#I’m like really fucking afraid

[stealingyourbones]

Short DPXDC Prompts #592

Harvey is mid bank heist when he hears “Harv? Is that you? It’s been so long!” From one of his hostages. Oh that voice was so incredibly familiar there’s no way-

Well he’ll be damned. Jack and Maddie Fenton, the couple he had a momentary fling with in college were pushing through the crowds and fully ignoring his goons pointing half a dozen guns at them as they made their way towards him.

———

Harvey couldn’t believe it. Jack and Maddie were still deeply in love and as crazy as ever, but they kept reaching out to him. They didn’t seem to mind him as the broken man that he is unlike another college friend. They treated him like a person. They didn’t expect his therapy and treatment to magically change him back to how he was, they just were happy that he was happy.

They mentioned once before that they messed up with how they treated their son but they realized their mistake and did their absolute damndest to make it up to their kids. They weren’t going to villainize their college ex. They were going to support him and be for him every step of the way.

#dpxdc #dp x dc #danny phantom #bones writes in the tags #bones prompts #what I’m saying is Harvey/Maddie/Jack could be a really cool pairing #college era fwb or college fling maybe? either way: they are in love #Harvey is a bastard who doesn’t understand that Maddie and Jack’s weapons and inventions they’re giving him #to cause chaos and crime in gotham is their way of showing their love towards him #they’re trying to help and they’re doing their best and their best is actually pretty damn good #they treat Two-Face and Harvey both like real people and they aren’t afraid of him. it’s a nice change of pace #Batman captures Jack and Maddie and they tell him that they’re shocked that Bruce didn’t get together with Harvey after college #first of all: holy fuck they know his identity #second of all: They’re just talking to him like an old college buddy who they haven’t caught up with in ages

[sapphosboy]

One thing about Rose Tyler that just really gets me, is that she has this unending well of kindness, that she willingly distributes to every single living thing she meets. Take the entire Dalek episode for example. and at least once an episode, she’ll hug some person she barely knows because they’re sad or scared. It’s one of the most consistent staples of her character, she just is so empathetic.

#she has this like immediate impulse to comfort #and it just warms my heart every time I see it #because she’s not fucking afraid to be the attack dog #but at the end of the day what she is more than anything is kind #doctor who #rose tyler #at this point I’m basically just a Rose Tyler fan account #I’ve been obsessed with her since fourth grade #I really really looked up to her and also had huge crush on her #she’s ridiculously clever and kind and she can be a bitch and she can be scary but she’s so full of love and excitement over EVERYTHING

[polysyndetonaddictsupportgroup]

holy fuck, this gives the zenin so much more lore than what we got in the manga. like the potential is right there to have this great inter-clan generational dispute and cold war but gege just breezes past it and then gets rid of it completely.

with all this cool new shut we’re getting about them, im almost glad that megumi was born a boy. like could you imagine just how much worse the zenin would have been to him if he was a girl? they already have the whole misogyny thing going for them and then their version of jesus pops up and it turns out that it’s a girl who wields their prized technique?

god, i can’t imagine just how much more controlling they would be towards megs, although im still not sure if the whole training until ur bones fall off would still happen. i feel like naoya would be different towards megs but we also know that the zenin are totally okay with incest so i hate where that would go.

It would have been bad.

See, I think the entire training until your bones fall off thing would still happen, but there would be an added layer of cruelty towards it. Because megumi was a little boy who was being trained in a way that even adults couldn’t have handled, so of course he spent a lot of time getting hit and a lot of time crumpling under the pressure and exhaustion. There are very, very few instances where he remembers actually leaving the training room on his own two feet. He usually was pushed until he collapsed and woke up later in the room they kept for him. But if he was a little girl in the same circumstances? They’d make every “failing” about her sex. They’d blame her being a girl for it and constantly use it as a source of sneering superiority.

It would also be bad because she would very much be seen as a source of descendants. Boy Megumi wouldn’t necessarily be exempt from that, but it would happen sooner for girl Megumi.

