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green-crocs12 · 3 months
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me and my friend were rewatching jujutsu kaisen and into like the 12th episode the gojo hyperfixation HIT.
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raddest-laddest · 3 months
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gentlemen, im wildin my shit
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wvterways · 4 months
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went to the gym for the first time in months tonight n it felt so good. all i did was cardio for an hour but god it felt good to move my body again
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sinterblackwell · 2 years
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thank you for tagging me @dreamingoftinystars 💛
you can usually tell a lot about a person by the type of music they listen to. put your favourite playlist on shuffle and list the first ten songs then tag ten people! no skipping!
this playlist (created by a friend) is solely dedicated to kevin day from aftg—a huge comfort character of mine—so i always love listening to it :’)
looks red, tastes blue by mayday parade
was it something i said by mykey ft. cavetown
house of memories by panic! at the disco
lonely by nathan wagner
brave as a noun by ajj
déjà vu by avril lavigne
the principal by melanie martinez
dizzy by waterparks
i wanna get better by bleachers
chasing cars by snow patrol
i tag: @kritiquer @butternaan @louistomlinsontwo @swiftrobin @meanminyxrd @flying-elliska @andrewjosephminyard @birthdaysentiment @tawmlinsun + (it’s been a while so…if you would like!!)
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threerandomnouns · 1 year
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feelin… weird
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anime-grimmy-art · 3 months
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It’s this time of the year again, folks. Time to wrap up the art Ive made in the last 12 months in another Year in Review! I’ve noticed that this is my fifth Year in Review in a row, so I’ll be making an extra post looking back on the progress in those last 5 years!
I've got a lot to say about this year, but purely art wise, I've gone all when it comes to comics, damn! I've kinda found a format that is messy, and therefore more time efficient, yet still looks good. I even made 2 animatics and lotsa shorts/reels! All that on top of opening coms twice, and, oh yeah, MAKING A WHOLE ASS 4MIN ANIMATION ON MY OWN.
How is my hand still alive.
2023 has been….interesting, to say the least. The first half year I was working on my thesis project, aka making an animated short all on my own (in the art department), which makes it honestly surprising how much I managed to churn out between animating. Trigun rly did have me in a choke hold.
Summer was a bit more spotty, esp. with me not being able to draw anything during August as I was writing my thesis (and doing commissions). And towards the end of the year, Kingdom Hearts tried to save me, but alas, Genshin Impact has finally sunk its teeth into me and dragged me to the bottom of the rabbit hole. It all started with me watching a story summary and lore videos while I was sick after my thesis and I was too intrigued to not dig deeper and well, first I fell in love with Kaeya and then the ships started dropping in left and right.
I’m not gonna lie, the last few months have been weird. I finished my masters in October, and have been on job hunt since, sadly without success so far. I’m existing in this weird limbo of still not grasping I’m not a student anymore after 18 years in education, not really being able to accept I’m an adult, yet desperately trying to find something so I can make a routine, cos rn Im too scared to build a rhythm as I know I’ll have a so much harder time readjusting again. It’s left me in a weird emotional state, where most of the time I feel fine, but when it counts, there’s just, nothing. No joy at getting my diploma, no anticipation to finally go to a convention again, neither any sadness hearing my grandfather died. It frustrates me that it extends to my art as well, there’s excitement over ideas and concepts, but no motivation to pick up the pencil, which makes me either not finish art at all or making so many shortcuts and just ending up with sth not satisfactory to me since it’s not the idea I sought after.
