting really sleepy and put my bedtime stuff on and sent daddy a goodnight video 😋😋

Till next time 😋😋😋😋

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marianaeq · 7 years

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Day 1

6/21/17;11:30pm. No hunger pains. 21 hours in. Coffee, tea, acv, and water. Only. Going to decrease my aerobics, weights, and yoga to only one hour to maintain energy.

Day 2:

6/22/2017; 8:00am. So far only restlessness and sore legs. Still no hunger pains. I’m realizing that I barely allowed myself to eat to begin with. Also told my mom about it. So, that’s a weight off my shoulders. 12:02 am: Slight headache around noon but went away. Time seems to move faster. 3:27pm: realizing smoking is the only time I feel my body the most. I mean, always knew that, but it intensifies the emptiness. 6:25 pm: bubble water saves me from being hungry since it makes me feel bloated and bleh. 7:44pm: hunger pains initiated.

Day 3:

6/23/2017; 6:30am. Called out- on pay day. Woke up feeling like I was dying. Trapped in a hot room dehydrated and empty. Couldn’t even zip my mom up. Feeling weak and have a settled headache. Grabbed water, served some coffee ,and smoked a bowl. Read a few posts to remain motivated. Haven’t worked out or yoga’d since Day 1. Since I called out maybe I’ll do some of that. I feel a little better but couldn’t run around for an 8 hour shift without fainting. Can’t call my doctor for a note either. On a later note, I’ve been a lot happier. Only sour today. 12:36pm: headache wore off. (No meds at all through this process). Sparkling water with cut fruit and chewing on ice is super fulfilling. Going to work out soon. 6:58pm: worked out for an hour and realized I should stick to simply cardio right now. Found myself almost giving up but continued research and preparation. I feel okay. Just weak. Very weak. But it’s apart of the process and why I gave today to rest. Minus my intense work out over cardio that has left me utterly defeated. 9:10 pm: Got a boost of energy and was able to do low cardio ( 10min run). Which actually got me sweating and feeling good again. Hopefully this prolongs until tomorrow. 9:30 pm: my mom keeps asking me if I ate- even after I consistently remind her. She’s working with me but I don’t know if she seriously forgets or keeps thinking I’ll budge.

Day 4:

6/24/2017; 8:57 am. Definitely a more energetic day! Woke up and actually got ready for work. Feeling a little weak but that’s normal. Feeling grumbles here and there but nothing major. No headache. Feeling really good. 11:03am. I decided to track my steps here at work to see how much I walk and half way through my shift I’ve accumulated 7 miles. I definitely feel less bad for not being able to work out today. 1:21 pm: my legs are restless and sore. Can’t wait to lay down for a while. 4:55 pm: Elaborated why I’m doing this fast to my mom and she seems a lot more understanding and supportive. Which is so essential right now. She even wants to attempt herself. Of course I’d only allow her to do a few days at most because she didn’t prepare for it. Oh yeah, cramps are definitely a thing now. 8:44 pm: probably shouldn’t mix things- oh well. Mom is actually supportive now which provides motivation. Slight cravings. But shortly faded. Realizing the hard part isn’t giving up but returning. Just the texture is horrid currently.

Day 5:

6/25/2017; 11:23 am: Dreams are becoming more dramatic, mysterious, and vivid. Woke up multiple times through out the night courtesy of my pups and each time felt more light headed. My heart was racing astoundingly at one point but practiced my breathing and it subsided. It may have no correlation at all but I’ve come to find that when I don’t have my fan on while sleeping I wake up feeling hthe worst. I have a headache but using my previous remedy of weed, coffee, and water I’m feeling okay. Just need to get my wits together. It’s my only day off so I have to record how long it takes for my headache to subside post waking up. 11:54 am: headache gone. Feeling a little weird though. 12:10 am: feeling better. 9:00 pm: Broke fast. Binged. Heavy.

