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sc0tters · 6 months
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Pent Up | Adam Fantilli
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summary: being Adam’s roommate comes with its perks, and a whole load of sexual tension.
request: yes/no
warnings: sexual themes, face riding, p in v, swearing.
word count: 2.39k
authors note: don’t think I’ve ever brought Gavin into one of these before so here he is. I behaved even tho kei told me not to 😝 and yeah, wrote this like hella late so you’re getting one thought carried on. And let’s hope that this meets faithlynn’s expectations cause we don’t know when she’s gonna read one of these again 🫶
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When Gavin tasked you with being the friendly face in Columbus that Adam needed you swore it wouldn’t be hard.
You were a year and a half older than your brother and were beyond excited when your brother got drafted to the team a mere twenty minute drive from your apartment.
Having had met Adam on more than one occasion during the previous school year it was no surprise that you two clicked within weeks of him arriving in Ohio, even going as far as to give him the second bedroom in your apartment.
It was clear that Adam didn’t want to live alone and you really could have done with the money, and who really says no to a hot new roommate?
Yes you knew it was wrong to see your brothers friend in that light. But Gavin really did seem to have the skills of picking friends that all fell right into your type: tall and hot.
Much to your irritation though Adam and you kept things purely platonic. Even going as far as avoiding the apartment so that the other could get some quiet time to fuck someone.
You knew it was hypocritical because you also abused this benefit of being friends with your roommate but the few times you participated in it you brought home different guys. Adam on the other hand after two months of bringing home different girls finally settled on one, Kayla.
She seemed nice and thankfully didn’t go to your university but you couldn’t help but get frustrated each time you saw him bring her home.
That’s what brought on the plan of tonight.
Your friends invited you out to some party that a frat on campus was hosting “you are getting all dressed up for game day.” Adam pointed out letting a soft laugh fall from his lips as he watched you apply a shimmery highlighter to your nose.
Your lips pursed together at the realisation that you had let his reminder slip your mind “I’m not coming tonight.” You announced digging through your lipsticks as his hand reached out to stop you “you aren’t coming?” He repeated your words as he frowned.
Adams gaze hardened as you used your other hand to grab your lipgloss “some of the girls wanted to go to this frat for a party and when they said that Justin was gonna be there-” Justin was a guy from your creative writing course in freshman year who thought that you were cute and has since been flirting with you “who the hell is Justin?” The hockey player furrowed his eyebrows at the mention of the boy as you got up running your fingers through your hair “you better not be wearing that to see him.” It was a red dress that cut just above your breasts and ended at the middle of your thighs. A beautiful dress, but not for the Ohio November weather.
You rolled your eyes as you crossed your arms unintentionally pushing your breasts up, a gesture that didn’t go unnoticed by Adam “if you want to start commenting on what girls wear Adam.” Your face clearly showed that you were irritated “then I suggest you go and call that little girlfriend of yours, Layla was it?” Before he had a chance to respond there was a knock at the door and the all too familiar sounds of your friends voices “good luck tonight.” You mumbled pressing a kiss to his cheek before you made your way to the front door grabbing your sneakers in the process.
Adam watched with an irritated expression on his face “she knew it was Kayla.” He mumbled before he stomped into his room having to get ready to leave for the game.
If there was a word to describe how poorly Adam played tonight then it wasn’t in his direction as absolute fucking dog shit even complimented how he played. Each time he got the puck he then quickly lost it. If there was a fight he could have gotten into he did, and it got so bad that the penalty box almost felt like it was his friend.
Adam simply couldn’t help but focus on the fact that you were out with some guy who clearly wasn’t going to appreciate you.
The coaches naturally sent him home after a long talking to and even after a shower where all he could smell was that strawberry shower gel that you use, you still weren’t home.
In fact it took you another ninety minutes before you landed back at your door.
You quietly opened the door as you thought that Adam was sleeping so you got the fright of your life seeing him silently staring at the door from his seat “Jesus Adam! You scared me!” Your hand clutched your chest as you shut the door behind you make your way over to where the boy sat.
He remained silent as your hand gripped at his knee “how was the game?” It was you trying to be rude but it was the reminder of you not being there that Adam so desperately wanted to avoid “played like shit.” Adam confessed as he stared at your manicured nails that drew soft figures on his leg “how is Justin?” The distain in his voice was clear making you scoff as you got up.
A frown formed on your lips “shouldn’t you be more worried about Kayla?” You shot back making him follow your actions as he got up “you getting jealous of her or something?” The hockey player towered of you as he stood up
You rolled your eyes “why should I be jealous of someone who I know has a way worse sex life than me.” You knew that Adam had heard you with your vibrator once or twice after you heard him grunt your name in the shower.
Adam clenched his fists as you let out a laugh “good night Adam.” You went to place your hand on his shoulder but instead the boy grabbed your hand pulling you closer to him “you really think I’m a bad fuck?” Was the first thing that came out of his mouth as he sent you a glare “like I couldn’t have you coming in minutes?” He added pressing you against the wall “quicker than that pathetic vibrator of yours? The air in the room went dry as you realised that he knew about that.
You blinked repeatedly “would like to see you try.” Your mouth often got you into trouble and it seemed that today was no different when his lips captured yours.
The hockey player smiled at how your body melted against him “jump,” he ordered wrapping his arms around your legs as he brought you into your bedroom.
To the untrained eye you two looked like a couple who had been touched deprived for days as he let your body fall onto your bed “can’t believe he let you go looking like this.” Adam clicked his tongue taking in the sight that was your body “want to have you on my face.” He confessed making your eyes go wide as he pulled your dress up to the the white panties that made him lick his lips.
You whimpered feeling him hook his fingers in the material “haven’t done that before.” You mumbled as your panties ran down your legs before the boy could throw them somewhere in your room “you trust me?” Adam asked bringing his lips to yours for a quick peck as you nodded.
With one quick movement the boy was laying on your bed as you lowered your hips above his face “baby you aren’t gonna break me, I fucking bench more than you weigh.” Adam cooed watching you pull your dress off before you let your legs hover above his face making him roll his eyes as he wrapped his arms around your legs bringing your cunt to his face.
A squeal left your lips as you were surprised “shit Adam!” You moaned gripping your fingers on the head board.
His tongue found it’s home in your core as his nose hit your clit “you’re actually good at this” your surprise came from the fact that you weren’t used to college boys being good when it came to being good at eating girls out.
Adam responded with a simple smack to your ass that made you jump “behave princess.” The hockey player warned bringing his hand over to your clit “right there.” You cooed feeling the sensation of his beard between your thighs as you rode his face.
You had to admit that you were getting closer to your high as the boy locked eyes with you “I’m gonna-“ you felt your legs clench around his head but that never faltered his movements, in fact that made him quicken his actions as his thumb pressed harder on your clit.
A white cast painted over your eyes as you came, Adam continued to guide your motions as he helped you through your orgasm “too much,” you shook your head “too much.” You repeatedly grabbing ahold of his hair as you tried to stop your movements.
As much as Adam wanted to push you into another orgasm or two before he let you get off of him, he was desperate to slide his cock into your soaked cunt and that was enough for the hockey player to let you off of him.
He lay you down next to him seeing how red your thighs were “sorry,” he apologised pulling his shorts down as he watched you undo your bra.
You smiled shaking your head “just come and fuck me already.” Your vulgar words made him feel for comfortable as Adam reached into his wallet to find a condom “want to do the honours baby?” The hockey player asked handing you the silver packet.
Between a kiss you still focused on wrapping his cock in the latex before you brought it over your clit “such a needy fucking baby for someone who has already had an orgasm tonight.” Adam grunted as he let your cunt swallow his cock.
Your face screwed tight as you adjusted to his size “move, please.” You requested wanting to feel some kind of pace from the hockey player.
His cock throbbed inside your cunt as he picked your legs up so that his cock could slide deeper into your core “what would Gav say about this?” He groaned against the shell of your ear making you cry out in pleasure “bout his big sister getting fucked by his friend?” The hockey player let out a grunt as you clenched around his cock.
His lips danced over your throat leaving sloppy marks as a trail “I don’t know Adam,” your fingers grabbed at the sheet beneath you as you strangely thought back to your brothers requests when it came to how you treated Adam.
Play nice
Be his friendly face
Under no circumstances were you to sleep with him
Okay so maybe the first two were easier to do than the last one but you had lasted more than two months without that one, so surely it had to count for something?
The boy’s efforts switching between sucking and kissing up your throat pulled your attention away from your thoughts “someone is going to see Adam.” You were surprised that you could even form a coherent sentence as your mind felt like it had formed a fog over your thoughts.
He smiled as his teeth nipped at your skin “worried what fucking he might say?” Adam couldn’t even bring himself to say his name out loud as he cringed at the thought “n-no Gav.” You shook your head reminding him of the fact that you were seeing your brother for thanksgiving, a mere two days away.
That made Adam pull his focus from your neck to your lips “could just keep you in turtlenecks.” He grumbled picking your legs up so that he g could press you further into your bed “I’m not gonna last.” You confessed as his lips captured yours.
It made the boys ego grow “I know baby me too.” Adam was waiting for you to come so that he wasn’t the first one as he feared finishing before you “shit A!” You cried out as your hips jerked causing your cunt to clench around his cock as you came.
Your orgasm spurred his on as his head dropped to your shoulder as he let his teeth softly sink into the area of skin “so good baby-so good.” Adam groaned with his last thrust before he let his cock slide out of your cunt.
Adam couldn’t help it when a laugh fell from his lips as he took in your fucked out state “you’re so hot.” He blurted out causing you to look at him with a smile “you are too,” you mumbled rolling over to kiss his lips.
Not even twenty four hours later you were already feeling the consequences of sleeping with him.
The boy smirked as he watched you struggle to sit down “you okay?” Adam grinned seeing you in a vest that highlighted the hickies that marked your neck.
Your core felt tender as you tried to find a comforting position “shut up,” you grumble sending him a glare that made him laugh.
Adam held his hand out to you “think I’ve got a way to make you feel better.” The hockey players proposed as his hand ran up your thighs “how do you know that it is what I want?” You smiled finding your place on his thigh.