Bloodline is very important to the Zenin. Inheriting power, techniques—they want to continue the flow of power through the generations. And most of the Zenin clan (and the wider jujutsu world) believe that Megumi is the most powerful Zenin alive right now, if not Gojo’s equal, and the only reason why hes being graded as a Grade Two sorcerer is because gojo’s purposefully sabotaging his development. Like. Mindset is a huge amount of jujutsu ability. Yuuta went from getting beaten up by normal high schoolers to having some combat ability but needing inumaki to handle a semi grade one to being the second most powerful person alive in the span of a few months. He absolutely blitzed the previous second most powerful person alive when he would have lost that same fight a few hours previous. There’s a lot of people convinced Megumi’s on Gojo’s level but he’s been keeping him on a leash since childhood. But the powers still there in his blood.

That’s power the Zenin want to pass on, regardless of gender. But as a boy, Megumi’s got a little bit more leeway—men are accepted as warriors first in the clan, and age won’t affect his ability to procreate. If megumi was a girl? She’s got that goddamn biological clock ticking down. As the ten shadows, I think the Zenin would still expect her as a warrior, but they’d also have a fucking quota she needs to fill before the clock hits zero. And they’d have some very proprietary concerns about making sure no one outside of the clan has a chance to become involved with her. They’d want her to stay within the clan with her partners. And they’d be absolutely creepy and weird about how they went about it. It’s a little bit of a mercy that Megumi’s a boy.

#sea glass gardens #the Zenin already see boy megumi as their property #girl megumi? she’d be doomed #they already see women as property #they’d take a fucking hit out on yuuji I can tell you that #I’m a shameless itafushi shipper and while I don’t really write genderbend I don’t see a reason to change shipping them if I did #yuuji has this angry scary pretty girl who for some reason is down to hold his hand and then her fucking cousins hire a sniper #editing tags because I have more to say it’s one of my flaws #there’s so much of Megumi’s situation as a kid that was just horrible and miserable and full of pain #there were so many times he woke up in that stupid room too beaten up and bruised and exhausted to move #he was too tired to summon his dogs for comfort #and the Zenin hated when he treated his shikigami as pets anyway #I like to think megumi was actually scared of the dark when he was a kid #he was a child who saw monsters and didn’t have an explanation for them #they terrified him #his sister had a monster in the hall closet that wanted to eat her and he tried to be brave but he shook every time it came out #and it only came out at night #he was six. he was afraid of the dark. #he never told the Zenin but he could tell they somehow knew #his room was always kept so dark and there was never a nightlight permitted #he’d just wake up in the pitch and never know if anything was in there with him #he was hurt. he couldn’t move. and he was afraid of the dark #and sometimes megumi feels like he’s still that fucking six year old who got lugged from the training room unconscious and dumped in #the dark alone

[sluttyten]

My afraid-of-romance ass has just been asked by another regular customer for my number and the stupid thing is that again I do think this guy is kinda cute and I really probably should say yes

#the fear tho lmao #what am I afraid of? I have no fucking clue #this is why I’m still questioning my sexuality lol like what am I? do I even actually like guys? do I like anyone? #in an existential spiral at the moment #but honestly why do they always ask for my number #like dude just give me yours and let me make the decision when you’re not right here in front of me #but I felt bad telling him no today just because the last time a customer asked and I said yes I almost immediately regretted it #and then that didn’t work out because I thought he was too young #young* and now he still sometimes comes by and I just feel awkward about it #maybe I should turn to Facebook and see if I can find him because I have set an age limit for myself and I really don’t want to entertain #anyone younger than that #but I’m……… I know I’m like never active in here anymore #but I just needed to talk about this somewhere #because any of my coworkers would probably tell me I’m being ridiculous or they’d just seriously keep questioning why I keep saying no to #customers that hit on me and my best friend would probably also not get it #idk y’all I just needed to rant about it/talk about it #anyway I’m definitely gonna stress over this until tomorrow #and I’m gonna feel really bad if he stops coming by

[insomniac-dormouse]

