#I’m just... at a loss for words

[sketchquill]

“See you around MK...”

Rest In Peace Billy Kametz ❤️💔

There is no words to explain how deeply sadden and heartbroken I am after hearing this news. He will be missed dearly and my heart and condolences goes out to the friends and family of this wonderful person who lent his voice to many beloved characters

#I’m just... at a loss for words #I still can’t believe this happened #Rest in Peace Warrior #you will never be forgotten #❤️❤️❤️ #billy kametz #lego monkie kid #lmk macaque #lego monkie kid six eared macaque #six eared macaque

[palipunk]

I don’t know what to say that hasn’t already been said, another Palestinian has been murdered by the occupation, and one known by so many of us as a journalist on Al Jazeera - Shireen Abu Aqla cannot be forgotten, may she rest

#in a long history of Israel murdering Palestinian press #I’m not sharing the videos of her murder here but just a warning for other Palestinians #// settler violence #// murder #palestine #free palestine #Al Jazeera #// death #i’m at a loss for words

[turtleblogatlast]

[ cw: death mention / ]

Y’know something I really like from the movie is how close Future Leo and Casey Jr are presented as being, even if not shown often or super obviously.

Like beyond Junior’s blatant idolization of “the world’s greatest ninja”, I want to highlight the beginning of the movie, with Junior trying so desperately to save Future Leo, Leo reassuring Junior despite his own acceptance of death, and, especially, I want to highlight the “have a slice” line.

Because…this is a line given to a kid raised in war. A line given at the tail end of what quite possibly is the most important task the resistance has ever undertaken. A line whose importance lies solely in the sentimental value of a child finally getting to experience something entirely good, and Leo knowing Junior will succeed to experience it because he believes in him.

I dunno, I think a lot of Future Leo giving Casey Jr the thing Leo himself always longed for: trust.

#rottmnt #rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles #rottmnt leo #rottmnt future leo #rottmnt casey junior #FAMILY #this totally makes Casey Junior’s loss of trust in Present Leo all the more heartbreaking too imo #side note but it’s not only Junior that Leo is showing such trust in - he knows his family is capable of succeeding as well #he trusts that his family - and yes Junior IS included in that - will win #hope is just another way to trust #‘Leo never gave up on us - I’m not giving up on him!’ #<- Mikey’s words at the end highlight another theme too #of Leo continuously having faith in his family but no one having faith in him #it’s often warranted but also often not #but it makes sense that things finally come together when hope and trust and belief and understanding play hand in hand

[loveyourownsmiilee]

IS THIS REAL LIFE???? 😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫

#I am at a loss for words #are you for realllll #bc I just I can’t I’m at a loss #are they serious I’m legit #I know this is clickbaity I’m not stupid #hence why I’m questioning it

[mumblesplash]

the fact that doctors can just Recommend Weight Loss with no instructions beyond ‘eat healthier/less’ is actually insane to me, i lost weight on purpose ONCE and it took me like 6 years to recover a semi-normal relationship with food and hunger

#uhh #disordered eating cw #just in case #mumbling #like jfc i know i’m not the first to say it and my experience is relatively SO tame #but it STILL fucked with my head for YEARS #and most people don’t go nearly that long between weight loss attempts at all for basically their whole lives!!!!! #and we’re so blasé about it like yeah just eat less to lose weight #and so few people talk about the really weird shit that phase of my life taught me even though they seem like pretty universal things #like when you lose weight deliberately by denying yourself food you get COLD #you get cold and you get in your head and you get sad it’s like being less alive #the times i’ve lost weight/recomped on accident (by doing smth that makes me move more‚ getting better sleep etc) #it’s been WARM #burn hotter move freer feel happier #and also the way hunger feels when you’ve been denying yourself food for an extended time is NOT the same as baseline hunger #it’s actually kind of wild that we use the same word to describe both feelings like that shit is NOT the same #that shit is not ‘being really hungry’ it’s a fuckin. blood curse or some shit you feel straight up unhinged #and i should disclaim here i am not talking large amounts of weight #i’ve fluctuated over i think a 20lb range max since reaching close to my adult height and that’s a guesstimate #but even in my relatively unremarkable little experiences here the way deliberate weight loss fucked with my brain is absurd to me #i’m fine now have been for years but seriously thinking back on it the fact that this is routine medical advice. unreal

