#I’m just mad at myself

[arsonistman]

I need to stop thinking I can cut my own bangs

#this is the second time I’ve seriously fucked them up #what the hell man #I’m just mad at myself #it looks so bad #txt

[guessimherenow]

oooooohhhh I am the worst this is the second week in the row I’ve turned in things late at work

#My coworkers are nice and probably won’t get mad at me #Tho if they do it’s deserved #I’m just mad at myself #Why do I think I can do these things in so short a time #How is my perception of time so wrong

[little-pondhead]

I forgot about this.

The whole reasoning behind the Supervillain Danny AU sketches was that his villain persona was the complete opposite of his normal, sane self and hero persona. Danny plays into the Fenton name really hard, and ramps up the “mad scientist” bit, taking inspiration from both his normal civilian life and his parents, thus using just his last name as a villain.

And then I wanted to add what Sam and Tucker might look like if they joined in on his shenanigans. To keep with the “opposite of their normal life” bit, let’s throw in some ghostly artifacts that help the two keep up with Fenton’s madness.

Sam would get an angel’s halo that helps her form ghostly wings, and she’d play into the good-two shoes angelic look, and then she opens her mouth and verbally assaults you. She pins her bangs back and wears clothes that better fit a celestial aesthetic and uses all the etiquette training her parents taught her. Manson looks like some sort of regal angel and people expect her to be the nicest out of all of them. She’s not. Manson is the sneakiest and most bloodthirsty one, and heroes regularly wonder if she has actually committed murder or not.

Tucker takes inspiration from his time as a pharaoh. He has a metal postiche that enhances his physical ability. (Maybe it gives him dreadlocks too, but I like to think Tucker is just wearing a whole ass wig.) He wears a strange mix of street wear and his pharaoh outfit, and throws his tech-obsessed self out the window. Fenton is the nerdy one here, so now Foley is the muscle. Foley plays up meathead American bully stereotype hard. He delights in throwing hands, and hunts down supers just for the sake of a fun spar. (For him not for the supers.) Foley’s favorite people to fight so far is Killer Croc and Superman. Heroes are concerned about what would happen if Foley fought for real, but then they saw what he did to the Joker “as a joke” and decided not to ask any more questions.

Basically, the trio looked at their civilian lives and picked out what they considered “villainous traits” from the people around them that they then played into as villains themselves. If that makes sense. Sam hates how her parents want a perfect child, so she makes herself look like one. She speaks in backhanded comments and has a snooty attitude, which she learned from other rich people. Tucker is constantly confronted by bullies everyday, and all the rogues that come to Amity are always fighting, so that’s what he decides to mimic. Yeah, he now gets to be the big and strong protector of the group, but all his experience with fighting have been bad ones, and that reflects in his style. And finally, Danny. Why does he take after his parents and play into the family name? Because the Fentons are one of the biggest obstacles and source of anxiety in his life. Danny associates mad scientists to pain and other bad things, so even if all he’s being helpful in a really annoying way as a villain, his parents and the threat of the GIW still influence how he presents himself. Because to Danny, those two things are far more scary than a kid with a pirate ship or a man wearing a bat fursuit.

#pondhead blurbs #danny phantom #dp x dc #danny fenton #sam manson #tucker foley #supervillain danny au #mad scientist danny #god does any of this make sense??? #it’s literally just a sketch #and now I’m coming up with intricate backstory on why they look like that as villains #it just makes the most sense to me #phantom is the ghost hero #Danny is the halfa civilian #Fenton is the human villain #Manson and Foley get powers because Sam and Tucker don’t #i know someone is writing a bit for this but I couldn’t help myself #dear author of that fic #i forget what it’s called #please don’t see this and feel pressured to add my stupid headcanon into your fic #it’s kind of an au of an au I guess #idk I’m gonna go eat breakfast #dpxdc

[solargeist]

That one AU I have where Mumbo is dating Griande in s6, and while she’s separate from Grian they look way too alike and I don’t want to draw this interaction so I just wrote all of my thoughts down here ok and action—

"You think she looks like me, and yet you’re still dating her? You see how this looks, Mumbo." Grian said, raising a brow

"It’s not like that.” Mumbo defends himself against the in love with my best friend allégations

“Uh-huh….. Soo.. What is it?" Grian questions

“What, what do you mean?”