Day 6:

6/26/2017; 9:28 am: Worked off 1300 cals in today’s morning work out. Waking up energetic and ready for a full blown cardio work out to work off that binge was amazing. Even spent about 10 mins in the sauna cause that’s all I had. Definitely going to continue working out and merely eating less than the cals I lose. I can’t completely stop eating because I can’t stand the lack of energy when I love intense work outs too much. So I’ll split them. Days I don’t work out, I fast. And days I work out, I don’t. Which will most likely be weekend fasting and week work outs and low cal intake. I’m going to continue tracking and making this a weight loss journal.

Day 7:

6/27/2017;1:05 pm: probably the hardest day so far. Emotionally. I feel mad and annoyed. Smirky comments aren’t settling and I want to unleash on everyone. Want to take my meds. Want to be back on my meds. Anyways. Haven’t worked out today, already 5 miles in at work, and haven’t eaten anything.

Day 8:

6/28/2017; 7:42 pm: work was good. Actually maintained a good mood all day. Then hit the gym for a couple hours. Concluded with a shower, yoga, a few hits, and now relaxing in bed. Fasted today. It’s been a little over 24 hours since my last meal and this wasn’t even planned. Truly didn’t feel the urge to eat. A little grumble here and there but nothing crazy. Fell into my substance whole again last night. At least I feel good today and strong. Might snake on some ice while I watch this movie this call it a night.

Day 9:

6/29/2017;7:47pm: becoming more and more aware of my binging. What I binge on over other things and how much I do and why. I’ve even started questioning drinking and when to eat and not eat..everything is calories and exercise and fasting and binging and it’s all so much..and it’s crazy how it’s all in my head sometimes. Oh well..having a nice night tonight regardless and I’ll be back to means tomorrow.

Day 10:

6/30/2017;10:02 pm: I ate and drank quite a bit today but I feel confident. Probably the drugs. I’ll be back tomorrow x 2.

Day 11-12

7/01/2017-07/02/2017; 1:44pm: fat ass. Total fat ass. What a hard passed 4 days. Fasting starts tomorrow until Thursday. And working out.

Day 13

07/03/17; 10:41 am: I have to take this more seriously. I’m definitely smaller than when I stated but I’m staying stagnant. Woke up feeling tired but motivated. I could be so much closer to my goal if I stop having set backs. One month of seriousness. No binging, no excuses.

Day 14

07/04/17; 11:42 am: back on my meds! I’m eating now and plan on being at the gym for a few hours so I gotta fuel. Going to start forgiving myself about the little slips and realize this is the smallest I’ve ever been and I should be proud.

Day 15-16

07/05/17-07/06/17; 8:23 pm: got a weee bit too drunk last night and ate little to nothing. Same today, just snacks. No meals. Haven’t worked out in a few days. On vacation now..

Day 17

Must re-motivate myself! Just did an hour swim and about to start my day with some coffee and hydrate on water all day. Going to restrict myself heavily. Spent the last 12 + days maintaining my weight and that’s not the goal. Must refocus. I got this!

Day 18-21

N/A. Starting over.

Day 22

07/12/2017; 7:00pm. Successful day! Ate something this morning was able to run 5 miles without stopping once, put in work on the restraints and weights + swam about 10 laps to cool down with some 10 minute sauna time. I feel pretty darn good. Plus! I didn’t binge. I did have a second serving for dinner but it was already pretty low cal. And still able to reach my goal weight soon! It’s been a real roller coaster with my battle with binging this experience. I’ve never binged like this and I must say I think it was due to the fast. I hate to get my body right again and then I couldn’t stop!!! But I’m back from vacation and I have confidence! Hopefully it maintains.

Day 23

07/12/2017; 9:17pm. Worked off a good 1000 calories today during my work out. Added with the calories from running around at work all morning. I was pretty set to have a high calorie intake day. But still managed to stay in the positive. My current weakness: almond roca dark chocolate. It was on sale 1.60 as oppose to the original 8. Nowww I know that’s no excuse to have idk 6 little pieces throughout the day.. and a vanilla ice cream cone. Still in the positive though and no serious binges! Just couldn’t resist the little treats. I’m regaining my self everyday. I’m just becoming more forgiving with myself.

7/13-7/17

mentally fucked up- not gaining. Working 10 days straight, currently on day 6.