[cheese-water]

Generation Loss being a tv show makes so much on a meta level. Like remember how Ranboo said there’s a reason why it’s streamed on his twitch channel, and how we all thought it was because he was secretly broadcasting it? That was disproven quickly with Showfall Media publicly promoting the viewpoint and the existence of Squiggles on the broadcast.

So let’s look at the the episodes through the lens of a tv broadcast instead of a twitch stream. It becomes clear why Ranboo always gets himself into these wacky situations and miraculously survives till the end unlike his friends. Ranboo is the main character. Ranboo is the protagonist.

Compare them to another tv protagonist, like Ted Lasso. Sure other characters contribute to the story of each episode, but we as a viewer always follow the main character’s highs and lows, successes and failures, rights and wrongs. They are how the plot moves forward and conflict is created and dissolved. There’s a reason why we don’t see Sneeg’s escape attempt, Ethan Austin and Vinny being freed from the machine, Jerma’s demise; because it doesn’t matter. We don’t care. Showfall doesn’t want us to care.

Our viewpoint is Ranboolive. Who cares if a couple side characters die when the main character is about to solve the next puzzle. He is what keeps the show running, an essential cog in this beautiful machine. He will keep this broadcast rolling whether they like it or not.

Makes you wonder how many other “viewpoints” there are. Are they similar television channels, different people, sets, situations all at the press of a button? Is Showfall Media just beginning of interactive experience entertainment or is it one of hundreds of other programs following the same protocols, each baring a long list of missing persons cases that have yet to be solved? Who really was the “Founder?”

I guess we have to wait and see…

#generation loss #genloss #ranboolive #ranboo #generation loss theory #i haven’t even gotten to the allegory revolving around the sanitization of media in this day in age #Unalive? G*re? Bl00d? #They’re simply filters we’re forced to use because companies don’t find those words “marketer friendly” enough #Frick? Shoot? Gosh Darnit? #Same logic applies there #This censorship even reaches to human bodily functions #The amount of people banned on TikTok not only for teaching others about periods but just mentioning their existence is insane #we’re content living like this even though we’d all be horrified if we actually ripped someone open #Idk I’m so not normal about this #I can’t wait for tomorrow

[mrsdulac]

do you ever think about how Avad’s last straw was witnessing his brother Kadaman’s execution in the sun ring? An execution ordered by their own father?

#god jiran sounded so awful #and he’s largely responsible for the carja being so despised everywhere #and kadaman thought bc of his status he wouldn’t be harmed #he was older than avad which made him heir to the sun throne #and that is what he thought would protect him #not his father’s love for him but where he stood in terms of political power. #and it didn’t work… #i hope avad wasn’t there to actually witness his brother’s death #i can’t even imagine especially bc it sounds like they were close #avad needs to be protected is what i’m saying #he’s had so much loss (kadaman and yes jiran still counts and ersa….) #AND FASHAV! he gets word that his long lost cousin is coming home just to be sent his broken bones….. #horizon: zero dawn #sun king avad

[thegodsfindmecrazy]

I’m honestly feeling at odds with the gods these past few days

Had to say goodbye to my dog of 16 years, Reggie, on the 4th, the night before he wasn’t doing well and ended up having a seizure, he just didn’t bounce back and we had to put him down so he wouldn’t be in pain

But that night he had the seizure, I was driving back from the grocery store, and at the exact time he had the seizure I felt a huge wave of emotion and cried begging for more time with him; didn’t find out he had the seizure until I was home

The fact that we had to let him go the next day, so soon and unprepared for it, I feel as if the gods turnt their back on me

I know it’s the grief wanting me to put the blame to someone, which there isn’t any blame to place, Reggie lived a long life and was just declining due to his age