Tho, not everything is doom and gloom. I DID finish a whole ass short animation and got my masters degree, that IS sth to be proud of. Also, while Im struggling at drawing, I’ve also kinda started integrating my shortcuts into my style and some stuff I’ve thrown together actually turns out real good nowadays. Also, and this might be a bit of a weird one, I’m so fucking happy to know I can still enjoy gay ships. I’ve been a bit uncertain over the last few years because when I was around 16-18, I had a real big yaoi phase, which mostly came from the fact so much stuff came out that tickled my brain in the right way (Free, Haikyuu, etc.). But over the years, my enthusiasm died down, and I even started to resent some ships because it’s all some fandoms produced. I often found myself liking a hetero ship more than the popular gay ship, which really made me not wanna stick around because I did not care for most fanart and you can only go through a tag with art you don’t care about so long before you lose interest. I think in retrospect that it rly had nothing to do with the ships being gay ships but rather cos the fans just shoved it in your face when you didn’t care (and shipping culture nowadays also can get real scary). But I’m so happy to see I can still get obsessed with a ship and it’s all thanks to Haikaveh/Kavetham. It really just needed the right flavour for me to dig in again. And oh my god, I FINALLY like a ship with a SHIT TON of art and fanfictions, no more scrounging the crumbs from the bottom of the barrel. 
Anyways, enough lamenting. Here’s to hoping I can bite my tongue and get shit started properly in 2024, and that my brainrots may make me obsessed enough to churn out an obscene amount of fanart again.
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eyenaku · 1 year
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I FINISHED SCULPTING THE CRITTER
(ignore whatever the heck I was vocalizing this time Ahdvhdhdjs)
N E WAYS!! I’m so proud! My little guy! My creacher! Dusk warden! He finished!!
Next up: SCARY have to add colours ahdhhsjs
Also I finished the mask and then forgot to take a photo before bisque firing it’s in the kiln rn I’m so mad at myself
Anyways ye I gotta add colours to this and the sun and moon and throw 5 cups and do research assignment and-
I’m actually kinda excited about the cups assignment I’m gonna throw a fizzy faz can and one cup based off the drink in invader zim that red is drinkin in enter the florpus
ANYWAYS! DUSK WARDEN!! GO BRR
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reverie-starlight · 2 years
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{streaming with kenma thoughts}
this is literally just a bunch of plot points for myself for a full one shot I want to write using some of these details later. but i’m super busy rn and don’t have time to write the full thing, so this is just so i don’t forget anything!! but i thought i’d share them with you :)
major time skip spoilers! idk if I still need to add a spoiler warning at this point but I will just in case
you, kenma and kuroo have all been friends since you were kids, but you and kenma were the same age (and you were nekoma’s team manager at his request)
you started dating in university after years of pining and lots of teasing from kuroo
obviously when kenma said he wanted to start streaming, you were supportive. it was something he really loved after all, so you knew he’d work hard
and work hard he did
it made you so proud to see what he had accomplished and how far he’d come from when you were kids
and like, that’s a lot of stuff- you were dating a YouTuber, stock trader and the CEO of Bouncing Ball Ltd (his own company)
all of that and he was still in college
like kenma how do you do it 😐
and he always supported you, too, obviously- you never had to doubt that
anyway
you didn’t normally love being in his videos or on his streams, but sometimes you would make an appearance at either his request or his viewers’ 
your presence was especially appreciated on streams where he played horror games
you guys just got so into it and the commentary was hilarious
and the yelling and purposefully scaring each other, too
“what are you doing?!” “what do you mean, I’m running away!” “yeah and leaving me behind, why am I the sacrifice for this monster?!”
no major pda on stream or in videos, but everyone can tell you’re head over heels for each other
whenever kuroo joins in he makes sure to point it out when you lean into kenma a bit more
kenma will either remove him from the call or flick his arm when that happens
one time you were on a work trip or something and you had to be away from him for a bit
so you kept up with everything he did of course, cause you missed him
kuroo helped you surprise him a day earlier than you told kenma you’d be back
so when he’s streaming that day he takes a water break and leaves the stream running
so everyone sees you rushing into the room to sit in his chair
when he comes back he’s surprised but he’s very happy and he gives you he biggest hug, which is like??? the most amount of affection he’s ever shown online
kuroo’s kinda just there
but all in all streaming with kenma is never a dull moment
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blushyeleven · 9 days
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following @lopsicle footsteps I’m also gonna be writing what I plan to do with this blog.
