#I’m kinda annoyed rn

[petrichormore]

God q!BBH is fascinating. His paranoia especially. q!Bad has called himself paranoid in character btw. multiple times. but the one example that immediately comes to mind is when he was talking to q!Aypierre. When people call him paranoid he doesn’t really say “Nuh uh” (at least not seriously - he’s become a little more self-aware) he says “okay maybe I am, maybe I’m not. but don’t you understand why?”

for q!BBH the price of potentially overreacting and hurting his friends’ feelings with his lack of trust is significantly outweighed by the price of an egg fucking dying because he decided to relax. He has been the deciding factor in a life-or-death situation for an egg multiple times. And his overreactions have saved lives. Obviously his developing belief that he’s like the Lone Responsible Caretaker of the Eggs is like blatantly incorrect but it didn’t come into existence in a void. It isn’t just one of his inventions it’s a consequence of other parents putting (whether purposely or accidentally) a lot of pressure on him that he tried and failed to escape from.

So he doesn’t care if he’s paranoid, he doesn’t care if his distrust hurts people, he doesn’t care about what’s reasonable or not - he cares about the eggs being alive. And if being unreasonable has kept the eggs alive in the past then damn you better believe he’s only going to get more unreasonable. And he’s not going to be sorry about it either, not while he feels responsible for every single child on the island.

#also people in real life experience paranoia so when people call q!bbh annoying or stupid for it… kinda makes me go Hm. #coming from someone w a personality disorder btw #and while I don’t experience paranoia as a symptom there are other aspects of q!bbh that I def relate to #idk I guess I’m just #like yeah sure he got defensive at q!Bagi and she probably didn’t expect him to go off on her like that but #experiencing paranoia does not make you less deserving of being acknowledged yknow? #anyway sometimes the way q!BBH is talked about kinda tows the line of ableism #am i being crazy rn? i don’t know #this is mostly about older twitter stuff that I’ve seen cropping up from wayyy back #I’ve had this in the drafts for a while but his convo w Bagi made it relevant again

[thegreatcrowdragon]

oh im ALL ears for the pureshadow fankid

Unfortunately I can’t draw so I can’t show em but there’s two I’ve made, Vanilla Crème Cookie and Vanilla Milkshake Cookie. My favorite way to describe them is that they look like their dad (pv) but act like their papa (sm)

Basically they’re little goblins who cause havoc everywhere they go (they’re also twins)

Vanilla Crème is kinda goopy looking. There’s no reason for that, she just is. She enjoys drawing stuff and also sometimes terrorizing any locals she encounters. She’s the type of kid you’d catch burning ants with a magnifying glass.

Vanilla Milkshake has a mirror that lets her see anywhere or anyone she can name. Sm made it for her, and surprisingly she doesn’t use it much.

#cookie run kingdom #cookie run #shadow milk cookie #pure vanilla cookie #pureshadow #shadowvanilla #vanilla milkshake #yes her name was inspired by the shipname itself I’m bad at naming stuff #the other one is based off of the chocolate I was eating at the time #I should’ve put more for milkshake but im kinda busy rn #basically they’re just regular annoying children #oh yeah! milkshake likes animals (specifically cake hounds) #yes the cake hound post is now in my shadowvanilla lore

[candyheartedchy]

Just want to thank everyone who’s been enduring my Spo.ngeBob fixation these past few days.

#i know it might be annoying to some that I kinda just abandon my other f/o(s) rn and ended up really hyper focus on the sponge #but I never had so much fun self shipping with a character before #and I know I mentioned this before but to openly ship with him now makes me so happy I don’t think y’all understand #and I know it’s my blog and I can do whatever but I’m still nervous I’m coming across annoying and weird #but at the same time I kinda don’t mind??? like I should be happy and express my love for my favorite fictional character! #but I do feel guilty about leaving my other f/o(s) in the dust especially Scratch #it’s just I have so much shipping stuff I want to finally explore and share #and that’s why I been posting so much so fast because it was all kinda bottled up this whole time #and now it feels like the floodgates are open #and there’s just SO MUCH I want to talk about #so again thank you everyone who’s been supporting my ship and art #💬 chy chatter 💬

[overtake]

content for a very small audience but i was experiencing major deja vu when daniel posted this