"Is it the long hair? If I had long hair?” Grian says, making a show out of mimicking long hair

“What-Grian—" Mumbo catches on, but there’s no stopping Grian in this mind game

"Or if I still had boobs? Is that it? That’s what you like?” Grian pats his own chest

“Grian! Now hold on a second-“

"No wait! I got it! It’s my wings, isn’t it! You find my wings ugly." Grian covers his mouth in a faux sadness, dramatically bending at the waist and furrowing his brows in absolute heartbreak

A low laughter crawls in the back of Mumbo’s throat, threatening to explode at Grian’s performance. “You are ridiculous. Ridiculous! So--so what about you, huh! Why are you trying so hard to figure it out, are you attracted to me then? Hmm!” Mumbo accuses

Grian laughs as he crumbles to the floor, defeated as Mumbo turns on him. “No.” He answers easily, glancing up at Mumbo still standing above him, "Hm. Well..? You are an attractive guy.”

Mumbo surprises at that, laughing in his confusion, "What? I mean thank you—but what? Why did that sound genuine from you-”

"It is genuine! I’m capable of being nice Mumbo. And I’m gay, so—have I told you that actually—?"

"No—you haven’t! But! Good to know? I guess? What are you say-"

Grian sits up with the help of his wings fluttering, "I’m not jealous of your girlfriend, Mumbo. Ok I am—but not in that way.”

“I—you just turned me down before I even said anything, I can’t believe that, that’s a new low for me!” Mumbo sinks to the floor, sitting criss-cross across from Grian, whose staring at him.

Grian laughs, how did this turn into him gently turning Mumbo down? “We can still be friends, Mumbo.”

Mumbo smiles and scoffs, "Obviously. And I wasn’t trying to ignore you, I’ll even get to responding to your mail, promise, I’ll make a mental note of it."

Grian’s hands clench and shake slightly, he almost—almost—squeals at the excitement of Mumbo using their mail system "Yesss thank you there’s some really good stuff in there!"

They pause in silence, only smiling at each other

“Oh, but I have to ask, what is your type then?” Mumbo asks, curious

"Scar.” Grian answers suddenly and earnestly.

Mumbo raises his brows in surprise “Really?? You dont even have to think about it??”

Grian surprises himself, he doesn’t even know Scar that well, but that was the only example he could think of on the spot.

Grian laughs loudly, and Mumbo can’t help but copy him, what even is this conversation?

#posting this in the dead of night . minimum perceived #i wanna draw more of this pairing 😭😭😭🫶🫶🫶 #I’m not. a writer this is just . ramblings of a mad man #i enjoy writing dialogue. it’s just me talking to myself.

[borderlinereminders]

Honestly, all the coping skills in the world didn’t stop me from crying over a sandwich.

My partner and I are tight with money, kind of like everyone else. But we celebrated something today and had put a little money aside for this.

We went to get our food. I was so excited. It was an hour drive home and I waited so patiently and was so excited about my sandwich.

We get home and I have to eat my side dish first and save my favourite for last which was the sandwich. I like the side but I have to eat in order of least favourite to favourite.

By the time I get to my sandwich and open it, it’s wrong. See, my partner eats his sandwich first. I’m sure you can see where I’m going with this…

He realizes when I do that he’s just eaten the last bite of my sandwich and I have his which I actually can’t eat because of the ingredients.

I felt so sad. And I wanted to cry. But I found myself trying to not cry. To try and rationalize and figure out why I was truly upset.

But here’s the thing. I was upset over the sandwich. There was no other reason. It was my reward that I’d waited for all week and was so excited for and it was gone. And even if we could rationalize getting me another, it was an hour drive away. It took me a bit to realize that I was trying to use the wrong skills to handle the situation. What I needed was to just feel it and cry about it.

I don’t know. I guess my point is that sometimes our feelings don’t make sense to us. And that’s okay. They’re still valid. I ended up crying over the sandwich. Was it something others would see as ridiculous? Probably. But it doesn’t change the fact that my feelings were real. And pretending they weren’t was just prolonging things for me. Maybe people tell us we shouldn’t cry over a sandwich, but that’s silly. Your feelings are valid even if they don’t make sense to you or others. If you need to cry over the sandwich, then cry over the sandwich. I promise you’re valid.

#personal #I hesitated to share this because I’m embarrassed about it #but you know what #I think the lesson here is important #and I wanted to share a little of myself with you #and not just rattle off skill info to you #also though #I didn’t once get mad or feel mad at my partner #which is so much progress from my bpd years ago! #I realized it was an accident and just allowed myself to feel sad #personal victory #late to tagging this #but #food mention

[chipthekeeper]

Aldhani crew family pics from Varada Sethu’s instagram

#i have to do everything myself #but i’m not mad about it #i’m emo about it #don’t even have the words #andor #varada sethu #faye marsay #diego luna #alex lawther #gershwyn eustache jnr #sule rimi #wait i just realized no skeen in any of these lol #i’ll try not to read into that #my posts

[saetoru]

with no disrespect fem doesnt equal she/her tho it would be easier to just say reader uses she/her

bro she’s fem! bc i said she’s fem! like fr y’all nitpick over everything. reader was referred to as suguru’s “sister” and used “she/her” pronouns and had a pussy like that’s very fem to me thanks !!