He rubbed his thumb over your side as he cooed “something about the way you moaned last night with my head between your thighs tells me you want it again.” Adam watched as you placed your hands on either side of his face letting him guide your hips against him “Gav is gonna kill you.” Your reminder made him laugh as your lips hovered over his “and I think that you are totally worth it.” His confession had your legs clamping down around his thigh as you turned red “what do you say about a date when you’re back?” Adam’s forwardness was not something that you were used to after sleeping with a guy.
“I’d say that it sounds great.”
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eomayas · 8 months
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new thing (pt. 4) • pcy
pairing: chanyeol x f!reader, age gap
genre: smut 18+ MINORS DNI!!!! angst, fluff
synopsis: reader is in her feelings, and so is chanyeol.
warnings: p in v, riding, unspoken feelings, unrequited feelings, reader is in her feelings, minor arguments, reader has a few unexplored insecurities, reassuring chanyeol
a/n: oh this is kinda a filler chapter ngl but it is essential to the story (in my opinion!) thanks for the patience, and i hope you like this one even tho it’s kinda short and it’s been awhile :) hella unedited btw
chanyeol sees your attitude before he experiences it. he sees it in the way you walk towards his car, hears it in the way you slam the car door and yank your seatbelt across your chest. you don’t say anything to him, not even hello, and he watches you for a moment and waits to see if you’ll change your mind. when you don’t, he shakes his head slightly and sighs. “can we just go?” you snap, arms crossed tightly over your chest.
“you can’t even say hi?” he asks, looking over at you. you stare out his windshield, not focusing on anything just not looking at him. “hi, y/n.” he says exaggeratedly.
“hi, chanyeol! can we just go, please?” you say frustratedly. you grip onto the seatbelt and press yourself into the door.
chanyeol stares over at you, confused at why you’re acting the way you are, growing tired of it quickly. “y/n, what’s wrong?” he finally asks.
“why can’t you answer your phone? i’ve called and texted you all day,” you say, your voice coming out more whiny than you intended. you feel silly and weak being upset over your calls going unreturned and your texts going unanswered, but it’s been all day. he didn’t even give you the curtsey of letting you know that he was busy.
“i was working, y/n, you know that,” chanyeol reasons, his face etched with irritation.
“you could have texted that you were busy! you didn’t even call—how am i supposed to know what you’re doing if you don’t call?” you reply, getting equally as aggravated as him. the tension between you two is thick. maybe you’re overreacting—you don’t know.
“damnit, y/n, i’m a grown ass man, and when i tell you i’m at work, i mean it. maybe you’re used to these other guys lying about where they are, but i don’t do that,” chanyeol isn’t yelling, but he might as well be with the way he reprimands you. “this is childish—you’re acting childish right now. stop it.” you clench your jaw at the name calling. he’s right, though. he doesn’t ever give you reasons to think he’s anywhere other than where he says he is.
“don’t call me childish, chanyeol,” you say, sounding like a little kid telling their bully to stop. except yours an adult woman, and chanyeol isn’t your bully.
“well thats how you’re acting. now, i’m sorry that you felt like i was ignoring you. can we just start over? i don’t want to argue,” he says and you feel embarrassed at his maturity and your lackthereof, because you can’t apologize as easy and seamlessly as he just did.
a sigh leaves your lips as a response and chanyeol scoffs, putting the car in drive and taking off. he shakes his head at your attitude but doesn’t say anything else, just turns the music up to drown out the silence between the two of you.
chanyeol doesn’t even say anything when he gets to the gas station and goes inside to pay. he leaves you in the car wordlessly and you sulk as you stare out of the passenger side window. you feel bad for being annoying to him. all you really want to do is enjoy the evening with him and his presence, but you’ve put a damper on the mood.
he gets back in the car and gently taps your arm with something cold. you look over and accept the drink he holds out for you. “thank you,” you say, setting it in the cup holder.
“mhm,” he says, and pulls out of the gas station. it’s back to silence, and you huff out a breath. everything in you tells you to apologize to him, but you’re embarrassed. with chanyeol, you always feel the need to impress him, or leave him with a lasting impression. maybe it’s because you’re not entirely sure of relationship, and the 10 year distance between the two of you. ever since you found out about his ex wife, you’ve had this weird chip on your shoulder, like you’re not totally ready for him, and that you’re some young play-thing for him, before he goes back to a woman his own age.
you’re afraid he’s going to get tired of you, and leave once he realizes that you’re not the person he wants to spend the rest of his life with, that you’re not the settling down type. you’re afraid that you’ll drive him away, somehow, whether it epiphanic, or you finally pull the straw that breaks the camels back. you don’t know, but it sits in the back of your brain constantly. and by the silence, and the way he’s gripping onto the steering wheel, you’re losing points and backing him against a wall.
you stew in the passengers seat, eyes looking out the window but not focusing on anything. chanyeol glances at you every few minutes, wanting to say something but not being able to find the words.
the car comes to a stop and you finally look up, blinking in as you register your surroundings. chanyeol turns off the car and gets out and comes around your side to open your door, ever the gentleman even though there’s tension between the two of you. you even take his hand and let him lead you into the restaurant, and lean into his touch when his hand moves to the small of your back.
a hostess sits you two in a booth, and you sit opposite of each other. like always, you fall into what feels natural: chanyeol caging one of your feet in between his ankles and you leaning across the table to annoyingly share the menu. the only difference is that you two don’t hold hands, and chanyeol doesn’t kiss you when you lean forward.
you find what you’re going to eat and drink and lean back, awkwardly looking around the semi-busy restaurant. you can feel chanyeol looking at you, so you turn your head to him. “hi,” he says, gently kicking your shins and giving you a small smile.
“hi,” your waiter comes to your table, interrupting your small moment to take your drink orders. you two order and they leave. “i’m sorry.” you blurt, gently swinging your legs underneath the table. you gnaw at the inside of your cheek, hating the tension between the two of you.
the waiter comes back to drop your drinks off. “are we ready to order, or do we need more time?” chanyeol answers for the both of you, and so you order quickly to get them out of your way so you can continue your previous conversation.
“yeah.. i’m sorry,” you say again once the waiter is gone. chanyeol gives you a small smile and takes your smaller hands in his large ones,
“i know. it’s alright,” he says and you shake your head, gently tugging him towards you.
“no, it’s not. i know you’re busy, i just…” you let your words trail off, unsure of what you want to say. you just what? miss him? like him a little too much that it’s bordering on something more serious, more real and tangible that you’re afraid to really confront these feelings? because confronting them means that they’re true, and opens the door for them to be strictly one sided and unrequited?
chanyeol looks at you with kind eyes that urge you to keep going, but you don’t. instead, you gently shake your joined hands together. the words are on the tip of your tongue, waiting to be blurted out, or screamed—admitted. you know that once they’re out, they can’t be taken back. you don’t even know if that’s what you’re really feeling, you’ve never felt this way before, not this strongly, not this soon.
rather than finishing your sentence, you change the subject to him and ask him to tell you about his day. he’s eager to tell you, going in great detail about an EP he’s been working on with a singer and how it’s almost finished, it just needs final touches. you nod along, literal hearts in your eyes as you listen to him go on and on.
later, after chanyeol takes you to the studio, he drives the both of you back to his place. it’s still a bit awkward between the two of you, all the car rides being mostly silent except for a few small comments from either of you. when you were at the studio, you sat quietly on the couch and let him work, not saying much and staying out of his way. you don’t fully feel like you’re back on his good side, though he accepted your apology.
your tactic of keeping quiet so he can’t remember to be annoyed with you seems to be working. you’re so quiet in the studio, that when somebody walks in he nearly forgets to introduce you to them. you’d take offense, if you didn’t feel like you’ve ruined the night.
now the two of you are at his house, heading outside to his jacuzzi. you follow behind him, shivering when you step out into the cold air in only a bikini and slippers, and quickly dip into the hot tub. chanyeol slides in on the opposite side, a decent amount of distance between the two of you.
chanyeol closes his eyes and sinks down into the water until it covers his lips. you watch him, chewing on the inside of your lip. there’s a lot you’d rather be doing than simply just staring at him, but you hold yourself back, not wanting to overstep where you’re not welcomed.
“why are you sitting so far away?” he questions, running a hand through his hair. chanyeol holds his arms out to you, and your heart soars at him needing you, wanting you. you slide over to him, leaving a small gap of space between you two, and he pulls you onto his lap. “you’re being shy. what’s up?” he asks, arms circling around your waist.
“nothing,” you lie and he gives you a look.
“just tell me what’s up, baby,” he says and you want to throw yourself into the water until you need to come up for air. goosebumps form on your shoulders from being above the water, and chanyeol scoops up water onto them.
“i just feel like you’re mad at me,” you admit.
“i’m not mad at you—i never was,” he says and you sigh, giving him the look.
“yes, you were. you don’t have to lie,” you say, focusing your eyes on his neck. you drag your finger across his collarbones before sighing and resting your palms flat against his chest.
chanyeol circles his arms tighter around you. “i wasn’t mad; annoyed? yes, but never mad. i’m over it, you apologized—everything is fine. we’re fine,” he says. you shift your eyes up to his and purse your lips.
“okay,” is all you can say, not feeling 100% sure of his words.
“you can’t avoid me,” he says, kissing your nose. you can’t help but smile, not expecting him to notice.
“so you caught onto that,” you state, making him scoff.
“i notice everything,” chanyeol say matter-of-factly. you make a face and he gently pinches you. “it’s true! just because you think i dont, doesn’t mean you’re right.” he adds, bopping your nose and smiling when you wrinkle it.
“yeah, whatever,” you mutter, but your stomach is flipping and your pulse is going wild at his words. you know you shouldn’t doubt him, especially since he’s never given you a reason to, but sometimes you just can’t help your own insecurities.
chanyeol only smiles and kisses your cheek. you frown at him and he chuckles, asking “what?” like he doesn’t already know the answer.