#lose

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sh-lan · 7 years

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OMFG LAST QUARTER EVER + some spring break stuff???

Took a weekend off of life Retail therapy at its finest today Even though new jeans were overdue

It’s crazy how it still came I guess it’s a force of nature But omg it’s gonna be here on the concert T^T

This nerd would have mitsuha’s theme on his playlist smh #nochu

April 2nd, 2017 BTS Wings Tour I still can’t believe it happened I’ve been awake since 8am lol and it’s like 1:54am and i’m still trying to process and remember everything that happened today It felt like a dream! I can’t believe I saw them in real life. ohmygod Hands down, easily one of the best day of this week - if not this entire year so far holy shit will continue this tomorrow as i reminisce ok but one thing i noticed is that jungkook’s thighs are actually so real like wtf? shookt EDIT: lol i never finished this but oh well

oop i just bought more rings goodbye money

my charger broke gg time to get another one

I have a newfound appreciation for the color pink or more like my appreciation for pink is coming back

When you get anxious because bts hasnt posted on twitter for 3 days but then you also know they’re resting and that they deserve this break

SPRING QUARTER LEGGO tu/th schedule let’s hope this all works well keke

week 1 recap tuesday - sees everybody in freaking AB LOL sees harry after walking out of my tdpw sees alana and dylan outside my global health class which alana is also taking, and becca and tanya lOL goes to cogs 122 to find chen screaming my name - also vania and stella <3 last class is normal - with nobody in management BUT LOL LEIGHTON ADDED THE CLASS ON THURSDAY HAHA there’s also this girl in my tdpw class who looks like lindsay lohan and her name is also lindsey but with an e cause i saw it on the email lol not a stalker

Decided to gel nails it out friday of week 1 whut whut

First attempt at 양념치킨~

been using the soundtrack of your name this past week to get over pcd it’s been a week and i still haven’t recovered T^T

went to kbbq with harry! lol week 1 sunday started at manna….having an adventure in between at manna keke “started here and ending it here?” LOL

currently craving anything strawberry

don’t understand why i need to have my email as a send&receive in order to sms to work on my laptop bb why are you being stubborn when you’ve been working fine all this time

under yuri’s recommendation, i microwaved my coffee because it was lukewarm and she called me extra LOL

i’m getting nervous about a presentation when i shouldn’t be because ?? my AB service leader self is like completely gone i wanna crawl into a hole

i just finished season 2 and 3 of htgawm in less than a week… how they gonna do season 4 i wonder

Week 2 thursday I was actually really looking forward to class today Also my rings came! Though were they worth the $50….not so sure Were they cute? Yes But not as cute as the other one T^T So i mustnt give in to temptations nowww

I found out what matcha powder mom uses to make their matcha latte Cappuccine frappe mix But it’s sadly not on amazon ):

This new tumblr function is really inconvenient cause i cant tell how many thing i have on queue brcause i have to keep switching blogs -_-

Han came to visit! Friday Papa johns Saturday Snooze brunch Infinitea Abeh hangout In n out Sunday Aquarium! Koon thai Ramen yamadaya Boba bar and then i drove him to irvine where we got coco curry! and then i drove back and he bought me milk tea with pudding

Had an epiphany It’s not anenome It’s anemone

Omg but like why dont people call spoiler alerts “spoilerts”

Started 13 reasons why with Han Finished it, tuesday week 3 Hmmm How to feel

finished strong woman park hyung sik is so…adorable? IT’S SO WEIRD. HIS AEGYO LEVEL IS INSANE

When you realize that 둘! 셋! is probably the title of the fan song because that’s what BTS always say when they introduce themselves And that BTS + ARMY forever ㅠㅠㅠㅠ I’m not crying r u crying ;___;

어떻게

Omg when you wake up for reorientation and jungkook does lives <3

highkey need to crawl into a hole tbh

You know what i want to do? Go to an olive garden Even though i know it’ll taste bad lol

Not really sure what i want… But i dont want my 4 years to be a waste ):

i….skipped out on an interview today was it the right choice i may never know

most recent ep of snk got me fucked up SOMEONE TELL ME WHAT YMIR AND CHRISTA’S RELATIONSHIP IS WHO IS CHRISTA