#asks! #i rly try to be respectful to everyone and cater to everyone #but #literally no matter what i tag reader as #everyone got something to complain about #i tried afab for just anatomy but no pronouns on reader #but ppl had issues w that #apparently me being cis means i cannot write afab so ok !! sure !! i quit using that altogether bc i rly #could not be bothered #sometimes ppl get mad at me for gender neutral #‘sweetheart is not gender neutral’ #SINCE WHEN ???? WHAT. #and now i’m fairly confident #as a female myself #that i can confidently say reader pretty much checks the boxes that #calling her fem reader in this fic #is not hurting nobody #so pls #leave me alone and nit pick somewhere else #it is so exhausting

[sunshinesolaic]

gentiles should have never learned the word goyim they literally do not know how to use it

#‘im a goyim’ #are you a persons who happens to not be jews? #/lh but guys just use gentile it’s okay i promise #i’m not mad i just slowly lose a portion of myself every time i have to correct someone 😭 #jewish #judaism #jumblr #maybe we should just start spelling it in hebrew

[uhbasicallyjustmilex]

💌 hi everyone, just wanted to drop in and let you know i’m experiencing some very challenging stuff with my health right now so i might be a little quieter than usual on here as i get to grips with things and recover. to anyone who’s sent me messages - thank you so much and i’ll reply as soon as i can. i’ll probably be around on here intermittently even if i’m not up to actively posting, and hope i’ll be back properly very soon. thank you to everyone who makes this such a safe little space of escapism. i might be quieter on here at the moment, but trust me when i say i am more grateful for it and the light it brings than ever 💌

#can’t wait to feel a little more like myself and share in all the madness again 💗 #but honestly even when i’m not up to reblogging or posting anything just scrolling down my dash does wonders to lift my spirits #love you all 💞💞 #lulu posts

[candyheartedchy]

So uh… I might end up with a live action f/o…

#okay so I was watching clips of this one show #mostly because I was curious #and then afterwards I went to listen to some music and caught myself daydreaming about the one character #and I panicked #I don’t know if this character will become a thing but uhhhhh… im having conflicted feelings #just… well… i being vague because it’s embarrassing #like pretty much all of my f/os are animated and I never had a live action f/o before #and the character is silly and over the top but…….. #*groans* #and I don’t think it’s like a celebrity crush type of thing #like I usually separate a animated character from the VA but to see the actor is… hmmm #and I’m just sitting here kinda wanting to watch this show even though it’s very cheesy #just to learn more about this character #like I already made sketches of the character and I’m MAD #god I hope this makes sense because I’m struggling trying to explain this #💬 chy chatter 💬

[prolibytherium]

My only request if they do an episode where Mac gets a real actual boyfriend is that when they inevitably crash and burn it’s entirely Mac’s doing. Because A) Lest people forget Mac is as much of a weird little freak as everyone else and perfectly capable of destroying his own relationships B) It would be funny

#Actually I’m lying I have other requests. I also will be so mad if it’s Ryan Reynolds or another celebrity guest I want it to be #an everyman guest actor who can play a really good straightman who is baffled and horrified by what he witnesses #If Ryan Reynolds can do a good job at that maybe I can forgive it but probably not #iasip #mac mcdonald #Though to be clear I DO want everyone else to fucking loathe this guy for absolutely no reason #just hit him with that cold blank stare during any interactions #I have a clear picture in my head so I’m setting myself up for disappointment

[howlerbat]

I’m not sure if it was talked about before but I think it’s fascinating how over the course of the show Billy is gradually stripped of his POV. In season 1 he is more of an audience surrogate, a relatable everyman with good morals, we are treated to his inner turmoil and his struggles, his decisions greatly affect the plot.

Then Silver takes over most of his roles in season 2 and after Billy comes back he can’t step back into them. The majority of his development happens off screen, his actions become a little more surprising.

In season 3 he is mainly treated as a plot device, he drives Flint and Silver to be equals and creates the legend of a pirate king. We don’t spend time on his personal conflicts the way we do on Flint with the loss of Miranda or Silver and the loss of his leg. We never see him cope with the death of Gates or his guilt over keeping Flint in power (we just see the results of it through his reactions).