#i need my laptop back so badly i am going crazy without it #apple needs to get it back to me FAST #i could be gifing but instead i’m comparing ashton irwin and his brother to daniel and his nephew #something about the photos was just SO SIMILAR #but seriously i will die without my laptop #i use it for everything it is my best friend #i use it for tumblr and discord and twitter and reddit and obviously i am literally just always working on some kinda gifset or project #i have 80 million tabs open #i watch all my youtube and tv on my laptop #i miss her so much #i had to write a full essay on my ipad today #do u know how annoying it is to do mcgill guide footnotes on ipad microsoft word #my cat will suffer for what she did (be given endless love appreciation and kisses and experience zero consequeces) #i’m also very sick rn so i’m really just stream of consciousness-ing here #my grip on reality is quite loose #i need to eat some soup and go to bed

[p-p-panda]

Random art vent lol

I get tired of constantly pouring my heart out when asked about my stuff only for it to fall flat. Like why did they even ask me to begin with??? Just to tease me??? 😭 bruh

#this is very different than what I usually post #I don’t really like doing it but tbh this has been bothering me for the past couple of months in different places I’m active in #and it’s starting to become annoying #i listen to everyone’s lore and ocs or whatever the convo is only to end up with like one reply and they die on me. AND IT KEEPS HAPPENING #IN DIFFERENT Group chats #man I’m just so tired of even lore dumping all the time at this point 💀 #it seems like when I actually have the motivation to finally open up that’s when I get ignored the most :/ #I’m probably being a sensitive baby rn so I might delete this later. only wanted to get it off my chest #i can listen to other people talk for hours then the second I speak it feels like bore everyone 😔 #i only have like 1 or 2 people that actually listen to me when it’s my turn but most of the time I’m always listening. which isn’t bad but #man #it hurts and kinda makes me wanna cry lmao #and it makes me just half ass shit at this point when people ask about my ocs/lore since I don’t know if they want a tiny bit of info or #if they’re actually intrigued :/ I just give up now #ok I’m done this is way too long ahaha #vent #it’s not that I constantly want atteion because I don’t and I love listening to other people and sometimes when I ask they don’t talk to me #but will to someone els even when I’m super invested so idk at this point #😞 #i admit I have times when I’m shy but it mostly due to not wanting to wast peoples time anymore #ok I will shut to the up #gn #it’s like 1am for me #and I really don’t want people to ask only because of this post. trust me that’s not what I’m trying to do i swear. only getting out feels

[cerealmonster15]

man 9 times outta 10 i do not wanna hear Gamer Takes from people who do not play the game they’re talking about lol. Like sure here’s a way to be subjective and nuanced about it but often times People Are Not. But god they sure think they know what they’re talking about lol

#I work in gamedev and it is. Frustrating LOL #this isnt even about a game I work on #but like god damn #people will see a bad weak ass take #and be like oh i don’t like or play that game but it’s getting dunked in so I will agree #gamers are frustrating but ppl that don’t even play the game are more annoying imo LOL #like why r u being like this. go do something else #SORRY just. fbfhjcnfjdhdhdjfgkng #or like when leaks come out and people are like #OMG WHY DOES IT LOOK SO BAD #because. it is unfinished leak. u ass. jdjcjcnfngngn that DID happen 2 where I work #talking to gamers is so 😬😬😬😬😬 sometimes #then talking to other gamedevs can be so healing. bc they understand. we complain together lol #like I’m kinda glad the games I work on rn aren’t talked about in the spaces I’m in #that’s a worry I have about when I one day switch companies #if I play something I do care about or is more talked about #I’m gonna have to see people talk about it. and be annoying 😭😭😭😭 #SORRY I woke up GRUMPY dndncjcnvjfjvnvv

[wordsinhaled]

whew. feeling some type of jumbled up blend of gender dysphoria + creative energy + existential angst + anxiety + fandom imposter syndrome + oversensitivity

#my words are a drop in the ocean and i feel like i am being annoying even when i know i’m not #etc #all this to say i love everyone but i feel kinda like a weird snail in a shell rn #weird way to feel #music is about the only thing scratching my brain correctly rn #also the gomens hyperfixation #i have a mini vacation in three weeks and i think that will help #aughfghhf #feelin a little ridiculous tbh i KNOW it is ridiculous #but it be like that sometimes #it’s the ‘everyone would be right to leave you alone’ energy #no good. incorrect. cognitive distortion central #BUT IT STILL HITS