Now I know I haven’t written for months and I don’t upload frequently anymore but 2024 so far has been the shittest year and it’s not that I don’t have the time to write, I’m just not motivated enough and id rather give you guys actually well structured fics when I’m motivated rather then publish work that’s half assed and I know I’m not proud of because I’ve forced myself to when I haven’t been motivated.
I have had a few ideas on fics but I’ve been focusing on other things like my production (which is on Thursday and Friday) my grandads funeral (next week) and also shifting and also trying to find myself. But next week I have 2 weeks off and so if I have the time I may try and start writing again, although no promises for consistency or a fic at all😭 but I’ll try.
what I’m trying to say is is that after I get everything in my personal life out of the way I want to start focussing more on this blog. Thankyou all for being pacient even tho there’s literally been no content in the last 3 months💀
but I love you all🫶🫶
(also lowkey kinda obsessed with Tara yummy rn.. so expect to see content of her🤭)
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iheartchv · 1 month
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Hey I was hoping I could get a cod matchup? Sorry in advance for the yapping
Umm as for appearance I am 5’4” in my early twenties. I have layered curly brown hair that comes to just above my shoulder, blue eyes, freckles pale as hell, a few scars here and there that I’m kinda proud of (from various causes) I don’t really have a specific style it can range from a tank top and sweats to t-shirt and jeans or something completely wild, color coded decked out in jewelry, skirts, layers the whole bit. Relatively active build, used to be a gymnast until an injury now I just workout twice a week w a friend. Interests; I like movies top five rn probably Scream (1996), Spiderverse, 10 things I hate about you, the last unicorn, Dead poets society, +Star Wars cause I can’t leave it out. I like playing chess every now and then, I’d say I’m pretty good but I still have a ways to go. I’m also an artist, and I like music I can’t do anything music related I just like listening to it, all kinds. I like baking when I’m stressed, typically cookies during finals week at 2 am. My future prospects, or at least what they are currently, is just going to law school, after that I’m not really sure, I’ve thought ab going the military route, both of my parents served/are serving, so I’ve thought ab the possibility of being a military JAG or something in Intel, but I’m still feeling for it, I mostly like law cause I’m pretty good at it and I like knowing more than people. I’m Bi so my taste in Men/Women varies. As much as I’d like to say I don’t have a type, hot people are hot, there have been patterns in the past few fictional guys. Tbh my taste in men is shit, like I don’t have daddy issues, I have a great relationship with him, but my past fictional crushes say other wise. But basically, capability is HOT, if they’re good at something to the point of mastering it I’m entranced. Women are just pretty, there’s not much there. I’m relatively paranoid, even describing myself like this online is strange, I think it’s just growing up around military but I’m typically just cautious. That and trust issues. I’ve done some martial arts/self defense and I think sparring is really fun I just need someone to teach me. Also I am a huge simp (with shit taste as my friends say) I’m an ambiavert, so I like to be pretty adaptable depending on who I’m around. I’m also German/American but definitely more American than anything else, I ‘grew up’ in south Germany and we still have family there but since we moved here I’ve forgotten most of  the language. JFC in hindsight I am SO SORRY about all this I got carried away. I hope it didn’t come across as self absorbed 😭😅 thanks 
Sorry again 
🤔 I'll pair you with...
Captain John Price 🚬
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Price might be the one to fall for you
If you ever decide/decided to join the military, him and Laswell will look through files and find you
He can't help but feel that you would bring something to the table
Recruiting you, along with many others, he'd be watching you
Through the tests, he'd be silently hoping you'd pass
When he asks to see you, you think you've done something wrong
Instead he just tells you that you've done a good job with all the training and tests he's put you through
"I admit, I thought you would call it quits anytime soon... but... you're determination surprised me."
