#I wish I could quarantine

[itstimeforstarwars]

I wrote like fifty fics in 2020. Wish I could get that energy back.

#chit chat #granted it was because i lost my job and went insane in quarantine #but still #i was posting something like every week #wish i could do that now #wish i had the fuckin time lol

[ravenpuffheadcanons]

Rewatching AOS 3.17 for fic reasons and wow, Fitzsimmons matter to me so much more than anything else in this show, my goodness

#it’s not like I don’t care about the other characters - I do - but it is clear to me that Fitzsimmons are the reason I hung around #I do love Elena though #in general & in this episode in particular #wish we’d got more of her friendship with Joey #that’s very sweet #(though also joey is the only character in the whole show that has the common sense to quit and I respect him for this) #as is Mack learning Spanish and Elena learning English ❤️❤️❤️❤️ #this is such a great Fitzsimmons ep even before the kiss though #“fascinating!” “no not fascinating QUARANTINE” “…quarantine.” #“today could be worse” “we’re in HAZMAT SUITS” #“Simmons is going to try and make this sound sciencey” “Fitz doesn’t approve of voice notes” #i still love them #fitzsimmons #unstoppable together

[daydreamingmiller]

tag game! first celebrity, outfit, quote, and aesthetic pic on Pinterest is your vibe!

thank you to lovelies @joelsversion @annasinterests @ilovepedro @softlyspector & @tinygarbage for the tag 🤍✨

npt: @cowgurrrl @ghoultalks @clickergossip @breakfastatjoels & anyone else who hasn’t already been tagged/wants to do it! 🫶

#unsure what the vibe is here😭 zero cohesion #wish I could explain the Thomas Gibson in a cowboy hat pic. #the criminal minds quarantine phase ran DEEP my Pinterest is still haunted #hotch was the beginning of my dilfism downfall #tag games

[fluxedbuds]

o boy new life series cant wait to Stop Watching As Soon As Someone Permadies

#i dont need more tragedy sorry. but i DO want to see what stupid shit they cook up in there #i need to root for tango also. maybe he'll uh. well. end of sentence. #its kind of a shame im too much of a sap to enjoy em bc theyre truly goldmines for Ideas. y'all have fun for me ok? #life series #secret life spoilers #life series spoilers #footnotes #why are skizz and tango like a bonded pair of birds. god i hope bdubs joins them i want to see that disaster. im rly sad cleo bailed #the heart theme is SO CUTE and will probably stop being cute very fast but SHHH OUTFITS #also i WISH i could be excited abt new watcher subclass symbol dropping but i can Feel the grian fandom being bastards with it #ah yes another morally ambiguous figure who follows their own rules and judges very fairly from that basis- #oh youre making them evil. ok. yeah so theyre the new twisted sicko in charge of the life games even though thats Literally Just Grian. ok. #i have not and will not actually verify if this is what is being said BUT this is one time i would LOVE to be wrong #maybe my curse of saying something abt hermitcraft that immediately becomes false will work out in my favor for once? please? hello? #but yes i will not look and this is tags instead of a post bc truly. i need to get over myself. i Wont but at least i can quarantine it

[majikdog]

I miss Copia

#crying over meeting a fictional character again #but it was so scary and I did it I rlly did that #and I think he recognized that and was good to me #and I got to see my friend and make more friends #some other things happened that were unpleasant but overall it was so good and I want to go back #I’ve been sitting in my room alone for a week in quarantine and I’m just reflecting #and I was so scared I’d experience having any regrets during or after the ritual #but I still feel so good about it #feeling so lucky loved and seen and I have to get that out in the open somewhere so hi lol #but yeah uh thank you papa again for being so kind and gentle and making everything as warm as possible #and thank you Grace for being so awesome and patient with me #My Mummy Dust #Ghost #Vent #kinda #I just can’t believe I made it this far in life to say I actually had an opportunity like this #I’m rlly proud and I’m glad I can have something like this to be proud of #I wish I could go back in time and show younger me #she had no fucking clue how cool she would be now

[secndlife]

hi besties it’s my bday today pls wish me a happy bday mwah

#seungcheol as he’s an accurate representstion of me #always #my leo bf #anyways this day kinda sucks as im having to quarantine #not that bad bc i am feeling loved #but still i wish i could go out for dinner at least #anyway happy bday to me #karolversary

[cahootings]

At that point of being sick where my voice does the cool deep sultry thing it does when I’m sick so I’ve just been talking to myself in my best GLaDOS voice all day

#wish I could record an audiobook rn #quarantine is going fine thanks for asking!

[loverboybitch]

realizing my brain is possibly wayyyyy more broken than i thought it was haha.//.