“can i have a kiss?” you ask, sliding your hands up his chest and wrapping your arms around his neck. he kisses you again, this time on the corner of your mouth, then your jaw, down your neck…
“you can have more than that,” he mumbles against your skin, finally trailing kisses up, up, up, your lips his next target. chanyeol kisses you softly, one hand holding onto the back of your neck while the other splays against the small of your back. you melt into the kiss, grateful to finally have him on you again.
like all of the touches between the two of you, it gets heated quickly. chanyeols fingers pull at the strings of your bikini that wrap around your neck, letting your top fall forward and float around your waist.
he rolls your hardened nipples between his thumb and index finger before pulling away from you mouth to attach his lips to your chest. you let out a sigh and bury a hand in his hair as he licks and sucks at your chest. “yeol,” you breathe, tilting your head back and pushing your chest upwards and into his mouth.
you feel his memeber get hard underneath your ass, and you can’t help but grind down onto him. you roll your hips, the friction of his shorts making him twitch under your ass.
chanyeol pulls his mouth away from your chest and kisses your lips, undoing one of the ties of your bikini bottoms. you help him slide down his swimming shorts and waste no time sinking down on him.
bottoming out quickly, you kiss his neck as you adjust to the stretch that you still can’t quite get used to. chanyeol gropes one of your breasts as he (patiently) waits for you to start moving. once you get comfortable, you don’t hold back; you plant your feet on the jacuzzis bench and pull nearly all the way off of him before slamming back down and doing it all over again.
“fuck, y/n,” he mumbles, drawing his bottom lip in between his teeth. chanyeol rests the back of his neck against the edge of the hot tub, his eyes rolling back when you start making figure-eights on his dick. his fingers dig into your hips and he pulls the other string of your bottoms apart, pushing the article out into the water and letting it float away so he can feel you better.
chanyeol cant help but curse and moan out your name loudly. it only encourages you and makes you ignore the fact that your legs are starting to hurt and your brain is starting to go fuzzy. “fuckfuckfuck,” he grumbles, squinting to look up at you, loving the way you whimper every time you pull him out and sit back down on him. “baby.” he says, his voice slightly hoarse.
the sound shoots straight to your core and you clench around him, a wanton moan leaving your lips. “y-yes?” you hold onto his shoulders as you keep putting in work on top of him. chanyeol chases you lips and kisses you sloppily, his hands palming your ass and moving you up and down on him.
you pant as you feel that familiar white-hot burn in the pit of your stomach. “fuck, i-i-“ chanyeol cuts himself with a groan, pulling away from your lips. you dig your nails into his skin, crying out his name without fear of his neighbors potentially being outside and hearing the two of you. “i’m a-about to c-cum.” he pants, letting his head fall against the outside of the jacuzzi.
your vision goes spotty as you chase your release. you wind your hips on him, crying out his name. “baby, f-fuck, ‘m gonna c-cum,” you whimper, dropping your head onto his shoulder as you reach your climax. you clench around him, holding his dick in a vice-like grip. chanyeol comes almost directly after you, swearing the whole time and holding you close to him.
“y/n,” he pants, kissing under your ear as you lazily continue to grind on him. “i l-lo-“ his voice cuts out quickly, snapping shut and burying his face in your neck to hide his almost slip up, praying you didn’t catch it.
but of course you do. you movements falter, the rhythm of your hips getting lost in his words briefly. you want to say something, to ask him what he was going to say. but you also don’t want to risk getting embarrassed or getting ahead of yourself.
you know what he was on the verge of saying. you tell yourself that it was probably the heat of the moment, because you rode him the best you ever have in your entire relationship. it was lust talking—he doesn’t really feel that way about you.
you tell yourself this after you get out of the hot tub and shower together. you remind yourself of this when he fucks you again under the water, when he kisses you so tenderly, with so much passion that you feel like ripping your heart out of your chest and hand delivering it to him. you keep telling yourself this when he gives you clothes to wear and makes you dinner. when he takes you upstairs and spoons you until you both fall asleep. you tell yourself that he probably wasn’t even going to say what you think he was, when you wake up in the morning with his arm draped across you, and your legs entangled.
you keep telling yourself that it was the cusp of a freudian slip. you don’t bring it up to him, and he doesn’t mention it again, except when he nearly slips up again a few nights later when you’re play fighting on his couch and he pins you into the cushions. this time, his cheeks tinge and he quickly kisses you and removes himself from on top of you and magically has work to do. you sit there, dumbfounded, wishing he would just fucking say it, so you could finally say it back to him.
previous chapters: 1, 2, 3
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matchadobo · 11 months
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KIDD; dates with college kidd
summary: a part two of my college au of kidd. after school dates with name would usually go like this. you can read the part one here, i recommend reading it first bc it would be more dreamy and immersive before you read this but you can also read this independently tw: fem reader, NOT PROOFREAD AT ALL HADSASHD, no warningsssss all fluff i promise, a little bit suggestive like 3%
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would wait for you in his motorbike after school and pick u up
after school dates would go one of three ways:  be at billiards, a local pub, or the arcade
billiards date
he’d be the type to pout angrily while playing when he invites you and you say no 
would be insaneeeely good at billiards, so fucking brilliant that it’s so hot
would take his time to circle around the board, he may not seem like it but he analyzes it so carefully
he’d look like those athletes in the zone. lips pressed together, eyes darted directly at the white ball, bent down so perfectly his ass fr lookin tight, sinewy arms stretched out and fingers precisely positioned  around the end of the stick, with one exhale he hits the ball and always manages to score  multiple  balls in holes
“babe, watch closely.” 
“i’m hella good at this, look.”
“gonna score this for you, don’t look away.”
each time he does score he’d look at you and give you a lopsided grin, making you blush each time
he knows you’re staring and he knows what he does to you that’s why he does everything to make you into a blushing mess
in the event that you agree to play billiards and he teaches you, he gets so up close behind (bc he wants to feel your ass) and places your arm in the right places and fixes your form.
the boys would whine, asking you two to get a room
each time you screw  up he’d laugh at you and call you dumb but still coach you
and when you score even if it’s just 1 ball, he’d either place a kiss at the top of your head or a smack you in the ass
you two’d always share a bottle of booze and goes home tipsy
by the time you two go home, it’d most likely be night since this man’s an addict 
in a local pub
he’d always have an arm around you
rubbing circles on your shoulders or thighs
he always has to be touching you in some way, otherwise he’d be pouting and more irritated
he’d let you sit on his lap as he bury his face on your back and falls asleep 
would often touch you in sensitive places and leave you hot and bothered
once you nag him about it tho he’ll stop
he’d tell you not to get drunk so much bc you go dumber but he’d always be passed out
he and the boys would always be the loud ass men in the pub, laughing and screwing around
whenever a guy even tries to hit on you or look your direction he’d immediately pull you closer and points at the homie giving him a finger
you guys would always play drinking games, card games, bets, and such 
when it’s time to go home, you’d always ask killer to drop you off at home and kidd will sleep over for the night at your dorm/house
he’d be wasted asf killer had to carry him to your room
he’d mumble shit at you and be painfully clingy than normal
he’d snoRE LIKE A MOTHERFUCKING TUBA so sleeping would be hella difficult
in the morning when he has hangover, you’d give him coffee and leftovers and he’d be a-ok
would go to school lookin like a hot mess: no eyeliner, plain ass shirt, normal jeans, sneakers, bedhead not even styled
arcade
this happens rarely, when a major quiz, tasks, or exams just finished, you guys celebrate here usually or at a bbq place
your ig story would always be filled with karaoke vids, polaroids with him or with the entire circle trying to fit in the small ass photobooth, claw machine troubles, whack a moles, aggressive basketball, ddr vids, you name it!
 he’d go waaaaaaay overboard with basketball, would compete with strangers and trash talk them but he ends up being friends with them
he’d be playing claw machines and end up malding, saying it’s dumb and rigged. but he’d be persistent in getting you a plushie, praise him when he does!
bumper cars are his absolute favorite! doesn’t hold back, not even to you. he’d crush all of you. he always has fun chasing you whenever you fumble around the wheel. he’d be keen on terrorizing and bumping into everyone, even strangers. each time he plays, children would actually cry and find him scary 😭—leaving him all the more ecstatic
the same could be say for his competitiveness and childishness at racing games, air hockeys, and shooting games. he’d terrorize everyone, regardless of relationship, gender, or age 😭
after the lot of you have tried each game, your last destination is the bowling area. as expected, he’s exceptionally good at it. would always score a spare or strike, walking away from the pit with open arms and an arrogant grin in his face.
name: what a show off kidd: but you love it so much, don’t you?
usually, that was the last game area and the circle would part ways. you and him would always go to the photobooth, he’d always initiate it. you two’d always leave a line waiting bc he gets too enthusiastic with kissing you on the photos. he’d always squish your cheeks in the photos, kiss them, bite them, or pinch them. he’d have an arm around you, kissing the side of your head,. give you horns with his fingers, or has a middle finger on display. always has his tongue out, and is always on a 🤘pose. he’d say the heart pose is cringy but you’d force him to it. but mostly, it’s just goofy ahh pics that end up blurry bc you two cannot stay still and are always laughing.
you two will have dinner at some place and he drives you home. 
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just blurted this out cuz i miss him
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madalice31 · 3 months
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Mmmm now I’m triggered lol.
Halle Bailey did not gaslight anyone. It’s not gaslighting when one, you don’t have any relationship with this person, platonic or otherwise, not even a conversation. So exactly how did she gaslight you? What she did was not acknowledge the fact that she was pregnant…to the public. It’s not like she was lying to the people closest to her about being pregnant. And not once did she deny being pregnant! She may have jugged on or ignored a lot of yall’s questions, but she had every right to do that if she didn’t want to share the experience with the public. Let’s not start this narrative that she was “gaslighting” cause yall don’t know how to not project your own shit on other people. Even Chloe never denied it, she just said yall stop gossiping about my sister! As she should have. Period. Halle was never the problem.
It was obvious. She knew it was obvious. People caught on, and she even straight up got caught with those hoodie pics. But you know what, she continued to keep that shit to herself because she ain’t want to talk about it with yall! And guess what, she wasn’t obligated nor required to talk to yall or acknowledge anything.