"You've got guts, spirit. I like that"
He wants to take you under his wing and train you
He was right about you; there was something special there
Though he didn't know just how special you would be to him later on 🤭
After many months and near death experiences later, he'd come to realize he cares about you... a lot
💞
When off duty, he will take you somewhere to talk
Price doesn't play games, you know that
So... he tells you that he really likes you
All this time he'd spent getting to know you, he felt something he hadn't in a long time
One time, when he looked like he was about to fall asleep he was surprised that you showed so much concern for him; You wanted to do something, anything, for him
His hand gently held yours, showing how gentle he can be
"If you'll have me, love, I can make you happy... even if it takes my whole life to"
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svndaysaweek · 7 months
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Its me again, the one that asks about writing!
Thanks for replying!
But what I mean is, people might not be so keen with the r-word kinda content. So they might be mean in the DMs. Do you usually just ignore them?
And another thing, is there anything else that shld be a no-no in general for writing?
Ah I see lol sorry my English is short😅
Actually in my case I didn’t receive any of it. Because people who don’t like that genre would just not read it and move on, and only few would go attack you. But still you have to be aware of the important fact that there are people who don’t like it. I like r-thing category but there are some who don’t, but they never really visit you and do something like what you’re concerned with, in my case.
And for the second question, umm…
For me I try not to use ‘y/n’, too many ‘-ing’s, and too many ‘as’. It’ll be much more smooth when you control them. Also, for me I try to use some fresh, creative expressions as possible, as a Korean. And for that I strongly recommend reading many of others as you can. In my opinion all the famous writers in this community are stupendous writers.
But since I’m not that perfect as a writer, I also recommend asking for more tips and guidelines for other writers as well, like @capslocked, @majorblinks, @ggidolsmuts, @usedpidemo, @erospandemos, @gangplanksorenji, @worldsover etc.
Thank you for asking me such things, because asking me those questions means you trust me as a writer and I’m glad and proud of myself rn lol🤓
Thanks and cheers!
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dylanisdazed · 3 months
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Yoooo whaddup Dylie!!! How's it going? Doing anything fun tonight? I am not sober rn and I think I prefer it this way, I'm having a much better time
Haha hey my dood! I’ve been sober the last 2 nights. Sounds kinda silly, but I was proud of myself! I’ve been having a drink or 2 most nights 😬 and then drinking more on weekends and stuff.
I’m going to try and keep it to one weekend night and one weekday night!
I’m glad you were having fun though 😏🤪 alcohol or other substances can definitely make things more exciting 😏🪩
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dapper-lil-arts · 1 year
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…how does one learn to draw thicc bodies? I have a tummy myself and your characters get me wanting to draw but I’m kinda stuck rn with the “how’s” of it all. Any advice?
here's the some advices! - plan out the pose you'll draw/where each aspect of the character will be before you even sketch! (example: where their limbs and parts are positioned to indicate angle, gravity, etc) dont be afraid to be loose with it; have a separate layer just to plan out before you go! a pre-sketch if you will. a lot of artists comit to a pose they dont notice is wrong too soon, and regret 3/4s into the art theyre doin, it happens. - use a LOT of reference. and i don't mean just real people and real studies, i mean artists you like! like scour artists blogs for really interesting potential bodytypes, styles, poses, all kinds of shapes and sizes; examine the small details of what makes each individual style work! if you can apply the strongest parts of multiple artstyles into your own, you'll be pretty damn good! it's all about having an analytical eye to the references you use. (hell, copy my style if you think it'll help lol) - draw extremely frequently! and i mean if you get to at least sketch/study drawings a lil bit every day, your growth will be exponential! i first gained my tablet 3 years ago. you wouldnt BELIEVE how much my art has grown since, like goddamn i drew like ass; but i drew extremely frequently! (i'm always trying to draw once a day! unless divine intervention ensues lmao) - don't be afraid to get it wrong, lower your own standards! theres a big chance it'll take a bit before you draw something you feel is worth it, but its important to remember you will always be bad at something before you're good at it. i look at my old artworks with embarassment, sure, but they're also a steping stone! i'm proud of where i got. - when it comes to anatomy, this is something that i just can't explain properly on text (stop by my streams sometime and ask me again lol) but pay attention to the sizes of the heads of the characters, their limbs, their hands, think about what the size of everything means to their actual proportions, how believable they are. (an example: a tall character will have a large body but a belivably small head, its a slight adjustment, but when you see it well, you'll notice it always when it comes to height.)