Lol i hella bombed my quiz GOODBYE GONNA P/NP HAHA

Week 4 weekend Fuck me in the ass i twisted my ankle and i am in irvine had to pop an advil and cruise control all the way back thank god there weren’t many cars lol 0/10 do not recommend

Slept on the couch the past two days to elevate my ankle Glad to be back in bed But i think i might be a little…sick? Fuck Need to grocery shop

Dammit i got called for jury duty

Ok but i twisted my ankle and two recruiters emailed me back the next day so was it really a loss

Week 5 i’m sick…

just watched 5 centimeters per second a little sadder than i was an hour ago

fuck i forgot that my jeans are new and i washed it and my pink shirt is ruined fml triggered

thursday after rolling over ma ankle i can finally see that it is a lil swollen and there is bruising LOL also saw an owl at school today and a bunny while leaving to go to meeting

week 5 tuesday saw two bunnies on my way out to school

I just saw two hummingbirds! 😍

I cant believe yuri and i finished twenty SMH

ABCD today Some qualitee photos were taken Im tired now

Really debating the 4th term

third day of back pain flexibility dying wow what is happening???

…..army 4th term is $75 cries EDIT: it’s $66 because i forgot exchange rate but still cri EDIT EDIT: it’s $45 if i ship it to taiwan - seriously really highkey considering that now oh dear

bro i think i just experienced katawaredoki whut

i keep thinking that my ankle is ok but i always end up doing something that ends up hurting it like hella im

Week 6 thursday last leadership meeting one of my favorite meetings because whoa INFORMATION!? it was nice wanted to discuss and add in my two cents but i honestly just wasn’t able to wrap my head around everything loool then…we decided to go to PB LOL chen, jeong, yuri, justin and his friends (including nicole, nicole, sandy) and then more people. we also met leslie, brett, dexter, allison, kenny, peter, abby, ben…and more? at pb lolol and also we saw miguel and anthony - it was like a freshman year flashback tbh lOL went to vallartas after and then came home to shower and finally sleep at 3:30am wot is life NEXT DAY ADVENTURES - leighton and i finally pulled out the weeds and now we’re tired

salty that i wasnt invited to the birthday celebration, not that i would really make the trip per say but wtf gurl

I just had this really sad thought that i’m probably never gonna ever get to know bts like friends y i do dis to meself

Wait so like i got sick while at clew’s and it didnt happen until week 5 and so i was sick from week 5 through week 6 and at this one point i couldnt taste my food it was terribad

May 12th I bought the membership LOL Hopefully it mails it correctly back to Taiwan ☺️

im dumb i didn’t save the color i wanted for my hair

omg the song vania recommended to me a few days ago was recommended by jungkook like a year or so ago on twitter lOOOOL

Just tryna level up here :<

Struggles when places are in the east coast and phone calls are early in the fckin morning

Note to self: Ridge cut potato chips with sea salt is good for stuff with dip Ridge cut salt and pepper is good for regular eating, but gets salty at the bottom LOL EDIT: per vania’s suggestion, i salted and peppered my chips

watching jungkook’s vlive AND HE JUST HARMONIZED WITH HIMSELF IM DED

Just woke up from a dream where someone hurt my brother/nade him fall and i was so angry? Was about to go ape shit on that person im ded lol who is rhis angry me

Rewatched and finished reply 1997 Wow what is life when yoon jae is life But also what is life when your idols are life Daily reminder to not be as obsessed as shiwon LOLOL

i can’t go to giraffage and elephante anymore im on the otherhand i get to go to virginia???

lol but like i haven’t been writing drafts because i often write in my notebook now but here are some updates - my nails are constantly chipping - forgot about grad photos that clashed with the weekend han is coming - im ded because i probs won’t have a weekend to myself until week 10 - struggles to figure out graduation things - paid my $54 to walk #mostexpensivewalkever

LAST LEADERSHIP MEETING (turnover) what am i going to do with my thursday nights now? it’s been a good run

Jealous of the staff that holds and records the camera during vlives? LOL who am i