And finally season 4, where Billy no longer exists outside his relation to other characters. He is only ever seen through someone else’s POV despite establishing himself as a major player. Even after he joins Rogers there is no aftermath from other characters reacting to this extreme decision, the story just steamrolls over Billy as he’s trying desperately to affect the outcome in any way. He set the whole story in motion and then was rendered completely inconsequential to it. What is a character who lost all integrity when he ends up completely isolated? A blank page.

#black sails #black sails meta #billy bones #can you stop posting. about billy bones. for five fucking minutes!!! #I’m just… I’m super mad at myself for doing any of this shit #I should go back to making memes #at least I’m good at that #every day I wake up and suffer thoughts about black sails #you pry open my skull and there’s a little hurdy gurdy playing in there

[mads-is-tired]

the code “growing” on his arm, it’s gotta be an exposure thing, particularly when you also look at etolies and his arm/eye

etolies has been in contact with them the most from what i know, and while i’d previously assumed it was from using the code breaker shield, it’s either not that or the shield itself is made from code

and in the past three days, slimecicle has spent a lot of time with codeflippa, the first time he saw her was rather brief but now he’s spent hours by her side. iirc even etolies hasn’t spent that much time with one in one go, hence the speed at which this is happening

from what we know, the codes seem to want to work with the members against the federation. the code monsters attacked and then came to a discussion with etolies, where a different strategy has been applied for charlie, a grief stricken, isolated man with a history of murderous tendencies seems far easier to manipulate. but the code monsters with etolies seem to be upfront, leading me to believe they are manipulating the islanders as well, but where do their true intentions lie?

it’s fascinating to think about what will happen when the code starts to take over both of these guys more. we’ve seen glitches happening in charlie, will this become more frequent, or will he start loosing control, maybe he’ll still be charlie and etolies will still be etolies, but fundamentally changed in terms of their being. Maybe they won’t be able to leave the island once it’s spread too far, and this was the goal all along. I’ve seen theory posts about the code being previous island members before, they might have been closer than we thought.

full disclosure i get pretty much all of my lore updates from the twitter screenshots people upload here so i could be so far off lmao. im also not too familiar with maxo lore but i know there’s stuff going on with AI there? that might be linked

#qsmp #qsmp slimecicle #qsmp etoiles #i haven’t had any coherent thoughts about the qsmp in ages #then i started writing this and i was like nah i won’t maintag it i’ll keep my ramblings to myself #then halfway though my brain clicked about my final point and i decided it slaps and i’m going to maintag it #again please don’t be mean if i’ve misremembered something #just a fun theory post about a minecraft server :) #mads makes a post

[ivyithink]

chilling with the lads!

as always, thanks michela (@kingslionheart), you’re entirely at fault here, putting some cute tlk tags in front of my eyes (that I’m too lazy to find right now, I’m so sorry…, you might even remember which ones BUT ANYWAYS). the result. have some more modern au family stuff!

#my art #my doodles #ursula (aka THE DOGGY) WAS ABSOLUTELY in the sketch but it was not working out composition wise so she had to go :( #don’t worry she’s in the next room with a huuuugee pile of toys!!! #also bitch I’m so jealous of those pillows actually uuugghh #why did I have to draw them just so so fluffy and soft and make MYSELF mad ‘cause now I want those #next time someone’s getting a flatass lumpy fully deformed pillow as a reality check #the last kingdom #tlk #tlk uhtred #tlk alfred #tlk aethelstan

[chrollohearttags]

my whole YouTube feed is filled with videos about the Stanley cup/Sephora kid thing and maybe bc I haven’t used tiktok in months but I’m so lost as to why everybody, including the kids themselves is being blamed for this problem lmao.

#there’s only one enemy and that’s capitalism/consumerism #not to mention the parents who think being an ‘ipad kid’ is cute and quirky bc they don’t want to raise their kids beyond the baby stage #like why are you mad at an influencer who’s job it is to sell a product for not monitoring if ur children are watching #that beauty influencer is not selling to them or for them #they’re a business + brand marketing to other ppl their age #people who can actually afford the products #not somebody who barely has lunch money less known 3 bands to drop on drunk elephant #like I have so many young cousins/kids in my neighborhood who are being brought up this way + it’s the internet’s fault always #not the fact that their parents don’t do anything #and what gets me is that somebody like me who’s made content online like cosplay/anime or even writing fanfic #has to worry about censoring myself for some brat I’m not even thinking abt #and it hurts creatives who are just looking for an escape #when I’m reality the only problem is that these parents are lazy and expect some random youtuber to teach their kids the things they refuse #it takes a village yes but at the end of the day that responsibility lies on the person who birthed them #I’m sorry #cherry chats 🍒