#I will be

[bamsara]

YESSSSSS FINALLY

YEEAAAHHAHHAHAAAAAA BOYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!

#i love thunder storms and rain #i will be #SO productive #sara shush

[muckyschmuck]

double FISTED!!!!!!

#pulling all my hair out #jk #hi #suffering somewhat #but its totes fire and chill n cool too #my art #digital art #sona art #aliveiinna bit #i will be

[wiirocku]

Isaiah 43:2 (NKJV) - When you pass through the waters, I will be with you; And through the rivers, they shall not overflow you. When you walk through the fire, you shall not be burned, Nor shall the flame scorch you.

#Isaiah 43:2 #pass #through #waters #I will be #with you #rivers #shall not #overflow #walk #fire #burned #scorch

[babybluebex]

if joseph is the guest that hot ones is teasing, i’ll lose my absolute SHIT

#levels of feral previously unknown to man #i WILL be #joseph quinn #hot ones #bex says

[shhh-secret-time]

you’re my new favorite south park writer i’m already obsessed with your works 🙏

ASDJKG you get the fuck off anon so I can hug you!

But no seriously holy shit thank you! I don't deserve that praise

#south park #sp fanfiction #anon ask #anon #sweety #you can't just come into my house #and say the sweetest shit #It'll go right to my heart #and then I'll blow up #i'm not dead i swear #but if this keeps happening #I WILL BE #shhh its a secret #south park x reader

[woohooincoffin]

When I finish my finals, I’m gonna try that free cam mod 😴

#maybe I’ll be extra annoying about Rhys #not maybe #I will be

[wolveria]

New husband just dropped.

I’m already writing the filth

#tales of the jedi #inquisitor #i'm not yet actually but #i will be #i need more #i love him #who is He

[sakurarisen]

TW: Pet loss under cut-

As much as I was really hoping and praying he'd get better, today... Today was just time to bring in my dog and say goodbye. He'd gotten significantly worse in the last couple weeks and we just... It was time.

I'm not okay. As much as I knew it too and have been trying to come to terms, I can't. So I'm gonna take a few days and really enforce my semi-hiatus - I might get things done, writing is an amazing distraction for me, but I also might just keep to the background with blogwork in full for a while, too., if not just go lose myself in icon making and video games. Depends on how much I can focus. I don't know. All I know is that I'm not okay right now and I need to focus on that, first; whatever comes for the next few days just... comes.

Love you all <3

~Pom

#Out Of Poms [OOC] #TW; Pet Death #TW; Pet Loss #I'm really not okay #I will be #But I need to really #REALLY enforce that semihiatus right now

[theladyyavilee]

okay, so I just wanna say that normally I would not obsess like this over location bts, BUT this is in fact the location where we got the buddie-coded lesbians (and not just that but also the SHOOTING CODED lesbians) so I went a little wilde over figuring out the layout and making sure it was really the same location and aksjfdakjsdf anyways, aren’t y’all glad I am so normal about this show? (thank you to @stagefoureddiediaz​ who first said that it looks kinda like the location from 5x9 and started all this <3)

can’t wait to find out which probably very unimportant and less than 2 minutes long call they filmed there and how I went completely off the rails for no good reason, BUT I had fun making this so <3333

#9-1-1 #911 spoilers #nobody does parallels like 911 #911 season 6 speculation #screencap treasure trove #buddie #LISTEN #okay so the thing that really gets me #is that they used that set instead of just a random LA street for the sink hole BECAUSE they had to fuck up the road significantly #to make it look at least vaguely real #so whatever they are filming this time HAS TO BE something big too right? #otherwise they wouldn't film on a set but on a real street #OR it is important that it is the same street #either way WE WIN #so yeah #it just feels very specific that they would go back to this set #I can't imagine it is the only street set that they have #I will be #dedicating a small corner of my brain to screaming over this until we get more details <3

[aneshipping]

good anemorning!

#aneramble #I #AM ON #TO SEE #MY PARTNER (ren from argonavis) #im not on yet but #I WILL BE

[there-will-be-a-way]

Withdrawal symptoms are getting so bad that other people notice and address them.