[macbethz]

I don’t want GO tv fans getting into/getting back into doctor who. Some of us spent these last few years breaking our backs in the chibnal mines you don’t understand the true dw fan lifestyle. But mostly you are just too annoying

#Jkjk. #sorry I’m. drunk. and the dw tag hs like half go and it’s annoying me #I just. i don’t want dw to go thru the kinda fanbase explosion go is having rn. cause I am never a fan of that particular way of media being #popular. and dw has been my special interest since I was genuinely like 7 years old so whatever I am protective of her #warlock wartalks #at least these ppl will prob never get into EU or classic content so I can be SO annoying

[recallthename]

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#I am so annoyed rn #and I’m trying to find the space between swallowing it and completely freaking out #the thing about being me is normally people ask things of me and my brain is like ‘it is my job now to do this thing’ #regardless of my actual feelings on the matter #and I’m trying hard lately to… not do that #but idk how without feeling like I’m going to another extreme #I just consider being generous and picking your battles very valuable? #but then I’m like ‘bitch why are you considering playing dnd with your friends a battle?’ #anyway I’ve died in every combat encounter we’ve had including twice in the most recent one #I’m playing a class that I already wasn’t interested in and only chose for party balance #and my dm put restrictions on which subclass I could pick cause she thought some were op #and is now reaching out saying she wants to nerf me cause she thinks I’m to op #yes the girl who was dead for literally the entirety of our last combat encounter is too op #playing one of the THREE subclasses she recommended #I just don’t even know what to say #it’s especially frustrating because she can’t 1) wait and see if it’s actually a problem #or 2) come to me and say ‘I’ve noticed this and I’m worried’ #she’s just like ‘this is what we should do is that cool’ #i love dnd but man I kinda wish I wasn’t playing dnd with these people

[exopelagic]

okay facing consequences of my actions

#I thought I’d gotten away with it this time #okay it’s 3am and I may have discovered something that completely ruins me #everyone is asleep so I can’t tell if this is me being sleep deprived or not! #so I need to sleep now but I haven’t cleaned my code up or written my answers #I do Not have time #if I don’t sleep now I’m gonna be having a bad time tomorrow morning and I am significantly less productive rn than I could be #with other people around I kinda need that y #so I should go to bed. but also. this code needs cleaning. but also. even if I fall asleep now I’m only getting like 5 hours MAX #I need a good few hours tomorrow morning to have a shot at doing this properly #so it would be more useful to sleep now and wake up as early as possible than keep going tonight bc I’m not going to finish tonight #okay. fuck. I hate this #if I could think straight I’d be able to fix this easy which is probably a good reason to sleep #it’s just an annoying logical problem that I gotta follow through bc currently I’m stuck between three possibilities and there might be more #I have these two rasters and I gotta calculate the area overlap #the first method counts the number of presence points in each (probably) and then counts the number in overlap raster w manually set values #the second counts total predicted points and points where they’re predicted to be alone and does a calculation with that for each species #that one with all points from both species + pseudoabsence. vs method 3 which does that with just individual species coordinates #method 1&2 are now homologous now I JUST caught the logical error but method 3 is what he gave us #but actually he might have fucked up in not including pseudoabsence #i don’t know if method 3 works for two different species either honestly #it gives me results I like much more (my overlap is 100% for one of the species and that shoooouldnt rlly happen even if it’s possible) but #I think it might actually just be wrong because it can’t account for #wait so the line is taking the prediction for all coordinates for each species for each species’ initial coordinates. and not pseudoabsence #and that set of predictions for each species coordinate set is then taken and yeah it’s no longer comparable you can’t count each alone #not with two different species bc you need an overlapping dataset to do that OKAY I have solved that logical problem my initial method works #which is annoying bc the result sucks but whatever I checked the rasters and it’s actually identical so #okay now I’ve figured that out. twenty minutes later. sleep I think it’ll help most #luke.txt

[candyheartedchy]

Now I wasn’t going to show anything until I was done this time, but these two panels of Scratch keeps cracking me up and I had to share.