But I can’t help but feel out of sorts about it, just upset that I begged for more time and was denied, even know we all knew that we’d lose him one day

Just wasn’t ready for “one day” to have come along so soon

The silence in the house is so painful, my family is thinking of getting a new pup to try to fill the silence, but I’m at a lost for it

I know that no new dog will ever replace Reggie, I know that we all have so much love to give to any dog to come into our lives next, but I can’t help but feel like we’re trying to move too quickly

I want to ask the gods for guidance, but I can’t bring myself to because of feeling like my desperate prayers were ignored, and I don’t know what to do

This blog is to share my experiences with my journey, isn’t always gonna be the good stuff, sometimes it’ll be things like this

Faith is hard

#the mortal speaks #cw pet loss #cw pet death #cw pet grief #hellenic witch #hellenic polytheism #shakened faith #I don’t know #I’m full of emotions that I can’t put words to #just wanted to vent somewhere since I can’t really talk about my faith and spirituality causally with people around me #how do you guys handle feeling shakened with your faith? #I am happy with my spiriuality but right now I don’t feel connected like I should

[prettyiwa]

hi! i know you’ve discontinued all your previous aot/snk works, but i had been trying to go thru my saved files trying to find my saved pdf of VOV since i wanted to reread. the reason i dropped in your inbox was because i realized my phone had auto deleted it for some reason and that made me incredibly sad. i just wanted to let you know, that no other work has impacted me quite so much like yours. Your writing style your original character left an impression on me that will last forever. The OC’s heart, their kindness, empathy, patience for others honestly affected me. It is the best thing I have ever read. it made me want to practice more of these things in my own life and love as unashamedly and deeply as they did. It breaks my heart that i can no longer read it, but i really just wanted to let you know how grateful i am that your works (all of them) were put out into the world at all. It’s really not an understatement at all for me to say that it really changed me as a person. I’m self involved, and i don’t often let the people in my life know just how much i appreciate them, and to be honest i didn’t ever consider their feelings and struggles before. Who i was before i read VOV and after are two completely different versions of myself. It taught and encouraged me to try to be a better friend and family, and i’m forever thankful and supportive of you for that. You will always be my favorite writer and artist.

Hi, yes, um.

Holy shit dude?? You wanna make an author cry, this is how you make them cry. I can’t even put into words how much I needed to hear something like this. I’m so honored that my story and my character touched you like this and that you reached out to let me know.

I intentionally wrote her as open with her emotions and with her love as a reminder to myself and hopefully to others that love is out there in abundance and that it’s worth the effort to love. That it touched you in such a way? I— ?? Complete loss of words.

Thank you so, so much for reaching out to let me know. If you would like to reach out to me off anon, I would be happy to send you my PDF copy.

#📨.incoming #I’m at a complete loss for words. I had to stop what I was doing to just cry for a moment #I love you and I cherish you and I wish nothing but good things and kindness for you. #I’ve been feeling really down about my writing and #just fuck dude?!!! #when I say snk has a special place in my heart it’s very specifically because of people like you. #thank you so very much for this. I didn’t know how much I needed to hear something like this #cherishing this forever thank you

[palipunk]

Two Palestinians, Shireen Abu Aqla (51) and Thaer Yazouri (18), were killed today - and while Palestinians mourn, Israeli forces have already begun the demolition process of villages in Masafer Yatta - there is no time to grieve for Palestinians, the settler occupation doesn’t allow it.

#I’m at a loss for words today #just angry and tired and frustrated #the last two tweets are from a man living in masafer Yatta #he’s documenting this live #// settler violence #// ethnic cleansing #// genocide #// death #save masafer yatta #Palestine #free palestine #from river to sea palestine will be free

[totaled-drama]

omg hi marsh ☺️☺️😳😳 would noco (OMG I LOVE NOCO!!!) be married in the little league au??? 🫣🫣🫣🥺🥺🥺🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍🌈 and also are they rajs parents????? 🥺🥺🥺🥺 can you pretty please draw noco in the LL au☺️☺️😳😳 thanks!!!! #yaoi #noco #lovewins

(I am so sorry marsh)

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#td talks #I’m going to just. let you sit in the silence you’ve created here #I am at a loss for words #copypasta

[maxbegone]

“Have you ever had your heart broken?”