I’m getting irritated at the comments. “She so weird, why talk about it now? Oh she just didn’t want to be looked at as a baby mama. Oh she was tryna to maintain her Disney image.” Blah, blah, blah. Y’all will never know what her reasons were unless she decides to share that. Speculate all you want. But a woman has the right to be like, hey I don’t want to share my actual pregnancy experience with you guys. I don’t want to be asked questions in interviews. I don’t want yall judgement cause I’m not married or I’m too young in your eyes. I don’t want to deal with yall being all in my business. So no, you don’t get to see me pregnant. No, I’m not gonna answer questions about it. Yes I will sit in this poofy ass dress with my legs crossed, knowing you can tell, but talking to you about everything else BUT. You think this press tour, people didn’t know? All these interviews, people didn’t know? Her team kept that shit on lock and made sure everyone kept their mouths shut! Kudos to them!
A woman also has the right to say, now that my child is here, I’m willing to share more. I’m going to acknowledge my child. And y’all still ain’t gonna get every bit of info, but y’all can stop talking now. Like y’all done done now?
Nothing wrong with that. Nothing weird about that. Hence why in her caption she says the world was “desperate” to meet him. Cause folks was hella pressed.
Now do I have some opinions on who with and why now, yes I do. Do I have some opinions about the black community and baby mama/baby daddy culture, yes I do.
But that’s neither here nor there. The point is she didn’t owe us shit! So let’s stop throwing around words like “gaslighting” when it comes to people that haven’t even had a conversation with us, and most likely NEVER WILL.
If you asked her in person if she was pregnant and she told you no, that’s still not gaslighting lol. Cause if you come back and say oh so you were pregnant, you lied. The response? Yes, I did lie. Because I didn’t feel like sharing that with you at the time. But now, yeah, obviously I was pregnant. Last I checked, a lot of your mothers, daughters, aunties, and cousins have done the same. For whatever their reasons, they have done the same. You’ve kept secrets for them. So how is this any different? Just cause she a celebrity yall feel so entitled and it’s ridiculous.
I blame it on the celebrities who do that shit tho. Who think they need to share everything, like that’s normal. Even to the point of announcing divorces and break ups. Like celebrity divorce announcements have always been the dumbest shit to me. Like I give a fuck about your shit relationship ending. Why is that shit on CNN? We talk more these days about their personal lives than their actual projects and creative endeavors. These days, the people are more so the commodity, versus what they actually sell, create, or provide and it’s sad. Anyway, I digress.
Can I just say this before I leave? If we gonna give Rihanna praise for changing the maternity game, and showing us how to style a pregnant belly on full display. Let’s give Halle credit for showing us how to style a pregnant belly you don’t want to showcase or flaunt, but still look stylish and sexy. Cause every outfit and dress she wore throughout her whole pregnancy was spot fucking on! Her stylist understood the assignment!
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unboundpower · 1 year
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I’ve been thinking more about that Saiyan OC......I’ve come up with a veggie-based name for her and a rough idea of her personality........... Guess I’m falling down that rabbit hole.
So I have a lot of veggies at my disposal ofc, but for now, I’ve decided to go with celery and named her “Sera” (celery ➤ cel ➤ ser ➤ sera). Which, ironically enough, IRL means “princess” in Hebrew?? That’s neat.
She’s rough around the edges, and had no issue with doing the planet conquering thing. Believes in the “the strong survive and the weak don’t” mentality. But she maintains a real...indifferent aspect in her character. You could say she’s a form of nihilistic - though I’m thinking she unconsciously developed that trait as a coping method for how her homeworld was destroyed and she was forced to continue working for Frieza.
But she’s generally passive and nonchalant, doesn’t have much of a temper. Even if you bring up the genocide of Saiyans; she’d be like “well, guess all of them were weak then huh”.
And just to subvert potential expectations, she’s NOT buddy-buddy with any of her comrades. Especially Vegeta. In fact I can probs say, though she typically kept comments to herself, she disliked Nappa and Raditz. They irritated her. Especially Vegeta.
To boot, some people might expect her to have put out because...she’s a female character AND apparently the last female pure-blooded Saiyan alive. Nope. Never happened. Sera’s a virgin. For one, I personally think having a character sleep with another just to do it is pointless and kinda stupid (but then again I’m 90% sure I’m a form of sex-repulsed lol). 
Secondly, Sera didn’t & doesn’t care for the “repopulating the Saiyan race” idea that’s hella unrealistic anyway and I’m making it to where Frieza also wasn’t concerned about that (so she was rarely threatened or abused on that front by him and his generals at least).
Whether Nappa or Raditz (EDIT: not including Vegeta here because of this post) TRIED to pressure her into intercourse...well, that’s up to other people’s interpretations. I’m going to believe they wouldn’t & didn’t, because I ain’t trying to have misogynistic freak shit a part of the story.
...Lastly, I’m honestly leaning towards putting Sera on the asexual spectrum. Getting a lot of ace vibes from her character in my mind 🤔
EDIT: Right right, power stuff. To keep this short: Saiyan Saga-wise Sera’s weaker than Vegeta, but only slightly stronger than Nappa. They relatively could go toe-to-toe with each other, but she tended to have the advantage more often than not. (Why? Well, I want Sera to have had an actual fight with Goku and not get clowned on like how Nappa was.) 
For this reason, Vegeta and Nappa (mostly Nappa) never dogged on her for being weak per se. They did that to Raditz tho, and she didn’t stop them because she didn’t gaf LMAO
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elfgremlin · 2 months
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have to stop tretinoin for a bit bc my eyes are hella irritated and the skin around them are burning and peeling even tho i’m not applying it anywhere near there
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miekasa · 2 years
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dry skin is such a pain, and i’m also an oily t-zone dry skin combination skin girl who is extremely prone to eczema. i like cetaphil’s moisturizers! that and neutrogena’s hydroboost water gel have been my go-tos that i use alongside a niacinamide serum. i do the sandwich technique with retinol to minimize irritation since i’m a pure newbie (serum - retinol - moisturizers). the ugly thing about these moisturizers is the price, like they’re hella expensive for 50g 🫠 some moisturizer reccs i get are cosrx’s advanced snail 92 all in one cream and pyunkang yul’s calming moisture barrier cream. i’ve heard amazing things about illiyoon’s ceramide moisturizers for dry skin tho and have been eyeing them for months! also retinols are thee standard, only next to sunscreen! as a newbie myself, i started with cerave’s resurfacing retinol. been on it for 2 weeks now, using it two times per week and so far it’s been fine with extremely mild irritation that happened like twice.
for sunscreens, if you’ve got dry skin, maybe the kolmar formula would work well for you! kolmar is one of the biggest manufacturers in korea. it’s their formula that’s used for the really viral sunscreens on tiktok outside korea like beauty of joseon relief sun rice, isntree’s hyaluronic acid watery sun gel (using this now, pretty moisturizing for me personally), and others with the same base from kolmar from brands like thank you farmer, benton, and bellflower! just different sprinkles of razzle dazzle ingredients for marketing. the ones actually popular in korea are from dr. g, cell fusion c, and lancomè to name a few. i’ve also use japanese sunscreens from biore and they’ve always worked well for me personally, but they contain alcohol so you might wanna patch test first.
okay i’ve rambled enough 🫠 sorry 😭
No, please feel free to ramble! It sounds like we have similar skin types, so I appreciate all the suggestions 😌😌 real talk tho, where are people buying beauty of joseon products from like who/where are their retailers??? Truthfully, I don’t really think the benefits of retinol are gonna do much for me right now at least—I’m quite happy with my skin/skincare, save for a few days I feel more dry than usual but that’s probably dependent on some other factors + it was summer so you never know. I think if I’m gonna invest in another active soon it should probably be vitamin c, but I’m picky about them 🙄🙄
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unfinshedsentec · 2 years
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christmas baking with the tr boys!!
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a/n: it’s finally tho at time of the year and I’m loading in a ton of Christmas stuff🎄❤️
word count: 1.4k+
characters: Mikey, Draken, Baji, Chifuyu, Kazutora, and Sanzu!!
tw: cursing, drugs (sanzu), and mentions of vomit (baji)
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Mikey
As we all know, Mikey is a SERIOUS foodie. And while he’s the type that will eat anything and everything under the sun (as long as it has a flag), but he’s also pretty picky about getting what he wants to eat, when he wants it
And what he wanted right now was chocolate.
Lucky for him, you just so happened to come home with a couple bags of chocolate chips that were supposed to be for cookies.
….they didn’t end up in any cookies.
Instead, idiot over here ate every last piece of chocolate the moment you turned away.
"MIKEY!! THOSE WERE FOR COOKIES!!"
"Ehhhh, were they? Oh well, it was worth it"
"MANJIRO SANO!!!"
Needless to say, you were now pissed.
And, as a result, you woke up Mikey at 7 a.m, forced him to take you out, forced him to buy all the stuff for cookies again, and he was forced to buy you breakfast.
He was also forced to help you bake again, expect this time, you kept your harsh eye on him to be sure he wouldn't do the same thing again.
Sometimes you even ate a couple of chocolate chips to piss him off more.
And now, Mikey was the pissed one. As a result, he ate most of your precious cookies, which led you to getting angry again.
Of course, you guys ended up bickering, eventually starting a war between you both. And your war didn't end up ending until Christmas finally rolled around, when you both finally had enough and made up.
But, from that moment on, you Mikey decided you wouldn't bake in front of him again.
After all, the chocolate was just too tempting for him….and you we’re too scary
Draken
Draken-mom over here knows absolutely everything about baking. After all, Mikey is one hell of a foodie, and Draken's the one taking care of that foodie. Needless to say, he knows a lot about baking, so much so that he's very..... particular about it
Basically, baking with him is hell.
Originally, you and Draken were making Christmas cookies for Toman as a little Christmas gift. You thought it would be a fun thing do with your boyfriend, and the other Toman members would love it.
However, the moment you started baking, you realized what you had brought upon yourself….