#still working on the dialogue and sketches rn #this next batch might have extra pages then the regular six I usually post but I’m not sure yet #also kinda annoyed that after I got page five sketched out that page four made no sense and had to move page five in its place #so did that one page for nothing 😞 #👻 scratch 👻 #🎨 chy creations 🎨 #💬 chy chatter 💬

[poetickinkerer]

Real talk why is my left nipple so much more sensitive than the other

#poe’s kinks #like is this norma #normal #it’s fun when I’m being slutty but it’s kinda annoying rn

[guillotinerot]

Anyways I am a lesbian I love women I’m attract to women and it’s perfectly fine

#yeah I mean women as in all women #but I’m just like #kinda annoyed that ppl feel the need to be like… #what about other identities!!!?!!! #when I’m talking about myself #that’s great I’m happy for you but I’m talking about me rn thanks and I’m not attracted to men

[hellfireeddiemunson]

getting a tooth extraction is so weird. what a weird experience i’ve been having the past eight days

#getting it taken out (awake) was WILD and lowkey traumatic but not ??? very weird idk #then the first like. four days were so ridiculous like the pain level wasn’t bad it just was SO constant i was like ALRIGHT ALREADY!!!!!!! #and five and six were very mild and chill #and then yesterday and today is like nice bc not much need for ibuprofen and also i can eat more things than before but it’s still healing #i can’t wait for it to close up i’m tired of being paranoid about it😅😅😅😅 #it kinda hurts rn but it’s bc i had to rinse it and that’s what keeps happening anytime i rinse it. but the pain stops rather quickly #i can’t wait for NO PAIN it’ll be so nice #anyways i took ibuprofen bc i have a headache but it’ll be ncie bc it’ll get it to stop being annoying faster too #also in case ur wondering it was my left farthest back molar ! it had been broken for a couple years now and then i fucked up real bad when #i was eating one night and i was in severe pain for days and now it’s all gone about a month later! i’m so glad🥰

[camping-with-monsters]

“Hey. where’s your mental health at right now?”

Me, laughing uncontrollably after waiting 20 minutes just for this gem of a photo:

#AKA IDK WHERE MY MENTAL HEALTH IS RN #I’m so. angry at shit rn actually #but I’m okie dokie don’t worryokie <33 #anyways. #Don’t mind me #just treading the kalosian rivers on the search for ye olde snack that smiles back #normal day #(this was actually yesterday but.) #also hey I’m actually gonna be trying to get the shiny charm on my Pokémon Y file #there’s a couple really annoying evolutions like friendship evos or legendaries I kinda have to use the gts for 😭 #idk how many people here play xy but help could always be great #idk what exactly I need but I know there are some really tedious ones I need #Pokémon #Pokémon xy #shiny pokémon #shiny magikarp #magikarp #chain fishing #shiny hunting #The Kiwi Shines

[deityofhearts]

I gotta figure out what to do with my hair

#deity dialogue #rn I’m kinda just letting it grow out til after winter passes i think #but after that??? who knows #I don’t know if I like my hair as it is but idk what else to do with it #I could continue growing it out and see if I can get it down to my hips again like it was when I was in school #idk that could be fun for like actually styling it #cause like I’ve kinda been getting it short for the last couple of years partially out of spite #cause every time my hair gets long ppl are like ‘noooo don’t cut off your long hairs it’s so pretty’ and like this ain’t your hair #but like idk I have hair accessories I wanna use #I have so many scrunchies I keep acquiring them (granted I do wear them on my wrists) #I also have the hat pins I like to use in my hair that I can’t use in my hair when it’s short #I’m thinking of putting them in my hair for a possible upcoming outfit #my hair is like a bit past my shoulders so I can do a bit with it now #idk what the point of this post is #just me half asleep blabbing about my hair #however if someone acts possessive over my hair again I will chop it all off again #idk it’s always so annoying like as a kid I wasn’t able to grow it out and then I was and it was nice then if i considered cutting my hair #everyone protested #it was like down to my hips in high school and I very clearly recall cutting it during a lil breakdown #then it was down to my hips again a couple years later and I had already considered cutting it to be more androgynous looking #and ppl were like no no don’t do it and that made me decide to #nvm the fact that it looked so ugly like no offense to the person cutting it the hair style just. wasn’t what I wanted and didn’t look good #and I’m haunted by how I looked for that period of time #rip short lived androgynous celeste you were alright I still don’t know if I’ll ever attempt to present more androgynous again because like. #I don’t particularly dress that way and I like cute clothes but that also just means people will forever assume I’m a woman which sucks like #how about we don’t do that #okay I’m just saying too many words goodbye