FUCK MAN THE ONE PIECE LIVE ACTION IS SO GOOD WTF

I NEVER THOUGHT I’D SAY THAT SHIT ABOUT A LIVE ACTION BUT HOLY SHIT

I LOVE THIS VERSION

ITS SO GOOD

#caps cw #they make so many little story changes #like not being afraid to kill of characters (Rip Mary) #not being afraid to break from the shonen format allows them to tell the story in such an interesting way and allude to all sorts of thing #And they too Kuina’s death so seriously #and they’re giving Koby everything he deserved in the Manga #and Helmeppo is so fun instead of forgettable and annoying #and I enjoy the sets so much; they’re really breathing life into Oda’s settings and I love it #AND THE MUSIC #and the action’s so good; they can fight grunts and have it be so interesting and captivating and Luffy isn’t the only one fighting top guys #and they’re dynamics and dialogue are so good #and all the actors are so pretty FUCK #and the differences between manga Luffy and Live Action Luffy are honestly so interesting to pick at #i have so many headcanons #I put this off for so long and I’m only on episode 5 but I’m so in love with this man #I’m frothing at the mouth #i can’t be normal about this #one piece #one piece live action #one piece netflix #aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa #OPLA

[iknowwhereyousleepatnight]

went to go clothes shopping today and i got the cuntiest misa-esque dress for like $8 at the thrift store <3

#it’s covered in hearts and it’s strapless w a low lace-up back and the skirt is short and poofy but it’s sewn at the edges so that the #skirt is like a sphere-ish shape that holds fairly well and i should prob just draw it so what i’m saying makes sense but it is super cute #and i also got some jeans which is new for me i’ve not worn jeans since. um. i think the last time i wore jeans i was. idk. before #i started dressing myself? so under 5 maybe? idk pants feel really restricting to me and jeans esp that’s why i’m always wearing skirts #but i feel up to it rn bc i’ve always thought they were cute and also i think i’m comfortable enough in my skin to do so which i think it’s #usually the opposite for ppl they like pants and are afraid of dresses bc they’re uncomfortable/self conscious/whatever but for me #skirts have always been a safety blanket and they are so comfortable but sometimes skirts are just not practical so i need to like #get comfortable wearing pants and i tried doing it a couple years back but i was like in the midst of an eating disorder so that didn’t go #down well but i’m cool now i’m chill abt things and wearing skirts all the time makes ppl peg me as fem and i’m like ahhhhh stop she/her-in #me when i’m obvi in femboy mode or like when i’m being androgynous but i happen to be wearing a skirt w my outfit it’s annoying #anyway it took me two fucking hours to figure out what size i was bc skirts u don’t really have a size bc u just need it to fit ur waist #and ur golden but pants are so complicated and i have wide hips and thick thighs and it took me foreverrrr to find the right size #but i did and now i will never have to do all of that ever again <3 bc it was stressful every second that i wasn’t looking in the mirror #and making bedroom eyes at myself <3

[szczylpierdolony]

wish i had the balls to get a sugar daddy

#like this is sth i’ve had on my mind since i was 16 and now feel like i’m running out of time to try bc they’re always looking for someone #in their early 20s #but 1. idk if i could successfully have sex with a cis guy #like i wouldn’t freak out or anything but idk if i could even get any type of turned on #2. worried about safety like this is just a random person you meet on the internet that’s likely physically stronger than you and it freaks #me out a little bit #3. i’m not attractive and i have body hair i wouldn’t be willing to get rid of #4. i don’t think i could spend time with someone i dislike personality wise and i tend to not like cishet men even if it’s just chit chat #5. how would i hide it from my parents (and possibly friends bc i think some could be weird abt it too) #6 . i’m literally just a pussy who’s afraid to try #but idk it seems like sth that’d be decently convenient #and yeah ig i could try looking for a sugar mommy but the likelihood of finding one are much slimmer plus i’m really fucking unattractive #and i think a man would be more likely to deal with it #📓

[ssreeder]

Wouldn't it be funny if all anons are actually the same person adopting different personalities? It's not but it'd be funny <3

Idk what you mean? All the anons are the same person they’re all @vintageskeletons the thotty of all thottys. This discourse has been settled already because I know the truth & I just play along because I’m a good friend :)

#thotty discourse 2.0 #all the anons are thotty #when liab first got idk #‘more readers’ (I refuse to believe it’s ‘popular’) #I started getting more anons #then I got scared that it really WAS the same person fucking with me #I’m wildly insecure although I don’t act like it #SO I SOUGHT THE TRUTH #& THE TRUTH REVEALED ITSELF #they’re all thotty #playlist is thotty #scroll anon is thotty #FHA is thotty #all of them are thotty #I’ve just come to accept this and I’m afraid if I stop she’ll spiral #I’m just being a good friend duh #ask

[vakarians-babe]

paranoia? you mean parannoying.