From the get-go Draken was bossing you around, constantly telling you to do things per his orders. You pretty much had to do anything he said, or else, he'd get pissed and then do it himself.
In his defense, he was a little stressed because Mitsuya was making cookies too, and he wanted his to be better.
But still, it wasn't fun for you.
In fact, his need to control the situation pretty much irritated you enough to just sit out and watch him do everything.
But, even then, you still wanted some sort of revenge. So, you ate Draken's special cookies, while he was standing right in front of you.
Of course, you only ate a couple, just to piss of the tall blonde. However, his reaction was completely different from what you expected.
"Oh screw it. I'm done with this shit." He said, before beginning to eat his own cookies, mumbling about buying cookies at the store later in the process.
Of course, you joined in. And soon enough, you and your boyfriend were watching a Christmas movie eating all the cookies.
And neither of you had any regrets.
After all, those cookies were hella good!!
Baji
Baji isn't exactly good at everyday-life, housing stuff, nor is he the sharpest tool in the shed. So basically, Baji is as bad of a baker as bad can get.
This dumb-ass can't do anything. Hell, he's the type that manage to burn water.
So, you can imagine how well your baking adventure went...
"1/2 cup?! What the fuck is that!?!" He yelled, very irritated.
"It's half a cup"
"WHAT THE FUCK!!!!!"
Yeah...Baji isn't a baker, but he stills wanted to "impress" you with his "baking skills". So, he helped you and even started to do his own thing.
Of course, that went horribly...
Baji, in the process of impressing you, ended up mixing up salt and sugar, measured everything wrong, burnt all the cookies, and ultimately, almost burnt down the kitchen.
Needless to say, it didn't go well. But, even then, when the cookies looked like they came from hell, Baji made you eat his "precious creations".
You threw up.
"DON'T THROW UP MY CREATION!!!!"
"IT'S FUCKING DISGUSTING!!!"
*gasp* "HOW DARE YOU!!!!"
"IF YOU THINK IT'S SO AMAZING, WHY DON'T YOU TRY IT?!?!"
And so, Baji tried it to prove you wrong.
He threw up too.
After that day, it was decided the Baji was never allowed to step into the kitchen, let alone bake again.
After all, neither of you wanted to eat something so horrific again…
Chifuyu
You and Chifuyu are...equally idoits when it come to most things.
You just have similar minds sets, and often times, you do similarly stupid things. A lot of things get messed up because of it.
However, knowing this, Baji (who was more of an idiot) decided to stupidly give you both the task of making the 1st division brownies for Christmas.
Yeah...they ended up getting no brownies.
At first, it was going well. You guys were baking directly from the directions, and everything went well because of it.
However, after Chifuyu dropped the eggs, everything started going downhill.
First it was the eggs, then it was the glass pan, then you burnt the first batch, and finally, after everything, Chifuyu made the final straw…
He accidently read a part of the directions wrong, and thought he had to blend the brownie mix. Of course, he decided to do this with a blender...without the lid on.
Let's just say it didn't go so well....and you, Chifuyu, and everything in the kitchen ended up covered in brownie mix.
The situation was truly horrific..
And you swore from that day on to never bake again. Especially not with Chifuyu...
After all, you were just too traumatized
Kazutora
Kazutora was never really surrounded by the idea, or really, by any baking at all. His mother would bake sometimes, but he didn't have much of an interest in it at a young age.
However, now that's he older, and had an s/o, baking wasn't such a bad thing anymore. So, when you suggested making Christmas brownies for your friends, Kazutora immediately agreed, and frankly, got really excited about it.
However, the moment Kazutora stepped into the kitchen, he felt lost.
Nothing made sense to him. The idea of the measurements, and the HUGE amount of ingredients you pulled out, practically made him dizzy.
Hell, the boy felt like he would die from the panic of it.
Ultimately, Kazutora ended up sitting out and watched you bake again, which to him, was actually really fun!
Kazutora already loves to look at you, so watching you bake really was amazing. And you guys happily chatted throughout the whole process.
Hell, you were even nice enough to save some extra brownies for you and Kazutora to munch on while you were watching a Christmas movie. (He was really happy about that)
Overall, it was really a great time, and you both had a lot of fun!
Though, Kazutora swore he wouldn't bake until he was mentally prepared…
Basically, it would be a long time till Kazutora would ever try to bake again...
Sanzu (adult)
As we all know, Sanzu is a major druggie. This guy loves drugs, but even more than drugs, he loves desserts with drugs in them. There's just something about the that makes them 10x better.
However, he never gets his "special" desserts because he can't bake. But, you can.
So, when Christmas rolled around, you offered to make his friends some brownies for Christmas, and you asked Sanzu to help you.
He agreed real quick. And he pretty much did anything you said, making him a great assistant…or so you thought.
While he was listening to you, and attentively doing what you asked, he was also putting drugs into your brownies when you walked away.
After all, to him, "special" brownies would be better. And luckily for him, his plan to make them worked out great....
That was until you tried a brownie yourself.
...let's just say it wasn't your best moment. Nor was it Sanzu's, who also ate a couple brownies.
Long story short, it was a messy night, and when you finally snapped out of it after God knows how long, you flipped out on Sanzu.
As a result, Sanzu got time out.
And, he learned his lesson... By the end of the night, he swore he wouldn't do anything like that again.
After all, he loves “special brownies", but he was scared of you more than he loved them...
//end!
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saintobio · 2 years
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eee hi saint! It’s euphoria sunday, and I was wondering your opinions on some of the characters! (I was rooting for cassie so hard lmfao :,))
this season is hella messy tbh i’ve been getting more and more frustrated with some of the characters 😭
nate. fuck this man i don’t even have anything more to say. he’s sick and twisted. never liked him in s1 and i hope to god everything goes downhill for him in s2. he deserves to get beat by fezco all over again bc ik damn well what he’s abt to do to maddy next episode 💀 he’s really out here manipulating both cassie n maddy it’s disgusting ??
cassie. needs to stop thinking w her coochie. i really tried to understand her at first, i really did, but the fact that she continued to sleep with nate, tried to be like maddy 2.0, and is basically spiraling over a toxic white boy with daddy issues? she had the damn nerve to cry about being ignored by nate in school when she knew what she signed up for when she got involved with him 😷 it’s not just abt her betraying maddy. it’s abt her being a hypocrite, telling her best friend that she deserves better than her abusive ex yet she’s fucking that man every second she gets (i’m sorry i’m really angry at her character bc she reminds me of someone irl bsjsjds)
maddy. she did some questionable things last season lol but i love her this season and i hope she never gets back w nate. my heart’s breaking for her bc i was in the same position before (being betrayed by a friend and an ex) but like maddy is sooo much more confrontational than me so i’m really looking forward to seeing how she’s gonna handle this one!
lexi. my absolute favorite! lexi represents all the girls who feel like a side character to her own life. she doesn’t know where she belongs. she doesn’t think people take notice of her. yet she has the most imaginative mind. she’s silent and observational, and i really truly like how she uses writing as an avenue to express how she views everything around her (just like we writers do 😭). she’s the most relatable character and whatever she has going on with fez is honestly a breath of fresh air from all the drama.
jules and elliot. listen i was raging abt cassie n nate so much but after episode 4, all of my anger got shifted to these two. i change my mind abt elliot, i don’t like him now. at all. and i have a lot to say abt jules but i honestly just mostly hate how hypocritical she is. the truth or dare thing she pulled? had me irritated fr. the fact that she’s acting all jealous when she’s been grinding on elliot’s dick while rue’s not around.
ugh i could rant more especially abt rue but i just woke up and i can barely think straight so some of the things i said might not even make any sense lmaoo i do hope rue finds a way to get clean and learn to respect her mom bc that intro scene in ep 5 was so fucked up (but so sooo good zendaya is amazing). also i’m a lil sad to see kat not having many lines, although ik that’s bc she had an issue with sam during filming that’s why they cut most of her scenes. tumblr fanfic writer kat is such a mood tho 😹
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furblrwurblr · 3 years
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Breaching Borders
Amaya x Sunfire GN Reader, sword lesbians? Idk it aint angst it aint fluff but it has a smidge of humor, if you don’t get the punny title after reading i’m coming to your home and killing u
Warnings: Kissing o0o0o, little bit of tongue ig lmfao? Some swears I believe, no blood even tho it’s literally just a sword fight
Note: If you don’t have like. hella cocky moments this fic is not for you, I’m feeling good and therefore egotistical asf enjoy reader being an emotionally charged cocky ripcord, only 1562 words
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Taglist: @malibix​ @thequeenofworms​ @kokocreations​ @yagirlcheesely​
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You looked to your fellow legion commander, Janai. She tensely nodded, and you pushed the poor, nervous Katolan soldier down the passage to meet with the investigative party from across the border. As he stumbled out his explanation for the late signal, Janai motioned for the archer ahead of you to prepare the shot. The majority of the human group turned away, chuckling at the hostage soldier's "incompetence". He'd been on-cue, but your blade was too fierce and his fear too great to complete his task.
One of the humans lagged, causing your lip to twitch in irritation. Couldn't they just leave? All you wanted at that moment was to seal their passage to Xadia, not chase them down. 
The archer loosed the arrow and the remaining soldier rolled in front of the hostage, the projectile hitting her shield with a harmless tink!
As the soldiers filed through the passage in retreat, your forces advanced. Those by the door cut off the party's escape, herding them back into the outpost. Sunfire archers emerged from the shadows, and with the humans cornered, you emerged. Walking side by side with Janai, you both drew your sizzling blades in tandem. Your partner pinned their leader with a hardened stare while you bared your teeth in an antagonistic grin.
Janai raised her sword, and everything began at once. Her walk was deadly serious, stance only relaxing to glare at you in amused disappointment as you strode leisurely into the fray. Back-to-back with Janai, the pair of you took down a small group of humans. You rushed forward, seeing their general brush aside one of your soldiers.
"This should be good," you thought with a smile.
The general turned to you, hardened expression slipping to mild surprise as you cleaved her sword in half. She froze for a moment, registering the clang of half her goddamn weapon hitting the stone floor.