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silenthillbunni · 4 months
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Instead of hurting random people or honestly asshole anons like that who should get curbed stomped anyways feel free to find me and I’ll let you kill me. But you are loved more than you know. Stay strong. I know it’s hard. Trust me I know. I’m in your shoes now and have been for god who even knows how long now. I know the feeling. I get waking up everyday questioning it and being like is anything really even holding me here? I hate to admit but I can even relate to wanting to hurt other people then myself. But please stay strong. I hope someday you will be filled with so much happiness that it heals every part of you because this isn’t how it’s supposed to be. I hope things will get better. Youre gonna hurt and hurt but I know one day you won’t. Let me leave you with a quote I love by another anon “I’m the one who carried myself through the heartache. I’m the one who sat on the cold shower floor, and picked it up. I’m the one who feeds myself, who clothes myself, who tucks myself into bed, and I should be proud of that. Just having the strength to take care of yourself when the world is trying to bleed you dry, that is the strongest thing in the universe.” 💖 Have a great day and a great holiday
well i dont feel any desire to hurt random ppl, just the ones who themselves cause others significant harm. so i would probably not even kill you sorry </3 im sorry that you're also going thru it rn, and have been for a long time. it really sucks a lot. but thank you for letting me know that im not alone in feeling like this. i wont stay strong as much as im actually kinda a cockroach and just adapt to whatever shitty situation and get used to it, while complaining abt it with every breath... so like yeah ig i will stay strong but in a weak unwillful impassionate cockroach way T-T maybe one day it'll feel better, and i hope the same for you. thank u for that quote as well, it kinda helps put some things in perspective for me. thank you, i hope your day and holiday will be great as well kind anon 💗
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pontiussy · 1 year
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You Don’t Need Him- Chris Pontius
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I’m going through a breakup rn so this is kind of a vent thing for me. Basically Y/N is a fem!member of the Jackass crew, and just went through a messy breakup with her boyfriend.
I stopped posting to this account because I was embarrassed but I have some stuff in the drafts I will start posting soon. I hope you enjoy <3
Warnings: mention of being very sick and not eating
It was about that time to start shooting. Y/N was up to watch the next stunt, but was thankfully not a participant. She was physically ill, and a stunt or bit felt too much to her right now. She didn’t have a cold or the flu- she was so heartbroken that it had made her ill.
Yet another boyfriend, gone. She was used to heartbreak but it was starting to get ridiculous. She was in such terrible condition that she was in a constant state of nausea, causing her to be unable to even eat. She was dizzy and her muscles were tense and sore. She didn’t need to be at work today at all.
They were shooting in an office space building that day. They were currently shooting on the 2nd floor, while the 3rd floor was being used as a break and dressing area. Y/N knew that she had to be to the shooting area in about 10-15 minutes, but she just couldn’t move. She sat on the couch in their break area by herself, sobbing as quietly as possible. She couldn’t have anyone hear her. There was already this stigma around being the girl jackass and she didn’t wanna seem like a wussy.
Chris couldn’t help but notice the sound of sniffles coming from the break area. Y/N was under the impression that everyone had already left, but Chris wasn’t involved in the stunt being filmed at the time. Chris peered around the corner. “Y/N?”
Y/N wiped her eyes and pulled herself together very quickly, something she had mastered in order to not let anyone see her true emotions. “Hey man what’s up”, she said.