#there’s a lot id like to say but can’t figure out how to and also I would rather not start anything #it fucks me up massively to be afraid of a person spreading falsities about why I may have blocked them #bc idk call me crazy but that feels like punishing me for setting a boundary that I struggled to set for months #anyway if anyone sees this who has been told o blocked someone for having headcanons about a character being ace #that’s not true and I blocked that person for my own comfort relating to other incidents and repeated attempts to set a boundary #and I feel really trapped knowing that this person said this about me only after I had left a server we shared #anyway I know I am imperfect and there are things plenty of folks will disagree with me on #but I struggle to understand how that equates to me being a villain for deciding that I don’t want people in my space or I feel some way #this is contextless rambling I’m sorry

[polarsirens]

oh man, that trailer

#spoilers #don’t read but #god. imm realizing that #i can’t take another death #i don’t think i can take a pc death at this point in the story #especially if it’s only one or two of them and not. like. tpk #because “stray together” right? #but if only one or two or just. some #even with the newfound friendship with snow white #i’m so fucking afraid of what’s gonna happen next episode #i mean hell yeah kudos to the editor #for making me feel this bone-and-secret-meat-in-bone-deep dread #and kudos for the yet another amazing superb battle set coming up #but oh my god. fucking. i can’t. #i really hope they were not screaming rosamund or gerard or ylfa #because they were on the brink #i’m sure when next week rolls around it’ll be all fun #and amazing times #but right now oh man. oh no. #i’m really feeling it

[salsflore]

#fretting over my future once more. i’m afraid i might actually kms if i go back to a regular school but i’m worried i’ll completely #fuck up my chances of getting into a university if i don't #turning to that cursed website Quora . i can’t do this i’m just TERRIFIED i’ll fuck up and only realize it a year down the line #i don’t want to think about what hasn’t even happened yet but i can’t just blissfully ignore the possible consequences either #i hate that this happened to me. i already had a Plan. a straightforward idea of what i was going to do and then i get ARRESTED omggg #why is it me that has to have my life disrupted like this‚ right? i hope hope hope things will turn out okay in the end but i am just sad #about everything that’s ever happened to me #i want to do the private candidate thing so badly but it means not finishing the last 2 yrs of highschool #i’d still technically be learning tbe same things but its more about the certificate or whatever that comes with it #and the friends‚ too .... #of course you only do this to me when i am almost at the finish line and ive found people i click with! thank you 👍🏻 salamat sa lahat 🤗 #i need to do more research on the topic before freaking out . but i'm just. eugh so so sososososo sad #💭 #negative #cw vent #edit: it is becoming more and more likely that finishing my edu in a regular school would be the best option but AHHH #i really. i really cant emphasize how much i dont want that for myself. i hate it #i miss my home so terribly. but whatever i guess! #also i relapsed so thats kind of a bummer ... #cw self harm

[lhrry]