"Oops!" you exclaimed, smile widening to display your sharp canines. She pursed her lips and furrowed her brow, charging forward. You dodged and swung at her in one fluid motion, but she sidestepped the blow.
She evaded attack after attack until you delivered a swift kick to her shield to kick her into the Breach wall with a loud ruckus of metal scraping stone as she slumped to the ground, winded. She rose, distracted, but ducked in time to evade your charge. The human rolled under your arm, making her way up some nearby crates and climbing up the slopes on either side of the room. You followed, not missing how quickly she disposed of a Sunfire archer with her shield. 
"I'll have to give that one some extra training," you pouted to yourself.
When you'd gotten stable on the slope, the general slid her shield onto her back. A confused look from you prompted her to raise her fists in a defensive pose. With a smirk, she outstretched one hand to make a 'come hither' motion as a challenge. You mirrored her expression, more than impressed by the human's boldness.
Both of you charged simultaneously, meeting in a flurry of strikes and swings. Her fists met your armor as you two whirled around one another. Your armor clashed against itself when she struck you, almost making it sound like a real sword fight to your elven ears. Swordplay was something you relished, but you could certainly get used to an agile opponent managing to land a few strikes all while dodging every deadly arc your blade made.
With the clang of your sword on her armor, she stepped back to examine the quickly-cooling metal, now with a large gash from your enchanted sword. You grinned once more, mimicking the human's challenge from earlier. She rushed you once again, but this time you feinted and sidestepped, catching her by the leather strap across her torso. 
Time slowed. Your pupils blew a bit watching sweat drip from her cheek, over her throat, and disappear into her armor. Without much thought, you pulled her in for a searing kiss. Her furrowed brow relaxed, her mouth meeting yours without protest. Your lips moved with hers for a moment. She drew back to quickly breathe the stuffy outpost air, her breath hotter on your skin than the lava below, before chasing your lips. Reluctantly, you withdrew, hand on her leather flipping to press against her armor. You watched her remember where she was and what she was doing with a satisfied smile on your face before pushing her. Hard. 
She fell onto the massive gear, saved from the fiery depths by one of its teeth. You leaped onto the piece of machinery in pursuit but a foot slipped. Digging your sword into the metal to balance yourself wasn't the best idea, the human had righted herself and grabbed the hilt of your weapon before you had the chance to remove it.
Growing tired of her games, you took an impulsive swing. She dodged it easily and answered your next blow with a swift kick. You went to shield yourself, then watched in dismay as her well-placed blow sent your sword soaring through the air, embedding itself in the ceiling.
She looked down at you in satisfaction from her position atop the moving gear. Climbing up the gear's large teeth, your skin began to morph. Poor human, thinking she had the advantage while standing above a river of lava. Your flesh darkened and split, veins of fiery power revealing themselves. That wasn't the only change though. A feral growl left your throat, your vocal cords thrumming with primal fire, making your voice dual-toned.
"That'll be hell to get down!" you roared, drunk on her fearful expression. You leaped and slammed into her. She fell to the ground, her stored shield protecting her from the impact. With a quick roll to her feet and a well-timed dodge, she narrowly avoided your scalding fist. It swung right past her and into the wall, but the large crack in the human stonework didn't phase you. Chasing her down the narrow pass between the gear and the wall didn't pose much of a challenge. She stumbled and fell at your feet, but in your blind, fire-fueled rage, you missed her again and again until your fist slammed into the looming gear. Your powers failed you then, the heat causing your fist to embed itself in the turning machinery. She rolled upright once more, between you and the hot metal. With a mischievous glint in her eye, she leaned and pecked your lips, catching your bottom lip as she drew back. However, before she parted from you fully, her tongue skimmed a crack in your lip, tasting the liquid power running through you. You faltered, eyes clearing for a moment. Sure, you were pissed about being bested by a human, but you couldn’t help but recognize how the smallest flick of her tongue brought you out of a blind fury. She fled, but looked back at you for a moment. With a sincere smile, you nodded at her, an acknowledgement that she was a worthy opponent and that you’d be seeing her again. She snorted a laugh when your lips quickly turned down in a pout as you tried to free your hand. 
The human woman barreled through a few troops, their swords falling to the ground. Damn it, you’d forgotten about your own sword, being it was as far from the ground as possible. How were you going to get that down? You were quickly snapped from your thoughts when the gear’s turning caused more strain on your wrist. 
“Janai! Help me get this damn thing loose!” you yelled, still angry enough for your Sunfire form to be engaged.
Your partner calmly strolled over a little bridge above the lava, letting out a chuckle at your position. Being you had ligaments you preferred to keep intact, you’d braced your legs on the gear and were now turning with it, slowly. 
“Hmm, this ‘damn thing’, you speak of, would it be the gear? Or yourself?” she teased, brows cocked in delight.
With a huff, you rolled your eyes. “Just help me, wise one. I need to be intact if I’m to face that human again,” you pleaded.
Janai’s expression shifted from smug to interested as she pulled your fist from the metal. “Even after your crushing defeat?” she asked in disbelief, almost unheard over the clang of your metal hitting the stone floor.
“Oof!” you huffed, the impact winding you a bit. You leaned back onto your hands, looking at your sword still stuck fast in the ceiling. “Hah! I’m surprised too. But believe it or not, I am nowhere near crushed. I am intrigued, she does something to me.”
“If you think I did not see that little stint you pulled on the ledge, you are wrong. Don’t go getting involved with a human-”
“Tch! I’m not getting involved. No matter, we must regroup and tell your sister of this stronghold.”
“I am not convinced, but very well. I will not press. I shall gather our troops, meet us outside when you finally get your sword. Have fun!” she grinned, the party following her with scattered laughter.
You threw a rock at her and sighed fondly, glad you had a friend like her.
Now how the hell were you going to get that sword down?
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Hi welcome to the HXH fandom! Could I request Main 4 HC with a s/o who is really affectionate loves to hold hands give hugs all that good stuff
Oooh. I’m hella excited for this one. <3 Thanks for the request and feel free to send more!
Affectionate S/O
Kurapika
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(I know this is like one of the most used gifs but idgaf, fucking adorable ok)
As much as he likes to pretend to be emotionally constipated reserved, Kurapika is incredibly touch-starved.
Craves human touch and attention like almost no other (See Killua). Having an affectionate S/O would be literally perfect.
If he didn’t have to ask, that would be even better because it’s hard for him to admit that he wants/needs attention and touch.
He will literally never get irritated or upset with you for needing/wanting to touch him.
He’d def blush tho. Be hella flustered about it and probably refuse to look at you.
But subtly pull you closer.
Would love to spend time alone with you, too, especially if he got to spend that time cuddling, holding hands, etc.
Basically??? Just fucking touch him ok.
Also, he won’t tell you but he really likes it when his hair is touched. Like run your fingers through it, massage his scalp or the back of his neck. Like JUST YES.
Leorio
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Honestly, Leorio loves attention, especially from an S/O.
Like, he won’t ask for it or really beg for it because he knows you have other things to do, but when you give it, he’ll be like a dog wagging it’s tail.
Will let you just touch him for hours on end.
Probably will fall asleep if you ruffle and scratch his hair, though.
He also really likes massages, especially back massages.
10/10 would rec.
Whenever ya’ll are cuddling, he’ll just take his sunglasses off and lay down in your lap. And probably fall asleep.
Killua
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Being an assassin and having been raised in an abusive family, no one is more touch-starved than Killua.
He will love and I mean love someone being affectionate with him. Touching him? YES. Hugging him? YES. Holding his hand? YEEEES.
It’s something he likes normally, but especially after killing someone, that kind of affection is really key to pulling him back.
Also lbr, he’s fucking adorable and even aged-up Killua would still be fucking adorable.
Loves it when you snuggle with him and especially when you touch his hair.
GOD. PLEASE. RUFFLE HIS HAIR. YES. HE LOVES IT. Ruffle his hair, run your fingers through it, massage it, all of it.
Just imagine him with all his hair pushed back from his face ok. GOD SOMEONE DRAW IT. I NEED IT.
Gon
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Come on. Look at this boi. He’s literally like the personification of affection.
Like, he’d probably hella blush every damn time you touched him, especially if someone pointed it out.
BUT HE’D LOVE IT. He’d link your fingers together, hug you tighter, and even give u a lil peck on the cheek or lips.
Gon is just all about the affection ok.
Side note: Gon will 110% give you compliments. Tell you how pretty you look, how your outfit looks good on you, etc.
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stanharu · 3 years
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Totally random, but I didn't understand a thing about this recent chapter. Could u give a tldr on it? Cause the vibes I was getting kinda made me feel like Haru was toying with legosi? But I do get that legosi is a bottom to herbivores 😅
ugh i’ve been mulling over this ask literally all day, i would’ve answered sooner but i had ~responsibilities~ to take care of. anyway,
i’ll admit chapter 195 was a bit difficult for me to completely wrap my head around as well, and I’m not very good at analysis, but I’ll give my own interpretation on the chapter. tho this’ll prolly be longer than a simple tldr lol
also a disclaimer: im typing this the night before ch196 releases in japan, so any musings or thoughts i write in this post may be different once that chapter releases, but i wanted to write my thoughts down about this chapter on its own.
so in my “review” of ch195 i thought “good for her” bc it seemed to me that haru was trying to like, idk, reclaim some power or st from legosi by “scaring him” with suggesting divorce. perhaps she is toying with legosi, and honestly i think he kinda deserves it for leaving my girl out of all the action lol. haru should be allowed to scare him! 
i think looking back to some past chapters may help explain haru’s logic:
in ch173 she mentions how powerless she feels bc she can only express her love in small ways, and not in these big dramatic ways that legosi’s been doing bc she’s not a big strong carnivore.
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and it’s also been established that haru has pretty low self esteem and is also kinda... passively suicidal. so i think her actions in 195 are tied to that. in ch166, she mentions that before meeting legosi, she lived as if she was just “one out of 500 million rabbits”. no one special or unique. no one worth fighting or risking your life for. easily replaced. no one who would be especially missed.