“The day my dad died.”

Not something I expected to see in the movie, but a line that hits the nail right on the head.

#sorry I’m thinking about this a lot… #rwrb #because yes — this. this right here #and not just about Henry or myself but anyone who has experienced a great loss like this #and sometimes words and explanations if feeling surprise you further years later when you hear them for the first time from someone else #so yes I have had my heart broken before and I’m really not sure there’s anything worse.

[cannotfly]

the headcanon that lucy and benjamin had a miscarriage prior to having johanna is very interesting to me, but i've never liked it and today i finally realized that i'm not a fan is because if he's known child loss before, then benjamin would've went after getting johanna first instead of getting his revenge.

#it's also my own personal headcanon that lovett and albert started trying for a baby after lovett got jealous of the barkers #and it ended in loss #i just think that if he lost one kid then he would be too determined not to loose his daughter #and i don't want there to be that parallel between lovett and todd #since that was deprived from envy as things commonly are for her #i don't know how to put it into words right now #i could see them struggling with infertility but i don't love that headcanon either since as compared to lovett #lucy is the perfect victorian woman of their status #and unfortunately that would make her less of a perfect woman #but then again lovett wouldn't know that so?? #the tags are just me rambling #and lovett and lucy were best friends first okay #it's interesting to think about how lovett's jealousy tore apart their friendship and adds depth to their interactions in the show #*❈ ‣ i’m a silly little ninnynoodle — ( ooc. ) #tbd. #miscarriage tw #child loss tw #infertility tw

[tacit-semantics]

They weren’t lying there CAN be something about the way that the thread moves in filet lace that is so so so interesting

#I’m sort of at a loss word wise so y’all are just gonna have to trust me on this one #anyways it’s much much more obvious with bigger pieces even if I AM going to end up fucking up spectacularly somewhere along the line #I can always unpick it if I do though. nice thing about how it works up I guess #tacit rambles: fiber arts #filet lace

[thatsreallygay]

YOU GUYS!! I just got hired on the spot this morning and it’s a filming job at a radio station!! My dream 😭 I’m so so happy and excited! Also so grateful that this opportunity came my way and worked out.

#i’m def going to miss my job in healthcare and i’ll miss the patients #but this is a great opportunity for me and i gotta take it #it’s what i wanna go back to school for soon #i just can’t believe this #i’m at loss for words rn at the same time bc i can’t believe it worked out so well and so quickly #ahhhh i’m excited!!!!!

[whumpy-gems]

Upcoming Updates

Hey there my whumpers and Tumblr buddies!! Thought I would give you all a quick run down for my future posting schedule!!

Good news, i will have one again! :D

It’s gonna be equally spirratic as the last one. And HOPEFULLY i will move on from the “once in a pink moon” kinda system I have going on rn.

#I’ve been hyper focussed on school and film #bunch of big exams last week #and a film competition today! #sadly my team (of two) aka my one friend and I got fifth. Which considering the competition it really good #But our other two friends GOT FIRST 😆 #it’s been six hours since i got home and I’m still reeling. In a good way #the four of us… idk how to explain it #but you know when you find your people. And stuff just starts to click. And even though u feel the smidge of jealousy and sadness of loss #the feeling of pride and platonic love is just so much deeper. That’s the word. Love. I love Then to Jupiter and back. We hugged for like #6mins. Just chatting. Happy for one another. I was trying not to cry happy tears. 😂 #they are moving to provincials in a month! And my friend and I plan to get them ready for it. ☺️ #anyways #Casual gem life update #whump community #whump blog #tumblrpost #wtf tumblr #tumblr stuff #tumblr #whump people #Side note: I am incredibly sleeper deprived 😘 #competition #started at 7. I was up at 4. And I went to bed last night 11.