“Y/N I saw you upset, it’s okay. You don’t have to hide that from me”. Y/N pouted at his words and sunk into the couch. “Aw cmere”, the handsome man cooed, sitting down next to her and putting his arms around her. He pet her hair softly.
“Now what’s wrong?”
“God. This guy. I’m heartbroken again”, she said, defeated. “He hurt me so bad, I was foolishly in love with him too”.
“Y/N we knew something wasn’t right. All of us could tell.
“Well that makes me feel great”, she hummed, sarcastically.
“Y/N every time you bring him around he gives off this weird energy. None of us liked him much. I could really tell that he made you feel bad. You are normally so outspoken and badass, but around him you get kinda sheepish. And that’s just not you”.
Y/N grumbled and buried her face in Chris’s chest. “I know. And I hate it. He drained me of myself. I had to let go but GOD it sucks.”
“Hey hey I know. I know. I’m so proud of you. You ARE a badass lady. You can do anything these jackasses can do and more. And it makes me so proud that you aren’t letting some guy get in the way of that. You don’t need him”. Chris held her into his chest and pet her hair. He rocked her slightly, and hummed until her sniffling stopped.
“Thank you, Chris”.
“No need to thank me, cmon, let’s go watch this stunt to cheer you up some. You could use a laugh. Hell I’ll stay and watch too.”
Y/N raised up a little, and Chris wiped the stale tears from her cheeks, and held out his hand. She placed her hand in his, and smiled up at him. He lead her out of the break room and to the elevator, never letting go of her hand.
“Hey Y/N?”
“Yeah?”
“One more thing”
The elevator doors closed and they were the only two inside. He placed a playful kiss on her forehead, and squished her cheeks a little.
“I’ve always wanted to do that”, he giggled. His giggles were contagious.
The elevator door opened to Johnny standing directly outside, being fully witness to their childish giggling and hand holding.
“Well little lady I was about to come lookin for ya, but I guess Pontius did that for me”. He raised an eyebrow but turned back around towards the filming area.
They didn’t seem to mind. Y/N was too focused on the peace that Chris was helping her to achieve. She hadn’t felt at peace in so long, and Chris was able to bring it out of her. He was a sweet and handsome man, and was always making her laugh. His long hair looked beautiful resting against his toned shoulders, and he had an intoxicating smile. His laugh made her feel warm, and he was always so kind to her. Pontius would have killed someone for Y/N. Everything felt so cheesy and perfect with him. This was definitely where she was meant to be.
I hope someone gets enjoyment out of me trying to cope with a breakup lmfao!! I’m not entirely confident in my writing skills yet pls be nice to me ;(
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lavoixhumaine · 7 months
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i broke.
like one of those bisque dolls a real dgaf cat shoved off a piano and broke into a million little itty bitty pieces. like talk about not feeling your face, ayooo?
but i really couldn’t take it anymore so i grabbed my iPad and started writing. surprisingly enough, i didn’t have to fuck with timezones and wake somebody the hell else up to ask about my passwords to access my fic folder. why don’t i have those passwords saved on the cloud? like isn’t that the whole point? i gotta talk to someone about that but shit i felt so damned proud of my stupid self. yeah. it was a little sad but fuck yeah i got in.
wrote those chapters like i was running out of time. popped gummies and drank energy drinks like a special kinda moron and giggled to myself because what the hell else am i gonna do? my mother is out painting the town red and her ass will probably end up in some jail or something and the embassy will have to bail her ass out and express her ass home…i mean, you’re only 64 once and she really wants to know if my dad was serious about that Beatles song, ya know?
we’ll see.
half the time, i’m not sure what i came up with but apparently, i can also type just as fast when i’m not on my laptop. hello, carpal tunnel my old friend.
i don’t know. i like living in my broken brain rn but what fuck do i really know? i don’t even fuck know why i didn’t bring my laptop when i’ve fuck brought everything else but i’m higher than whatever stays the hell high. uh snoop dogg? but like without the murder charge yaaar.
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