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so i’m sure legosi coming in and saying she’s special and how much he loves her gives her hella whiplash. i think these feelings make a resurgence in 195.
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haru notices legosi’s newfound confidence & gets irritated bc she feels like she just doesn’t compare. what could such a radiant wolf see in her, a one in 500 million rabbit? 
i also think that, even tho haru also loves legosi, if she just goes along with him, it sorta enforces their roles as “predator” and “prey”. it’s a wolf pursuing a rabbit, though it’s romantically rather than out of a desire to eat. 
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so if haru simply agrees to a happy life with legosi, it’s as if he “won“. the wolf got the rabbit. the predator got his prey. and aren’t they trying to surpass those roles? so haru defies that. she finds her own way to “win“. to not just simply be “prey“. so that’s why i think she wanted to scare him. it’s one of the few ways she can hold power over him.
she wants their relationship to be as equals. not as a “herbivore” and an “carnivore” but as haru and legosi.
so i interpreted haru’s “proposal” not as “let’s get married Right Now” but more as like, a promise that they’ll keep working to make their relationship... healthier i guess. 
perhaps this is wishful thinking on my part bc it’s obvious they’ve still got issues to work out w/ their relationship but this chapter made me hopeful that these issues would actually get addressed and solved. tho at the same time im also rather frustrated bc this is the 2nd to last chapter, and it feels like they’re Just Starting to work out their relationship issues. rly hoping the last chapter leaves things rather open ended & doesn’t try to pretend that everything’s all sunshine & roses for them now.
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bi-byes-blog · 3 years
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Rating Supergirl Characters
Kara Danvers aka Supergirl
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9/10 She is adorable. Early seasons Kara is amazing but in the later seasons she can be a tiny bit annoying (I'm blaming that all on the writers tho)
Agent Alex Danvers
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10/10 Excellent character. Bonus points for being gay.
Winn Schott
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7/10 Other than the whole liking Kara escapade he is kinda adorable. He loses points for not being gay (or bi).
Cat Grant aka The Queen of All Media
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15/10 She is an Icon. She gets points for being the only person to see past Kara's stupid disguise.
James Olson aka Guardian
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4/10 I find this guy immensely annoying, I can't explain it. He was alright till he started getting involved with Lena.
J'onn J'onnz aka Hank Henshaw
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9/10 Solid character, excellent father substitute for Alex.
Maggie Sawyer
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9/10 She and Alex were adorable. Points for being hella gay. Occasionally lightly irritating but eh.
Lena Luthor
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100/10 My favourite character in Supergirl. She is queer I will take no arguments. Katie McGrath is just beautiful.
Mon El
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1/10 I'm not even sure he deserves 1 point. He is a misogynistic slave owner? I briefly thought he wasn't an utter asshole but season 3 made him so much worse.
Sam Arias
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10/10 Love her, awesome single mother, great friend to Lena. Still bitter that she and Alex didn't get together.
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♡ Haikyuu!!│Boys as your Roommate HC’s Pt.2│Ft. Kuroo, Bokuto, Kenma & Kageyama ♡
Since the last one did well I decided to do another 2am shit-post consisting of my bby HQ bois as your roommate so I’m v sorry if it’s messy and seems like rambling but honestly what did u expect. <( ̄︶ ̄)> The more I write these the more I just want to summon satan and make them come to life man I love them sm.
You can find Pt. 1 here
E N J O Y ~ <3
◃:✮.❃⭒ ◃:✮.❃⭒ ◃:✮.❃⭒ ◃:✮.❃⭒
Kuroo:
So. Damn. Annoying
But in like, the best way possible??
Constantly teases and irritates you while cooking or when it’s your turn to do the chores.
“(Y/N)-kuuun I think you missed a spot”
Proceeds to show swabbed finger with the tiniest speck of dust on it with the biggest shit eating grin he can muster
You have constant competitions who can clean more thoroughly and rip into each other as a result.
I mean there’s worse things to compete over I suppose??
He likes to make it a habit of waking you up by throwing his HUGE ASS BODY ON TO THE BED IF YOU OVERSLEEP.
WHOLE BED JUST CREAKS AND DIPS UNDER HIS WEIGHT.
Wraps his arm around you and gives amazing cuddles tho so its worth it
Borderline suffocating you though just so you get up.
Also, don’t wake Kuroo when he’s had only a few hours rest
just, don’t. If you value your safety.
Last time you tried to haul him out of bed in this state he threw a pillow at you and BITCH WENT TO GRAB THE ALARM CLOCK NEXT but u dashed out the room before he could lob it. 
Speaking of which, pillow fights. 
so many.
 Y’all are always throwing random stuff at each other just to startle one another
You both make a conscious effort NOT to aim for the head though so I guess its ok???
The aroma of coffee always greets you in the morning and it’s become hella comforting since you’ve just come to associate that smell with him.
His bed head is 1000x more extreme in the morning which you tease him relentlessly for and def has bags under his eyes but it looks cute.
sleep deprivation but make it chic.
He is much more of a night owl i’m making it canon idc - however usually has to sleep early due to club activities starting first thing in the morning.
He wakes up especially early because he knows he not only has to haul himself up at an ungodly hour but Kenma as well since he NEVER gets up on time otherwise.
Kenma lives a few blocks down from you guys and you often kick it as a three.
Sometimes he stays over just to save the extra effort of Kuroo going to his place.
It’s always v chill with the three of you as you get on really well and just play mario kart till 2am.
which again, big mistake. They end up nearly being late to practise so it’s kinda counter productive lmao
worth it though.
Kuroo is a salty loser js and will definitely wave his arms in front of you or shove his ass in your face to block the screen so he can overtake you.
Sometimes forces you to go on early morning runs with him but it’s actually really nice since you watch the sunrise together while sitting for a water break in an empty field
Almost poetic if it wasn’t for the constant teasing and bickering like an old married couple.
Kenma is VERY thankful you have become his new victim for those morning run routines.
Bokuto:
SCREAMS FROM THE ROOFTOPS EVERY DAY
MY GOD
Actually pretty quiet in the morning?? Like the lil owl is just waking up so he usually just mumbles a good-morning and rubs his eyes its so damn cute
Usually pretty good about getting up on time but some days he needs a kick up the backside to get him out of bed.
He fully made you drag him out of the covers once before he was even willing to entertain the idea of getting up.
those 30 seconds felt like a 30 minute workout since he is so HEAVY.
I feel sorry for the neighbours on that day tbh
“Bokuto-san wake up.” 
“NNNgg-aaagGGHHHHH AGGAAASHIII”
“It’s (Y/N) you dumbass G E T U P”
You aren’t safe for long though because ONCE HE’S AWAKE HOMEBOY IS RARING TO GO.
Frequently makes y’all pancakes for breakfast with a frilly pink ‘best chef’ apron on and it’s fucking hysterical. 
actually has several aprons and one of them has a stock image of abs printed onto the front.
Pancakes is the only thing Bokuto is competent at so don’t expect anything else without the kitchen combusting
His pancakes are SO damn good tho like bitch who taught you to flip like dat.
Does a lil shimmy with his body and throws it back each time he flips so it basically aggregates as a performance too since hes so extra
One time the pancake landed on the floor and he was in emo mode for a whole day LMAOOO
boy was spiking while mourning the fallen soldier.
Akaashi was so confused as to why he walked into practise in such a solemn mood.
had to stifle his laughter once you told him the reason.
For some reason you have this tradition to play board games on a Friday night
Obvs you have to let him win and be a cocky ass bc otherwise he will be sad until the next morning.
sis will be in a slump while brushing his teeth over losing a game of monopoly.
Doesn’t expect you to come to practise with him but is always grinning like a dork the whole way there when you accompany him.
His game is always A1 on those days so Akaashi is eternally grateful.
Often tries to make you go to the gym with him SINCE Y’ALL BEST BELIEVE BOKUTO BABY AIN’T SKIPPIN LEG DAY.
Actually a really good workout partner though, he’s so hype and encouraging.
Grocery shopping is a nightmare, y’all come back with 3x as much as what was on the list while Bokuto just looks really sheepish and guilty like a dog who shredded up the sofa.
Kageyama:
Your conversations are very minimal at first until he adjusts to living with you.
Hella private with his living space and his bedroom
You always suspected he’s got some like weird alien cult meeting from Fiji going on in there with how shady he acts sometimes.
After a while though he’s pretty chill and doesn’t mind TOO much when you invade his personal space or go through his stuff.
I’d still be careful though an angry Kags is not a pleasant one.
He’s a minimalist, so if you ever get decorating done it’s usually you that takes the reigns since as long as it’s got a roof, a stove, a bathroom and a bed he could literally not give a fuck.
Unexpectedly easy to please over the smallest things, make a meal for him after a long day of practise and it’ll be hard for him to contain an appreciative smile.
Do NOT pull him up on it though bc he will get defensive 
just embrace it bro you won’t see it often.
V good at getting up on time and hella quiet in the morning when going about his routine, it’s easy to forget he’s in the house a times so at least he’s considerate.
Honestly doesn’t care whether you come to practise or not it makes no difference to him. Though the closer you both get he will sometimes wait for the moment you walk through the door and mentally slap himself for doing so.
Sometimes plays music in his room but it’s always really quiet and hard to decipher unless you press your ear up against the door.
The boi plays some BOPS though which is really surprising???
Usually takes charge of stuff like grocery shopping, cleaning etc. 
Control freak™️ here to assist your household services. 
He’s pretty dense though with these matters and needs some guidance at times lmao
Will not get the item on your list unless you CLEARLY SPECIFY AND INCLUDE THE WHOLE DAMN TITLE OF THE ITEM
You’re surprised he doesn’t request you illustrate the fucking bar code.
In the end you sometimes end up caving and just either going with him or going in his place.
Once he warms up to you y’all like cracking little jokes at each other and pulling one another’s leg.
if you get up even the slightest bit late he’ll just throw a lil “good afternoon” with a smirk on his face.
Sometimes he will come and chill with you on the couch to binge watch shows and it’s just a really relaxed atmosphere.
has really good taste in movies and series??
Honestly just a hella respectful roommate as long as you respect him and his privacy in return.