#imjustsittinghere #was in the shower just like thinking #about like why im bad at making friends and how i wish i could get closer to people when they think im cool and we could be like bros #cause for some reason [the brain disease probably] i think all the people ive tried to make friends with over my 20s like HATE me #specific example is this group of friends i met pre quarantine that i saw alot and were really cool #and they liked me and my friends and we all got along and chilled and vibed together #but in my head im CONVINCED all these people hate me cause ive been kinda awkward around them a few times lol #even tho everytime ive seen them they come up like hey hows it going!! n try to talk with me #last time i saw one of them at a party right before covid i was about to leave because i thought i was being too weird and anxious and peopl #didnt want me there anymore #and as i was putting my shoes on one of these people was like omg angel give me a kiss as they were walking by #and i did! kissed on the lips just for funsies! but still in my head im like oh u DESPISE me!!!!!! uve never wanted to speak to me ever and #wish i was dead! #and then i be like...evidence of this? i was weird that one time and kinda awkward lol #im just so stupid lol #there are so many people im like FUCK i fucked up my whole chance of being friends with them cause im a weird littel gross guy! #n then they r literally people who love me im just scared of them #worst part is im literally writing this like i know this but i still would be too scared to go to one of their shows again lol

[jungwookjins]

gonna keep it real if i dont get to go back to taiwan before the end of this year i might have to explode myself and everything else around me 

#it's been 4 years since i was last there i miss it so sooooo much #i miss sitting in my aunt's lil cafe doing work #i miss the night markets #and getting snacks and supper at like 11pm #and 水果牛奶 and the 7-11 sandwiches #i also need to finalize my citizenship documents bro #i wish i could go this summer but the quarantine period is just too long i dont have that kind of time 😔😔 #ennuitxt

[skyburger]

was anyone else on the side of twitter that was making bernie sanders fancams in like february of 2020. was that just me. i have at least five different edits saved & im pretty sure theyre all by different people. if i didnt save these to my phone i think i would have convinced myself i made this all up

#i wish i could be like ''man 2020 was wild... quarantine made us crazy'' but #this was in fact a little over a month before schools & shit started getting shut down (at least for me & people i knew). so #yeah idk why people made them (or why i fucking saved? FIVE OF THEM? i know it was not ironic. i'm so sure.) #by the way if anyone for whatever reason really wants to see authentic 2020 (barely) pre-covid bernie sanders fancams? hit me up #i got u covered #muffin mumbles

[jemiswumbo]

legit ALL DAY i’m so sleepy and cold and i want to nap and sleep and be so cozy in all my blankets and hugging my pillow with the window slightly open so I can hear the soft sounds of the outdoors but being so warm and safe inside with no responsibilities or worries. pure comfort.

but then when I get ready for bed at night and get cozy and finally have time to go on my phone and do whatever and drift off to sleep I get SO unbearably anxious and uncomfortable and the darkness outside isn’t as comforting as soft daylight and there’s so much to do tomorrow and the work of the day has made my body ache and I’m too hot but also too cold and my chest hurts and I have a migraine.

#vent #rant #idk if anyone relates but I wish I could have a sleep schedule where #I sleep from like 11am til 6pm #and then i’m up at night and early morning…. wait #i just want to be nocturnal LMAO😭 #i was nocturnal during quarantine and it was the best 6 months of my life

[sharingresourcesforpalestine]

the hardest thing to decide rn is where to donate to bc I want to donate to all of them. I wish I wasn’t so poor I REALLY wish I could do a little bit to all of them.

#sitting here looking through all the links trying to decide where to donate the money #I had to spend some money on food (Instacart no less bc I was quarantining) so I’m donating the same sum amount or more #idk I know sending the money to any one of them will make a difference but I am still hit with decision paralysis #I’ll push through it within the day I’m just musing out loud and wishing I had more money to spend and more freedom to do so #I wish I could send enough to fill someone’s stomach as well as make them comfortable and healthy and safe. #I wish I could do more than what I have. I hope with all my might and pray to whatever’s listening that whatever I send #will count to the utmost and that it will be matched tenfold by others that follow

[thebeat-of-myheart]

My mental health is the worst it's ever been. Even worse than my posts on here 8 years ago when I was constantly hoping I'd wake up dead. Depression as an adult (for me) has been more stable. Less fantasizing about suicide, more inability to get out of bed, because nothing brings me joy. I thought nothing brought me joy back then, but I was wrong. I had periods of numbness. But for the most part, I still made art, listened to music, watched my favorite movies to feel better. Now, I feel like an empty shell. There is no favourite movies. There is no art to be made. Music all sounds the same. I've been lying to myself and everyone else, pretending I'm still a real person with real hobbies and interests, for 3.5 years. Longest period of numbness yet. Quit my job because I had no passion. No interest in doing anything else. I used to have so much work ethic, but not anymore, because I can't find the energy to be passionate anywhere. I can't even find the energy to vacuum my room, or fix my sheets, stretch, eat, nothing. I avoid talking about this with my friends for the most part. I don't want them to know how dead I feel. Most can't understand. But it just keeps getting worse. Sorry for venting, I just needed to throw this out here somewhere. I think it would be better if I can talk about it. (4 covered therapy sessions will not do the trick unfortunately- i've tried, and I can't afford $200/hr). I just don't want to bring my other friends down. Luckily no one uses tumblr anymore lawl

#mine #also being quarantined doesnt help either i wish i could go for a walk or something

[weallgoferal]

oh how I miss this account.

the things I would do to go back to early 2021 :(

#yeah its been a year #haven't been in the fandom since the dream smp ended #I wish I could go back to 2021 so bad #I also miss quarantine too #idk #it just feels like im aging too fast #im turning 18 soon and I was 14 when I got here #:( #I just miss this whole era #and with dtkq gone #i just hate this so much #well I hope you are all fine

[fartgirl4000]

i hate so much that everyone that did a bunch of tiktok anime arts and crafts over the quarantine feel embarrassed by what they’ve created bc they were genuinely super fun and still look good, and it brought out a lot of joy for ppl during a bad time :/

#i still have all of the things i’ve made that came from quarantine tiktok trends #and i’d never get rid of them. wish i could do more some time