#I’m dropping 200 dollars on a MRI today and I’m horrified they won’t find anything that will help me

[catholiccandles]

All these posts about talking to God in silence or sitting with God in silence... I miss silence so much

#my tinnitus got rapidly worse in the last year and the pounding/ringing/blowing sound in my right ear needs to be constantly drained out #with some other noise #I constantly wish I could turn my white noise maker off and listen to the rain or the wind or whatever #not my own heart beat pulsating in my right ear over and over #it makes me feel so rushed and uneasy and crazy all the time. and I can usually still hear it over whatever I’m draining it out with #I’m dropping 200 dollars on a MRI today and I’m horrified they won’t find anything that will help me #if you can say a quick prayer for it I would appreciate it #not trying to be dramatic but it’s really taking a toll on my Quality of Life #posts