Went to a Kupp competition with my friends and acquaintances today. In order to get there I had to ride my bike - and when I go by bike I try my hardest to skip my morning drink. Usually I do so by having a larger in-the-middle-of-the-night drink (need it anyway to keep on sleeping), but this night I was still drunk enough when I woke up to keep on sleeping without it.

So by the time I arrived at the tournament I was ready like 12 hours sober and shaking uncontrollably. Like whole body shakes and twitches. Disoriented. Quiet. Nauseous. And anxiety from hell. I walked through the city like a paranoid - flinching at every loud noise and looking over my shoulder constantly. Strangers stared at me. At the tournament five people addressed my trembling. Asking me if maybe lying down for a bit would help, if I needed a blanket, a cup of coca cola or coffee or something to eat. Offered to grab some water for me or if it'd be helpful to go inside for a while, where it was warmer.

In the end, one person even ended up driving me home (which for her was a detour of 80 freaking minutes) because she felt sorry for me. She even said she wouldn't do it for everyone, but that because I'm usually so tough, she had compassion for me.

I asked her to drop me at my local grocery store where I bought more booze. Paying multiple bottles of vodka with trembling hands and twitching eyes and having most cashiers either be extra friendly to you or condescending is a whole nother low point in my life. The embarrassment.

Still I tell myself I have no problem. I'm fine. Just making this up. Exaggerating things to get attention.

But I do have a problem. I'm not fine. This my life rn.

Writing this to hold myself accountable.

#personal posts #tw addiction #tw alcohol #I have one friend who also struggled (and still struggles in some points) with addiction #alcohol addiction as well #and when I met him today and after one minute of saying hello to him he asked me 'Mika why are you shaking so baldy“ #it broke my heart #because I think he knows #or at least he has an idea #and he doesn't deserve to have to worry about me #I feel guilty about how helpless I make my other friend feel too #sometimes I wake up after a blackout caused by my consumption and find voice notes I sent to myself #apologizing over and over again #on Monday I have an appointment at a place that helps victims of violence #and that is another step in the direction of getting help and solving this addiction problem #So I will be fine #I will be #no one has to be worried about me #I will get this under control again and be fine again and lighthearted and I won't tremble anymore #I'll be able to drive my bike without ten thousand thoughts #the anxiety is the worst #I'm so deadly afraid when I'm sober #but I love this life I really do #I'm clinging to it with everything I have

[devils-after-both-of-us]

ridiculous amount of Gender from the title 'boyfriend', i will now be not responding to anything else

#i will be #please do not refer to me only as that #I would #not enjoy #but i'm just saying #that was Good

[workof-tortured-poetsdepartment]

not to be dramatic but im having little panic little anxiety and littleblame game over who ruined my life in my brain and god I AM ANYTHING BUT FINE rn hahaha

#making notes have never been this shitty #god am i triggered over one convo and few reels of people living happy life?? life i wish?? and missing on all things i have never done but #-i want to do? #yeah #im fine #i will be #god i just haha need to be comforted so much #fuck

[libertarian-druid-in-greater-vt]

Well, I'm gonna be walking into work like I own the place tomorrow. I got put in charge of not one, not two, but three whole fucking departments of a library. That's right. Historian can't make it, security is out and I'm the only maintenance on.

How the absolute fuck do I walk into work tomorrow?

Like I run that bitch.

#because holy fucking hell #i will be

[heartsoji]

my moots r so smart

#i will be #jisu hana #hana will just be a l/n #and u can call me either #YESSASJKDHJASDHKAJ #IDENTITY CRISIS SOLVED

[wendynoire]

Probably going to post some vent art soon. The tags are also a bit of a vent.

#just lost 2 people I thought were my friends #like I was mad at one because she was ghosting me #but they literally went from friendly chatter and talk about meeting up to complete ghosting #after MONTHS hitting me with “I'm moving on with my life” #so I'm not really okay right now #I will be #but this has shaken me deeply #maybe don't ghost people for months if you want to leave the relationship behind #and maybe give a heads up of “hey #“I'm rethinking things right now #“not sure how much I'll talk to you in the future. Good luck with everything if we end up not talking” #rather than “yeah we should meet up in May” *July* “lmao I don't care about you that's why I ghosted you” #just a thought #maybe don't make people who were your friends and didn't screw you over feel like shit #but what do i know #I just had to miss a year for chronic pain putting me behind almost all of my friends #no big deal #right?