You once stuck his knee-pads in the washing machine on a high temp and they came out ready to fit a 6 year old.
You still suspect he holds a grudge to this day.
He also tried to give them to Hinata and never have you seen him more genuinely offended lmao.
Kenma:
The pair of you always end up oversleeping and it’s a genuine problem ur the definition of a disaster duo.
If it wasn’t for Kuroo strolling into your sleeping quarters most mornings you guys would sleep till the suns ready to set again.
Bless up Kuroo.
Constant video game marathons and y’all always compete to top each others time
It’s basically just the speed-run side of YouTube but under one roof.
Cannot and will not cook he is too LAZY for that.
Only thing he will do is stick an apple pie in the oven.
He’s courteous though he leaves you like,,, a 1/8th slice
smh.
You mostly get take-out or you’re the one that ends up cooking.
Veeryyyyy quiet, only noise in the household is the occasional snicker or lil conversation.
he has such a soothing voice hnnnnnnnnnggggg
The only time it’s remotely loud is when you play video games but even then the volume is quite low.
You usually end up crashing in his room from playing games till the crack of dawn and Kuroo frequently scolds the two of you.
you don’t listen though lmao.
For some reason you both end up in a hugging position when you wake up and neither of you have addressed it.
Except for the sus side eye look Kuroo gives the pair of you when he finds you like this.
He knows if he mentions it you’ll both infiltrate his apartment and choke him out with a console cable lololol.
You order most of your groceries online bc Kenma’s social anxiety will skyrocket and not allow him to be in a store full of more than 10 people, poor bby.
It works out for you too since why tf go there when you can have it delivered to your door.
You often binge watch anime together and he has GREAT taste mind you.
You made him watch a romance anime once and he secretly enjoyed it.
Since then he will very awkwardly request to watch them occasionally and you can’t help but smile.
The only time you clean is when you have to, like bins brimming with trash before you decide to take them out.
You accidentally broke his fav controller once and he didn’t talk to you for a week LMAO.
Still handed you one to play split-screen though so you knew he wasn’t entirely resentful.
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DIABOLIK LOVERS VERSUS Animate Tokuten Drama CD “Don’t stop the Jealousy!” [Subaru ver.]
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Original title: JEALOUSYを止めないで! [スバル編]
Source: Diabolik Lovers Character VERSUS I Tokuten Drama CD for buying all three volumes
Audio: Here
Seiyuu: Takashi Kondou
Translator’s note: Can we get a big F in the chat for the poor food that was harmed in this track? In this household we do not support wasting a good meal. :(( I guess no pots or pans are safe with Subaru around tho, especially if he’s having a rage fit. :P Honestly, this did not feel too bad though after the absolutely horror/nightmare fuel we were given in Kanato & Laito’s tracks. 
Shuu ll Reiji ll Ayato ll Kanato ll Laito ll Subaru
Subaru steps inside the kitchen.
*Sizzle sizzle*
“Ah? Well who do we have here...? (1) It’s you, huh? Cookin’ yourself up an elegant feast, it seems? The smell’s hella strong...Whatcha makin’?”
You explain.
“Aah? A soup with the ingredients you had on hand? Che! ...Geez! You really are...I don’t know if I should call you shameless or...You really just have a few screws loose, don’t you?” 
You frown.
“Why I’m upset, you ask? Fuck off...There could only be...one reason, right!?”
*THUD*
*CRASH*
“Do you even understand!? That bastard...he had his frickin’ way with you, remember!? Aren’t you bothered by it in the slightest!? I’m fuckin’ irritated at the very least...Someone toyed around with my own...! (hesitates) ...My own prey. How do you expect me to keep my cool!?”
*SHATTER*
*CRASH*
*Cling cling*
“Haah...Fuck!! It won’t settle down...The hatred and anger boiling in the pit of my stomach keeps on welling up...!”
Subaru turns towards you.
*THUD*
“Seems like...that isn’t the case for you. Aah!? Whatcha playin’ at, huh!? Don’t tell me...You aren’t being charmed by him playin’ with you like that, are you?”
You deny it.
“That’s not the case? ...I wonder. That expression of yours...You look like someone who’s satisfied after they got to indulge in pleasure to their heart’s content. Am I right? Aah!?”
You shake your head.
“Che...I can’t trust the words comin’ out of your mouth. ...Show me your neck. Hurry up!!”
You seem worried.
“You want to know what I’ll do? Heh! Isn’t that obvious? If you claim you’re not ‘satisfied’ yet...You should still be able to endure my fangs.”
*Rustle rustle*
“If you reject me, I’ll break you right here, right now. Destroyin’ you with my very own hands...is still so much better than losin’ you to that guy.”
You beg him to stop.
“Hehe...What? Are you scared? In that case...Keep still. I’m still gonna suck you tons more, until I’m satisfied.”
Subaru bites you.
“Mmh...”
*Sluuuurp*
“Nn...”
*Gulp*
“Haah...Haah...It still keeps flowin’ out...You really are one incredible woman...Come on...”
*Rustle*
“This side’s up next...Haahn...”
*Gulp gulp gulp*
“...Haah...It’s sweet...Amazing. It’s way sweeter than earlier. Almost like nectar.”
*Gulp gulp*
“Haah...What the fuck’s goin’ on with your body? It ripens every time I bite you like this...Heh. I can’t stop. Without even realizing it myself, I might have gradually become enchanted by your blood and body. However, all of this is your fault, don’t you think? Your body - no - your everything is calling me. Be aware of it already. You should just face it, and drop (2) even deeper...Now, come here. I’ll give it to you more. Your arm’s up next. Show it to me.”
*Rustle*
“Haahn...Mmh...Nn...”
*Gulp*
“Haah...More...!! Haahn...”
*Gulp gulp gulp*
“Haah...Haah...Something’s not right...Is the hatred makin’ me go mad...? My thirst should have subdued long ago...But I still can’t suppress this desire...”
He continues sucking your blood.
*Gulp*
“Haahn...”
*Gulp*
“Haah...Shit...I can no longer push the brakes...This is your fault, remember? ...Take responsibility...! Haahn...”
*Sluuuurp*
“Haah...The sweetness...gushin’ out of these pulsin’ veins...Haahn...Mmh...Haah...Fuck...!! Why are you..this sweet...!? Haah, haah...Look at you make that nice face. Oi.”
You look over at Subaru.
“From here on out, don’t share your blood with him - no, not with any of the idiots in this damn house. You belong to me. A prey only for me. Promise me. Hurry!”
You ask what will happen to you otherwise. 
“What if you break the promise? Heh. What are you saying? You’re makin’ a promise with the full intention to break it? I’m sure you know the answer if you use that brain of yours a little? Don’t make me repeat myself over again. I’d mess you up completely. ...Of course, those guys would be dead meat as well. I’d destroy everything...Breaking it to pieces, ripping it to shreds...until nothin’ is left. You wouldn’t want that, do you? Hehehe...Are you frightened? That’s just the kinda guy I am. Altho, you’re the only one who has ever angered me to this degree.”
You frown. 
“Haah? ‘It’s not Laito’, you ask? Heh. In the end, you’re the one who accepted him, right? That’s the part which pisses me off!”
*Rustle*
“Come on, I’ll give it to you more. So hard, you’ll forget ‘bout that guy in no time.”
You protest.
“You’re beggin’ for my forgiveness? Heh. Just give up already. You need to atone for your sins. With your own body and blood.”
*Rustle*
“Show me your hand.”
*Rustle*
“I’ll engrave you with a seal of your sins. One that’ll never fade. Come on!!”
You show him your hand.
“Hehe...You’re shakin’, you know? Is it the first time someone will bite you here?”
Subaru bites your hand.
“Nn...Haah, haah...Not yet...This is nowhere near enough...I’ll mark you more and more, okay? An imprint which will never disappear...Biting down hard and strong...Come on, brace yourself. You can no longer get away from me.”
ーー THE END ーー
Translation notes
(1) They use this phrase a lot in Japanese and I always struggle to translate it fluently into English, but 誰かと思ったら or ‘dareka to omottara’ literally means ‘when I thought ‘who could it be’?’ It’s used to express someone’s surprise at finding someone in a certain place.
(2) Per usual, the ‘falling’ here doesn’t refer to the actual physical action of falling (from something), but to falling into corruption. 
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loafbud · 3 years
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So I'm throwin' myself here in a mini rant! Mainly coz... I just heard a sound that was hella triggering to me. Well... I guess I'll say "sorta" triggering to me now, coz I'm gradually shifting my mindset to where being exposed to the sound doesn't trigger a negative throught process in me, which then later translates to me blasting music in my ears to get rid of the sound from my brain and junk, y'know?
So back then, every time I'd hear said sound, I'd go all in my head going "I blame my own reaction on the source that keeps doing this or even does this in the first place".
Basically pulling a "I'm in pain walking on legos coz they made me" situation where like... did they really make you walk on legos? Yeah they coulda told you to walk on them joints, but you could've easily not follow suit and just dodge them. That's also like the saying "you can bring a horse water but can't force him to drink it", like it's that horse's own individual choice to drink the H2O.
So where I'm going with this is that: every time I'd hear a sound from someone that triggers a negative reaction within my mentals, I used to blame my thoughts on the other person. But now, having just heard it again after a long while, I'm like... now my angst is just towards the CONCEPT of the fact that I LET IT bother me so. Uhhh a lot of healin' to do on my part, but it's an improvement, to say the least. It's not easy tho.
Sometimes I purposefully expose myself to the possibility of hearing said sound as a sort of "exposure therapy" to get myself thinking "why tf do I hate this sound so much with every fiber of my being, and why does it annoy me so much that I wanna blast my head thru the wall of a random supermarket??" Now when I hear it, I let my emotions of irritation and rage come thru a bit and turn that rage into vent art, but after that passes thru I just choose to be calm about it again. Transmuting my rage into art's also a pretty dope exercise, too!
It's them deep questions, dawg.
But aah yeah I just wanted to rant a bit. I'm all good tho, I just wanted to roll onto Tumblr to pour my thoughts out-
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