x

#tbh it makes me sad that i hear from fans not feeling that safe at harry’s concerts anymore because of the fans and people who go there #first of all the mitski thing is very :// #second I’ve heard and seen people say that they don’t feel that safe as a lgbt fan there #that the hets keep discounting Harry’s pride flag runs and stuff and uugh it makes me so sad that people (and I don’t say it’s like that #for everyone and I really really hope it’s not like that for everyone because that would just suck) #don’t have that in those concerts and I get there are so many people coming to those stadium shows that it’s just going to be different #altogether #but idk it just sucks because even if you don’t think Harry’s a part of the community that’s fine but to rather think it’s a ‘fashion’ with #the pride flags than to think him an ally to the community like ugh ugh #anyway I’m really cherishing the fact that louis’ concerts are still majority hardcore and judging by the flags nonhet fans #because louis’ concert was genuinely such a safe space for me #and I’m so grateful for it #anyway this is a useless rant I just saw something and thought that sucked for the fans and for harry both #and what I’m hearing makes me second-guess bringing my pride flag to his show #and doesn’t that fucking suck?????? #that’s the one place I shouldn’t be like afraid to bring it to #and if you don’t think harry would be heartbroken to know his queer fans are now almost afraid to take pride flags to his concerts #you’re doing him a great injustice as a fan :) #like I genuinely believe this is not what he’d want but anyway

[iknowwhereyousleepatnight]

the reason i’m not afraid of aging is because i want to be a hot middle-aged man who has a toxic yaoi relationship with another middle-aged man

#u know i used to be so afraid of aging until i realized that i want to be a dilf. now it’s kinda exciting #i realized recently that i could never picture myself living past my twenties until i pictured myself as a man #but like. i want to be a man and a woman and nothing and everything #but like. i’m cool with how i look now for the most part idk if i would want to transition physically at least not rn #and rn i still dress fem enough that everyone goes straight to she/her #and i like she/her but it hurts rn #bc some of my family has switched to they/them or it/its and it’s just so soothing #but family that knows i don’t like it still use she/her and phrases like ‘daughter’ or whatever even more often on purpose #and it hurts bc i don’t really feel the need to change the way i dress/look but i know everyone assumes she/her #when they see me in a dress or skirt. even w how very not-cis my fashion sense is #but also i fucking hate pants which is a separate thing (prob autism tbh) and even if i wore pants they’d still use she/her #thinking of changing my name to something very masc so i can confuse people enough that they’ll stop defaulting to she/her #and i haven’t told ppl outside my immediate family so idc if they use she/her but i’m fucking pissed when ppl in the family do it #anyways side note when i was 12 my ideal gender (b4 i knew about being non-cis) was a floating consciousness w no body #or a plastic-doll-like creation that’s smooth all over #… i still want to be a floating consciousness actually lmao. it would be great #back then i hated being a girl but i didn’t know there were more options and also i was socially isolated (didn’t leave home for like 2yrs) #and my mother was openly transphobic whenever the topic was brought up so that was my only real experience #but i didn’t really internalize it other than the fact that my mother would be rude if i ever happened to be not-cis and guess what? she is #anyways it’s like 2am and also i’m only awake bc i was captivated by a sugar daddy middle aged gay fic for a show i watched like 5 episodes #for 2 years ago #sorry for rambling in the middle of the night lol #gn y’all

[kirathegreatfoxandkingofeyeballs]

Have you ever been so inspired to make something, but lack the technical skill to make it, or for some reason or another have no way to externally express this like pent up need to make SOMETHING, and it feels like a gazillion thoughts running through your head and you get so restlessly frustrated because you NEED to make something, but for some reason or another, be it personal or technical, you just can’t? And then you end up giving yourself an anxiety attack and heart palpitations and it feels like you’re going to explode?

#i’m trying so hard to get back into drawing guys #but either i’m so uninspired that it feels impossible to even consider making something #or i’m inspired but i don’t trust myself to even be able to create what my brain wants to create in a remotely satisfactory way #i feel like i’m going crazy #and everyone has advice and it helps in concept #but in practice i just feel so fucking stuck #i just want to draw #and fucking enjoy it #for fucks sake #one of the few times i legit feel so frustrated with myself i’m lowkey feeling like #not great ig #to put it in a nice way #i wish drawing didn’t result in me wanting to destroy all my sketchbooks because i hate everything i make #and i’m too ashamed to even show it to anyone #fuck #i don’t normally vent on here #but i feel really alone today because all my friends are busy doing stuff #or they’re not the type of people i feel comfortable venting to #i just feel like i’m suffocating and i can’t make it stop #and i’m so afraid of losing my love of drawing because i’m so fucking stupid about this shit #ugh #kira vents