When you forget that jeon jungkook did taekwondo before Hnnnngh

i just reaffirmed? or discovered? that i don’t like fruity pebbles o_o

Trying to think of a thing to put on my grad cap Tis hard Let’s make a list: 花樣年華 Strong power thank you You never walk alone Ireumeun deborah LOL Lol omg but why is yoongi’s “cheater never win but i just graduated” quote so appropriate for grad EXTRA + ORDINARY* Lost my way/found my way* Click clack to the bang Smile with me, cry with me, fly with me (you make me begin, you made me again) Ctrl+c, ctrl+v do you know “____” (hci? annyeonghasaeyo) To lose your path, Is the way to find that path* 꽃길만 걷자* Let’s fly with our beautiful wings in 2017 EDIT: i’m too lazy, i didn’t do anything to my cap lOL

Im shookt cause namjoon doesnt say 이제 feelin the vibe. HE SAYS IF YOU FEELIN THE VIBE. I feel…betrayed

Non whitewashed bangtan gives me life

May 21st My first haircut since… Since i got it cut over the summer?????

Bought me stole and tassel today Smh that i cant grab my muir tickets?? Cause i ordered all commencwment tickets SMH

Lowkey afraid of not passing mgt LOL

Omfg i knew we were going to have a pop quiz. It really happened

nicole and evelyn commented that they liked my hair and audrey and malia agreed i gotta say i’m so glad people remember me in my tdpw class LOOL

Cant get the seventeen song outta my head Shookt by the choreography

Y'all im so fckin shookt First the chainsmokers post on twitter like “see you in the summer” Then they win the BBMAs like a boss Then you see them on halsey + steve aoki’s snapchat Next things you know steve aoki is postin shit like “BTS x AOKI COMING SOON” Im SCREAMING

Yo my lyft driver dropped some knowledge again and told me his life story lmao he was a police officer in chicago and he was forced to retired and then ?? after chasing down a rapist and getting into a fight, he was seriously injured. but his dad (a judge or someone powerful idk) forced him out of retirement by telling everyone to not give him his benefits and shit and i was like. whoa bro. slow down? “embrace the unknown”

I finally tried the coconut black tie at peet’s 10/10 a mistake

Okay but can we talk about how on point everybody looked in the comeback Esp wonwoo and dk But also vernon 👌🏼

First time in virginia/ being so close to washington dc! Whoa Also gonna pass by texas too :O Knocking some states off my list

I WITNESSED MY FIRST CIRCLE RAINBOW THINGY ON THE PLANE FROM VIRGINIA TO DALLAS TODAY HOLY IT WAS V COOL

i don’t know why i never realized this about myself before but i need to be/live by a body of water at all times or i won’t feel comfortable this is weird

i told han i joined the fanclub and he like died for like 2 seconds lOL

ok but like i bought a carton of eggs and 6 or 7 of them were double yolks and i have 2 more eggs left im starting to think i’m eating some weird hybrid chickens EDIT: those last two eggs were both double yolks. this was a wild adventure

omg i knew that the TA MOST LIKELY RYAN WOULDNT UNDERSTAND OUR IDEA JUST LIKE HOW HE ALWAYS MISINTERPRETS THEM??? like what kind of constructive feedback is that if he doesn’t understand what we’re trying to do im… sigh

Already excited about the festa But like omfg they released the schedule today And just WE DONT TALK ANYMORE PT 2?? SO FAR AWAY FEATURING JIN AND JUNGKOOK? Im IM SCREAMING also sad but the radio show is right before my finals gotta prioritize, no bts fo me ;__;

after waiting two weeks, my application to get leveled up was rejected *cries* time to try again! *^*

okay but really feeling seventeen’s song as well as suran’s song like hIGHKEY

i finally got my commencement tickets the third time that i went to the bookstore third time’s the charm right? also whytf is the parking pass for all campus commencement so huge -_-

hnngh omg that feel when you have hella shit to do TPDW1 final play due week 9 friday because we won’t have class at all on week 10 then there’s the presentation (elevator pitch) that happened today week 9 thursday but also just hauling ass on things for A5 tbh what is this what is everything wot is the meaning of life when vania and i stay up till 3:30am lol… and then there’s me. tired af but didn’t sleep til 4:30 anyways cause i’m a dumbass l e l let’s not be a potato this last week k?

burger king in pc has its own free wifi called WhopperWifi and it’s so much faster than school wifi this is revolutionary

week 9 weekend to irvine irritated on the way over irritated on the way back lol wot is life i should’ve just turned around to go back home

NO TDPW1 WEEK 10 WOOT wow that means i won’t have class until 2pm whoa

“why are you reading math formulas” - yuri i was actually reading bts profiles lOLOL she just dissed their handwritings

Just spent the past hour or so looking at kakao friends merchandise And discovering that apeach is a genetically modified peach lol

that moment when you ask for a png file but get a jpg

dyed my hurr twice today for a darker shade still not what i was going for but this will do for now

Omfg i slept through my alarm until 1pm Goodbye study time?? Also omg i like it pt 2 video SHIT SHIT SHIT THEY KNOW WE BEEN WAITING FOR THIS. HAD IT SINCE BAEPSAE DAYS. BUT DIDNT RELEASE IT. Freakin bighit

My request to level up on the fancafe has once again been rejected ); EDIT: oMFG IT’S BECAUSE I DIDN’T CHANGE THE SETTING TO SOMETHING im screaming, what a first world problem THIRD TIME’S THE CHARM AMIRITE

Doesnt feel like it… But thursday was my last time going to class…pretty much like ever unless i go to more school Holy shit

Oh man I didnt think i’d have THAT much shit. But…i think i have A LOT of shit….

saw bts MBIT and i was like omfg! knew that i was INFJ but took the test again yesterday and ended up INFP….but just barely P so i think i’ll stick with INFJ lol EDIT: i took the test again today because vania and yuri were talking about it again and i am still INFP…and more P this time. SO LOST. WHO AM I

put my things up for sale i forgot that i might need my light el oh el crying on the inside cause i want to keep my desk but then i’m selling it off because i don’t think i’ll have space for it and i just CRYING ON THE INSIDE BECAUSE IT’S BEEN WITH ME FOR SO LONG T^T

ON ANOTHER NOTE. THIRD TIME IS THE CHARM LEVELED UP ON JUNE 12TH AT ONE SOMETHING AM

JUNE 12TH FINISHED MY FIRST AND LAST FINAL I AM OFFICIALLY DONE WITH MY UNDERGRADUATE CAREER??? also lmao i spent 45 min on the final wot

i dyed my hair darker but now it’s become lighter? wait wtf wait no go back EDIT: wait no it went back to being dark? is this a thing? when i get exposed to the sun it gets lighter and when i sleep it gets darker??? smh at light for fckin with me

so i set an alarm to watch the bts home party last night for like 3:57am and i didn’t hear it but i guess i kinda did cause i woke up at 4:05am and was like ??? i decided to watch a bit of it but ended up streaming the whole thing until 5:45am looooool also watched the numbers grow from the 500,000 all the way to 2,000,000 and then 3,000,000? it was nuts

omfg all these years of rereading chapters and only now do i realize that i could save bookmarks on mangahere *slaps forehead*

Moment of silence cause i sold my desk that’s accompanied me for almost 10 years It even has battlescars (aka X marks by Jacky, 3 of them) LOL memories ;___; Oh and i guess my chair too

lol was gonna sell that yamaha guitar for $45 but it’s going for like $190 on ebay?? so ima just bring it home

finals week hangout list: tuesday: fud with kimberly, peyton, harry wednesday: more fud with stephanie and ellius thursday: KBBQ FOR LUNCH with jeong, justin, yuri, harry LOOOOL

and so...that’s the end of the quarter. my last quarter of school ever (unless i decide to go to more school...which seems unlikely as of right now) it feels weird.................................. but! onto graduation~ looking forward to being reunited with family and whatever’s gonna hit me in the face LOL

and with that goodbye undergrad, hello world ㅇㅅㅇ

#mumble mumble #last #spring quarter mumbles #debs in college #homg #it is over

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